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luxeavenger · 19 days ago
Just posting some mood boards for a Rockstar AU fic I’ll be posting Friday/Saturday. It’s called “Backstage Pass,” and should be an ongoing series.
Fic is posted: Could I Come Again Please
Please read an reblog! Thank you! 💜💜💜
Bucky Barnes:
Lead vocals
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Steve Rogers:
Guitar, Vocals
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Natasha Romanoff:
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Clint Barton:
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Scott Lang:
Roadie, Driver, Dealer
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luxeavenger · a month ago
On My Knees For You
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
Word Count: 1407
Summary: The sickly green tiles have sharp edges that cut into your knees, shredding your worn fishnets. The whole bathroom is done in the same vomit-green tile, and it casts the two of you in anemic colors. Bucky is standing over you, looking tall and intimidating in the nasty light of the dirty club bathroom.
Notes: Based on this Instagram post. Seb is playing Tommy Lee, which idgaf about. So Bucky became a rockstar (and kept his metal arm okay), and this fic happened. I’m sorry. I’m a hoe for a tattooed badass.
Warnings: smut, porn without plot, rough sex, face-fucking, choking, penis in vagina sex
DISCLAIMER: 18+ ONLY PLEASE. By clicking Read More you agree that you are 18 or over. I do not consent for minors to read any part of this fic.
Posted on Ao3: HERE
Do me a favor and reblog this if you like it. I really appreciate it. 💜💜💜
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“Open up, dollface,” he says, tracing his thick thumb across your bottom lip. Your mouth pops open automatically, and the rough digit sweeps across your tongue, tasting of cigarettes and whiskey. If you could taste the tattoos that swirl over his skin they’d taste like licorice, angry and black, and as lethal as the man who wears them.
The sickly green tiles have sharp edges that cut into your knees, shredding your worn fishnets. The whole bathroom is done in the same vomit-green tile, and it casts the two of you in anemic colors. Bucky is standing over you, looking tall and intimidating in the nasty light of the dirty club bathroom.
“Open wide, dollface,” he growls, “don’t choke on it.” His thumb on your tongue, and index finger under your chin, he roughly pries your mouth wide with his pincer-grip. His cock is huge, and you’re not sure how he expects that you won’t choke on it, but damn if you ain't gonna try.
Your eyes are on his face, framed with long shaggy hair, dark eyes ringed with smudged kohl. He’s biting his bottom lip when his fat cockhead slides over your tongue.
He’s only just started feeding you his dick and you already feel the strain in your jaw. He slides his thumb out of your mouth so he can slip more of his prick in. His fist is wrapped around the base of his cock and the metallic fingers are still an impossibly long way away from bumping against your lips. In a blink, his rough grip changes, and his fingers are pressed into your cheeks, wrenching your jaw even wider. With a grunt he thrusts in, finally his metal fingers are gone, and he’s pushing past your gag reflex.
And you do choke then, a wet, broken gagging sound that makes Bucky grunt, and you feel a wet drizzle of precome slide down the back of your throat.
“Fuck you sound pretty, gagging on my cock, dollface.” Another thrust, and it happens again. He cups his unyielding metal hand around the back of your head and starts fucking your face in earnest. Tears are running down your cheeks, and you can feel drool coursing down your chin every time he pulls out.
He abruptly withdraws from your mouth, sending you rocking forward, hand planted between your knees to keep yourself from falling. His metal arm winds itself into the hair at the nape of your neck, and your skin tingles when he uses it to pull you to your feet.
He’s backed you against the wall now, the metal fingers are wrapped around your throat. He kisses you roughly, not caring about the mess he made of your face. His right hand is under your skirt, rubbing against the soaked fabric of your panties.
“Dollface, you’re dripping for me. Can’t wait for me to fuck you, can you?” You shake your head, and with a quick yank, your panties are gone. Bucky tosses the shredded mess onto the floor. His fingers are back to rub your cunt, but the fishnets are in his way now, so he rips them right up the middle.
You groan when he shoves three thick fingers into you with a wet squelch. Slick runs down your thighs and Bucky curses at how drenched you are.
Your knees go weak when he bends to kiss you again. His tongue is in your mouth, and your legs aren’t supporting you at all anymore, but you don’t so much as budge from your spot on the wall. Bucky’s metal arm has you pinned in place as surely as if you’d been mounted there with screws.
Then his big hands are on your ass, scooping you up to wrap your legs around him. His thick cock is nudging against your pussy, and you make a broken sound when he starts pushing in slowly.
He feels even bigger than he looked when he was in your mouth, and the stretch hurts in the sweetest fucking way. “Oh, fuck, Bucky,” you groan, “so big.”
“Yeah. Fuck, you’re tight. You can take it, dollface. Know you can.”
Finally his hips snug up against your ass, and you’re having trouble breathing because you’re full of his cock. With a primal growl he starts fucking you hard and fast, punching weak pleading noises out of you. You cling to his shoulders, your nails leaving hot, angry furrows in his skin.
He perches your ass on the edge of the filthy countertop, and the new angle drives his cock right into your g-spot. An orgams rolls over you without warning. Bowing your back, and balling your hands into fists, you leave a pattern of bloody half moons all over his shoulders. A gush of hot, slick fluid rushes out of you, drenching the front of his leather pants with your come.
He pulls out of you with a grunt, spinning you, and pushing you onto the countertop. He pushes back into your pussy and fucks you through the aftershocks of your orgasm. He yanks you back against his chest, letting you leave one knee on the countertop, and hooking his tattooed arm under your other leg to spread you open for him. His cool metal hand is wrapped around your throat. And maybe it’s a promise. Maybe it’s a warning. Maybe it’s a threat.
You’re both in the reflection of the dirty mirror over the sink. Bucky shines with a sheen of sweat, but other than that she shows no sign of strain. He isn’t even out of breath.
“Look at that, will ya?” his Brooklyn drawl is even thicker when he’s got his dick in you. “Tight little pussy split open on my cock. Look so fucking good when you’re full like this, doll.”
He spreads his big hand over your lower abdomen. “Fuckin swear I can feel myself right here.” The pressure helps him pound into your g-spot again and sends another orgasm burning through you, and you come with another rush of fluid, screaming Bucky’s name. The rapid-fire orgasms make your head swim.
“Oh fuck,” Bucky chokes out. You’re squeezing around him, and you feel so much tighter from this angle, and he’s racing toward his own release.
He grits his teeth together, and brings chilly fingers to your clit. “One more time for me,” he demands, “come on doll. I’m close.” And he doesn’t even have to ask, because you’re already right fucking there, as his fingers push you over the edge, screaming and gasping his name.
“Yeah, that’s it,” he grits out in a rough voice, “Oh fuck—”
A heartbeat goes by where he feels impossibly large, and then his cock is throbbing inside you, flooding you with his hot, sticky come. Bucky bites your neck as he fucks out his last few strokes, pushing jizz out of you, leaving a streaky mess on his leathers.
Much more gently than he’s been so far, he spins you in his arms, and sets you on the countertop. He passes you a handful of paper towels from the dispenser, and grabs more for himself.
“I think you ruined these pants,” he chuckles, “And I’m not even gonna say how wet the inside of my boots are.”
“I can hardly be blamed for that,” you sniff.
He holds his hands up in supplication, “I’m just saying—you were there too.”
You giggle as he leans against the countertop, tucking you under his arm.
“You ever fuck a rocksar before, doll?”
You snort a laugh. “Only every single day, punk.”
Bucky chuckles and you elbow him in the side.
“And everytime I touch myself...” you continue.
Bucky grins at you like a predator, “Oh doll, now we’re talkin’...”
“Down boy. I know you don’t need to recover, but I sure as shit do.”
“Well, I’m feeling generous, so you take five.”
Your laughter echoes off the grotesquely colored tiles. Steve, the bass player for your band The Howling Commandos peeks through a crack in the door. “If you pervy fuckers are done, the bus leaves in fifteen. Don’t worry about packing up your equipment, I took care of it…” Steve turns away with an eye roll, mumbling, “like I always fuckin do.”
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buckyswillow · a year ago
So It Goes... 
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Pairings: Rock star/Bassist!Bucky Barnes x female!reader (AU)
Word count: 7,149 
Warning: fluff, SMUT! but mostly just me falling in love with bucky, really.
Summary: natasha romanoff aka your annoying roommate coerced you into the howling commando’s live performance at a divebar near your dorm. little did you know, it was going to lead you to the man of your dreams aka the charming rock star boy/bassist, james buchanan barnes.
a/n: this one’s written for @sourpatchkidsandacokecan​‘s “Little Darlin’s Mysteru AU” challenge. i chose band/rockstar au. here’s another love letter to bucky barnes because i love that man with my entire heart and every fic that i write about him is basically just me expressing my deep affection for this man. hope you guys enjoy this one cause i certainly do! also, rock star/boy band bucky is such a concept omg i’m in love
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You laid in your twin-sized bed as you heard the chirping sounds of the birds outside of your window. They were singing cheerily as if they knew what you were feeling and they were celebrating with you. It felt like you were in a Disney movie that you used to obsess over as a kid, where you are the lovestruck princess because you just met a handsome prince who swept you off your feet at first sight.
The birds outside of your window are your animal pals who swoon over you swooning and they spontaneously harmonize and dance to this newfound joy. You couldn’t resist the smile taking over your face. It was too early for you to be awake on a Saturday morning. You were always up by 10 AM. No more, no less. But it was currently 8.45 AM and you still had at least one more hour to get up and be productive.
But not today. Today, you were going to welcome this exhilarating sensation in your bones, and you were going to savour every second of it. Because you couldn’t shake away those baby blue eyes and that suave, boyish charm. The way, they electrified you by first glance and made you tremble when those pupils dilated. You could still feel the way his soft, plump lips hypnotized you last night. And the raunchy way he held you at the bar.
Even when all was said and done, he found a way to haunt you in your dreams.
And you didn’t mind one bit.
You were currently in the middle of a crisis due to your upcoming final week. If there’s any word to describe you as a college student, it would be ambitious. The idea of failing or getting less than B+ makes you go ballistic. You were an active student. You joined multiple organizations that expanded your social life. You got along with mostly everyone in your classes and you had your professors’ respect too for your excellent grades and polite manners.
But your lack of dating life irked no one else more than your roommate, Natasha. You loved Natasha with your entire heart, really. She was like a sister to you. You were an only child so you cherished her older sister role in your life. She was, in fact, several months older than you and she always protected you like her own. Starting from the asshole that broke your heart in high school, despite only knowing him through your story, to incessantly pushing you to stop being such a nerd and have more fun.
Natasha was the kind of woman you don’t wanna mess with. She was loyal, brave and quick-witted. She knows how to keep her GPA high, whilst also maintaining a fun social life. She managed to do it all so effortlessly. 
“C’mon, y/n! Just one night! You need to let loose and release all tension on your shoulders, baby. It’s good for your brain before finals start!”
“Noooo, Nat. Rock bands are not my thing and I’d have a higher chance of acing the tests if I study now, okay? Just go. Have fun without me and tell me how it goes.”
“But my boyfriend’s performing, y/n. And I want you to meet him! I promise they are really good. Even if you're not into the music, you can still go for the drinks, right? Also, they’ve got other cute members available so, you might find your own rock band boyfriend too if you go.” She winked. Her smirk was menacing.
“Ugh, I’m not interested in finding a boyfriend, Nat.”
“I know, but wouldn’t hurt if you do, right? Then we can go on double dates and have them write songs about us. Oh God, it’s going to be awesome.”
“Whoa, slow down. I haven’t even learned their names, yet and we are already discussing double dates?”
“Alright, let’s just start with putting on your sexy clothes and meet them yourself. Then we can move onto picking one gorgeous beast for you.”
“What makes you even think that they’d be interested in me?”
“Don’t be ridiculous, y/n. Have you never owned a mirror? You are a total babe. You just need to get yourself more action.”
“Ugh, I don’t know, Nat…”
“You are going. And I’m not leaving until you get up and put on something cool. I have patience, baby and I’m going to annoy you all night if you stay. What do you prefer? Going out and have fun and meet some cute boys or me annoying you all night so you can’t study productively.” She glared at you. Her tone indicated that there was no compromise.
“Alright, I’m going. But that’s only because I wanna meet your boyfriend, alright? Not because I wanna find a boyfriend or whatever stupid shit you’re thinking.”
“Yay!” She jumped in excitement. Her face was content with joy and satisfaction from succeeding in persuading you. “Alright, let’s dig through your clothes.” She started rummaging your shared closet and observed meticulously each one of your outfits. “Hmm… Let’s try this one!” She picked up a strapless black sequin dress that you hadn’t worn in forever. You didn’t even remember packing it up in your baggage and brought it with you to your dorm.
You began stripping yourself out of your oversized hoodie and high-waisted shorts. You didn’t feel embarrassed changing in front of Natasha, you had seen each other naked many times. You were roommates after all and sometimes, you just had to be comfortable with the fact that you had private body parts underneath and within the course of four years, eventually, you had to get used to flashing one another at some point.  
You put it on as you started to feel a little uncomfortable. You weren’t used to wearing skimpy dresses. Already wearing it for less than three minutes, you were constantly lifting the hem of the dress to prevent it from exposing your boobs and revealing your inner thighs. And the material felt itchy on your skin too. “Nat, I’m not sure about this. Let’s just wear a leather jacket and jeans.”
“Nonsense! You look bomb! Give your leather jacket and jeans a break, alright? Okay, turn around so I can see your behind.”
You twirled as she said, restlessly.
Tonight was going to be a longspun night…
The air felt crisp against your skin, as the breeze swept through your freshly curled hair, causing a few strands shading your sight. You struggled to walk steadily in your 7-inch heels that belonged to Natasha because you didn’t have a pair of your own. You were cool with wearing ankle boots pairing them with a sparkly dress. But Natasha didn’t think it was a cute look.
“What? Boots and dresses don’t go along, honey. Oh my, you need a serious makeover!” She was derailed.
You eventually settled with a silk red dress with a seductively low cleavage on the front, exposing the globes of your breasts. You were already as uncomfortable as it is, this dress didn’t make it any easier to act normal.
So you had to endure walking in these deadly shoes of torture, whilst clad in nothing but a scanty material with makeup painting your entire face. Great. What had you gotten yourself into? Damn you, Natasha.
You and Nat were walking arm in arm to the bar where “The Howling Commandos” were performing. That’s the name of the band that Natasha’s boyfriend was in. They have been a group for 5 years now, they had been doing this since they were in high school. Clint and the rest of the members were several years older than you and Nat. As soon as they graduated, they decided that they wanted to keep making music rather than working mundane, dead-end jobs.
Yep, Natasha told you that much.
Clint and Nat had been dating for two years now. They rarely saw each other due to the band’s packed schedule. Although, they would FaceTime each other every night, talking about each other’s days. You heard it all, from their most disgustingly adorable flirtations, to the most inappropriate, not so PG-13 confession.
They would literally pretend to smooch one another through the screen when you were doing your homework or when you had your nose deep in a book. You’d try to cover your ears by putting on your earbuds and turning up the volume so you could give them privacy but also, you didn’t wanna hear them talking about what they wanted to do to each other if both of them were here.
You knew Clint well enough to not feel like you were meeting a complete stranger. Natasha would often tell you to say hi to him and she had told you a lot of wonderful things to Clint. Clint would often talk about the band too on the phone, how someone called “Bucky” would piss him off by stealing his leftover sandwich. Or someone called “Sam” would often interrupt their chat by reminding him that it was soundcheck time.  
“I gotta go, babe. Sammy’s not gonna stop yelling.”
“Aw, okay, tell the boys I say hi! Love you.”
“Love you too, baby.”
It’s like a daily podcast for you every night.
The dive bar where The Howling Commandos were performing thankfully wasn’t that far from your dorm. Natasha was super thrilled when Clint told them that they were going to perform here. They were finally able to see each other after a while, and because this was going to be their last gig until they come back with a new album, he said he was going to stay and spend some time with Nat.
You were happy for both of them. You’d never say it out loud but, a part of you was secretly jealous of their love. They managed to maintain such a fun, loving, and healthy relationship despite the distance and differences. Natasha once told you that she was never one to settle with a man for too long but, Clint changed the game for her. You smiled at the thought. They were genuinely in love. If you were to find yourself a boyfriend, you wanted the type of love that they had.
But not tonight. You were okay with being single. Just because a part of you wanted what Clint & Nat had, doesn’t mean that you actually need it or you’d die. You were too much of a goal-oriented person to be chasing over something that should come naturally. You had grown so comfortable in being alone, that you stopped desiring love so much. It wasn’t getting you anywhere. So you lived your life, being grateful for your friends and family. You invested your time in your education and passion. You were content.
When you arrived at the bar, the room was full with a crowd. You walked in with Natasha trying to make a space for yourself so you could walk through them. You could barely anything else due to the number of bodies blocking your view. Natasha held your hand as she took the lead and fought through the crowd to get to the front, where she could get the best view.
There was a blonde-haired woman standing on the front, so close to where the band were going to play. When Natasha slightly grazed her whilst trying to stand next to her, she didn’t look the slightest bit happy. She glared at Natasha as Natasha noticed. She glared back at her.
“Excuse me, there’s more space in the back, maybe you can stand there instead of cutting through the line.”
“Excuse you, miss. I’m dating the band’s drummer, so I can stand wherever I want, thank you very much. If you don’t like that, then the exit is right there.” She pointed to the door of where we walked in from.
The blonde woman rolled her eyes as she folded her arms against her chest. After you stared at her reaction, you realized that you actually know her. She was in the same social science class with you. You had never really talked to her because she often sat in the back and immediately left after the class was done, but you remembered her name. Her name was Dottie Underwood. Your classmates called her Dot. The ones that she liked anyway.
You decided to stay quiet and let it pass. It’s not like she even recognized you even if you start a chat with her. You don’t think it was a good idea either since she and Nat literally just snarked at each other. You directed your sight to the stage and waited for the famous Howling Commandos to appear.
One of the spotlights turned and highlighted a man walking on stage before he talked into the microphone at the centre. “And now, ladies and gentlemen, a group of brilliant lads, that make all the ladies go feral wherever they go, and their showstopping music are going to make us sing and jump tonight. Please welcome, The Howling Commandos!”
The crowd roared with cheers, the sounds of their enthusiasm filled the atmosphere. Their claps were jovially in sync as four, drop-dead gorgeous young men stepped into the stage as their presence shifted the energy in the room.
The first one was a blonde-haired with breathtaking bone structure, forming a ridiculously handsome face. His hair shone under the spotlight like the sun amidst the clear sky. He had an amiable demeanour about him. His smile was gentle and welcoming. He waved to the crowd and stood directly behind the microphone.
The second one to walk in was a dark-skinned man with an undeniable charisma oozing out of him. He had a neatly trimmed beard that only added to his spicy appeal. His smile was radiant as he also waved the crowd. He stood on the left side of the stage, a couple of steps behind Steve who was apparently the lead singer.
The third one to walk in was Clint. He was everything Nat described him to be. Placid and nonchalant. His smile was amenable as he greeted the crowd. He walked directly to the background, where the drumset was placed. He sat down on the drummer’s chair as he picked up the sticks he was going to play with.
The last one to enter was a literal Disney prince coming to life. His prominent boyish charm completely bedazzled you. His blue eyes gleamed under the spotlight as they lingered on you for a second. He immediately shifted his gaze as he kept walking towards the right side of the stage, but you swore that when he caught you staring dumbfoundedly at him, you could see the flash of a quick smirk on his face.
He only nodded to the crowd as he confidently picked up the bass guitar that was previously placed on the floor and put on the leather straps around his neck. His eyes turned back to you as you found yourself still bluntly staring at him. Something about him just enchanted you. He had that boy-next-door charm about him but also, a bad boy persona that was irresistibly enticing.    
That flash of smirk that you saw earlier resurfaced and it was getting harder for you to pay attention to anyone or anything else in the room other than him. His gaze grew more intense as the noises of the crowd faded into the background. You were lost in this lethal game of eye contact until Natasha accidentally elbowed you by screaming her lungs out to respond to the lead singer’s introduction.
“Good evening, SHIELD’s Nest! How are we feeling tonight?” The lead singer vivified the crowd. They responded with a reassuring reaction. “I’m Steve Rogers and these are my buddies,” he turned his head to the left, as he started introducing the other band members.  “The handsome guy right there is Sam, and in the back, there’s Clint, our brilliant drummer boy and this ladies’ charmer right here is Bucky.” As he pointed to the magnetic man who had held your attention hostage since he first walked in.
“And we are The Howling Commandos.” He paused for a second before carrying on with his prelude. “Alright, so the first song that we’re going to play tonight is called ‘Rusted Love’. Enjoy.” Steve removed his mouth from behind the microphone and started cueing the band to play. “1,2…”
Sam and Bucky started strumming the first few notes as a few people cheered. Then Clint jumped in, flaunting his talent in mastering the drum with his sticks. The energy in the room felt more energized as people started moving a part of their bodies. Then Steve amazed the room with his sultry voice, singing the words that echoed through the Sound system of the bar.
“I’m a flying kite in a hurricane, you paralyzed me with your touch and your lips got me addicted…” Steve shut his eyes, relishing the rune. You had a feeling that those lyrics wouldn’t just stay lyrics tonight…
They played another four songs that night. The crowd danced, jumped and screamed the words to their song passionately. You, on the other hand, was probably the most tranquil person in the crowd. You didn’t really know much about the band, let alone their music. So when everyone was constantly pushing you because they were too lost in the moment, you eventually tried to get out of the crowd and sat on the bar instead. Natasha was also too lost in supporting her boyfriend, that she almost didn’t notice you leaving.
Through the vibration of the crowd and the music, you had to really lean in to get Natasha’s attention and to get her to hear you. “Nat! I’m gonna sit in the back and wait there. I’m a little thirsty.” She had a giant smile on her face due to the zest the band inflicted. “Okay!” She yelled back, then carried on with her foxy moves.
You struggled to walk through the crowd, trying to not step on anyone’s feet as you made your way to the barstool. What you didn’t notice was, Bucky’s disappointed on his face when he saw you walking out on him. He noticed that you weren’t exactly as thrilled as anyone else. Although, he noticed your stolen glances as you shied away from him when he stared back. He even tried to wink at you once but you immediately looked to the floor, hiding away your blush. He swore he saw the way your cheeks reddened. Not that he wasn’t used to getting that reaction anyway…
You exhaled a breath of relief as you finally broke out of the congested mass of people. You sat on the barstool as you ordered a glass of rum and you waited as the music still reverberated robustly in your ears. You sat there as you started looking through your Instagram. Nat’s icon was the first one to appear in the row and you clicked it to see what you were expecting. She recorded a video of the band, then zoomed in to Clint, as he was ardently drumming the beat.
She put on a heart eyes and fire emoji with the text; “that’s my man!”. The next one was her and you singing along to the second song they played that night. You were able to actually mouth the words after they played the last chorus and you were a quick learner, so you memorized the repeated words easily after the third time. You scrolled through your feed a few more minutes until your order finally arrived.
“Enjoy, miss.” The waiter winked at you. He was probably in his mid-20s, he had warm brown eyes and a sweet smile. His dark hair was slicked back as you stared a little longer than you should. He was obviously attractive, but, you didn’t say anything back to him. You just smiled back in a friendly manner and uttered silenced thanks.
After sitting by yourself for about a half and an hour, like all good things, the show must come to an end. Steve Rogers concluded the show with a final thank you and goodnight as the spotlight shut down, like the drapes closing over a theatrical show. The crowd clapped and some of them started leaving, while others immediately went to the bar to quench the thirst from screaming along to volatile rock music and jumping up and down, getting lost in the tune.
Natasha patted your back as she jumped on the empty chair next to you. Thank God, she was quick on her feet, otherwise, she wouldn’t have been able to get a seat. “Hey! God, I need a full shot of whiskey right now.”
“Yeah, go crazy.”
She scoffed. “Huh. As if that wasn’t crazy enough, back there.” She signalled the bartender to make an order. “So, what do you think? That was fun, right?” The cute bartender from earlier walked to her as he asked her what would she like to drink and she quickly replied.
“Yeah, they’re pretty good.”
“Pretty good? They’re damn talented. Especially the drummer back there. He totally killed it.”
“Yeah, okay, they are amazing. But you know their music isn’t my kind of music, so can’t say  I really enjoyed it that much.”
“Okay, but you must’ve at least enjoyed the view, right? Don’t think I didn’t catch you and bass boy making several eye contacts back there.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” You took another sip of your glass to cover your embarrassment.
“Oh my God, you totally do! Look at you blushing!”
“I’m not!”
“Yes, you are! Admit it! You like Bucky, don’t you?” She playfully pushed you to tease you.
“Oh my God, shut up Nat! You’re causing a scene!” You tried to lower yourself, now that you’re able to speak in a normal volume.
“Nope, I won’t stop until you admit it. Don’t worry, y/n, Bucky’s always been a charmer, so I totally get your attraction.”
That caused a peculiar sickness in your chest. It’s not like you were falling in love with Bucky, no. You didn’t even know him enough to like him. He may be an eye-candy but if he’s really as “charming” as everyone is saying, then that means, he’s one of those dangerous fuckboys that you should avoid at all cost. Because that means, he’s probably only going to manipulate you into thinking that he really cares for you, when in reality, he only wanted to get in your pants. Nope, not gonna happen to you. You weren’t going to be a new notch in his belt.
“Well, then that means he is bad news and that gives me even more reason to feel anything but attraction toward him.”
“Oh, no, y/n, I don’t mean it like that. He’s really sweet, and he’s always been the most chill one in the group. Trust me, you’re gonna love him. Just, give him a chance first, alright? I’ve known him long enough to know that he’s into you.”
“Into me? Nat, he doesn’t even know my name.”
“He will.” She winked again, as she took a sip of her whiskey.
Not long after that, Clint appeared from behind, without Nat realizing. He surprised her by wrapping her waist from behind as he whispered into her ears; “how’s my best girl?” Nat was slightly stunned but as soon as she realized it was her boyfriend, her expression instantly turned into a joyful one. “Hi, baby!” They immediately smooched as she wrapped her arms around his neck while standing face to face now.
“Did you like the show?”
“I loved the show, you guys killed it as always. Oh, and by the way, this is y/n, my number one bestie and the best roommate anyone could ever ask for. Now you finally meet her in person!” Her excitement was genuine.
“Hi, y/n! Heard so many great things about you, but you probably can’t say the same, huh?”
“No, actually I can. Nat wouldn’t stop talking about you every night even when I’m blatantly ignoring her.” You joked.
“Well, is that right?” He looked at Nat to assess the truth on her face.
“Yep,” you carried on. “She would say you’re hot, funny and kind, and all these wonderful things. Including the ones that I’m not supposed to hear.”
They laughed. They kissed once more, as Clint stood next to her seat, ordering a drink for himself. Next to you, you could hear Nat saying, “oh, where are the boys? Are they not thirsty?”
“They’re just packing up, babe, they’re gonna join us in a few.”
“Good, ‘cause I think there’s someone y/n would like to meet.” She teasingly wiggled her eyebrows at you, as you sent her a murderous glare. Your lips silently mouthed, “what the fuck?” but Clint picked up her tone and he quickly got the message.
“Oooh, who is it? Is it Steve, Bucky, Sam? Just let me know which one you like and I’ll deliver them at your door tonight, y/n. They’re all single and ready to mingle anytime now.”
You laughed nervously. “No, no, no, no. Nat’s just saying shit.”
She turned her head to her boyfriend and shook it.  “No, I’m not. She and Bucky practically eye fucked on stage.”
You instantly slapped her arm, staring deadly into her eyes. “Ouch!” She put her hand on the spot that you struck, even though it wasn’t even that hard. Classic Nat. Dramatic as always.  “Nat, you can’t just–”
Before you even managed to finish your sentence, she darted her eyes to somewhere behind you as she pointed at whatever got her distracted. “Oh, here they are!” She smirked. She raised her eyebrows at you before she stood on her feet and hugged the anticipated men.
“Hey, guys! Killer show back there!” Nat started hugging Sam and he kissed her cheek, and then she moved onto Steve and the last one to join was Bucky. You muttered ‘shit’ to yourself as you pondered on how you should act. Should you act like nothing ever happened during the show between you two? Or were you going to address the elephant in the room, and just straight up flirt with him, now that he wasn’t being so closely watched anymore?
You didn’t know which would be the best option so you just took a big gulp and drank down the entire glass of Rum you had left. Maybe if you were less sober, you wouldn't excessively overthink. You weren’t even sure whether he was really staring at you or not. For all you knew, he could be staring at another beautiful girl in the crowd that was standing beside or behind you. And if you act impulsively now, this would be like that cheesy moment on Rom-Coms, where a girl waved back to the guy who she thought was waving at her but it turns out, he was actually waving at another girl who was coming from the same direction as her.
Nope, you weren’t going to be that girl.
So you just smiled and nodded along as Natasha introduced you to the rest of the boys. You didn’t want to be rude so you sat on your chair, facing them with an interested look, even though all you wanted to do was just shrink and leave this goddamn place.
“Hey guys, here’s my bomb-ass bestie slash roomie. Her name’s y/n! Isn’t she stunning?”
When Steve was about to offer his hand to you, Sam immediately inserted himself in front of you and Steve. “Well, hello, good-lookin’. Can I buy you a drink?” Sam, being the cool dude he was, he leaned back against the bar counter on his elbows as he shamelessly flirted with you.
“Nope, thank you. I just had one.”
“Oh, you look like you could use another one. Here, let me get that for you.” He cued the bartender to make an order and you instantly tried to stop him, telling him that it wasn't necessary, but it looks like the bartender was already taking his order for you.
And then, out of nowhere, Bucky suddenly stooped in like a hero. “Hey, Sam, why don’t you back off? This one’s mine, alright?” That elicited a questioning look out of you. “Mine?” He didn’t even know you.
“Oh wait, so this is the one you told us about in the dressing room?” What the hell? You thought. They were talking about you as if you weren’t there at all.
“Yep, so why don’t you fuck off and get out of here before I get myself drunk enough to shit on your bed?” His tone was menacing but you could tell that this was a normal, daily conversation between the two.
“Jeez, alright. I’mma leave. You don’t need to wave your dick all over my face.” Before Sam moved to another spot, he patted you on the back and said, “good luck.”
What? What the hell was that for? The bartender came in with your order and served another glass of Rum right in front of you.
“You don’t need to drink that if you don’t want to.” He carefully spoke to you, as if he was trying to not scare you away.
“No, I think I need to. Tonight’s been a pretty crazy night.” You took a sip, the cold drink felt nice on your tongue.
He chuckled. “Yeah, tell me about it.”
“Oh, how crazy can it be for you? Isn’t this like, what you do, every night?”
“Yeah, but, you never really get used to it, you know? Sometimes you just wanna sit in the bar and have a nice talk with a pretty gal and hide in the booth or something.”
That… Warmed up your heart. Damn, if this is his way of flirting, it was truly working. You could see now why everyone was calling him ‘a charmer.’ He really had a way with words. And stares. His baby blues really know how to captivate you and froze you on spot.
“I’m Bucky, by the way.” He offered his hand to shake yours.
“I’m y/n.” You shook it with a smile.
“Did you like the show?” He asked.
“Gotta be honest with you, buddy, your music isn’t exactly my kind of music. But you guys were awesome.”
He paused for a moment as if he was contemplating what he was going to say next. “Think I got a little distracted up there.”
“Oh yeah? Why is that?”
“Cause there was this pretty lady in a red dress that I couldn’t take my eyes off of.” His gaze even grew more intense now. He was looking at you like you were the only thing in the room. Then his eyes darted to your lips, as he licked his. And before you knew it, he started inching his face closer to yours as he held his gaze on your plump, painted lips, while you could feel his breath more and more as the seconds went by.
And then… His lips were on yours. It’s like the clock just stopped ticking and every noise faded into the background and you were the only two people in the room. His lips felt soft against yours, and the way he licked your bottom lip made your head spin. You ajarred your mouth to let his tongue enter as it got tangled with yours.
You were aware that Nat, Clint and Steve who were having a conversation are now watching you like hawks, but you couldn’t care less. Not when Bucky’s hands grabbed your face, so he could have more control over your mouth. You were practically out of breath by the time he looked into your eyes, that are now slightly darker than a few seconds ago. He loved the sight of you, with your lips slightly swollen.
“Let’s go somewhere more secluded.” You could only nod and then took his hand after he offered you his as you got off the stool. He led the way and you couldn’t help but notice the glances that were thrown by several women along the way. They were staring at him with incontrovertible full of hunger eyes, one even shamelessly put her hand on his shoulder, as she coquettishly smiled at him. Bucky only smiled back and nodded at her but he kept walking with you in his hand.
Even if you were practically a pair, you felt invisible. Everyone’s eyes were on you, but not precisely on you. This must’ve been something normal to him, you thought. You weren’t used to big crowds and inundated with attention, and you weren’t used with unquestionably holding a stranger’s hand and letting him take you wherever he had in mind. But you did anyway, and you weren’t having second thoughts.
Bucky led you to the cramped lavatory and locked the door. The lack of space made it even harder for you to breathe when Bucky was this close to you. He pressed his body to yours, as he kissed you once more. Slowly, but you felt the spell in your bones. “All I could think about on stage was tasting those luscious lips.”
You were spellbound by his magic. You could barely speak another word when his baby blue eyes were looking at you so intensely like that. But you gathered every cell in your body to utter the words anyway, “do it again, then.” You boldly challenged him.
He grinned a Cheshire cat smile. He grabbed your face again and eagerly consume you with his mouth. He then moved his hands to the back of your thighs to elevate you onto the sink. He put his hand on your thigh and the other hand went to the back of your head as he grabbed a fistful of your hair, while still kissing you even deeper.
He pulled away to stare at your distraught state and asked the question, “can I touch you?”
You licked your lips, as you nodded. “Please.” His mouth was on yours again, as the hand that was on your thigh moved to the bottom your dress, delicately inserted his fingers to feel you against your red lace panties. You could feel yourself growing wetter and wetter as he motions his fingers in circle harder.
Your breath quickened. Your mind was getting hazy as the second passes by. The right strep of your dress had fallen off of your shoulder, and Bucky utilized that opportunity to pull down the other strap and he began groping your breast, tenderly pinching your nipple. That elicited a petite yelp out of you. He groped your breast once more as he was still toying with your nipple.
He began kissing your neck, shortly finding your sensitive spot as you threw your head back. You shuddered. Your hands grabbed his hair, wanting to feel him closer. “Bu- Bucky… Please. I need to feel you.”
You didn’t wait for his response and immediately lifted up his shirt. You were stunned by the sight under the dimmed light of the bathroom. Clothes really didn’t do this man any justice. He should never be allowed to wear any coverups, ever again now that you had seen him. He was sculpted by the Gods themselves. His biceps felt robust in your dainty hands and the V-shaped line on his hips led to somewhere you really wanted to wrap your lips around.
Your hands quickly zipped down his jeans and his boxer along with it, and you didn’t hesitate in feeling his throbbing member right there, right then. It felt tremendous in your trembling hands, and you felt it getting harder with every stoke of your palm.
“Oh, fuck, doll, don’t stop.” His voice was raspy in your ears. It was the sexiest goddamn sound you had ever heard.
“Yeah, just like that. Go faster, doll.” He sucked your earlobe and his hand fisted your hair, making a mess out of it. You didn’t mind one bit. You wanted to be a mess for him and only for him. You somehow still managed to pamper him with all the senses you had left, even if your mind was clouded with every part of him.
“Bucky, put it in me. Please.” You begged with a quavering voice.
“Your wish is my command, doll.” In a second, he pushed into you and it sent an electrifying jolt all over your nerves. You threw your head back in mingled pain and pleasure. He felt even more full now that he was fully seated inside you. He lifted you from the sink and pushed you to the wall on the opposite.
You circled your arms around his neck as your back was slammed against the concrete. Then Bucky began thrusting vigorously. You shut your eyes and moaned his name. Bucky, on the other hand, didn’t. He kept his eyes wide open to watch you with full attention. He loved seeing the way you were drunk in him. The way you forgot your name more and more every time he slammed back into you.
He loved the squelching noises ringing in his ears, better than the melody he was used to creating in the studio. The sound of your heartbeat was far more gratifying than the way Clint played his drum. Oh, how he could write an entire album solely about you in this state alone.
“You feel so good around me, doll. So. Fucking. Tight.” Your moans became louder with his filthy words in your ears.
“I’m gonna make you mine.” This time, his voice was sultry. It was rather beguiling than mortifying.
His hips kept moving and out of you with a vehement tempo, and then just like that, you crumbled. You screamed your pleasure, not caring if anyone could hear you. Bucky was still moving, trying to reach his own climax. Shortly, he was with you. He unleashed his cum deep inside you, adding the mess that was dripping all over your thighs.
You were a beautiful mess. And Bucky loved it.
After a few minutes, coming down from your high, you breathed into Bucky’s neck, not wanting for it to be over yet. You were a little scared that Bucky was going to walk out and pretend nothing ever happened between you. You didn’t know how many bathroom stalls Bucky had brought different women to and fucked them silly right there. You had a lot do unravel about him, yet, you weren’t certain whether he wanted to let you in or not.
“You okay?” Bucky whispered into your ear. You only nodded, still a little hazy from ecstasy.
“I’m gonna put you down now, yeah?”
“Okay.” He slowly set you on your feet, as he was still staring at your face. You leaned against the wall, trying not to collapse. Bucky picked up his shirt and put it back on along with his jeans and boxer.
“Let’s get out of here.” Bucky offered you his hand, like the gentleman that he was as if he hadn't just fucked you into oblivion in a public restroom.
You took his hand with a smile. You didn’t know what was going to happen after you walk out of the door, but you were going to savour every second of being in his arm if this was going to be last time you’ll ever see him.
You went home with a contented smile on your face. You were like a teenage girl who had just been asked to prom by her crush. How could you not, when Bucky offered to walk you home and left a kiss on your cheek before he called it a night?
Natasha was going to stay at Clint’s hotel, so you were supposed to walk home alone. You knew eventually this was going to happen but Natasha and Clint used it as a reason so Bucky and you would spend the night together too. You didn’t mind one bit, though. You wanted to elongate your time with Bucky and your wish was granted.
You offered him to come inside and stay for a little while, you were secretly hoping that you could go for the second round, but Bucky only chuckled and shook his head.
“Not tonight, doll. I ain’t that kinda man. And you need rest. But I’ll call you tomorrow, yeah?” Then you and Bucky exchanged your numbers and he waited until you were really gone from his sight.
You walked up to your dorm with butterflies in your stomach and sparks fly all trailing over your footsteps. Thank God, Natasha wasn’t here. If she were, she would’ve relentlessly teased you all night and made you admit that she was right to coerce you to come.
And you would’ve had to admit that she was right. And you didn’t like admitting that you were wrong.
But tonight, you were going to admit it to yourself though. Sometimes, doing something that frightens you the most would endue you in ways you couldn’t possibly imagine.
And you were going to thank your lucky stars tonight for embedding Natasha Romanoff in your life because, without her, you would’ve stayed in your shell and Bucky could’ve fucked someone else in that restroom instead of you.
That might’ve happened in another universe, but not tonight. Tonight it was you and you were really hoping that you were going to see him again in your dreams tonight. You had one taste of him and it wasn’t enough.
Bucky texted you not long after you took a shower.
“Dreaming of me, yet?” Wink emoji.
“Well, if I were, I wouldn’t be texting you right now, would I?”
“That’s true, but at least you’d be drenching your sheets because of me and I don’t think I have a problem with that.”
“I don’t need you to do that, maybe I can use some toys in my drawers tonight. They seem pretty bored.” Thinking emoji.
“Oh, doll, you are killing me here…” Drool emoji.
“You like it.”
“I do.”
“Goodnight, Bucky.”
“Goodnight, doll. Thinking of you here.”
You turned off your phone and the screen went black. You changed into your pyjamas and washed off the remnants of your makeup and let the slumber take over you.
Bucky’s face loomed over you, somewhere in a fancy balcony, the view of the city stretching over, added to the beauty of the scenery. He was wearing a navy blue suit with a white dress shirt and no tie. The first couple of buttons were unbuttoned, giving you a majestic picture that he was. His hands that were in his pockets, took yours as you exerted yours to him.
He leaned in with a bright smile under his stubbly face, his blue eyes sparkled like Sirius star.
“Fly with me, doll.”
“What if I fall?”
“Then I’ll catch you.”
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 12: 27.
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(The last chapter! I hope you liked this series and I have a new one coming for y'all XD)
‘Life of the party.’
Bucky laughed at the idea that he was such. You had termed the phrase as a way to describe him while you had recalled the story from when the two of you met at the beginning and how much you both hated each other to a bunch of friends. You had been exaggerating, of course, but Bucky wasn’t going to stop you on it.
“At least he’s made it to twenty-seven years old.” Another voice was heard from nearby. He could recognize it slightly but it also didn’t sound harsh to his surprise. Steve and Sam seemed to react as well, turning their heads to a woman they knew far too well: Natasha Romanoff.
“Nat?” Bucky questioned, getting up to greet her after not seeing her in many months since she left the band. Her hair was a lot longer from before and just as curly. Steve and Sam got up too, excusing themselves from you and your friends.
“Natasha. H-hey.” Steve greeted, pulling the former member into a hug. She then hugged Sam before standing in front of Bucky with a small wrapped gift in her hands.
“It’s been a while, Barnes. Happy birthday.” She spoke with a smile. She was extremely calm considering how mad she was before but that was when Bucky was impulsive. “Congratulations on the band too. I’ve been listening to the music and it’s a miracle that you could compose.” Bucky accepted her gift graciously and let her join the group.
He took the box in his hand and opened it up, throwing away the wrapping to unveil a small grey metal bracelet with a red star attached that resembled The Winter Soldier. He smiled at the gift and placed it on his wrist. Yet, he wasn’t sure who invited her until he saw you hug Natasha.
“Thank you for coming, Nat. I’m glad you could make it.” You told her, making Bucky question it.
“Wait… you invited her?” He asked you. You looked at Natasha and nodded at her, almost sharing some sort of dialogue between you too, despite not talking.
“Bucky Barnes.” You paused. “This also happened to be the girl I was in bed with from years ago. I didn’t know it was her until recently and then I figured out she used to play for your band.” Everyone but yours and Natasha’s jaws dropped. You laughed but assured Bucky by getting up to grab him and sit him down “Don’t worry, babe. She and I know that I’m yours and yours only.”
He instinctively let you sit on his lap and wrapped his arm around you tightly, showing you and the new bracelet off. “Damn right you’re mine.”
He then proceeded to kiss your cheek, prompting everyone to continue having a good time so you continued from where you left off on your story. “I love you, YN.” He whispered into the shell of your ear.
You briefly stopped talking, replying to him. “I love you too, daddy.”
The End
(~500+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 11: ILY Tour.
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Two months later
“You got this. Good luck.” Bucky assured you with a kiss on your lips. You would be opening for The Winter Soldier who completed their new album, I Love You. You would sing a couple of your new songs including Daddy Issues, which Bucky begged you to play.
You thanked him for his words and gave a fist-bump to both Steve, Sam, and Tony before running onto the stage with your guitar hanging from your body.
“How are you, New York?!”
Crowds cheered loudly and screamed your name while you had introduced your new song. “I dedicate this song to my shitty father! I have more where that came from. This song is called Female Robbery.” The crowds went all crazy and began cursing your father out which made you laugh. You began strumming before singing into the microphone for everyone to hear.
I think I found hell / I think I found something / I think I found something in my TV screen / I think I found out that I have nothing / That I have nothing in this place for me
I watched it all in my head, perfect sense / They'll take me from me my bed / Leave everything that is worth a single cent and just take me instead / That TV show / I saw as I fell asleep / Had me on both my knees / Praying to whatever is in heaven please send me a felon / And don't let the police know
Anything, anything / Don't tell them anything / Anything, please
Anything, anything / Don't tell them anything / Anything, please
After singing and moving to your other songs, Bucky couldn’t help himself but start to cry. It was your first performance and tour with him and the thought was overwhelming his emotions.
Also, when he created the album, I Love You with your pre-existing songs, you weren’t the only one writing the music on the album. After Bucky started going to therapy with the help of you, he had a much more clear mind to compose music. You hadn’t even helped him at all in composing, just listening to what he wrote. You were pretty surprised to hear them, admitting that they were very good.
You finished off with your last song, Daddy Issues. But before doing so, you gave some quick words about it. “While I dedicate this song to my shit father, I also want to thank my supporting boyfriend, Bucky Barnes. He’s the one that wanted me to perform this song even when I was afraid to do so. But now I realize that we all have daddy issues so this song is for all of us!” Your fans went crazy as you performed the song. They were screaming at you, waving posters in the air, and the best part was that some braver ladies threw bras at you. You couldn’t help but laugh and remember the one time during Greene’s Diner when you talked about it with Steve and Sam.
Finishing the song, you were tired and getting off the stage at this point, you squeezed Bucky’s muscular arms and gave the band many good lucks and break a legs. Suddenly by the stage crew, the stage itself grew dark and fans started going ballistic as they waited for The Winter Soldier’s appearance. The memory was unforgettable to you and them and suddenly their band name was projected on a screen behind them.
Bucky, Sam, and Steve sneaked on the platform to their instruments and while it was hard to see them, your eyes were adjusting in the darkness. You felt a hand on your shoulder and you turned to see Tony’s face by some of the light illuminating on his features.
“If you’re not too tired, why don’t you go perform with them? You’ve written some of the songs.”
You gave him a look as if he was being serious. He gave you a nod in confirmation and when the light suddenly turned on, The Winter Soldier began playing Flawless, a song made by Bucky. You had your guitar already on you and you ran back on stage, going besides Bucky while rocking out to the guitar.
He was surprised to see you just as the other two members but they were happy to have you since you could provide your vocals and guitar sound to the live performance. The crowds were cheering again to see both you and Bucky. You two had been in your own little imagination where your back was against his as he held up the microphone pole.
So, she put his heart in a bag, he wouldn't ask for it back / He didn't want her to cry, she didn't want to be sad / She said, you better not leave me / This shit'll be fucked for days and weeks and months, but
I fell in love today, there aren't any words that you can say / That could ever get my mind to change / She's enough for me, she's in love with me
Bucky then turned to look at you, singing the music to you while you strummed your guitar strings to the music.
You're a doll, you are flawless / But I just can't wait for love to destroy us / I just can't wait for love / You're only flaw, you are flawless / But I just can't wait for love to destroy us / I just can't wait for love
While the meaning behind his song was way different than with you in which the song would show the struggle of falling in love, and keeping the love alive in the relationship, he dedicated the song to you as a thank you for helping him through tough times.
Throughout the entire concert, you and Bucky couldn’t stop exchanging looks. You both were madly in love and by the end of the show everyone was happy that you both were finally getting along.
“We still have some time before we need to get on a plane to Chicago. Anyone have any ideas where we can hang out?”
You were about to suggest hanging out with your friends, Carol and Wanda, so that your band could meet them but Bucky wrapped his arms protectively around your waist. “I think me and my girl are going to stop by my home and have some fun.”
Of course he had been alluding to sex and suddenly, your own suggestion was completely overruled as you agreed with him. Anyways, they could always meet them at another time. Steve and Sam chuckled at it while Tony let the two of you go, warning you that if you were late to get to the plane then the tour will be cancelled.
“Oh don’t worry Tony, I’ll make sure Bucky and I get there.” You assured, getting dragged by your boyfriend out of the concert venue. You giggled as you and Bucky drove out on the streets where he was zooming to get back to his apartment after feeling hard for more than half of the performance.
“God, doll. Can’t wait to feel that pussy on my cock.” He groaned aloud, finally reaching his home and the two of you racing to get inside. You smashed your lips on his while rubbing at his crotch to create more friction. A groan erupted from his lips and he’s lifting you up by your legs and placing you on his kitchen counter. “Can’t wait to have my way with you all around this house.”
“Just shut up and kiss me, Buck.” You demanded, pulling his face back to yours. He smiled at your words and started to strip of his clothes just as you had removed your own, tossing them anywhere. The two of you were sweaty from earlier but still had enough energy to do what you badly wanted.
When you were in your bra, Bucky pulled away from your lips and began caressing the material before unclipping it and letting your supple breasts fall to his hands. He sucked on one and played with the other, causing a loud moan to escape your lips.
“Just like that! Oh, Bucky please…” He gave the other breast the same treatment and you could feel yourself grow wet in your panties. It was too bad you wore tight skinny jeans but Bucky was patient enough for you to rip them off of you. His free hand immediately went to your mound, inside the underwear, and played with your wet cunt with his rough fingers. The jolt of his touch made you clench around nothing and he smirked at it, shoving a finger to appease it.
“Damn doll, is this pussy really wet? For me?” He teased you, sliding in another finger and pushing deep to hit at your g-spot. You lurched forward at the feeling and grasped tightly at his shoulder.
“A-again, Bucky.” You whined, jutting your hips into his hand as he picked up his pace and thrusted his hand in and out of you. He liked to see how you were a moaning mess under him and again, he felt his hardened member fighting for a way to be free from the confinements of his clad jeans.
“I can feel how close you are, baby.” He whispered into your ear as he feels your walls clenching around his fingers, making it hard for him to push in. “Cum for me, darling.” He prompted, watching as you follow him and release the feeling that was building in your stomach. He chuckled as he pulled away from your panties and the both of you saw your glistening juices coat his fingers. He sucked on them, keeping his eye contact on you while using his free hand to unbuckle his belt.
“Taste so sweet for me, babygirl.” His way of using pet names on you was really hot. He had finally gotten rid of his jeans, pulling his cock out of his briefs and guiding it to your hole. He moved aside your panties and was grateful that your pussy was lubed enough to take him.
“Please… give it to me…” You begged, watching his slow actions finally become faster as he thrusted deep inside, bottoming out. You were close to his face and for a moment, he had stopped to look at your beautiful facial features. Except you weren’t having it. You wanted him badly.
“Faster!” You demanded, making Bucky pull out and push back in all rough-like. You whined from it but he continued with his pace, going rougher and faster that you couldn’t help but have your eyes roll to the back of your head.
“Yes! Like that, fuck… yes daddy…” You whimpered crazily, not knowing what to hold on to. You settled for Bucky’s arm but you could feel him grab your chin roughly, wanting your attention.
“The hell did you just call me, babygirl?” You hadn’t realized the name you had called him but from his expression, he didn’t seem to be upset by it. Your mouth was open, wanting to say it but your mouth deceived you and nothing came out. Bucky slowed his pace dramatically because of it. “Don’t let me repeat it or I’m going to stop and not have you cum tonight.”
His threat made you shake your head at him. “Daddy! I called you daddy…” You spoke desperately. He smirked at you and snaked his hand to your throat, thrusting back inside your pussy while the other held at your thigh.
“Mhm… my baby and her daddy issues, ain’t it? It’s funny how in real life you do have daddy issues.” He mumbled, degrading you. You liked it though, nodding your head while his hand tightens on your throat, making it harder to breath.
“Maybe we can visit your daddy and fuck in front of him; have him learn that he’s not the only one you call daddy.” The thought was crazy but you were too far enjoying how fucked out you were. Bucky himself was eager at the daddy kink that he didn’t know he had. He wanted you to refer to him as such next time.
“I’m about to cum!” You yelled. It was now Bucky’s mission to go at a raging pace that he could so you could cum for him. You whined loudly at how his tip kept repeatedly hitting at your g-spot and it was no doubt that you were on the edge.
“Let go for me, sweetheart. I want to feel those walls flutter ‘round me.” He had gotten so deep and far in you that you could feel him hit in your cervix at this point. It was a pro for Bucky’s long length and an understanding of why women love him for it.
You do as he said and let go for the second time, your walls clenching his cock tightly. Your orgasm rushes out and coats his own while he continues thrusting, wanting to release a creampie in you.
As soon as he does, you collapse just as he pulled himself out, his cock going limp. You could feel your mixed liquid falling out and Bucky scooped at some of it, trailing it to your mouth. “Have a taste of us, darling.” You put his fingers in his mouth with an innocent look that has Bucky feeling hard again. He pulled his fingers out with a pop from your mouth and you swirled the white substance before swallowing it. “Tastes good?” He asked you.
You nodded in approval, feeling tired but wanting to keep going on. “Now it’s my turn to help you, daddy.”
➡️ Chapter 12: 27.
(~2,200+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 10: Where Do I Go From Here?
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*Sorry for posting late y'all!
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Running. Running. Running.
You had no clue where to go but the only place that your feet seemed to take you was to Wanda’s home.
She lived a bit far from you but with your adrenaline rushing through your veins, the tiring trip became an easy sprint. You pounded harshly at her door, screaming for her to open it and that it was you.
Wanda could be heard running down from her stairs and she swung open the door, seeing your doubled over figure. “YN! Come in! Have you heard the radio?”
You enter in, collapsing onto the floor all while catching your breath. “W-Wanda…” She helped you sit up before running to her kitchen to fetch a glass of water. She gave it to you and you gulped it like it was the first time you had water.
“What is it YN? Why’d you run all the way here?”
“But then again… did you hear Bucky’s new music! He adores you, girl!”
“Wanda! I’m in deep shit! My father is going to release the photos!” You yelled at her, getting her to stop talking momentarily. You could see the shivers that ran down her spine from your words.
“He will? YN… why? What happened?”
You rubbed your face tiredly, which was still burning from all the energy that you burnt off. “I got him mad. I decided that I would live my own life--without him--since he never truly cared about me so I ran away.” Wanda had now sat beside you and let you rest your head on her shoulders. You explained what happened prior to the argument and that you were listening to the station and Bucky’s song.
After listening intently to the story, she suggested that you could call Bucky or anyone from the band to help contact Tony so you could start a solo career. She tried to make you realize that photos of you sleeping with another woman and during parties from two years ago shouldn’t change your life dramatically and while she may be right, it still haunted you that your father was threatening your life by the media.
While you wanted to be the one to talk to Bucky, you were nervous to do so. So like any best friend would do, Wanda did it for you. She dialed his number on your phone and waited until he picked up.
He sounded eager to learn that you were calling him until he heard Wanda’s voice. “Hey Bucky, it’s Wanda. I’m a friend of YN’s and we need your help.”
“What? Yeah okay. Is everything alright? Is YN fine?” He questioned frantically.
“YN’s fine. It’s her father though. He wants to expose her secrets by leaking her photos but I think how you can help is through Tony.” Bucky was listening closely. “YN wants to still be with you, Barnes. I think if you can get her as a solo singer under Tony, he’ll be able to help her and not ruin her fame.”
“Okay. I’ll let Tony know as soon as I can. Could I possibly talk to YN though?” Wanda looked over at you and handed back your phone. You took it and placed it to your ear.
“Hello, Buck.” You whispered.
“Doll…” He spoke. “I’ve missed you, doll. I’m really sorry for everything.”
You could feel your heart swelling by the sound of Bucky’s sincerness. “It’s okay, Buck. I heard your new song about me and I love it. I’m so proud of you.” He was happy to hear that. More than happy actually. He was glad that the GOTG station came through and that you had forgiven him.
“Alright doll, I’ll talk to you later. I have to speak with Tony. Do me a favor and make some music for that solo career?” He heard you chuckle through the phone and he was glad to know that you’re smiling.
“Will do, Bucky.”
Bucky dialed Tony even though there might be a huge chance that his manager might not respond. Ring after ring, it wasn’t until by the fifth that Tony picked up the phone with a gruff “what?”
“Tony, I know I’m the last person you want to talk to but I need your help. It’s about YN. She wants to be managed by you as a solo artist.”
Tony can be heard humming. “Okay. Can she come to the studio anytime soon?”
“I’ll send her your way. Though, she’s having real trouble with her father. Is there anyway that you could… I don’t know… keep him far from her? Because I think he’s capable of hurting her career.” Tony was taken back by the question but assured Bucky that he’ll do what he can. It would be easier to do so since you’re a legal adult and you can make your own decisions and that Tony owns one of the biggest recording industries. Your father had nothing against him.
Before Bucky hung up the call so he could notify you to head to Stark Industries, he could hear Tony say one more thing. “By the way Barnes, nice song. I’m proud of you.” He had complimented, having listened to Bucky’s new song on GOTG Station.
Bucky’s smile widened as he clicked off the reciever. He just needed to contact you now. He sent a message for you to visit Tony just as he would too. He made his way to the building, wanting to greet you there. As soon as you arrived, Bucky was there at the front door of the building. You ran towards him with a hug and before going inside with him, you looked back to Wanda and thanked her for the ride.
“Such lovebirds.” She sighed happily before driving away.
“God, doll. It’s been only a couple of days but I’ve missed you like crazy.” Bucky whispered into your ear as the two of you got into the elevator. You snuggled into his body, holding on the arm that was draped over your shoulder and giving a light squeeze.
“I’ve missed you too, Bucky. That song you sang though, I loved it.” You peered up at him with a smile and caressed his cheek. You brought his face closer to yours and kissed his lips passionately.
He pulled away and while looking deep within your eyes, he bit at his lips. “Let’s go talk with Tony, babygirl.”
After going over new contracts, you signed to be under Tony’s management as a solo artist. You and Bucky hugged once more and Bucky was excited to hear how your new music will sound. You even began thinking how it would be on tour. “The Winter Soldier can open for me! I can open for The Winter Soldier! We can go on tours together and be together.” You fawned over the thought. Bucky liked the idea of it and hoped that Tony would allow them. He didn’t want to lose you over everything else that happened and especially not when you both are on separate tours.
“That sounds like a great idea, doll. Maybe we could also do some features on each other’s albums?” He had suggested, making you go crazy at the idea. You loved it very much and you weren’t holding back on the excitement.
“Alright you too,” Tony had interrupted, looking closely at you. “Now we need to discuss your father's situation.”
After fifteen years of performing under your father’s grueling management, he was put in jail for extortion and blackmail for 15 to 20 years. Police had found the photos in your shared home after Tony contacted them and you were able to burn all of the memories away with Wanda, Carol, Bucky, Steve, and Sam. They had been there to comfort you and while they never judged your story, you were glad that they still stuck with you during these moments.
It was also after you burnt the photos that Bucky asked to be your boyfriend.
“Doll… I may not be the best guy for you but I promise that you’ve made me better in so many ways. I love you so much and was wondering if you’ll be my girlfriend?” No verbal answer was given but Bucky knew you had said yes the moment you jumped at him and was kissing him madly.
“Yes, my cute idiot.”
“Idiot?” He laughed.
“Yep.” You replied, popping your word at the end. “For all the idiotic stuff you did in your past, it makes you an idiot.” Bucky groaned, you would definitely never let any of his memories down.
He looked at you with love in his eyes and a smile forming on his lips, completely disregarding your earlier comment. “Fine, whatever babe.”
➡️ Chapter 11: ILY Tour.
(~1,400+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 9: On The Air.
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OMGGGG I almost reposted chapter 8 cause my dumbass didn’t link it into my series masterlist... 😔
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Tony cancelled a band meeting which gave Bucky a whole day to search for a radio station that would play his music. He had visited three of them already, politely declining until he ended up in front of his last choice: Guardians Of The Galaxy. They were huge on getting new artists popular by playing their EP or a single. Bucky headed into the building, crossing his fingers that the hosts will let him play the music that he held so closely to his chest.
“Hi! Welcome to GOTG Station. Do you have an appointment?” A lady with electric blue hair asked. Bucky saw her name to be Nebula and he shook his head.
“I-uh no. I was hoping if Gamora or Peter were available? I was hoping to play my new song-”
“Wait… you’re Bucky Barnes, right?” Nebula interrupted. “From TWS?”
“Yeah. I am.” He responded, standing up straighter but hoping that his name or band doesn’t prevent him from a meeting.
“Oh my god! This is perfect! My sister’s been wanting to meet you and Peter Quill wants an interview with you. I’ll call for them and see if they’re up for it.” She quickly dialed in some numbers and Bucky felt himself become ecstatic. This had to be it, his chance to redeem himself. “Mr. Barnes? You can go up to the third floor to room 323.”
Bucky did so, entering the elevator with his CD clutched in his hand. He couldn’t believe that this was really happening. As he stepped off, he made his way to the room and entered inside to see Gamora and Peter making out.
“Uh… hey.” Bucky greeted, cursing at himself for not knocking. Gamora pushed herself off of Peter and adjusted her black and red curly hair. Peter turned to see Bucky and greeted him happily.
“Nice to meet you, man. We’re huge fans of you.” Bucky shook the man’s hand and waved politely at Gamora who was blushing at him. “What brings you to our station?”
Bucky handed Peter his CD with Gamora crowding around to look. “You want us to play this?” She asked, looking over Peter’s shoulder to Bucky.
“I was hoping you could. Yes.”
Peter and Gamora exchanged looks before sitting to where their station was. They made Bucky sit on the guest spot. “I hope you’re okay with us asking questions? We’ve been wondering what’s been going on with your band and just wanted to get some clear answers.” Bucky nodded, putting on the headset and scooting closer so he could be heard by the microphone. “We’ll be live on the air in 10…”
As Peter counted down, Bucky couldn’t help but start to fidget in his legs. They bounced madly and he had no way of controlling it due to his nervous figure. Gamora had the CD with her and placed it beside her until it was time to play the track. As Peter counted to one, a red light blinked on to indicate that they were on the air.
“Hello ladies and gents! Welcome to GOTG Station! Today we have a special guest who decided to make an appearance even after what’s been going on, here with us to answer questions is the one and only Bucky Barnes!” Bucky noticed that beside him was an actual live count of the listeners on their station. The numbers had started to fluctuate by the mention of his name but he turned away from it.
“Hello.” He spoke softly.
Gamora then started to talk into her microphone. “Bucky’s here with us today with a new song but before we get a chance to listen, we wanted to ask the lead singer of The Winter Soldier on what’s been going on with the band.”
Bucky took a deep breath, wanting to start from the beginning with the truth. “Well I was just being myself; a total wreck that ruins everything in his path even when there is something good in front of him.”
“Could you elaborate?” Bucky nodded.
“I made some mistakes recently which started with Natasha leaving the band. It was then replaced by the talented YN LN whom I had the honor working with. Though, until yesterday when everything had started going smoothly, it all fell apart when paparazzi leaked those photos of me.”
Gamora then asked her question. “You’ve got to work with YN LN? How was that like? Is she still a part of the band?”
“She’s amazing. We weren’t off to a good start at the beginning because she seemed to hate me.” Bucky laughed, then continuing. “But then we realized that fighting wasn’t going to get us anywhere as a band. She really was amazing and I felt like I was somehow a better person when I was around her.”
Peter and Gamora nodded, listening intently to Bucky’s words. “Is she still part of the band?” Peter repeated Gamora’s question.
That’s when Bucky looked away, viewing the live count. It was slowly rising in listeners. “No. She’s going solo.” Bucky had remained silent afterwards, not wanting to talk while he was in pain about it. Gamora took it as a sign to lay off on the questions and announced that she would now be playing his new song and asked if he had anything to say about it. “Yeah actually. This is for the girl that I started to fall in love with. The girl that might be out of my life but I won’t stop until I can get her back. I showed her this song a while ago but it wasn’t completed at the time but now I finished it all on my own, this is for YN LN.”
Gamora popped in the track, and the red light that once was lit, turned off. Bucky took off his headset while Gamora and Peter thanked him. “We both wish you luck on the future and hope that YN will be listening to this.” Bucky did too, wishing that somewhere and someplace in this time of day, you would be listening to his new song.
You had been writing music for all day, yet for an unexpected reason that was beyond you, you were having trouble doing so. You were frustrated that you couldn’t get any words out and just as you were going to give up, you got a call that you slightly wished was Bucky. But it turned out to be Wanda.
“Hey Wand-”
“YN! Turn on GOTG Station right now! Don’t ask any questions!” She yelled into your ear, then hanging up. You wondered what that was about but listened to her which was to not ask questions. You jumped up to turn on the radio, adjusting at the knobs until you heard the host, Peter Quill, introduce the station. Then you heard that Bucky Barnes was on the station.
You leaned closer, pressing your ear beside the speaker since you didn’t want to turn it up for your father to hear and have it shut it off. Gamora had been asking questions while Bucky answered and you could tell that he was being truthful in his answers. It was then when you heard your name come out of his mouth that you clamped your own shut to suppress that scream you were so close to releasing.
You listened to what Bucky had to say about you and you felt your heart start beating faster. You then heard from Gamora that he had a new song and wanted to say a bit about it. “Yeah actually. This is for the girl that I started to fall in love with. The girl that might be out of my life but I won’t stop until I can get her back. I showed her this song a while ago but it wasn’t completed at the time but now I finished it all on my own, this is for YN LN.”
You couldn’t help it. You screamed into your hand and turned up the radio to hear the song. You then started jamming to it while feeling your eyes sting from the tears that you’ve been trying to hold back. You eventually let go and let the tears of all emotions fall on your face.
You were proud that he was able to write a song after so long and you were even tempted to call him.
“What’s going on here?” You father asked, barging into your room causing you to be startled and stop dancing. He could hear the music come from your radio and he stalked up towards it, hearing closely that it was from The Winter Soldier. “What are you doing listening to this shit? Did you compose this for them? I swear I’m going to charge Tony for all the music that you wrote--”
“No! He wrote this dad, he turned himself around by writing and performing this song and it’s for me!” You wiped at your tears but your father was in disbelief.
“YN… Barnes will never change his ways as long as alcohol, drugs, and women are in front of him. Let him go and concentrate on your solo career. I’ll support you and we can make it big together.” You’ve just so had enough of his words.
“How come you didn’t support me in the beginning?” You father didn’t like the tone that came from you.
“Come on, YN. You know that I had to do it because you weren’t going to be big as a solo artist. Especially as a female?” He shook his head at you. “Trust me, I did what was best.”
His words were complete and utter shit. “You don’t care about me, dad.” You said bitterly. “You only cared about my talent and the money I rack up from it. I should’ve listened to Bucky.” “And what was that?” He asked bitterly.
“I should’ve talked to Tony. Me and Bucky could’ve explained what’s been going on and I could be under Tony’s management because he’s nicer to me than you are!”
“You would be lucky that I raised you after your mother died!” Your father was yelling at this point. It had been so long since the talk of your mother came up and because of it, you could feel your vision become blurry but you blinked away the tears. “I made you who you are and I discovered your talents! I also had the choice to put you at the steps of an orphanage so I think you should be grateful--thanking me for putting your name out in this world.”
His words were exhausting and by the time he finished them, Bucky’s song had ended. You just felt like you needed space. So you did what you could, you ran before your father could do the inexcusable, you ran and without a plan only decided that you would live your own life from now on, even if that meant you couldn’t sing anymore.
Just as you sprinted out the door, you could hear your father’s last words echoing in the back of your mind. “I will ruin your life, YN! I’m releasing those pictures!”
➡️ Chapter 10: Where Do I Go From Here?
(~1,800+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 8: Go Solo.
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“Fuck, YN.” He had screamed and moaned all night. Even his bitch didn’t mind that she was being called your name as long as she got his cock inside her. It was morning time and Bucky has since kicked her out while dealing with a raging headache.
His mind was foggy and he was laying on his back in bed, shirtless and arm underneath his head while trying to recall what happened until…
Ring! Ring!
His phone buzzed beside him and he quickly grabbed at it while wondering who it was. He frowned when he saw it was Tony and wasn’t sure why he was calling at this time of six in the morning.
“Good job, Barnes. Check the fucking newspapers when you can. Our performance with Spider-Man has been canceled.” Bucky sat up at hearing his words.
“What? Why?”
“ ...YN and her father will be withdrawing from their contract.”
“Tony! What’s going on!”
“Steve and Sam are now talking about disbanding-” Bucky hung up his phone and tossed the covers off of himself before running to turn on the news. It showed a gossip channel and he came to realize the consequences to his actions.
It was nothing new when he was hugely talked about by gossip channels but this was even bigger than before. He turned up the volume to hear what the lady had been saying.
“The band Spider-Man has cancelled their opening act, The Winter Soldier, after last night when lead singer Bucky Barnes was seen engaging in thoughtless acts. He was seen at the local bar and paparazzi have pictured evidence of his drunk and high state while with a mystery woman.” Bucky dropped to his knees at the exposed pictures of him doing coke and being playful with the ladies around him. There was even another picture showing that he left with a woman, which he now saw didn’t look like you at all.
“There are now rumors of the band being split up and while it is not confirmed, YN LN has since been thought to be the replacement of guitarist, Natasha Romanoff, after her band, The LadyKillers broke up. Natasha Romanoff had left the band just a couple weeks prior for possibly the same reason which was Bucky Barnes’ reckless behavior.”
Bucky quickly shut off the tv and began putting on clothes that he could find, not caring if they were dirty or clean. He just needed to get to you as soon as he could.
Bucky had tried to get a hold of you on his phone but each time, you wouldn’t pick up or return his calls. “Answer, YN! Please!” He begged when he heard himself go to voicemail. Bucky zoomed on the streets to get to Stark Industries and he ran all the way to the recording room where he bursted through the doors to hear you crying and your father and Tony talking.
“I’m sorry about this Mr. LN. We wish YN the best in her solo career and wish that someday we can push this behind us.” Tony apologized to your father. Suddenly hearing the door bang against the wall, you all looked up to see a disheveled Bucky. His hair was sticking up everywhere, his clothes were worn inside out, he had bags underneath his eyes, and he even reeked the stench of alcohol.
“Barnes!” Tony yelled. “What the hell are you doing here? Get the hell out!” Tony had walked towards him and pushed him back through the door. “You’ve done enough in this situation.”
“Please, Tony. I’m sorry. YN, Steve, Sam! I’m sorry.”
“It’s too late for that, Bucky.” Tony whispered to him, watching tears escape out of the lead singer’s eyes. “The deal has been settled.”
Bucky met with your eyes and you had been sobbing tremendously. Your eyes were red and both Steve and Sam sat on either side of you while hugging at your shoulders to comfort you. Once again, you weren’t surprised that something like this would happen. You just didn’t know how you could be so stupid to not realize it and that it would progress to be much worse. The moment your father heard it on the news, he suddenly withdrew from your contract as he didn’t want to ruin your precious name once more.
You were even more upset at the fact that Bucky had severed your relationship, even if it wasn’t a romantic one. Just as you started to like him… and truly fell for him… he had taken too many steps backwards than forwards to the point where he was falling off the cliff he had been trying to get away from.
“I’m so sorry. For all of this.” He said, wanting to sink to his knees in front of you and beg for forgiveness. Though, you hadn’t said anything to him.
“Let’s go YN.” You father announced, watching as you stood up. You made your way towards Bucky and his heart hurted at you walking past his figure without anything except a sniffle. He wanted to grab at your wrists but he froze at his spot, watching you officially walk out of the band and his life to make a new one for yourself.
It was probably for the best, anyways, for all Bucky knew was how to be the life of the party.
That day forward, he would never hear the end of it. Tony, Sam, and Steve seemed to all be against him just like the rest of the community and possibly the world.
It was why Bucky had tried to stop drinking and doing his usual ways. He wanted to prove to himself and everyone that he could change but even saying that was easier said than done.
His first step was to clean up his home and his act and while completing the first and working on the second, he found his own solace on his cleaned up couch, determined to write the lyrics of the song he had been trying so hard to write.
“What’s next?” He thought to himself as he chewed on the cap of his pen.
He had rewritten what he had so far in a more polished handwriting and thought of you as his inspiration to write. He felt like he knew what to say but it was difficult to transcribe it all out on paper.
If I don’t have you with me, I’m alone. You know I never know which way to go. I think I need you with me for all-time. When I need new direction for my mind.
He stared at the first verse for almost an hour before attempting to write the next one as he started to replay all those memories with you, at least the good ones that he could recall with his short time being with you.
You'll listen to my lectures on the phone. You'll help me find the treasure in the hole. You'll tell me if I'm acting like a fool. I know that you're not something to lose, now
I've got something to confess. I'd keep you in my pocket to use. You're my only compass. I might get lost without you
Once he started to write the words down, it was like he couldn’t stop. His brain was working on the last remaining brain cells he had but even then, it was magical that he could get the words down perfectly. His mind kept thinking faster at producing lyrics than his hand could possibly write. It was hard to catch up but soon enough, he’s done and smiling proudly at the product. He finally wrote a song without any help from you.
Could you tell me where to go?
You're always there to help me when I'm down. I'm lucky you've been keeping me around. You're the star I look for every night. When it's dark, you'll stick right by my side
I've got something to confess. I'd keep you in my pocket to use (I keep you in my pocket). You're my only compass (yeah). I might get lost without you
Like a magnet. Hard to imagine ever changing. Anything changing my way. Baby, like a magnet. Can't help that I'm attracted to you, I am. Could you keep on guiding me? Please
I've got something to confess. I'd keep you in my pocket to use. You're my only compass. I might get lost without you (I might get lost without you). I've got something to confess. I might get lost without you. You're my only compass. I might get lost without you.
He was excited, holding up the paper to the ceiling at his accomplishment while laying on the couch. ‘I should tell YN! To the band!’ He thought to himself happily before realizing that there was no you anymore and possibly the band. They were pissed off at him so why would they listen to him?
He decided to call up Steve anyways, hoping that he would pick up. Steve answered quickly with a harsh greeting. “What do you want?”
“Steve. I know you and Sam and basically everyone is mad at me but I need your help.” He could hear on the other line that it was Sam’s voice asking who he was talking to. Steve said who and while Bucky couldn’t see, he knew Sam was wondering what he was calling for. “I’ll need Sam’s help too.”
“What do you possibly need help with besides the fact that you need therapy?” Steve responded, hitting Bucky hard in the chest. He knew he deserved it but hearing it come from his friends meant a lot more than from his manager.
“I get it. You’re upset and so am I but please just trust me. I’ve made a new song and I want to record it but I need you guys to play on it. I’m thinking of trying to release it as soon as I can and get YN to hear it on the radio.”
Steve scoffed over the phone. “That’s if Tony will let us record and if the radio will feature any of our music.” But then he could hear Sam and Steve discussing. Sam was then on the phone.
“Steve and I are in, punk. You better be serious with that writing a new song shit because Barnes, you’ve been in hot shit for a while now.”
Bucky chuckled lightly. “Good to hear you too, Sam. And believe me, I think I got this.”
In half an hour, Steve and Sam entered the recording studio and saw Bucky waiting patiently with the lyrics for his song, Compass in his hands. They had to secretly record without Tony’s knowledge since he was still pissed off and didn’t want them to borrow any of the equipment.
“Alright. What’s this new song that we're recording?” Sam questioned curiously. Bucky handed the sheet over to him and after skimming through it, Sam was in shock.
“You really wrote this?” He handed it for Steve to read and even Steve was impressed for Bucky’s writing to come back.
“Yep. I told you that I could write a new song.” Sam and Steve focused back on the memory where he had been challenged to make something better than the music that you’ve been composing.
“Well you son of a bitch. You did it. Let’s get to recording before we get in trouble.”
That night was spent on eating ordered pizzas and experimenting with the sound until Bucky finally settled for what was now officially Compass. The beat was subtle and his vocals rocked with what he had in mind when he wrote the song. He just wished you were there with him so you could hear it.
“We did it!” He exclaimed to his bandmates, all high-fiving one another. They obtained a copy of the song without Tony’s permission and Bucky’s plan was to get on air with a radio show that would play his new single. He might get in trouble again with Tony and that may be the end of his music career but what’s life when there’s no risk?
➡️ Chapter 9: On The Air.
(~2,000+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 7: Jealous.
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That day forward, you and Bucky seemed to be getting at a better tempo. Steve and Sam detected that the two of you had been more kind to one another and the idea of you both finally being friends was relieving.
You all had performed a new song, W.D.Y.W.F.M? (What Do You Want From Me?) and as always, it was a success by you, the band, Tony, and your father.
Two nights ago, she got that look in her eyes / Kaleidoscope, but that's only half the time / Three days before she told me that I don't even try / She's crazy, though, I guess there's something wrong inside
While Sam played the bass as a transition into the chorus, Bucky looked at you with a wink and you did the same, singing the chorus as if you were talking to him.
(Chorus) Maybe you're right, maybe this is all that I can be / But what if it's you, and it wasn't me? / What do you want from me? / What do you want from me?
You then backed away from the microphone and continued to strum at your guitar to the beat. You felt like you were smiling like an idiot, which you probably were.
Four weeks ahead, I thought that I should think some more / I'm fucked in the head, and my mind is turning into a whore / Five months go by, and I thought about letting her go / She's crazy, though, and I guess she took control / Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no
(Chorus) Maybe you're right, maybe this is all that I can be / But what if it's you, and it wasn't me? / What do you want from me? / What do you want from me?
As the song came to an end, everyone clapped while you and Bucky shared a meaningful hug and he whispered into your ear. “Amazing as always, doll.”
You had hugged Steve and Sam as well, praising their contribution to the piece with their instruments.
“You kidding, YN? We couldn’t have done this without you! Your writing skills are a gift.” Sam retorted back. Steve joined in with him.
“We’ve never had this much recorded music in a row even when Natasha was here.” He informed you while also admitting himself afterwards. “It’s a bit tiring, not going to lie, but it’s refreshing.”
You thanked Steve and Sam again for their words and all of you exited the recording booth to meet with Tony. While cracking a joke on the way out, you’re met with your father who you didn’t realize had seen you become so comfortable with the band.
“Hello, YN.” Your father greeted you formally. You didn’t know you hitched a breath but Bucky was courteous to stand by you in a protective way. Your father noticed this and gritted his teeth. “Barnes.”
“Mr. LN.”
Tony intervened with his happy attitude to appease the thick tension between Bucky and your father. It was funny since after you told Bucky about your problem with your dad, he has started to dislike him.
“Okayyy everyone! Listen up! I got something that will redeem ourselves after that little fiasco that Bucky caused a couple of days ago.” Everyone turned to Bucky and he shook his head, not wanting the attention to be brought by that memory. “We were lucky enough to be asked to open for Spider-Man.” Your eyes opened widely upon hearing the name.
“Spider-Man?” Bucky questioned, at both your enthusiasm and the band. “I’ve never heard of them.” Your jaw dropped as you looked at him in shock.
“How could you possibly not know about them? They make such great music!” You then looked to Steve and Sam who shook their head at not knowing the band.
“The heck! You are all disappointing.” You pouted. “When are we performing for them?” Tony had told you that you all would practice tonight and tomorrow and will open for them the following days until they finish all their showtimes in New York. They had been planning on performing for three days in the city before traveling to Tampa, Florida.
You were excited to meet the band members and to perform with them. You were fond with one of the members, Peter Parker, who you used to have a fling with a while back and lucky for you both, you ended on good terms so seeing him again wouldn’t be awkward. The two of you ended your relationship due to the fact that both of you had busy schedules from performing and touring around the world at the time.
Bucky wasn’t sure why you loved the band so much and wondered how come you kept blushing. Then his thoughts were interrupted when Tony asked him a question.
“Sorry. What?” He asked, dumbfounded. Tony repeated himself again by asking what three songs they should perform.
“Let’s go two from our recent album and Wires. Let YN make the call for the other ones.” You were put on the spot to decide what other songs to play. It was a good thing that you had learned all their more recent songs.
“We can try Float and The Beach.” You suggested, liking both of the songs greatly from their latest album. Tony accepted them both and began texting to the band manager of your three songs. He got a text back a few seconds after with approval and where/when exactly they should meet for sound check tonight.
“They said that the sound check will be at six at Yankee stadium. Make sure you are all there by then.”
“Is that really YN LN?” You heard a familiar voice call for you as you entered the stadium. You turned around, with the rest of your band mates to see a man wearing a mask and in a red and blue latex suit with a black spider symbol on the front.
“Peter?” You gasped as he ripped off the mask and had his arms outstretched. Bucky saw as you ran towards the short-haired brunette all happily and for some odd reason, his heart clenched tightly in his chest from jealousy.
“It really is you! How are you?” Peter asked you excitedly. You had told him that you were great and pointed to your band.
“I play for The Winter Soldier now, Peter.” He had been upset at the fact that the LadyKillers broke up a while ago but was happy that you’re still in the music career. You then proceeded to introduce your bandmates to him. “That’s Steve, Sam, and Bucky.”
Steve and Sam waved at the younger singer while Bucky grunted and kept his arms folded in front of his chest. You watched his unamusement but shrugged it off when Tony said that you all were up for sound check. Your band was starting to walk away but Bucky stood back, his eyes still on the both of you.
“Hey, before you go, my band’s going to eat out tonight if you want to join us?” Peter whispered. You looked to him then behind where Bucky was waiting for you.
“Could I invite the band over maybe?” Peter looked to see where you had and he saw Bucky. He internally sighs but plays it off with a forced smile at you.
“Yeah. When we’re all done. It was good seeing you again, YN.” He replied, ready to turn from you to go with his own band.
“You too, Peter.” He waved you off and to Bucky who only glared at him. You caught up with the singer and the two of you are on your way to practice.
“She’s too good for you.” Peter mumbled under his breath, shaking his head at the thought of you with Bucky.
As you made your way, you all overlooked the stadium and was surprised at how many people could be watching the show the day that you performed. It had to be hundreds or thousands in the crowd ranging from teens to young adults that are jamming to music. The thought was exciting since this would be your first official performance (for real this time) and you really hoped that Bucky wouldn’t fuck it up.
“First song would be Float. So why don’t we start off with that?” Everyone got their instruments ready and you stepped up to the microphone just as Bucky had. He was oddly silent at the moment and even when you tried to make small talk with him, he sort of brushed off the conversation.
“Let’s just get this over with.” He spoke into it in monotone, making the sound echo loudly. You all queued up the music and on Steve’s count, began performing the song.
Imagine breathing in / Imagine leaving all your air behind / What matters in the end / A matter of opinion 'til you find out
Life can only mean hardly anything / All I'll ever be is partly settled in
(Chorus) To show you how to swim, then they throw you in the deep end / I've been learning since, but it doesn't mean I'll float, oh no / I won't float, no, no, no, no, won't float
You mainly focused on backup vocals throughout the song rather than jumping into the chorus since you wanted to preserve Bucky’s original sound while he performed the song. After you all finished and Tony gave suggestions on how to improve, you then worked on the last two songs before concluding up the soundcheck. You then told Tony if you all could eat out with the Spider-Man band since Peter had invited you.
“I don’t see why not.” He told you before announcing to the rest of the band. “Hey, we’ve been asked to eat with the other band tonight so let’s get packed up.” Steve and Sam did so while Bucky barely obliged. He even had the audacity to whine about it.
“What? I was about to go home.” He grumbled out loud for you and Tony to hear. You wanted to go ask him what was wrong but Tony spoke before you could.
“Why not just stay home? You seem out of it anyways, Barnes. Just don’t do anything stupid that’ll ruin our chances of performing.” Bucky felt relieved that he was dismissed and made his way off stage much to your wonder. You were going to follow up after him until Steve called to you in the other direction.
“Hey YN? Could you give me a hand with the drums?” You looked at Steve before taking one more look at Bucky walking away without any regret in his words.
“Yeah. I’ll be right there, Steve.”
The dinner with the Spider-Man band was nice but a bit uncomfortable when Bucky wasn’t there. You weren’t sure if it was his energy or his personality but you fairly enjoyed being around him so much that you didn’t know how to behave when he wasn’t around.
You sat beside Peter and made minimal talk while also getting introduced to his other members. You got to meet Michelle Jones, who preferred MJ and Ned Leeds. MJ played the drums while Ned did guitar. You both got to bond over that while Steve, Sam, and MJ talked about their instruments.
“So what’s up with you and Bucky, hm?” Peter hummed as you started to eat your food that had just been served. You pulled your fork away from your mouth and looked at him, puzzled.
“What do you mean?”
He shrugged at you and took a bit of his own food before speaking up once more to explain. “Don’t know. Just thought something was going on between the two of you. Don’t you hate him though?”
You had now put your fork down and twiddled around with your fingers in your lap. You weren’t even sure what to call the relationship, like if you were dating or not. You both never talked about it or assumed that you were so you just thought that you would remain as friends.
“I mean, I did hate him but we’ve bonded.” You replied subtly, hoping that Peter would not ask anymore as you started to get uncomfortable. He hummed once more and continued to eat just as you started.
Bucky on the other hand was supposed to be home but he felt himself getting attracted to the local bar like he was a magnet. He found himself drinking with a group of people who had recognized him and they all bought him drinks and offered some drugs for his consumption.
“Join us!” A group of giggling girls motioned to where they were doing a line of coke. Bucky smirked and put his glass down on the counter before swaying his way towards them. He grabbed and squeezed at the girl’s asses making them moan and yelp in surprise as he leaned forward to sniff up the white substance.
He was laughing at the high that he was suddenly feeling and more girls made their way to him. He felt like a king because of it and completely forgot why he was so mad at you. The drugs were doing what he always wanted; to make him feel numb.
He did another line of coke and drank whiskey like there was no tomorrow. He wasn’t sure how his body could handle himself but neither did he care. Girls were bowing to his feet and grabbing at his hardened member.
“Which one of you lucky ladies is getting at the gold?” He howled cockily as girls around him grabbed and yelled for his attention. He chose one that he would take to bed, one that resembled you. He knew it wasn’t you but he would do anything at this point even if it meant fucking a bitch.
“Let’s go, darling.” He whispered the pet name to the random girl. She was excited and walked out the bar with Bucky. He was suddenly met with flashing of cameras and the paparazzi screaming at him, asking questions.
“Barnes! Barnes! Is it true that Natasha has since left the band?”
“Who is that lady? A new girlfriend?”
“There is speculation that YN LN has joined your band after The LadyKillers broke up. Is that true?”
Bucky pushed past the large crowd and walked up to his car. He and the girl both got inside and even while intoxicated, Bucky could somehow function and drove all the way to his apartment. The girl had been mildly distracting as she kept touching all over his body and while he was having the time of his life at this moment, he didn’t realize it now that he made another huge mistake in his life and music career. Even one to your own.
➡️ Chapter 8: Go Solo.
(~2,400+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 6: Forgive Me. Forgive Me Not
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After Bucky recovered from his inebriated state, he could hear himself asking about you and his lips forming the sentences. He sounded pretty desperate too. “Where’s YN? Where is YN?”
He also happened to hear Tony yelling at him and threatening him that he’ll kick him out of the band but his main priority was focused on you. Bucky wasn’t sure where he was anymore but Steve had explained to him what happened from yesterday. “YN isn’t here anymore. She left, Buck.” Bucky’s heart felt like it dropped down to his stomach. He once again had made you disappointed and it didn’t surprise him that you would leave. He kept fucking up every time and he could trace it back to when he started gaining fame.
“I have to talk to her.” Bucky slurred under his breath, feeling his eyelids fall heavy on himself. Steve and Sam helped him lay on his couch before leaving him to be all alone in the dark and messy room full of pizza boxes, empty bottles, and a pile of porn magazines.
Last night, you arrived back home with your father asking you questions about the performance. In all honesty, you were too tired to tell him but replied to his questions with the least amount of words possible.
He got the message that you didn’t want to talk and told you to go to bed. “We’ll talk in the morning.” He said before closing the door of your room. You fell on your bed, still in your clothes but in the moment, it felt like it was constricting and causing trouble to your breathing.
“Fucking Barnes.” You growled to yourself. You were so upset that your first performance had been messed up. Bucky had not taken anything seriously and there was no way to change him.
“Why can’t you just… gah!” You shut your eyes after hitting at your bed sheets beside you and gripping them tightly. Some tears squeezed out of your eyelids and you just felt the need to let go of everything. Even when you didn’t feel like removing the dress anymore, you just went to sleep to avoid the thoughts from coming back again.
‘Tomorrow will be a new day.’ You hoped silently.
Tony had apologized greatly to you in the morning and explained to your father what happened. Your father asked for compensation for Bucky’s actions and gained over $500 from it. He wasn’t even concerned at all once he received the money and just made you return back to Stark Industries even when you fought against it.
“But dad! Barnes is a douchebag! Performing with him live sucks!” You complained, waving your hands in the air in exasperation. Your father gave a stern look at you as a warning.
“Remember what I told you…” He didn’t need to say anything more as you turned on your heel and walked out the door.
You arrived again at the studio to only see Bucky there. You groaned, turning back to walk out before he stopped you from doing so. “Wait! Wait.”
“What?” You snapped at him. “What do you possibly have to say? What’s going on? Do we even have a band meeting or not?” You had asked him so many questions that Bucky had to shut you up about it.
“Let me speak! Just listen.” He held the door for you to come back inside and sit. You did so and crossed your arms across your chest in hopes that this is serious business and not one of Bucky’s stupid things. Whatever that may be and the thought made you roll your eyes. “YN, I just wanted to apologize to you. I-I don’t know what has gotten into me when I did all of that and I knew how much these performances mean to you-” You scoffed at Bucky.
“Performances meaning to me? They only matter because it’ll be my ticket out of here.” He raised an eyebrow at you so you had to elaborate on it more. “What I mean is that I’m trying to go solo after The LadyKillers broke up. My father said I wasn’t popular enough so he made me sign up with you guys and once I can become popular then I can go solo.”
You watched as he fidgeted with his hands, not knowing what to say. You audibly sighed and was about to get up and leave until he spoke up. “I’ve been trying to write a song.” He admitted under his breath. He didn’t look up at you but he knew you heard.
“Okay. And?” Bucky looked up at you, brushing away the hair that fell in front of his eyes. He dug into his ripped jeans pocket and handed you a singular sheet with some messy handwriting.
“I wasn’t always like this--having trouble writing music. I wasn’t addicted to drugs or alcohol… I wasn’t even a ladies man.” He chuckled to himself as you read over his lyrics that he had so far. He hadn’t written much but you gave it back to him without any expression. “What I just wanted to let you know is that you’re talented.” The moment you two shared just now felt surreal. You could tell he was being genuine with you and while you wanted to tell him off, you couldn’t. He was being real and possibly vulnerable with you in the moment.
You let go of your rough act and Bucky was relieved to see you soften up to him. “I think you’re talented too, Bucky.” You admitted quietly. He had heard you and let out a small smile.
“My name’s James Buchanan Barnes.” He mentioned it unexpectedly. “Fun fact, I got Bucky when The Winter Soldier was created because of Steve and Sam.”
If you both were sharing personal stuff, you decided to share your own things. “Nice. My former band, The LadyKillers, we’re family. I told them everything and we kept all we had to say in our hearts. I didn’t want our band to end but we don’t always get what we want.” You then recalled memories from the start of The LadyKillers career. “And… I wasn’t always so innocent like I am now. I had my fair share of parties and drugs and shit until my dad stopped me and made me go to therapy.” You shivered at your own words and Bucky could see that it had struck a nerve on you. He was about to intervene and comfort you but you kept going, your voice going low and you had been hugging yourself tightly. You weren’t even sure why you were telling him any of this. “There was this one party I went to two years ago. I did coke, smoked, drank until I was numb all through the night and I ended up in bed with this girl.” You were nearly sobbing at this point. You had never told anyone about this story except Wanda, Carol, and your father. You even tried to forget after two years since it happened. “I swear… I’m not like that but… but I liked it. I liked her. Then, my father found out and he was able to buy all of the photos that were taken. I thought he would destroy it but he uses it as a way to blackmail me whenever I disobey him.” Bucky had gotten up from across you and sat with you, hugging your body into his. Your head was buried into his chest and you could smell alcohol mixed with mint and while it was an odd combination, the smell felt soothing to you.
“Shhh… it’s okay YN.” He hadn’t been the vulnerable one. You were. He was just there supporting you and stroking at your hair to help calm you.
Once you got the tears out, you looked up at him into his eyes. They were crazy blue like Steve’s but in your opinion, Bucky’s were more mesmerizing. You couldn’t even register your actions because the next thing you knew was that you were kissing Bucky madly.
He was surprised but gave in and cupped at your cheek. He deepened the kiss and just as he smelled, you could taste the liquor on his tongue. After pulling away, you pushed away from Bucky, standing up and shaking your head while looking away from him as a result of feeling shame. “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have done that.” You apologized madly.
Bucky reassured you that it was alright. “No, it’s my fault. I’m sorry.” He apologized back, overturning your own. You then look at him again and attempt a weak smile. Even with your eyes red and tears staining your cheeks, he thought you looked cute.
“You know, since we’re here. I might as well show you this new song I’m working on once I go solo.” You had wiped at the tears and went into the recording studio with your held up high, as if you didn’t break down in front of him. You had your guitar and began strumming up to what Bucky recognized as Daddy Issues. He remained silent until you finished the song and he noticed how much peace you were in during the time you sang by yourself. He suddenly felt guilty for your father being so disrespectful of you and doubting your talents and that you were forced to join his band.
Once you finished up, you saw Bucky applauding you and you smiled. “It’s amazing, YN.” He told you, which for you, it meant a lot to hear. It was the first time you’ve ever performed that song in front of anyone and even then, you were starting to doubt if you would ever sing it because of your dad. He might get the message of your story or do something bad to you that you didn’t want.
“Thank you, Bucky.” You managed to reply even after thinking all your crazy thoughts. “I’m probably not going to ever sing it though.” You then added on, in almost a feeling bad manner.
“Why not? How about I talk to Tony and we can arrange something. You’re an adult, YN, for crying out loud! You’re supposed to be the one to make your own decisions.” You agreed with his statement but then again, he didn’t know more than half of the trouble with your father.
“What about you? What about The Winter Soldier? You wouldn’t have anyone to write your songs.” You interjected. That was something that hadn’t crossed Bucky’s mind but he was willing to deal with it if that meant you could be free from the chains that have been holding you down.
“I can find another way.” He said, sounding hesitant. You appreciated his support but you both knew that this could go only one way.
“I don’t know.” You answered, feeling defeated. “I don’t know what to do anymore.”
Bucky walked over to you and grabbed at your hand. “We’ll think of something, YN. Why don’t we go to Greene’s Diner. My treat.” You squeezed his hand and followed him out of Stark Industries to the diner.
When you both got there, all his attention had been on you. He didn’t even blink in the direction of Dot, who happened to be working when you arrived. She was pissed and kept trying to get his attention until he told her off after ignoring her for the fifth time.
“Can’t you see I’m not interested?” He scowled as he finally looked in her direction. You had hid your snicker and she scampered off after cursing at Bucky. “She’s so annoying.” He replied with a grumpy attitude.
“You didn’t think so a couple of days ago.” You teased, recalling how flirtatious he had been and the fact that he hooked up with her. Bucky shrugged at you with a cocky smile.
“What can I say? Everybody loves my cock.” You kicked him in the shin, making him lurch forward in pain and rubbing at the sore spot.
“Never say that. Ever.”
“You just mad you ain’t got this dick?” You rolled your eyes at him. “Not everyone gets this dick though doll. I’m giving you an offer.” Barnes was such a player and even more so, a liar.
You eyed Bucky, biting at your lip. “Shut the fuck up Barnes.”
➡️ Chapter 7: Jealous.
(~1,900+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 5: Party Animal
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“If I don't have you with me, I'm alone. I never know which way to go… I-I...” Bucky shook his head as he tried thinking of new lyrics. He had been concentrating hard but it came impossible under the influence of the alcohol he consumed. He placed  his music sheet down with only a couple of scribbled words before laying on his couch and breathing out loud. “Why is this so hard?” He asked himself.
It was weird to see Bucky so clean. He had come to the recording studio on time--no-- earlier than when all of you were to meet. He also wore nicer clothing like a simple black graphic tee and blue jeans from his usual outfit of ripped jeans and a baggy shirt. Sam and Steve were surprised but didn’t question it.
“Morning.” Bucky greeted everyone, including you with a generous smile. You weren’t sure what was up with him and you had every reason to have your doubts. Though, you too did not question his intentions.
“You’re early, Barnes.” Tony announced as he was the last to walk in with the group. “Are you ready to write new music?” He was more than. From seeing you last night, he felt the need to be more laid back with you, to start getting back on the right track with you. It would be weird for him to do so usually because he was used to being the one in charge. Also from seeing how truly beautiful you looked last night, he felt energized after giving himself a good jacking to arrive early and sober.
“Let’s get to the music.” Bucky appraised as he sat in one of the chairs beside you. You frowned at him but turned to look at Steve and Sam.
“Okay… so I thought of some lyrics and they might be a good start. I wanted you all to check it out.” You spoke, taking out a lyrics sheet with your new composition, Wires. It was a bit depressing but the meaning behind it tells the story of a musician who has fallen victim to a corrupt record label. Not saying that it was you to Tony, but it might be hinting at your problem with your father for not letting you go solo.
Bucky took a sheet from you and read over the lyrics. He could already tell that this song was personal to you but he was uncomfortable to ask about it. “I-I think it’s another good piece, YN.” He complimented, forcing a smile to you.
You gave a curt nod without verbally thanking him. “I appreciate it, Bucky. Now are you bullshitting me?” Everyone was thrown off by your question but Bucky had crushed the paper tightly.
He calmed himself, closing his eyes and breathing deeply before speaking in a low and controlled tone. “I don’t see what your problem is YN. I’m just trying to be nice to you.” You scoffed at him and Sam looked uncomfortable while Steve was tensed up.
“Okay. Sure. If the lyrics are good then I think we should record.”
Bucky gave you space in the recording room, thinking you might be on your lady days. If you were, that was totally fine and he would respect you completely as being a dick and all. Yet, if you weren’t, he would not understand why you would be rude at his nice comment.
“T. W. S. Go!” Steve signaled by smacking his drum sticks together before all of you began.
We talked about making it / I'm sorry that you never made it / And it pains me just to hear you have to say it / You knew the game and played it / It kills to know that you have been defeated / I see the wires pulling while you're breathing / You knew you had a reason / It killed you like diseases / I can hear it in your voice while your speaking you can't be treated / Mr. Know it all had his reign and his fall / At least that's what his brain is telling all
After Bucky sang the first verse, you both synchronized into the chorus.
(Chorus) If he said help me kill the president / I'd say he needs medicine / Sick of screaming let us in / The wires got the best of him / All that he invested in goes / Straight to hell / Straight to hell / Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
It continued onto the pattern where you would only jump in during the chorus. The chemistry during singing was the only way the two of you had mutually gone along but even still, you and Bucky would never be on good terms unless it would be necessary in public.
After finishing the song, you all had a listen and were prideful of it. The music was slow and down beat which really redefined your music as more… dark in meaning. Tony though was still happy that a third song had come out. If you were to finish writing the album and producing music, it could mean another year of concerts rather than having a one year break to write the music. Your father would definitely be happy about that.
“You know.” Tony tapped his chin for a moment. “My friend, Stephen Strange, contacted me that he’s having a small gathering tonight and needs some entertainment. You all up to perform one of the new songs?” You all searched each other for answers and it was determined in your happy stature that this was a moment of affirmation.
“Yeah!” Everyone cheered. Even though you weren’t sure if you could go to the party, you could convince your dad that it would be important since you would be performing. You had left the room to call him about it.
“Hey dad?” You asked as he picked up on the first ring.
“How are you, doll? Finished recording already?”
“Yeah. Though, Tony said that he had a friend who wanted us to perform tonight. Can I go?”
There was a slight pause from your father before he responded in a neutral yet questioning tone. “Is this like… a party?”
You didn’t exactly lie. You quoted Tony in his words. “No, I was told that it’s a small gathering. I won’t drink or do drugs if there are any.” You then mumbled, hoping that your father would still let you go.
“Alright. Just make sure you come home when you’re done performing. Have fun. I love you.”
“I love you too, dad.”
The party wasn’t until later, around nine at night. It gave you enough time to be with your former band members from The LadyKillers who wanted to help you pick out some new clothing for tonight and to catch up on the gossip. For Steve and Sam they had offered Bucky to go eat at Greene’s Diner but he declined. They left without him but were puzzled because Bucky never had said no to eating at Greene’s Diner. The singer stayed in his apartment to continue writing his song, wanting to prove you wrong that he could write his music just like before. He also wanted to practice remembering the lyrics so he could perform it right.
While you, Wanda, and Carol were shopping at the mall, you stopped by a small boutique with pretty dresses. You stood in front of the window and envisioned yourself as if you were wearing one of them and spinning around.
“Why don’t you get a dress here?” Wanda nudged you as she opened the door to enter. You shook your head, backing away into Carol.
“Not my style.” You waved your hands in disapproval. Wanda could see you lying through your eyes and from knowing you for many years.
“Nonsense, girl! Let’s go inside so you can try it on!” Carol exclaimed as she pulled you in by your wrist. You laughed with them and entered and were entranced by all the dresses. They were pretty from their bright colors and the material was plush. Wanda and Carol split to the ends of the shop and began searching while you observed their smaller items like jewelry.
After ten minutes passed, Carol and Wanda came back together with a bunch of clothing in their arms. “Go try these on!” Wanda encouraged you as she guided you into one of the dressing rooms. You were a bit nervous but they gave you the clothes and shoved you inside the small room.
Carol and Wanda patiently waited until you came out with the first outfit and they shook their head. “It doesn’t look right. Try a different one.” You obliged and went back inside to try the next outfit.
Once more, for about two more times of changing into more outfits, Carol and Wanda shook their heads and gave a thumbs down at the clothes. It was until you came out with a white dress with cherry patterns printed all over that Wanda squealed at the look. Carol jumped up to look in the mirror with you.
“This… this is the outfit!” She said excitedly. “Oh my god, I will style your hair and you can wear some red heels and diamond earrings.” She was super excited to doll you up for tonight.
You were just happy that you finally found a good outfit for tonight. It made you feel good to wear a dress for the first time in forever and look into the mirror despite wearing some jeans and a shirt everyday. You bought the dress and drove over to Carol’s home who gave you the beauty care treatment. Wanda took care of your hair while Carol  did your makeup.
If I don’t have you with me, I’m alone. I never know which way to go. You know I never know which way to go. I think I need you with me forever for all-time. When I need new direction for my mind.
Bucky had trouble coming up with the first verse. ‘It’s a lot harder to write.’ He thought, covering his face into his hands with a deep sigh escaping his chest. He had been working on the song for over two hours now and in that same time, you could’ve already written ten new songs.
He decided to put his paper and pen down, not wanting to frustrate himself anymore. Maybe he should just give up on writing a song since he felt he wouldn’t accomplish anything from it. He got up from his usual spot on the couch and prepared for the party. He’ll probably just wear the same outfit from this morning; it wasn’t like it was very dirty.
He took a shower while contemplating about you again and what you might wear tonight. He felt himself become hard from the thought and he groaned from stroking at his length. He pumped himself slowly, guiding his hand while the other held on the wall in front. He imagined that you were sucking him off and the image of you on your knees while looking up with doe eyes got him off and cumming all over the walls. He quickly cleaned up after himself and the wall before getting out the shower. While standing in front of the fogged mirror, he cleaned it off and took a good look at his face.
He looked pale. He looked tired. He looked not so good at all. He laughed at himself for it and pushed it to the back of his mind. All he had to focus on was the performance and you. He even thought of ways on how to strike up a conversation with you.
Finished with your makeup and hair, you thanked Wanda and Carol before going to the party at Stephen’s home. It was huge and while you weren’t sure what he did for a living, you could tell that he had to be getting paid well. You entered the home and was immediately drawn that Tony’s definition of a small gathering was actually a party. There were so many people there! You had trouble navigating around but eventually made it to Sam and Steve by the fireplace in the living room.
“YN! Wow, you look amazing!” Sam greeted as he hugged you. Steve did the same and you complimented them back on their own suits. They cleaned up nicely with their hair, face, and clothing.
“Have you seen Bucky? I hope he’s here.” You asked, having to raise your voice from the people around you talking loudly. There were a bunch of people around, kind of like a scene from The Great Gatsby except less wild with entertainment.
“Haven’t seen him yet. Tony said we would be performing in fifteen minutes though.” Steve peeked at his watch then scanned the room.
You hoped that Bucky would turn up soon so you could get ready and get the performance over with.
Bucky had turned up to the party and was immediately recognized by the people around him. He greeted them all and many butlers came by offering him drinks that he couldn’t resist.
Upon one sip, he knew he was done for. It wasn’t just the frequent cheap liquor that he was tasting on the tip of his tongue, it was something more stronger and properly made that he indulged in. One drink turned into another and another and he was starting to get hazy.
He then heard someone behind him and saw that it was Tony. “Barnes! You’re supposed to be performing! Did you drink? Can you perform?” Tony bombarded him with questions. Barnes lightly pushed at the man to give him some room and responded.
“‘Course I can! Let’s perform and give these people a show!” Tony liked the singer’s enthusiasm and guided him outside to the makeshift stage where all their instruments were. Bucky didn’t realize it at the moment but he was swaying, and having trouble concentrating.
Crowds were starting to be led outside and Bucky held at the microphone while Steve and Sam crowded around him. “Where have you been, dude?”
“I just came. I’m fine… let’s go do… it.” He was a bit slow but Steve and Sam looked over at you and signaled that he was ready. It was in that moment that you finished adjusting your guitar and also stood in front of the microphone. Before starting, a tall man with salt-colored hair lining part of his hair while the rest was dark brown came on stage. He greeted Bucky and borrowed the microphone from him. Bucky looked behind to where you stood and he smiled at you in a dress. It was an unusual choice in terms of you but he thought you looked hot in it.
“Greetings everyone! So glad you all could make it tonight. I was lucky enough to be provided by my good friend, Tony Stark, one of his popular bands. Let’s give it up for The Winter Soldier and their new song, Wires!” Everyone cheered and Steve called out before you all began with your first song.
“T. W. S. Go!” You all started playing the song that you had written earlier in the day. Bucky and you were doing just as before with going back and forth in singing the music until something started to happen in the middle of the number during the chorus. Not to mention, the beginning was a rocky start but it progressed further to your dislike.
“If he said help me kill the president. [I'd say he should do that shit right now]. [I’m] Sick of screaming let us in. The wires got the best of him. All that he invested in goes. Straight to hell. Straight to hell[llllllll]. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa” How he sang it was different from how it was before so singing in the chorus made it difficult. You could watch as he mumbled a lot too and while the crowd was enjoying the performance, you were not.
You decided to not sing in the chorus anymore for you didn’t want both of your voices overlapping and saying the wrong lyrics but as he made it onto the last verse, he had been mumbling heavily to the point where it was just gibberish. So you did what was best; you took over.
You grabbed at your mic and sang over his nonsense. “I'm having trouble believing. And I just started seeing. Light at the beginning of the tunnel but he tells me that I'm dreaming. When he talks I hear his ghosts every word they say to me. I just pray the wires aren't coming.” Bucky looked like he was about to pass out. Even Tony, Steve, and Sam were worried as they could see him rocking further forward until… crash! He collapsed onto the ground. You didn’t--couldn’t--finish the performance as everyone rushed to tend to Bucky.
You were frustrated, wondering how the hell Bucky was acting so drunk until it was obvious to you that he was. Everyone crowded around him and gave him water to drink but for you, you just had it with him. He not only embarrassed himself, he embarrassed you and probably made it more challenging for you to go solo since this could be in the papers and ruin the band’s image. You stomped off stage, wanting to leave the party. It was easy to do so when everyone was focused on the drunkard.
➡️ Chapter 6: Forgive Me. Forgive Me Not
(~2,800+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 4: Realize
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“I like it. It really fits our style.”
“You’re an amazing songwriter.”
“That was quick!”
Steve, Sam, and Tony all had complimented your talent for writing a new song for The Winter Soldier. You had been tossing around lyrics and singing them to how you wanted it to sound and each member approved.
All except Bucky who gave his opinion. “I think it’s alright.” He shrugged, not elaborating on it. You should’ve ignored it but it was always back and forth between the two of you with something as small as this.
“What do you mean, Barnes? Do you think you can do better?” You questioned tauntingly.
He shrugged again. “Yeah. Probably I could.”
“Pfft. That’s bullshit, Barnes. Ever since that time you tried your first line of coke; your mind has been boggled since.” Tony informed, making the singer put up his middle finger at him.
“You all don’t believe me? I’ll make a good song sometime. Just wait.” He immediately crossed his arms and sat back in his chair. Sam and Steve had been so done with your bantering but they couldn’t afford to lose you now, not when you became an important asset to the team. Lucky for them, you couldn’t leave the band even if you wanted to with your father and Tony signing you for a contract.
“Why don’t we just sing the song? We still got to make a new album.” Sam intervened, making Steve hop on the train too.
“Yeah. Let’s record the song. I’ve got a good beat with it.” You got up too, looking over the lyrics and singing it in your head. You followed them inside while Bucky contemplated his own thoughts. Each moment with you, he was getting more and more pissed off. He despised you and wished Natasha never left the group but she has and that was the consequence of his stupid actions.
He finally entered the room and stood by his own mic, getting handed a sheet of music to read from. “Start at the beginning on Steve’s count.” He announced, waiting for Steve to give an order.
Steve smacked his sticks together. “T. W. S. Go!” Bucky started singing while the rest of you played your designated instruments. You had all been jamming out with the rock band energy you gave off and in the moment, everything was going great.
If things were different, we were young / Skinny dipping, having fun, I remember / Back in [1971], when the story first begun, I remember (I remember) / All of these shells, holding the things I've done / I knew myself before I knew anyone
And cause we all chew gum, we all have fun with water guns / La da da da da da, da da dum dum dum / And we all grew up, shit got tough / Shit just wasn't simple enough
And whenever the sun came out, we played / (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) / We would run on the block all night and day / (We didn't want to get older)
What a mistake, saying the way I felt / I say my name influences myself / And cause I started young, I learned it done, I didn't run / La da da da da da / I was scared as fuck and out of touch, and I was still testing my luck, oh
And whenever the sun came out, we played / (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) / We would run on the block all night and day / (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) / And whenever the sun came out, we played / (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) / I left myself in the alleyway
You had named the song Alleyways just because it felt right with the story you were telling in the lyrics. You had strummed a killer guitar sound in the back while also singing backup vocals. After finishing up the song, Tony had been listening to the performance and was astonished by the product.
He complimented you on it. “I absolutely loved it! You really are talented YN. I was kind of surprised when your father wanted you to have an audition when you could’ve made your own music and gone solo.” He suggested which was a bit funny to you. That was exactly what you wanted to do. Though, you laughed it off since the thoughts of your father were in the back of your mind and you didn’t want to be reminded of them. Steve and Sam grabbed at your shoulder and each of them hugged you. Bucky only stood in front of you and nodded before moving away.
Tony had told you all that you were done once again for recording but before you left, you asked if you could borrow the recording studio for the rest of the day. “Can I borrow it for today? I promise I won’t mess anything up.” Tony allowed you and you thanked him heavily, already having your own plans for writing out your music.
“Bye everyone. See you tomorrow.” You said as they all left the room. You immediately closed the door and ran to your small bag to take out your writing journal where you wrote out your thinking and songs. You flipped through the page until you found the one you needed. Daddy Issues. You wrote it the day after you had eaten with Steve and Sam since the talk about your father prompted that you did have issues like this.
You had gotten your guitar and began tuning it to your liking and once you got it to the right pitch, you began playing it softly while reading the lyrics and messing around with how it should sound.
Take you like a drug / I taste you on my tongue / You ask me what I'm thinking about / I'll tell you that I'm thinking about / Whatever you're thinking about / Tell me something that I forget / But you might have to tell me again / It's crazy what you do for fame
Bucky realized that before he left Stark Industries, he forgot to grab his leather jacket and immediately ran up to get it in the room. He didn’t want to bother you (but more so he wanted to avoid you as much as he could even if it was impossible) so he was just going to make it a quick in and out trip.
As he entered, he could see light coming from the recording booth. The room you were in was soundproof so you couldn’t hear that Bucky was there. He scanned the room for his jacket and grabbed it off the chair but took a while longer to leave since he really took a good look at you performing.
You had strung at your guitar with such passion and sang your heart out. It made his own heart flutter which he had no control over. He then paid attention to your song, listening closely to the lyrics.
Go ahead and cry little girl / Nobody does it like you do / I know how much it matters to you / I know that you got daddy issues / And if you were my little girl / I'd do whatever I could do / I'd run away and hide with you / I love that you got daddy issues / And I do too
You messed up on the guitar and let out a frustrated sigh, quickly stopping all of the playing. Bucky saw as you would grab at your hair and put it into an attempted ponytail but it was a bit messy for a lot of your hair had been falling out already. He observed your features closely and admired how concentrated you were. In his eyes, he thought of you as beautiful in a simple way.
‘You do not like her, Barnes.’ He spoke to himself as he hushed his mind. He then heard the door open and Bucky’s heart dropped. He wanted to sprint but his fight/flight/freeze response made him stay in his spot.
You were about to grab your bag when you were startled by the person standing in front of you amidst the dark. “What the hell!”
“Ahhh!” Bucky yelled back, just as scared as you were. You immediately tuck your songbook into your bag to hide it.
“What are you doing here?” You questioned, partially upset for his intrusion.
He held up his jacket. “Forgot this.” He replied. “I-uh… night.” He then mumbled, turning on his heel and walking out. Before he could make his way into the hall and dash out of the building, you stopped him.
“Wait! Bucky?” He turned to face you, surprised that you would call him.
“Did you see anything?” Bucky wasn’t sure why that was of concern but he lied.
“Nope. I just grabbed my jacket.” You gave a curt nod, turning to grab at your bag. Bucky looked down at the floor feeling nervous and walked out. As he was ready to go home, he couldn’t help but think about you and your singing. No doubt that you were good but your voice was beautiful. Even your song? It gave him chills at that moment. He wasn’t even sure why you hated him so much but for some reason in him, he doesn’t have any reason to hate you back but only that he would play along to it.
He just seemed to enjoy making you angry. However, the more he thought about you, the more Bucky started to realize something in him.
He was starting to like you.
➡️ Chapter 5: The Composition.
(~1,500+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 3: The Composition
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To your surprise, you and Bucky hadn’t talked for the rest of the time, only bantering minimally when you were to record the song. He had suggested one sound while you suggested another and while Sam and Steve watched you both arguing, you both agreed to incorporate one another’s sound into the song.
And it turned out amazingly.
Bucky’s vocals had been a bit off on the track but otherwise, yours were amazing in the chorus. Along with Steve and Sam playing instruments just as you had played around with a guitar, you would say that if you polished it a bit then everything else would be amazing. Bucky gave Tony and your father a listen and up until the end, Tony was feeling prideful of himself just as your father was.
“This is a great one! I would just re-record again to fix Bucky’s vocal errors but everything else sounds great!” Everyone cheered except Bucky, who was puzzled by Tony’s words.
“Yo Tones, why my vocals?” Tony turned around on his swivel chair that he had been sitting in to face Bucky.
“I just heard that your voice was a bit… raspy, Buck. Maybe it was from the party last night. Who knows?” You had been smirking and hiding it behind your hair while Bucky crossed his arms, fixing at his shirt uncomfortably. Tony then spoke up once more. “I think that we’ve had enough. We can record again tomorrow.”
This meant that your time was to finally leave. It showed in your attitude when you happily made your way to the door and before you could even open and sing a goodbye, Sam had spoken up.
“Wait. Shouldn’t we invite her to dinner tonight? We should celebrate as a band.” You mentally cursed Sam and before you could deny, your father sprung up from his chair.
“She would love to! Where is it at?” Sam took the response as if it came from your mouth. Bucky and you groaned aloud, hoping that you both wouldn’t have to see one another anymore.
“Sounds good. There’s this great restaurant called Greene’s Diner but the only thing is, it’s band members only.” Your father slowly sunk down again, brushing off the thought.
“Oh. That’s okay. I had something to do around dinner anyways.” He falsely chuckled. You were in relief that he wouldn’t have to come. You couldn’t stand him any longer in his business form. For this time, you preferred to hang out with Bucky and his crew than your father. How odd.
Arriving at Greene’s Diner, you along with Sam and Steve had been laughing over your different band stories.
“Yeah, girls were fawning over me and throwing their bras on stage.” You laughed aloud as you recalled one memory. “It was kind of hot though, seeing all of their boobs bouncing in tight ass shirts.”
Steve and Sam had continued to laugh while Bucky followed behind, keeping more to himself which was unusual for the out-going singer. Upon hearing your comments, he was surprised to hear how casual you were talking about female anatomy which was the opposite of Natasha who was well-reserved about it.
“Here, how about we sit here?” You questioned as you randomly pointed to a booth and slid in with Sam sitting next to you and Steve about to go on the other side.
“Wait, what about our usual seats?” Bucky asked with emphasis, wondering why his friends were listening to you. He then pointed beside him to another booth that was closer to the bar.
“Come on man. It doesn’t matter. Just get up if you want to order a drink.” Sam replied, hoping this wouldn’t escalate. Bucky refused his suggestion and kept motioning over to the booth.
You sighed, wondering why he was acting so childish so you stepped in. “Buck, why does it matter so much to you?”
“Because I’m the head of the band and you all are supposed to follow after me. Anyways this booth isn’t beside the bar and what’s the best way to celebrate a dinner other than with drinks?”
You were annoyed with his dictating response and both Sam and Steve mumbled a ‘sorry’ before sliding out of their seats. You groaned out loud before stomping and sitting in the booth that Bucky had been adamantly wanting to move to.
“You are so childish.” You mumbled under your breath. You were still sitting beside Sam and across from Steve. Though, with Bucky feeling grand that he still got his friends to follow him, he felt defeated when all three of you picked up on the conversation without him.
“There was this one perfomance where Steve had his shirt off while playing the drums and we have never seen so many girls faint.” Sam laughed as he pointed at his friend, who embarrassingly tried to cover his face.
“I wouldn’t be surprised. Steve, you're buff as hell.” Steve blushed even further at you.
“It’s exactly why I don’t have my shirt off anymore.” He replied, recovering from how hot his face felt. You had laughed, trying to imagine what girls fainting over Steve’s body was like when suddenly a dolled-up waitress came by with curly brunette hair and plump lips doused in red lipstick.
“Hiya Bucky!” She greeted excitedly with a shrill voice. She completely disregarded the presence of all of you. It was a bit insulting and Steve caught your attention about it.
Steve secretly mouthed to you. “She always does this. You’ll get used to it.” You then nodded, watching back and forth as flirtatious comments were being made between Bucky and the waitress, Dot.
“How are you, beautiful? You got our orders ready?” Dot had smiled widely, nodding at Bucky. You noticed that she had been playing with her apron nervously while he was busy staring at her dècolletage, making you gag to yourself.
“I’ve got everything. Just for you, Barnes.” Dot winked, then walking away with her hips swaying side to side for him to stare. You were confused, wanting to call her back since she hadn’t gotten your order.
“The hell? Did she just assume my order or something? I didn’t get to order!” You asked, feeling baffled as you had spent some time prior to looking at the menu and figuring out what you wanted to eat.
“Yeah, she probably thought you were Natasha. She usually gets a burger, fries, and a strawberry shake that she shares with me.” Steve spoke up. It wasn’t what you had in mind but you stuck with the food.
“Wanna share a shake then?” You questioned playfully, making Steve laugh it off. Bucky rolled his eyes, wanting to vomit at you both.
“Could you guys take this somewhere else? We’re about to eat.” He mumbled ignorantly under his breath. Though, with you and Steve planning on sharing your drink, the two of you didn’t hear it until… “OW!” You turned to Bucky who was eyeing Sam.
Sam had heard Bucky’s comment and kicked him in the shin because of it. “Oh, sorry Bucky.” He falsely apologized, pretending that he didn’t just do that. “Didn’t notice how small the foot space was.”
Bucky bit at his tongue, trying not to curse his friend out. Yet, he dropped it when Dot came by with the plates of food. “Here you go, baby!” She said eagerly as she placed down the food while bending over the table to reach him, showing more cleavage in the uniform to Bucky who couldn’t help but look. “Dig in.”
“Is she always this peppy?” You questioned after she left while grabbing at a fry and biting into the hot, crunchy potato. Sam snickered at the question as he started digging into his own food.
“More than you know. Buck’s got her wrapped around his finger.” You obviously weren’t surprised but Bucky only shrugged as he ate his usual meal but this time, in silence.
“Alright YN.” Steve started. “Tell us about yourself.” He rested his arms on the table and his hands were folded together. You offered Steve some of your shake and he had taken a sip while you thought of what to say.
After figuring out what to say to them you had kept it neutral as possible. “Okay then. I’m twenty-five and I used to sing for The LadyKillers. My mother died when I was five and since then, it has always been me and my father.” Steve nodded, taking a bite of his own food.
“It seems that you don’t like him for some reason. I could just tell.” He added further. “How come?” You were surprised that he could pick up on it. Were you that obvious to dislike him?
“Well…” You paused, seeing how Bucky was now closely listening in to your conversation even if you didn’t want him to. “When it was me and my father, he found out my talent for singing at a young age and since then, he would grow my popularity from it. I guess... I’m just annoyed that he has become controlling about it. It wasn’t really my choice to join your band though.” Sam looked at you as if he had been shot. His hand was over his chest, messing around with you.
“I am hurt!” He laughed.
You countered back with your eyes rolled and a smirk. “Oh come on, we just met!” Sam agreed. Unexpectedly Bucky began to whisper to Steve.
“Hey Steve, can you scoot over so I can get out. I got to use the bathroom.” Steve listened and allowed him to get out. You watched him leave to the long hallway where the bathrooms were located and could see Dot standing by with a cigarette in between her red fingernails. She had been waiting for him to do some business.
“He can’t keep his dick in his pants for once. Can he?” You mumbled, turning back to eat. Steve shook his head and stole some of Bucky’s onion rings, making Sam do the same.
“I don’t complain. During these times, we get extra food.”
➡️ Chapter 4: Realize.
(~1,500+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 2: FML
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“Get your ass up, Barnes. We have a problem.” Tony spoke as he harshly shook Bucky awake. Bucky had stayed the night, sleeping soundly on the couch but as he blinked his eyes open, a killer headache ran through his head. He slowly pushed himself upright and noticed that none of his girls were beside him except that Steve and Sam sat on chairs in front of him.
“Here, take this.” Sam offered him a small white tablet along with a large glass of water. Bucky thanked him before swallowing the pill and chugging the water like a madman.
“What’s going on Tones?” Bucky asked, setting down the glass on a small table beside him. Tony was seen pacing back and forth behind Steve and Sam and all three could tell how worried he was.
“We just got our asses saved.” Tony answered, still pacing back and forth but now biting at the tip of his thumb. “You’re lucky an angel came down from Heaven and fixed the devilish decision you made.” Bucky looked confused, wondering what decision he had made that was so wrong. Though in this case, that turned out to be many for he wasn’t as disciplined as Sam and Steve were.
“Yo… he’s talking about how we lost Natasha last night. You don’t remember?” Sam questioned Bucky in a whisper as if he was trying to hide it from Tony. Bucky had no recollection of last night except his fun with the girls so he shook his head.
Tony had heard Sam and seen Bucky’s response to it and he immediately went off on the man. “God damn it, Bucky! You idiot! You just lost one of our best singers and guitarists! You can’t possibly think about the future... ever?” Tony continued lecturing but was now in between Sam and Steve and gripping tightly on the edge of the chairs and practically yelling in their ears. “You have another tour in about a month and it’s hard to find someone new who could learn all the songs and melodies.” Tony was fuming at this point and one wrong response from Bucky would have his manager going ballistic.
“Okay okay. I’m sorry, Tones. At least we found someone!” Bucky replied, acting all innocent. He then asked, wondering who the new replacement was. “Who’s the new singer?”
“You’ll find out soon enough. All of you. Wear something decent and for the love of God don’t smell like how you do now. Show some respect.” Even though it was meant for all of them, Tony stared directly at Bucky. Tony left the men to go about their business while Bucky rolled his eyes. He quickly caught a whiff of his shirt and pulled away at the smell. Tony was right. He needed a shower.
You were to meet The Winter Soldier bandmates at Tony’s recording studio in Stark Industries. You were slightly annoyed at how your father kept pressuring you instead of encouraging you to be yourself. He wanted you to be all innocent and whenever you were asked something, your father would be the one to say it for you, even if it was not true. All your father wanted was a good contract with their manager and if that meant for you to act far from yourself… so be it.
You arrived at the recording studio on time and entered inside the room where a large piano, a couple of mixers, and computers surrounded the area. While your eyes were drawn onto the piano and it’s sleek black cover, you could help but also notice three men in the room. One was older than the both with short brunette hair and odd but fitting glasses. He wore a grey suit and red tie and you immediately knew he had to be the manager.
On one side was a man with sandy blonde hair and a tight blue shirt that showed off his pecs. His blue eyes were enticing and you hadn’t realized that he was introducing himself. “Hey. I’m Steve Rogers.”
“YN. YN LN.” You replied quickly, trying to play off that you weren’t ogling at the man. Beside the man in the suit was also another man with a darker complexion. He had short black hair and chocolate eyes. Your first impression of both was that they’re not that bad looking.
“Nice to meet you, YN. I’m Sam Wilson.” He playfully winked at you which caused you to blush. Your father saw this and protectively stood in front of the both of you before looking at Tony.
“Hello, Mr. Stark. What a pleasure to meet you.” Your father greeted with excitement. Tony nodded, not taking your father’s hand that he held out.
“Nice to meet you, Mr. LN and you too, YN.” Tony turned away and looked down at his watch, totally ignoring your father’s gesture. He retracted his hand and you smirked but lowly under Tony’s breath you could hear him cursing. “Where the heavens are you?”
You realized then at the moment that Bucky Barnes wasn’t in the room with you. In fact, he was late! You shook your head in disappointment because you knew that this was his character. Steve and Sam shared disappointed looks at one another and your father let out a deep sigh.
“I’m sorry, it seems that my singer Bucky Barnes isn’t here. Let’s not waste time and-”
“I’m here!” Bucky ran inside the room while panting heavily which made Tony sigh of relief that he showed up. “God, there are so many girls throwing themselves at me.” He spoke once more while catching his breath. He was doubled over with his hands on his knees and after giving himself a couple of seconds, he lifted his head up to scan the room. He locked eyes with you and immediately straightened his posture.
“Bucky, this is--” Bucky interrupted Tony and walked over to you with his dashing smile. You had your arms crossed and eyebrows raised and as he approached you, he gave his smouldering look.
“I’m Bucky Barnes, baby. And who are you?” He casually flirted.
“Not interested.” You and your father replied in unison. You both looked at one another before returning back to Bucky in a shocked expression.
He looked so confused at the two of you. “Sorry wait… are you two like… dating?” He questioned in curiosity, seeing the discrepancy between your age and your father’s age.
“Hell no!” You yelled at him in shock. “That’s my father. Jesus Christ.” Your father clenched his fists tightly, not at Bucky assuming that you were dating (which he found weird nonetheless) but the fact that you yelled back at Bucky. This was what you two had promised to not engage in since it would be bad for business, yet you couldn’t help yourself.
“Sorry, Mr. Barnes for her attitude. Yes, this is my daughter. Though, I would like it if you don’t flirt with her.” Bucky seemed to understand. He nodded before backing away and letting the attention turn back to Tony.
“Alright…” Tony began. “Well for the audition, I was wondering if YN can sing these lyrics for our new song, Sweater Weather. It was written by our previous member so we aren’t sure of what the sound will be like” You were handed a sheet of lyrics from Sam which you took. You looked them over before giving a thumbs up.
“Okay then.” You simply said. All five men looked at you, patiently waiting. Though you frowned at their looks. “Is there any music?”
Bucky laughed out loud. “No! This is an audition. When we had our girl she could sing any song without music and still make it sound good. It’s all about how you sing that will determine what our sound is.” Interesting. Though, you hated him so you didn’t want to listen to him.
Steve was the next to add on. “It’s weird but try to imagine a beat and possibly some instruments playing in that pretty little head of yours.”
Alright. You got this. You held up the lyric sheet and stared at the lyrics before starting.
All I am is a man / I want the world in my hands / I hate the beach / But I stand in California with my toes in the sand
Use the sleeves of my sweater / Let's have an adventure / Head in the clouds but my gravity's centered / Touch my neck and I'll touch yours / You in those little high waisted shorts, oh
She knows what I think about / And what I think about / One love, two mouths / One love, one house / No shirt, no blouse / Just us, you find out / Nothing that wouldn't wanna tell you about no
(Chorus) 'Cause it's too cold whoa / For you here and now / So let me hold whoa / Both your hands in the holes of my sweater
And if I may just take your breath away / I don't mind if there's not much to say / Sometimes the silence guides our minds to / So move to a place so far away
The goosebumps start to raise / The minute that my left hand meets your waist / And then I watch your face / Put my finger on your tongue / 'Cause you love the taste yeah
These hearts adore, / Every other beat the other one beats for / Inside this place is warm / Outside it starts to pour…
“Okay! I think that’s enough Ms. LN!” Your attention was cut off by Tony’s voice. You lowered the paper and looked at how everyone was looking at you, they were genuinely impressed. You had truly used your talent to blow The Winter Soldier and his management away. “You’re welcomed to the team. I think if you sing like that, the boys can make up another hit today!”
Your father was insanely happy and began talking to Tony about business and a potential contract. While he was doing his own thing, Steve and Sam congratulated you while Bucky looked bored. “Wow can you guys shut up for a moment?” He questioned aloud. You looked over at him with a frown.
“Why should we? If it weren’t for me, your band wouldn’t exist anymore.” You replied with confidence.
He gave you that ‘oh really?’ look before smirking to himself. “Says you. You’re own band just disbanded if I remember correctly. It takes one to know one but at least my band still exists.” His cocky smile and attitude made you want to punch him in his well-structured face. You only glared at him before your attention was set on Tony and your father who came to agreement on the contract and conditions.
“Listen up everyone!” Tony called out. “Well YN was astounding so no need for a replacement anymore. Your father and I will sign you with the band but he has one condition for you.”
“Don’t go party like an animal.” Your father said, giving you the one condition to follow. You obliged, immediately regretting that he said that to you since it triggered some memories of who you were from before and because of it, you changed for the better.
“I won’t.” You promised.
Tony clasped his hands together and with an announcement, he began. “That settles everything. How about you show YN everything and start recording that new song?” He asked Steve, Sam, and Bucky. With you and Bucky meeting on the wrong foot, you scrunch your nose in disgust while he rolled his eyes.
“Alright. Whatever.” He mumbled before leading you into the recording room. You were more than glad that Steve and Sam were following behind you. Then in a baby voice, Bucky began explaining all the equipment that you already knew. “This-this is a microphone. Say it with me, YN. Mic-ro-phone.” This was going to be a long day. You would be a beast to go through the entire day and through recording without ripping his head off. Testing your patience was risky but Bucky was known for pushing everybody’s buttons.
In the end, you just had to remind yourself of your plan. You needed to get through the day and eventually band meetings until you’re popular enough to become solo. It may take a while to accomplish but that doesn’t mean that this will take rest of your life. You just need to remind yourself that murder and blackmail are not the answer.
Please help me God.
➡️ Chapter 3: The Composition
(~2,000+ words)
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
LOTP / Chapter 1: Shit Happens.
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Cocaine. Heroin. Weed. Alcohol.
Was there any difference? For Bucky Barnes, he couldn’t careless. As long as it gave him the feeling of forgetting who he was, that’s all that matters to him. His band, The Winter Soldier, had just finished performing in ten other countries for their international tour and now resided back in their home of New York City. Though, the fun was just beginning again when one of Bucky’s managers, Tony Stark (and a party animal himself), hosts a party to celebrate their growing success.
Their band consisted of four members: Bucky Barnes as the lead singer, Sam Wilson as bassist, Steve Rogers was on drums, and Natasha Romanoff who plays guitar and also sings. Their music was crazy popular among young adults and teens who probably rebel on a daily basis.
Though with the party that was currently on-going in Tony’s mansion, Bucky was having a hard time focusing on what was going on in front of him when the rest of the party noise was happening around him. Girls sat beside him or laid on him like arm candy on the couch and while he would be busy with them, something serious was happening.
“I can’t keep doing this, you guys!” Natasha fumed to Steve, Sam, and Bucky. Steve and Sam did their best to calm her down but she already had enough with Bucky’s shit.
“Come on, Natasha. Why don’t we take this somewhere so we don’t cause a scene.” Steve offered. Natasha flipped him off in annoyance.
“Cause a scene? I’ll cause a scene if I want to! But look at what Bucky has been doing!” She pointed at him. “Yeah we had our share of fun after international performances but each time, he gets high off his ass and the next day when we do sound checks and perform live he does terribly!” Bucky was now pushing himself off the couch but in such a manner that Natasha could tell he wasn’t functioning properly. It pissed her off even more.
“Natasha… why don’t you chill the fuck out for once and stop worrying about me?” He countered, almost stumbling to the ground if it weren’t for Sam to hold him up.
“Fuck you all. I’m done with the band. You guys are stupid to support this drug addict. One day he won’t make it to the day he’s twenty-eight years old.” Natasha stomped off after mentioning the infamous twenty-seven club. She was never to be seen again in the future but for Bucky, he stopped his men from pursuing after her.
“Let that bitch be. She was ungrateful anyways ‘cause she was never able to get this dick.” Bucky grabbed at his crotch playfully before laughing and sitting back with his girls. Steve and Sam gave each other one look, worried now about their future of the band as Natasha’s words finally sunk in.
On the other hand during the night that The Winter Soldier partied, word broke out to the news that your band, The LadyKillers, were scheduled to perform for their last time tonight. You, Wanda, and Carol gave your all in one of the biggest venues of New York for the one final performance and while the media couldn’t begin to explain why your band was breaking up, it was amongst you and your ladies about why. Carol and Wanda felt that the gig wasn’t for them anymore and while you found it to be stupid, they were encouraging you to start a solo career.
The idea was amazing and when you told your shit manager and father, he had other words to say about it. “You’re band is not famous enough for you to be able to go on a solo career. We need you to be stable before that happens.”
“What? What do you mean?”
“No worries. I’ve gotten a call from Tony Stark from The Winter Soldier to get you a firsthand audition. You know they racked up millions of dollars on their international performance! Could this day get any better?” You manager laughed aloud. You groaned as your father was always talking about money. He always got rich off of you and while you wanted so badly to have things your way, he didn’t budge an inch at any of your requests.
“But dad! I don’t like Bucky Barnes! It’s either I’m going solo or not singing at all!” You protested, hoping that your father would give in to your first choice but instead, his tone became low like a growl.
“You’re not wasting your talent, YN. You do as I say or I am going to release those photos and that information I got on you back when you were twenty-three. Do you want that to swarm around in the media?”
You were shocked to hear that your father would blackmail you but you were more worried about your career to fight him about it. In seeing your face drop horrendously, he smirked proudly at himself for the comeback. He didn’t want to have to do this but if you were ever to disobey him, he could easily turn your life upside down and have all your fans become enemies.
And that would be more damaging to your dream solo career.
➡️ Chapter 2: FML
(~800+ words)
Bucky Barnes Taglist: @itz-kira ; @snowxbarryxendgame ; @winnielinleigh ; @bluerorjhan ; @reginalinettis ; @rainbowchihuahuabunny ; @ria132love ; @fafulous;  @the-undateable ; @crazybutconfidentaf ; @ladifreakingda ; @thinemineours ; @rainbowkisses31 ; @a-girls-love ; @kaithezaftig ; @honeyvbarnes ; @averyrogers83 ; @seb-owns-these-tatas ; @gaya-is-weird-af ; @xoxabs88xox ; @mrwinterr ; @mcueveryday ; @buck-a-rooo ; @nerdypinupcrystal ; @rynabarnesrogers ; @broco8; @paranoid-borderline-insane ; @scuzmunkie ; @tt-nikithakppr ; @get0verit ; @buckysoldierstories ; @badassbaker
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hailmary-yramliah · a year ago
Life Of The Party Masterlist (Rockstar!Bucky Barnes x Singer!Reader)
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Summary: Rockstar Bucky Barnes has it all: the parties, fame, money, drugs, and girls. His band, The Winter Soldier, is at its peak of performing all around the world. But when one of his essential members has a fight with the band and leaves, that’s where you step in. 
YN LN, a lead singer and songwriter of her own band, The LadyKillers. When two of your band members leave, you’re struck but it all works out when your manager gets you an audition for Bucky Barnes. The only problem is, you HATE Bucky Barnes.
BTW This takes place in the 1970s where rock is getting popular. Also, I really love The Neighborhood and even if it isn’t rock, I’ll be using their music frequently.
Edit 4/18/20: This series is complete
Chapter 1: Shit Happens.
Chapter 2: FML.
Chapter 3: The Composition.
Chapter 4: Realize.
Chapter 5: Party Animal.
Chapter 6: Forgive Me. Forgive Me Not.
Chapter 7: Jealous.
Chapter 8: Go Solo.
Chapter 9: On The Air.
Chapter 10: Where Do I Go From Here?
Chapter 11: ILY Tour.
Chapter 12: 27.
Total words in this series: ~22,000 words
Some people who I think might be interested. :)
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