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autopsyfreak · 2 days
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if i see one more ‘delulu’ im going to hurt someone
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schizoafucktive · 2 months
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yeah I have sex
Schizophrenia
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onlytiktoks · 1 month
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im-enoch · 1 year
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Why is all derealization/psychosis/weirdcore art just eyes like please think of something new i am begging you
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dreamdropcompanions · 7 months
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our mental health team knows how important our plushies are and how they give us comfort. we talk about them a lot. but we haven't delt with such a companion connection since Cheese.
our delusional companion syndrome has been there since we were a child, but it's normal to a child to display those qualities. they're a kid. but we never grew out our plushies or imaginary friends. we just stayed dissociated and in our daydream worlds.
we have hallucinations since a child, and they became normal to us. after being diagnosed schizophrenic, a long time lasted in psychosis, and denial.
we held onto our plushies. Nina stayed with us and comforted us with our synesthesia and mental hospital stays. after becoming a bit more stable we started making more plush related content. we realized how much it helped us cope.
then we got Cheese. we we're hit with a huge wave of emotional support and care. we started daydreaming a lot more about our plushies, instead of original OCs we've made over the years.
we want to talk about our hallucinations with our plushies, and our hallucinations in general. yes we have talked about ours at times, and we've told our current therapist a bitt about it but we always get scared people will call us crazy. our therapist snd team has been nothing but kind to us about it so we need to talk more about our positive hallucinations and how we see the world with our synesthesia, and hallucinations we have constantly. even about any of our experiences, like being a system. making videos, making posts, it's helping us cope.
starting with neutral or positive hallucinations might help get into talking about it slowly. we'll try. we're adjusting letting go and introducing people into our world.
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3mo-rat · 11 months
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World Schizophrenia Awareness Week - May 21-27, 2023
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0and0its0doctor0 · 1 year
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They say we’re crazy I say well maybe that’s true
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Spencer Reid X Fem! Reader
Warnings: Mentions of schizophrenia, Eating Disorders, Medication, Mental health
Summary: Spencer is having a bad mental health day so you try to help him. Word Count: 1,119
Spencer sighed as he scanned the page in front of him again for the 5th time. He could read faster than the average person and could retain copious amounts of information but for some reason right now nothing was sticking. It was like every time he read a sentence it crawled out of his head and he completely forgot about it. He rubbed his tired eyes and almost smacked his table. He was getting frustrated. He had so much paperwork to do and everything had a deadline but his brain seemed to just want to dissociate. The words on the page were starting to shift and move around on the page causing Spencer to bite his lip hard enough to draw blood. A gentle finger on his chin was pulling his lip from between his teeth. “You’re going to hurt yourself.” You said looking at him, your thumb brushed along his bottom lip gently to make sure he didn’t actually make himself bleed.
“What’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” You asked, sitting on the edge of the table trying to distract him a bit. “Everything and nothing all at once.” His voice was quiet and he kept his gaze on the paper in front of him. He was staring at it like it had personally offended him which at this point you were thinking it might actually have. You knew he hated bringing his work home because he tried to keep his apartment a safe space where he could get away from the hazards and trauma of the job but he didn’t have a choice. 
You ran a hand through his hair and he leaned into the touch briefly resting his head on your thigh for a moment. His breathing evened out for a quick second before he got too fidgety and had to sit up. You could tell he felt guilty by the look on his face. “Hey, have you eaten yet today?” You asked, tucking some stray curls behind his ear. He shook his head no and you frowned. “Did you eat yesterday?” You asked and he shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t remember.” A sigh left your lips and it was your turn to bite your lip. You guys didn’t live together yet and you didn’t get the chance to spend the last few days together because he had been gone on a case and you had been busy with dance classes.
“Baby you need to eat.” You said and he looked up, a slight glare to his gorgeous hazel eyes. “Did you eat? You need to eat too.” He snapped and you raised an eyebrow looking at him slightly taken aback by his attitude. You had some issues with food yourself but you weren’t expecting him to throw it in your face. His features softened and he rubbed a hand over his face. “I’m sorry. That was rude.” He said and grabbed your hand, lacing your fingers together. His hand was shaking. “Why don’t I make us both a sandwich?” You suggested and he nodded. He kissed the back of your hand and went back to his paper as you stood up and walked into the kitchen. 
Spencer looked up towards the corner of the room by the front door and noticed the shadows were starting to twist and turn. His fingers twitched towards where his gun was usually holstered on his hip only for him to remember he had already locked it up when he got back from the office. You watched him from the kitchen and you felt your heart break a little. He finally stopped staring at the corner of the room and went back to his papers, switching to a different file. He clicked his pen repeatedly and as much as you loved him you were about ready to stab him with it. You were humming to yourself while you made sandwiches when the sound of something hitting the wall made you jump a foot in the air while accidentally slicing into your palm with the knife you were holding. You ignored that and quickly ran into the other room to see papers scattered across the ground and Spencer clutching his hands in his hair tugging on it roughly. 
“I can’t focus. Nothing is working.” He said frustratedly and you frowned. You gently pried his fingers out of his hair and pushed the files across to the other side of the table. “You are taking a break.” You said and that was when his eyes noticed the blood on your hand and his mood immediately shifted. “What happened? Are you okay?” He asked, grabbing your wrist and looking at the cut on your palm.
“It’s fine Spence, it's just a little cut.” He stood up and pulled you into the bathroom where he cleaned and bandaged the wound. When he was done he kissed the bandaged spot and sighed. In the light of the bathroom you could see just how deep the circles were under his eyes and how pale he looked.”Don’t get mad when I ask you this okay?” You said before pointing to the medicine cabinet. “Have you been taking your medication?” You asked and Spencer looked guiltily at the mirrored cabinet before shaking his head no. “Go sit on the couch.” You said watching as he walked out of the bathroom and flopped on the couch. 
You grabbed his pills and the sandwich you made him and sat down next to him. You handed him the pills first and a cup of water. He sighed but tossed them back and dry swallowed them, setting the cup on the table along with the plate you just handed him. He laid down on the couch with his head in your lap and you gently stroked his hair. “It will get better. I promise. We will get through all this together.” You whispered quietly.
“To be diagnosed with schizophrenia, a patient must have psychotic, "loss-of-reality" symptoms for at least six months and show increasing difficulty in functioning normally.” He muttered into your stomach and you decided to just let him talk. It usually made him feel better. “What if it gets worse? What if I wind up like my mother?” He asked looking up at you and you stroked a finger down his cheek. “You won’t. We will keep on top of your medication and deal with the symptoms. But just remember you aren’t alone. You will never be alone.” You leaned down to kiss him briefly before going back to petting his hair. It didn’t take long for him to fall asleep against your stomach. You looked down at him lovingly. You wouldn’t let anything happen to him.
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johnnyiscaged · 12 days
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LET'S GET HARMFUL STIGMATIZING POSTS DOWN !!
tags in mind are stuff like schizocore, schizoposting delulu is the solulu and the fog is coming. shit like that and just anything that is harmful to psychotics & schizospec
the post this is referring to: https://www.tumblr.com/johnnyiscaged/746385499137179648/why-are-non-psychotics-so-obsessed-with
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thefurittus · 2 years
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If you listen to tally hall you are one or two of the following:
1. A neurodivergent queer
2. English major
3. Person with relationship issues
4. Schizophrenic or Schizo affected
5. Transgender
Tag yourself
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schizoafucktive · 7 months
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When you’re in a job interview and the hiring manager is talking about how the company strives to have an environment that uplifts mental health and supports those with mental health struggles and you’re just sitting there thinking “What if I just said ‘I’m schizophrenic’ right now, what if I just said ‘Well that’s a huge relief because if you hire me, I will hallucinate my entire shift.’ Hahaha! Anyway.”
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Today's disabled character of the day is Adam Petrazelli from Words on Bathroom Walls, who has schizophrenia
Requested by Anon
[Image Description: Photo of Charlie Plummer playing Adam. He has short blond hair and blue eyes. He is wearing a red shirt and facing the viewer. Behind him is a shelf full of books and with a globe on top.]
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im-enoch · 1 year
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don't diagnose each other with serious mental illnesses on the internet, kids
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gremmin · 3 months
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🖤🤎 goldkine~ stuffed French toast ~ glass tip
02-04-2024
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