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Self-Love Drug

I don’t really know what my problem is or if I even have a problem. All I know is that I know nothing, and I’m afraid. I don’t want to get hurt. I don’t want the doubtful part to be right. Maybe I just need to stop daydreaming. Stop with the happily ever afters. Why does that “favor” to myself, crush me? Can you believe I still sometimes think about going back? To dynamics and relationships that didn’t serve me. At least then, there wasn’t much to figure out. There was no change, no growth, no chance. I could count on everything staying the same. Maybe this new lease on life is more than I bargained for. If I could somehow afford this love, I may as well adorn myself in joy and possibility. Drown myself in freedom and opportunity. Suffocate in the endless space I create for myself, to roam aimlessly, to frolic, to leave behind my trail of colorful mess. My existence is an art gallery. One day I will be able to share my story. One day I will not be afraid to be seen for who I am. It will be that day I cry tears of joy, for the unconditional love I have for myself.

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I love it here

Like a creative

Combustion

We ignite

Brightening up space

Extending

Neverendingly

Into foreverness.

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Maybe

Maybe, I like to watch emotional movies and shows because it breaks me open. Maybe, I just have too much that I need to let out. Maybe, I dont want to admit it to myself. Maybe, I'm not ready to break in order to fix my brokenness. Maybe, I'm in denial. Maybe, I'm scared. Maybe, I'm being ridiculous. Maybe, I can just get over it. Maybe, I just can't do it alone. Maybe, I am alone. Maybe, I just feel alone. Maybe, I just can't do it because I just feel alone. Maybe, it's a lie that you're never alone. Maybe, it's true that you're never alone. I mean, maybe.. I dont know. Maybe, I never will. Maybe, it will all be okay. Maybe, its true what they say. Maybe, I can believe in something. Maybe, I can get through this. Maybe, I can shine again. Maybe, I never stopped shining. Maybe.

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Random shit:

Warmth

Feel it on my skin

But it's coming from inside

Vibrational pools

Warmer than a

Wool sweater

During summer

But it feels so good

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Major key

It’s easy

I show up

And the love

Just clings

To me

We’re inseparable

Energy

Incomparable

It is always

New and

Familiar

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Art is Creation

Creating moments

Movements

Goals

Creating ways

Creating and navigating

Our Creation

Is artistry

We are Artists.

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Reckless

Taking things day by day, I wake, & I rise. Challenging your judgements With a simple breath In the present. I didn't intend to alter your consciousness, I was simply Just being Myself.

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For Me

I make my choices

With certainty

I consult with MySelf

& My Spirit

If we don’t see

Eye to Eye

It ain’t for me

& All that means

Is there’s more

That is.

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Goddess Queen

Goddess Queen Mean walk Don’t talk much Always Listening Observing Discovering Creating Repeating Forever Her heart beats these Sympathetic vibrations These frequencies meet Strongly They bond see, Good as fuck As you’re feeling hiiiigh As their potential is Exponential growth That’s love! Wake ya game up folks One poke Might rock ya boat But thou shalt float if Thy game is Woke Goddess Queen No ego But she be spittin wit easy like a freethrow Maybe it’s the weed though The kilo She smoked Before she hit the pinot She go Before the readyyyyy Her mindset alone Gets the whole Ocean wet Feel me? Goddess Queen With her mean walk Speaks to me Her energy Magnifies Causes my eyes to glisten I’m listening Observe Discover Create Repeating Fearing not - defeat. Why? Strong good and high My vibes A poke to rock my boat? It ain’t nothin. Why? No time to front son, My shit a floatin Consciousness pokin Love is winnin My mind is open Goddess Queen Has awoken

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Something I've learned about being in love.

Being in love.. isn’t about willing to sacrifice everything you’re about in the name of it. Rather, it’s more about falling more and more in love with yourself, because this person has reflected your honest self as being the most beautiful, the best version of yourself. Being in love is about facing your fears and being 100% vulnerable, whilst being 100% safe, accepted, and loved for it. Being in love has no minimum, or no maximum, it just IS. If anything, it becomes more prevalent, and it becomes more prevalent because you begin to see how being in this love reflects itself into your life by making it better, and thrilling. It’s about being excited for what’s to comes next, without expecting anything. Being in love can be seen on your face, can be felt through your energy. Being in love is an abundance of energy that is more than just positive, it changes lives (not just your own). Being in love is what it means to live in spite of fear. Being in love is about being. Being in love is about being love .

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Your silence will not protect you.

Audre Lorde

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