it’s all fun and games until i overthink something someone said and start hyperventilating a little snjkwjansd
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i’m sorry, aya. it seems i’ll never understand.
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why am i so lonely lmaooo bitchass stop complaining and go get some friends /hj
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trigger warning ; trauma, abu//se, repetitive words.
why won’t it stop hurting? if it’s endurance, then i’m used to it! i don’t want tomorrow to come. i want to forget yesterday. i was miserable! someone, please, help me!
ohh, my sorry spells must wearing off! i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry! but it won’t work anymore. i’ll be good. i’ll be a good boy, so someone, please, come help! because i guess some of it has to be my fault, right? right? you... wouldn’t hurt me without a reason to, right? i deserve it, right?
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i think i just want to feel important to someone without bothering them, the same way she made me feel important
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brain empty head overwhelmed everything is just too much i wish iwai would hold me aksdlfjlskd
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what if you wanted to be a normal functioning member of society but then the little voice in your head is like “you probably bother everyone you love. you should just die and make everyone’s day” haha yknow
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cw sui//.
i think i’m gonna swallow a handful of pills and hope that no one i love tries to contact me for a bit akjdhkjadshf i’m sorry aya i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m trying so hard it just it hurts it hurts so bad please please just come back please i dont want to believe it i dont i dont i dont want to accept that what happened was true even though i held you and touched you and felt you as you went cold and limp in my arms im sorry im so sorry i’ll be with you soon i promise
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why can’t people just use one tag for chi////lde / tar///tag///alia from genshin impact so i can blacklist it, seeing that mf even just seeinf his name makes me panic so. bad akjdsfshf
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cw vent.
how like me, to keep it all to myself, to not criticize others even at the cost of myself. how foolish. no wonder i’m always so fated to lose. out of self-preservation, i hold it all in, all the hurting, all the aching, and i smile for the sake of others until i’ve rotten and died. the cycle repeats. i’m no hero.
out of love, i hide how i feel until i’ve died.
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