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whatsonherbrain · 9 months

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I AM TORN BETWEEN WORKING AND STUDYING

It's a Sunday and I have this another thought. To stop myself from enrolling this semester and start looking for a job. I am sick and embarrassed to ask for money. FYI, I am now 24 years old. I feel like I should start doing something for myself while finishing school. As I have stated on my previous post, I am a shiftee/transferee which is why I am still in college. But my inner thoughts still gives me this idea that there alot of better opportunities after I graduate school and wait for that moment. Also, if I start working, I will lose my momentum in school and just pursue my job especially if I fully enjoyed what I am doing. I still not sure of what to do. I am hesitant. I don't want to decide something that I am pretty sure to regret some time in the future. Can somebody pls help me :(((((

#school #college #selfthought #student

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jamiesonwolf · 1 year

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Today is a day to celebrate. The Spring Equinox has arrived. Things have begun to grow, and the sun is returning to the sky. I will celebrate by loving all of myself and the creative fire within. I will nourish myself with compliments and create new opportunities for self-love. I will plant seeds as I walk so that I am filled with the potential of growth. I will go out into nature and listen for the music of birdsong and feel the sun as it tries to push through the clouds. I will celebrate the day with love, growth and creativity. ✨️ Card from The Book of Shadows Tarot. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #bookofshadowstarot #growth #springequinox #change #love #selfthought #self-love #change #creativespirit #create #newpossibilities #newpath #nature #nurture #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CqAgTUAOnxW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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s-ulfanita · 1 year

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Today I have learned that most people don't cherish good people. They use them. I have learned that to keep good people in our life, we must appreciate them and reciprocate their efforts. I have seen there are too many examples of good people who were pushed away just because they don't have power and relations and it’s always sad for me to see how some of them take advantage of others’ kindness and generosity. They don’t appreciate the value of loyalty and honesty. They only care about themselves. #fragment #selfnote #selfreminder #selfreflection #selfworth #selfthought #selfdevelopment #selflove #selfawareness #selfcare #selftransformation #selftrust https://www.instagram.com/p/Cph-VyxJXCf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#fragment #selfnote #selfreminder #selfreflection #selfworth #selfthought #selfdevelopment #selflove #selfawareness #selfcare #selftransformation #selftrust

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itsundefinedlanguagess · 1 year

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in the end people are attracted

to the smiles. It's a lie when they

say “ i like u because youre different

nobody

likes

different.

different is

weird

#selfthought

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minesocialmedia · 1 year

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मेच्योरिटी उम्र और सिर्फ किताबों से नहीं आती😯 . . . Self thinking & Observation in life. . . Do your openion in comment it's right or wrong. . . Plz follow for like this type post. . . Fillow @tisya.auspicious for motivational post, real life post . . @tisya.auspicious @tisya.auspicious @tisya.auspicious . . #post #todaypost #postfortoday #postforlife #postforlearninlife #postforlearnforlife #selfthought #minepost #selfthinking #minethinking #mypen #mywritting #copyrightmine #tisya.auspicious ##instagram #instaposts #learning #overthinking #motivation #true #world #insta https://www.instagram.com/p/CkwEPRIyrz4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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sheseekpeace · 2 years

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She's diversed. She tries to keep herself together in the middle chaos. Most people see her at the beginnig and end, few people witnessed her in-betweens. A lot of misconceptions about her does not bother her. She just appreciate her peace. She respects her own personal space, a space only few could enter. She's quiet, she's happy, she's comfortable with few. She's not perfect and she's not trying to be. She is herself. Trying to keep up, trying to hold still.

#personal #life #self growth #self #selflove #selfthought #self worth

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roshaarts · 2 years

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Hummingbird fairy crazy after seeing flower blooms in this work you can see the fairy is really excited and gone crazy.morning sunrays drop on flower petals and morning dews sparkles with sunlight 🥰🥰 Always wanted creat this kind of character inspired my favourite bird and i think it's really cute 😍😍😍 #characterdesign Art medium : Digital artwork on android Device Used : #samsunga20 phone #selfthought Artwork #hummingbird #characterart #characterillustration #art #colorfullart #colorfulbird #illustration #fantasyartwork #ladybug #colorfulfeathers #green #cuteeyes #morningvibes #artwork #design #fantasyartwork https://www.instagram.com/p/CcwlynjB8P5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#characterdesign #samsunga20 #selfthought #hummingbird #characterart #characterillustration #art #colorfullart #colorfulbird #illustration #fantasyartwork #ladybug #colorfulfeathers #green #cuteeyes #morningvibes #artwork #design

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desisaraswatii · 10 months

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sebenernya, tak ada yang mampu menghentikan mu. selama engkau masih mau untuk memperjuangkan mimpi-mimpi mu. sebab hanya kamu, yang bertanggungjawab atas dirimu.

Selama ada kebaikan didalamnya, yang tak melanggar aturan-Nya.

#selftalk #selfthoughts #selfreminder #desisaraswatii

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hearingthroughdeafear · 3 months

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Should I keep the Money?

Is it really our money when we win the lottery? #selfthoughts #reflection #selfcare #money #lottery #bible #application #world #win #winthelottery #spendingmoney #donate #mortage #debtfree #dream

Bloganuary writing promptWhat would you do if you won the lottery?View all responses Wealth gained hastily will dwindle, but whoever gathers little by little will increase it. Proverbs 13:11 ESV I’ll admit, winning the lottery sounds very tempting, who wouldn’t use it to pay their endless amount of bills, mortgage and get that nice car and house they’ve been dreaming about? Then I’m constantly…

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#dailyprompt #dailyprompt-1831 #debtfree #donate #dream #family #inspiration #life #mortage #reflection #selfcare #selfthoughts #spendingmoney #win #winthelottery #world

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theaarts · 10 months

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To: Christian

Hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula. Pero naiisip ko na talagang pinagsisisihan ko na nasabi ko yun kay Christian.

Hindi ko alam bakit head over heels ako sa kanya. For the longest time since my last relationship, siya kasi nagparamdam na I was special. He made me see something in me na I was still beautiful, inside and out.

Alam ko sa sarili ko na love language ko ay words of affection and physical touch. Nabibigay niya yun sa akin, maybe, without him even realizing it. So I think kaya nafall ako sa kanya. Naaalala ko pa nga nun, sabi ko sa kanya na ayaw ko ng karelasyon. Nilunok ko lang lahat ng sinabi ko after namin magkita.

Sobrang nasisiyahan ako every time na nakikita ko pangalan nya na nagpa-pop up sa notifs ko. As much as possible, gusto kong nirereplyan siya agad dahil gusto ko nasusulit oras namin at dahil na rin sa gusto ko siya makausap. Hindi naman small talk, pero even the simpliest of things masaya sya pag-usapan kapag siya. It seems like he always has the right words to tell me, kahit na parang wala naman meaning yun. I just really like how raw and honest he can be sa akin. Baka kinukuha niya lang loob ko. I wouldn't know. Pero yun nga, I try to enjoy these things na kaya niyang ibigay kahit na ayaw sa kanya ng pamilya ko.

Kasalanan ko talaga ang lahat. Ayoko sa lahat ang mga awkward situations, but I just made it really awkward for us.

I don't know how to come back from this after saying those nasty and hurtful things sa kanya kagabi. I should've just taken a step back and organized my thoughts. Or I should've just taken the time to talk to him. Ang sabi niya he wanted to be serious sa akin but he also respects what I want kaya hindi niya pinagpipilitan ang gusto niya. Doon siya sa mga bagay na comfortable ako. He's very sweet and thoughtful. Ang feel ko talaga hindi ko siya deserve, mas lalo na ngayon at nasaktan ko siya. Lahat ng sinabi ko sa kanya noon na ayaw ko mangyari, ako naman yung gumawa.

I really regret the things I told him last night. Sa totoo lang, I really didn't want to end it. I was so consumed by pressure and my thoughts. I didn't have the time to process it. Sobrang miss ko lang siya. And I wanted to spend time with him physically, hindi lang sa chat o voice message.

Sobrang miss na miss ko na siya. Umaasa ako na sana magreply siya o bigyan niya ako ng pagkakataon para makabawi sa kanya, sa lahat ng mga sinabi ko kagabi. I want to be with him. I totally saw the next year being with him, despite sa hirap ng situation namin ngayon.

I was so consumed by my thoughts. Sobrang nag-overthink ako and I am a very negative person. So I guess he just saved himself the hassle of taking care of me and my needs. One of the things I told him was that should look for an available bachelorette, yung walang anak. Para less yung responsibilities nya sa buhay at mas versatile yung schedule. Although, lagi niya sinasabi na kutento siya sa akin. Sobrang komportable siya. Ganon.

I'm so desperate sa kanya. In my whole life, I've only been desparate twice including him. I've never begged any other man to love me before. Feeling ko nagiging clingy or possessive na ako. And that's not good. Writing my emotions like this really helps. It helps me evaluate and assess my feelings. I feel a bit better than I was an hour ago.

So if he decides not to respond to my message, then I guess that's it. Kailangan ko tanggapin dahil una sa lahat ako yung nagtapos.

Ayoko naman maging desperate or maging overly possessive sa kanya. Casual dating nga lang kami eh. And I even told him to be open to other potential love interests. Hay. Siguro last attempt ko na yun sa kanya. I'll respect him if he doesn't want to reply or just wants to take a break from me. I'll write again if he doesn't respond to me by tonight. And he doesn't message me again within the week.

Damn. I'm so good at ruining my relationships.

I don't have the guts yet to delete his messages or our chat thread. Precious memories. Raw and honest. Malilibog na usapan. Us being open to one another. I'm just tired. After this, I think I'll really take a break from love.

But what if magreply siya?

Mahal na mahal kita, Christian, kung alam mo lang. I love him so much that I was willing to let him go. Save him from all of the hassle and trouble of being with me. 28 years old na ako but I feel like a 16-year old na binakuran ng pamilya to protect me.

I just don't know, man. I really don't. I think I need to accept the fact na hindi na siya magrereply or respond to me. I really don't know what will happen. There's a part of me na umaasa; there's also a part that's preparing to accept the cold, harsh truth.

If he does indeed respond and gives our relationship a chance to work, I don't think it will be the same as it was before. I already broke him and our relationship. Maybe we can mend it, but I don't think it will be the same. So I guess, mas better na lang kung hindi na lang niya ako pansinin? Napasubo tuloy siya sa akin.

Baka nasa-suffocate na siya sa akin with those words. So yeah, I think it's better that he ignores me. I feel like a hopeless romantic with how I demand attention from him. Hindi naman kami so ano ba karapatan ko diba? Hahahaha! Hay. I'm getting crazier but it feels good to write.

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Okay. So nagreply siya. Just once. I did tell him to reply at least once. Sad. Pero friends pa rin kami sa Facebook? He hasn't blocked me yet. I'm thinking too much into this. But he hasn't shooe'd me away? Damn. Omg! Won't he think I'm obssessive?! Sige na. Magstop na muna ako. Idk. Part of me wants to go on but there's also a part na wag ko na ituloy and force myself.

Nasaktan ko siya so nawalan na rin ako ng karapatan over him. I understand his reaction. It's normal after I hurt him last night. I should give him time to contemplate in case he wants to say more. I hope he does? I want him to react. I want him to read what I sent. I want him to let me know what he thinks. But if he wants to distance himself already after what I did, then so be it. I won't blame him. There will always be a part of my heart for him. I hope we meet again someday under differencr circumstances. I want to start over with him. I want to be with him. I love and respect him.

#personal #selfthoughts #christian

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yogastacks · 2 years

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Which one you are ? #health #healthandfitness #healthandwellness #mentalhealthmatters #mindcontrol #healthcare #selfcare #selfthoughts #healyourself #yogalifestyle #healthtips #healthylifestyle #healthyfoods #fastfood #tastyfood #junkfood #foodlovers #lettersbylamise #diet #stressmanagement #stressrelief #foodtips #fooddiary #yogatips #yogaforbeginners #yogaforeveryone #weightlossrecipes #weightlosstips #weightlosstransformation #yogastacks https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg_O_Ucp_mK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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chihchen11301 · 1 month

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2024 selfthoughts.

trying to make some new efforts, let the rain pour on, through the night.

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jamiesonwolf · 1 year

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Love can be simple. One of my resolutions this year was to love myself more, and a lot of that has to do with looking within. I need to ground myself and look at where my path has taken me, what I've grown, and what I bring to others. In order to love myself, I need to break free of the thoughts that tend to think the worst of situations. I can let them go and move forwards. I do not have to stay captive of my thoughts. I can walk free towards love ❤️ Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #live #love #laugh #valentinesday #lovemyself #give #self #others #selfkindness #selflove #LGBTQIA #selfthought #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CopDXpVuhWD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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s-ulfanita · 1 year

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Sesungguhnya dalam diam itu ada tenang dan tenang kadang menjadi simbol kemenangan atas diri sendiri. Saya senang mengamati apa saja yang bergerak di sekitar saya. Sesekali saya bahkan takjub melihat bagiama waktu menunjukkan sisi ternyata dari seseorang. Waktu yang bergerak cepat juga menyadarkan saya bahwa hidup senyap itu menyenangkan, bahwa senyap itu mengajari kita hidup yang tak ingin ribut dengan orang lain dan selalu ingin bermukim dalam damai. Saya senang mengamati apa saja dari sini, dari sisi waktu yang paling senyap yang tak riuh dari gaduh debat. #fragment #selfreminder #selfreflection #selfwoth #selfthoughts #selfrespect #selfawareness #selftransformation #selfjourney #writingcommunity https://www.instagram.com/p/Co0yb_5Pqee/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#fragment #selfreminder #selfreflection #selfwoth #selfthoughts #selfrespect #selfawareness #selftransformation #selfjourney #writingcommunity

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drfredina · 11 months

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This Moment Of Self Thoughts Ladies, what's on your mind? #wonderfullymadeinc #mentalhealth #selfthoughts #lifecoaching #mindfulness #selfefficaccy

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shadesofbangalore · 1 year

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Last week of first year! Kinda like it now. 👐🏻

#selfthoughts.

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