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#secondly how does he pull of the soft romantic man act so well
nejibaby · 3 years
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Supposition
Pairing: Kozume Kenma x Reader
Description: Kuroo Tetsurou thinks you like Kozume Kenma, but you just aren’t sure if it’s true… yet.
Supposition - Part 1 | In The Silence - Part 2
Word Count: 1.6k
A/N: here it is, my first attempt at writing about hq. i’m not even gonna lie and say this is exactly what i had in mind because the truth is the scenes i planned on writing isn’t here, but i figured i’d just write it some other time since i didn’t want to post or write something too long 😅 anyway, this is me succumbing to the kenma brain rot 😌 please let me know your thoughts 🥺
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There’s a short silence in the air when Kozume Kenma excuses himself from you and Kuroo Tetsurou. It’s almost like a pause in the world, or at least in your and Tetsurou’s atmosphere, when he leaves albeit temporarily.
It’s either that or the silence would feel a lot louder — a lot more known — in Kenma’s absence, even if he usually doesn’t participate in the conversation, opting to listen and/or play games instead.
But then Tetsurou breaks this pause, this silence, by saying, “I think you like him.”
He doesn’t elaborate further and you give him a questioning look, as you’re a little bit startled with his sudden statement, still in a daze from the pause.
“Who?” You ask.
“Kenma,” he says as he tilts his head towards the retreating figure of Kenma.
You take a quick glance at Kenma and say, “Yeah, sure.”
“That’s it? That’s all the reaction you’re going to give? No stuttering, fidgeting, or even looking away in embarrassment?”
Huh? “Why would I do that?”
Tetsurou’s facial expression turns blank. For a moment he just blinks at you. He scans your facial features and then he sighs, “You do know I’m talking about how you like Kenma romantically, right?”
Your eyes widen. “No! I d-don’t… It’s n-not what I… Uhm… That’s not what I was thinking. I thought you’re talking about how I… uh… like Kenma as a person.”
There it is, Tetsurou thought fondly, your stuttering.
He chuckles. “I should’ve known we weren’t on the same page from the way you nonchalantly responded.”
He ruffles your hair and you huff at his antics, trying to act annoyed despite the blood rushing to your face.
“I mean, you both always gravitate towards each other when you’re both at the same location. And you kind of have a different look in your eyes when you’re with him. Sometimes it’s a soft look, other times, it’s just purely excitement,” Tetsurou explains.
“So,” he leans forward and wiggles his brows, “do you? Do you like him in a romantic sense?”
You can practically feel your face heating up as Tetsurou smirks at you, awaiting your response. You open your mouth to respond but no words come out. Even your mind goes blank. Because quite frankly, you haven’t put too much thought on romantic feelings, especially not romantic feelings towards one of your best friends.
Before you could even relay that to Tetsurou, however, you both notice Kenma coming back. As usual, Kenma is on his phone, playing some game as he walks back to your group’s table. And while he’s distracted, you mouth, “Let’s talk about this another time” to Tetsurou while giving him the stink eye.
He doesn’t drop his smirk nor does he nod but you assume he understood what you just said. It is quite straightforward after all.
“What’s up with you two?” Kenma squints at you and Tetsurou. You internally curse at how awfully perceptive he is. “Did something happen while I was away?”
You void your face from any emotion despite Kenma looking away and directing his focus on his game once again. But just as you say “Nothing,” Tetsurou says “Yes.”
From the years and years of your friendship with these two males, you should have known Tetsurou was going to respond like that. When it comes to trivial matters like this, he has a habit of throwing you under the bus — only because the situations are just that, just trivial. Otherwise, he’s a great friend.
“You see, Kenma, our kitten here has a crush,” Tetsurou informs Kenma.
As the words slip out of Tetsurou’s mouth, Kenma instantly furrows his brows and his fingers stop moving — only for a moment though — his reaction was gone as soon as it came, although he does find himself unable to focus on his game anymore.
His reaction goes unnoticed by you as you throw a glare at your black haired friend, but it doesn’t escape Tetsurou’s eyes.
“First of all,” you start saying, “you said you think I like someone. It’s technically just your assumption. Secondly, I neither confirmed nor denied your statement, which leads to my last point, you can’t just go around proclaiming that as the truth.”
Tetsurou leans back and laughs at how defensive you’re being.
“Who is it?” Kenma asks, tilting his head in curiosity but without looking away from his phone.
You wag your finger at him, chastising him. “No, no, no, Kenma,” you playfully say, “Don’t listen to him. Don’t let his words get to you!”
Kenma rolls his eyes at you and then he surprises you and Tetsurou when he smiles at your antics.
You fight back the gasp that’s bubbling on your throat. While there’s no denying the fact that you’ve seen him smile before, it’s also no secret that he very rarely does it.
And seeing it appear because of you makes you swell with pride.
You’re unaware of the smile that crept into your face, as well as the knowing look that Tetsurou has as he watches the interaction between his two best friends.
“So there’s no one?” Kenma asks again.
There’s something in the tone that he used that tricks your mind into short circuiting. You’re quite taken aback by his… interest in your love affairs. And because of this, you feel something erupt inside of you, you just aren’t sure what it is. Regardless of whatever it is, it makes you feel warm all over.
Damn, feelings are complicated.
Wait… Feelings?
Was Tetsurou right in his assumption?
With one look at Tetsurou, who’s sporting an amused look on his face, your reverie breaks and this allows you to function normally once again.
“Do fictional characters count?” You ask cheekily, attempting to dodge the question.
Kenma sighs, and then the bell rings, signalling the end of lunch break, and by extension, your conversation as well.
The three of you stand up from your table.
“Are you coming to watch us play later?” Tetsurou asks you.
Kenma eyes you from his peripheral, quietly awaiting your answer. He finds you groaning and frowning.
“I wish! But I can’t. I have a lot of things to do tonight. I might even have to pull an all-nighter...” Ah, just the thought of it makes you tired already.
Tetsurou gives you a sympathetic look and pats your back. “Good luck! Come watch us some other time, yeah?”
You hum.
Just as you’re about to part ways with Tetsurou and Kenma, Tetsurou leans to you and whispers, “And for the record, I think he likes you too.”
Before you could even gather your wits to process what he just said, Tetsurou pulls Kenma and dashes away, not giving you the opportunity for a dispute.
His words ring inside your head repetitively all throughout the day. Even as you get home and bury yourself with your tasks, it somehow finds its way back to your thoughts.
“I think you like him.”
“And for the record, I think he likes you too.”
And because of these, a ton of questions flood your mind.
Do you really seek Kenma that often for Tetsurou to take notice? Do you really look at him in a different way than others? Does Kenma talk about you with Tetsurou? Does he go looking for you too? Does he act differently when it comes to you?
Trust Tetsurou to plant a seed in your mind, almost as if he’s expecting you to water it and let it blossom —which you really end up doing.
So here you are now, thinking that perhaps you do have a teeny tiny crush on Kenma. Because, yes, you like spending time with him more than any of your other friends. Yes, you stare at him a little bit too long sometimes because of his gorgeous facial features, especially his pretty golden eyes, complemented by his golden locks. And yes, you could admit that there were a couple of times that he made your heart skip a beat, although you’ve never really attributed it to attraction before.
But you still aren’t sure. And if there’s something that you absolutely dislike the most, it’s the uncertainty.
From the amount of thinking that you’re doing, you miss the message notification on your phone despite the silence. But then a knock on your door comes soon after, which effectively gets your attention.
You hastily make your way to open the door, not even having half the mind to ask who would come visit you in the dead of the night.
Once you open the door, a drink is shoved up to your face and you grab it hesitantly. You let out a gasp when you realize it’s the very man that’s been plaguing your mind who’s by the door. “Kenma? What are you doing here?” You look inside your flat to check the time. “It’s almost midnight!”
“Yeah, our game ran too late,” he mumbles. His gaze is on the floor, his back is slouched, and his lips are slightly downturned. It’s evident he’s tired. “Well, anyway, I recalled you saying that you’re pulling an all-nighter… so I thought you might need coffee and figured I’d drop it by before I go home.”
And there it is again, the warmth erupting inside you. “Thank you.”
Kenma gives you a curt nod and bids you goodbye, and just like that he’s gone.
You stand by the door until you can no longer see his figure. It almost feels like a dream, but the coffee that you hold in your right hand and the rapid beating of your heart that you’re feeling as you press your left palm to your chest is proof enough that what has transpired is indeed real.
You suppose Tetsurou’s right, you do like Kenma.
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lovee-infected · 4 years
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Hi there! How would the twst boys react to their s/o being slapped by Eliza 😂. Thanks for feeding us the wonderful headcanons! 💜
I love writing for such brilliant ideas , enjoy !
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Riddle Rosehearts
Riddle goes blank for a second , unsure what to say or how to react : Half of him wanted to act in and condemn ghosts for their arrogance to lay a hand on you but on the other hand , he knew that he didn't have the right to ; It was their brides choice and she did have the right to do it - which wasn't really pleasant -
You give him a sad look , expecting a show of mercy of sympathy , but he didn't move an eyebrow
You run to a silent corner to cry , and he comes after you . Riddle gives you a hug and apologizes that he couldn't help anything back then
He criticizes your movements as well , how you didn't present yourself properly and why Eliza could've changed her mind
But in the end ; he gives you a small reminder : " Perfect or not , know that you're enough for me ,"
Trey Clover
He got slapped himself so he understands how the world flashed before your eyes for a second
You look a bit down about failing so easily while you were trying to help ; but so did Trey . You get each other on that point
He barely notices it but he literally doesn't know how to flirt , but he tries his best to cheer you up "Ah don't give me that face ! At least you were waaay better than me,"
Well , maybe you weren't such an overly perfect being but neither was Trey , he was just an ordinary guy you'll get to see everyday ; not a stunning prince . It seems like the two of you come from a rather similar level
Perhaps that's why the two of you get along pretty well
Cater Diamond
You didn't expect him to even put his phone down for you but he eventually did ; you find it pretty odd to see him this eager about anything without wanting to share it via Internet , but it also means that he does care for you
He doesn't bother touching your cheek and asking if it hurts
He plants a small kiss on your blushing face and then goes salty again : " So glad that she didn't get you , means you're still all mine ! "
He brings up his phone and before you could've recognized , takes a selfie of him kissing an all shocked you . You beg him to delete it but he isn't listening , but he insures you that this one's a private issue so he won't post it ; perhaps the first selfie he isn't going to share anywhere
Ace Trappola
Trey and Riddle grab his body and mouth before he could do something stupid , how dare she , how dare she slaps you !?
Ace ws already tired of this drama with the hopelessly romantic bride , and you were the final shock .
" SHE IS A HUNDRED TIMES BETTER THAN Y-" Ace tries to shout at Eliza but Riddle grabs him by collar and puts a hand on his mouth : "YOU IDIOT WHAT ARE YOU..."
You come to calm him down , insisting that it's really nothing important , you didn't care . He still seems to be really pissed off at Eliza : " Huh , does she really think that she's any big deal ? My- girls are really crappy sometimes ,-"
Ace refuses to believe that you don't feel any offended so he pulls you to his embrace and keeps on sending you positive vibes non-stop : " You're gorgeous (y/n)! I mean it ! You're smart , talented , dignified ..."
Deuce Spade
He is low-key happy that you two join him at the losers bench . At least you won't now see him as the awkward loser he was in front of Eliza ; not too much to say
"So you too got slapped ?" he tells you he has no idea how to start the conversation
He knows that he is supposed to do something better but he is just blank about it
One half of him wants to hug you and tell that it's fine , then ask if you think he's awkward or something . But the other half just doesn't know what to say
He says that you two must learn some social skills together , that's the most he can do to flirt now : He soft boy
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Leona Kingscholar
He actually doesn't mind insulting you a little for getting slapped . He's pissed off himself so he appreciates teasing you
From putting on a cocky smile and smirking to playing with you using sarcastic words
His very last sarcasm seems to be the worst : " I can say that you are way lower than royal standards ,"
But he puts a different end to his words : "...But since I as well got rejected , I guess we're now rejected mates ,"
Is it his sarcastic way of saying a small "I love you" ? Yes it is
Ruggie Bucchi
He didn't bother to come and try proposing , but wasn't expecting for you to try either . He lets out one of his Hyena-like giggles and comes to you
" Was that bride this savage ? Then I'm thankful that I didn't show up ! " he sneakers
He disappears for a second and comes back with an ice-pack : " Geez , it's my third time doing it today . Come over ," he tells you
He already did it for Leona and Jack because he was told to , but he is all ready to give you all those services and more to you
He does enjoy teasing you , but nursing you in situations like this is another hubby of him , after all you're an exception
Jack Howl
He kinda feels guilty about you getting slapped ; he shouldn't have let you tried it anyway . The possibility of you making it was low and you weren't a NRC student anyway
He knows that everyone else were the same but when it was you who got slapped right in front of everyone , he fears it being an issue
He quickly checks on you to see if you're fine and or need a doctor
He is a bit worried about your face swelling so he takes you school's nurse
On your way back , you thank him because of caring for you and he starts to blush and denies it all : " What do you mean ? It was nothing important . No need to thank ,"
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Azul Ashengrotto
Azul grabs your hand , wishes Idia a happy marriage and the two of you leave the rest in the middle of chaos
He nags under the lips , telling how he wished others to let him turn her into a little clam
He telles you what an unfortunate soul Eliza is , not only did she die on her marriage day but she also lost perfect lover such as you
He doesn't care about the rest now , so he decides to leave them on their own and instead , have some free time with you
While you wear having some tea at mostrolounge , he shakes head and insults Eliza : " You are surely too much for her , my dear (y/n) . Ghosts always envy humans ; specially when it comes to someone as great as you ~"
Jade Leech
Eliza is now pretty odd to him , first she dislikes the flowers , and now , she rejects you ? Ghosts seem to be even weirder than surface creatures , he thinks
He understands the high standards required while choosing a partner , but you don't seem to lack anything ? How strange
He even cares to ask Eliza about what she might have disliked about you since you don't seem to have any problems , but he avoids it anyway because he isn't ready to get secondly slapped
He offers you a short walk with a bright smile , and you accept
" Miss Eliza surely has weird standards , (y/n) sweetie . You were perfect enough to win ,"
Too bad Crowley insists on them respecting their ghost visitors as long as the stay , Jade is really encouraged to give them a lesson . But uh , he has to have a hold of himself as Octavinelle's vice dorm leader
" Too bad she is dead , flowers would have had an interesting effect if she weren't ," he sighs
Floyd Leech
This bride is getting on his nerves , loud , dumb , in love with a blue , awkward chicken and finds silly excuses to reject everyone proposing to her. If she weren't dead , Floyd would wish her to be . Some brats are better dead
He doesn't see any need to spoil you , but he decides to spill somevtea since it was you " Don't worry shrimpy . You may not be perfect , but she's worse than you , " he flirts .He gives you a tight hug and squeezes you , rambling that it's because Eliza didn't let him do that
He actually finds the red mark on your face cute , saying that it makes your skin color just similar to a shrimp .
He can't help loving your -shrimp-like face - and so , he lowers his head and gives it a small kiss
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Vil Schoenheit
If Eliza were alive , Vil would love it now to burn her alive in a huge dig of poison . Or maybe feed him to the dogs , both seem nice
He gently holds your face within his hands and carefully looks at the mark Eliza left behind
He curses under the lips and then pulls you into a soft hug : " Don't mind her love , lowly creatures are unworthy of true beauty , don't let their though bring you down," he mumbles
He absolutely hates being disrespected like this , so he leaves it to Rook and Epel ; though he doubts them being any helpful
He takes you to Pomefiore for firstly , making sure that your slapped face won't swell and then , giving you a full day spa . From extreme showers to putting on your makeup
When you're done , he stares at you through the mirror and smiles : " What an idiot she was to lose this stunning beauty of yours ,"
Rook Hunt
This bride keeps fascinating him , first Vil and now you ? Good god , she is pathetic
Rook really looks up to both of you as a symbol of beauty , grace and in general , perfection . Seeing the two of you being insulted like this is a real pitty
He is being relied on as one of the only four guys who didn't get slapped so he sadly doesn't have much time to comfort you now ; so he comes up with a new idea :
He asks you to give him the pleasure and be his : Bride model ; he has got plenty of tricks up his sleeve , but he still needs to practice them on someone
His long and beautiful poem which was hiding an I love you within its words , and his brilliance ways of winning one's heart leave you speechless ; not ever imagining that he might be this much of a romance man
He practices literally anything he was planning to do with you , and then comes up with the final words : " Dearest (y/n) , would you give me the honor of being your servant of love for eternity ? "
Epel Felmier
You got...what ? Epel was a normal guy at least in his own opinion , Vil senpai was surely beautiful but...not perfect either . But why you ? You didn't seem to have any specific problems . He doesn't like this thing with proposing anyways , so he was hoping someone , specially you , to succeed before he has to...
He is supposed to be practicing dos and don'ts of being a perfect groom , but he just can't do it without checking on you
He comes to you and gives you a tight hug , asking if you're alright
He confesses that he as well is now really scared since he has never even kissed a girl before , but he's going to try his best and put an end into this
He isn't the best of his own , but if a prince on a white horse is what this Ghost needed , he is going to make it , and prove it to you that he can
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Kalim al asim
He doesn't know what is going on when you face him with your half red face , he gasps and worriedly starts asking questions : was there a fight ? Did you get hurt ? Was someone trying to bully you ? Who on earth had dared to do this to you !?
You explain the whole issue with he ghost bride and how almost everyone got slapped , making him calm down a bit
He now wants to have a word with this bride , it's rude to slap people just because you don't like them and that really bugs Kalim
Jamil stops him by reminding that it's none of Scarabia's business and as the dorm leader , he has to stay here taking care of more important stuff
Kalim has to agree but he isn't quite satisfied , but he comes up with another way to cheer you up :
" Imagine you're the bride and I'm proposing to you , let's see if I get slapped or not ! "
Jamil Viper
Just as Kalim , he can't imagine why you got slapped for at first but when you explain , he chills a bit
Most of the brides Jamil know gave in to marriage after being given tons of gold and jewelry , but since it is with a ghost , he wondered what might actually attract her. Princesses have to marry people from the same level as themselves , probably a prince or someone pretty rich ; so he isn't really fascinated that you and others all got slapped
He can't help it much , but perhaps insulting all other guys losing their chance is something he would appreciate talking about . It isn't clear if he wants you to feel better by neglecting every other guy or is just trying to chill a bit ; anyways it's joyful for you to talk and having him spending some time with you alone
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Idia Shroud
Idia is locked inside the room ,, but he hears sound of you trying to propose to Eliza . His feeling are a bit complicated , both hopeful that Eliza would give up on him because of you and jealous of Eliza , whom you proposed to. No one's here to see him can freely admire your beautiful words coming one after one , and then an unexpected sound : You got slapped
Idia now has lost both his very last hope to get freed and his temper : His hair is slightly turning read . This crazy bride made him lose the global championship league of his favorite video game (since he was tied up by her ) and now slaps you !?
His thoughts are really wild now , especially because of how he can't do anything at all . He wishes he could see you and tell how beautiful and great he thinks your proposal was , hopeful that it'll make you smile
You still went out of his way and tried to free him , and that was more than enough for Idia . All he wishes is to see one more time and get to tell how he feels for you♥
Ortho Shroud
This ghost : Kidnapped his brother and now , slaps you
Who says robots can't feel anything ? Because now , Ortho is mad
He really does want to hack all of NRC's servers and share pictures of ghosts who dare kidnapping and insulting students without the principal doing anything . That'd be an end to Mr Crowley's career but since he isn't doing anything serious , he deserves it
You apologize him because of failing to save his brother , but he just gives you a hug telling how scared he is
You and Idia are the most important people in his life , he just can't stand having you hurt . Not even imagining what he might do if he loses any of you
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Malleus Draconia
He wasn't there to recognize this any sooner , but Lilia and Sebek did tell him everything .He shouldn't show up in front of any other students (because they might spoil his real name ) and shouldn't show up in front of any ghosts (because they may catch him and force him to propose ). He was thinking of meeting you in front of ramshackle drom ; your regular corner but since there as well is haunted by the ghosts , he can't help but to wait for this drama to cool down
When you finally return to Ramshackle dorm in the middle of the night , your unexpected guest , tsuno-tarou , is waiting for you
You are suspicious that you didn't see him at all today , so he explains that due to some reasons he couldn't make it . He says hat he doesn't really know what had happened since he stayed in dorm all day , so you go on telling everything from the very beginning . He already knows everything but wants to hear it all from you one more time . He likes to see what they all might've looked like into your eyes . When you're done telling him the story , he giggles and asks one more question ; just curious to see how you'll answer : " So didn't you try proposing , or did you as well get slapped...?"
Lilia Vanrouge
This day was getting more and more complicated... First getting rejected for being too cute and having his 500+ year reputation ruined like this and now , you being the second to get slapped ; this isn't fair
He can help but to let his tears fall , if he's too cute then it's fine for him to cry . Sebek and you freak out in fear of him being through some sort of serious pain or injury , then he just laughs and tells you that he's alright . He just needed to comfort himself but freeing those tears
He doesn't see any need of today getting worse , so he doesn't mind flirting a bit . He jokes on whatever you rejected for not being more frustrating than being too cute and laughs
He thinks that you may like to talk more , so he brings up a more interesting issue : His hundred years experience with women
You are fascinated at how many times he has joined ladies for dances or drinking , yet has never been on a serious relationship
He's actually trying to spill more tea of his low experiements with relationships , hopeful that you get his point
Silver
You return along with Lilia and Sebek. , all of having half of your face red . Silver wasn't there to know what was going on or why Sebek is shouting at him for being a coward not trying to propose like a real man . Poor boy is just blank
Lilia takes Sebek along with him and leaves the two of you alone , so you start telling everything over . He tries his best to hide his laugh at the point where Sebek got slapped but he failed , then Lilia and finally , you
You tell him that you really feel frustrated about failing others and not being good enough , but it makes Silver gently laugh : " Well , from Leona Senpai to Mr . Vil , they all got slapped one by one , doesn't it sound a bit weird ? "
You surely don't get hos point so he continues : " When someone keeps rejecting everyone one by one , it means that they don't really know what they want. They're seeking perfection ; but no one's ever perfect enough for them . Through lovers would still love each other aside lacking too much on their own , and that's what makes their love last : They complete each other "
His words really move you and make you ask how he can tell all these words so beautifully
He gives you small smile and adds : " Well , it's because I've experienced it all with you "
Sebek Zigvolt
Having both master Malleus and you insulted on the same day : This is too much !
You shouldn't have been the one forced propose while others like Silver were laying comfortably on a sofa dreaming of rainforests and colorful birds , it wasn't your right !
He doesn't even ask , he immediately takes you to the nurse office to put a stick on your slapped face . You insist that it's be too much but he isn't listening
He then , apologizes for about an hour for not talking you out of something that wasn't even your duty and promises that there won't be a next time on it
You really get concerned at how stressed out this boy suddenly gets over nothing , so you cut him off by pulling yourself to his embrace and giving him a hug . He freezes at first , but then relaxes and hugs back
" Promise that I'll never let you down (y/n) , never"
♦♥♠♣
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regrettablewritings · 4 years
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Nevada Ramirez 4, 7, 18, and 30 if you're still doing the meme? 😘😘😘
Nevada Ramirez? I haven’t heard that name in years... 🚬 Stuff’s below the cut!
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4. Who can’t keep their hands to themselves?: If you and Nevada are in the same room, chances are he’s got a hand somewhere on you. Not in a gushy, immature way like some boy would, though: Nevada Ramirez is a man. The man. El motherfucking Trujillo. And anything that belongs to him, you’re gonna know it. Especially if it’s his woman.
A hand around your waist if you’re standing somewhere like at the bar of one of his haunts; a hand resting on your thigh at dinner or when relaxing at home; you sitting on his lap during a meeting that he, for whatever reason, deems as mandatory for you to attend.
You think (correctly) that Nevada gets two main things from doing these things. First off, he likes to rub it in other peoples’ faces. Especially if you’re all dolled up. Secondly, he likes getting a rise out of you because sometimes, he purposefully fucks with you by way of his touch. You can be at a perfectly fine night out, just you, ‘Vada, and one of his greatest allies in the game, and that’s when you’ll feel that warm, calloused palm of his drift slowly but surely up from its place on your lower thigh, all the way until it’s tiptoeing the hem of your dress. And that’s when he’s being clean about it!
7. What do they get up to on a night out?: Frankly, the concept of dates exasperate Nevada. He likes you, don’t get him wrong, but why do you have to be so needy?! But, of course, he eventually gives in every time. And every time, it’s some surprisingly classy affair. The first time you tried going to one of the clubs where he holds stake, you had a positively dreadful time. As much as he hates to admit it, your disappointment in him wounded his pride enough for him to decide to never take you on dates to similar places again unless prompted. Generally speaking, ‘Vada’s answer is to go the opposite direction: He wants to show you the finer things in life. Thanks to his connections (and fearful image in the Heights), he has fingers dipped in all kinds of locations, primarily five-star restaurants. If you’re in the mood for a simple McNugget meal, too bad! You’re gonna get sat down and lectured about why your peasant taste buds have been deprived of the superior wonders of chicken breast in demi-glace, coupled with seasonal vegetables as prepared in a panzanella salad! Because for all his gruff appearance and brusque diction, Nevada has a silver palate and he’s gonna foist that on you. (Heaven help you when you cook for this giant baby.)
In the event you’re not really feeling a dinner date, if you really bug him enough, you can squeeze a Broadway show out of him. He’s not crazy about musicals, frankly, and makes this abundantly clear when you’re picking up your tickets from the box office ( “Don’t ask for nothin’ for a month,” he grumbles). But then you catch him the next day mumbling the lyrics to “My Shot” as he gets himself ready . . . He insists he’s buying you merch at whatever shows you two go to because he wants to have more reason for you to not ask him for anything after, but you know there’s something in him that really wants to own a mug or two, or a signed poster he can have framed. If any of his men are over for whatever reason, he can easily just brush it off as something you had wanted while also getting a thrill from the absolute status symbol of being able to see one of the biggest shows in the world. Because let’s get one thing straight: No matter what the date is, no matter who planned it, Nevada’s gonna find a way to show off with it.
18. When they fight, how do they make up?: “They”? Let’s be real, now: There is no “when they fight.” Because if you two are fighting, it’s most definitely got something to do with something Nevada did or said, or didn’t do or didn’t say. But whatever it was, you’re sad or angry or both now and it’s up to him to fix it. Don’t get me wrong, you’ve made some wrong turns in this relationship, but the fact of the matter is that Nevada is a huge asshole. But he’s an asshole who’s found himself inexplicably dedicated to you. Be warned, though: He’s going to try to wait it out. He’ll be especially grumpy and moody and eerily quiet, too, trying to convince himself that whatever happened, it’s on you, or that you’re being way too sensitive or hardheaded. It doesn’t work. Mainly because Nevada is no idiot, he knows well and good that he’s an asshole. Also, you’re far more patient than he is. And what pisses him off more, frankly, is that he’s actually pretty proud of you for holding your ground. Most people let him walk all over them but not you; not his girl. . . . Fuck, why did he have to pick somebody like that?! Whatever the case, he’s not the best with talking so his go-to tends to be to try to wrap it up in a pretty bow, a la just plain buying you crap. He uses his resources to get his hands on nice dresses, designer bags, sweet shoes, tickets to shows that are supposedly impossible to get a hole of, the whole sweet deal. But you’re infuriatingly (and rightfully) stubborn about giving him your immediate forgiveness -- especially since the bastard hasn’t even actually apologized so much as he just placed all these items in the living room for you to find after you woke up! In which case, he wants to shove his face into a wall and just scream and cuss because you’re one of the only people who can pull this shit on him and live. Which forces him to resort to something more personal: Cooking. Despite his silver palate making him a rather fussy eater, Nevada typically prefers to have others cook. But don’t mistake this for being a slouch in the kitchen: If given the right tools and proper time, he’s more than capable of whipping up a glorious three-course dining experience in the comfort of your home. He holds no stops, bringing out the good table dressings and having one of his goons run out and grab him the top three wines best suited for whatever he has planned and plated. All that’s missing now is a prayer that this works because if it doesn’t, he’s going to lose it at a warehouse somewhere. Thankfully, you openly appreciate the gesture . . . Mainly because now you have him in an environment where he sort of has to talk to you about what happened. He wants to scowl, realizing he’s set up his own trap -- one that he falls into constantly. But he’s tired of this crap and just wants to be able to get into bed with you without thinking you’ll freeze him to death so he complies. He’ll listen to your points and hold his tongue, even if he doesn’t exactly agree with them. But in the end, he does apologize. There’s some obvious pout to it, he won’t even attempt to hide that, but you know that beneath it all he does mean it. “Now can we just eat already? I got a torte chilling in the fridge, if that shit gets soggy, you owe me.” Translation: “I’m ready to carry on like normal. Please love me already.”
30. Why does it work (or not work) between them?: Realistically, it doesn’t work and we all know why: Nevada Ramirez is a bastard. He’s been hardened by the streets, by his life, and he actively plays a part in making it that way with his “job” as a dealer and God knows what else. We know he has a soft spot somewhere for those whom he loves, but the digging one has to do just to get there is comparable to digging out of prison with a spoon: It can technically be done, but it takes a lot of time and a lot of patience. Oh, and also Nevada has to actually like you enough. And even still it won’t be easy because he’s so stubborn and cold and ruthless. Frankly, you’d be better off without him. But suppose you do win him over. Suppose he determines he can’t and will not be without you (and you’re okay with this). Should such a miracle occur, I feel that it is helped in no small part by the fact that you provide Nevada with challenges. Not genuinely problematic ones that make him tear his hair out (no matter what he says), but things that stimulate his constantly working brain and force him to actually make efforts. For example, you can love that man all you want but sometimes, he just does things that make you slam your foot down. And when that happens, he’s gonna listen. Maybe not immediately, but time is fleeting. You were (and still probably are) a rather reserved person, especially when placed next to your partner. But the problem for Nevada is that being around him means you’ve learned a thing or two: His cusses, his intimidation tactics, whatever he uses to get his way? It’s rubbed off on you. Maybe not perfectly, but just enough to where you can use it as your own. Juxtaposed with your relatively calm demeanor and we get an icy queen who’s beyond tired of his bullshit and completely ready to let him have it when provoked. He acts like it’s no big deal and he’s doing you a favor by listening. But deep down he’s actually a bit intimidated by you when you’re like this, mainly because there’s a chance you’ll leave him and as much as he pretends it doesn’t bother him, it definitely does. He’s actually a bit impressed, not that he’d ever let you know. Going off of this, he likes a woman who’s decisive. So as much of a pain as it is while he’s doing it, he’s actually impressed when you make him work for things only you can give him. It’s a little like a thrilling chase for him, and everyone else is too pussy to actually give him one. Secondly, he sees a partner in you. And I don’t mean romantically -- he does, of course, but what I mean here is someone whom can be a benefit to his practices both in business and out. Nevada strikes me as the type of guy who prefers to keep his circle consisting of those whom he can benefit from, be it in terms of providing company or providing assistance and so on. With you, he sees potential for essentially becoming one of those power couples consisting of two stone-cold baddies: He handles the dirty work but you both are the brains behind the operations. Of course, there’s a very good chance you have a long way to go. There’s even a chance he prefers not to directly involve you in his business affairs. But even in such a case, he’d much rather have you stick around than let you walk out of his life. Because as anyone can tell you: A bored Nevada is a dangerous Nevada.
Thanks for asking!
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Closer, Chapter Three: Consensual - Bonus Features
Chapter three of Closer, the first installment in Somewhere in Canada (the Terror kink AU)... is now up! It's a long one again! The author continues to not be sorry!
Same deal as last week--technical notes first, story notes after, line notes to finish it all up.
Alright, here we go.
Technical Considerations:
Language: Phew, okay. So, I've written plenty of "hard kink written hard" (and arguably some "soft kink written hard"), but with this piece, I specifically wanted to do "hard kink written soft" so, uh, language is a thing! Ie, the sentence "Edward curled his hand into a fist and punched Jopson" does not belong in this fic, because there is nothing soft about that sentence no matter how much Edward loves him positive regard Edward is feeling toward his play partner.
So in order to make this fly the way I wanted to (ie, softly), I tried to avoid over-use of words like "fist", "hit", "punch", and that type of thing. I ended up in a really interesting rabbit hole that I think helped me get further into Edward's head, because the narrative had to become more focused on the technical aspects of what he's doing, and the physical results it's having on Jopson. It also emphasizes the continual assessment of how things are going that's necessary to do this kind of play safely--especially when it's the first time doing this type of play with a partner. And, it's in-character--Edward is an over-thinker anyway.
(I think the scene would have been softer, and probably more romantic, in Jopson's POV, but it would have been far blurrier as well, because he's pretty deep in subspace.)
While I'm talking about language, I'll just mention one other thing--Edward's knowledge of trans men has been academic up to this point, and he's approaching it the same way he approaches everything else, which is listening, learning as fast as he can, and taking Jopson's lead. It also means he's using--and will continue to use--the same language for Jopson as he would for any other man.
Capitalization of Sir: There's a whole entire thing in some subsets of BDSM about capitalization. At the extreme end, all references to the dominant are capitalized, all references to the submissive are lower case, and all references to both are split-capped (is that how it's referred to? I have no idea, but it describes what I mean, so I'm going with it.). It can lead to sentences like "In the dungeon, My pet, michael, always follows the rules W/we have agreed on".
I can't see either Jopson or Little going for that, so we have the more casual version of it going on here--"Sir" is capitalized, but everything else is conventionally capitalized. In a (hypothetical) situation where Jopson was collared to Edward, but referred to someone else in a casual "yes, sir" way, "sir" would be lower case. But then, for extra confusion, for someone like Sir John, where the sir is part of his scene name, it'd stay capitalized, even though Jopson's not collared to him.
(For some reason, I can't picture Sir John not using Sir John as a scene name. James Clark Ross, on the other hand, I feel can take or leave the title unless he's entered into a formal arrangement with someone, in which case that's between him and Ann and whoever else to sort something out.)
Hard Cuts: That's right, I put a hard cut in the middle of the dungeon scene. In my defense, it takes a while to bruise someone whose skin is resistant to bruising, and it's a very repetitive process. Jopson and Edward had a perfectly nice time without us, and I documented most of the good bits for you. (I do feel a bit bad for skipping the majority of the aftercare, but imo, the story arc is fine as it is, and we see enough to know that Jopson has his jacket around his shoulders the way he wanted it, so we can assume Edward bossed it out for the rest of the aftercare too.)
Story Considerations:
Bootblacking: I am not a bootblack. Ideally, this isn't obvious, because I did Online Research, but for people who do bootblack, I'm sorry if I fucked it up.
Also, one thing that I learned in the course of my research is that there's two different kinds of boots--regular boots, which need to be polished, and then oil-tanned boots, which need to be conditioned instead. I gave Edward oil-tanned boots, because that involves a hell of a lot of leg massage via rubbing conditioner into the boot, and I wanted Edward to have a nice tactile experience. (Okay, fine, I also wanted Jopson to be able to show off his skillset.)
Consent Negotiation: I love consent negotiation. I think it's great foreplay, a great way to build hype for a scene, and I think it gives you a sense of a person before you go in and do intimate and/or dangerous stuff with them. I think Edward's initial plan for having the consent negotiation once they'd moved over to the mats was good. I think Jopson's plan of doing the consent negotiation while Edward was a captive audience getting his boots conditioned was better.
There's so many bits and pieces to consent negotiation as well--there's the physical bit (like medical conditions and whether you've had food/water recently--after all, you're putting your body through something challenging, and if you're dehydrated or fasting, that's not ideal conditions), there's the mental bit (like not liking to be humiliated, and any trigger words or actions that should be avoided), and then there's the actual activities that you're going to plan on doing. Typically, there would be an additional bit, and that would be the sharing of STI results. Edward skipped that during this negotiation for two reasons--firstly, he generally just does dry play, ie, no body fluids exchanged. And, secondly, no sex in this particular dungeon. As it turned out, it wouldn't have hurt to have done that.
(Jopson clearly did his own risk assessment on the barrier-free blowjob, and was fine with his chances--but, then, I suspect if you read between the lines on Edward's blog, the lack of a fluid-bonded partner, or an intimate partner of any kind, would have been apparent.)
Dungeon Monitors: Dungeon monitors (DMs) are present in most dungeons, except the play-at-your-own-risk-in-someone's-basement type (and sometimes even those have them). Their general function is to make sure that people are safe, that equipment is being cleaned properly after use, that medical treatment is provided if it's needed, and that type of thing. I figured the medical team was a good translation, so between Goodsir and McDonald, they're splitting the dungeon between themselves for the first chunk of the night. (Presumably Peddie and Stanley are on the later shift, or maybe Bridgens is assisting, but either way, Edward was not paying attention and did not care.)
(I bet Stanley hates dungeon shifts.)
DMs generally wear vests or some sort of gear that makes them easy to spot, which is especially important when they're almost always members of the community as well, meaning that they need to distinguish between when they're on duty, and when they're playing. The radios are handy in case an ambulance needs to be called, which does sometimes happen, but it's also good to allow them to communicate with each other.
For the majority of play, it's not necessary to talk to a DM beforehand. (YMMV, consult your dungeon rules, etc.) In Edward and Jopson's case, since they're going fairly hard, it's a good idea to give a heads-up to your DM to let them know that the scene is happening. McDonald would have been watching them pretty sharply as the play got going, and then probably less so once they settled into it.
Edward noticed exactly zero of this, because he didn't care.
(I guess an additional note there is that sometimes there's a "fear factor" involved in physical play, where the dominant/top partner is specifically and consensually trying to instigate a fear reaction in the submissive/bottom partner. So in that case, having a DM aware of what's happening and what the safewords are is real important to make sure that everything is above-board, ie, the safewords aren't being deliberately ignored.)
Dungeon Rules: They totally would have fucked if they hadn't been in Canada.
Sorry to both of them, but sorry to Jopson in particular.
Subspace: So subspace is basically an altered state of consciousness that can be dropped into during BDSM play. Every submissive/bottom gets there at different speeds and through different methods. Jopson is a masochist, so pain will get him there--but he's deeply into ritual as well, and so just the act of bootblacking for an hour prior to Edward getting there has already gotten him started on that path--though, as he notes, not far enough that he can't pull himself back out of it if it's no longer appropriate to be in it. It's sort of like a hot bath, in that way--if you've just dipped your toes in it, fine, you can go answer the doorbell. But if you've been submerged in the tub for an hour, you're not getting out unless something really pressing happens.
The general, uh, fuzzy nature of subspace means that Edward's call not to discuss facefucking was a good one, because Jopson would have just said yes, and Edward would have derailed himself wondering if it was an honest yes. As it was, Edward got the unprompted deepthroating, and I don't think he has any regrets whatsoever about that one.
Line Notes:
There’s no way for Jopson to know that Edward purchased two collars for him, but he’s showing off his neck like he’s trying to make a point of it, like he’s trying to bring out all the possessive bits that Edward is trying to keep tamped down.
That's exactly what he's doing, Edward. He's trying to gently coax you into going feral on him.
He should have adjusted his dick before he sat down, but it’s too late to do that now without being territorial about it.
Tozer wouldn't hesitate for one moment. He adjusts his dick when he feels like it. Just as an aside.
I don’t see you, Edward wants to say. How have I lived my entire fucking life without ever having seen you?
It's because you and Tozer go to the shittier clubs with louder music and younger people, and I don't think Jopson has been to a club like that in his entire life.
(God, I have, like, an entire essay worth of headcanons about Jopson and his Terror and Erebus experiences.)
“Safeword,” Edward says, after some time has passed.
Jopson looks up at him, eyes wide, and says nothing.
So, we were talking about Jopson's risk assessments earlier, re: the blowjob, and here's another point where Jopson is flirting with the possibility of playing with Edward irresponsibly.  I think there's a couple different things to observe here--and the first is that the ideal response is the one that Edward gives, which is essentially "absolutely fuck that, we'll play with a safeword that you're going to use when you need it, or we won't play at all". The other responses are...less than ideal, but Jopson might have still played with Edward under those circumstances anyways, and that's on Joppie to justify, cuz I'm not gonna bend over backwards to justify that for him. I do think, though, that there's a couple points that happen over the course of the weekend where nobody would blame Jopson if he was doing an assessment and figuring out--is there the possibility of a long-term thing here, or is this a one-weekend-only thing? And in every case, Edward is coming down solidly into the long-term possibility category.
Jopson frees the laces, runs them between his fingers. “I’ll get chatty before I get quiet. When I stop responding verbally when you speak to me, pull me back out, please—speak to me, get me something to drink. Drape my jacket back over my shoulders.” His mouth twists a moment. “I may get…affectionate, but you shouldn’t—”
There's so much here that I want to talk about! First of all, Jopson is highly comfortable with and cognizant of his own response to this type of play, and he's able to articulate that response very clearly--which is something that comes with experience. He's communicating to Edward the point where he wants the play to stop--ie, when he no longer responds verbally--and he's also clear about what needs to be done to gently tug him back out of it. (Coming back out of it isn't always required, but in this case, since they're sleeping separately and working in the morning, it's for the best.)
If Jopson had finished his last sentence, it would have been along the lines of "I may get affectionate, but you shouldn't take it seriously if I do". I pulled directly from Jopson's abandonment issues in canon for that one, and it hurts my feelings to put it here, but it's here so that Edward can respond appropriately this time. I think any feelings that Jopson has during scenes are legitimate--but I also suspect, based on this, that Jopson has been affectionate during scenes before, and had that affection rebuffed, or had it indicated to him that the affection wasn't welcome or needed, so he's used to disclaiming it. Which, ouch.
“Good job,” he says, voice low and right next to Jopson’s ear. “Pack your things. I’m coming back for you.”
Speaking of AU!Edward Littles that didn't fuck up their decisions, here's one right here.
His hand is pleasantly tingling, his mind starting to fuzz out with endorphins, and he wants Jopson to feel the same—
So Edward puts literally zero thought into his own headspace throughout this scene, because that's the kind of POV character he is, but you can see the beginning of his...actually, I don't even know the word for it. Whatever the equivalent of subspace is for doms, Edward is getting into it.
I like symmetry
Says the man with the tattoo on one arm. Alright, Ned. Alright.
"Mrf." Jopson swallows, the movement of his neck something Edward can actually feel, now that he's carrying Jopson fully. "Don’t want to derail the scene—I just—a minute—your cock is quite distracting."
I love that all the physical play was just fine, but it's being nestled against Edward's hardon that makes Jopson need a minute. (Which, fair.)
“Yeah,” Edward manages. “I can—I can do that. You, uh, the safewords?”
One of the things I really love about Edward here is that when he gets overwhelmed with how awesome something is, he reverts back to safety and checking in with his partner. (I'm pretty sure you could contrast that with Tozer, who I'm pretty sure would just talk filth until he'd gotten a grip on things again, and Crozier, who I see as pretty unflappable during play considering that he hasn't met a certain "online guy" yet.)
“I can’t believe we can’t fuck in here,” Jopson mutters grouchily.
Couldn't get ploughed in the dungeon the way I wanted, 0/10 on TripAdvisor.
Edward puts his hands behind his head, tugs at his own hair a moment to ground himself, and then curls his hands into fists where Jopson can’t see them, brings them down and around, quick and sudden, thumping the sides of his hands into Jopson’s ribs.
The very first time I was in a rough play workshop, this move was demonstrated. The demo bottom was facing the audience, and the presenter was sitting on a table behind him. They had him put his hands behind his neck and just stand there and wait while they was talking about something else, but from our position in the audience, we could see them raise their hands above their head, and knew what they were going to do, because they mimed it out for us first. I think that's where I fell in love with this kind of play, because they made it fun.
“I’ll go faster for the rest,” Edward promises. “Keep counting, and you’ll get your reward on five.”
Or, you know, on six, because one of you wanted five hits in a row and restarted the count on purpose, and the other one of you stuck to your promise of going with a verbal command of five because there wasn’t enough time to go through the whole ‘what is the correct response here’ and muscle memory won out over anxiety domming. (You can save your “oops”, Jopson, we all know it’s insincere.) 
Jopson doesn’t scream. His entire body goes stiff, breath sucking quick into his lungs and his fingernails digging sharply into Edward’s bare back, legs clenching around Edward’s thigh, and it’s like time just fucking stops for one ecstatic moment until Jopson goes limp, his hands patting randomly on Edward’s back, over the scratches he’s just left in Edward’s skin that Edward is going to treasure forever, because he did that to Jopson and he’s going to wear these scratches with fucking pride.
Y'all, Edward "so excited about the part where he scratched me that I completely missed the part where he came" Little. He'll be here all weekend.
Jopson blinks, slow and easy. “Quite lovely, thank you. Everything cleaned up?”
I'm deeply in favour of doms who look after cleaning up the space while their subs recover. I'm not convinced that Little and Jopson will fall into that pattern permanently, but I think it's a sweet gesture on Edward's part that he looks after everything for their first time. It's also a very encouraging thing for Jopson--because, say, if he was trying to make sure that he wasn't going to have his service taken for granted, this is a good indication that it won't be.
Edward feels vaguely like he should demur, out of manners, or, uh. Concern for Jopson’s knees, or—or his, um. Aftercare. Or. Or something.
I love deep POV.
Edward raises his eyebrows, deliberately puts his hands flat on the wall behind him. He’s suddenly very, very hard. “I’m not gonna stop you if you want to do it yourself,” he says, voice rough. “That’s hot as fuck.”
*eyeballs emoji*
(And we can make a note of that particular detail for the next chapter, when Edward awkwardly discloses something that Jopson already suspects--or, at least, would suspect if he weren't currently high as fuck on happy endorphins.)
“Oh my god, I am so sorry,” Edward says. He swallows. “I—uh. Sorry, this is stupid, I forgot they were there—I generally do, you know, warn people in advance, this isn’t how I normally—I, uh.”
I suspect the actual issue here is that the last time Edward had his dick sucked, there wasn't nearly as much metal in it, so "hey my dick is heavily pierced" isn't a conversation that he's used to having, but Edward can excuse this however he likes.
...it’s just—he’s just—he’s never—not without his partner gagging, and there were always other things they could do, there were always—fuck—this was never a priority...
Little refuses to think of his own dick as big, because it's the dick he's always had, so unfortunately, this is the closest we're gonna get to confirmation of his dick size in his POV.
Edward can feel—oh, fuck, no, that’s not just his cock, he can feel his own piercings in Jopson’s throat, the hard balls of the barbells firm under his fingertips, and Edward’s balls tighten.
I don't want to admit how much time I spent trying to figure out if this was a legitimate thing, but it was more than an hour, I couldn't find an answer, I have no one to ask, and I liked the mental image too much to let it go, so now we're all stuck with it.
I'd say I'm sorry, but I'm not.
Edward takes a deep breath, steps into the hotel room, and shoulders his responsibilities.
Edward, sweetie. Sol would be the first one to tell you that he can handle himself.
I mean, we can all agree that he clearly didn’t handle himself particularly well tonight.
But he’d be the first one to tell you to fuck off.
Phew. That's it for this week! Chapter four, Kink, goes up next Friday, and we'll touch on Solomon Tozer's no-good very-bad day then.
And if you have questions or anything in the meantime, you can always drop me an ask on tumblr or Curious Cat. I know I didn't cover everything, even in this long-ass entry, cuz there's a fuck of a lot of stuff going on in the foreground, much less the background. I honestly don't mind if you ask, it's totally cool. :)
See you next week!
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Suga/ Min Yoongi Astrology Ask: How He Loves
Risin“Ok a few things before I get to what I'm asking about... First off, you are hella pretty and I love the purple hair! 😍 Secondly, I just found your blog just recently and I absolutely adore it!! Especially the Kpop astrology posts you do! Which brings me to why I am in your ask box... Could you do Suga of BTS for me pretty please?! 🥰 I would be for ever grateful! Thank you in advance 😘 “  @daughterofthemoon92
A/N  First off, you are the absolute sweetest !!! Thank you for your compliments and I am so glad you have been enjoying my blog and posts!! And I am happy to! Thank you for your request and for being patient!!  Here it is I hope you enjoy it !! 💕💕💕
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  how does one pick just one Suga gif I swear 
We all know he’s a Pisces
but we estimate a rising as Cancer and his moon is Virgo
So let’s talk about what that means!
Rising Cancer means sensitive 
also a bit private
unlikely to open up to new people, you almost have to pry details out of him, but he will be a lot more sentimental than he at first seems
a squishy ball of feelings 
can be a bit moody, and if he hears criticism he wasn’t expecting he will probably withdraw until he has centered himself
Water signs are emotional, empathetic and maybe a little more psychic than other signs, so between his rising and sun you can bet that he is going to have so many feelings
BUT your moon is your emotional state and how you express it
so since that is the VERY earthy and very structured Virgo, he will not likely speak about these things
Virgos like things to be very specifically this way
well planned, detail oriented and perfectionist.
Tireless at tasks they set themselves to and probably needs someone in his life who can tell him when enough is enough and he should take a break!!
In relationships this means- when you meet he is going to be pretty reserved. 
he won’t even really like or dislike you at first. He will think about it deeply though, and if he sees you express your emotions over everyday things that’s when he will start falling
remember all those water sign energies are very empathetic. So if you get SO EXCITED about like IDK the moon or something, he will catch himself with a soft smile thinking how beautiful happiness looks on you
and then he is like oh... oh no,. 
Then every little detail will stand out to him and he will fall much faster than you do, because he is so wrapped up in the tiniest things you are that no one else sees.
he will show this quietly
say you’re meeting up for coffee or something and when you get there he has it in his hand and holds it out with a blank face and then just spouts off your incredibly complicated order.
and you’re like... how did you know?
and he will shrug it off and say “well it’s still hot out so you’re not drinking your hot coffee yet. This is what you get before fall starts.”
And you are flabbergasted because of course he is right about both orders
probably doesn’t ever come right out and STATE that you are dating for a while... 
isn’t really sure if he wants to 
he knows he’s sensitive and he’s a little scared of what that means
but he will know if you like him back because his attention to detail is impeccable
he isn’t really sure how to word it since he is Pisces in Mercury 
he’s heavily drawn along but his feelings 
you’re going to get through to him better if you just say it
“Yoongi, we have been going out on our own without anyone else for a few weeks, do you want to start calling these dates or??” 
and he will shrug it off and act like his insides aren’t combusting 
they are
“Yeah you’re my girlfriend, you know that.”
you’re like 👀👀👀
okay??
and he will just hold out his hand for you to take and make sure your fingers are laced tight. 
and it will be natural after that
he isn’t one for huge public displays of affection, but his Aries Venus (Lord that is gonna be a ride)
suggests that he is the aggressor in the relationship
meaning if there’s a next step and he knows you want him as much as he wants you, he has no problem moving forward
Aries can be a bit uncertain about being tied down in long term relationships but since his Virgo and Pisces are in important placements I actually think he would lean much more comfortable with a partner he intended to stay with
Virgos are a sign of service so he is going to do SO MANY little things for you without you asking
he saw you looking in a window at a new sweater and he will buy it when fall comes around and give it to you with a note that says “Stay warm.”
or if you are stressing about work or college or whatever he is going to help you study or prepare for whatever is coming and make sure your lists are practical and thought out
hello may I have 2 of these please wow what a man
he is going to want to ensure you feel his love through the quiet ways he expresses it, but will crave affection in return
you can be loud about loving him, he will soak it in with the biggest smile
I’m soft his smile is the most precious thing Istg
His north Nodes Is Sagittarius so he will have an adventurous side
probably loves to take pictures in really beautiful places and when you’re not looking he snaps some of you instead of the landscape 
and you won’t know until you visit the studio and there’s all these candid shots in a collage on his screen 
his sentimentality will come to the front for anniversaries and birthdays, expect him to make a big deal out of these things for you and get extra romantic 
you know we were waiting for this part, lets get to sinning eh?
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OOOF fuck me up Yoongi 
HONESTLY 
the amount of water and well placed fire in  this mans chart
goooooooood luck
as these are on different aspects of the energy spectrum, he is not going to be super predictable
Some days he will lean HEAVILY into the Pisces and be a careful, deeply emotional lover
others his Aries venus is going to be desperate to see you fall apart
regardless of which it is, when the 2 work together you are probably in trouble
Fire plus water equals steam and he is one steamy bitch okay. 
I don’t think he would be super rough?
like if that’s something you liked he would try it but he would probably just be hella passionate
Aries, while a very dominating sign in Venus, aren’t particularly rough, they just have a lot of energy to let out
Since his mars is Cancer I could see this coming out as really passionate and hot 
wants you to tell him how good it is and beg for him to give you more
he will want you to stroke his ego among other things
and we don’t have to talk about the hands and tongue on this man you know what is coming for you 
his Virgo moon will make it so that after the first couple of times, he will know what makes you cum better than you do,
you will give up on masturbation cause honestly nothing does the job like him
He is going to be a bit jealous with his affections and not want anyone to know what goes on in the bedroom
probably a fucking tease if I’m being honest
fuck
I can see edging and overstim being a huge part of his arsenol
but more than that he wants you to feel his love in the way he touches you 
so as much as he will tease he will also be sure you are satisfied
definitely in to dirty talk
probably grunts a lot but that low gravely kind that really hits you in the gut
oppa kink
i didn’t say it he did
wants to fuck you breathless and leave you 
holding your hands above your head and twining his fingers in yours as he fucks into you 
probably starts with dizzying lazy strokes and speeds up until you can’t stop screaming
10/10 wants you to be as loud as you can be
choking
but the hot kind
definitely spanking, but like, wants you to lay across his lap in a skirt that he flips up to rub all over your ass between swats.
have you seen his hands that is so fucking-
Marking is a thing, but I think discretely
leaves a wring of rubies around your thighs when he’s making you scream
face riding is absolutely his thing, grips you by your thighs and pulls you down onto his tongue with a smirk
honey once you get started it’s a long night
aftercare is sweet. 
checks on you and brings you water or tea
pulls you into bed beside him and strokes your hair until you fall asleep tucked into his neck
husband shit
thank you for requesting!! I hope you enjoy!
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Ramble in whatever form you choose. I won’t be able to be active all the time so if you want to be able to do it whenever you want I’d say text posts but I’ll also try to occasionally ask you about them so there’s some variety
!!! okay! well i think i’ll choose a couple from the list that i haven’t made many posts about before (aka no ts or go) and ramble on here!
oof under the cut bc idk how long this will get
steven universe
oh hon don’t even get me STARTED on su like that shit? that shit is so good? okay first of all i love the cast so much? gosh they’re just all so sweet and cool and sometimes they collab w/ thomas sanders and i love rebecca sugar and im gonna cry they’re so sweet im so soft
okay SECONDLY the show itself oof
okay okay im just? god im so soft?? like the music is so good, i can (and do) watch it w/ my parents, GOD do i wanna cosplay pearl’s new outfit (and rainbow 2.0, if i can pull it off), im in love with the concept and all the fusions and the story and the worldbuilding and god, this made me realize my utter love and adoration of COLOURS like they’re so PRETTY im in LOVE oh my gOD and just
god it has such a good message and such a good plot and such good characters i wanna be steven’s friend i wanna be all of their friends oh man i just can’t wait until my baby cousins are old enough for me to show this to them because i’m going to enjoy that experience so much
ducktales
oh jfc where the fuck do i even start with ducktales okay david tennant as scrooge mcduck makes my fucking life literally he’sthe best goddamn charaacter in the show – well, best besides the triplets (my BOYS), webby (!!! my KID), f e n t o n (god i love that nerd), mark beaks (what an asshole), mrs beakley (i wanna be her when i grow up), launchpad (!!! he!!), and so many others??? this is like serious every character in the show erasure but hot damn duck tales says gay rights and it does so in style (oh yeah also i love lena della donald oh webby’s new friend whose name i forget uhhh herules oh the inventor guy fenton’s boss that dipshit love him uhhh gandra dee who’s voiced by jameela jamil if im not mistaken??????) and yeah it’s a hilarious show but it’s also just a really good one for me to watch whenever i start to like. feel empty inside?? but then like i’ll put on ducktales and i’ll feel better
gravity falls
this show. this show RUINED ME. i started watching it like four years late (aka last year lmao) but GOD, im so in love with it. def another one i wanna show my cousins.
like?? just??? the ciphers and mysteries appeal so much to me and my love of mystery and crime novels, the characters are all amazing, alex hirsch himself is just such a g?? and like. it’s so good. it hurts me so much but then it’s all okay in the end and it’s just. it’s so good.
yeah i sobbed my eyes out when i watched that series finale.
camp camp, which somehow i forgot on my other list
god, is this show hilarious. like, fuck is it funny. it’s so good. it’s so fucking good. i was a little shocked when i saw the first episode but i’m so into it now, and i’m so attatched to all the characters bc they’re just dumbasses trying their best (or worst, in a few cases) and i love them for it. that’s peak fool energy right there and it speaks to me
orphan black
okay okay okay veering now into a much darker type of television, orphan black is??? phenominal???
okay so my best friend @fuck-me-gently-with-a-slurpee got me into it when i was like 14 or 15 i think and i honestly cannot thank her enough because this show is incredible. the plot’s super engaging, i literally cannot say anything about it without giving away spoilers, and the main character has quite possibly the best actor i’ve ever seen playing her
like. you think thomas sanders is good? he ain’t got SHIT on tatianna maslany
mythbusters
you guys. you guys. mythbusters was my childhood. like seriously, i watched that show religiously.
it’s what first got me into science, and it’s what kept me interested in explosions. it’s light and funny and ridiculous and scientifically accurate in the dumbest ways possible. i swear to god the main cast nearly dies once an episode
these guys are my idols. like, i seriously cannot overstate how much i love the mythbusters. adam and jamie, tori, kari, and grant.
when i was a kid, i wanted to be a mythbuster when i grew up, and god damnit, i still do. they mean that much to me
bill nye
fun fact! i actually had no fuckin clue who bill nye was until seventh grade, when i had to watch an episode of his show for homework because i missed a day of class. it was the episode on static electricity, and i remember sitting at my dining room table in the dim winter afternoon light, squinting at my computer, and thinking “what the FUCK am i WATCHING?”
needless to say, i’ve seen more since then, but that initial what the fuckery is still present and i love it.
not only is bill nye the science guy a flippin fantstic show, but bill nye himself? the coolest guy alive. god, i love him. what a g.
various comedians including but not limited to john mulaney,john oliver, and hasan minhaj
okay, as a gay, i am legally required to love john mulaney, but seriously that guy is so. fuckin. funny that i can’t help myself. his timing is priceless, the way he moves onstage is hysterical, just. god i love his stuff.
literally his comedic timing and style is half the reason people find me funny. i just phrase my sentences the way he would because, you know, i’m good at stealing things, and people laugh, and i go “hey. that actually worked”. and then i keep doing it
next, john oliver. okay, so while i don’t watch his show religiously, i do watch it when my parents do every now and again, and fuck is his stuff funny. like. just. shit.
finally, hasan minhaj’s patriot act is just. one of my favourite current events comedy shows out there. it’s in a similar vein to john oliver’s stuff, just more international, and shit, is he good at what he does. i lvoe it.
hoodwinked the movie (i am dead serious)
okay, while i haven’t seen it in over four years, this is still my favourite movie of all time. it also has one of my favourite villain songs of all times, and some of the best character exchanges just. ever. especially with wolf and twitchy
...god, i love twitchy. also the goat. i’m probably gonna be the goat when i grow up, let’s be honest
one day at a time
i just.
there’s so much to say about odaat. like. it’s so funny. it makes me nearly cry every episode (and makes my mother actually cry every episode). the characters, god, the characters
like. alex is such a cute dumb kid (who’s smarter than he looks), penelope is so salty constantly and i love her but she’s genuinely so cool and such a good mom and i cry??? elena is so amazing like god she’s such a fuckin nerd but she’s also so salty (takes after her mom) and is literally the best????
and then there’s abuelita, whom i adore. like, god, rita moreno is SO cool and SUCH a great actress and has SUCH an amazing sense of comedic timing and GOD, i LOVE HER
can’t forget about syd and doc berkowitz, which like. okay first off the good doc. just. god i love the doc. he’s so sweet and such a genuinely good dude and he’s a bit of a coward at heart but that’s okay because he genuinely cares and does his best and god he’s just such an amazing character im !!!!! and then syd is such a dork and i love them and elena and god, it made me so happy to see not only an actual enby character on a big sitcom, but also just?? like??? it’s not forced but it’s still there??? like there’s one episode where one of the plots is just syd and elena trying to figure out what elena should call them, since neither of them are comfy using “girlfriend” for syd since they’re not a girl, and they finally agree on “significant other” and schneider imMEDIATELY says “dont you mean, SYDnificant other?” and then they use that for the REST OF THE SHOW IT”S SO CUTE OKAY
and finally, schneider. he might be my favourite character in the entire show (which is a damn hard list to pick from!!!), but he’s just. he’s so sweet, he and penelope have one of the absolute best male/female friendships i’ve ever seen (which! never! turns! romantic! ever!!!), he’s actually got surprising depths but he’s also like such a nice goofball that when they get revealed, it hurts, and he’s just this canadian dumbass (heyyyyy repreSENT) with the worst goddamn canadian accent sometimes and he’s a hipster and The Dumb Friend and the weird uncle all rolled into one and GOD, i love him so much
the good place and brooklyn 99
okay, i love these two both so, so much, but i’m lumping them together because a) they’re both mike schur shows with a similar sense of humour, that say gay rights, and with characters who’d definitely love each other if they met and b) my hand is getting tired from all this typing but i still have so much  love to go around!!!!
okay so so SO! they’re both so good. they’re so fucking funny and amazing and i was immediately hooked on both of their pilots. their characters are all so genuine and flawed and fucking hysterical to watch, and the ships and friendships are all so amazing and pure and good and soft and they have their problems and they WORK THEM OUT HEALTHILY AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY OKAY!!!
god, i literally cannot overstate how much i adore these two shows. mike schur, you’re a wonderful, wonderful dude. thank you so much
many musicals (top faves include BOM, hamilton, legally blonde, chicago, matilda, and more!)
i’m putting the musicals together because while i do adore each and every one of them individually, i also just have great big deep-seated love of the art of musical theatre itself in general, ya feel?
like, as someone who’s been both performing and viewing them from a very young age, the sheer sense of utter joy they bring is almost unparalleled
not to be That Bitch who quotes musicals, but “and that hop in our hearts as the overture starts lets us know how lucky we are” might be the closest i’ve ever gotten to finding words to fit the feeling when the lights go down and the show begins. it’s simply phenomenal
the others series by anne bishop
okay, OKAY, if you haven’t read this series (first book called written in red – they have terrible titles but god, they’re worth it), then what are you doing with your life? like, not only is there the perfect logicality au to them (just sayin’), but god, it’s such an incredible series
the worldbbuilding is so cool and the characters are all great and god the ships are the damn hill i die on it’s got literally such a good “sort of enemies mostly just dislike each other to reluctant acquaintances to friends to lovers” ship and it deals with some serious issues rlly well and it’s got baby puppies!!!
like, they’re wolf puppies, but still, they are b a b e y
and finally (for now, at least), the mysterious benedict society, by trenton lee stewart
this book series was my childhood. i mean, there are so many other books i could be talking about right now that i utterly adore (the artemis fowl series springs to mind), but gosh, MBS just brings me such absolute joy to read that i just had to have it on here.
i’m not thinking straight at this point in the evening, but i just wanna say that i will never, not ever forget about reynie. about kate. about sticky. about constance. about rhonda and number two and milligan and miss perumal and my absolute son sq pedalian and, of course, i will never, never forget about mr benedict
it’s bright, and it’s bittersweet, and it’s beautiful.
and it’s good. simply, utterly, wonderfully good.
thank you for the ask, anon.
thank you.
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@sailorsunspot:    At work so I don’t have too much time to reply- but!!! I needed to let you know how much I loved this! Particular Michiru’s and Rei’s relationship and their interactions in this - the quiet “Even now” moment, it’s soooo GOOD I’ve always liked Rei and Michiru’s friendships, but I feel like in the past few years, they’ve become possibly my favorite senshi friendship, just neck in neck with the BroTP and it’s definitely due in large part to your work!!! 
Oh that makes me so glad to hear! I think Michiru and Rei are totally DIFFERENT from Mina and Haruka’s dynamic, in the same way that I love Reinako, but it has to be utterly different from Harumichi in the way they interact with each other or else it feels untrue, to me. I AM SO GLAD I’VE MADE IT FOR YOU. 
cakeandpi said: i love this so very much
Thank you for saying so!!
michiruspet said: This was awesome the first time and it’s even better now. So many feelings, so many thoughts and hopes….I Bloody mobile tumblr…. I wouldn’t want to be in Mina‘s shoes if she really killed Haruka and Michiru comes after her. She’ll cut Mina‘s heart out with a spoon because it’s the slowest and most painful way to do. I can easily see why Haruka needs to try to get Mina back, it’s not often that you have friends that line you and expect nothing back. I loved it and I really want to see part two. 😍
Thank you!! I have always liked the IDEA of this piece, but it was written in a hurry and when I was just getting back to writing a lot, and it shows. I’ve often wished I could rewrite it. So when Jetty floated it as an idea, I was DELIGHTED. And yeah, Mina would be Toast. 
everybodyknows-everybodydies said: firstly: I see the scraps of Mako/Ami and I am revitalized because those little interactions here really highlight how you do this kind of casual unspoken intimacy so well *chef’s kiss*, bless you good doctor, I HAD TO SAY SOMETHING BECAUSE WHO WOULD I BE IF I DID NOT.
IT IS HONESTLY ONLY EVER FOR YOU SO I AM GLAD TO GIVE IT
everybodyknows-everybodydies said: SECONDLY: SWEET BRAVE HARUKA HOW GOOD AND NOBLE SHE IS I love, love, LOVE the idea of her going to try to love Minako back into herself instead of Rei - romantic love would be the expected route, but THE LOVE OF A BEST FRIEND IS SO RARELY SHOWN AS FULFILLING THIS KIND OF MAGICAL REQUIREMENT I’M EMOTIONAL ALREADY
That’s why Nikki liked this story so much! It was a whole “love breaks the spell  thing that completely subverted the idea that it would have to be romantic love, because all kinds of love are important and lbr at this stage in the game Rei isn’t together enough to fulfill that requirement even if I wanted to go that route. 
everybodyknows-everybodydies said: thirdly: Michiru weighing the options and being aware of her own growth as she does so and then letting!!! Haruka!!! go!!!!!! SO great. SO GREAT
Michiru gets, I think, slightly better at realizing that not everything can happen because she wants it. To my mind, Usagi and Michiru are both spoiled children, but it manifests in totally different ways, and I think it’s a big part of growth for her when she realizes things like she can’t BUY Haruka out of feeling guilty. 
everybodyknows-everybodydies said: and LASTLY this is sUCH a small thing but Hotaru’s disinterested “whatever” made me SO delighted, she is NOT here to be a pawn in an argument and you conveyed in one (1) word the exact amount of Teen Who Is Unimpressed By The Adults I would expect from your interpretation of her, 10/10
ahahah thank you BITTER HOTARU FOREVER
eyofjetwolf said: This is so perfectly what I was hoping for when you revisited this. All of what it was, BUT MORE SO. The sense of characters, the incredible depth of it all. It’s so much, so good, and wrapped around an idea that was already incredible solid to begin. I’m only that much more excited for all the parts to come.
THANK YOU I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT
keyofjetwolf said: And Haruka clutched her ring tightly as she walked, believing in old, old magics, hoping they believed in her. –AH FUCK ME THAT LAST LINE IS SO FUCKING GOOD I’M HOWLING
I LIVE TO PLEASE
keyofjetwolf said: ““If she kills Haruka, hell itself will not be able to hide her from me, and so there is that consolation.” Michiru punctuated the thought with a deep drink of wine.” –DON’T WORRY YOU STILL HAVE MICHIRU
Michiru also thinks Haruka has no chance of succeeding, and her only consolation is SUPER KILLING MINA
keyofjetwolf said: I feel there’s a part of Rei, deeeeeep deep deep down that would “rather”, you could say, that they take Mina out, rather than have to reconcile this loss of certainty and stability, have to somehow come to peace with the complication of this betrayal. And for Michiru, there’s the ugly deep idea that she ISN’T enough, and having to watch that be true every single day that Haruka slips a little further.
Yeah I think Rei isn’t wrong here, but I also think that she would love for the solution to be so simple. She won’t have to forgive Mina, she won’t have to live with the idea that something like this could happen to HER, it’s only a blip on the radar she’ll have to deal with like an enemy. 
keyofjetwolf said: OH MICHIRU. That she “lets” Haruka try always delights me. It’s such a wonderful growth for Michiru, that she knows the best and kindest thing would be Haruka’s swift death, rather than a slow crawl to the inevitable. But also, you have to wonder. You do a magnificent job in showing Michiru’s train of thought (really, I loved that moment, with the interplay of possibilities, so fucking good), BUT.
Yeah I think that’s it’s kinder for Haruka, and I think that Michiru is smart enough now to know that she can’t stop what would happen if Mina was killed because Haruka didn’t try, but I also think your point above is right: Not only would she have to live with what happened, but also seeing every day that she isn’t enough to pull Haruka out of the spiral it would find her in. It’s kinder for them both. 
keyofjetwolf said: “Rei was not wrong in this, either. They were likely to win the day, if they acted at once. Mina had been wise to name her as successor.” –I don’t know if you tossed this in there to help cushion against what could otherwise read as Rei being stubborn or incompetent, or even making a power grab. I appreciated it, intended or otherwise.
I didn’t because I don’t really see Rei as being either ahaha. I mean, she IS stubborn, but I also think her points are correct. I don’t think she’s wrong here, and I don’t thing she’d oppose Usagi’s general hatred of bloodshed if she wasn’t sure. But yeah, for anyone who thinks Rei’s just being a nasty bitch, naw, she’s being commander. 
keyofjetwolf said: the Sight complied, the Sight believed, the Sight thought the odds were good. –Maybe it’s just me, but this is twice now in the past couple stories I’ve commented on, where I’ve come away with this vague niggle that Rei’s sight shows her what she wants as much as it does what is true. And I know how you feel about “truth”, and how it’s often anything but, and can’t help wondering if it’s something you’re intentionally doing, or something bleeding in? OR, AGAIN, JUST ME
I mean I think that both Rei and Michiru see visions, and visions being what they are, I think there’s an element of them as the “reader” in whatever they See, and that effects the vision. It’s like a dream, how much is organic and how much is leading, really? . But also my intention here was that the Sight agreed with what she already wanted to be true. I don’t think it always does. But this puts an interesting thought to mind about the idea of Rei wondering herself, if it’s only her “making things up” when she and the Sight are in concordance. 
keyofjetwolf said: Hotaru said nothing, simply shrugged and placed a hand on her cheek, leaning onto the table disinterestedly. “Whatever.” –I understand why you don’t write her more, but man, sometimes, I so wish you did.
I love bitter hotaru so much ahah
keyofjetwolf said: “We have to find a prince, maybe!” Usagi brightened at her own suggestion, “I wonder if Mamoru could–” –COULD YOU EVEN IMAGINE. For Minako’s sake, but even Mamoru’s, having to pretend he holds Minako in anything more than general contempt hahhaha
USAGI HAS NOTHING BUT FLUFF IN HER HEAD SOMETIMES
keyofjetwolf said: Rei had come to appreciate / Rei had come to despise –YESSSSS
I KNEW YOU WOULD YESSSSSS
keyofjetwolf said: “Even now?” Michiru murmured, the soft wash of her voice lapping over the hot coals of Rei’s betrayal, the steam of it pricking at Rei’s eyes. –I LAUGHED SO HARD AT THIS AND YOU KNOW WHY
I LAUGHED AT MYSELF IT’S FINE
keyofjetwolf said: “Love.” Usagi looked up at Pluto. “Love can break the spell, I’ve read that so many times!“ OH USAGI
OH USAGI
keyofjetwolf said: “She’s selfish.” Rei crossed her arms and glanced out the window, staring at whatever nothing Michiru’s eyes had moved to. “She just wants it for herself.” And Rei’s SO ANGRY that Mina was taken like this. LET herself be taken like this. Rei wouldn’t, of course, not ever. But Mina was weak, Mina failed, and that she failed in this ugly way that revealed something so antithetical to Rei as well. This couldn’t really be less about her, but she feels betrayed  and betrayed in ways she shouldn’t, which just makes her even angrier and HRRRN IT’S ALL SO COMPLICATED AND I LOVE
YES REI VERY MUCH FEELS THIS IS ABOUT REI. Mina did this to HER, on some level, even if she would never admit that this were true, she feels like MINA put her in this position. 
keyofjetwolf said: I know you know how hard I “OH DAMN!!!"ed when I read this. “I forgot that we only gleefully kill someone when they’re eight.” Please know i JUST DID IT AGAIN JUST AS HARD
DELIGHT
keyofjetwolf said: Rei, already trying to hard herself, to make the call and give the order nobody would ever WANT to give. Harder, because someone has to do it and now that someone has to be her. And beautiful, faithful Haruka, refusing just as hard as Rei’s forcing herself to be. They don’t interact much in your stories, these too, and it’s always so interesting when we get them together.
Rei and Haruka are both stubborn blowhards and so sometimes it’s really great to see them ping off each other, in the same way that Mina and Michiru are manipulative nightmares. They both as SO SURE that they are right ALL THE TIME, IMMEDIATELY. 
keyofjetwolf said: “Michiru looked out the window, gazing into an unimportant street, a note of sympathy filling her voice that was more frightening than any of Rei’s anger could have hoped to be.” Oh yeah, shit. Michiru feeling sympathetic toward Mina? At this point in their relationship? MINAKO’S TOAST
SHE DEAD
keyofjetwolf said: Please tell me this table is where they’ll ultimately have their strategy sessions, She-Ra style.
AHAHAHAH I need to write that still
keyofjetwolf said: First, I know I told you this already, but I was so delighted when you were not only on-board with this idea, but enthusiastic about it. And then to already have SO MANY WORDS. It’s silly, in a way, as I couldn’t have less to do with this, really. The idea was yours, the original was yours, this rewrite is yours. Still, there’s this weird little knot of pride, however undeserved.
NO REALLY THOUGH YOU GAVE ME A CHANCE TO REWRITE SOMETHING I’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TOUCH UP AND I THANK YOU
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SH 312: Original Sin
I loved this episode! The Malec training scene, Izzy and Simon’s adventures, Papa Wolf and Jace’s Clary Hunt and a Clace reunion. Now, that’s not to say that I don’t have a couple of small issues with the episode, but overall I really enjoyed it. While there was a lot going on it did not feel rushed, it actually felt really balanced because there was pretty much an even spread of screen time for all the story points. In the past, some episodes have felt focused on one or two characters/storylines which can sometimes be frustrating and doesn’t keep the entire story flowing. However, both of these 3B episodes have had a great balance of characters and storylines, with no one getting too little screen time.
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Clary says that she has been thinking about if the way they were raised was reversed, and although she is saying this to win a little of Jonathan’s trust to get out of the apartment, I think that ever since she found out about his existence back in 2B she has been turning this situation over in her head. She knows how much her mother influenced the person she has become and that Valentine undoubtedly influenced Jonathan, as he did Jace; she knows that his demon blood is not solely to blame for his behaviour and understanding of the world. While she cannot forgive what he has done to her and those she loves I think that the question of nature or nurture definitely sticks in the back of her mind, how could it not?
The morning Malec scene, I adore this scene and it still makes me smile even after watching countless times since Freeform released it months ago. I love that we see Alec is clearly not a natural early riser and seems to prefer laying in, cuddling, with Magnus when he can; a little hint towards all the little domestic moments that we don’t get to see.
Magnus says that he hasn’t been sleeping, this is not surprising given the whole situation; not only is he having to deal with losing his magic and immortality but in the previous episode he had to face the reality of being less prepared to protect himself and those he loves; plus dealing with the grief of losing Clary. He is a whirlwind of so many different and even conflicting emotions right now that it is not surprising that he is struggling to relax enough to sleep.
I also cannot help laughing at Alec’s pout after he only gets a peck from Magnus instead of a proper kiss; he is so disgruntled at being denied not only his morning cuddles but a proper morning kiss too. I know I keep saying this, but we keep getting confirmation of it, that Alec has come so far from Season 1 and has developed so much; from someone who didn’t like physical contact from anyone who wasn’t family and being afraid of his connection with Magnus to the man he is now who craves and actively seeks physical contact and affection.
I sometimes want to cry when I think about his development; he is so important to me because I see a lot of myself in him in terms of being reserved especially with affection and thinking that I will never have that romantic connection with someone, and to see Alec open himself to Magnus and to have that connection really gives me hope that I may have that some day. I also know that Alec and his journey of self acceptance is so important to so many LGBTQ+ people around the world and to keep seeing these ways in which he has developed and grown is so wonderful and important.
THE TRAINING SCENE! I AM SCREAMING! YES IT DESERVES ALL CAPS!
Okay, calm down, deep breath.
Now, the training scene is absolutely amazing, everything I hoped for and more; it was 100% worth the year we had to wait for it (from the day we got the behind the scenes clip of Harry dancing while filming the training scene). I absolutely loved the playful and flirty tone of the scene, it reminded me so much of the pool scene from their first date; I love seeing these different sides to their relationship. It once again shows how brilliantly the show has done with Malec, that we see all parts of their relationship; the soft sweet moments, the tragic and heartbreaking, the domestic, the arguments, the constant emotional support and the flirty intimate moments.
The choreography of the scene was fantastic too, from the staff sparring to the hand to hand; it was so realistic and felt so fluid, there was no awkward or stilted moments. I love that Alec feel so comfortable with Magnus and with himself that he was confident enough to kiss his boyfriend in the middle of the Institute, to see that teasing and flirty side of Alec is wonderful because we don’t see it as often as we do Magnus’.
Also I think we all noticed that Alec didn’t have his stomach runes when Magnus lifted his shirt, while this is a little funny and also a bit annoying continuity wise, I actually like it because it shows that lifting Alec’s shirt was probably improvised by Harry and Matt in the moment. This improvising not only adds to the authenticity of the moment between these two characters, but it also shows how well Harry and Matt knows these characters (and how comfortable they are with them and each other) that they make these little decisions. Similarly to how Harry improvised the finger hovering Alec’s lips in 106 and the cheek brush in 201; and how Matt improvised Alec’s stumbling during Malec’s first time in 218. Every time we learn about these little improvisations it reinforces how well Matt and Harry know their characters, how much they want portray them authentically and how comfortable they are acting with each other.
Now, I just want to address something, I have seen quite a few things on Twitter about Magnus’ fighting skill and how he should not have ‘won’ the fight. Some seem to think that he should not have had that much skill, using his line ‘It’s time I learn to fight without my magic’ to say thatt he didn’t know how to fight at all. Firstly, it is ridiculous to think that someone of Magnus’ age (400-800 years old) would not have at least some fighting skills; especially when we know that he has fought in wars and battled Valentine the first time.
Secondly, that line in my opinion wasn’t saying that he didn’t know how to fight; in my opinion, he was saying that he needed to reacquaint himself with fighting and learn how to fight without relying on his magic. Even if he does know how to fight (which we know he does) he has still always fought with the reassurance that he has his magic and has probably never used physical fighting as his first defence, only as a backup. Whereas now he has to retrain himself to use physical defence when all his life his magic has been at the forefront.
Thirdly, in my opinion no one ‘won’ their fight; it was a draw. While Magnus did dominate their staff sparring Alec did disarm him, effectively making it a draw. Also, Magnus did succeed in restraining and pinning Alec but Alec broke those holds each time; he rolled to break the choke hold, so Magnus pinned him to the floor; Alec broke that by pulling with his arm and rolling, so Magnus pinned his arms with his legs which Alec again rolled out of. So, while it may have seemed like Magnus ‘won’ it was actually pretty much equal.
Jace apologises to Luke and thanks him for not giving up; he feels guilty for dismissing what Luke was saying about the apartment, too blinded by his grief to allow himself to hope Luke was right. He wants Luke to know how much he appreciates Luke’s never ending determination and hope that pushed him to look closer and put together the clues. We know that Luke did it all out of his own love for Clary, Jace knows this too but he wants to make sure Luke knows how much it means to him as well especially because he had already given up hope himself.
The vampire in the sewers is Cain! I absolutely did not see this coming and was completely surprised, it makes total sense that he is hiding in the sewers because he has the mark on his head. I have so much respect for Pasha Ebrahimi who plays Cain because he put so much emotion, depth and complexity into his portrayal that you get a feel of Cain’s age and the agony that he has experienced.   
 I think that meeting Cain has made Simon even more determined to get the mark removed because he has now faced what his reality will become if he doesn’t; Cain is so terrified of himself and the mark that he lives in the sewers and doesn’t interact with anyone because of that fear. Simon does not want that future for himself, he is so people orientated and his connections with people are so important to him that it would be agony for him to live away from others the way Cain does.
OH MY GOD! I don’t think a single person was expecting our next Malec scene would cut straight into the end of them having sex, I think I screamed. I really liked it because once again they are showing that they are a regular couple and portraying them in the same way a straight couple would be portrayed which includes sex scenes. I also laughed at Magnus’ line ‘miss my cat eyes?’ and Alec’s response of ‘I think it was pretty clear you were enjoying yourself’, once again reaffirming how comfortable Alec is in himself, in his relationship and with having sexual desires.
Once again Alec was denied his cuddles, and I really need a scene with them cuddling in bed because that is twice in one episode that we have seen that Alec likes post-coital and morning cuddles with his boyfriend. Alec is concerned with Magnus’ sudden planning but he also understands that Magnus needs time to adjust to his new reality. Magnus feels like he needs to make the most out of every moment, to always be doing something and that he doesn’t have time to be idle because he feels like his time is running out. I love seeing Alec being supportive of Magnus and once again seeing their healthy communication which is such an important part of healthy relationships and is often lacking on many tv shows.
We also noticed not only Magnus’ magically appearing necklace but also Alec’s disappearing runes. Now, I have no explanation for Magnus’ necklace that he wasn’t wearing in the training scene apart from that they thought it would look good in the scene and forgot about continuity but Alec’s lack of runes in the training scene is explicable if it was improvisation. However, when Alec sits up in bed in one frame he just has a black dot on his shoulder then in the next frame his rune (which is supposed to be the Accuracy rune but has been drawn as a cross between that and the Soundless Rune) has reappeared but definitely looks like it was drawn on while filming rather than properly applied by makeup. A bit of a whoops but we can laugh it off and over look it, we all make mistakes including our beloved crew.
Clary attacking that croissant is completely relatable and I also love her line ‘I didn’t have time to eat after I passed out in the Arctic’ plus her earlier line of ‘I don’t think we’re quite there yet’, I love sassy Clary. I really liked Jonathan opening up about meeting Sebastian and for him to describe Sebastian as beautiful and full of light; it makes you despair for not knowing the true Sebastian Verlac. When he describes Sebastian’s hate for him as he brought him his meals it really seems that he doesn’t realise what he was doing to him was wrong and that Sebastian was justified in his hatred; once again showing that Jonathan really does not have a good gauge of what is right or wrong.
When he talks about not wanting the Lightwoods and Clary to hate him because they took him in, you can see the yearning for acceptance in him; Jonathan is such a complex and contradicting character, you believe that he does want people to like him but that he is willing to do horrible things for his own gain. He is such an interesting character and I am really enjoying watching Luke unfold him.
My heart breaks for Clary when she talks about the Lightwoods and the possibility of never seeing them again; Izzy and Alec have become family to her and she cannot bear the thought of never reuniting. Izzy has been her friend and sister, supporting her through all she has gone through and while her relationship with Alec is rocky at times she knows that he means well and that she can always depend on him.
Alec, while understanding Magnus’ sudden need to experience as many things as he can, wants to make Magnus understand that they don’t have to always to out doing things to make moments matter. That sometimes just being with each other are the most meaningful moments of all and that in slowing down they can enjoy the little things; that when he’s 90 he isn’t going to remember the museums or fancy food, it’s looking into the eyes of the man he loves. I swear I am tearing up as I’m writing this right now because this is Alec casually saying that he absolutely sees himself living the rest of his life with Magnus, that Magnus is the love of his life and as he ages it is the memory of looking into his eyes that he will keep with him (and now I am crying).
Magnus understands where Alec is coming from and realises that he’s right, he doesn’t need to rush around and cram as much as he can into one day; that he also need to appreciate the quiet little moments with Alec and that they are just as, if not more, important. I am still crying because Magnus says ‘Everything I need is right here in front of me’, these two are so beautiful; always telling each other how much they mean and how much they love each other.
I love their exchange about ‘Pup’ and them both whispering ‘no’ as they lean in for a kiss, it is such a realistic and authentic little moment. Alec once again shows us how far he’s come as he initiates a kiss with his boyfriend in the middle of a busy street. I also like that this scene is a little parallel of the 206 scene when Magnus tells Alec that he has to take time to enjoy the things he cares about.
Now, before I go any further I want to address something else I was seeing on Twitter; some people being confused by Magnus behaviour and demeanour change between 311 and 312. In 311 he was more down, feeling helpless, humiliated, upset and hurt because of Iris and being unable to protect Madzie. In 312 he is flirty, playful, outgoing and happier. I think that with everything going on it is completely understandable and natural that he is going to experience some mood fluctuation as he is feeling a lot of different and even conflicting emotions; sometimes he is going to appear like he is dealing a lot better than at other times.
In 311 he did start out quite happy and relaxed which changed after Iris tries to take Madzie, so his behaviour change was completely understandable and was influenced by outside events. Also, he admitted that he hasn’t been sleeping which implies that he has been doing a lot of dwelling and thinking about his situation a lot, so in between 311 and 312 he probably decided to make the most of everyday and enjoy everything as much as possible. While he does want to refresh his fighting abilities he is not incapable so there was no harm in having fun and being playful. Plus he wanted Alec to relax and have fun too because he knows that Alec is worried about him, as well as others things. So, I don’t think the behaviour change was unrealistic at all and there are probably going to be more in the coming episodes; I am especially worried and looking forward to the scene where Magnus and another character are having an argument and break down (I’m thinking it’s either Alec or Catarina after he has his first seizure).
I have to say that I absolutely loved Meliorn saying to Izzy that they should hang out (meaning have sex) again and that she should bring Simon, not only did it make me laugh but it also gives us confirmation in the show that Meliorn is bisexual. Jade, who plays Meliorn, has said a few times before that the Seelies are bisexual but it is great to actually see it in the show.
The Seelie Queen definitely seems surprised that not only has Simon seen Cain but that Cain has given him the rock to perform the ritual; I get the feeling that she really does not want him to go through with it. Whether that be over concern for his safety or something else I don’t know.
I love that while making a plan to find Lilith’s apartment Alec and Magnus are subtlety flirting using their in joke about name dropping; I love that Alec is comfortable to be flirty with Magnus not only in front of Luke and Jace but in the middle of the command centre, I will be gushing over every little moment like this.
We find out that the Morning Star sword is a very powerful instrument that is capable of ripping open the boundaries of Hell, praise the demon for not wanting to give Jonathan that power. We are starting to see small glimpses of what Jonathan’s bigger plan maybe, he talks about the mistreatment of demons by the Clave and the Greater Demons and how he wants to change that; it seems that he wants to be a leader or commander for demon kind in a revolution. Which would begin with bring demons to Earth.
I absolutely love that Merrick is completely reluctant to help Jonathan and his line ‘That’s, to whom?’ is hilarious; sadly Jonathan kills him for it. But I love the visual effects, the blue sparks and smoke is looks visually beautiful.
While Clary is trying to send a fire message the hot French Shadowhunter tracks her down, Jonathan feels Clary’s pain at being restrained (am I the only one who noticed that Jonathan grabbed his right arm but the Shadowhunter was restraining Clary’s left arm?). Unfortunately the hot Shadowhunter gets killed by Jonathan, and the very unnerving thing is that Jonathan thinks that he was saving Clary and that he did the right thing.
I am already starting to tear up when Simon asks Izzy to keep an eye on Becky, his mum and Maia; he is scared of dying but his fear of hurting someone else that he loves is far greater. I absolutely adore Simon, he never wants to hurt anyone and having to live with the guilt that he killed his best friend is suffocating him and he would rather die himself then let someone else be hurt by him.
The ritual definitely looks painful but the visual effects, once again, are fantastic. This scene breaks my heart because you can feel how desperate Izzy is to help Simon, she has just lost Clary and she cannot bear to lose another friend especially if there is something she can do. She is so self sacrificing and I shatter when she tells Simon to bite her; they both know how dangerous this is for her but right now making sure that Simon lives takes precedence for her, and you can see the guilt in Simon’s eyes. It is a beautiful and heart breaking scene, and the Ruelle song only amplifies that.
However, I do have one little issue and that is how quickly Simon’s colour returns; he literally starts getting colour back into his face as soon as he bites her. It seems much too fast for how urgent and dramatic the Seelie Queen was saying the situation was; plus because of Izzy’s addiction I think that his colour returning that quickly made it seem unnecessary. Like, she could have just kept bleeding into his mouth for how quickly his colour returned; I just think that to justify him biting her, therefore risking her relapsing, it should have taken several more seconds for his colour to start to return.
Clary is appalled that Jonathan felt good in killing that Shadowhunter and that he thinks that it was a good thing he did, that is was justified. She is seeing first hand just how skewed his perception is and is perhaps beginning to understand him and how he thinks a bit better. Jonathan defends by saying he knows what she did to their father and he knows that it felt good for her; but they are completely different situations. Jonathan killed a Shadowhunter that posed no fatal threat to Clary and Clary killed Valentine who had just murdered Jace, had murdered many people before and was planning to murder millions more included three people she considers family.
When Jace, Alec and Luke appear Clary stabs herself in the leg showing Jonathan that she is prepared to hurt herself to hinder him now that she has people to help her and I must say that his outburst of ‘you little bitch’ surprised me. I understand it because he is lashing out in anger and hurt, it just surprised me that much that I laughed.
The Clace reunion is very sweet, to see the relief on both of their faces at seeing each other again and their obvious happiness and being in each other’s arms. They have not been together (without the Owl) since 302/303 I think, so it is really lovely to see them be together again especially when they both thought they wouldn’t see the other again.
I do have a few issues with this sequence. Firstly, you can clearly tell that while Dom is on location with Kat and Luke, Matt and Isaiah have clearly been added in with green screen; it’s understandable that they didn’t fly them to Paris for like 30 seconds of footage but in my opinion they should have done those shots of Jace, Alec and Luke completely on green screen the three of them, it would have looked much better because it wouldn’t have been so disjointed.
Secondly, there was no reason for Luke and Alec to run past Clary to get Jonathan because he was long gone before they even moved. It was just completely pointless and was one more way the scene looked disjointed, it would have been much better if they had made an aborted move to follow him then realising there was no way to catch him they had stayed where they had stood with Jace. Also, when they look back at Jace and Clary they are both looking in different directions. Plus, in the last long shot Alec and Luke have completely disappeared, which is because they didn’t add them in; I understand this was because it was Clace’s moment but it would have been better if they had stayed stood in their first position because that shot was out of shot anyway. This green screen work made the scene feel disjointed and I think that if they had done it the way I have described it would have felt smoother.
Thirdly, the magic Iratze rune apparently heals stab wounds in one second now; I don’t mind the use of the Iratze to heal absolutely everything, but at least give it 30 seconds to work. Clary’s line ‘somehow it’s better’ that this is how they came to be in Paris is a little like ‘what?!’ because how is coming to Paris because you were kidnapped by your crazy brother better than coming on holiday with your boyfriend, but okay.
I really did like this scene and I am happy that Clace had a wonderful and romantic reunion; I just wish that it had been executed a little better in terms of the green screen and without Jace’s delay in running to Clary.
Jonathan has an absolute break down in the apartment, he really does seem distraught by Clary’s betrayal and I have to give Luke kudos for how much emotion he put into this moment. It also seems that Jonathan is moving the apartment in those last moments which makes sense because Clary knows where it is right now.
So, overall I really loved this episode and the balanced feel of it; I did have a few issues but I am not going to let them get in the way of my enjoyment of the show.
In 313 Maia battles for Alpha status, Clace, Luke and Maryse, Izzy and Alec ask questions about the tortured prisoners and Magnus spends time with Izzy.
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Webflakes
Peter Parker x reader Summary : It's nearly Christmas and still no snow in sight. You thus decided to bore Peter about that to share your desperation. Warnings : none Words : 2.2K A/N : This is a sweet fluff + Irondad Spiderson thing suggested by @double-leo, thank you as always ! This is part of the 12 days of Christmas writing challenge. Please tell me if you want to be added to the taglist and make sure to see my other work.
You were out in New York, wearing your warmest coat to walk your dog and desperate for snow that still hadn't came. Peter was next to you, listening to you whining about the coldest weather possible but still no snow.
"Can you believe ? We're what, the 13th ? And it doesn't snow ? Will we have to spend Christmas under the sun ?", you exclaimed, fed up.
Peter laughed sweetly.
"That wouldn't be the first time that it doesn't snow on Christmas day, you know y/n..."
"Exactly ! When was the last time that it snowed on Christmas day ?"
"Hum, last year ?", he replied trying to shut your drama queen moment down.
"Alright, but before that ? Years without snow !", you pouted.
"You can't do much about it... I would love to help but-", he stopped. "Would you wait for me ? I have something to do with Mr Stark, my spider senses are calling me !"
And without saying more he ran away. You sighed. You and Peter had met years ago, when you were still kids and never stopped being friends. Of course through the years it happened that you separate and made other friends, but in the end, you were always mates. It's only in those last two years that you had really began to get along and had became the bestest of friends. Friends. Nothing more. Even though everyone seemed to ship you together, you always made a point to let them know that you weren't a couple. And you were certain about it, you would never be a couple. In fact, you dated several person. Including Mason, aka the love of your life and ex. Now, this isn't about him being the worst jerk and cheating on you or any other jerky thing, two months ago he just told you that he wasn't in love with you anymore but that he still wanted to be your friend and he cared about you deeply. Which, actually was worse than him being a jerk because you couldn't be mad at him since he had been the sweetest and kindest guy to ever dump you. Indeed, worse. Peter of course, was the first you told about that. He sweared that he would wear his Spider-man suit and kill the boy, but after you explained him the story, even him admitted that he couldn't do anything.
Now, about Spider-man, just as he had been the first to know about your hardest break up, you had been the first to know about his alter ego. Months and months after the actual thing happened. In fact, you were at his house with Ned building the Lego Death Star when Spider-man entered in the bedroom and jumped on the ground, putting off his mask and revealing the cute face of your best friend. If Ned acted cool about not knowing his secret and was only excited to discover all his abilities, you made Peter feel guilty about not telling you for weeks, until he sweared that he would talk about your incredible capacities of fighting to Mr Stark and that he made you a suit to join the Avengers. Which obviously never happened since Peter shitted his pants every time he saw Iron Man.
Recalling these memories put a smile on your face and you went home not thinking about the snow problem again. Peter had that power to always appease you even when he wasn't there. Now, that is a super power.
"Mr Stark, Mr Stark I really need your help !", Peter exclaimed as he joined Tony in the lab.
"Is it girl-related ?", Tony asked without even looking up from the metal piece he was working on.
"...No, it isn't ?", Peter tried.
"What did I say about anything non-girl-related Pete ? It can wait until I've finished my job", he replied with a sigh.
When will this boy ever find a girlfriend ? He thought.
Peter waited a few seconds then admitted, staring at the floor : "Yeah, alright, it's about a girl..."
"No way Pete ! You found a girlfriend, congrats !", Tony rose from his chair and patted his shoulder.
"First, it's a little hurtful that you react this way about me having a girlfriend", he started as he pouted. "And second, she's not my girlfriend, but since she dumped her boyfriend lately and that I acknowledged the fact that I like her very recently, I have to make a move right now", he finished.
"Peter, does this girl has anything to do about your girl friend that wanted to join the Avengers ?", Tony questioned as he rose a eyebrow and gestured comas with his fingers.
"Yes it does, but it was indeed only my girl friend back then", he answered mimicking the comas too.
"I knew you liked her ! That's why you never dated anyone, even the hot Spanish daughter of Pepper's friend !", he exclaimed, confident.
"I didn't- never mind. The thing is, I need your help to upgrade my web shooters in order to make them shoot webflakes !", he declared.
Tony looked at him puzzled.
"She is always complaining about the lack of snow this year, and since I don't have the power to control elements, I thought that it would be very romantic to bring her on a roof where we could see New York in all its glory and then... let it snow !"
Tony nodded.
"For your girlfriend, I would do anything."
"Rude...", Peter muttered.
"What did you say ?", Stark asked, as he turned around.
"Thank you so much Mr Stark, I don't know what I would do without you !"
"Well, first of, you wouldn't own the best suit in all the history of suits, secondly, you would do a lot of stupid things, and lastly, you would try to build this shooter alone which would be a stupid thing to do so it goes in the second category", he stated as he was starting to screen the web shooters and work on it. "Now, give me a hand, would you ?"
It was Christmas eve and there wasn't a single snowflake in sight. You wished Peter was here so you could whine to him. You were getting ready to leave to spend Christmas at your grandparents house with all your family but you felt like admiring New York's view from the emergency stairs next to your window. You were pulled away from your staring into the night sky by the sound of something falling behind you. You turned around and recognized Spider-man's suit.
"Peter ?", you said surprised.
He grabbed you by the waist and told you : "Hold on tight."
"Wh-"
Before you could say anything, he jumped in the air and you wrapped your arms and legs around his body. You let out a little surprised scream. You felt his left arm holding you and releasing you each time each time he was throwing another web. He quickly stopped on the roof of a skyscraper. From there you could see all New York perfectly and it was...magnificent.
"Can you tell me wh-", you started but you were interrupted by the sight of some little snowflakes falling around you.
You tried to touch one and it stuck to your finger. Peter had took off his mask and was throwing snowflakes made of web in the sky around you.
"How did you-"
You couldn't find the words.
"This is...perfect", you eventually said, rotating to see them all.
You stopped and stared at Peter.
"You did this just for me ? You created those webflakes ?"
Peter couldn't help a smile from displaying on his face. She was just like him.
"I was bored about your constant whining, and...", he slipped his hand in his suit. "I have also this".
He gave you a small box that you opened immediately. Inside, there was a celtic ring.
"Wh-"
"Don't get me wrong, I'm not doing my proposal, it's just that I know that you love rings and I was sure you would like this one", he declared with a soft smile.
You jumped on him and hugged him tight, your head on his chest.
"Thanks Pete, it's so sweet ! My gift for you is home but I feel a bit ashamed about it. It's not as great as what you gave me", you told him, sorry.
His hands were playing with your hair and you rose your head.
"Why did you do that ?", you asked staring at his hazel eyes.
"I told you, I couldn't bare-"
You cupped his face and kissed him deeply. He placed his hands on your back and sighed.
"Too much ?", you asked as you retracted from him.
"Please ! Not at all !", he replied a bit too enthusiastic.
You smiled as you rubbed his cheek with your thumb.
"Bring me home and I'll give you my gift", you asked him.
He nodded and kissed your forehead before grabbing your waist and flying away. He let go of you and came in your bedroom, following you. You looked in your closet where you had hidden all of your gifts and found the right packet. Peter took it and undid it. He discovered the camera you had bought him weeks ago.
"This is incredible ! It's so beautiful !", he exclaimed. "Thank you, y/n, this is too much, you're crazy."
You chuckled.
"It's not, really."
"You have to be my first photo", he declared.
You looked at your outfit and rose a finger.
"Wait a minute."
You reached the bathroom and 5 minutes later, you were wearing the Christmas dress for tonight.
"You look stunning", Peter said in a sigh.
You posed in front of the camera and he took the photo. You watched it together and he insisted on the fact that you were magnificent.
"Thanks for everything Pete. That was a good surprise", you assured.
"You should thank Mr Stark too"
"I will when I will finally meet him", you replied. "I have to get ready to go, I hate to tell you this, but you should leave."
He smiled.
"I wish we could spend Christmas together", he said, staring at you. "You are gorgeous."
"I told you that you were welcome to come with-"
"This is your celebration, and I don't want to leave May alone."
"I just hate to know that you are alone for Christmas."
He tangled a lock of your hair in his finger and played with it.
"You are perfect y/n."
"You are more", you stated.
You kissed him softly and stared at him going out by the window.
"Merry Christmas Pete. See you tomorrow."
"You too", he declared as he kissed you quickly before flying away.
You stared at the window for some seconds before going in the living room to help your family.
Peter landed in an alley near the Stark Tower. He ran to it and was opened the gate by FRIDAY. He took the elevator to the floor of the living room and found Pepper and Tony cooking. They were playing with the ingredients and just being really cute.
"Peter !", Stark exclaimed when he noticed him. "So, how did it go ?"
"We kissed...", he answered blushing.
"That's my boy !"
Peter rose his head and smiled as Tony complimented him.
"You should bring her here as soon as possible. I'm eager to see who is worthy enough of Peter !"
Peter couldn't believe his ears.
"I will Mr Stark. Thank you for helping me", he declared with a big smile. "I'm sorry if I interrupted you, have a good night and merry Christmas !"
"Hey, hey, hey ! Where are you going ?", Tony asked. "I thought you told me that May was working all evening and that she would be home very late."
"She is, yes", he answered puzzled.
"You are not going to spend Christmas alone, boy. You are more than welcome here."
"But Mr Stark, I don't want to-"
"Nonsense ! We are happy to have you here", Tony interrupted him.
"But Aunt May-"
"I will escort you back to your apartment before she is home."
Peter was stunned.
"It's not like it's the first time that you eat here anyway", Pepper added with a kind smile.
"Al-alright, thank you very much."
He was smiling happily, so grateful for everything.
"I'm glad you're here, kid", Tony concluded as he patted his shoulder.
Peter headed to the kitchen, where he helped them. They then ate and talked joyfully all the evening. When it was nearly time for Peter to leave, Tony pulled him to the Christmas tree and showed him a wrapped gift.
"This is for you."
"Mr Stark- I don't...I don't have anything for you...", he stuttered ashamed.
"Don't worry kid, this is a little something for you. Hurry up, unwrap it !"
Peter executed and found a small key.
"My father gave it to me when I was your age. He told me that it represented the goal I had to seek", he declared with a moved voice.
Peter's eyes widened. He didn't know what to say and hugged Tony. His eyes were teary.
"Thank you Mr Stark, for everything."
Tony was surprised at first, but tightened his arms around the boy as he heard him sniff.
"I will always be here Peter, for anything, alright ?"
Peter nodded and rubbed his eyes. Pepper watched them from afar and took a picture. This was something that needed to be captured.
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hongjoongateez2023 · 7 years
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Rude
Suho smut 
You stare lazily down at the students from the balcony on top the gymnasium building.  The sun blared down onto your back and you silently thanked god that you decided to wear the vest with your cotton white button down rather than the sweater that most girls wore.  You of course took it upon yourself to remove the retched vest. It was hotter today and you had your raven hair tied into a lazy pony tail on the side of your head, your bangs covering your eyes a bit. The roof, being the perfect hiding spot from wandering eyes, is the usual meeting spot of you and your “tutor” Like always the nerd was late. Probably nerding around the school or something, being a suck ass, something along the lines of something NOT cool.
Your eyes focus to the top of the curly haired boy walking briskly toward the building you are on. Then as if he had been shoved by a linebacker his books go flying from his hands and he hits the ground, saving himself from face planting the ground with his elbows. You almost tumble over the balcony you are laughing so hard, and obviously loud because you see the dork look up at you and then glare. You merongs him and push yourself away from the balcony to sit on the ground in a more shaded area of the rooftop, pulling out a copy of 50 shades of grey. A couple minutes later Joonmyun opens the door to the rooftop shuffling over to you and dropping his books and messenger bag on the ground and sits in front of you.
“That was rude.” He comments, pushing his sliding glasses up his nose and organizing his books in a nice neat and nerdy order.
“I don’t really care grandpa.” You sigh out turning the page of your book and continuing to read. 
You hear him scoff and mumble “rude” and something else inaudible under his breath. “Well~” he starts “We are going to start with math today since it is your weakest subject then we will end in Science since it is your strongest” He opens up the math book and flips to the chapter that we had been working on in class then he waits, obviously waiting for you to put down your book and start studying with him. He clears his throat as if to get your attention but you just continue to read.
“Eunhoon” he says sounding more than annoyed. You peer up at him through your bangs. “We have to study now. Put down the book please”
“But I have already decided that I wasn’t going to pay any attention to you today halaboji” you exhale out. Like expected he begins to scold you on how “rude” you are being, but you just pick up your book and continue to read.
“Eunhoon….Eunhoon” Joonmyun persist but you continue to ignore him. Then abruptly your book is plucked from your hands. You look up and Joonmyun shocked.  You know he is angry but you never though he would be aggressive. You blink twice staring into his eyes. They seem to be…
Glowing…
“YAH that is MY book you asshole!” You yell at him.
“Firstly, stop acting like a child. Secondly t is time to study, and third stop cursing at me, it is rude and it makes me angry.” He says.
“I DON’T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY NOW GIVE THAT BACK YOU FUCKING NERDY ASSHOLE PRICK!
Riiip
You stare at him in wide eyed horror as the page he just tore out of your book tumbles out of his hand and then as the wind takes it over the balcony.
“YOU FU~”
Riiiip
“WHAT THE FUCK YOU ASS~”
The book falls to the ground. Weirdly enough it is fully saturated as if the book had been sitting out in the rain.
You stare in awe at the now smudged and unreadable print of your NEW book.
“YAH WHY?!” you yell.
“I told you it makes me angry when people curse me” He states matter of fact-ly sitting back on the ground taking out your book and turning it the page that his is turned to.
“Now let’s study”
You stare at him, your mouth ajar from how cold he was being right now.  It takes all of your strength not to punch him in his now smug face.
“Joon-fucking-myun how dare you. You are not only a worthless nerd~”
“You are being rude” he interjects.
“..But a fucking dick. You’re a huge FUCKING DICK!” you continue to yell.
All is silent for a minute and you think you have won. He sits there eyes on the books in front of him as if he is reading. Then within seconds you are being pressed up against a wall. Joonmyun hot breath against your ear. You push him away and slap him hard, his glasses falling off of his face, but as if it doesn’t faze him he takes your wrist and pins your arms against the cold brick of the building.
“I don’t know why you are so rude Eunhoon.” He breathes hotly into your ear “But I’m going to change it”
You don’t understand why, but as he is raging and you can actually feel his anger permeating off of his skin you can’t help but to feel hot from this.
“F--fuck you” you stutter out.
His eyes glow the same deep blue they had earlier. You stare at them terrified of how something like this could even be possible
“Eunhoon...” he snarls warningly. You cower away from him, turning your head and squeezing your eyes shut.
“B-back the fuck off you douche bag” he manage to stutter out through your chattering teeth.
Suddenly the sound of rushing water fills your ears, followed by silence. Your eyes shoot open and all around you is water, encasing you in a clear water filled orb, as if you just dove into a pool and you are looking up at the ceiling through the water. You stare at Joonmyun in wide eyed horror. Is HE doing this? You ask yourself. His eyes are still the blue color and his hair is swimming around his head. You try to move but he still has both of your arms securely pinned to the wall. You subconsciously open your mouth to scream. Bad Idea. Water starts to rush into your mouth. You struggle against his grip but he just stare at you intensely his whole body still reading that he is angry.
“Listen here.” You hear him say. You look as his mouth moves. Holding on to life the best you could. “Do you think it makes me happy to come up here every day and listen to you bitch and complain about everything. I wasn’t forced to help you, to be around you like you assume. I’m actually here because I want to be. Now if you want to push me away then fine. I will accept that my feeling for you will never be mutual, but don’t EVER insult me again.” He demands, moving in closer to you with the last sentence.
You nod weakly. You are done. “He sure showed me.”  You thought. “He is going to kill me now.” Your eyes flutter and your body goes limp against his grip.  As your eyes flutter shut you see a look of panic wash over his face then you feel relief. Oxygen is pumped into your mouth so quickly that you jerk your eyes open and inhale it all in. All you can see is Joonmyuns eyes extremely close to yours, and then they close as your body is pulled closer to his. You can tell you are still in the water orb that is around you but you don’t understand how. Then you notice the soft lips pressing urgently into yours.
Your body instantly starts to melt into the lips. Your eyes fluttering shut for the second time that afternoon. Not only did the oxygen feel good on your now relieved lungs but his lips sent butterflies to your stomach. You had never thought about the man in front of you in anyway but negative, but as his lips pressed against yours an overwhelming flood of emotion hit you. If you weren’t already wet he would have seen you crying. You move your body closer to his opening your mouth and wrapping your arms around his neck. His eyes shoot open and then they flutter close themselves as he returns the kiss.
The kiss means everything to your life, not because it was giving you what you needed to breathe, but because you are afraid that if he pulls away then you would wake up and this wouldn’t be real.
Soon, you feel the cool summer breeze on your face as you realize the water that was enveloping you is now dissipating. It is soon nothing but a puddle at your feet. Though breathing on your own in now an option Joonmyuns lips haven’t left yours nor have you loosened your death grip around his neck.
His tongue tickles your bottom lip asking for entrance and without even thinking you open your mouth to accommodate the request. His tongue strokes the roof of your mouth expertly and like a girl getting her first kiss your knees start to shake. He smiles into the kiss and drags you along with him, his lips never leaving yours.
Once you two are safely inside the stairwell of the gymnasium you two automatically sink to the floor. He hovers over top of you as you lay comfortably underneath him. Finally his lips leave yours sucking on your bottom lip as he pulls away. For the first time since the water your breathe on your own. Your breath comes out ragged as your lungs work to pump oxygen by themselves. As you catch your breath Joonmyun kisses down your neck biting here and there before he finds your soft spot underneath your ear. You gasp and moan gripping his arms as he counties to assault that particular spot. He pulls away and stares your eyes. You stare back, into his now soft blue eyes.
“What are you?” you ask out of pure interest.
He smiles widely “I don’t know myself exactly” He replies his eyes changing like a current. You continue to stare at him and he stares at you, he brushes your damp bangs out of your eyes and kisses your forehead. Then your cheeks, then your lips again. The kiss is very romantic at first but as time passes it becomes very rushed and passionate.
His lips move to your neck then down to your collarbone then down to your cleavage. He kisses it softly, looking up to at you. You bite your lip and nod and with sure hands he begins to unbutton your blouse. In its white lacy confines is your full breast. He stares at them hungrily before kissing them. He delves his hand into your bra, taking out each of your breast and squeezing them experimentally before taking your nipple in his mouth and sucking on it while he lightly brushes his finger tips of the other. You gasp and moan at the feeling. He lovingly does the same to the other. You run your fingers through his brownish locks enjoying the sensation.  Then he pulls away lightly grazing his teeth over your nipple.
“Oh—Joonmyun” you moan out. His eyes quickly fix themselves on yours turning back into the deep blue color, only this time you know it isn’t from anger. He crashes your lips together your tongues dancing into each other’s mouths. He squeezes your breast causing your hips to jerk rubbing against his crotch with yours, making him moan lowly into your mouth. The heat in your lower abdomen feels as if it has been set afire and all you want for him to do is make that noise again. You grind your hips into his again smiling into the kiss as he pulls you up into his lap and holds your hips down onto his clothed members. The thin layer of your underwear under your skirt is already soaked from his ministrations earlier.
With every move of his hips your hips mirror his and with each movement you let out a moan. His lips explore your neck and you know he has left multiple love bites here and there. Soon your shirt and bra are removed along with his suit top and his own shirt.
After what feels like ages of teasing you lean forward and moan into his ear “Joonmyun I need you now”. He lays you back on the hard floor. Your hard nipples move against his chest and he kisses down your body. Finally he reaches your skirt and unbuttons it. Removing them from your body. Then he stares at your damp underwear, causing you to blush
“Eunhoon…?” he asks slipping his finger into the elastic band of your panties. You nod and with one quick motion they are off. The tips of fingers brush the outer part of your woman hood before he finally enters a finger in. You moan languidly and he rubs you in slow tight circles.
“Joonmyun j-just fuck” you mean out. He smirks slyly before leaning close to your ear.
“Just what?” he asks
“Fuck me” you say blatantly. He chuckles in your ear sliding two fingers into your entrance. You suddenly feel a slight rush of water also moving inside of you along with his fingers. You moan out loud your mouth hanging open, too lost in pleasure to care about how desperate you sound right now.
Joonmyun continues to suck on your ear before you talk again.
“Oh god Joonmyun just fuck me already” You moan
“Say please” he says. You can hear him smile into your ear
“Fuck you.” You moan out. You gasp as he thrust his finger into you hard.
“Oh god, fuck, shit damn, okay PLEASE Joonmyun I need it so bad!” you moan out.
With that his pants and boxers leave his body and he is potioned in between your legs. He rubs the tip of his penis against you teasingly.
“Joonmyun just do it” You demand.
“Always so mean” he sighs out before thrusting fully in. You both grown aloud in unison. You don’t even feel a slight bit of pain because there is a slight rush of water that seems to around his penis. His hips move at a slow pace stretching you and going as deep as he can go before he pulls all the way out and thrust into you hard. The world goes white and your body falls lip. His hips snap forward at lightning speed. His penis hitting then missing your g-spot as if he is doing it purposely. The sound of slapping skin your loud moans and his quiet ones fill the stairwell and echo off of the walls and back into your ears. “Oh fucks” and Oh my god Joonmyuns” roll of off your tongue like water out of a bottle. You are embarrassed but you don’t care enough to quiet down. The urge to just give in and cum seeming more and more pleasing than hanging on for him. Joonmyun then lets out a moan a little higher than the last and leans forward so that your faces are inches apart.
Joonmyun then grabs your face so that you are staring straight into his dark blue eyes.  “Eunhoon” You try to focus but every time he hits your spot you toes curl and all thoughts are tossed over the balcony outside.
“Eunhoon” he moans out shaking you slightly. You open your eyes again looking into his.
“Oh---oh good what is it? You ask.
“Fuck I…I love you” he moans out, sitting up and grabbing your hips and thrusting harder not even bothering to tease you anymore, but slam right into your g-spot. Your eyes roll in the back of your head as the last bit of your will to not come starts to leave you. He leans forward again kissing you hard to stifle his own moan that has now heightened in both pitch and volume. “Did you hear me?” he asks you stare back into his eyes, still at a loss of words and feeling way to much pleasure to respond to what he just said. “Ah shit I’m going to cum” he moans out. “I said I. fucking. Love you,” he says thrusting into your g-spot with so much force it causes you to scream.
“AH FUCK JOONMYUN I LOVE YOU TOO GOD YES”
Joonmyun collapses on top of you and as your breathing turns to normal your consciences fades away.
You awaken feeling sore but happier than you have felt in a long while. You are still in the nude so you grab your clothes and put them on searching around for Joonmyun as you do so. At least your clothes had time to dry. When you exit the balcony you see Joonmyun leaning against the balcony railing hovering three balls of water in front of himself. When you clear your throat he looks up startled and drops the water some of it splashing up on you.
“What the fuck man?” You complain 
He rolls his eyes and walks over to you putting his arms around your waist and pulling you closer.
“Are we a couple now? Or am I still to nerdy for you.” He asks. Looking as if you were going to actually say no.
“Of course we are grandpa” you say smiling. His eyes glow the same baby blue as before the current of his water power in his eyes swishing around.
“Now I know why you where those dorky frames, to keep the attention off of your weird eyes.” You comment.
“You broke them” he shrugs pointing to the broken frames on the ground.
“Oh Shi---“You are interrupted by his lips pressing into yours.
“What the fuu`---“you are about to say but he kisses you again.
“Every time you swear I’m going to have to kiss you.” He says. You frown up at him before smirking.
“Shit, Damn, Fuck, Hell, Damn, Balls, Cock.” You recite
He glares down at before kissing you passionately.
Your heart bursts like fireworks in your chest. 
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