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girlwithfish · 4 months

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yall my ex was badddd when it came to my tumblr i remember it turned into a FIGHT for some reason pretty early into the relationship bc idk i think he didnt know i had one?? idk and like for like a month or two i realized he had foudn my tumblr or smth cuz like when id b on it i wouldn't like hide my phone so idk ig he saw my url and searched it up and downloaded the app so he cld look at my blog and he didnt tell me this but.sometimes id see on his phone like before he put it away that he was on my blog and i just knew and then in december i remember over a winter break he like "confessed" ig.to me that hed been lookig at my blog and im like oh ok idk if i want u checking up on it since its kinda like a diaru to me and he made such a big deal out of it and basically the resolution was he gets to look at my blog cuz i just kinda gave in to him lolol. idk i dont think i want my current guy to b checking up on my blog i dont wanna hide it from him but idk ? am i wrong for that

And like the thing w my ex is ebery time i was sad or smth or dealing w smth id post abt it right cuz blabla online diary space to vent safe space idk but hed like scold me for that or look down on me or have something to say abt it which is ok u can habe ur opinion but like telling me i shldnt do it or idk ig he thought it was unhealtby for me to blog abt stuff if i was sad but idk like jts my life? idk lmao. maybe im being unreasonable. but it just made me feel uncomfortable like i had to filter what i posted cuz my ex would look at my blog. and hed also bring up stuff i said on my blog during arguments to prove a point or like it felt like mocking eben if it wasnt his intent but hed b like "and u said on ur blog xyz ohu dont wanna do this but ur doing it" oh "ur sad abt xyz" idk if im explaining it right but like bringing up personal stuff i said on my own blog that has to do w me and not him in an argument just.made wld make me rly.mad and then id delete my blog hence #all the remakes slay

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uncertain3teeth · 1 year

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i jus woke up from a whole ass nightmare it was badddd omg i almost wanted to cry it was abt someone breaking into my house and also breaking into my window and also i got almost arrested and also people were chasing me and someone had a seizure and there was also some exorcism going on as well and then i like killed this person by drowning them inside of a small mason jar of expired chicken noodle soup idk now that makes sense but its a dream so jdhfhdjd and then people outside kept blasting music and then the cops came for them and then fast forward to wen wen the mother of the person i killed called mom to talk to meet up and then my mom was giving misinformation to the mother abt her and i lik saying and i quote how she said it in the dream "we are from TEXAS" [ im lik wtf spongebob ] but then we had to put a disguise on so she put on the plague doctor costume and then i remember also in the dream to in order to get out the window bc ppl were chasing me i had to commit a sin which i then said "oh thats easy" and fast forward wen i woke up i then went back to sleep and had ANOTHER nightmare which i was in a mall and ppl including my toxic cousin tried to find and look for me but lik also my friends were there so ppl were following them as well and it was soooo fukkin scary bc in real life i have a major paranoia issue abt either people trying to kill me or me thinking people are plotting against me and it was a lucid dream so it felt so fucking real and also the ppl looking for me were trying to convice me to do something and in order for me to disguise myself i had to put a blanket over my head and twirl lik wtf and i minecraft villager that bounces and twirls on top of a bed but anyways i remember they finded out my disguise and it didnt work so they kept coming after me and i remember these twisty stairts that goes up and thats all i remember from that dream now what i do remember i from the first dream i had i also remember that i was fucking this guy in the bushes i think that was after the part where i was trying to do sins to get out the window but i was already out the window so idek its drean so eh but i also remember that as soon as i fucked this guy in the bushes i got caught by the people trying to find me and then they started to chase me and then there was this big crowd of people that looked like my friends but wasnt and there was also joe biden for some butt fuck reason and then there was cops or guards or some ppl and then they captured me OH WAIT BEFORE THEY CHASED AND CAPTURNED ME I WENT UP TO THE YOUTUBER BENOFTHWEEK LMAOKOA and i told him that i was broke and i needed help bc someone was chasing me and then he saw the ppl that was originally chasing me coming closer and THEEEN thats wen all of a sudden joe biden and ppl that looked lik my friends but wasnt lik robots and then they made me and my other ppl stand next to eachother in a line and then joe biden was doing a speech and he stumbled on his words it was pretty funny bc jschlatt but anyways out of fucking nowhere mike ehrmantraut from breaking fucking bad was one of the guards and he helped me get pass the guards to disguise myself as one of them and then i also ended up killing this one guard by doing that harley quinn suicide squad shit where i got on his shoulders and did some shit i forgot what that shit was but i did some shit and then killed a man but them after that my friends that were robots disappeared aside from some to which i asked "what is something only you wld know abt me" and this one guy pulled out a drawing i made him and said "i was going to give this back to you yesterday bc i cant keep this bc my sister was getting to it" which idk howwww tf that makes sense its lik "oh hey i have a dog so can you put this food on the top of there so they dont get to it" but then the dream started to end and i woke up and sirens were outside LMAOOO

#vivid dreams #dreams #my dreams #nightmares #i had a nightmare #actually paranoid #paranoia

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jiminrings · 1 year

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jay em rings you’ve done it again 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 i cannot express how much i love this work i am truly so happy u took ur time to perfect this because it was So Worth the wait… the amount of times i teared up while reading this is embarrassing. u were so right he is stupider than stemkoo so much stupider it’s crazy it’s like shit hits the fan chapter but on repeat and 5 billion different ways but god was i eating it up it was so incredible. i hope ur as proud of this piece as much as i am bc this is SO HEARTBREAKING LIKE I CANT BELIEVE ITS EVEN POSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE TO THINK THE WAY JUNGKOOK DOES and my god he is just so stubborn and stupid i’m so happy the word stupid exists bc how else would i describe ur characters stemkoo and fwjk my stupid boyfriends that i’ll dress like twins. when oc said u just want me around GODDDD IT HURT SO BADDDD i rlly do hope u listen to sad music when u write bc i’d love to someday get a playlist of all ur angst songs 💔 even tho this takes place in take five universe i rlly felt a lot of perpetual datejust parallels just with the way that oc was kind of tossed to the side, obviously pdyg and fwjk r not very similar personality wise but god do they have similar actions… Only realizing now that pdyg is one of ur stupidest characters thank u for writing a stupid yoongi this app is deprived of stupid yoongi… sorry this ask is all over the place i literally jumped to notes app right when i finished reading i didn’t even collect all my thoughts but i needed to write them all down but please know that i really really appreciate ur work and all the time u take to perfect it for urself and ur readers, as always thank u for sharing ur work with us, u r so insanely talented I LUV U JAY EM RINGS!!!!! - 🌟

STAR ANONNNNNN 💔💔💔💔 thank u for nawt leaving my ass despite the being five months fic-less omg i’m glad the wait was worth it </3 if u are proud of me then i’m proud of me too… HE’S SOOOOOOOO STUPID even more stupid than stemkoo just overall the stupidest character i’ve ever written :// stemkoo and 5wjk wow they r also stupid my two stupid boyfriends that i want to dress up like twins wat a coincidence… UR RIGHT AGAIN this has do many parallels with pdj and i’m glad again and again that pdj!yoongi can join the jk twins in being stupid 😻😻 the notes app folder for me ur so so real I LOVE U INSANELY STAR ANON!!!!!!

#answered #mass answered #5w feed #love mail

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themarauderstheoutsidersandpeggy · 6 years

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hi, congrats on 200 followers! could i please have a remus x reader headcanon thing where the reader is a shy/sensitive female in slytherin and remus kind of has to ask her out secretly because his friends are kind of prejudiced about slytherins and they find out that the reader and remus are dating so they kind of say not nice things and the reader gets upset and remus comforts her :-) sorry that its oddly specific :-) thanks for considering this, congratulations again on 200 followers

Awh, you’re so sweet! Thank you darling!

Requests are currently open for everyone in my bio, but my headcanon requests will be published first seeing as I just hit 200 followers and want to celebrate!

So Remus had been admiring you from afar for a wHILE

But you were a Slytherin and his friends were not very accepting

But he wanted to date you so so badddd

So he used his big brain and devised a plan to secretly date you

Cuz what could go wrong with keeping secrets from three meddling teenage boys?

nOTHING

aBSOLUTELY NOTHING

Wait a load of things

But you were worth it

So Mr. Sneeeeeky Boi went to breakfast with a note in his hand

He made sure to walk right past you, slipping the note in your hand while pretending to bump into your shoulder

He even apologized sweet boy

SO you were really confused, but hey

Remus Lupin had just discreetly told you to meet him at the astronomy tower after curfew

At first you thought it was a set up for some prank

And you went to throw the note away

But he met you at the trashcan

“Please just meet me there”

“I don’t want to be a part of your friend’s jokes”

“Well i’m trying to get you out of it. Just meet me there and you won’t be wrapped up with them that’s the point

“I’m trusting you. Don’t make me regret it”

And you walked away, right out of the hall

But he could see you casually slip the note back in your pocket

Cue the lovesick smile at your back as you walk away

He shook his head, putting on a straight face and walking back to the gryffindor table

All throughout classes you were both messes

Dropping things

Spilling ink

Spilling ingredients to different potions

It was a mess

You were a naturally shy person, so you were praying no one found out that you were sneaking out to see Remus freaking Lupin after hours

His friends were naturally jerks towards Slytherins so he was praying no one found out, because if anyone did it would be them

So it was about seven thirty and baby boy physically couldn’t wait any longer

“I’m gonna head to the library and then go on prefect rounds”

“Oh, I need to ‘study’ the side of Evans’ face, I’ll go too”

“nO”

“…”

“I mean, she’s in the gryffindor dorms, Prongs, she’s not there”

“O-kayyyy”

“Have fun with your books”

“Yeah… bye”

Sirius and James were shook

Remus flew down the stairs and took out about three people by tearing down the corridors

Poor first year only saw the corner of a beige sweater and a literal giraffe vAULTING over her

But she was unharmed

No students were harmed in the making of these headcanons

Anyways

So he was racing to the astronomy tower

And you were casually trying to find an excuse not to go

What if it was just a prank?

Welp too late, he turned the corner and landed riGHT on top of you

It was a lot of blushing

He literally just froze

You, however, were not pleased

You looked at him, noticing that he was zoning out on your face

“Uhm”

“riGHT SORRY”

He rolled off of you

And helped you up

You brushed off your robes and walked with him to the astronomy tower in awkward silence

It was like a minute long walk

It felt like an hour

Finally you reached the tower

He walked to the edge and looked out over the grounds

You stood awkwardly behind him

He turned around, sighing and grabbed your hand

He pulled you closer and looked into your eyes

“Look, I know this seems suspicious, but I just…”

“You just…?”

He leaned further in

“…Can I just kiss you?”

“I thought you’d never ask”

The kiss was absolutely amazing

Agh

It was soft and gentle but also like full of feelings

Ahhh

“So does this mean we’re together now?”

“I think it’d be a crime if I said no, Lupin”

And this time it was you who closed the gap

The two of you paid no attention to outside noise

So you failed to hear the two sets of footsteps bounding up the stairs

“MoOnY wHaT aRe YoU dOiNg?!?!”

Jesus

You whipped around and saw James Potter and Sirius Black glaring at you

“What are you doing with him, filthy snake?”

“Run back to Voldemort, don’t play with Remus”

“Get out, I’ll deal with you later”

“Don’t bother guys, I was just leaving anyways” Your voice cracked, and you pushed past the two angry gryffindors, choking on your own sobs

“WHAT THE BLOODY HELL YOU TWO”

“Moony, what are you talking about, she was messing with you”

“I ASKED HER OUT YOU TWATS”

“wHAT”

“IT’S NOT UP TO YOU TO DECIDE WHO I GO OUT WITH AND WHO I SHUN! SHE WAS JUST WARMING UP TO ME AND YOU TOSSERS HAD TO GO AND RUIN IT”

“Moony.. We didn’t mean to, we didn’t know”

“Well it’s too bloody late now, you’d better hope she’s more forgiving than I am”

He stomped down the stairs, fuming

Then he remembered that you probably hated him and were on your way back to your dorms

He sped after you

He picked a random route and followed

This boi must have a heightened sense of smell bc he found you sO QUICK

Shores of the Black Lake

You were curled into yourself, and you could hear him coming

“Y/N, please love-”

“No! You told me going with you would get me away from that but you led me right to it! I knew I should never have trusted you!”

“Wait no, it’s not like that! Please, one more chance, I promise, I didn’t mean for that to happen!”

“Stay away from me Lupin”

“Y/N! No! Please wait, just listen!”

But you had already left, bolting back to the castle

He ran after you, but you were too fast

He couldn’t reach you before you fled to the dungeons, slamming the door to the slytherin common room

He banged his fist on the door, screaming for you to let him in

One of your friends opened the door

They knew what had happened

“YOU BETTER NEVER SPEAK TO HER AGAIN”

“Just let me see her-”

“NO! LEAVE”

He was once again locked out

He kicked the door as hard as he possibly could, biting his lip in pain and sinking to the floor

He didn’t bloody care if anyone saw his here, teachers, students, peeves

He didn’t bloody care

So he fell asleep outside of your dorm

And he woke up in his own bed

What is this tRICKERY

He also saw an apology note from James and Sirius next to a plate full of his favorite breakfast foods and a pile of chocolate bars

He pushed everything aside, tossing the note in the garbage and ignoring the two audible sighs from the empty space in the corner of the room

Apparently he wasn’t the only one who could be sneaky

The two looked at each other from under their cloak and knew they had messed up

They just wanted to protect their smol bean

They quickly devised a new plan

Remus did too

He cornered you after transfiguration class, taking you by the arm in front of everyone and dragging you out of the hallway and into an empty classroom

You tried to push him away but he had a Firm Grip ™

You ended up in the old potions classroom

“Look, I know last night wasn’t ideal”

“Whaaaaat?”

“But I’d like to apologize for my idiot roommates’ behavior”

“What they said wasn’t okay”

“I know love, I’m so sorry. I had tried to sneak out to meet you, I didn’t want them interfering, but I guess they just can’t keep their noses out of things.”

“Look Remus, I want to give it a try but I just can’t”

“Why not? What do I have to do? Anything love, I’ll do anything”

“I can’t be with you if your friends are going to be so hostile”

“No, please, I’ll get them to stop, they’ve already apologized numerous times to me, I’ll make them apologize to you!”

“I just can’t Remus. They said awful things-” You were cut off as your own sobs broke through, remembering the hateful comments made by James and Sirius

Remus hugged you to him, his anger for James and Sirius only rising

He knew talking wouldn’t help so he just hugged

You eventually forgave him, knowing that it wasn’t his fault his friends were such jerks

He carried you back to his empty dorm and broke open the chocolate that he had received earlier

Several hours later James and Sirius came in to find you two asleep all curled together in his bed

There was a picture taken, and a letter sent to Mr. and Mrs. Lupin

‘Dear Mr. and Mrs. Lupin, Remus has found someone. Thought you ought to know :)’

THEY LITERALLY PUT A G’DAMMED SMILEY FACE

That’s all for now folks keep requesting headcanons

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