#rotten work

[laylaslibrary]

#literature #quotes #poetry #poem #not if its you #rotten work #let me take care of you

[andannotations]

The thing that strikes me the most about Hospital Playlist S2 E11 is that Seong-hwa realises how worried she can be for Ik-Jun, pulls multiple all nighters to keep an eye on him, “I want to stay by his side,” and the next time we see him recovered, they are playing cards. everything is contained in the way they act towards each other-- its not rotten work to me, not if it is you; I am heavy with pain, I will carry you. I am defeated, I will not forsake you-- they don't say the words but it is always there, in the room with them, like the cups of coffee waiting for the rain, or the scrubs waiting to be worn and disposed of. What is more patient than a pining that is everywhere, even in the air they breathe. 

#hospital playlist #tvn drama #tvn hospital playlist #seonghwa #lee iksun #lovecore #friends to lovers #pining #not to me not if it's you #I will carry you #love is stored here #to love is to rest #to love someone #lover #kdramadaily #Asian drama #rotten work

[cult-of-the-eye]

Had a shitty week and was delirious on my friend's shoulder and asked her if I was high maintenance and she said yeah but you gotta find someone who'll maintain you, like me and like AUGH

#rotten work #etc etc #this is the martin k blackwood friend btw #love her with all my heart

[quotablefanfiction]

It’s really annoying that there wasn’t more overlap between the evil and terrible people of his sect. It would have made things a lot easier.

Jin Ling is having some issues with personnel management (chp. 1)

Rotten Work by ShanaStoryteller (AO3) Mo Dao Zu Shi/The Untamed – General/Teen – Lan Zhan/Wei Ying #Post-Canon #Protective Wei Ying #Protective Jin Ling #POV Jin Ling #Jiang Cheng & Wei Ying Reconciliation #Eventually #Reluctant Matchmaker Jin Ling #Pre-Jin Ling/Lan Jingyi

Jin Ling hadn’t thought to keep track of Wei Wuxian.

Clearly that had been a mistake.

#fanfiction #quote #Mo Dao Zu Shi #The Untamed #Jin Ling #Jin Rulan #Rotten Work #ShanaStoryteller

[lostlightandfoundcrazy]

Rotten Work

I know it will be rotten work. I know what I'll do; my own life will go up in flames, smoke and shatter as it crashes into the earth before I let those in my care down. Perhaps I've got a hero complex. But, I know that no one will really need my help. I just want to be there. Be the person they allow to see inside of themselves while they seek to understand their life purpose, to heal from past trauma dealt from people who also need to heal some of them, some people just suck as a whole and there is little redemption I've spent my life untangling knots, let me untangle the ones inside your heart and head.

It will be rotten work and I can't wait to be in the thick of it. Please, please give me the days when I will see patient after patient, all in need of someone willing to listen. I don't really care if I get paid for it. Just let me come home from work, exhausted but loved by my ever-growing animal pack, so tired I can barely stand up anymore but still functioning because I know I get the pure joy of doing it all again. That I'll wake up and see more patients who want to have someone understand their pain. I'll do it, I swear I will. I'll ask as many or as little questions as needed, hell, I'll sit silent the whole time and offer a water every once and while if it helps. I just want to help to be there for someone the way I needed someone to be there for me.

I know I won't be able to save everyone from themselves. That there will be days when I learn that I won't be seeing a patient again, not because they overcame their trauma and pain, but because they succumbed to it. I know those days well already, I know I'll cry and scream and beg and go through the flow of grief again and again. But I'm saving myself, and I've learned a thing or two about how to do it. I will have the job I crave. I was put on this Earth for a purpose, let me fulfill it, please.

#rotten work #please #tumblr void #psychology #therapy #i just want to help

[vervainium]

there is no such thing as rotten work when it comes to you. i would do anything for you and enjoy it. i would cut the crust off of every sandwich for the rest of my life, order for you every time, wash your back every night, and i would do it with a smile because nothing is rotten work when it comes to you.

#vervainium #vervains tad bits #i’m so in love #same person since sixth grade #love #rotten work #for my maxx

[carissimadil]

Amazing Grace

14/04/24

My mother loved when I sang it to her.

She made me sing it to her over and over again.

I didn’t understand why. Obviously, I knew why people like to be sung to - I understood the appeal of a of a young and clear voice.

What I didn’t know at the time was that in me, she heard her innocence that she never got to live.

She heard the redemption offered to a criminal.

Little did I know her worst crimes

she committed against me.

22 22

To this day I don’t know what she hoped my voice would give her.

Forgiveness or consent.

All I know is that Grace‘s work was rotten.

#mother #poetry #poems and poetry #original poem #rotten work #trauma #childhood trauma

[falafelvstheworld]

nooo omg stopp i thought i was rotten work!! you’re not to me! not it it’s you! nooo don’t worry about it haha

#not to me not if its you #euripides #orestes #rotten work #codependent relationship #shitpost #queer

[ventspace-teddy-daisy]

it is rotten work and I never allow anyone else to try it

surprisingly enough later people barely know when I'm feeling bad

wonder why that is, huh?

#call it being parentified hahah #thanks everyone in my life that used me as a clutch #I now am unable to rely on anyone :) #rotten work #and when I try I end up prioritizing other people's emotions seconds after #shoutout to that one friend that knows what is up with me in that department and calls me out bc gods I need it #doesn't fix it bc I don't wanna hurt them more but at least helps me justify not being on everyone's beck and call for a few hours #teddy.speak

[darling-in-wonderland]

Just gonna… drop this here…

Don’t mind me just changing darlings canon because I’m a sucker for juicy drama

Also darling is standing on a box she is way too short for this lol

#twisted wonderland #rotten work #twst #twst oc #oc darling #canon x oc #twst vil #vil shoenheit #vil x oc

[ascesabo]

the great irony of early one piece antagonists believing zoro was the actual captain and using luffy as a puppet ... oda really threw us a bone and curb-stomped it right in our faces. yes, zoro could be a captain in his own right. yes, zoro could match luffy in strength. yes, zoro knows this perfectly well. and you know what? he chose luffy two years ago, and he will continue to choose luffy again and again. roronoa zoro, the pirate hunter, who followed a wannabe pirate with a nonexistent crew on a whim because luffy brought him his swords and made a half-assed attempt at a bargain. zoro, who made a vow to never lose again on both his and luffy's honor. zoro, who told luffy he'd make him commit harakiri if he got in the way of zoro's goal, only to turn around and be willing to sacrifice his dream if it means that luffy reaches his. zoro, who stood in place and took luffy's pain and told a warlord to take his head instead of luffy's, who got down on his knees before his supposed rival and begged mihawk to mentor him so that he could return strong enough to protect his captain. zoro, who has conqueror's haki- a natural born leader- but chooses to stay at the right hand of a man he has deemed greater than himself.

and the thing that luffy fears most? being alone. being rejected. being left behind. and what should have been his foil- the pirate hunter to his pirate king, the nonbeliever to his divine, the king of hell to his sun god- instead becomes his first and most devout follower; the one who demands to follow him to hell and back. oughhhggg i'm sick to my stomach

#one piece #roronoa zoro #monkey d luffy #zolu #what the hell is wrong with him #the very definition of becoming bewitched body and soul #do you get me #luffy is zoro's helen of troy #in that #he'd launch a thousand ships to put a smile on luffy's face #i need to crack open that mossy green head of his and see what's going on inside #has anyone told oda that he could possibly be cooking one of the greatest love stories the shounen genre has ever seen #one piece is a 26 year long ongoing slowburn #luffy: it's rotten work!!! ^_^ #zoro: yeah i fuckin know but god what does it matter. it's for you #pls dont tag as platonic lmao

[y-is-everything-taken]

#rotten work #he tried to rob me once

[gorgynei]

the inherent homoeroticism of carrying someone across the continent when doing so is actively dangerous to your health

#they are the perfect ''ill take fcare of you'' ''its rotten work'' ''not to me. not if its you'' couple. <- delusional #i really wanted to try an experimental style with this idk if ill do it again but it was fun #aceart #malenia #malenia blade of miquella #finlay #cleanrot knight finlay #elden ring

[bladesmitten]

wyll asks the dark urge what's it like to be back in baldur's gate, to which you can reply:

"I don't remember it. But I'm afraid of who might remember me."

and he says this:

your honour, i'm in love with him

#.txt #begging everyone to do a durge/wyll romance please please please #him saying this after The Act 2 Durge Scene. you know the one #it hits so hard. he really believes in you. #it's rotten work etc etc #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #dark urge #wyll #wyll ravengard #this dialogue isnt even exclusive to a romance which is driving me crazy. he really is an angel #idk if any of this makes sense out of context but if you know you know #bladesmitten #*

[quotablefanfiction]

“He responds well to yelling. Not many people will yell at him these days.” “For good reason,” Sizhui mutters, but Jin Ling just rolls his eyes.

Jin Ling’s best advice for dealing with Jiang Cheng is to be louder (chp. 7)

Rotten Work by ShanaStoryteller (AO3) Mo Dao Zu Shi/The Untamed – General/Teen – Lan Zhan/Wei Ying #Post-Canon #Protective Wei Ying #Protective Jin Ling #POV Jin Ling #Jiang Cheng & Wei Ying Reconciliation #Eventually #Reluctant Matchmaker Jin Ling #Pre-Jin Ling/Lan Jingyi

Jin Ling hadn’t thought to keep track of Wei Wuxian.

Clearly that had been a mistake.

#fanfiction #quote #Mo Dao Zu Shi #The Untamed #Jin Ling #Jin Rulan #Lan Sizhui #Lan Yuan #Rotten Work #ShanaStoryteller

[rottenapplefae]

making out?? in my kymerian cuirass???

#tanthamore #willow 2022 #save willow #kit tanthalos #jade claymore #i accidentally made kit taller YEAH I KNOW I KNOW #lets just pretend the kymerian cuirass does that #also i'm having the worst art block and cant seem to finish anything so take this WIP as me saying hey... thanks for sticking around ;) #i promise i'm working on things I just also have a job that takes up like all my time and energy and life force #rotten apple art