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Hey guys. Posting a quick update and explanation.

Over the last few months I’ve done almost zero writing. I lost almost all of my confidence in writing for a while and I’m getting back to it. I mean like I sat down to try and write multiple times and it ended in me crying and very frustrated cause I just couldn’t get anything written or out.

It will be a little while before I go back to IINHF. OII? or Incalescent. I have a lot of emotional connection to those stories and I really want to get back into the right place mentally before I work on them more and finish them. Those stories need more than any half ass writing from me. (I know that probably frustrates some of you but I do still have all original PDFs! So just message me for them.)

So uh…. brainstormed excerpt of a new possible story? Will be ShinKami (obviously y’all are reading my post lmao). I usually don’t post bits of new writings like this but throwing some feelers out and trying to show you guys I’m still alive and trying. 🥲😂

Love you guys!!! <3 <3 <3

“Look at it this way, Hitoshi, change can be really good. And you can make more friends along with staying in contact with your friends here. We’re only moving half an hour away; you can come visit whoever you want to on the weekends.”

Hitoshi closed his eyes and sighed, plopped down onto his bare mattress as his blonde father’s words repeated in his head. Sure, his Pops may have been right but that didn’t mean he wasn’t upset, rightfully so, about having to move just a few months into his junior year. He’d finally been settled, totally and completely settled with a friend, a family, a school, a plan for his future, everything he’d ever wanted before his dads adopted him just three years before.

“You’ll settle in Tosh. I understand how you feel and I hear you. I know you do not want to move but this is important for all of us, including you and your sister.”

His other dad’s words flitted through his head in a gentle reminder that not only was he moving schools, going to be a new kid once again, but not only one, both of his dad’s were going to be teachers at his new school.

Yippee. Cause it was always so great to have your parents working at your high school.

He sighed again, something he did quite often, and then reached his left arm to the only opened box left in his room. After a second of fumbling through the contents of the box, he pulled out an older iPod, a pair of earbuds wrapped neatly around it. Hitoshi sat up, unwrapped the earbuds to plug them in and then held the device gently in his hand, observing it with a calm sincerity, a lick of unidentifiable emotion shown just in the slight narrow of his eyes and the dip of his brows. There was a crack in the middle of the screen, black scuff marks along the edges and corners, yellowing in some places and it was missing a button. It was old, well used, special.

The last gift from someone who had once been the most important person to him.

He turned the device on, scrolled a bit, stuck the earbuds in his ears and then laid back down with his eyes closed. Indigo hair stuck out from every direction of his head on the bare mattress, arms settled on his chest with the iPod held neatly between his fingers.

He listened to the music and the look of seriousness faded from his face as it relaxed ever so slightly into something more akin to remembrance or… a kind of acceptance.

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A random drawing for your face eyes. I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much guys. 🥲

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So, explanation on why all of my stories have done the *poof*.

Last night, I received a multitude of comments, mainly on IINHF. OII? but on a few other fics as well that were… pretty bad. I’m not sure why or who or how but for some reason a few or a group of people decided that commenting very negative things on my fics was a good idea. I’m unsure of IINHF was shared somewhere and it upset people or what tbh.

But, being me, panicked when several comments appeared that went along the lines of “this is some of the worst writing I’ve ever read”, “of course an addict would write something like this”, “this makes me sick”, and “you should kill yourself”, among other things. I mean I ✨panicked✨, broke down, couldn’t really keep up with all the comments that were coming in (there were a lot), and decided in the moment that deleting everything was the best idea. 😅

I understand that when a piece of writing gets somewhat “popular”, especially in a fandom, there’s bound to be someone who doesn’t like it. Which is fine, I’ve always had the mindset of “to each their own” and appreciated if someone gave one of my stories a try, even if they didn’t like it in the end. I’m unsure if the topics I wrote on is what made some people so upset or… I’m not sure honestly.

But yeah, the stories aren’t gone forever I’m just… gonna need a little bit to recover from that. I think I’ll eventually repost them, a few chapters at a time. (Gives me a chance to go over everything and fix things I’ve wanted to fixer rewrite/rephrase for a while so I guess that’s one plus with the whole situation. Not a very big one but, bright side right?)

I think I’m definitely going to need a little time to get over my newly created anxiety of posting any writing now though.

Thank you all for your support and I apologize for deleting everything in a panic. I know some people were reading it, rereading it, and whatnot when it was deleted. I have pdf versions of the stories I can send to people if anyone wants them in the meantime. Just let me know.

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Me with all of you.

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Someone inspire me. Give me a short story/oneshot idea to get me brain juices flowing.

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Just sharing my dog chilling under my Shiggy blanket. Because why not.

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Guess what I’m finally doing tonight… creating the discord server!!

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I will be off tumblr and Instagram for about a week.

Don’t worry I’ll be back! Just dealing with some personal things. It’s always good to take time for yourself and to make sure you’re taking care of yourself. <3

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Hide by Rainbow Kitten Surprise is literally Shinsou halfway through IINHF. OII? Go listen to it. It’s a good song. 👌🏻💚

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Random Riki sketch for your face eyes.

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What is everyone’s favorite story of mine so far and why? I know IINHF. OII? is the big popular one but I also know I have some people on here who strictly read one of my other stories.

What makes your favorite, your favorite?

#riboo writes #riboo randomness #just doing research #it’s necessary my brain wants to know #iinhf. oii? #incalescent

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Tell me why I just realized that Todoroki and me are both Capricorns.

How did I miss that before. Just, how. 😂

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I wonder if anyone could find or identify other fics I’ve written on different Ao3 accounts.

It would be interesting to see if my writing style is consistent or unique enough for people to recognize. I doubt it is but it would be interesting.

#riboo writes #riboo randomness #late night thoughts

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My writing adventures have been further postponed as I now have to have surgery on both my wrists.

Ah what a year.

I truly hope 2022 will be better for everyone.

Ps in about an hour I’m going to finish sending everyone those PDFs. If you would like one of any of my stories and don’t have one yet, please message me!

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Ight guess IINHF. OII? is also going on Wattpad. Lmao help you guys are relentless in messages. 😂

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I HAVE A PROBLEM

Someone introduced me to SeroRoki and... and I’m obsessed.

Like this ship makes me so happy and there’s NO REASON FOR IT. It just makes me smile and happy and like- help me.

It’s a SeroTodon boost. (Hah get it? Help me that’s so bad.)

This is a rare pair I’m pretty sure I would die for.

#seroroki #bnha #sero hanta #todoroki shouto #riboo randomness