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beanonthebed · 1 year
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Ah shit this sucks
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literaphobe · 1 year
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ever look around ur room and wonder if you should be sad about the fact that you never injected any personality into it. like no posters, no pictures of friends, nothing hung up. u don’t have cute little things that u make and put up on a wall somewhere they’re all mostly bare and its like u wonder why ur like this. is it personality, is it the volatility of being a child of an unnecessarily long divorce proceeding that made u never want to assume something could be permanent, is it the subconscious thought that you wouldn’t stick around for long, never truly having your own bedroom but being alone anyway. and its like well maybe ur just lazy. it feels like its that simple but also its so much more than that but you cant pinpoint any of it
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havethetouch · 5 months
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Started my career as gravedigger today. Hope it will be a while until I have to dig a hole again tho. With that being said. Charlie is resting easy now. Things took a bit of a not so good turn so we had to take him to the vet yesterday to make things easier for him (and us ngl). So.. yah. Been a bit of a day yesterday but the thing that really broke my heart was Sherry. So Sherry is the dog my uncle left behind and she was like, besties with Charlie. She was very protective of him too. So we brought him home and laid him out so the other dogs could say goodbye and all that. And man that was a thing. So the youngest - Bambini - former dog of my dad, she was freaked out. You could tell she knew something was off but did not quite understand what was going on so she became skittish and hid. Duke, my aunts dog, he has been through this song and dance twice now with packmembers already, he has already been subdued and quiet for two days he knew what was up long before so he just observed the whole thing with a really tired air to him. Lily, my aunts other dog also knew what was going on, she guarded the body of the last packmember who went before because she loved him very much so she was like.. looking out for my aunt and hiding Bambi mostly. Full caretaker mode here. Sherry tho, she did not even get what was going on at first, she hasn't outlived another dog before even tho she is like 12 this was new. It was only when we put Charlie in his box (but kept him in the room still) that she cottoned on that something was not quite alright here because Charlie does not like being put into shit because he is blind and if he wants to move and can't he will yowl so him being quiet about the box tipped her off that something ain't okay here. So she sneaked up on the box, looked inside and sniffed. Sniffed some more. Put her paw in to paw at him softly and then she made little noises, lil yips to rouse him and I swear to god you could see the very moment she realized. You could see it on her face and in her eyes. That effed me up the most I think. Her realizing. She laid down next to him in the box after feet neatly tucked in and started guard duty. It was the saddest shit. Today everything was a bit subdued naturally, even the dogs. Tho they were not opposed to snacks thankfully. My aunt and uncle had a thing to go to so I took up on digging up a hole while they were gone to make the whole process a bit faster mostly for my aunt when they got back. 's weird. Shit's quiet without that lil tyrant. But like it is also okay in a sense. He was old, he survived his owner, he was 19 and lived a good long life with much love and care even when he became a bit of a brat in his twilight years. At least now he is up with the rest of the fam, wherever they are, back to running and playing.
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el-ow-world · 9 months
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Everything is fine but I'm engulfed with sadness. Everything is fine but I want to cry so badly, and I can't, because I have no reason to cry; the tears just won’t come. Everything is fine but my heart hurts so much. Everything is fine but why am I thinking of hurting myself?
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ominisgauntisthebest · 10 months
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Hey guys! I'm online! The guy I liked broke it off with me😫😥 he already has a date planned with someone else. What do I do??
Anything helps! Except if you know me in real life do not keep sending me kill Bill.I might kill him but no.
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cyber-seaweed · 8 months
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my bday photoshoot was kinda lana del rey tumblr so im posting it here.
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pjo-arrowverse4ever · 2 years
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I miss you more than life
Y/n: Alright Nico, So if I win I get to spend time with my girlfriend but if I lose you can spend time with your sister
Nico : Deal
Nico : *Aggresively tapping*
Bianca : *whispers* You gonna let him win?
Y/n : Yup
~Now~
Nico and Y/n : *Stands right next to Bianca's grave*
Nico : I miss you, Sis
Y/n : I miss you more than life, Love
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zerberosa · 1 year
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pride-in-di0nysia · 1 year
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love long forgotten and left to change for years it seems I was unbroken until he fell vulnerable into my life. He didn't see the brokenness of my life, he didn't notice the depths of the void he fell into. He blames my loss and fear and yells in upset, yet I thought I could trust again.
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Two lovely ladies I know who have been struggling with infertility and recurring miscarriages are pregnant. I'm so happy for them, likely seriously over the moon. They deserve it so much. But there is a small tinge of pain there too. Jealousy maybe, though I'm ashamed to admit it. I hope my time is coming soon.
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marlbor0gold28 · 2 years
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Glasses or no glasses? I always feel like two different people. Life is so strange and don’t get me wrong, I’m so incredibly happy. But I fear the sadness will always follow me and I won’t always know how to live through it’s haunting.
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seagiri · 7 days
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can i be sad here for a moment
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otaku553 · 9 months
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Thoughts on being aroace
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arunneronthird · 3 months
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third ones the charm
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onawhimsicot · 1 year
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i know not many people would want to read a 10,000 word article about the minecraft end poem and how the author, Julian Gough, was never fairly compensated for his work and has made it public domain.
But it's a very well-written and heartfelt read, and he makes it very clear that none of this is a cash-grab and despite the fact that he is essentially a starving artist in this capitalist society, he only mentions his financial struggles despite Minecraft's huge huge success at the bottom of this article and not in the tweets so as to not dilute his message.
Anyway, I just think it'd be cool if those who are able to could support him in some way whether it be subscribing to his substack or donating to his paypal (that's linked in the article, you can ctrl + F to find it easier), that's all.
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cozylittleartblog · 3 months
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worst way to start my new year, thanks. i have a lot of things to say about these companies but i'm tired and just keeping it focused to the pin side of things for this one. do not ever buy pins from these companies, literally ALL of them are stolen from small artists like me. if you want to buy enamel pins, check out etsy, and artist's personal websites and shops! (though even Etsy has some bootleg pins that ship straight from china, so tread carefully…)
Every pin I've designed is, thus far, EXCLUSIVE to my etsy. if you find it anywhere else, it's been ripped off! and once these stupid bootlegs pop up, it's basically a never ending game of whack-a-mole trying to get them all taken down...
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