My most precious, heavenly love
She’s the most beautiful being I’ve seen,
her head wears a crown of green
and of flowers, picked from the cosmic meadow
where flora reflect constellations and their glow;
and where I, can rest
and have my break from the shadows
Her only will is to spend time with me,
to lay in the grass with me;
to let hours of golden moments laugh, and fly
into our hearts, and to our minds, while time
flies by, it waves and says “hi!”
while we sigh towards the sky
She’s the gold, in the beatings of my heart,
she’s my concept of true art;
she is the inner, most glowing light I was shown:
She’s my princess, the most precious jewel I own,
she’s the breath in me;
she is all I want to be
And as I lay there in meadow, I do
remember something - still true;
I’ve been here before, but then I disappeared,
I had to hide from the one thing I most feared,
I forgot myself
therefore fell, to living hell
I don’t want to fall back to what I once was,
don’t want to loose this true heart
How can I keep us in this state forever,
how can I stay strong for this mystic endeavour,
I’m just a being,
who are constantly fleeing
She talks to me, she says; «I love you forever,
this, will be Truth, for ever,
I’ll always stay here and wait for you, my love,
my strength originates from The Sources above,
I’m strong and I’m true,
I will always wait for you.»
«Remember; you’re human, worried and tense,
your thoughts, they live in defense,
you forget who you are, and what you should do.
forget that your only task is to be true, to
you, and to me; to,
your own, calm reality.»
She is my Inner Delight, my Seer,
and she will always be there;
whenever I fall, she will hold me up tight,
she will whisper in my ears what I feel is right,
she’s my truest love,
My One; My Inner Soul Glow.
And I will try my best, to stay here,
for me, and with her,
it is in her arms I belong at night-time,
her being is soft and heavenly divine;
this is true, self-love
and I want to stay here now.
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“Killed the martyr(I am a fighter)”
Looking at me
Can you see
I am a woman of strength
A woman of power
I’ve been a martyr in my life
Everyone’s sacrifice
Wore the scarlet letter on my sleeve
A black sheep
Been deceived
To believe
That I am nothing
I went through hell and I’m still standing
The consequence is my own strength
Proved to myself
That I’m capable of surviving
Whatever they throw at me
But I’m done sacrificing myself
I’m done being pushed around
Done silencing myself
When I have the right to speak
So I’ll get loud
That’s what it’s all about
I’m done fighting myself
For the sake of somebody
Who don’t give a damn about me
And I’m done letting everybody
Tell me who to be
Look at me funny
And tell me what you think about me
It’ll surprise you
Because I can be full of ice
And turn you into stone
I deserve respect
Like anybody else
So I dare you to challenge me
And show me disrespect
Life isn’t a game
You can’t gamble with mine
I let them more than once
More than twice
More than 11 times
But this time
I am a woman of strength
I am a woman of power
I’m no longer weak
No longer will I be
A martyr for the sake
Of people who don’t care
About me or anybody
But themselves
The last time
Was the last time
I killed the martyr
Inside of me
Now I’m growing up to be
A woman of strength
A woman of power
I’m taking back my life
Because what they don’t know
Is I’ve always been
And will always be
A fighter
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You are not everyone's type.
You're like those mystery books not lots of people like.
You talk less, just read and write.
some people think you are cold as ice.
And people judge you too much everytime.
They say you do everything extra and that's not right.
But you are like summer rain tha makes everything alive.
You dance, sing, love and laugh like it's last day of your life.
You are a mystery but not snowy and shy.
Not lots of people like you and that's completely all right.
Cause when it's comes to people you don't believe in types.
All you want is same vibes.
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Beauty Within
I find you very beautiful
sometimes I wonder why you don’t admire yourself exactly the same that everyone else admires you?
You are so perfect
but you worry so much about others and how you don’t like exactly like everyone else?
You are amazing
Then you start to doubt yourself while you should be amazing if there are other people?
You are smart
But then you don’t know the definition of a big word and you tell yourself that you aren’t?
The greatest musicians weren’t born with the talent of being great you know?
They had to build that skill over time so they can become great.
You need to be patient with yourself and understand that you are growing just like everyone else.
You are amazing in your own ways just like everyone else.
You are smart just like everyone else.
You deserve to find that beauty within yourself because it already exists in you.
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strength is not building protective walls around your heart,
strength is having heart hardening experiences and yet maintaining a kind open heart.
so love and get hurt, then get hurt again.
but whatever you do, keep that beautiful soft heart of yours.
- rather to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
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