having adhd, i realized its such a silly jester disorder.. like what do you MEAN when i want to do something but someone else Tells me to do that thing i already wanted to do, my brain will turn around and be like 'fuck YOU in particular' and then i dont want to do it anymore. are you Kidding?!
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Every time i see that damn "furries who draw fur between their anthro's legs are just afraid to draw dicks" post i get so unreasonably angry because that's EXACTLY the thing that young-me feared people would think when i drew anthros
It's literally just fur get your head out of the gutter for 1 second
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strongly believe everyone online at some point should get into a band only because its connected tangentially to a certain fandom through maybe an actor. and then go on knowing that theyre one of those people that got into the music solely because of that guy from their shows. its deeply humbling. it builds character
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I think my legs are giving out. I can't complete the task if I collapse. I should rest. But I can't. I can't. I have to keep going. Until I either get there or fall apart while trying to.
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Writing fanfic is so weird sometimes. I was in some of the worst pain I’ve ever felt earlier today and after that took it’s sweet time clearing up my first thought that wasn’t “well shit that really hurt” was “man, I have a fictional character I can project this experience onto and then it’ll be art✨”
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Random thought-
Did anyone else’s friend group in high school just wake up completely batshit one day and you were just like…okay I guess this is happening, why not.
I mean. We were. A very motley bunch of deeply fucked up kids from deeply fucked up places but. Other People claim this was Abnormally Abnormal. I had no frame of reference tbf I’d never had friends before, I barely knew how to pass as Relatively Human, I didn’t even try for Socialized or Well Adjusted.
I’m remembering that one year where everyone randomly decided sailor moon Was Real, and was our friend Jess. Something something, the school was gonna blow up and they’re gonna save everyone except staff because they wanted us to wear IDs and were trying to push for uniforms. (Seriously fuck both ids and uniforms but that is not the point) And also then assigned the rest of us roles. I was small and violent so I got Saturn, which still cracks me up ngl but— what triggered this. WHO started it. Why did not a single one of us go ‘this is fine but I need you to admit we are actively choosing to role play right now. As a group. Tell me you don’t believe this is fact.’ still have no idea. Showed up at the breakfast hangout spot and everyone was like oh my god I had a dream, did you awaken as a sailor yet? I was half sure I somehow did drugs with my cereal that day. And then it. Stopped being talked about. Just as suddenly.
Can’t remember if that’s the same year half of the group suddenly also claimed to have like, vampire blood and/or be housing several people in one brain for (it’s not cheating if I’m two people) ….reasons
The funniest part of this to me, now, is that none of us knew what the fuck d&d was yet. Obviously, we should have.
Man. I wanna say that was peak ridiculousness but. I don’t think I can. It’s been like 20 years since high school, I have a long list of stupid shit. Oh my god it’d been 20 years since high school what the fuck even is time.
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ive been thinking abt trying to tackle a 'truesona' again and OFC itll still be different from me irl but moreso Trying to capture the essence of me in a character,, its very hard to do on ur own tho like its hard to pinpoint what makes you, You idk its hard to explain too esp when ive sturggled with identity since i was a kid x3 thats why most of my sonas are shapeshifters lol
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out of context screenshot of me from @liv4mj (the context is she sent me pictures of rosita and ellie and told me I had a type, I responded with that)
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lets just start killing people who live in countries where the government is evil. which is ... every country. lets kill the human race.
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