“do you want to talk about it?”
no, i want to kill myself because of it.
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my anxiety is crippling, in those words exactly. and if that's a problem, well, you can fucking die mad about it.
the line between "mental" and "physical" illness isn't a line at all. my anxiety and POTS both cause heart palpitations, tachycardia, high blood pressure, light-headedness, hyperventilation, panic, fatigue, brian fog, and more. both of them disable me, physically and mentally!
why is only one of those allowed to be crippling? why on earth would i let ableism and sanism decide what i call my own illness? get real.
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I deserve to be punished and to suffer for the way I am.
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Hi everyone! I'm officially back from Graeland (it was absolutely live changing and I'm so happy I didn't get too anxious and back out!!) It was so freaking fun and I hope every one of you who wants to get there some day actually gets to go! It's a lot to do and plan but you can do it!
ANYWAY I AM BACK!!!
I've missed writing so much and I'm finally back with my laptop and slowly getting back into my routine :)
How have you guys been?
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Mental health-related thought of the day:
I wish the commercial structure of society (grocery stores, doctors' offices, the post office, etc.) were friendlier toward people with social anxiety.
As an adult with severe social anxiety, it is painfully difficult to do basic "normal" adult things.
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Oh so you think my disability is inconvenient?
Try fucking living with it while also having to deal with people like you
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sorry babe, i can’t have sex right now, im posting about how much i want to kill myself online .
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me: i wish i were a cat. i wonder what it's like to live without crippling self awareness.
me: ...oh. i'm an animal too. i am not meant to run myself in circles thinking about the past and the present and the furture. i am just a little animal trying to live each day. and that is all i need to do, just like my kitty friends.
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I want to kill myself right now, everyday.
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