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pinkrecs · 2 years
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pinkrecs’s bts yandere fic recs
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[POSTED ON JULY 12th 2022]
note: this is most (honestly just checkout all of these authors’ masterlists--there’s more great gems) of my favorite yandere bts recs! please show much love to our wonderful authors. the yandere genre does contain triggering themes (ex: representation of toxic relationships, possessive/obsessive behavior, non-con/dub-con, violent behavior, etc). read at your own risk + check out the author’s notes. ENJOYYY ^^
i would love to give each fic a detailed comment on how i love it but i lack the words and writing capabilities to do that. so hope a short spoiler-free comment will do (sorry). GO GIVE THESE FICS A LIKE, REBLOG, OR COMMENT!!!!
POLY/MULTI:
- death valley by @bangtangalicious 
↳ gang + rocker + fightclub au + ot7 x reader. my brain is dizzy & fucked (in a good way) after reading this. each member gets their own time to shine and the characterizations of each member are crazy. this fic is a messy ass rollercoaster and the smut is scrumptious too!!
- gumiho cisswap bangtan x reader by @bloodsweattearscatharsis
↳ gumiho + cisswap au + poly ot7 x reader. its obvious from the title since the author mentioned that they haven’t made a title for the fic lol. honestly, go give this a read because the dynamic of ot7 is quite fun and i LOOVEE the suspense that from each chapter. all of them could run me over anytime and also HOT WOMEENNNNN ayyyyyyyyy go read bc it needs more luv
- house of serpents by @smasmashie
↳ mafia au + ot7 x reader. every character in here needs to go therapy but also not because i need to see more drama unfold. ot7 seems to care for the mc but their actions shown are... uhmm... questionable. but that makes this fic good though! reading each chapter like it’s the morning newspaper 
- in your dreams by @voidswan
↳ idolverse au + vmin x reader. GOD THIS WAS INTENSE, i was shaking, gasping, and throwing uppp!! vmins are menaces in this one but god you can’t help but want more D: i’m like the mc--who’s a moth attracted to the flame.
- lilies of the valley by @girlmeetsliv3
↳ a/b/o au + poly ot7 x reader. each relationships between the members and towards reader is mysterious and there was underlying tension of meeting the pack’s expectation. in some way, it gets uncomfy at some parts yet that is what keeps each chapter an enjoyable read.
- lovesick by @angelicyoongie
↳ soulmate au + ot7 x reader. mc is very unlucky gal... not only having one BUT SEVEN yandere as soulmates lmaoo.. and the soulmark inflicts on both people if one of them gets hurt. that’s rough damn! i’m still unsure if all of them know that all of them are sending her letters. keep notifications ON for this fic 
- nephilim by @royallyjoon 
↳ cult + supernatural au + poly ot7 x reader. it was defintlely chilling while i read this. while there’s some sense of normalcy, the larger control of the cult makes keeps us feeling uneasy. 
- on the first day of christmas, my true love gave to me by @forever-once-gone 
↳ ceo + christmas au + poly namkook x reader. namkook is crazy and unhinged when they show their true colors. jungkook is very VERY sweet tho i cant hate him rip
- strangers by @bestaez
↳ strangers from hell au + ot7 x reader. i haven’t read watched the kdrama so i can’t compare between the two. this is definitely interesting as we can see SOME insight to how ot7 plans it and covers up their tracks to avoid getting caught. i hope the mc can get the tf out that apartment and we can see the reasoning for these actions of ot7 in future chapters
- school f*cking sucks! series by @sluttyandere
↳ high school au + maknae line x reader. all characters are of legal age btw! sucks to be mc because she just getting snatched from each guy like that. and she’s the class president but kinda powerless since two of them control her status at the school. all three of them are massively wicked and im kinda digging it LMAO
- thou shall not steal by @xherxx
↳ mafia + spy + enemies to lovers au + poly ot7 x reader. as the author mentioned, this fic is on the lighter side of the yandere spectrum. i love the mc in this fic. a girlboss icon actually. adored every interactions between the mc and each member. it’s a VERY pleasant read lol
- where three stars meet by @girlmeetsliv3
↳ poly sope x reader. this felt like a movie to this. i could picture everything in my head and sope was quite mysterious in this. and the little details placed throughout the story makes it enticing to continue reading. 
- “why you look so pretty when you cry?” by @minniepetals 
↳ mafia au + poly ot7 x reader. the way ot7 brings hopes up for the mc before crushing them down so she breaks and realizes that her only option is them is tragic for the mc... yet it’s a whole serve!
MISC (aka idk where to categorize these lol):
- never ever after by killingpeach (AO3)
↳ fairy tale au + ot7 x oc. each member is based on a character of well known fairy tales. for the mc to leave the story, she must make the member of that fairy to fall in love with her for “the end” to happen. i love the author’s versions of these fairy tales. each time the fairy tale ends, ik the oc is like: “i won... but at what cost??”
- seven princes of campus series by @bibbykins 
↳ college au + ot7 x reader. this series includes various fics with each member and their s/o and is more on the softer side of yandere! each couple is cute and the build up of how each became to be to great!
- tatemae; 建前 series by @99liners
↳ trophy wife au + ot7 x reader. this series includes various fics with each member and their s/o. the gaslighting and manipulation is wild in these fics y’all. and each time, the ending of the fic makes think like: damn... these men not seeing the pearly white gates of heaven
- the tarot series by @flowesona​ 
↳ ot7 x reader. this series includes various fics with each member and their s/o and “each inspired by one of the major arcana tarot cards.” i love this concept and each plot is easily able to get into. 
MEMBER X MEMBER:
- desire by kyoigi (AO3)
↳ demon au + jikook. demon jimin is hot yet creepy at the same time. and the way jimin goes through his inner turmoil before realizing his feelings for jk + jk starting to piece everything together?! just scrumptious 
- mused obsession series by @sombreboy + @chimoona
↳ photography + model au + jikook. the way jimin falls into jk manipulative and obsessive nature is crazy yall... and how they show their devotion towards each other? fucked up yet i can’t keep my eyes away from it!
- photos of you (and where I should be) by korknight (AO3)
↳ photography + rapper au + yoonkook. jungkook is risking it ALL for yoongi! down MASSIVELY bad yet jk gaslights himself into his actions are good for yoongi. 
- watching you, watching me by mellifluous_kim (AO3)
↳ idolverse au + yoonkook. THE TWIST? you knew my jaw FELL to the FLOOR?!? it’s a must-read because everything is not what it seems D:
KIM SEOKJIN:
- carnal by @kosmosguk
↳  vampire au. mc folded that quick... honestly same here too! just immaculate *chefs kiss*
- contact by @gorehsk
↳ alien au. pure filth and i love it.  
- rose gold by @sweetwolfcupcake 
↳ idolverse au. jin is quite eerie in this fic. he’s subtle with his yandereness and  calculated with his actions.
- the baron by @therealmintedmango​ (AO3)
↳ historical au. jin is charming and no one can suspect a damn thing. a fun read!! 
- the lost, the found, and the treasured by @forever-once-gone
↳  reincarnation + royalty au. so well-written!! there’s small details in the story and by the end... you see piece together. seokjin waited for a long time and i could see why (even though it’s quite haunting). 
MIN YOONGI:
- ash and cinder by @chimchimsauce 
↳ cinderella au. a cinderella retelling with yoongi as our prince. great fic with the yandere twist!
- beloved by @bang-tan-bitches
↳ historical + empire au. this fic was a RIDE. mc is a supportive sister yet she unknowingly attraction of yoongi. his desire is eerie and attractive at the same time. 
- beneath the world by @nomnomsik
↳ yoongi is down bad... and his notebook 😭😭
- control by @taeyohonic 
↳ idolverse au. damn a twisted universe of bangtan. yoongi’s character is a massive dick in this one
- exitus acta probat by @bang-tan-bitches
↳ mafia au. can he also snatch me away pls too
- lineage by @kosmosguk
↳ royalty au. god the twist? you gotta read this, it’s a masterpiece.
- the man in the moon by @worldwidemochiguy
↳ lowkey reading was comforting in some sort. like i was soft for yoongi’s character by the end :3
- the music of the night by @bestaez
↳ phantom of the opera au. i was smiling near the ending but then that had to happen lol
JUNG HOSEOK:
- angel by @worldwidemochiguy 
↳ best friend au. hoseok is affectionate, sweet, and insane in this one. 
- forbidden fruit by @deepdarkdelights
↳ organized crime au. mc’s lack of fear has gotten her into some trouble... but it’s jung hoseok--it’s alright!!
- may the odds be ever in your favor by @yandearest 
↳ hunger games au. this fic is incompeleted but the author left spoilers for the ending. i highly suggest checking out this fic--it’s very well written!
- orgasms on the verge of a nervous breakdown by @sluttyandere
↳ high school + party au. wow this was quite a lot to handle. pls note there’s non-con. in conclusion: trust nobody
- toska by @chummywchimmy
↳ a/b/o + werewolves au. hoseok is sweet and all but lord that bird gift LMAO. 
KIM NAMJOON:
- a dangerous game by @chaoticpuff17 
↳ mafia au. joonie does not know how to give up... prayers for the mc
- deviant by @jkeuphoriadreamland + @chimoona
↳ this fic is one of the most memorable fics i read. namjoon is so cunning and cocky piece of shit. 
- fôret de cauchemars by @kosmosguk
↳ sleep psychiatrist au. i massively agree that this fic is one hell of a rollercoaster. thrilling and creepy!!
- lady of the night by @deepdarkdelights 
↳ victorian + time travel + jack the ripper au. this joon lives in my mind to this day. enjoyed the mc figuring out what the hell is happening while scolding namjoon’s misogynistic ideas.
- let the villain win by @lemonjoonah 
↳ author au. let me tell you that joonie’s character will have you memorized and shocked!!
- moonstruck by @lovelyspring7
↳ mafia + florist au. this is fic did what it gotta do... and IT SERVED!!! 
- used to disappointment by @girlmeetsliv3
↳ nerd au. gosh i would also feel like a disappointment if i was in school with namjoon. but joonie is caring in this one (?)
PARK JIMIN:
- apothic by @jiminstonic
↳ zombie au. zombie jimin is sweet towards for the mc, but his actions went a lit extreme... ig that’s what he gotta do? slay?
- arte factum by @lolabangtan
↳ artifical intelligence + sci-fi au. fuck me up android jimin!@(31!!!! he’s a little bit eerie but we can OVERLOOK that :D
- charming by @bangtans-apollo
↳ cinderella au. *chefs kiss* prince jimin needs a therapy session because he’s very overbearing and possessive. you never know when he gotta explode!
- curiosity brought it back by catslullaby (AO3)
↳ CURIOSITY DID BRING IT BACK!!!!!! one of my all time favs. the way mc decided to make jimin jealous and she got what she wanted! but she also bargained more than what she can afford lool
- neighbors by @jkeuphoriadreamland
↳ neighbors + stalker au. toxic? yes. hot? yes.
- otherworldly by @sinning-on-a-sunday 
↳ coraline au. i am ashamed to say that i’m not mad at the ending. i would bend my knees for other jimin.
- porcelain by @deepdarkdelights
↳ dollmaker au. i’m not just screaming at jimin, i’m also screaming at the grandma.
- spirited away by @out-of-jams 
↳ spirited away au. i already watched spirited away and this fic takes it as inspiration to create something different as it own. jimin is supposed to be someone we can rely on... but the writing has good job of conveying the gut feeling of something that isn’t right :D
- the owner by @shumidehiro
↳ ghost au. i like the mc in this! love that she is respectful to the spirits and i can see how ghost jimin holds his resentment from.
- treasure by @sombreboy
↳ faerie dragon hybrid au. that took a dark turn but who can’t resist jimin? lets be REALLL
KIM TAEHYUNG:
- daffodil dreams by @sombreboy 
↳ murder suspect + therapist au. the way tae and mc are attracted towards each other is kinda in push and pull in way. and when they give into each other, it feels conflicting since it feels right but wrong for the two to be together. a thrilling read!!
- devotion by @sweetbunnykook 
↳ childhood friends au. the yearning?? the tension?? and when it blows up between the two, it’s completely worth it in the end. beautifully written!!
- dura lex, sed lex by @go1denjeon
↳ law au. tae is so mysterious in this fic. you know what you’re for when you read this, you just don’t know when tae decides to reveal his true colors. in hindsight, he acts like ordinary citizen yet ill think we’ll see more of his true colors in later chapters.
- like chalk and cheese by @helenazbmrskai 
↳ tae def helped the mc bring out the craziness in her. it’s refreshing read from most yandere fics as we start to see more of the roles reversed. 
- poison apple by @jooniyah 
↳ moneylender au. this is one of more darker fics. mc doesn’t give up nor so does tae. his character is crazy and im impressed how she keeps her sanity still. 
- purple people eater by @therealmintedmango (AO3)
↳ alien au. ik the title of this fic sounds crazy and the fic is. tae is adorable in the fic (besides the shit he pulled in the end). 
- the phantom by @darkestcorners
↳ paranormal + parallel universe/time travel au. tae’s character in this is fucking scary actually. i probably been dead by now if i was mc in that situation. 
- the treachery and reprisal by @min-hoax
↳ tae got ISSUES. and jimin??? my gasp was so damn loud at the end. that’s it. 
- violets: memories [part one] / violets: realities [part two] by @emoboijk 
↳ stalker au. tae and mc are unhealthy for each other but they still got feelings for each other... love how mc friends are there to support her :D
JEON JUNGKOOK:
- brother knows best by @cosmostae
↳ stepbrother au. jungkook is so hot and goodass smut. gulity-pleasure fic :D
- cardio by kaiseuphoria (AO3)
↳ personal trainer au. jungkook is so sweet but so insane all at once??&!6? this fic is a perfect mix of sweetness and creepiness. 
- cruel intentions by @explicit-tae
↳ mafia au. the first chapter was just recently out and i’m glad the mc got out of the situation. but since it’s the first chapter, i wonder when is jungkook going take her and the baby back? eagerly waiting for the second chapter!
- deception by @kthyg
↳ gang au. this fic is interesting in a way that mc likes jk long before jk likes her. jk gotta manage his anger and sort his shit out first. 
- flower petal by @royallyjoon 
↳ empire + reincarnation au. this two together is tragic. mc did what she gotta for everyone’s sake and that ended up... not so well many years later...
- forever afterthough by sorvette (AO3)
↳ fantasy + vampire + werewolves au + implied poly ot7 x reader. god this was a RIDE. the progress between the mc and jungkook is sweet and i enjoyed their bond together. writing felt like a kinda like dream because this is so well written!!
- play date trilogy by @worldwidemochiguy
↳  the inner turmoil within the mc between leaving and staying lets me know that jk got her bad... honestly same tho
- polarity by @darkestcorners 
↳ best friend’s boyfriend + college au. YOU GUYS WILL NOT GET IT UNTIL YOU READ THIS FIC. like i would smash my head everytime so i wipe OUT my memories and reread this fic all over again. the plot twists, the mind games, and how realistic this setting is in this fic got me fucked in all sorts of places. without being physical, jk uses all types of tactics to overtake mc’s mind. this is a must read. 
- taking over you by @go1denjeon
↳ idolverse au. love the mc’s approach this situation. jk’s character in this fic is actually fucking sick and twisted. at some parts, i just got very uncomfy and got the chills. 
- the crimson shell by @angelicyoongie 
↳ mermen au. do not think this is your friendly mermaid au. merkoo in this fic his claws, spikey teeth, and clicks his mouth to communicate. poor mc in this, she went through SHIT
- the friendly ghost by @darkestcorners 
↳ ghost au. ghostkoo is very sweet. he could never do wrong--until the end RIP :D
- to obtain the flower / primrose [sequel] by @mingshits 
↳ empire au. who knew that mc’s actions toward jk during childhood could leave a result like this lol? this fic was a whole serve, def must read. each time mc takes one step, jk is FIVE steps ahead her LMAO
- you by @whoretan 
↳ college + stalker au. the first chapter recently released and i’m invested on what’s going to happen to the next chapter. everyone’s motive in this fic is somewhat unclear and the mc here is quite unreliable. can’t wait for shit to happen 
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thesupreme316 · 10 months
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I'm not sure if you are doing request<3 but I was wondering if you can do aew stars reacting to you bring pregnant and then they tell everyone on social media 🥺❤️
AEW Stars React to: You Being Pregnant
Pairings: Darius Martin X Fem!Reader, Hook X Fem!Reader, Ricky Starks X Fem!Reader, Eddie Kingston X Fem!Reader, Daniel Garcia X Fem!Reader, MJF X Fem!Reader
Word Count: 778
Supreme Speaks: thanks to anon for requesting! MY INBOX AND REQUESTS ARE ALWAYS OPEN. i hope i did this idea justice. please remember that you are loved and appreciated.
Warnings: not proofread sorry, self promoting takes place,
Taglist: @hooks-martin @wwenhlimagines @hookerforhook @triscillal @eddie-kingstons-wifey @sheinthatfandom
Darius Martin (somewhat shorten version of this...self plug)
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Almost fainted when you first told him
Ran around the hotel telling everyone and their momma about it
“IM GONNA BE A DAD”
This man is the cutest being ever
Made t shirts for him and the lads about being a dad and uncles
Already bought a lot of baby stuff to prepare for future
Will make a long post about you and yall’s relationship
Will talk about how great of a mother you will be
“Thank you for blessing me with a child and I know you will be the best mother in the world.”
Hook
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Was in shock at first cause he was nervous about being a dad
Immediately went to his father for advice
Who just told him their is no way to prepare and to take it one day at a time
Is still very nervous about being a parent
“Yeah, I’m scared. But as long as I have you and our child, I’ll be alright.”
Made a very simple post on instagram with a black heart and your expected due date
I CAN SEE HIM DOING IT WITH A BABY HOODIE THAT SAYS HOOK ON IT
Will post update pics every trimester and with your permission first
Eddie Kingston
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Now, this man will have a very emotional rollercoaster (but the man is overall thrilled of the news)
Ranging from happy to scared back to happy to nervous to stressed
I feel like Eddie would be worried about not raising your child properly/to the best of his capability
After reassuring him, Eddie would finally put his fears to rest (for now)
Will leave work early for you screaming; “MOVE! MY WIFE/FIANCE/SOULMATE/THE MOTHER OF MY CHILD NEEDS ME!” (He would say that in that order…fight me)
Will buy books about parenting
In terms of posting, he will post a picture dump of your ultrasounds and boxes of nursery
Will curse out anyone if they something negative about you, ya’lls child or about pregnancy in general
Ricky Starks (Honestly a short version of this post….lol self-promotion)
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Like I said in the past MAN IS EXTRA AS HELL
Will cry when you tell him that is gonna be a dad
Like Darius, he already bought a lot of baby stuff
Already set up a gender neutral nursery
Will produce a big blown out baby shower and gender reveal
Im talking waterfalls, two people wrestling to reveal the gender, no gifts are gonna be under 50 dollars, everythang
For the reveal on social media, he will post pictures of the baby shower with a nice caption
“To my future child; I love you and you got the best and most good looking parents in the world. To my future wife; I love you and I cannot wait to grow with you in this next stage. Sincerely, Stroke Daddy.”
Daniel Garcia
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THIS MF IS A SWEET MENACE
Will joke around about creating a baby with you
“So was it the time I turned you-“ “Shut up you miscreant”
Will become very soft around children and seeing new parents with their kids
He’s thinking about how you guys will act with your kid(s)
Doesn’t go out anymore, rather stays inside with you
Already planned family trips and moments
Will announce it by posting your maternity pictures
“I love you and I cannot wait for my mini-me to come in the world.”
MJF
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Y’all know Ryan Reynolds and Blake Lively’s PDA? Yes. That is all.
Will make jokes about you, cross your face out of pictures, talking about how HIS child is coming to the world
It’s okay cause you do the same
But behind doors, he is so hyped about having a child with you
Will request best care and materials for you during your pregnancy and when the child is born
Will ask some of his friends about how to help you during this time
His instagram post will feature a picture of you two (with him having a big ass smile and your face cropped out) with a caption
“My future child is better than you (and your below average child) and you know it.”
Will post the full picture of you guys and say “She said I had to upload the full picture or she’ll choke me with the baby’s umbilical cord.”
Max Caster is def crying and asking to be Daddy #2
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peachesofteal · 5 months
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Bro I just finished the sassy series and holy shit idk why it took me so long to read it. That was a whole emotional rollercoaster I don’t even know how to feel. But once again another display of your incredible writing. I don’t think I’ve ever read anything like that it was so wow.
It takes so much skill to write such deep, emotional, and heavy topics accurately especially when you’re doing it from the POV of the people going through it all and I assume you’re not a military veteran that’s been tortured (I hope not…) so maybe you don’t have that experience yourself yet you wrote it in a way that felt so raw and real it shook me.
Im sorry this ask is a mess of words like I said that made me so emotional and it’s 6am rn + I stayed up late reading it so I’m just scrabbled but I needed to share my love and appreciation for Sassy ❤️
This was such a treat to read, thank you so much for taking the time to write it up and leave it in my inbox. Sass and Simon are so special to me, I really bonded with their characters and writing Simon as someone so trauma informed and loving and supportive really scratched a specific itch for me. Sass has an entire life in my head. A past, a present and a future and it really warms my heart when others enjoy her as much as I do. Thank you so much 🖤
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byngchnwrld · 2 years
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Warnings: fighting, toxic relationship(s)
Yeonjun:
You two had been arguing for over 3 hours, and both of you were exhausted and frustrated with each other, there seemed to be no end,
“you know what I hate you” you screamed in a fit of range. Yeonjuns face dropped.“you know what lets talk later, once we’ve calmed down” yeonjun mumbled. He quietly left, you sat down on the couch realizing what you had just said, you so badly had wanted to take it back but the damage was done.
Soobin
What started out as a petty argument turned into something much bigger, at this point both of you were just digging up the past and throwing it at each other’s faces, as much as you hated to admit it, you both brought out the worst in each other.
“I hate you” you said venom laced in your words. You wanted to hurt him.
“I-I’m sorry” he said as if he hadn’t heard it before but that didn’t make it hurt any less.
Beomgyu
“You know what, I think we should just break up” you snapped at him, at this point you didn’t care if the whole apartment complex heard you.
“That’s a fucken great idea, I don’t know why were still together” he said mockingly. Both of you stared at each other with so much hatred in your eyes. “I hate you” you whispered. “I hate you too” he said with just as much venom. “Leave” you said pointing to the door. He left without hesitation slamming the door behind him. All the tears he had been holding back all rushed at him at once, he sobbed quietly in his car. It was over.
Taehyun
“I hate you” you screamed in the heat of the moment. “Why, would you say that” Taehyun whispered as his heart broke in two. You couldn’t possibly mean it. Your eyes grew wide “No Tae I didn’t mean it” you said sitting down next to him on the bed. “I was angry but I swear I could never hate you” you said. If anything you hated yourself for saying that. Nothing could ever make you hate him. “Im sorry” you whispered planting a kiss on his temple. He looked in your direction “I hate fighting..”
Huening Kai
You both sat in the silent room that once once filled with screaming, three words came out of you mouth you never thought you’d say to Kai. It felt like hours had gone by when in reality minutes had passed since you said “I hate you.” You couldn’t even look at him. He sighed and ran his hands threw his hair in frustration before finally speaking. “Just tell me you didn’t mean it. That you lied” he pleaded. You didn’t know how to answer him, or what to say to make him feel better.
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A/N: Wow.. this was a rollercoaster of emotions, this is my first time writing something like this! I hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing this! SO sorry if it was bad :( but thank you for reading it! I have a bunch more of these I wanna do with a couple more groups, so keep an eye out for those!
Groups id write about(in the future)
Seventeen, Victon(ofc this acc is dedicated to them) Enhypen, Txt & nct!
Take care of yourselves & stay hydrated!! 🤍
Inspo from TikTok: chimmy_cafe 🫶🏼
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smallpapers · 2 months
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hey just wanted to share that 2024 so far has been rough for me too (mental health sucks) you're not alone, i think a lot of people feel this way too. You're going to get through whatever is happening, trust me, I'm living proof.
(Im sorry if it wasnt all that dramatic lol)
Hi!! Tysm for the message!! I'm alright, just had some bad news on something that could affect me in the future but it's all out of my control~ but I'm a worrier and get stressed easily haha
I am sorry to hear that 2024 has been tough for you too!! I hope you'll feel better soon 🫂🫂 mental health is a rough rollercoaster 😔
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husbono · 1 year
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soooooo i have 6 full days off work :-)
but i have 6 full days off work because im helping my mum and dad sort out the last of their stuff before they move to thailand for the foreseeable future :-(
they're flying next weds...
u may or may not know the events that have lead up to this and overall its a really good thing. my dad can't work here rn so there's more opportunities out there. and his pension will go further anyway. my mum has lived in england since she was 19 so she'll finally get to be with our big beautiful supportive caring family there. she's wanted to go home for a long time. and my brother moved there when he was 18 so. they have support. a network. they'll be good. i hope.
but. ill be the only one left here... which is ... ??!!!?! i have my bfs family here who treat me as their own. and whilst i am putting on a brave face for my mum who says she misses me already despite not having left yet... i do feel like a toddler who's lost in a supermarket rn. ah. i mean i haven't lived with my parents for more than a couple months since i left for uni at 18. but they've been like... a couple hours down the a1m away at most. not. a 12 hr flight or more.
it hasn't rly sunk in yet. trying to focus on the good things happening like i'll see my brother in a couple days for the first time in like 4 years as he's flown back for the occasion to help. my mum will get to live with her mum again and be there to help look after her. my dad has had... a rollercoaster of a year. and i hope he takes this opportunity as a fresh slate. but i have also been their only support system since my brother left (15 years ago?? give or take) which has been... hell at times... so. its just. a lot! i think i mb deserve the break which feels selfish. the distance might do us good. im going to miss them a lot.
what im really trying to say is ur all my mum and dad now thank you &lt;3
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nakamatoo · 11 months
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V9 was legit an emotional rollercoaster from beginning to end. CRWBY literally too the series into a whole new direction that dived into interpersonal self reflection with its core cast. It was def a gamble on their part, but I ultimately feel like it paid off in the end because I legit adored each eps and loved seeing team RWBY grow emotionally stronger by the end of it.
Im so happy with the amount of love and support v9 has been getting and I can only hope that CR sees this as confirmation that we want to see this story continue in future volumes. Here’s Hoping we see Team RWBY again in V10
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starglitterz · 2 years
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cynosure. (xv)
─── chapter 15 ! ~ cynosure.
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summary; you and xiao are genmates under the famed streamer company genshin impact. the chemistry between the two of you is undeniable, and your fanbases absolutely love your collaborations. but when you both start meeting up offline more and more, your connection starts to deepen past just harmless flirting and playful banter. with these real feelings starting to affect both your job and reputation online, how will you two react when your relationship becomes the internet’s cynosure?
a/n: i hope you enjoy this chapter and that it provides a satisfying ending for this rollercoaster of a series :] thank u for all the support on cynosure, i love u guys and i'm so grateful to be part of such a sweet community <3
warnings; suggestive
previous.┃masterlist.
please reblog ! it helps a lot :)
biggest thank u to; @hurricanectar & @noctua-koi for always talking abt cynosure w me :) i became friends w both of you through this series and i'm so glad we've become so close!! i love u both sm <3
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livestream !
y/n: hi everyone! sorry for the unscheduled stream, but thank you very much to all of you who decided to tune in!
xiao: yes, thank you. so as the title of this video suggests, the two of us have an important announcement to make.
COMMENTS ylovrr; omg what could it be siluc; i mean the two of them r tgt for it so im p sure we all alrdy k xiaoxiaoo; ahhh i hope it isn't anything bad :< kazu-topia; it should be fine (i think)
y/n: i think chat is going to murder us if we keep dragging it out, so, xiao, would you like to do the honours?
xiao: me?! didn't we agree it was going to be you?!
y/n: i changed my mind! *sticks out tongue*
xiao: ._.
COMMENTS auradragon199; THEY ARE SO CUTE!!!!!!!! venvens; what if them bantering was my final straw,,, it's too wholesome :sob: dendrobivms; i want to marry both of them atp LSKDJSK
xiao: fine. since y/n has very kindly thrown me under the bus, i'm just going to say it - the two of us are dating.
y/n: ?!?!?!
xiao: why do you sound so surprised?? you asked me to say it!
y/n: I KNOW!! it just sounds so cool when you say it out loud like that.
xiao: ...
COMMENTS hamayumis; AHHHHHHHHH XIAOYN REAL OFFICIAL noctua-koi; OFMWAKJDKJSA THIS IS NOT A DRILL EVERYONE I REPEAT THIS IS NOT A DRILL XIAOYN IS REAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sprayio; aww xiao's blushing :>>> so cute !! hurricanectar; theyre perfect for each other :))) contentedbean; yes they deserve the world noirkkat; my scrunklies <3
y/n: holy archons, thank goodness you're all taking it well. not to exaggerate, but i was honestly terrified that most of you would hate us.
xiao: mhmm. but even if you did, that wouldn't change anything between y/n and i. i've been stupid enough to let hate comments affect me once, and it will never happen again. i love y/n, and since i'm lucky enough to call her my girlfriend, i'm not going to allow anything to ruin that.
y/n: aw, xiao! i always knew you were head over heels for me.
xiao: yeah, yeah, whatever. anyways, if you have any questions we'll be more than happy to answer them.
COMMENTS 120802; xiao won't meet y/n's eyes... looks like someone's down bad anon; will this affect your streaming?
y/n: nope, not at all! xiao and i are still very much our own people, so our schedules for streaming won't change at all.
xiao: except for maybe a few more off-collabs with just the two of us.
y/n: *pretends to whisper to chat* xiao's just saying that 'cause he wants me to stay over. *wink*
xiao: I AM NOT!
y/n: *laughter* next question!! 'have you heard that all of scaramouche's social medias have been deleted?'
xiao: ...no, i haven't. nevertheless, i wish him the best of luck in all his future endeavours. there is no bad blood between us and i genuinely hope he's happy.
y/n: exactly! also just a reminder, please make sure not to send any hate to anybody who was involved or a fan of scaramouche. we've moved on from that chapter of our lives, and we'd like to leave it in the past.
COMMENTS scaramew; theyre so mature omfg sohyuki; another day another slay as per usual alatusxiaoo; mwahhh i hope the pillow of whoever asked that qs is warm on both sides kdaehara; them. that's it that's the comment tofuthoma; screaming sobbing crying rn /pos normalisthenewnorm; hmm what else is there to even ask cynokine; i'm assuming scara had to either delete his socials or go to court and he picked the better option test-tube; soooo, any plans to play two-player games more in future?
y/n: great question! personally, i'm looking forward to human fall flat, or maybe fall guys!
xiao: or maybe stardew valley could be cool. or even phasmophobia.
y/n: isn't that a horror game?! xiao, not everyone has your ability to be utterly unafraid in the face of jumpscares.
xiao: hey! is that an insult or a compliment?
y/n: hehehe, i'll never tell!
COMMENTS afchicken; theyre so sweet im going to get diabetes istg yelansrightarmpit; AWKJDJAKSJDKAWKDJSAKD BARKS LOUDLY thomacrumbs; me when they <3_<3 goblefunk; xiaoyn the world xiaophobic; I LOVE THEM SO MUCH !!!!!!! c02z; so, how does it feel being the hottest streamer couple on the planet?
xiao: on the planet...? well it's mostly y/n.
y/n: xiao! don't say stuff like that!
xiao: it's just the truth!
y/n: *swats him* anyways, you're very kind for saying so. and personally i think it's thanks to xiao, and it hasn't been that long yet but so far dating him is very fun!
xiao: dating y/n is very fun too. she's an amazing person and i'm honoured to be hers.
y/n: how can you say such cute stuff with such a calm face?! i swear i'd kiss you right now if we weren't streaming.
xiao: then maybe we should end the stream here, because if i'm being honest i'd like to kiss you too.
y/n: archons, you're lucky i love you. we aren't ending the stream yet, we've still got more questions to answer!
xiao: hmph. *pouts* fine.
...
y/n: so anyways, i think we'll end the stream here! thank you so much to everyone who joined, i'm really glad to know that you all support our decision and we hope that you'll continue to watch our streams!
xiao: yes. thank you for the kind words, have a good day.
y/n: byebye!
COMMENTS nurserinnn; that was the best stream ever!! yanfeishere; brooo xiaoyn has my whole heart omg aijlin; if they don't get eternal happiness im rioting van-chii; them !!!!!!!!!!!!
*stream ends*
y/n: xiao, holy archons, my hands are shaking so much. aHHH i was so nervous!
xiao: you did great, dove. *holds y/n's hands* i'm so happy we did that.
y/n: me too! i must be the luckiest girl in the world; our fans will still enjoy our content, and i get to date the person i love.
xiao: *under his breath* you're so cute.
y/n: i'm right next to you, y'know. i can hear you.
xiao: ?!
y/n: haha, i'm just teasing! i think you're super duper mega awesomely cute too, xiao!
xiao: *ears turn red* it's getting late, we should go get ready for bed. you need to get enough rest, especially after your travelling.
y/n: okay then, boyfriend. i call dibs on using the shower first.
xiao: *swallows* go ahead... girlfriend.
y/n: AWWW YOU'RE LITERALLY SO ADORABLE!!!
xiao: STOP, JUST GO SHOWER ALREADY! tsk, no respect for the adepti.
irl !
"hey y/n, i used the other bathroom, so you can take your time and you don't have to worry about rushing so i can use this one," xiao hesitates slightly before knocking on the bathroom door to let you know. if he's being honest, he can't tell if he's awake right now because all this feels like the best kind of dream possible. sure, you've slept over at his house before, but this time the two of you are an official couple! "it's okay, i'm already done anyways," you reply cheerfully before opening the door and grinning at him. as xiao looks at you, he hopes that if this is all a dream, he gets to sleep a little longer.
"you look really pretty," xiao murmurs, swallowing the lump in his throat which miraculously forms whenever he's around you. he has always been soft-spoken and quiet, preferring to keep his thoughts to himself instead of voice them out loud, but when you're here, this quality is amplified tenfold. everything he wants to say to you is frozen on the tip of his tongue, and he can only gape at you like a goldfish and pray to any deity listening that somehow you'll understand what he's trying to convey. you twirl, allowing the fabric of his shirt to swoosh around your legs, "aww, thanks! this is the shirt you left out for me, right?" your boyfriend nods, and you swear he looks so adorable when he's too shy to make eye contact. little do you know he's thinking the exact same thing, except it's more so about how you're drowning in his shirt - he knew it was a good idea to buy the biggest size, too-large clothes are always the most comfortable, and if he gets to see you like this that's just an added benefit.
"actually, dove, can i kiss you?" the words slip out before xiao can stop himself, before he can filter them like he usually does. perhaps this is just the effect you have on him, reducing him to an incoherent mess who acts before he thinks. but as you smile, "of course," and move forward to kiss him, xiao thinks that maybe it isn't that bad. your hands travel upwards to tangle in his hair as you push his back against the bed, tugging on the jade strands as you deepen the kiss. xiao can barely think clearly at this point, his mind has been wiped to a clean slate, every thought replaced with the feeling of your lips as he does his best to memorise everything about you. hands gripping your waist tightly, his golden eyes flicker from yours to your lips, fixing every inch of your features into his mind. his thumb smooths across your cheek, admiring the way you lean into his touch, eyes fluttering shut as you nuzzle into his warmth.
the two of you have come so far, xiao thinks to himself as his fingers idly dance over your skin, unknowingly igniting a trail of fire in their wake. throughout everything you've both been through, xiao definitely knows that there were things he could have done better, ways he could have reacted better, but if varying the method won't lead to the scenario where he gets to kiss you like this right now, xiao thinks that he wouldn't change anything for the world. he's learned so much these past few months, from healing himself after his past and convincing himself to be brave enough to step into a new future, and it's all thanks to you. you, who coincidentally strolled into his life and captured his heart and attention without even trying, you, who gave him a second chance even when he thought he was unforgivable, you, who was willing to accept him for his flaws and love him nevertheless. it was always you.
as your mouth sears across his collarbone, xiao cups your face, tilting it up to look at him, "y/n, i love you so much." your expression relaxes into a smile, affection glimmering in your irises as you gaze at him with so much tenderness in your eyes, "i love you too, xiao." his hands slide down your torso to rest at your hips, but his stare is focused on yours still, "you know i'll always be there for you, right?" "mhmm," you mumble, pressing your lips to his once more, matching the heat building up between the two of you with an equally passionate kiss. xiao is helpless to do anything but melt into it, enjoying the feeling of your lips moulding together perfectly like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle slotting into place. you're making his head spin with just your lips - he's always been at your mercy, for you've got him wrapped around your little finger; all his attention, all his admiration, and all of him.
when you pull away, xiao leans his forehead against yours, amber irises shining with fondness, "after all, you're my cynosure."
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a/n; so we're finally at the end, huh? it's been a pretty wild ride over these 8 months ever since i published the cynosure masterlist as a surprise on 18th july last year :') i never even dreamed it would gain this much popularity or that so many people would like reading a streamer au, but i'm really glad it did. i've met countless wonderful people through this story whom i'm proud and lucky to call my friends until now. i just want to say that i'm so so so thankful for all of you who gave cynosure a chance. ily, i quite literally wouldn't be anywhere on tumblr without you guys <3 also, all the fan accs in this chapter are people whom i love + people who i've recognised interact frequently w cynosure posts !! i hope it's okay that i used your urls without permission, tell me if you'd like me to remove it. do stay tuned for my future projects too mmkay? anyways, as per usual i'm still finishing cynosure chapters at stupidly late hours, so i'll be heading to bed now. goodnight everyone, take care of yourself, and please do lmk what you thought about this chapter / cynosure as a whole! i'd love to hear your thoughts on it :> mwahhh byebye !! <3
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jelixpo · 7 months
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i know ive sent an ask before, but i just have to send one again after reading the epilogue.
i’ve been here since the comic started, and it’s been such a thrilling adventure to follow this incredible story you’ve made for them. the characters have so much depth, they act so human, and i feel like thats an important key that a lot of artists miss about their favorite characters.
it’s been amazing to watch how your art style developed too, how it changed, improved, and fit so well as the story went on. your work with displaying emotions is amazing. i love how you draw them, as well as writing emotion! the text bubbles, different fonts, i could hear the emotion in their voices in my head as i read it.
this story was genuinely such a rollercoaster of emotion and i couldn’t ever stop reading. i think i’ll forever read it once or twice a year as i remember it, LOL. i know it’s silly to some people to be so emotional over some webcomic about a super mario ship, but i loved every bit of this. i’ve smiled, cried, yelled, and rolled my eyes over this comic.
i’m sad to see it end, but at the same time, i’m glad you’ve finally finished it and you have a break from the work it takes. and trust me, i know it’s a lot! i’ve had many failed comic attempts in my art history.
the epilogue was completely phenomenal, and i do hope we see some more art of them from this little comic universe! even if it isn’t big, fancy, colored work. i just hope we see some more of them every now and then!
thank you for this fantastic work of art. and congratulations on finishing it!
- .luiigis
thank you so much.
So often when working on this comic I was worried that the characters weren't behaving realistically. I wasn't so much worried about accurately portraying their in-canon personalities, but I at most wanted to make their personalities and reactions believable. I'm so glad that could come across.
Watching my own style change and adapt has also built my confidence in my artistic abilities. I know what I'm capable of and I have a better understanding of where my limits are when it comes to drawing for hours (or days) on end.
im incredibly flattered that you'll take the time to reread it in the future. I'll be doing that myself this week
For me it's a huge relief to see it end, both because it's a huge truckload of work off my shoulders and because the story gets to actually have an ending. I know there were serious times were I thought about abandoning this story and I'm so glad I was able to push myself through those breaking points and bring this story to a conclusion that I'm immensely satisfied with and exactly as I envisioned.
You will most likely see bits and pieces here and there of this version of the bowuigi gang, but I can firmly say that this is where the main story ends.
again, thank you
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ro-is-struggling · 4 months
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Omg Chapter 2 for the princess and the wolf was amazing!!!! Thank you for sharing!! I got so excited when I saw the word count haha That was like a little rollercoaster in just one chapter. In the middle I started fantasizing about their future adventures together just like they did ♥️ But they both did what they think is best to protect the one they love. 😥I hope they'll find their way back together sooner than expected. Im so excited for the coming chapters!!!
omg thank you so much honey! I'm happy to see that you liked it💜💜💜I got soo carried away while writing it but it was so fun! It's the first time in a while that I got time to really sit and write for hours and I think it showed lol I'm really inspired for this particular fic for some reason but I'm not complaining
I was honestly so fucking scared of writing the second part cause I feel like the first is like peak writing for me, like I feel it turned out so good and beautifully written that there was no way I could make anything better to follow it up. And even though I still think the first part is better, I found a way to make a sequel work by slightly changing the tone of the two parts so I don't feel the need to compare them and get frustrated. That helped me find inspiration and I'm so happy it worked out cause this is the most excited I've been to write something in a while!
Aaand not to spoil my own work but they will definitely find each other again. I'm not good with angst, I add it to my fics every now and then but I need happy endings or I cry lol and they are just too cute not to make it work, you know?
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sebscore · 9 months
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ahhh thank you for asking! i’ve been travelling around europe and busying myself with projects and whatnot. june was pretty hectic so i couldn’t be on tumblr as active as i wanted to unfortunately 😭 but i missed talking to you!
i did read (and reread gentle hit), both chapters were amazing and i was so immersed in the story! i’ve typed/updated my thoughts on the first chapter below!
chapter one:
- ‘she plastered a fake smile on her face, something sebastian noticed in an instant’ his immaculate people (or in this case, y/n) reading skills, i’m in love. though it’s not hard for me to adore seb vettel lmao
- love the way you wrote lewis and y/n’s easy chemistry! i really like how you expressed their love for each other in their small gestures, whether it’s simply smiling at the other or just laughing. they’re an adorable couple, and the conflict between wanting her to stay in her blissful power couple with lewis or end up with a pining seb is perfectly set up. genius.
- just reading how angst and jealousy hit poor seb in the gut feels so visceral even though lewis and y/n’s interactions are seemingly minor, but this is magnified when you elaborated on their past. this, along with seb’s choice pushing them further from what each other would have wanted was painful (but in the best way). the fact they could’ve had everything but got lost along the way… man.
- platonic sewis! always a sucker for how supportive the both of them are for each other, even though they’re going through different challenges of their own here. to paraphrase ada limon, i love how men love.
- her finding mark webber instead of seb, interacting playfully with mark AND calling seb a hazard to his face. if i were seb i would be eating my hat.
- him playing dumb and just looking after y/n so longingly… oh seb.
- seb actually listening to what y/n said, rejecting lewis’ offer to drink & texting her to apologise… these last few paragraphs were an absolute rollercoaster of emotion, but i think it’s a great summary of the complicated relationship and past between seb and y/n. two kindred souls with vastly different emotions about their past and current scars, trying to work out a future with or without the other. the conflicting ways in which they try to move on just makes my heart ache. and it’s only the first chapter.
- ‘… but the four time world champion always appeared to always find a way back to her.’ OH. what a punch in the gut.
to summarise, i think the revamp of the series is a great step forward! compared to the previous iteration, i think your voice, writing style and characterisation (amongst others) have grown vastly, and it just shows how much you’ve developed as a writer <3 loved this first part and can’t wait for the rest!
(my thoughts for chapter two will come in a new ask soon)
- seb anon 💙
i hope you have been enjoying your travel around europe? would love to know which countries you have visited! and i missed talking to you a lot too! X
and can i just say how you are like the dream reader to have? like this kind of feedback and commentary is the best thing ever and this genuinely made me feel better about my writing :)) youve written everything out so perfectly and you pay attention to the small details, and i cant tell you how much i appreciate that !! <3
the ''easy chemistry'' is the best way to describe the dynamics between lewis and yn! cause their relationship is ''easy'' but in a very positive way! and you are completely right about the conflict she experiences!
EXACTLY! and you worded it so perfectly omg! seb knows everything ended the way it was supposed to, but he cant help himself to get jealous of ''what could have been them'' when he looks at lewis and yn.
the friendship of seb and lewis is also an important part of the series so im SO happy to hear you say that! it will become a big point in the later chapters!
her and mark's friendship is just comedic relief :))) and the ''hazard'' line is one of my fav things!!
your last three points are just spot on! and the way you have the entire thing worked out already from the first chapter is- wow, as a writer this is like the biggest compliment ever :) again, i cant stress enough how much i appreciate and adore your attention to detail! i like adding little gestures and actions, cause often those say more than the characters' words <3
i cant wait to see what you thought of the second chapter! and im glad to hear you think ive developed as a writer, cause thats one of the most important things about this revamp!
have the most amazing day, darling anon!! x
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pendwelling · 1 year
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I always talk abt Jesse and Cedric's relationship but I also can't get over his relationship with Eva and Aurelie.. like Jesse's relationship with the two is so familial that it gives me cavities 😭 the way aurelie gave her growth staff(?) To Jesse and johan saying that it's something passed down to family/descendants (idr the exact words) was SO!! I mean it was obvious before but to the extent that Aurelie sees Jesse as her own is so 😭😭 she's so soft with him and she's so physically affectionate it's just nice reading. And the hug scene during the sejak arc 🥹🥹 and the way Eva always wants Jesse's attention and time is so!! Unfortunately I can't get much out of their dynamic yet bc they get less time than the mentor-disciple duo but yeah. they're all so sweet. Parent-child and sibling dynamic stories always make me weak. can't describe it w words as I can only muster up "so so so" lol
OH MY GOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I CRY ABOUT AURÉLIE AND JESSE'S RELATIONSHIP
The way how he's her first and only student 🥹 THE WAY HOW SHE SEES HIM AS HER SON IN ALL BUT BLOOD AND NAME 🥹😭😭😭
She cares about him so much it actually makes my heart lurch. Every time she acts tender and affectionate with him I curl up and cry. They truly have one of the best relationship developments in the novel and I will die on this hill fr 😭 Her gifting Jesse her old holy staff that she used when she was younger as a gift for his birthday, but also giving it in hopes to convey to him how much she wants him to remain with them (her) in the Empire in the future.... 😭😭😭🥹 AURÉLIEEEEEEEEEEE HUUAGGAGHHHH
I know p much exactly at what point youre at in the novel and im SCREAMING because oh god... you're gonna get punched so hard in the aurélie-jesse feels at some point (i love their relationship so much) (or just feels in general—ive said it before and ill say it again, but this novel.... it plays with your emotions so bad, it's the best its so so so so good, i love the emotional buildup and rollercoaster)
And Jesse and Eva!!!!!!!! The way Eva constantly calls him with insults LMFAO but she!!!! cares a lot about him!!! And vice-versa!!!!!!! 😭 Something about Jesse just ends up with him gathering found family everywhere he goes wkdjdkkdksk (he is a much better older brother than Robert was and Eva deserves the best :'))
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kiryoutann · 1 year
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HI!! okay first and foremost, i'm a huuuge fan of you and your works!!! i stumbled upon your 'between kisses' in ao3 and omg the journey i went through reading it and waiting for your updates- a rollercoaster ride of emotions!! literally sobbing, aching and questioning life ahaha but they're gucci so don't worry.
secondly, i love the plot, the feelings/emotions, the thoughts you put onto writing this story and ugh as a childe fan, i love and hate him (unrelated to the point at hand, i tried pulling for him three times during his rerun and he. doesn't. want. to. come. home. arghhh) and y/n, she's a strong and emotional character, i adore her!! ngl i even dream of this work of yours, also associating it with songs that fit important scenes hahaha and everytime you update, it adds another 5years to my lifespan so thank you for that! i have so many opinions to share but i'll stop here for the time being ehe (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)
lastly, you, as a writer, are so talented, brilliant, amazing, showstopping and i am so thankful to have found your work and keeping up with your updates on it and also your well-being ehe,, anyways that's all from me! i hope if you don't mind we can be mutuals here and in twt too! LOVING YOUR WORK THUS FAR AND I'LL BE SHARING MY FEEDBACKS TO YOUUUU IN THE NEAR FUTURE! <3333 xx
i.. i don’t know what to say
i wanna say that i’m happy to read this but that’ll be an UNDERSTATEMENT—
glad to know that you’re sobbing, crying, aching, and questioning life after reading my work- wait, i sounded so mean BUT BELIEVE ME, AS A WRITER, IT’S AN HONOR FOR ME TO KNOW THAT IM CAPABLE OF TAKING MY READER ON ROLLERCOASTER RIDE OF EMOTIONS
AND UGH??? come join our ‘childe pls come home’ club because idk why he’s avoiding his simps??? like.. COME. HOME. ALREADY.
and thank u so so much! i don’t mind being moots. pls drop your twitter account so i can follow u back!
CANT WAIT TO READ YOUR FUTURE THOUGHTS ON MY WORKS!
have a nice weekend<3
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clarityinchaos · 1 year
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An accurate description of my ✨Spiritual Journey✨(pt.1 healing)
My healing didn't happen over night. It is also not done... it also hasn't been a smooth straight line. Ive lived with depression for more than 18 years, thats the majority of my life... it didn't just go away because I meditate and journal or because I bought a few crystals and go take walks in nature or because I started praying. I didn't just learn over night how to show myself love (I'm still learning, btw). My healing journey has been a rollercoaster ride, with drops, twists and tunnels. There's moments its calm and I feel at the highest vibration but I still go through moments where my depression comes to say hello and brings anxiety along for a week or so and we hangout until they feel like leaving again... I think the main difference now after a few years of being in this ✨spiritual journey✨is that I have hope.
I have hope for my future and that the dark cloud will pass... meditation and journaling have given me with the emotional tools to deal with my depression and anxiety in a healthy way... I let myself feel my emotions and I cry it out if I need to. I journal and get my feelings out and bring my thoughts out by writing them down (which has been so helpful)... sometimes I feel like the hermit and will take some time to myself and spend it outside looking up at the sky and just take some deep breaths and let myself exist in the moment, not 'holding on' to a single thought but instead just letting them come and go while I focus on my breathing... (sometimes thats easier said than done). Sometimes, there are things that trigger me emotionally, situations or things that are said that bring anxiety and or that alter my mood and suddenly there's a gray cloud following me around that make the rollercoaster intense again while I grow and heal whatever it was that needed healing.... sometimes my depression and anxiety push me so far that I ended up going back to old habits because for 18 years its how I dealt with things and thats what's familiar; but as I continue to journal and meditate, I begin to grow and learn and heal some more and start once again to do the things I know will help me in the long run, and not just in the moment. I made a mistake but thats alright, it taught me patience and forgiveness. I remind myself that I didn't throw my entire journey away, that I didn't throw away my progress. As the years have gone by and I have made my mental and emotional health and self love a priority in my life, I find that I have less drops, tunnels and drops. but they still happen every once in a while. What im saying is that this journey isn't linear... and there isn't a timeline for when you should be 'healed'... so its okay, take a breath, and be patient with yourself. You got this.
@clarityinchaos
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onyourhyuck · 2 years
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No but jaemin always calling mirae miyoung is SO funny I love him. Also mirae and mark are so cute if he appears more I will start shipping but mirae and jaemin bickering is the best
But jaemin is really a fuckboy or he just likes to flirt with a lot of girls and lead them on?
And omg areum and jeno date was SO CUTE the plushies that looks like them aaaa. I thought they were going to have sex but I liked how you made it more soft, they falling asleep cuddling and the plushies there got my heart warm
JENO IN THE ROLLERCOASTER he's a mafia leader all scary and intimidating but is scared of rollercoasters PLS I LOVED IT
I imagined their outfits for the date and they're hot but what are your thoughts?
Hello!!! Omg I love your detailed thoughts and questions NCSKCNSK.
1. LMAO PLEASE JAEMIN WILL JUST PISS MIRAE OFF CONSTANTLY WITH THE NAME. EVEN IF HE DOES KNOW HER NAME, HE’LL JUST SAY IT TO ANNOY HER 😭😭
2. I love prince mark agenda, I feel like he will become a secret member of triple M LAMOA. triple m= Mitsuki, Mirebelle and Mirae 😭
3. Jaemin is a bachelor yeahhhh😭 it’s why he doesn’t want to get married, because he likes to flirt around with other princesses, but wait till a princess with phobia of marriage gets him whipped 💀 he’s going to be in for a hard angsty life LMFAO
4. then bickering will eventually become a love language for them or something smh
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1. IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED AREUM’S AND JENO’S DATE!! The plushies are😔 carrying the chapter, legit LMAOA.
2. I want to balance the softness wholesomeness with the smutty chapters that will come out in the future, because in my opinion. i view both very important in relationships. <33 BUT THEM BEING WHOLESOME IS THE BEST 🤞🏼Not at Areum getting heated over a simple kiss and jeno immediately controlling her into being wholesome 🫣. I sense needy areum coming through. IM HAPPY YOU LIKED THE SCENE SO MUCHHH.
3. just a mafia leader casually scared of being on rollercoasters 🚶‍♀️ what a sight. areum will never let jeno live this down though LMAO. if anyone asks what jeno’s fear is it will literally be: “rollercoasters and getting his balls hit 😾” LMAO
4. PLEASE SENT ME PICTURES OF THEIR OUTFITS FOR THE DATE BECAUSE I GOT MINE READY TO SHOW BUT IM VERY CURIOUS OF YOUR VISIONS.
Their outfits:
I picked my favourite outfit of jeno 😭😭 HE LOOKS AMAZING IN ALL BLACK THE HECK.
i also found this girl’s clothes last week and really liked it so much I’m getting a similar skirt irl 😔🤞🏼 let’s hope it all goes with that
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gab-has-adhd · 1 year
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i was the last anon... omg u replied!! did not expect that tbh 😭😭 & yeah i don't *actually* hate illumi, in fact i think it'd be near impossible atp because. a) he's way too relatable + b) i adore his character, and his family and his everything bc of how complex he is. he's amazing. stunning. jaw-dropping. horrendous. terrible. terrifying. all at once & I Appreciate Him So Much (tm) for it :]
also speaking of illumi... i am so interested in kikyo. like ik a lot of people in the hxh fandom find her irritating (she is sometimes) but she's a mother too - specifically the zoldyck's mother - and i think as a character, she would have such an in-depth backstory that we haven't even gotten into yet (at least from where i'm currently at rn in the manga lmfao.. manifesting the future chapters give us more abt her bc i Need to know everything about her history in meteor city 🙏)
another thing abt ur reply - UR SO RIGHT ABT WANTING TO BEHAVE LIKE ILLUMI 🙁🙁 as someone who relates to his trauma & thought process, me and him cld not be more different fr. i am too Fiery. i get into too much Trouble for losing my temper at the Worst times. illumi tho?? he looks emotionless (even tho he's not) but i need that kind of detachedness to get around w my daily life 😭 god made me traumatized but not cold as ice How is this fair Please i need a life refund T___T
im so sorry omg i keep writing essays in these asks 🙁 anyways i also hope u have a great morning/day/evening!!! its almost 12am i need to get back to studying for exams LMAOO hope ur doing well tho (drink water bff)
Hi again anon! 🌸 thank you for sending me another ask ufufufu it's almost 5 am for me but it seems I'm going to hae a sleepless night aGAIN for some reasons gnsngmsmcj
Good luck for your exams! I sincerely hope you'll be successful <3 and please never worry about sending me essays hahaha I love it very much 💕
I agree so much with you on Kikyo! I am usually not very big on female characters for some reasons but kikyo is so cool! I need to know more about her! I like her fucked up personality though lmaooo she is a Zoldyck indeed 🙏 like yes she IS irritating but it's because she literally is the MOTHER in a FAMILY OF ASSASSINS I think at this point every Zoldyck is allowed to be irritating LOL
I truly hope Togashi will give us more about her. She's from Meteor City after all, who knows what crazy things happened to her back there! Also I desperately need to know how she met Silva and how they fell in love.
Where are you currently in the manga? Just wanna make sure I don't drop any spoiler material if you send me more asks ufufu!
ALSO OMG I FEEL YOU SO MUCH ABOUT NOT BEHAVING LIKE ILLUMI. Like sure he probably behaves like this because he was deeply traumatized but... look I have ADHD and BPD, nature wasn't very nice with me. The combination makes me extremely impulsive, extremely emotive and very easily angered. My behavior is basically an emotional rollercoaster LMAOOO I just wish I was able to keep a cold face like Illumi 😭 who knows maybe his emotions are wild in his brain but at least he's able to completely conceal them. This is a skill I would appreciate having.
Instead my traumatized dumb ass self decided to gift me the ability to hide my upset-ness until I eventually explode. Which is. A pretty unhealthy behavior LMAO but I'm working on it :)))
Who knows, maybe one day Illumi is going to explode too 😶 not saying I actually want him to explode but somehow I think I would get so emotional if it ever happend to him. Like. Illumi breaking down nervously and. IDK crying maybe. This sounds wildly out of character but wow...
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