#sad mlm

[nephilimlm]

in a weird way its comforting to know now that my ex bf used to misgender me and tell people he wasnt gay.

now i dont feel so bad about breaking his heart.

#mlm #trans mlm #sad mlm #breakup poetry #poem

[needycatboy]

laying on your stomach while a pretty boy holds onto the base of a dildo he's shoving into you with slow confidence and also his other hand is on ur shoulder blades pinning you to the sheets

#ideas amd thouts #oh wow #that was a sad one for my thumbs #angel.queue #they speak #gel.⬇️ #mlm nsft #nblm nsft #nblnb nsft #trans nsft #t4t nsft #ftm sub #bangers (1k)

[gelu-vulpes]

oh boys with grabable hips. thats the post

#mlm yearning #gay #nblm yearning #mlm #transmasc #nblm #ftm mlm #mlm blog #mlm longing #mlm love #mlm pining #mlm positivity #nblm longing #in a mood cause im sad lol #mlm thoughts #gay yearning #t4t mlm #gay mlm #achillean #mlm and nblm only #mlnb #gay thoughts #trans mlm #mlm sfw #sfw mlm #mlm concept #mlm textpost

[desperatehoney]

If you call the clits of tboys cocks even when they aren’t on t… I have something to say to you…

I love you dearly💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

#trans nsft #t4t nsft #mlm nsft #trans guy nsft #ftm nsft #t4t ns/fw #nsft trans #nsft bottom #ftm mlm #ftm bottom #ftm ns/fw #pls god more of this #I feel bad sometimes bc a lot of the posts mention tdicks and while they’re hot posts I get sad bc I’m like cannot relate #so if you do this or when you make those posts and include pre t trans boys #I adore you

[polyamorouspunk]

pss pss pss pss pathetic men come here

#I love you really sad and pathetic men #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm thoughts #gay mlm

[c0ffeeboy]

let me make you listen to Hozier while we sit on a random roof. let me tuck myself into your chest while 'Like Real People do' plays through the shared headphone we're wearing. run you fingers through my hair as i kiss your fingertips as we listen to my playlist. i'll let you make fun of my music taste. i'll let you skip any song you want. let me just fall asleep listening you hum along with the song you know. hold me close so i don't get cold. let us both forget there is a world outside of this rooftop.

#hozier #can you tell i'm getting sad while i listening to hozier??? #mlm thoughts #cute mlm #trans mlm #gay mlm #dark academia mlm #mlm #mlm and nblm only #mlm textpost #mlm yearning #t4t mlm #gay thoughts #achillean #gay yearning #mlnb #gay #trans

[b-yyearns]

i wanna get home and see my sweet boy n kiss him and ramble and rant about my shit day while he kisses the thoughts outta my head better and makes everything better just being him and with me and and and

#im being yearny and sad #gay mlm #mlm yearning #mlm thoughts #mlm post #t4t mlm #mlm #mlm and nblm only #t4t yearning #mlm yearn #t4t

[mlm-blues]

what if we were boyfriends. and we were boyfriends and t4t

#im so sad does anyone want to be t4t boyfriends #mlm #achillean #gay #gay pride #gay yearning #gay mlm #mlm yearning #t4t yearning #t4t mlm #trans mlm

[nblm-tulipfield]

oh, to lay in a field and take a nap with my lover <3

#mlm yearning #mlm concept #mlm thoughts #nblm yearning #nblm thoughts #i’m sad bc when will this happen for me #mlm and nblm only #mlm blog #nblm textpost #nblm #mlm

[arshwangxian]

fight or flight i rather lie than tell you i'm in love with you.

#satosugu #gojo satoru #jjk #getogojo #geto suguru #jjk geto #jjk fanart #jjk gojo #jjk x reader #jjk fluff #sad gay hours #sad gay shit #sad gay men #sad gay people #loveislove 🏳️‍🌈 #love wins 🏳️‍🌈 #boy love #mlm yearning #gay mlm #mlm love #mlm

[lovelylinnn]

title: please don’t call me pretty.

alt universe- ‘king’ steve harrington is pretty much not the king here.

CW: negative self-talk, slight mention of self harm, self esteem issues, mentions of bullying, mentions of child abuse, and restrictive eating.

‘pretty’ was a word steve would absolutely not use to describe himself.

in fact, he’d never been called pretty before. not once. he was called the opposite, quite often.

of course he knew he wasn’t great looking; wasn’t outstanding or worthy of mentioning, but he didn’t think he was so bad he needed to be made fun of for it.

no one does. but he was.

ugly was a word he heard every day in middle school, and then home wasn’t any better. fat was a common word there.

“cut your hair, ugly,” people would sneer in his face. shove him into lockers, corner him in the library, single him out in p.e.; anything they could do to get their hands on him, they would.

numerous times he showed up at his home with a black eye, marks on his face, cut lips, bruised ribs; limping his way home.

“maybe you should see a doctor about your weight, steven. lose some weight?”

“that shirt seems to be fitting too tight, doesn’t it, steven?”

“yes mother,” he would respond. and so he slowly began to work out more, began lying about eating at school and saying he ate a big lunch. skipping meals became a bad habit, but at least he was seeing results.

and after years and years of being told he was ugly, unattractive, fat; he kept believing it. he didn’t think he would ever stop since in the mirror it was all he saw.

now at eighteen, a senior in his second semester of high school, he still thought he was ugly even though he’d gotten notes slipped into his locker a few times. thought he was fat although his cheeks were sunken in, and his ribs could be seen. he was tall enough now that the bullying stopped. he was finally big enough to intimidate and to get people to back off.

so he kept to himself. he wasn’t being cornered in the library anymore, and it became a safe place for him to sit during his free time.

that is where he met his boyfriend, eddie. and eddie was the first one ever to call him attractive. to point out how he never ate. to ask about his days, his home life, his grades, his everything.

of course he liked it. but it felt too good to be true. how could a boy like eddie love someone like him? it didn’t make sense.

“you’re so pretty,” eddie murmured to him the first time he’d spent the night at his trailer. it was 11am on a saturday morning, and the boys had slept in late. steve laid in his arms and looked into his brown eyes then down to the soft smile on his lips. but he himself was not smiling.

getting a compliment for the first time ever felt off. it didn’t feel right. he didn’t deserve one. he was too big, took up too much space, his hair was too frizzy, his acne was too bad, he was too-

“steve?” he called softly. he pulled steve out of his thoughts.

“please don’t call me pretty.” and he slowly crawled out of his arms, laying down but facing away from him.

“i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to make you upset. i- what do-“ he was cut off.

“it’s not you, i don’t think,” he said, curling in a tight ball, “i’ve just never been called that before. it feels weird.” 

“you’ve never been called pretty? steve, you’re gorgeous,”

he was in disbelief. not only was he pretty, but he was gorgeous?

“what?” he sat up, turning to him.

“i think you’re like one of the prettiest people i’ve seen. you’re so beautiful, steve. inside and out,”

“but- what? i-i’m ugly. i need to lose weight. my scars-“

“-do not change how pretty you are. and you do not need to lose weight. you’re so skinny, honey. and you’re not ugly,”

“w-what?” he weakly stuttered out. he was shocked.

“you don’t believe me?”

“i… no,” he told him.

“i’m so sorry,” he said back, grabbing his hands and giving a gentle squeeze, “you deserve to be told nice things. i want to tell them to you,”

steve gave a squeeze back, his eyes filling with tears. this was the first time he was ever given a sincere apology.

“i love you,” steve said. and it was the first time he genuinely meant it.

“i love you too,” eddie replied. and steve finally believed something he was told. he was pulled into a hug, and he cried on his bare shoulder for about twenty minutes before calming down.

“i’m going to tell you nice things every day until you believe them, okay?”

he nodded. not like he could stop eddie from doing that, anyway.

“starting with this,” he said, cupping his cheeks, “you are so, so pretty.”

and for once in his life, he finally believed it.

steve harrington was pretty.

#steddie #stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve x eddie #steven harrington #sweet #hurt/comfort #im hurtin #angst with a happy ending #angst #i'm sad #tw restrictive ed #pretty #short but sweet #idk man #i love them #gay mlm #this is sad #bullying #eddie stranger things #eddie is a sweetheart

[targarrus]

a sem ti povedal / nisam ti još priznao

#joker out #joker out fanart #song rec #im gay and im yearning so im drawing gays for a song about yearning #listened for astp for too long and got very sad that i haven't woken up to a loved one in a long while #2023 #mlm #wlw #lgbtq #flowers for once mean something #untitled joker out discography project

[desperatehoney]

I deserve to have a tail I can wag and cute floppy ears and

#puppy posting #trans nsft #t4t nsft #trans guy nsft #ftm nsft #t4t ns/fw #nsft trans #nsft bottom #ftm mlm #ftm bottom #puppy pl@y #puppy pl4y #puppyposting #before I even realized I’m puppy I did that head tilt thing dogs do when they’re confused #anyways feeling puppy rn sad whimper noises

[pastelsnakeyy]

I wanna eat queso, cry, and get boyfriend kisses. And yet here I am, with nothing. God must hate me.

#mlm #t4t #t4t mlm #mlm yearning #t4t yearning #for my nerd bf <3 #he's alseep and it's 1am and I don't wanna wake him cuz he's sick :( #anyways #kinda vent ig idk im sad but don't worry about it #im being dramatic

[dervampireprince]

[18+ only, minors and ageless blogs DNI]

no but seeing through that hard bratty exterior, knowing that deep down he just wants to be a good boy, he just doesn't know how. he's scared of letting his guard down, of risking getting hurt. so you slowly pull the walls down, stopping touching him if he acts out, rewarding him for being good and for asking for what he wants by touching him, praising him over and over, tell him he's a good boy, and good boys deserve the world, shoving your fingers in his mouth, your hand around his throat, riding him or sliding inside of him, not letting him come until he tells you that he's a good boy, that he's your good boy.

doing this over and over again until he believes it.

#its izzy this is about izzy but also its about who ever you want it to be #i havent written for a while i just havent been having thoughts lately i think im just tired its sad i gotta get them back #nsftumblr #nsft writing #nsft concept #mlm nsft #nblm nsft #bi nsft #lgbt nsft #ftm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #nsft #nsft text #the vampire writes #izzy hands x reader

[b-yyearns]

i desperately need to pull a boy to straddle me no matter what hes doin and interrupt his train of thought kissing him till hes a panting drooling cute whiny mess on my lap </3

#i just desperately want to make out with a boy</3 #i am sadness #overflowing with yearn #this is homophobia #transphobic even #mlm thoughts #gay mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #t4t mlm #mlm #mlm and nblm only #t4t yearning #mlm yearn #t4t #gay nsft #mlm nsft