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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Sam Wilson (Marvel) Additional Tags: Past Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers, Past Riley/Sam Wilson, Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Post-The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV) Season 1, the mcu compliant ambiguous fate of steve rogers, Angst, Melancholy Ending, Late Night Conversations, Bucky Barnes has abandonment issues, Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Sam Wilson Needs a Hug, they both get cuddles tho, Sleepy Cuddles, discussions of coming out, Closeted Character, closeted characters (there's two of them), Period-Typical Homophobia, period-typical homophobia (2023), references to 1940's brooklyn, Death, Trauma, Loss, Loss of loved ones, Love after Loss, Love Confessions, Moving On, Smut, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Men Whimpering, Top Bucky Barnes, Bottom Sam Wilson, actually i just recounted and there are three closeted characters, and one implied, Texting, Town of Delacroix Louisiana (Marvel), no beta we die like riley, ask to tag Summary:
Steve's gone. Riley's dead. And Sam and Bucky are sitting on the back porch of the house in Delacroix, staring at the moon as stories and confessions all spill out at once. Sometimes love can hurt like hell, even long after it's gone.
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thatmexisaurusrex · 8 days
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"Sam Finds the Note" and "Bucky Has Regrets"
This is for the @sambuckylibrary's TFATWS Anniversary Event 2024's prompt "Divorce Arc" Keep reading has the description of the gifs.
"Sam Finds the Note"
Sam stands on The Paul & Darlene as he holds Bucky's goodbye note, which reads:
"I'm sorry, Sam. I have to join them to protect you all. - Bucky"
The dialogue goes:
Sarah: Please come back with me to the house, Sam.
Sam: I'll meet you at the truck in a second, Sarah.
Sarah: ...Okay, I'll be in the car.
Sam: ...
Sam: Bastard...
Sam: We could have fought this together.
Sam: If you believed in me...
Sam: If you believed in us...
Sarah: ...Sam?
Sarah: ...Sam?
Sam: I'm coming.
Sarah: Okay, Sam.
"Bucky Has Regrets"
Bucky holds his head in his hands on a plane as the net behind him sways.
The dialogue goes:
Bucky: I'm such an idiot.
Contessa Valentina Allegra de la Fontaine (Val): Stop complaining, Sergeant.
Val: A few missions and I'll let you go back to playing house with the new Captain America...
Val: ...for a day before I bring you back in.
Bucky: I should have listened to Sam.
Val: And, what? Let me seize The Paul & Darlene? Bring Sam in for vigilantism? I would have.
Val's phone rings, rings, rings.
Bucky: Why did I only leave a note?
Val: Get a grip before we land, Sergeant.
Val: I don't have time for this - Val speaking. What's up?
Val walks away and her heels clack, clack, clack away.
Bucky: Sam was right.
Yelena: Probably. But you're here now, Barnes.
Bucky: I should have stayed. Fought this.
Yelena: She threatened your family.
Bucky: Yelena, Sam's never going to forgive me.
Yelena: Maybe he'll be so mad that he'll find us and save us to give you a piece of his mind.
Bucky: Why did I panic and agree to this?
Yelena: Because you're an idiot like you said.
Bucky: I'm so sorry, Sam...
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fiprobsreblogsalot · 3 months
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A PUPPY IS BORN MY SKIN IS CLEARED MY CROPS ARE WATER I AM SCREAMING THROWING UP LOSING MY MIND
I was literally talking about Sam's disappearance like yesterday and today??? PRAYERS ANSWERED I WANT TO KISS GOD
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plantswithme · 7 months
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everyone seems to be speculating about thunderbolts and the sambucky divorce era and starting fics and im here like… wdym… sambucky are in louisiana with their cats and their renovated little house and they’re hosting sunday dinners and bucky plays chess with aj and sam teases cass about his crush and sarah’s business is doing well and sam and joaquin are working great together and sometimes bucky tags along on missions but when he doesn’t he spends time with sarah and the kids and he’s learning to cook and everything is nice and happy :)
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sumbacky · 1 year
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before cap 4/thunderbolts …
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the-p-in-lgbtqa · 2 years
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Hanahaki Disease is The angst trope
Soulmate AU is The fluff trope
Omegaverse | A/B/O is The smut trope
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mochie85 · 1 year
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The Grieving Widow
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Summary: You go on a mission to avenge the death of your husband, Steve, and best friend Nat. Pairing: Platonic!Sam x Reader x Platonic!Bucky Word Count: 1062 Warnings: No fluff, all angst. Mentions of guns and violence, blood. Revenge.
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You were a mess and Bucky saw it. You hadn’t slept. You’ve barely eaten. The angry scowl on your face was leaving permanent lines that Nat would no doubt probably tell you about.
Not because she was mean, but because she cared. You knew she cared. She would rub that space in between your brows and tell you not to scowl. Just like your husband would’ve. Only, Steve would’ve kissed them away.
Not anymore. Ever since Nat and Steve left to go on this mission. You didn’t think it would be the last time you saw them, your best friend and your husband.
You cried for three days straight. On the fourth day, Sam threatened to take you to the hospital if you didn’t put food in your stomach. On the fifth day, Bucky came to you and told you of the whereabouts of Strucker. The last mission Steve was on. The man that ended your life, by taking Steve’s.
“Maybe we should hold off on doing this, Rogers,” Bucky said to you as he flexed his grip on his metal hand. “Maybe when you’re back to your usual self again.”
“My husband just died, Barnes. I’ll never be my normal self again,” you said cocking the riffle in your hand. Hearing the familiar click and load sent a tempting song throughout your body, beckoning you to draw blood.  
“OK, everybody knows the plan?” Sam came in asking both you and Bucky. “Rogers find a good spot to cover us, while Bucky and I go in. We will extract him…do you hear me, Rogers? EXTRACT him. There will be no executions tonight. He will answer for his crimes against the people. I promise you that.”
“What about your promise to me, Sam? You promised to take care of him. And he never came back,” you whispered with such ferocity that Sam had to look away. “So, excuse me if I don’t believe you.”
“I’m sorry, Angel. I really am. I…”
“He did everything he could, doll. We both did. In the end, we just weren’t prepared.” Bucky interrupted him. Sam continued to look everywhere except at you. Guilt was written all over his face. You knew it wasn’t his fault. You were just so angry. So hurt.
“You’re not even sanctioned for this mission. You’re here because we owe you. We don’t want to lose you too. So, please. Stay back, be the sniper we know. Cover our backs and I promise we’ll get the son of bitch,” Bucky exacted.
You stayed silent throughout the rest of the flight. Each of you knowing very well that you wouldn’t stay put. If you ever saw Strucker, you wouldn’t hesitate to kill him right there and then.
The jet landed and you left to scope out a hidden spot close to the landing. Bucky and Sam looked at each other with concern before they decided to just trust you. They made their way to the bunker, knowing that you were watching over them with your sniper rifle. Their own Guardian Angel.
It went by quickly. Sam and Bucky made a path towards the bunker and whatever stragglers came from behind, you would take out.
As soon as the two entered the building, you saw Strucker exit the rooftop. The blades of a parked helicopter started to turn as Strucker made his way inside.
“Oh, no you don’t. You piece of shit,” you mumbled to yourself. You waited till the helicopter made its way airborne, watching which direction it would turn. You must’ve had your own angel because it turned and headed in your direction.
You waited patiently as you looked through your scope. The chopper coming closer and closer. You timed it perfectly and let out a shot to hit the tail rotor of the chopper, sending it spiraling out of control. You squeezed one more shot and took out the pilot. You estimated where it would crash and made your way there.
The engine caught fire as soon as it hit the ground and you ran your way over there. A bloodied Strucker kicked out the glass window and was crawling out of the debris. Of course, he survived, the little leech!
You screamed as you flipped your rifle mid-air and caught the barrel. With a practiced move, like Steve had taught you, you swung the butt end of your gun against his head like a baseball bat.
“YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME!” You yelled out as Strucker struggled against fainting. “You don’t deserve to live.” You struck him again with the bottom of your weapon. “You don’t deserve to be brought in and held accountable.” He held his hands up, begging for mercy. Or hoping to stop you. Either way, you weren’t going to give him what he wanted.
“Another Avenger. As if the last two weren’t easy en-enough to kill,” he chuckled. He must have a death wish. “And who did they send this time…” he wondered out loud. His blood dripped down, welling into his eyes, obscuring his vision. “The Angel,” he sighed, almost with reverence.
“Angels?” you stooped down, your face so close to his as you whispered, “You’re not worthy of seeing angels. In this life, or the next.”
You stood up quickly, grabbed the firearm on your thigh holster, and pointed it directly to his head, “I’m the Grieving Widow.”
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The gunshot stopped Sam and Bucky in their tracks. When they witnessed the helicopter hurtle, they fought their way over to the crash.
As they turned the corner, they saw you standing with your pistol still pointed at the head of Baron Strucker, who was lying down on the ground.
You were shaking. Your rage left you, leaving you frail and defenseless. “Rogers,” Sam called out to you. You jerked your head in his direction. Tears rimmed your eyes, spilling down your cheek. The familiar trail they’ve taken down your face was comforting.
Sam slowly came up to you and pried your gun away from your hands. He handed it to Bucky who was behind him, and he opened his arms waiting for you to accept his offer of peace.
You broke.
You wailed your grief as the last dregs of rage left your body and you started to fall to your knees. Sam caught you before you hit the ground and carried you around your waist. The fallen angel.
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...as the archetype.
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thatstupidone · 9 days
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Bucky stormed into the Wilson house, slamming the door shut behind him. He glared at Sam who had been walking into the kitchen but paused when he saw Bucky walked in.
"No way in fucking hell are we working with him!" Bucky yelled at Sam.
Sam looked confused before quickly realizing what Bucky was talking about. He slowly walked into the room Bucky was standing in.
"Buck..we have to work with him. You know this." Sam's voice was soft.
Bucky scoffed, stepping closer to Sam.
"I refuse to work with him." His voice was low and threatening. After everything that has happened Sam really would just go along with this?
"Why, Buck? We can't do this alone." Sam knew the answer, Bucky knew he knew.
"First he took the shield, something you just let happen! And second he killed someone Sam! I will not be working with Walker."
Bucky was done. Sam hated Walker so why would he willingly work with him? Bucky was still pissed at Sam for allowing the shield to end up in someone elses hands and even after everything that happened with Zemo and Karlie he would still work with the guy who had the shield. Steve gave Sam the shield, and Sam didn't even think twice before giving it to a museum to later be given to someone else.
"You've murdered people?!" Sam shouted back. As soon as the words left his mouth his eyes widened and he took a step back. He hadn't meant to say that.
Sam knew Bucky was still struggling to let himself realize he never killed anyone and that it was just HYDRA, and here he was blaming him over it.
"That's a low blow, Wlison." Bucky turned to leave holding back the tears that threatened to spill over.
He could here Sam following him out the house.
"Bucky come on man. I didn't mean it and you know that! Please.." Sam put a hand on Bucky's shoulder stopping him.
Bucky froze, turning to look at Sam. He had this far away look on his face. "Goodbye, Sam."
Bucky turned back around leaving. He didn't want any part of this. He didn't want to work with Walker, and he definitely didn't want to be around Sam if he was going to bring up past things.
Bucky has been tired of going from fight to fight since he first entered Wakonda. He was no done fighting. Maybe they would let him stay in Wakonda again..ever after he let Zemo go.
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staying-elive · 1 year
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Maybe it's just because of the big overlap on my dash of Sambucky and Namuri shippers, but I find it so funny that the poor Namor/Shuri shippers have to specify repeatedly that they only ship them up to and until Ramonda's death (which is fair).
It's just amusing to me since we Sambuckies routinely headcanon 'But omg can you imagine if Bucky as the Winter Soldier killed Riley! You know, Riley? Sam's wingman but also totally his secret, first and truest love! Think of the angst!'
Like... AUs exist. Canon divergence exists. Ship and let ship. Let people have fun.
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barneswilsonrogers · 11 months
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We’ve all seen Gotg 3 right? The way Drax and Mantis said goodbye to each other is how I’m afraid Sambucky breakup scene is gonna be in Cap 4. Nothing more than a wave from afar.
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thatmexisaurusrex · 2 months
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Sam Wilson and the Olympians
Hey! This fic is for @sambuckylibrary’s SamBucky Valentine’s Bingo 2024 for the prompt on Creator Card #2 - “Second Chances”. It starts with SamRiley but you'll see how the prompt plays a role in the fic once you read it. Enjoy! 🥰
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Sam Wilson and the Olympians
| Pairings: SamBucky and SamRiley | Rated: T | WC: 18K |
Summary: Sam Wilson didn't know that he was a demigod. But now, with a group of new friends, he must find his way to Camp Half-Blood.
Excerpt:
“We, uh,” said Paul as he cleared his throat, “We met this… guy.” Sam blinked. “This guy?” asked Sam, confused. “He was – oh wow. He. We got along really well,” said Paul, a twinkle in his eyes as he glanced at Darlene – and. This felt a little too intimate for Sam to be hearing about his own parents. “We sort of got a long after that for, I don’t know, about a year,” said Darlene, tucking one of her twists behind her ear as she decidedly didn’t look Sam in the eyes, “And – it’s going to sound fantastical but you, um – ” “You’re still our son. Biological son, you’re our – we’re both still your – I’m not really sure how it worked, but – ” Paul continued, trying to find the words to tell Sam whatever went on. “You sort of. Just,” said Darlene, mimicking what happened with her hands, “Appeared. From his. Forehead?” Joaquín choked on his Arnold Palmer. Riley’s eyes widened, not expecting that. Sam. Sam needed a minute. “I was… a forehead baby?” asked Sam, supremely confused.
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tyoho8 · 1 year
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Wattpad recs!! i need wattpad recs!!
bucky barnes related!
i’ve read all of woolfhoundss stuff! I’m a sucker for vampire and dbf!bucky
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plantswithme · 2 years
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never forget that it’s canon that bucky has thought about moving in with sam and that he knows sam’s not good at sharing anything
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rebecca--barnes · 2 years
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Captain America/ Falcon Home Screen 🦅
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Everything needed to remake is on my Pinterest!
(Apps will be added soon!)
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livingincolorsagain · 2 years
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Like Heaven to Touch (1.1k, g)
The song ends and another starts. Sam half-turns toward the dancefloor at the first tone, the wine glass forgotten in his hand. He gets a look in his eyes as Frank Sinatra’s voice starts to fill the spacious room.
You're just too good to be true Can't take my eyes off of you
Bucky watches him for a moment; the look in his eyes is one of aching longing and wistfulness, as if the music has taken him to a different time and place. The look grows unbearably sad, so without thinking, Bucky asks, “Wanna dance?”
for @whyareveelikethis, happy birthday love <3
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M'Baku - Bucky Barnes Bingo K1
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AN: As standard, I should be writing something else, but I'm feeling blocked, so knocked this out to get on with my bingo card.
Beta'd by @christywantspizza, Dividers by @firefly-graphics and Banners/Covers by me.
Find my masterlist here and my BBB masterlist here
This story fits into my main SamBucky Stories 'verse.
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Pairing: Past M'Baku x Bucky, Current Sam x Bucky
WC: 1.5k
CW: Mild Angst, Implied smut, Fluff, Bucky worrying about nothing, minor cross over with one of my other 'verses...
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Bucky was nervous. He shouldn’t be. They were all grown ups, and he and Sam were happy. 
Stable. 
Secure. 
Besides, people ran into their exes everyday, didn’t they? But he couldn’t stop the swirling in his gut, the nervous butterflies. Would there be some awkwardness? Antagonism? Jealousy? He wondered if Sam had noticed his discomfort. He’d been trying to hide it and act normal, but Sam was perceptive. If he hadn’t caught on yet, he would soon. 
Very soon in fact.
The cart bumped along the track as it wound higher through the mountains. Sam could have flown them there, but Bucky had pointed out that to turn down the transportation offered would come across as rude, and he knew from experience not to rile up their host. Although… A smile teased the edge of his lips as an image flitted through his mind of just such an incident.
“So, you come up this way often when you were recovering?”
Sam’s voice, low and breathy in his ear, jerked Bucky out of his thoughts.
“Huh? What? Umm, yes. Couple of times. T’Challa didn’t want me to get bored, so, umm… every so often he’d ask me to come up here with some royal whatnot. I dunno. Was good to get a change of scenery, you know. Even if I did miss my goats.
“Uh-huh. And was the scenery…nice?”
A wave of suspicion washed over Bucky at Sam’s tone. He lent away from his boyfriend slightly, to look him up and down. Sam just grinned back, not really giving anything away.
“Umm… suppose so.”
 
Sam’s hand crept out from under the blanket he wore around his shoulders, so he could twine their fingers together, before he turned his gaze back to the mountainous slopes around them. Bucky gave them a light squeeze, finding comfort in the touch.
A trip to Wakanda had been inevitable, Bucky supposed, what with Sam taking on the mantle of Captain America and then the passing of T’Challa (and all that had occurred in the small nation following that). They’d spent a few day’s in the capital, paying their respects. Shuri had greeted Bucky enthusiastically, her status be damned, and had insisted, despite everything else she had to deal with, that he allowed her to check and recalibrate his arm. 
She’d tutted and sighed over every scratch, no matter that they were almost invisible.
“Take better care of your things, James. Don’t make me come to America to tell you off.”
Sam had grinned then as well, elbowing Bucky as he blushed under the royal chastisement.
However, now they were on their way up the mountains. To visit with the Jabari. 
And M’Baku.
Bucky felt himself blush again, just thinking about the leader of the Jabari. 
When they’d first met, the sheer size of the man had made Bucky feel small, almost making him forget that he had super strength, and that even one armed he’d be able to hold his own in a fight. He hadn’t wanted to fight, though. Wrestle, maybe, but not fight. The man was stunning, his personality magnetic, and Bucky, feeling how he had been, bereft, confused, a little lonely and touch starved, hadn’t been able to resist.
M’Baku had returned that first evening, appearing at the door of Bucky’s hut, his presence taking up as much space as his broad body. His gaze had been predatory, his skin glowing gold in the firelight, and Bucky had dropped straight to his knees in instant submission. He’d wanted nothing more than to loose himself between those strong thighs, worshipping M’Baku’s body, but that wasn’t what the leader of the Jabari had had in mind.
He’d come down to his knees too, gently pushing Bucky’s long hair back from his face, before cupping his cheek. He’d moved slowly, telegraphing his moves, and giving Bucky the chance to back out, before he’d lowered his mouth, claiming Bucky’s lips. Barely any words had passed between them that night, other than cries of each other’s names, and praises to various deities. Bucky had woken, alone in his hut, but with the musky scent of his Wakandan lover surrounding him and the pleasant ache of a tender lovemaking suffusing his body.
A week later and T’Challa, with a mischievous look in his eye, had appeared and requested Bucky’s assistance, asking him to travel up to Gorilla City with Ayo, to deliver some important papers. He’d been vague as to why Bucky was required to accompany a member of the Dora Milaje, but, as a guest, and with all the assistance T’Challa had given to Bucky, he hadn’t felt as though he could say no. When Ayo had disappeared just after their arrival, Bucky’s suspicions of a set up were confirmed, but he didn’t say no when M’Baku invited him to talk and have a drink in his private quarters. And it was no-one else’s business if he hadn’t left that room for two days, or that, when he did, he was limping slightly and had a dopey smile smile plastered on his face.
The pattern of visits between them repeated over the next few months, only to be stopped by Thanos, and the Snap. They’d spoken briefly on the final battlefield, standing back from the others as Tony had breathed his last, but nothing since. They’d never defined what they had. A mutual need and comfort, perhaps? But nothing that could last. They’d had little in common outside of their mutual lust and respect for each other.
The cart came to a halt and Bucky was so lost in his memories that his body bounced off of Sam’s with the change in momentum. He smiled briefly, but distractedly, at his partner before jumping down and following the Jabari guard into the Palace. He could see reactions from people who recognised him; sideways glances, points and whispers. Hopefully, Sam would think it was aimed at him and his level of fame. Bucky didn’t even realise that he was hyperventilating until Sam grasped his hand again, giving it a strong squeeze and flashing him a soft smile.
Then they were inside, approaching the Jabari throne, and Bucky raised his eyes and looked, and there he was, grinning and resplendent in all his glory, and Bucky’s mouth went dry, and he felt his legs stop working, and…
A low whistle made its way from between Sam’s lips.
“Wow. I completely get it now, Buck. Damn.”
Bucky’s head turned so fast he almost got whiplash. Sam was smiling, his eyes sparkling.
“If I’d had the chance to jump that man, you can bet your bottom dollar I’d have done so. But then again, I always knew you had good taste. Look who you’re dating now.”
Bucky’s mind raced, thoughts scrabbling in his head.
“What? How? You’re not mad?”
“Of course I know. Confirmed by Shuri. And no, of course not. Unless, of course, you were planning to ditch me for him. But given how close that lady over there is hovering and the looks they’re giving each other, I think you might have competition.” 
The last comment was accompanied by another gentle elbow jab, and Bucky couldn’t help but smile back.
“It was a long time ago, and I was feeling some kinda way, and, well, just look at him. But I’m happier now than I’ve ever been. But I worried how you’d react and how he’d react and… he and I parted under strange circumstances.”
“It’s fine, Buck. We all have pasts. And, in the grand scheme of things, meeting your gorgeous ex isn't the strangest thing I’ve done. Hope I don’t have to fight him for your honour, though. I wouldn’t like my chances.”
Bucky bit back a chuckle.
“Come on, let me introduce you.” Feeling more confident, he strode forwards, almost dragging Sam along in his wake.
“M’Baku. Um, it’s been a while, but it’s good to see you again. This is Sam. Sam Wilson. Captain America. My… umm… boyfriend.”
He was waiting for M’Baku’s smile to drop, for some kind of disappoint or anger to appear. What he got instead was a laugh. A full belly laugh that echoed around the throne room. M’Baku got up from his throne, taking hold of Bucky’s left arm and pulling the supersoldier forward into a bear hug. 
“It is good to see you too. I’m glad to make the acquaintance of the new Captain America. Even happier to know that you are being taken care of properly. That you have found what you were searching for. I too have found what I was missing.” His eyes flicked over his shoulder, at the attractive woman who was standing near the throne. “My Sabi. It seems that I keep forming attachments to foreigners. But while the last time round I knew from the start it would be a short affair, this time it feels different. It is different. And I think it is the same for you too.
Bucky smiled at his former lover, and then turned to look at Sam, the adoration clear to see in his eyes.
“It is. It really is.”
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