#self reblog ✌️

[aeons-domain]

2023 me slayed here's to hoping 2024 me will do the same!!! 💖 ⭐️🎀🍒

(ok to reblog! 💖)

#art vs artist #jojo self ship #jojo oc #jjba oc #oc x canon #JKLM | Jotaro x Madison x Kakyoin #original character #madison adams #self ship #self ship art #creator draws #ok to reblog #oh she late late BUT WHO CARES!!! ✌️😚 #honestly kinda proud proud I drew all that...like...das so slay of me 💅✨️ HAHAHA #thanks for sticking around my jotamadikak shenanigans friends!! hope you don't get tired of it bc I certainly aint tired of any of u 🥺💗 #tw irl

[peridotite]

#im FINE im OKAYYY #god. i wanted to reblog one specific comic by that artist but its not THERE #also another one of him telling pan that he became ssj out of self hatred made me cry today lol ✌️ #my posts

[hot-wire-this-old-car]

i guarantee you is it NOT

#ok i stalked a terf tumblr three days ago because i was curious but i did noT like any of their content fuck off fuck off fuck off #anyways blocking now ✌️ #interesting moment where i’m like ‘do i need to do some self reflection #hAve i been engaging w terf content?’ #what have i accidentally picked up or reblogged #? #time to clean out #mine

[thehighpriestexx420]

Their True Self's Feelings VS. Their Ego's Feelings About You

General Collective Pick-A-Gif Tarot Reading

Our True Self is the version of us WITHOUT the programming society has instilled in us and/or the programming our physical body came with. It's your soul, your spirit, your higher self. My experience with my true self can only be described as what feels right.

The Ego can be used as a tool for your true self to use or you can fall under the automatic habits it provides. It's our mind. The brain filter that allows us to perceive reality - more commonly the reality that's physical.

My intention was to pull cards into 2 columns. One to represent their true feelings and the other to represent their ego's. I've found that the message worked when I looked at all of the cards together. If you can discern the cards can be read the way I intended with your specific situation, feel free to let me know!

Take a moment to yourself. Step back from any distractions on the outside & within your mind. Take a clearing breath. Focus your attention within yourself & what you sense. Which gif calls out to you? If it's more than one, than there are multiple messages for you.

Take what resonates and leave the rest. Be aware that the future is malleable - you can choose to follow your true self or any toxic programming you've picked up. The results will follow.

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Pile One :

Their soul is calling them to approach you & express their romantic interest. However, there's something that happened between you that's caused them to stop & truly think about this decision.

They're trying to discern how they can balance their self-love & their love for others. They don't want to get hurt again but they also don't want to miss out on their desired connection with you.

The Universe is telling them the time to approach you is now & that they're extremely supported in this. In fact, this is a part of both of your life's purpose. It's destiny. Every aspect of existence is weaving the path to make this happen.

But they're currently being held back and stalling due to doubt & the fear of hoping just to be hurt & disappointed again. As in, they feel this desire of theirs is too good to be true. Their non-action is out of fear & self-preservation.

Pile Two :

They're not seeing the results they're looking for in this connection. There's impatience. They're looking for answers outside themself rather than within.

You may be dating & haven't made things official yet. They're questioning if you're as invested in this connection as they are because of this. They could be feeling the strong desire to marry you, and yet, aren't seeing these results.

They may be overly focused on the material/physical & not enough on what their soul is saying. They want a successful home life with you while not feeling at home within themself. They cope with this feeling by indulging in distractions. Propping their ego up, shopping, bragging, etc.

They need to be more calm, nurturing, & patient. They feel the need to rush ahead while not considering others enough.

They're overly concerned with others' opinions. They want to be able to say that you're theirs & not fear people questioning the validity of your connection. It's the vibe where people have been in years long engagements. There's often doubt from others and within the connection. "Are they not sure if they want to get married, is it going to happen, etc."

Pile Three :

They're being held back by confusion, the pressure to conform, & structure. It's like they're lost in a land of illusion. They're unable to move on due to this belief they must uphold these rigid rules.

"If it's not broke, don't fix it" is a saying that comes to mind when describing this person's mindset.

They don't want to adventure outside of these old habitual ways of thinking. The unknown is unstable & unpredictable.

Despite this, their soul is desiring a union with you & they feel it - the urge to reach out. Their ego is blocking them from seeing a way forward with you.

For some of you, they want to propose but something is leading them to believe it's not possible. There's a clashing - 2 opposing forces that "shouldn't" go together. So this can look like having a religion where you're "supposed" to be with a member of the same religion, a family disapproving of same sex marriage, or some other value/belief that doesn't approve of your marriage/union.

They've had unhealthy examples of relationships growing up so this also distorts how relationships are "supposed" to look like to them. There's some kind of codependency between you two. Like you're both chained to these toxic belief systems. Change your mentor/who you look up to & set yourself free.

Pile Four :

There's this idea - this hidden gem in their heart. I'm seeing that they need some time away from the distractions of the world so that they can look inside themselves to see what this bright, burning, blossoming passion really is before they offer it to you.

They're scared of things not working out because they haven't seen any indicators it would. Their heart is closed off & as a consequence it blocks them from receiving what they desire. That includes the positive interactions from you that they're looking for.

But I'm seeing that this beginning between you is bright, beautiful, & promising. You both can try to hide what you're feeling, but it's too powerful to be ignored anyway.

I'm seeing that you both share a heart/the same feelings. This connection is within your core. It's designed to free you, reveal your true self, heal you, & to assist you with growth. For some of you, this is your divine counterpart/twin flame. For others, it's a strong soulmate connection.

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[malarign]

midnight kiss

(celebrating new year’s eve together)

contains: bf!Sunghoon x fem!reader | genre: fluff |tw! party, alcohol consumption, making out, slightly suggestive if you squint, sunghoon is getting bold! | wc: 1,2k

reblogs, likes and comments are highly appreciated!!!

author’s note: the corniest and cliche trope ✌️ also, i know new year’s eve was almost like 3 months but i don’t care 🤷🏻‍♀️

Arriving at one of your friend’s place you couldn’t help but think about your boyfriend. This was going to be the first time he’ll meet your friends from high school, and knowing how shy and introverted he was, especially around freshly met people you were wondering if staying at home with him wouldn’t have been a better idea. But to your surprise, he agreed on going to your friend’s almost in a heartbeat. You were glad he wanted to meet your close ones, but still, all that sudden wave of confidence somehow worried you.

You brushed off your thoughts when the front door opened widely showing your best friend and a host of today, New Year’s Eve party, Sumi.

“Y/nie! How I missed you!” she squealed pulling you into her overwhelming hug. Not letting you get a word in edgewise, she extended her hand in Sunghoon’s direction. “You must be Sunghoon, right?” she asked.

“That’s right.” He smiled and shook her hand, his usual shyness not visible, maybe not even present.

Now you only hoped the number of people in her house wouldn’t overwhelm Sunghoon. But it seemed like he will never fail to surprise you. Not even a glimpse of anxiousness or nervousness was contained in his eyes, just like they used to in previous events like that party.

After greeting everybody you knew and a few people you didn’t alongside introducing Sunghoon to your friends, both of you sat on a sofa, drinks in your hands.

“Park Sunghoon, I’m stunned,” you spoke as you looked up at him, his arm draping over yours.

“And why is that?” he asked raising his eyebrow cockily to which you faked a shocked gasp.

“Who are you and what have you done to my cute and timid boyfriend?” You couldn’t help but smile. You couldn’t lie but you liked this side of Sunghoon, but not more than his usual self.

He laughed heartily at your dramatic reaction. “He’s long gone. You’re mine now,” he announced after putting his drink on a trolley, reaching to your sides to tickle you mercilessly.

You laughed and contorted your body managing to gasp out: “Hoonie, stop, I’m gonna spill my drink!” Thankfully he stopped, thinking only about starting the war again after you finish your beverage.

Soon all the young people present at the party felt the urge to dance. Music started to get more lively and multiple loud voices started singing along to the lyrics. That’s when one of your friends pulled you off the couch to the middle of the dance floor. You quickly glanced at your boyfriend and saw him mouth simple: “Go” with a gentle smile decorating his face. You smiled at this view and went along your friend to dance.

After what seemed like hours in the crowd formed in the middle of the living room you left your friend to drink some water after knackering dancing. The view you found in the kitchen somehow warmed your heart even though the action itself was far from being endearing. What you saw was your lovely boyfriend with pretty low alcohol tolerance gulping a shot of high percentage tipple, all while locking arms with one of your male friends. He made a wry face at a taste of a drink eyes widening at another round of shots prepared by another guy. You couldn’t help but laugh. You took the small glass out of his hand before he could proceed your presence. He didn’t protest against your action so you just poured its content to bigger glass in order to make yourself another drink. He made his way to your side to wrap his hand around your waist.

“I see you’re having fun,” you said leading out of the kitchen into the almost empty hallway.

“Sorry, do you think I should stop drinking for now?” he asked worried.

“Hoonie, as long as you’re not crossing your limits, do what you want,” you said cupping his cheeks leaning to give him a kiss. It was slow, yet somehow rough, taste of your drink and vodka he just had drunk mixing on your lips. His hands steadily gripped your waist bringing you closer and closer to him. Maybe a little bit to close.

“Sunghoon,” you warned him before your actions led to something what would be hard to get out of.

“Sorry, got a little bit carried away.” He smiled sheepishly.

You lighlty smacked his arm at his words and grabbed his hands. You walked to the sofa you had sat on before drinking the last sips of soda mixed with alcohol. You pulled his left hand and looked at his wrist watch. 11:40. You could swear it felt like you greeted Sumi justa while ago, not 3 hours. But that’s not what you cared about at that moment. All you thought about was a midnight kiss with Sunghoon. In a little over a month you’ll celebrate one year anniversary, meaning you didn’t have the oppourtunity to share this specific moment with him. And even though you never were into that cheesy stuff, midnight kiss was something you wanted to do with Sunghoon.

“What are you thinking about, dear?” Sunghoon asked seeing how lost in thoughts you were.

“About a midnight kiss,” you blurted out before filtering what you wanted to say.

“What about it?” He raised his eyebrow nonchalanty, making you smile at his unaware cuteness.

“I just want it to be special,” you expressed somewhat shyly.

“Don’t worry, princess, I’ll make sure it’ll be special,” he assured you, bringing you closer by your chin and smashing his lips on your. Moving ever so gently only to bite your upper lip. You felt drunk just by this short kiss, wanting more. “For the foretaste,” he said while pulling out.

“Oh, Hoonie, I’m pretty sure you can do better than that,” you teased.

He smiled, his dimple on a display. “Then I guess you’ll have to wait, princess.”

After sweet bants you decided to participate in last rounds of games your friends played teaming against your boyfriend, who showcased his elevated competetiveness. Just before the end of a game some girl screamed: “5 minutes!”. You looked at Sunghoon, and showed him your pointer finger telling him to wait. You quickly went to the toilet. That’s how determined you were. Nothing is going to ruin that kiss, especially not your peanut sized bladder.

You joined Sunghoon outside just 2 minutes before midnight. The night wasn’t as cold as you expected from the beginning of the winter. Yet you were met with your boyfriends scolding tone: “Are you crazy? Where is your jacket?” he said while pulling his blazer over your shoulders.

You didn’t answear his question, instead you looked into his deep brown eyes, which softened when he noticed how full of love and admiration your stare was. Some people aroun you started counting, midnight was closer and closer, just like Sunghoon’s face was getting closer and closer. Just when all people shouted “One!” your lips met in a intimate kiss. You tangled your fingers into his soft locks as his held you against his body. His gentle and delicate lips surrounded your upper lip, as you focused on his lower. Alcohol intoxication long gone, now only dazed with each other presence and delightful kiss. Both of you pulled away, breathless, foreheads touching.

“I wish to start every year like this.”

thank you for reading! back to the masterlist

#sunghoon enhypen #sunghoon #sunghoon x reader #sunghoon imagines #sunghoon fic #sunghoon fluff #enhypen fluff #enhypen x reader #enhypen imagines #enhypen fic #park sunghoon

[shslskaterboy]

What's up Persona?

The name is James 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈🇨🇦 I use he/him pronouns, I'm 26, I run a multifandom blog (emphasis on the persona if you couldn't tell 🤭) and there is a veritable cocktail of things Wrong in my Brain :3

I'm your friendly neighborhood Pegoryu guy and self proclaimed expert in all things Akira and Ryuji, and I have been known to write things from time to time, so why not make a pinned post about it (we love the sorting things type of autism)

#skaterboy speaks for all my original thoughts both fandom and non fandom related

#about: [insert blorbo name here] <3 and you've got yourself a blorbo post (mostly Akira and Ryuji, but that is subject to change)

#skaterboy answers for all of my answered asks, including games, bingos etc.

#skaterboy writes for fic updates (they're all pegoryu to no one's surprise)

speaking of,

Fic Masterlist!

I’m on ao3 @/beaboy ✌️💪‼️

Leap of Faith

What a Pleasant Surprise

And Then there was You (WIP)

Pegoryu week 2023 collection

Nail Polish and the Complications Therein

Anyways yeah that's pretty much all you need to know, other than that I tag every fandom and ship thing I reblog accordingly, and I am always down to talk. Seriously, leave a fic comment, rb stuff, send asks or submissions or whatever tickles your fancy, every interaction is appreciated :3

#hoooo baby this was a long time coming #imagine actually using the blogging platform to run a blog where you blog about things #what a novel concept #anyways I guess I'm a big boy now #I'll consider going and archiving my dr blorbo thoughts properly #but that is just so much work #and I don't really post about that anymore so shwatevs #if anyone really wants me to just beg and plead about it I guess

[plushietoon]

How about 4?

(Because of the reblog)

Hope everything's fine! ✌️

WarioWare Fan Ask Game!

4. Do you have any personal headcanons or interpretations of the characters? (In relation to design, hobbies, connections to other characters, etc)

Tagging @freakattack since they asked about this too. But I will squeeze in more headcanons in that post >:3 (please do not worry I will indulge in stuff here too)

I've been obsessed with this series since 2018, so I have like, about 6 years of headcanons. This does not include me goofing off with the Thangs in my youth, though I love them dearly. ...it's just that this love is overshadowed by ninjas.

Here's a chunk of headcanons:

Orbulon is squishy and very capable of transformation. I'm stealing the idea from @the-ren-amamiya that he cannot change his eyes when transforming into other beings so he still just wears his shades. He fluctuates between both lanky and chubby depending on his mood, but I like thinking of a middle ground between the two...like give him his boots back, please...

Him, Red, and Ana have gotten into transformation antics because we cannot forget that Red is both Ashley's wand and broom. It is very hard to beat those three when they are hiders in hide and seek. I like @scarlett-v-the-fox's idea that Red's transformations must contain the color red somewhere on him. So between that and Orbulon's eyes, only Ana can do a perfect 1 to 1 transformation when she feels like it.

In speaking of Ana, she's a bit like Ash's Pikachu because she likes contorting herself to partially resemble others to emphasize who's she's (or Kat are) talking about. That or she has a non verbal episode...she has quite a few moments where she doesn't want to talk, or simply can't. Yes I am a bit of a believer she has some neurodivergence, because I am in that boat of being neurodivergent and she has the vibes™.

Shadow was specifically bred to be a dog that's an expert in ninjutsu. Most doggos can't quite just turn into a sword. So in a sense, he's an inheritance from the ninja parents...or clan. Honestly I should pull up my notes on how...distant the parents are...if I can find them.

If you know me, you know I am very fixated on the idea that Ana and Lulu end up as besties. Ana still loves Kat. It's just that on the few occasions where Kat isn't around, there was a time Ana latched onto Lulu 'cause next best thing...that and they both love wearing dresses and eating. Ana cannot talk Kat into the whole frilly dress up time. It may not make full sense in most's lores and maybe even canon, but the one I developed with a close friend has those two also be supportive of one another in developing a sense of self. ...I really need to finish that fic where as (pre?) teens where pageant violence happens. ...It's not exactly as exciting as it sounds, but let's just say Ana defended Lulu who was being harassed by others for not being conventionally pretty.

I used to believe that the Thangs literally lived in Club Sugar. It's a tall building, and I tried to recreate that in the Sims 4. That isn't true anymore but Mr. Sugar still has to deal with the Thangs on a 20/7 basis. Also Mr. Sugar has a instagram for his kitty Bochi.

Miyakiyo has a YouTube Channel featuring her dog Jack, the doggo in the "Shake!" microgame from the first game. It's very much like like Maya the Polar Bear, and it's quite popular. She took advantage of the fact that WarioWare featured Jack in a microgame, especially because Wario ain't paying the royalties to feature that doggo. Of course, the twins are still good friends with Miyakiyo and Jack. I just haven't quite decided Miyakiyo's age.

Bridget and Sal Out are rivals...but are much friendlier to each other compared to how Vanessa treats them and Mona.

The doctor from "Listen to the Doctor" has 2 offices, with the one at Caresaway Isle as his vacation workplace. The nurse he works with tends to the one in Diamond City when he's away to that island. Yes he is absolutely the primary care doctor to all of the WarioWare cast.

I have a lot but I'll share more in other posts. Again, got 6 years of being fixated on this series. Feel free to ask for any specifics and what not!

#warioware #plush blabs #headcanon #as for me i'm struggling but i'm here

[theplanetprince]

Schrodinger's Adolescent || CH.24

Fic: AO3 || FNN

Fandom: Danny Phantom

Rating: Teens and Up

Word Count as of update: 175k~

Relationships: Dash Baxter/Danny Fenton, Sam Manson/Tucker Foley, Ember Mcclain/Ghostwriter 

Characters: Danny Fenton, Dash Baxter, Sam Manson, Tucked Foley, Cujo, Johnny 13, Ghostwriter, Sidney Poindexter, Mr Lancer

Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Slow to Update, Canon Rewrite, Post-Reality Trip, High School Setting, Fake Dating (Kinda), Unrequited Love, It's requited but they're dumbasses, one-sided attraction, fluff, I know the content warning is extensive, but I promise there's fluff, tooth-rotting fluff, Danny Fenton has PTSD

Summary:

“Schrodinger put his cat in a box with a bottle of poison. He closes the lid. The cat is alive or dead— In this state, the cat is neither. He leaves the box closed. You are the cat.” Everybody wants to be normal, especially Danny Fenton. That idyllic high school fantasy of being prom king and the football captain never really fit him. The youngest in a family of ghost hunters— Danny wasn’t born to be normal. Then upon receiving his supernatural abilities in freshman year, that distant dream of being normal only seemed to get further away while Danny crafted a new identity for himself as the local legend— The Phantom of Amity Park.

Dash Baxter, a rising star athlete in the making, needs no introduction— leader of the pack and golden child of Casper High. Danny’s antithesis. He’s perfect . . . or so everyone would lead you to believe. No one suspects that Dash is being haunted.

Brought together by a misunderstanding, Danny believes he exposed his ghost powers to Dash, but he discovers something more.

Maybe, normal was never an option for them.

Content Warnings: Self-harm and Suicidal Ideation, Gender and Body Image Negativity, Bullying, Paranoia,

Chapter Summary: It's a Girls' night-in with Dash and Paulina. Though Dash is beginning to suspect that there's a party crasher in his home.

Author's notes:  The next couple of chapters I'm pretty proud of. It's still a shame that I couldn't keep up with my real life and my workflow enough to participate in invisobang this year, but I'm hoping that you guys will be okay with a long boy chapter in its place. All this couldn't have been possible without my editor, @galaxy-beast, and my partner @the-storming-sea, giving me nothing but support and encouragement the whole way. -Voorhees ✌️

[Reblogs > Likes... Thx]

#txt #tales from the voorhees #danny phantom #dp #phanfic #swaggerbishie #teddyghost #schrodinger's adolescent 2.0 #schrodinger's adolescent

[marshallfan99]

Third PAW Patrol Movie CONFIRMED!!!

I really hope this one has Marshall as the main focus, and NO it's not just because I'm a Marshall fanboy and want to see his backstory. While it's true that Marshall>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>everyone else for me (yes I hold him on THAT high of a pedestal...actually even HIGHER but I don't wanna waste this post with ">" to show the REAL pedestal), I feel like a movie focused on him could make more sense since Marshall's insecurities have been canonically shown in the TV series...it's his clumsiness, which in turn effects his self-confidence and leads him to feel like he "can't do anything right" (his OWN WORDS from the season 2 episode Pups Save A Friend). I really think a deeper exploration into Marshall's clumsiness would be an interesting story...at least, for me...since I'm Marshall-levels of clumsy myself, but without the cartoon physics and pain-free wipeouts...mine are painful and I've broken a few bones because of it, one of them caused by just trying to go upstairs...anyway, I'm rambling now...but what I'm TRYING to say is, I GET the feelings of insecurity Marshall has shown, because I experience the same thing. But while Chase's trauma of Adventure City (while I appreciate the portrayal and could relate to it) was only shown in the first movie because Adventure City was CREATED for the movie, and Skye's insecurities about her size have been seen NOWHERE else in the series and they most likely just chose that to be her issue BECAUSE she's the smallest, a possible Marshall focused story has the potential to build off of what the TV series has ACTUALLY shown off already. A PAWtuber I watch called N3BULA V actually made a video discussing a potential backstory for Marshall, and it was pretty good in my opinion. Something like that, where it could go more in depth on his clumsiness and how he gets frustrated/insecure about it at times, would personally get me into the theater to watch it day 1...and also I'm just imagining how ADORABLE baby Marshall would be as an added bonus!

Please Spin Master...give Marshall some well-deserved love after how unfairly the show's treated him lately...and fellow Marshall fans, please feel free to like and reblog if you agree.

I hope this post was understandable...I'm not that good at explaining things, but I tried. Anyway, that's all I have to say for now!

Till next time, Marshall out! ✌️

#paw patrol #paw patrol third movie #why marshall should be the focus #and it's not just 'cause he's my favorite #but because i think his story could be interesting #also who wouldn't wanna see baby marshall #that would be cuteness overload for me personally #don't know what else to put here...i just love that little dally and want him to have his time in the spotlight #kinda long post #marshall talks #marshall rambles

[galaxitix]

Guess who just realized there are 35 babygirls in the tournament? And start a major project including all of them(cause I am not half-assing shit)? And want to finish in time for the final to be over?

...yeah I am not going to achieve my self-appointed deadline. Not when I have 0 experience in animating and do not have the attention span to watch a video to learn (at least my smaller piece, art not animation, will be finished in time). I'm kinda just learning as I go and my word. While I love any excuse to stroll through a bunch of transfem leo posts for references and whatnot, some of these babygirl are killing me (no regrets tho (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)), and I'm using the picture that was originally submitted as my main reference for each babygirl(cause I'm stubborn like that). I'm teaching myself clothes physics as I go as well (unrealistic physics but it's whatever at this point)

And if that wasn't bad enough, my tremors are acting up again which make drawing lines nearly impossible. It's not a medical condition(at least I think it's not) but if I hold a certain amount of weight for a long time, my entire arms start to tremble some time afterwards, both of them even if the weight was only in one hand. Then that takes a while to go away. I thought I was finally done with my tremors (after not having them for months) but I guess not. I don't understand my own body anymore ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Anyway back to the main topic, I have 8/35 babygirls done(and that's just lineart, no colouring or rendering done at all) I started mid last week when the idea came to me. Just know even if I don't finish in time for the final voting to end, y'all better expect me to tag every single one of you in @ultimatebabygirlsupremebattle 's (<you don't have to reblog this) tournament whenever I finish.

I will be updating my process as I go (that is in terms of how many babygirls I finish the lineart for)

Peace (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)✌️

#ulimatebabygirl #transfem leo #ultimatebabygirlsupreme tournament #ramblings :p

[fandomgamersimp]

Okay, so I'm replaying some other PB book and Cas came back to clobber me with thoughts on them, sooo ✌️😐 I have some opinions on what people expressed abt ID and Harlow. Not personal, that's why I am not using the reblog button- I just want to give my two cents (also seeing ppl, in my eyes, misinterpreting one of my fixations hurts physically, but that's u n r e l a t e d)

S O:

1. I saw some ppl expressing negative feelings towards the ID book ending- specifically the turning. And I don't know if I am fully on board with disliking it myself.

I do get that it being non con might be a no-go to many. But idk.

I am most likely biased, as someone who has been dreaming about being "anyone, but myself" tbh. But more importantly: the MC was about to greet the Grim Reaper. And then you have two, still very young and impulsive vampires, with someone who literally gave them hope and a reason to live basically, looking at them about to die. So they made the choice they both thought (and which honestly WAS) the only way for MC to see another day. I get why it might bother others, I just think there's more below the surface.

2. Cas killing that girl in the first chapter and their feelings around all of this. I hadn't been sure how to feel about it, but I gave it some thought. Take it as a headcannon or just a theory, since barely anything is relieved about their past, as of now.

So, I gathered what I know:

Cas hated their life before turning. To the point of losing hope for the future, not caring about themselves, not seeing much point in life pretty much (until MC showed up).

They claim that vampires are their genuine family. They highlight how they care for each other "more than most biological families would".

The above is important while mentioning that they felt weak and alone before as well, until turning and MC moving in.

All of that painted me an important picture (but again, it's just my theory) that perhaps, Cas didn't really have actual friends, but even more, I think when you look closely, it seems that their biological family failed them as well...

When the MC expressed their feelings, simply saying "thank you for being a part of my life" and we see Cas crying while stating that no one else told them that before.

When they cling onto the Venandi coven almost no matter what, because Venandi is their family, real family. Yet, unlike Gabe, they never mention their human family. It's never "I was alone, maybe except my parents" or "despite having a home, not having friends sucked". It is "I was alone. I was weak. I had no one."

So I think, considering the above, it adds to Cas' character that their vampire family that gave them security, friends, home and safety means so much that they would do anything for them. They have known them for decades if I remember correctly, but Cas is still impulsive and, imo, drunk off of not being weak. Being able to get rid of anything and anyone that endangers them and those close.

Because maybe, after finally feeling like others want them, like they finally belong somewhere, they are willing to spill the blood. Because they went through so much misery that the only way you can get their family is out of Harlow's cold, dead hands.

Also I think their hatered for humans comes more from hatered for their past self. That whenever they see any human, they only see themselves that they hoped to burrow (from that convo outside the hospital with "how about we don't talk? It makes it hard to forget" deal). That weak and pathetic human Cas Harlow that wasn't able to fight for themselves, wasn't able to get any friends, that felt like such a failure that no one around them could muster this "thank you for existing" type of sentence that made them cry at the school lab.

All of this would add to the fact that being a vampire meant getting out of that pit of despair they seemed to be in. As they stated a time or two, being a vampire means being alive. Being turned is being born again.

It meant killing human Harlow- human disappointed by other humans, by themselves, by the world, with a clear mental baggage to match-and welcoming vampire Harlow.

A vampire that will do anything it takes to, this time, preserve everything that gives them even an ounce of happiness.

#ooof long one #but i had to #this fucker lives rent free in my brain #when he comes back he comes back HARD #immortal desires gabe #immortal desires cas #choices immortal desires #immortal desires #gabe x cas x mc #cas x gabe x mc #cas harlow #pixelberry choices #choices stories you play #choices game #pb choices

[thetrashbois]

PINNED UPDATED FINALLY

Hey! I'm Spooky! I'm 25 years old, and use she/they pronouns.

I've had this blog for a very long time but it's been very on and off being used, And yet I keep coming back 👉👉

This blog is my vibing place for my self shipping! This can go anywhere from just reblogging my blorbos, to me actually making stuff! Mainly art and writing!

This blog is 18+ only. No minors. I like to keep all my content for this on one blog so that includes more sinful content. Though it will be tagged accordingly if you don't wanna see it! (Tags at bottom!)

I tend to switch around a lot to different fandoms and interests. It's rare I'll stop liking a fandom or character though. I have many Blorbos and the number only grows uwu

I have a lot of mental health stuff going and self shipping is a big coping mechanism for me. ✌️

I'm a system! I don't really plan to talk about it much on this blog, but on the off chance it comes up I'll say it ™️

I have two amazing partners, @calamari-minecraft-corner and @angelover44 . ❤️

My main is @spooookyqueen, I follow from there!

I'm not gonna do a full DNI this time cause I don't have the braincells, and people don't always respect them anyway, but I will set a few ground rules.

Obviously any basic DNI stuff would apply.

I wanna keep discourse of any kind off here for the most part, it stresses me out and if im gonna talk about that sort of thing it would be on my main and not my self shipping blog.

For the most part everyone is welcome here, just don't be an ass or just straight up make me or anyone uncomfortable.

I do on occasion post darker topics here, especially given I like a lot of evil or fake characters. I don't not support anything of the sort irl. This obviously does not include the obvious no-nos.

Anything with dark content will be tagged accordingly. If anyone needs me to add more tags I will gladly do so. And if I forget, please don't hesitate to let me know. (Just don't be rude about it)

I can't promise any form of logic for when I post and what I post. My ADHD makes me a bit all over sometimes so there's no schedule or anything. Sometimes I might not post for a long time, it's really just up to what I see, feel up to.

Asks are always open! Just don't be rude or disrespectful is all I ask. I am just vibing here after all.

I'm not above blocking if y'all can't behave though.

I have many silly aus and such. Sometimes crossovers. What one with a small brain might call "cringe"

Jokes on your cringe culture is dead though and I killed it 💜

FR tho, Were all just having fun here 👉👉

Also sorry for any spelling/grammar issues on here or on any other post of mine, I struggle a lot sometimes with my ADHD since my brain tends to be faster than my hands. And if I don't type quick enough I tend to lose my thoughts

Main Tags I use below, Will add F/O Tags as I go ✌️

General Tags

#Cala my beloved Posts involving @calamari-minecraft-corner

#Katlyn my beloved Posts involved @angelover44

#Suggestive Not quite going into sexual territory but the implication is there

#Sinful Mature content, namely the sexual sort

#My Memes

#My Edits

#My Art

#My Writing

Blorbo Tags

#Wesker or #Albert Wesker Albert Wesker from the Resident Evil franchise & Dead By Daylight

#Eddie or #Eddie Gluskin Eddie Gluskin from Outlast: Whistleblower

#Darkiplier Darkiplier from Markiplier's Ego Videos (Or as I call them the Markiplier Cinematic Universe)

#Damien or #Mayor Damien Damien from Markiplier's Ego Videos (Or as I call them the Markiplier Cinematic Universe)

#Celine or #Seer Celine Celine from Markiplier's Ego Videos (Or as I call them the Markiplier Cinematic Universe)

#Astarion or #Astarion Ancunín Astarion from Baldur's Gate 3

#Gale or #Gale Dekarios Gale Dekarios from Baldur's Gate 3

#Raphael Raphael from Baldur's Gate 3

#Miguel or #Miguel O'Hara Miguel from the Spider-Verse Movies

#Spot, #The Spot, or #Johnathon Ohnn Johnathon Ohnn/The Spot from the Spider-Verse Movies

#Vox Vox From Hazbin Hotel

#Lucifer or #Lucifer Morningstar Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel

Will add more as I go, anyway, thanks for reading ✌️

[plutopawzz]

Intro I will update this sometimes, do not reblog.

Hi! I'm ash. you can refer to me as icicle/ash/pixel/enniu/enxel

pronouns: shey/they/it/ice/fae or anything other than he/him And please try to switch between them sometimes, not just choosing one set to refer to me as.

I may use these emojis a lot:

🤯🏳️‍⚧️😔☹️✌️🏳️‍🌈🤬🤩☠️💀☺️🤯

send the 🏳️‍🌈 emoij in my asks for one of my flags from my computer's pride flag folder

send the 🤯 emoji in my asks for one of the names in my namehoard or one of my pronouns in my pronoun hoard

lgbtq coining blog: @homosexualityisrad

Also, here are some tags you may see on my blog:

✌️ Intro (only my intro has this tag.)

🎨 Art (For any art I make)

🔁 Reblog (For reblogs)

🌈 Other (for posts that don't fit into the other categories)

🃏 Shitposts/Jokes (Self explanatory.)

👤 Picrew (For any of my picrew related posts)

🏳️‍🌈 Gay stuff (For lgbtq posts)

✉️ Asks (for answering asks)

❗ Important (For any important posts on my blog.)

📊 Poll (For polls)

my intro will have all these tags.

(Sometimes my posts will have the "🔁 Reblogs" tag instead of "🔁 Reblog", sorry if that's annoying!)

Also uhm this place is where I store my terms I made https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/32615938/

this post is also my talky place I guess 🤯

#🎨 Art #🔁 Reblog #🌈 Other #🃏 Shitposts/Jokes #👤 Picrew #🏳️‍🌈 Gay stuff #❗ Important #✌️ Intro #✉️ Asks #📊 poll

[dickfuckk]

Hi, I see you have reblogged the post about the "queer indie and self-published book list" and I just want to let you know that those slides are mine and I did not allow anyone to repost them (and they didn't even give me credits). I should have put a watermark on them so I guess that's on me as well, but I just wanted to inform you of this, and to let you know I have made my own post about this list as well (with a part 2 & 3) 

Please support the original creator and not the reposter :(

Oh no im so sorry :( you shouldn’t have to add a watermark for ppl not to steal your stuff :/

Posting this ask publicly so others can be made aware of it too ✌️

Link to the original post

#ask #themargherita-s

[buggysmalls69]

Well I'd best explain myself.

Hey. It's milk ✌️

If you know me from being moots elsewhere.. Hi! This is my special interest blog. A real rebloggy blog. For reblogging. And talking about my interests if I feel like it!

Current interests:

In no particular order

- Figures ✨

I collect figures. I have like well over 300 at this point. I don't keep track anymore and this one is slowly but surely subsiding. I will always adore figures and collecting them though. My figures make my room a safe place for my senses. They're all so pretty 💖

- Pokémon 🌈

Oh my god an autistic person who likes Pokémon it's a miracle. Yeah. I started playing Pokémon when I was 3, so 17 years going strong. I originally preferred the toys and cards, but heart gold and soul silver converted me and then I became a mega fan. Tracking releases, learning lore, creating fanart. Mind you I was like 7. There's a deviantart account out there from when I was 6? and yeah that shit Sure Is (you can try and find it I don't really care anymore jfjsjfjg). Anyway!!! Faves are cleffa, whimsicott, blaziken, galvantula, giratina, mimikyu and Registeel. Faves by proxy include lapras, torkoal, lilligant, gengar, rayquaza, mudkip and ledyba. Fave humans are Iono, Lillie (LillieMoon 💖💖💖), Ingo and Emmet, allister, N, Erika and Elesa. Gen 5 is currently my favourite but I have played gen 5 a LOT the past few years and a lot of my faves are gen 5. I attended both the Pokémon center pop up in London in 2018, and EUIC 2024 in London, also for the Pokémon center lmao.

- Bugs 🐛

Woo big surprise it/they user enjoys bugs. My favourites are moths, exact favourites being hummingbird hawk moths and Madagascan sunset moths. Also a huge fan of weevils, worms, snails, beetles, bees and butterflies! I hope to have a butterfly collection one day in frames :3

Hatsune Miku.

- One piece ☠️

Pretty new one but yeah, I'm caught up so I spend a LOT of time thinking about them damn pirates. Faves in no order are Zoro, Luffy, Usopp, Sanji, Robin, Perona, Mihawk, Law, Corazon, Ace, Yamato, Katakuri, Crocodile, Buggy, Doflamingo, Lucci, Okiku, and Big Mom.

- No but for reals Miku 🎧

Fun fact! I've been a Miku fan since 2010. That's 14 years baby!! My first vocaloid songs that I remember hearing are nyan cat (duh), world is mine, Romeo and Cinderella, butterfly on your right shoulder, gugurekasu, and my all time fave, corruption garden. Absolutely underrated banger. This should be a general vocaloid section really because my favourite cryptonloids are Kaito, Luka and Miku and then my favourite non cryptonloids are Meika Mikoto, Lily, Nekomura Iroha, PoUta, Teto and Luo Tianyi! My favourite producers are PinocchioP, Neru, Giga, Kira, Iroha(sasuki) and OwataP!

I went to Miku expo in London 2018, 2020 and I am going in 2024!!! A selection from my personal wishlist for London 2024 setlist :

Paradichlorobenzene - OwataP 💛

Kokoro - Toraboruta 🧡

Kunoichi Demo Koi ga Shitai - MikitoP 🩵🧡

Digital Girl - Kira 🩵

Break it, Break it! - E.L.V.N ❤️

Non Breath Oblige - PinnochioP 🩵

Erase or Zero - crystalP 💛💙

-Minecraft 🌲

Yeah yeah you can laugh all you want. I've been consuming Minecraft since it came out, and I've played it for 10 whole years. I got pc edition 5 years ago now (INSANE). I love Minecraft. I tend to play just random mods shoved in a folder, but I do play with friends sometimes!!! If anyone ever wants to play please tell me I will kiss you.

NON SPECIAL INTERESTS BUT VERY IMPORTANT TO MY IDENTITY

-Dinosaurs (since I was like 4)

-Sanrio (as long as I can remember)

-Animals

-Anime in general

-Art (lotta A's huh)

-Shitty adult cartoons (south park, family guy, American dad)

THE "SOMETIMES" SPECIAL INTEREST

- Five Nights at Freddys 🐻

I know, I'm so cool. This game has had its dirty grip on me since it came out. Basically I hate it but every time a new game comes out I can't help but go on a self destructive info absorb and I watch like 6 hour video essays on the new lore and implications. It's fun I like fnaf silly Creachure. My fave is the puppet because I'm non binary haha.

-UNDERTALE ❤️

I pretty much tick all the boxes for middle school anxiety huh. Yeah undertale is a beautiful masterpiece and every few years I'll have a mega "aaaaa undertale" phase where I'll just do nothing but play and consume undertale content. I've played the game through at least like 10 times? A few of each ending. I'm still really bad at sans fight.

-Animal Crossing 🐾

I think everyone should have this one. Occasionally I'll just be like "hm being an adult in the real world isn't really what I wanted right now" so I play animal crossing until oops 6 hours passed. I'll then play for about a week before putting it down again. I tend to stick with new horizons, just because it has the best gameplay. Also BUGS heheshhfksjgh. Fave villagers are Lily, Eugene, Beardo, Judy, Merengue, Lolly, Merry and Marina. I also love Flick and Celeste.

Kinning!!

Yeahhh I kin some bitches. Big deal.

- Yamada Ryo

The big one. She's just me for real for real. I love her for realsies. Also um hi bocchi kinnies.

- Rina Tennoji

She's so fucking autistic. I also struggle with expression (fluctuates between under and over!).

- Kokoro Tsurumaki

Genki. I have made it my personal goal to make people happy in recent years and it's really helped my own mental health

- Madoka Kaname

😳🩷🖤

- Kirby

Small, Round, Pink, Poyo

- Flandre Scarlet

Tiny Creachure clinging to childhood (with a dash of trauma).

- Kanna Kamui

I just, deep down. I experience friendship the exact way Kanna does. I have no concept of boundaries. I will crawl into your bed at night.

- Stocking

Sweets, hypersexual, kinky, goth, chubby. Me.

- Yamato

Oblivious, love friend so much, bad family relationships.

And yeah I think that's pretty much it. Obviously this post will get updated as regularly as it needs it. Hope u enjoy my silly content!!!

#figures #death #bugs #pokemon #hatsune miku #one piece #Minecraft #Dinosaurs #Sanrio #Milkytalk #updated 13/4/2024

[hasmephydoneanythingwrong]

It took almost 8 and a half hours of digital sketching and 130 layers, and I may have stayed up until 5 in the morning because I was so excited to finish this, but here is my design for Foreigner Bruce Cipher!! ...or at least chaos’ third stage ascension. 😅

Chaos’ first ascension is pretty similar to my “old self” design for my multi-purpose ‘sona (it’s over here on the right), and chaos’ second ascension is a lot like my regular ‘sona design (you can see chaos in that same image that I linked, chaos’ the one on the left) with some embellishments and modifications so that chaos stands out better among the cast of Fate. This third ascension was the one I was really excited to draw, though. I’ve always wanted to draw myself in a hot leotard with fishnets! 😁 Couldn’t bring myself to do it before, though.

Chaos’ outfit is heavily based on Berserker Cu Chulainn’s Heroic Spirit Dream Portrait, and the pose is based on both that Craft Essence and Kirei Kotomine’s in-game art!

I hope you all like this artwork! I worked really hard on it! I’m working on the background right now, I want to paint it traditionally as a fun dichotomy, but since I’m more skilled on a tablet than with a brush, I’ll probably end up taking a photo of my finished painting and then drawing over that in ibisPaintX. 😅 Let me know if you want to see the physical painting when it’s done!

UPDATE: I put a speeddraw video of this up on my YouTube channel (flashing images warning in the link)!  ✌️😉

[Please reblog if you are going to like this post.]

#artists on tumblr #ibisPaintX #digital art #Fate Grand Order #my fanservants #FGO #Fate #ask to tag #art #my art #rad art #favorite #photo post #my posts #fanservants #OCs #my OCs #Bruce Cipher #caster.txt