I haven’t felt this terrible in a while

Es verfolgt mich in meinen Träumen. Ich schlafe nicht, ich esse nicht, ich gehe von innen kaputt, weil ich an dir festhalte, obwohl du mich lange losgelassen hast.

Wenn du wirklich deine Ruhe vor mir willst, bekommst du diese. Ich werde mich nicht mehr melden, auch wenn ich nichts mehr will als deine Stimme zu hören oder dich in meinen Armen zu halten. Aber willst du diese Ruhe zu lange, werde ich dich vergessen und weiter machen, denn ich kann niemanden lieben, der nicht von mir geliebt werden will.

Why do people stay longer in my head than they do in my life?

I guess this is the next step of depression: self-hate.

I recently found out I weigh 64kg, ever since I stepped on that scale it's been on my mind.

Usually I expect it to read 59kg, I'm 173cm.

64kg is a healthy weight, but for me I want to be less.

Every-time I go on social media I find someone who would be better suited to my partner. Simply, because they are prettier than me and everything I wish I could be.

I hate my hair, I hate my face, I hate my clothes, I hate my body. I hate everything.

It's so disturbing, I don't want to hate myself.

Should I have not stepped on the scale? Maybe.

I deleted my Instagram posts because they weren't perfect like everyone else's that I've seen.

I don't know when I'll be happy, but I hope it's someday.

It sucks when the one person you truly care about is in another country, that person loves everything about me that I don't.

Running to the same hands that broke you will not heal you.

I hate feeling alone.

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Why do I still love you?

You were my world. I am lost without you.

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If you really care about someone you will make time for them. It’s not hard to pick up a phone and send a text message.

Don’t you know that I miss you and I need your warm hugs and your kisses?

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If we don’t talk again, remember I loved you.

How many times have you typed “I’m okay” while crying?

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Your relationship doesn't need to make sense to anyone, except you and your partner. It's a relationship, not a community project.

I'm so tired of everything and everyone. I long for human connection but I can't hold a conversation. I'm drained and I don't know who to turn to. Will there ever come a day when I'm not exhausted by the world around me?

Don’t push me away and then wonder where I went.

“There were times when close people..some of my closest friends have left me. People hurt me, so everything fell apart. I didn’t feel like I had anybody on my side or anybody who could completely understand me”

-Sulli

Part two of quotes from Sulli to raise awareness about cyber bullying. Please don’t send hate to anybody, may that be an idol, or anybody. It hurts people so much, and you never know what they’re going through. One year and a half ago, we lost an angel, and it’s all our fault.

“I’m not a bad person”

-Sulli

Part one of quotes from Sulli to raise awareness about cyber bullying. Please don’t send hate to anybody, may that be an idol, or anybody. It hurts people so much, and you never know what they’re going through. One year and a half ago, we lost an angel, and it’s all our fault.

Don’t fuck with my feelings, just because you are unsure of your own.

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I’m often silent when I’m screaming inside.

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