Oooooh Fionna!!! Let me carry your Boooobs ‼‼‼
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the friday before btk #5 when this preview dropped was the dc comics version of destiel confession night... TRULY everyone in the six-person ghostbat echo chamber were in a mist of ecstasy and elation
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I don’t know why being high is something I crave like I do.
I know I’m dopamine deficient from my ADHD. I know being on my period makes it so my ritalin doesn’t work right. I know I also feel like shit because I’m sick right now.
But does getting high supplement that? Does it improve my situation at all?
No. It doesn’t. It’s just temporary dissociation from those problems.
So why do I want to get high so bad?
It feels so inconsequential in the moment. But when my endocannabinoid system realizes it has supplementation, I become more and more reliant on the weed to cope.
I don’t want to go back to where I was.
I don’t want to be unable to function without it again.
I wasn’t healthy. It’s not a healthy way to cope and I need to stop heading back to that place. But it’s right there, and it doesn’t affect anyone but me. It’s such an easy way to get a dopamine spike. I don’t have to do anything.
This is just a bad time for me.
I’m so angry that I’m turning to drugs again.
Even if it’s “just weed”… I’m addicted to it. I’m addicted and I don’t want to be like this.
I was doing so well for so long.
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Reason to Live #7840
Stopping myself from relapsing into bad coping mechanisms. – Guest Submission
(Please don't add negative comments to these posts.)
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Today I relapsed and it felt so perfect, I forgot how good the cuts burn under clothes.
Pov: a girl saw me wash the blood out of my hands💀👍🏻
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ways I relapsed this month
- sh
- ed
- substance abuse
- deteriorating health (got bronchitis for the first time in 2 years)
hhh i was a year clean
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My life is so embarrassing god why why why why was I like that Jesus why oh my god
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we turn up the music to full volume so that we wouldn't hear the voices in our head
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Relapsing Suddenly.
I relapsed in Class today, after months of being clean, my brain couldn't take it and i used the broken blade of a sharpener and did it.
I can't believe that i relapsed today, i thought i could be 4 years of being clean again since its my normal streak, but today was so.. unsettling. I felt so overwhelmed that i needed something to feel, and i'm fine now- but i still can't believe this.
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