#rofl ; w;

[wasabijean]

hands…

#osmosis jones #fanart #my art #leah estrogen #drix #maria amino #ellen patella #paul spryman #ozzy & drix #ozzyleah #ozzyleahdrix #ozzy/drix #ellen/maria #mariellen #Hiiii yall Uhmmm Wsg. Long time no see #tldr was rightfully upset w my mutuals over palestine and i just sorta. left this place. for a bit. cuz wtf. but im here again with art. #ill make a post or sum rofl #procreate #okay see ya

[ratscrap]

angel guy made for @duckdotimg's mondo vuoto setting !!!!! had a lot of fun conceptualizing him, hehe.. he's an angel posessing the body of a once indie pro wrestler who died on the job... not that he cares, he's just here to have a good time and push this new body of his to its limits.

#oc art #original character #oc #original art #oc:ilo #last image shows its host... still need to come up w surname for her but her first name was emilia #ilo still takes after the wrestler thing w her primary fit mostly bc its whats convenient to her #she prefers doing Much more dangerous things for her free time though. pro wrestling can already be dangerous but she doesnt like the stage #element of it all #ROFL #reference

[fbj723]

some tips for drawing chrome’s hair?? this is how i view it at least maybe this might be helpful idk

example uses glory’s hair but this process can work for arclight’s hair too, i see arclight’s hair as glory’s hair but the bangs are somewhat shorter lol

#punishing gray raven #战双帕弥什 #パニグレ #pgr chrome #i have drawn this man w this hairstyle like 3 times #so i’m prob not qualified to even give these tips rofl #but his hairstyle is close to mine and i’ve drawn my hairstyle too many times #plus i saw moots struggling w drawing his hair and wanted to attempt to help out in some way

[paperpeachy]

good mornign

#paper mario the origami king #pmtok #scisstape #my art #tape #scissors #somn ab me dont sit ryt w me etc yeah yeah ik.....rofl

[solradguy]

A random guy on Etsy that I have never spoken to in my Life asked me for tips on how to build the Outrage. Like, there is nothing Guilty Gear about my Etsy profile. Do I just exude Sol energy that hard or something damn lmfao

I told him probably more than he needed to know. This was like an hour ago now and I'm still thinking about it

#textpost #Drinking this kinda apple spice flavored beer and it's making me realize that I haven't eaten a whole lot today oops rofl #Just had dinner (BBQ pulled pork w/garlic naan) but maybe I should eat some more....

[cybersteal]

𝕎.𝕀.ℙ 𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣

tagged by @koda-shoulda-woulda-but-didnt @ouroboros-hideout & @katsigian

Thanks for the tags, chooms! Sorry it's taken me so long to get to it but uhm, I didn't have anything to share until now, so...

Yeahhh 😅

First thing's first!

VP

I've had this idea for a while, as a good way to learn and maybe level up my skills, but haven't had the patience to dress a damn set for it, but I decided to give it a try. Kinda fucked it up the first time around - egregious clipping where I didn't notice it initially, not enough props, etc - so this is my second attempt at this finnicky fucking series. I like it so far, and I have to take some indulgent screenshots as a reward when I'm done that really make me wonder if I want to be Vice, or fuck him, because why the hell not? Who's gonna stop me?

Here's a few that I think are acceptable to share, though not all of them are guaranteed to be posted anywhere when I'm done lmao

And secondly!

Writing

I've ended up diving back into writing some decently chunky pieces of narrative revolving around Vice and the canon I'm still making for him. I finished a small, cutesy 1600-word thing where Vice and Johnny ride the fixed roller-coaster in Pacifica, and that opened the floodgates to my writer brain. Unfortunately I just don't have the stamina or energy to bang out 8k+ works in a few days like I used to, even for something I love writing about, but I managed that, and a question asked over on the Cyberpunk discord server I'm part of really hooked me. I've only gotten about 2k words out for it at the moment, but I'm chipping at it steadily.

I also won't be sharing it in this post, just because I don't like to share my unfinished writing, sorry sorry, it's not you it's me, I promise lmao

Taglist ahoy!

I’ve already lost track of people who’ve done one of these recently so if you posted a WIP post, just ignore this, or save it for another time when you have smth you wanna share! whatever you like 🤗❤️

@lokiina @totentnz @netripper @pacificaisstillpacifica @nightcxty @nightcityace @wraithsoutlaws @cyberholic77

#you talk too much choom #thanks again for tagging me! maybe one day i'll share my writing here too but we'll see rofl #i used to write every day but i've lapsed due to fatigue and other shit so i feel like i've devolved a bit in my skill level #cyberpunk is a fairly new hyperfixation too so i'm not as comfortable in the setting yet #bah w/e have some screenshots instead XD

[colgatebluemintygel]

love n longing at the edge of the world sounds SO incredibly good like…the Facebook scam fish… pete & fabian dynamics… S!! his story wow & r is just…(you mentioned you can talk about him for hours I think I speak for eveyone when I say FEEL FREE we shall eat it up really ) r/s fwb they r such idiots but in conclusion wow omg it sounds !!

EEEEEP thank you so much anon, im sooo happy to hear you say this <3333 ngl i've been going back n forth about this fic for ages ;; i grew up thinking anything and everything set in nz is inherently cringe (which to be fair .. a lot of it is) but actually i love these guys too much now not to write this fic <33

hehe well r .. there's so much to say !! he grew up in a small coastal town (one of the top voted shit towns of nz, even) and lived in a house bus for most of his childhood ! he had an imaginary friend called moony who he visited in the little gully beside the bus (which hope called the devil's grotto 😋)

SUCH IDIOTS ... i think this iteration of r/s fwb will hurt less than oao but .. well. it always hurts a bit!! and that's half the appeal really 😋

#i need to come up w an actual title for this fic so i can tag it .. #lalateotg is a bit of a mouthful rofl #pigeon post #wip game

[the-acid-pear]

I honestly don't get ppl hating Jeff or being mad at him being slow like, he's doing that on purpose. He's not being stupid he outright doesn't want to save these people because they caused him to lose his fucking son and subsequent life. Like his actions aren't without reason. Sure he ends up regretting it at the last second but that just goes to show how John's methods are more of a harm than a help.

#luly talks #saw #jeff denlon #like do you seriously expect him to not be a cunt? he hasn't been able to cope w his son's death for this long he tries to kill himself in #his fucking intro he's in the mud he's going thru it #he didn't deserve getting saw trapped he deserved to get some fucking therapy #to hate him is the same to hate Amanda imo they're both shit but they're just continuing the cycle of violence #they're filled w range and they're self destructive and #well i see what lynn could see in her ROFL

[ziracona]

Why on earth does the Wiki and searches about NukaWorld claim Preston becomes hostile if present for Taken for a Ride or spoken to after the player becomes Overboss??? I’ve played the entire DLC twice now, different PCs, different saves, regular and survival, and I took Preston both times for the DLC??? I never even got a ‘disliked’ from the man, except for being too forgiving to Harvey. He loved a lot of my sass at the Raiders?? And if I talked to him just would say I’d shown him I’m one of the good guys/repaid my trust in him. I mean, I’m sure if you agree to go Raider and like, kill settlers and shit. But I completed most of the questline short of taking over settlements or hurting innocents (took over the park, turned on power, etc) first save, and still completed grand tour and home sweet home on survival, before Open Season. I romanced the man in the overboss office yesterday before starting my raider killing spree. He never doubted I was just scoping out the place, which I was.

#fallout 4 #r’s fo4 survival run #Nuka world #like I guess maybe if you’re like ‘hell yeah let’s go raider’ ifs different but if you’re like ‘wtf is going on I don’t want to be here’ #(while proceeding w the quests) he has 0 negative reaction. maybe he needs to be at high affinity to trust you??? bc he was at besties w #both saves. but I kinda bet it’s the former and no one bothered to see if it’s your approach that changes it or smth #and tbh the wiki isn’t that accurate anyway after being taken over by Fandom #rip old fo4 wiki my belvoed. I miss you #also 0 problem with murdering raiders rofl I love he and Deacon don’t care if you kill someone evil even if allied #Deacon watching me shoot the guy who tried to get me to sell him a kid while the guy is friendly: 😎 #also Preston doesn’t give dislikes for Chen usage?? thank god god bless I was in such fear going in bc I needed them in surival to make it #*chem #w my level and stats as they are. Fatman crit hits boss and takes only 1/3 of one of the 3 bosses hp bars down IN STEALTH & u know it’s gon #be a hell of a firefight

[pillsopa]

thank GOD maggie chose to rename ronan. so grateful because you would NEVER catch me talking about a sean lynch

#aware that ronan is also a basic ass name but it’s better than. than SEAN #also aware that sean is also irish but it’s not Ronan that’s for sure #imagine explaining ronan plot lines but w the name sean #‘sean just got out of battling physical forms of his innermost demons 🤪 rofl!!!’ #trc #the raven cycle #ronan lynch

[horce-divorce]

I think that anon belied a common misconception among many well-meaning people, too, that is actually worth addressing, wrt my donation posts: I DONT usually get money from strangers, and I DONT put those posts up with any expectations at all! Sometimes they don't work! Sometimes we get nothing for weeks on end, or just $5 here and there, and we go a month without everything that we need, and we make do with what we can find anyway.

But the thing is, when I do put up a post and I ask for money, I'm NOT asking strangers. I have a TON of connections near & far that I talk to online. I'm putting out a call to all of my friends, giving them an update, and saying, "hey if any of you is better off right now, we could use a hand!" often my friends are no better off than me, and they can't help. that's fine! Its hard times for everyone! that's why I know they don't begrudge me for asking.

In fact, a lot of my friends send me money WITHOUT me asking!! one of my IRL friends has learned to recognize when I need more help and I'm playing it down. They gave me $60 just recently, after I waffled for hours about taking their money, and finally told them I could get by the rest of the week on $30-50. Another friend, someone I've known since we were toddlers, sent me $80 out of the blue several months ago just bc she missed us and was thinking of us, and she had a little extra. Last time we talked to her, I mentioned how our food stamps got cut, & we'd be out for another week. She venmo'd me $30 labeled "pizza tears" before we even got off the phone (which I think was hilarious fwiw). A different friend recently heard that Bel and I wanted to go on a date to taco bell, and when I said we could do it for under $20, she gave me $50 and said "make sure you get the cinnabons!!!" Another friend bought me winter boots and socks this year as soon as i said i didnt have any- THE best, warmest, cosiest socks I've ever owned. Last year, one (1) of my tumblr mutuals covered my ENTIRE cost of post-op care for top surgery. I said "I'll probably need $$$" and they covered all of it! That same person has bought me groceries, meds, and gas on many other occasions, too. All of these people are folks I've known for years either thru tumblr or IRL.

Very occasionally, it's a newer mutual or even a stranger. One time, when I was still on Twitter and very early in my transition, I said something about how gender affirming my old high school Chuck Taylor's were and how I missed them so. My mutual from another COUNTRY immediately sent me $60 for gender affirming Chuck Taylor's. I haven't spoken to that person since Twitter went south, sadly. If youre still out there, I named my shoes after you, Bergamot & Jones, and I think of you every time I step outside. Another time, a guy who wasn't even my mutual sent me a bunch of binders and boxers for free. Sometimes even my old coworkers from my mall days pop up out of the woodwork and send me 20 bucks or something.

I have more stories like this. Not even just about money. Like that guy who saw me pop a flat tire in the mall parking lot and insisted on changing it for me.

I actually also never feel guilty about asking for what I need, or accepting it, and you shouldn't either. I don't like this idea that you need to grovel and be exactly This self-flagellating and full of hatred and remorse to ride and earn one (1) morsel of kindness. What do I look like, a Catholic? You dont have to apologize for wanting to stay alive. You didn't ask to be born, and you weren't the one that put a price on living!

You know what I do instead? Pay it forward. Yes, I ebeg often, yet I, too, will sometimes send $5, $10, $30 to people I care about whenever we wind up with a little extra. You can't save money as a poor person anyway, it doesn't work, so why cling to my last few pennies when someone else could use it right now? I've watched Bel give away his last $5 to a different homeless person twice since we've been living in the car. One time we stayed and had dinner with the guy and his dog. He was a hitchhiker named Ray and he was SO interesting to talk to.

There are studies that show that the most generous people when it comes to donating are NOT the people with the most money. It's the poorest ppl in the community who have been or are in your shoes, and who know how you feel, who pitch in when you need it most. Hence the community $20. The idea that panhandlers are expecting something from well-off strangers who can't empathize with us is like... kinda silly lmao, we know most of those ppl hate our fucking guts and want us dead, actually. (Are rich ppl really just that threatened by the idea of sharing that they see someone going "help please (generally speaking)!" And they immediately go "ugh, ME????? How dare you ask ME specifically for MY hard earned money?????" Idk it kinda tracks.)

I also use a jovial tone in a lot of my posts because I have to ask for help a lot, and it gets tiring to everyone to constantly hear "I'm soooo sorry for being such a needy piece of GARBAGE, AGAIN, I really hate that i have to do this, but..." because that's just The Friend Who Is Apogizing For Breathing. That doesn't feel good to hear any more than it does to say, no one likes that. And yes SOME people DO want you to feel that way about needing help- but its not going to be the people who will help you, I promise you that. Also, think about what you're saying when you talk about yourself like that. Why are you garbage? Because the cost of living is too high? Because your boss doesn't pay you a living wage? Because your landlord wrings you dry? Because you can't afford your meds or food? How is any of that actually about you at all? How does being hungry and wanting to live make you garbage???

Deeply unfortunately, you also tend to get more attention with a chipper tone and a preemtive "thank you" instead of an "oh God oh God oh God I'm so sorry I'm so fucking sorry, fuck!!!!" I also won't imply urgency where there isn't any. Sometimes we DO need money asap and it's like, we'll literally be stranded in the woods with no food if we don't get it. But other times, we need money, but like, we have time to figure it out. I save the urgency for the times I really need it.

Instead I focus on the positive: I DO have a lot of friends who care about me, all over, and even strangers who care about me, too! Those people have been keeping my ass alive for YEARS! They shouldn't have to do that! I shoudlnt have to beg to continue to use my own organs! But also, how cool are my friends for being the realest commies I know??? They're not going to just let me die out here. Why would I be sad about that? Why would I feel bad about people caring about me and wanting to see me pull through? Why would I apologize for proving that the human loving spirit is in fact alive and well? In the times when there IS less urgency, I think it's just nicer to my friends to make a lighter hearted post once in a while- you know, for the ones constantly seeing this stuff and helping me out. I think it's nice to acknowledge them in a positive way, instead of always being like "god im do sorry that im STILL BREATHING, i know you guys HATE that!!!"

Like. Idk if this is making sense. Remember that post where the person was telling their partner, "I'm just so worried that you'll think I'm stupid and want me to shut up," and their partner said, "Thats kind of mean, I wish you wouldn't think of me that way"? It's like that. If your friends and mutuals wanted you to shut up and die and feel guilty for living, they wouldn't be sharing your posts or donating to you, and it's kind of... mean? To get off on that foot. It's like we expect people to only help us begrudgingly. Thats not true at all! Donation posts are optional. Most people who reply to them do so because they're in a position to help and they WANT to, because it makes them feel good.

It's thanks to my friends that I am still alive to make all these delightful posts for them to read. They want me to stay alive because they like having me around. So i try to continue to be that presence in exchange for their love and suppport, and yes, i will incorporate that into my posts asking for help, especially if its a less time-sensitive ask. Idk like, re-framing a situation and focusing on the positive is a basic coping skill from many types of therapy and I hate to say this but it really is good for you. (Also fwiw I try to always say "thank you" to every individual who sends me money, each and every time. Sometimes they don't let me send messages back thru the pay apps, and sometimes I forget, but I try to every time.)

Plus, damn near EVERYONE needs help right now! Poverty and income inequality and chronic houslessness and chronic ILLNESS are all at ALL TIME HIGHS. Pre-covid 25% of the population was disabled. I wonder what it will look like next time we get a handle on those numbers?

So just to be clear, again: I don't expect donations to pull us out of poverty! If that were realistic, it would have already happened, ive been doing this for a decade. I don't expect strangers to have a stake in our situation, either. All either of us want is to be able to keep living our lives as best as we can for as long as we can- and a lot of our friends, and other people, DO sympathize with that. That's a point of pride for the community I've chosen for myself. I refuse to feel guilty about surrounding myself with caring, wonderful people who actually read my posts. That sounds like a pretty big win for me actually lmao.

AND I refuse to feel guilty and self-deprecating over circumstances that are out of my control and don't actually weigh on my character whatsoever. Being disabled isn't a character flaw. Being unemployable bc of my symptoms isn't something that's "wrong" with ME. Being homeless during an ALL TIME RECORD HIGH of homelessness ISNT something thats "wrong" with "me," and it's not something I would want anyone else to feel guilty over, either! These things don't determine who I am as a person or the impact I have on the people around me. Clearly I continue to have a positive impact and be a good friend, or asking my friends for help wouldnt be keeping me alive. I simply don't have enough followers to get that much money from strangers lol. And I have more followers than a lot of people (around 1500 currently).

So yeah, this is to everyone else who's ever felt horrifically guilty for asking for help online or otherwise: even if you dont have a lot of connections and you ARE asking for help from strangers, needing one another isnt a character flaw! The people who care will WANT to help anyway, period. It makes people feel good to know they can help. And yes it does make people feel better to hear a "thank you! we are still alive and happy to be here!" Over a "fuck God I'm so sorry I'm still alive and burdening you all so with my high cost of breathing!!!!" I'm so sorry that you have to have a body! Me, too, bud. It's rough, but it's gonna be ok.

Anyway needing help is morally neutral. Now im just thinking about the way the upper class has poor people at each other's throats for the perceived "selfishness" of needing help- because in a world where you are constantly burnt out from work, and the value of a dollar is so horribly out of proportion to the effort it takes to earn, sharing that hard-won effort with anyone else does sometimes feel like too much. Im thinking about the way hoarding wealth & resources & keeping them behind paywalls is seen not only as morally superior but a sign of objective intelligence and life skills, vs how the way sharing is construed as foolishness, the way needing help to stay alive is construed as greed, while the upper class that literally stays healthy and youthful and thrives on the blood, sweat and tears of the lower class gets to pat themselves on the back for being morally superior, individualist, and "not needing anyone." Kinda makes me sick when I put it like that!

Anyway. Again, needing help is morally neutral, especially in this economy, and I refuse to hate myself for circumstances that aren't my fault and for having people in my life who are invested in me and want to see me pull through. Everyone deserves friends like that, and I hope you find them.

#me #homelessness #disability stuff #long post #car living #in case you missed the context #i had put out a donation post w a lighter tone. the one w the kitty gif on it #and this anon was like soo mad that i was 'trying to be funny and cute' instead of begging desperately #but ive been wanting to make this post for a while anyway just bc so many people do this #the whole oh my god im so fuckint sorry i have to do this again im so sorry to besmirch your dash and darken your doorstep etc etc #im sorry but i really feel like the ONLY people who WANT to hear that #are ppl like my anon who spend 0% of their time helping anyone ever #and most of their time saying shit like '97% of poor people have refrigerators' type shit #(real thing from fox news a few yrs back icymi. like poor people arent THAT poor. see. refrigerators!) #the only type of person who wants to see you self-flagellate for needing help getting meds #is someone who doesnt think anyone should ever have help getting meds. #wow i couldve just said that and instead heres a 10k word essay rofl. #anyway!!!!!

[thismoleculeisacomedian]

i love how unique of a character kai is. all the other characters kind of blend together in the sense that their entire focus is on their medical careers, climbing the career ladder, and their very cookie-cutter families. they are (almost) all loud, brash, confident, gregarious, and typically have egos the size of alaska (with a few exceptions of course, but those are the exceptions that prove the rule). kai is such a quiet, humble, self-aware, honest, artistic, down-to-earth, and sensitive person, which is not a type of character i can recall seeing on grey’s before. (plus the fact that they’re a scientist instead of being *another* surgeon is a nice touch too, for a show that acts like *everyone* in the medical field is a surgeon.) it’s just such a breath of fresh air to have a character like them 💖

#idk i just really love kai 💕💕 #amelia better not mess this up is all i can say #but if she does #@ kai: 📞me #rofl #i'm pleased to announce that i have a new comfort character #and ofc it's the character w/ next to no screen time 💀 #kai bartley #grey's anatomy #amelia shepherd #kaimelia

[millies-theme]

i get to play a fun game today, "try and find a 20 yo fabric pattern that was probably discontinued" lmao

#it's the fabric that was originally the backing for my wubie #bc. the original is in shreds (pissed about that) and i kinda want it back? so uh. gathering the materials to make a new one rofl #i will probably have to find a different fabric bc while I know i would well. know it if I saw it i don't remember the exact things on it w #*which is making it hard to search up #i know it was pink had abc blocks ducks and baby sheep (not sure about the sheep. u #*i think there were sheep but. it's been 5 years since i saw that fabric) #wish me luck guys i will likely never see this fabric again but hopefully i'll find something ajacent #or i'll just put dragons on it. ikd

[soullessjack]

would it be too much to ask for ppl to not put baby jack in the general jack tag cuz I am not ever trying to see that shit if I can help it

#I’ve been exposed to internet gore at a young age and that shit was way more tolerable to look at I’m not exaggerating #cal.txt #spn #jack kline #I love how this fandom is like yay we’re a big family we look out for each other always keep fighting #but when it comes to your autistic ‘family’ suddenly you just don’t care that much #who am I kidding of course it’s too much to ask. couldn’t even ask y’all to stop making it bc of the ableist implications #and how generally irritating it is that that’s the only content ever being made about him #lol. lmao even. rofl but I’m not laughing I’m boring into your skull with my laser eyes #I rlly don’t need to be constantly reminded that y’all legitimately think the show would be better w an autistic dude as an infant #bc y’all are so braindead you can’t fathom anyone being represented by him #but that’s a post for another day

[marsbotz]

how i feel thinking abt charlie the unicorn lore

#IM SERIOUS #they were soooo awful to charlie but they were like the closest thing he had to friends #he was genuinely sad when they were revealed to be puppets. even tho all they ever did was torture him #also arghhhhhhh the stuff w nyx. the way they tried soooo hard to prevent the disaster but nobody even listened #and their countless useless attempts to fix things after their death…… #so disturbing to think abt too how nearly every character is just straight up dead. or created by lolz and rofl. #like even at the end its charlie and starfishtaur. and thats like it rlly. maybe #loveeee this series. so funny but also makes me so miserable #when the silly youtube skit show turns into a tragedy!!

[hitandrunduorp]

@secondplayercanada

Charlotte happily laughed and shrieked as he was lifted ginning ear to ear, ignore the wooden sword on her hip.

“You’ve been gone forever! I missed you!!”

#secondplayercanada #||charlotte leblanc|| ic|| #rofl happens to the best of us bud! #also im so sorry this is so late bhjagjfgsf #muse keeps swinging #and have been kinda sorta addicted to FF14 lately @w@