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vixensofdeath · 5 months
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I can’t remember the last time I’ve been sober. for the last few years my addictions and impulsivities have been piling up like snow, and it’s getting worse. It used to make me happy. all of it made me happy. the act of harming myself in any way I could find was and is amazing, until it ends. some of it doesn’t feel bad, but people stare and some care, but most just find it pathetic or “a call for attention”.
I am rotting away. I am the rot, the root, the infection. I am my own biggest problem.
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currentlycoping · 5 days
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who up floating around and ghosting their friends
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bpdcrybaby213 · 1 year
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I just want to isolate and not tell them anything ever again. I wish I could be so secretive and good at masking that no one ever asks me what's wrong. I want everyone to be surprised when I eventually die by suicide. But I have a big mouth and a loud brain.
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crippleprophet · 1 year
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since some of y’all expressed interest i made the discord for people still taking covid seriously (masking, isolating as much as possible, etc)! this is open to immunocompromised / high-risk people and allies - anyone who’s still trying to minimize their personal risk & chance of spreading covid to others!
https://discord.gg/5f5ahBjVax
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fandomohana · 1 year
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Incoming! Depression is telling me to isolate. 🙃
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todostoast · 4 months
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life has been so shitty recently that it feels like this current arc is just a buildup to the climax where i run away and kill myself finally
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xashtray · 2 years
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keep everything secret from your loved ones, but overshare to strangers on the internet
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dailydragon08 · 7 months
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doom mode: activated
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mercurialmemoirs · 2 years
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I keep placing my worth in other people's hands while simultaneously trying to establish distance. I possess such desperate want for affection and companionship, yet falter at the opportunity to experience it. I am quick to jump in, but even quicker to run for the hills when someone gets too close, searches too deeply, knows me too intimately.
I don't like criticism, especially when it's baseless and solely grounded on assumptions, and yet I give these people ammunition by portraying something I am not. And then I place the ability to hurt me, in their hands, and still I wonder why feel so hurt and misunderstood.
I need to start placing boundaries.
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jichan05 · 13 days
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Eka's Portal the special interest website that literally nobody uses.
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vixensofdeath · 6 months
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someone needs to stop me. I need people to care, I need people for every emotion I feel, I need people around me to be sane or at least somewhat stable. I crave the validation and attention yet despise it and feel disgusting for wanting it. other people are the life and death of me. I miss the people I hate and I miss the people I love. I am never satisfied with myself or anything when I’m left alone.
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cursorycursive · 1 year
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Paula Hawkins. The Girl on the Train. 2015.
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bpdcrybaby213 · 1 year
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I just want to be on Tumblr all day by myself in my room, wallowing in my mental illness and not answer texts or calls. 🤷🏻‍♀️
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samvents · 1 year
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[ID Text — realizing that after being treated like your presence is a burden for so long you prefer to be alone and feel no reason to seek out human interaction. alone is safer. peaceful. it’s a new type of isolation. a permanent and impenetrable one. ]
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