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poetricismic · 1 month
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Unloving us...You, me and the chaos of our fall...
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chubbyreaderchan · 1 year
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Tbh if I got the interest of the lost boys they'd probably try to turn me asap because of all the chronic pain and illness I live with. Like my default is just pain from head to toe constantly. Like it's raining today and my knee is just like "lol nope"
But then I'd be worried my constant pain would get worse as a vampire...
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shadow-in-fog · 1 year
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rememberwarmdays · 5 months
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i feel like i've always been the one to assure them. I've always been the one to stop them from overthinking. maybe i am the trigger. but maybe this will sound selfish but no one has ever asked me about my thoughts. no one has really stoped me from overthinking. i just try to survive the day with those voices going in and out of my mind. i don't know.
was pretending to not wanting help and playing independent really for the best?
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itsherforreal · 1 year
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I am surrounded by people who encourage and support healthy choices.🤓
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conscious-thought · 6 months
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Existence Theory
November 7, 2023
Do you know the reality of this universe? How this universe is made and what this universe is made up of? I had a very interesting thought about the existence of everything we see in this universe.
According to my theory, universe is made up of two things - shiv and shakti, which in western terms we can say matter and energy, or in spiritual terms we can say soul and substance. Shakti is a thing that we can see, feel, hear, taste, and smell with our senses. Every matter (every atom or subatomic particle) is a part of Shakti. Shiv is nothing but emptiness. Shiv is the form of our consciousness - our soul. We know that within an atom, larger amount is just an empty space. That is nothing but Shiv. That is an area which we cannot see, hear, feel, taste or smell with our senses. That is an area where our consciousness lies and and soul resides.
Shiv is always entangled and surrounded by Shakti. This results in greed, angle, lust, ego, and such other bad karmas. We are so much entangled by the material existence (Shakti), we forget to recognize our actual existence in the form of Shiv. The meaning of Shiv is unity. Considering our consciousness as Shiv, we are connected to emptiness of this universe and thus connected to each and every living and non-living things in this universe. Everything is one and one is everything.
During the birth of this universe, two things came into existence, Shiv and Shakti. Humans are capable to understand the existence of Shakti but the concept of Shiv is beyond human's capability. There is multi-dimensional form present in this emptiness which governs the conscious thinking and all other inanimate objects.
Within Shiv, there are certain types of energy flowing that regulates and changes the behavior of our material body. Whoever we meet, whatever we do affects our soul and existence. Due to our Karma and we got stuck within this Shakti and take birth again and again and not able to attain salvation.
Moreover, we know that everything affects another thing in this universe. Every matter, every particle is entangled to another particle. Thus, we have effects of different planets and stars on our life and soul. This indicates that the light or photon has an important role to play in this theory. Light is the only thing that can travel through the vacuum. It does not need any medium to travel. That is the only thing to travel within the Shiv.
In order to get better understanding of the existence, we need to answer some question about Shiv. What is Shiv made up of? What Shiv is? How does light affect Shiv? What does photon do in vacuum? There is much more to discover on this topic. Having thought about this theory will make us to take step towards our liberation from this Shiv-Shakti.
R. R. S.
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theunknowdiary · 30 days
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༅Late Night Feels
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It’s about eight o’clock at night, in the household of the Young’s. The house is silent nothing in the hallways is a baby lullaby playing in Kaliyah’s room as she’s being rocked to sleep by James as he gently strokes her perfectly curly hair as her eyes slowly stare shut. The look on his face as he sees her sleeping face. He softly smiles as he softly puts her in her crib, leaning over to give her a good night kiss. Walking away from her room and switching off the light to her room. He walks out of the room and makes it to his shared room with his wife Mya. He slowly opens the door knob.
As he opens the door slowly lifting his head to see his beautiful wife, seeing her in one of his favorite lingerie. The sexy black lacy thong with the lacy bra that has a rose pattern. Mya walks over to James smirking at him and kissing him on the cheek. “Hey, baby,” Mya said in her seductive voice, eyeing him up and down. James covered his mouth as he felt his breath getting hard to be breath. He use his other hand gripping at her waist. Mya smiled and bit her lip. James kissed her neck, gripping every part of her.
“Dam baby, you know how to get me riled up with your sexy ass~” he moans as he picks her up. Mya was shocked but felt her body getting hot. He brings her over to the bed placing her gently. His eyes looked like he was hungry for her he got closer to her face. Mya looks at him eyes full of lust and desire. She speaks softly “Gonna make a move or you going to keep on staring at me? Hmm..” she questioned him.
He started grinning at her, he placed his hands on both of her thighs softly rubbing them up and down while still looking at her, slowly leaning into her ear. He speaks to her with a deep voice. “I’m just getting started with you...just be a little patient with me.” He kisses her cheek. Mya felt her heart racing ten times per mile. Wrapping her arms around his neck leaning forward into his touch. “But I don’t want to wait I want it now...it’s been so long I need you so please give it to me...” as she looks into his eyes with a pleading expression. ”I’ll give it to you, don’t get mad if I go hard on you okay?” He chuckled gripping her ass cheeks. Mya softly groans burying her head into his chest. He pushes her into the bed getting on top of her roaming his hands all over her body. Biting her lip she felt his big hands all over her body. She groans wanting more of his touch. He let go as he unbuckled his belt sliding it off his jeans. As he throws it on the floor taking his time unbuttoned his pants pulling the zipper down. Pulling his pants down showing his hardened length through his boxers. He looks at her biting his lip.
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As her glossy eyes met his face as she took him into her mouth bobbing her head up and down. As he holds the back of her hand making sure she’s taking him all in. “Ugh baby you’re doing a wonderful job...keep doing it just like that~ awe..” he moans out as his eyes roll back of his head. As drool dribbles on your chin, the sucking noise gets louder every time you keep sucking him off. You let go catching your breath as your mouth is still open.
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flowerdeuce · 9 months
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there's something about august that always get me anticipating that good things are about to come.
happy august🍃
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maiiiiie · 5 days
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انا كل سنة بصيح اني عايزة اسيب المدرسة واني حقيقي محتاجة ارتاح عالاقل اخد بريك سنة
فتحصل مشكلة بيني و بين ماما تخليني أعيد تفكير .. حاسة قعدتي في البيت هتزود المشاكل
يارب دبرها من عندك
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poetricismic · 1 month
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As I was trying to fit in others shoes, I forgot to start with mine..
Poetricismic
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felix-mangapoyo · 11 months
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I'm officially in holidays !!! AND I VALIDATED MY STUDENT YEAR !!!!
I'm truely happy ! At least I succeed at one thing ^^' I was really scared but now, let's focus on the positive !
Here's a little drawing I made as a pp with a simple style (not my usual but I like it !) of my persona >w<
I love frog hoodies and I could put my flags for the pride month !
Enjoy summer holidays and happy pride month ! Love ya <3
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shadow-in-fog · 8 months
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spooxbeatz · 6 months
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Seasonal depression ON TOP of normal everyday depression? Didn’t fuckin ask for it but here we go 🥲
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itsherforreal · 1 year
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All relationships have one law. Never make the one you love feel alone, especially when you're there.
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daftdecetpion · 3 months
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I am exhausted
Mind, body and soul
Past three years taken their toll
Empty promises and lonely nights
Life is war, how long can I fight?
I am here! I live!
I have so much love to give
I give until I cannot feel
Is there anyone to help me heal?
I tear myself apart
Just for a new start
Then it starts sinking in.
I've only been thinking of them
I forgot to me in we
Its not how it should be.
(Written sometime in 2021 or 2022)
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cynthiaaas-world · 1 year
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You are WORTHY!
When you find joy in the smallest things,That’s when you feel life’s worth living
It’s the small things that make you feel alive.
That feeling when you get out of your home after crying for hours, feeling alive again, walking past a couple of kids in the garden, seeing everyone enjoying their lives, an old couple just sitting on a bench sipping on that one mug of tea, a small family of dogs playing and there’s all joy and laughter everywhere you see.
The moment when you think you’re about to give up, think about how far you’ve come till now, think about the little you. How you’re gonna make your young self proud.
I’m proud that you’ve come this far and will be proud if you’ll continue like this till the end!
I’m proud that you’re here. Your mere existence means so much to someone. So be strong and start working on yourself!
Be the best version of yourself/ Build the best version of yourself. It might take some time but your efforts are surely gonna make it better!
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