The saddest thing for me about Loki ending isn’t that Loki and Mobius are apart from each other … it’s that Mobius doesn’t know
He doesn’t know that when Loki followed Sylvie after she yelled at him was to defend him and not because he agreed with her
He doesn’t know that Loki love him deeply (even if it’s platonic) and that he think that Mobius actually saved him
He doesn’t know that the reason Loki was acting weird is because he just spent the last centuries if not millennials redoing again and again the same thing trying to fix the mistakes Sylvie did
He doesn’t know the reason Loki turned into an actual tree for all eternity is because he wanted his friends (mostly Mobius) to have a choice and that to do that the only was to free the whole multiverse because they couldn’t make their choice if there was only the sacred timeline
He doesn’t know he is the reason Loki made the choice of being selfless because of him
He doesn’t know Loki biggest fear was to be alone
All he knows is that when he needed Loki the most, Loki wasn’t there with him
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*insert crying and sniffling against the pillow*
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it takes 30 days to get tired of someone.
i counted every day you lost interest in me.
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“Yeah , I don’t fuck with society
I just feel like it’s a lie to me
Feel the resentment inside of me
I could feel the reaper trying me”
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Not being wanted for years is really sad...
I keep thinking this Girl will be different! She will treat me the way I wanna be treated! I will be loved and hugged tell I can't take it!.
I just want that to be a reality instead I'm lost, nobody wants me?.. single for years, and not a single person has wanted me??
What is so wrong.. I am Goofy asf, I have a tiny crooked nose, I have dark, dark, dark brown eyes, my teeth aren't perfectly straight. But they're close.. I'm trying to understand how a person can decide within a fucking min that I'm not attractive anymore...
This just keeps happening, Compliments on how I'm cute then ghosted or deleted, why??.. why even start my hopes.. why not reply? What the fuck is wrong with me.
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(Spoiler warning for Banana fish)
I remember when I watched banana fish my friend told me episode 9 was the saddest episode and when I didn't cry I thought I was home free.
I arrived at the last episode at the scene when Ash got the plane ticket and letter and I paused it right when he stated walking down the street.
I proceed to call my friend to tell them that the reason everyone cries for banana fish is because it's so sweet (because I was crying tears of joy at the time). They proceed to only hum along the conversation then say- "call me when you finish".
I left the convo with a smile on my face. Unpaused only to see my boy get stabbed. My jaw was on the ground the whole time until I reached the end with tears rushing down my face.
I proceeded walking around my homophobic household sobbing saying- "THEY COULD HAVE BEEN BOYFRIENDS!"
I called my friend and the laughed at my misery .
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I miss you
I miss you everytime it rains
I miss you everytime the lightning strikes
Where do i hide?
From the sound that tears my brain
From the ache that rips my heart
From the black hole in my chest, whose adress only you seem to know.
Where are you?
Where did i push you away?
Where do i look?
I miss you everytime i look myself in the mirror.
Everytime i see the scars you tended
I saw you bleed yesterday....and i didnt feel the cut...what have i done.... I miss you...
I miss you....
I dont hear your breath 5feet away from my bed
I miss you,
I dont smell your shampoo on my pillows
I miss you,
I dont see your bed head hair first thing in the morning,
I miss you,
Im trying not to i swear, i do!
I just.....
I bled yesterday, and you werent there to patch me up,
I broke today, and you werent there to pick up the pieces...
I will burn tomorrow, and you wont be there to put out the fire...
Would you even know?
I miss you
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im feeling like this song
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😔😪
Sigh..
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Screaming alone in your car🤝🏻smoking a cigarette
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I feel it getting bad again..
I’ve tried to stop it but it seems to always find me…
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me rn bc i rlly thought I could stay here forever at the happiest point of my whole entire year. it almost worked.
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I wish I cared more about me
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