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writermuses · 1 year
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childofnix · 2 years
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—     noite dos espíritos   :
younger version   :   bonnie wright
original version    :   katherine mcnamara
male version        :   rupert grint
older version        :    holland roden
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sanctificetur · 2 years
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historical AU. with Jess and Francis ( @starfalled )— paralleling to Sansa and Harry — RL visualiser being Alina and Nikolai. Series of poems or drabbles (which poem line could be meme prompts or could accompany relatable meme lines I already rb in meme tag ) : Could incorporate some remainder of ic/ ooc ( as I remembered the starting line & other random info of motivation ) dot points — as well as my playlist during our dance/war ++ (ex. astronomical, piano). I lost Francis’ Spotify link of he saw in me through his eyes — let’s see what I remember: when we were young, yellow, two of us). elements of my long drabble between them ; which probably was the primary motivating factor that Francis realises perhaps Jess is not lost forever & commencing/climbing back on the horse in a calm walk through the forest of hands and teeth (ref: similar to Morgana and her horse-riding & when the horse reared up on her). and I think when Francis went and listened to Jess’ love of jack savoretti, the harsh & beautiful rawness (ex. catapult, written in scars : ref possibly striking the muse spirit side of enjolras) really struck a chord in his soul to spark a progressing journey to not be in eternal guilt lockdown of queue : of the painful trauma trenches of SPN fandom but the love and passion of relating to dean — a reflection of themselves — yet getting to know Jess ++ himself better — he fused together a creation of Westley McCarthy — honouring past & present. also in a Borgias like setting in which my DVD arrives yesterday. Anyway, in here, they are probably not technically angel or demon in reality, but they just experience elements of such during their relationship. They both feel the other as well as themselves are the key reason for distress as well as salvation — which may seem strange to outsiders as they only knew each other for a handful of months — summertime sadness by Lana del Rey. They both feel the other keeps dancing around each other but not really touching during the earlier && more paranoid times. Like when Francis kept kicking Jess out of palace. And when Jess keeps doing her doll trance motions. “Here’s where you were mine. Here’s where I am yours — always.” What elements of Jess to keep: well, referencing about her aversion to hamsas & tally marks on her hands, that could tie into my Malachi ic post Link here — Jess could draw 👁 on her hands with ink. Which could tie into how she used to write reminders on her hands with ink in high school —- a dangerous habit of possible ink poisoning. But yet could also tie into the AU about her conflict of spirit — of human or monster? Hmm I might write a disjointed ongoing letter poem to Francis / Jess too just to more properly sort out my repetitive suspicion of hurting myself on my handwritten diary, during my calmly living life. Handwriting is an important accompaniment to digital, as not to get lost in the void of machination, even though with technology, you absolutely do write with your soul as well as head — it is just more difficult to know your limit. Anyway, random direct paging is the most important thing — direct communication in which I assume Francis is also trying to do with his new canvas of handwritten and digital — and sorting through his own mess of a mind in his own self validated manner. The months of rose-tinted dance however are not a waste of heart and energy, and just to navigate through their own time & pace within their whirlwind body & soul of: should I trust them or not?? like what Francis said as Dean, “There’s a book in the vaults.”
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novumdiem · 6 years
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ALINA ELIYA
muse info, basics
full name: alina merci eliya-kennedy
nicknames: ‘lina, leenz, merci, angel, munchkin, pixie
age: 19
Birthday: 03/21/1999
gender: cis-female
powers:
alignment: good, tries to ease people’s pain and save those who need saving
nationality: french
ethnicity: algerian, sephardic jew, irish
religion: reform jewish
location: new york, new york
occupation: actress, model, vigilante. former mercenary/gang member
Species: cursed/blessed human
hometown: paris, france
url: seereclipse
inspirations: manic pixie dream girl archetype, cool grl monologue, ‘tiny tyrannical tomboy’, modern day witches, fallen-angels, valkyries, ‘strong girl™’, jean grey, female brawlers, the activist social media stars/comedians the one who sees death. teenage atlas. god is a teenage girl.
abilities, information
form a: “normal” form, she looks like a normal nineteen year old. she has telekinesis, light blasts, telepathy and minor healing though it hurts her too.
form b: “hallmark card form” she has lovely white silvery wings that reach out. her skin glows slightly from the inside and she has a translucent halo above her head that you can notice when it catches the light. her powers are stronger and her healing is stronger as well. however, she starts to lose herself and has to try to keep herself centered.
form c: eldritch horror form. in this form she gets a second pair of eyes below her original pair and all two pairs of eyes glow bright white. her wings expand. when she opens her mouth, not only does it glow white, but she can’t speak words, she insteads communicates through telepathy and mental images. the only words you hear from her are screeches. alina can rarely control herself in this form, and in this form she just wants to do good, but her good is only based around making people ‘feel better’ and she can grow deranged. in this form alina either knocks herself out or she just can’t control herself. when she reverts to normal, she’ll feel very very cold and sick and will want to be alone.
abilities, what she can actually do
empathy: alina has the ability to feel the emotions of other people like their her own, she does not have the ability to manipulate or change people’s feelings but she knows it’s there. she has a form of off-brand telepathy because she can hear the thoughts associated with them. in her normal form it’s a humdrum in her head, and she can try to ignore it.
resurrection: an extreme factor of this is the ability to resurrect others, she can bring someone back by ‘restarting’ their body. however this has major consequences, for the person resurrected they’d most likely be traumatized because they remembered they died and have trouble with remembering what happened before them and that’s assuming she does everything perfectly. if her resurrection isn’t perfect they can be a half-dead, half-alive thing and it’s painful. for alina herself, resurrection drains her of nearly all her energy and will usually pass-out right where she is and be placed in a hospital. 
muse info, in-depth (opt.)
she is not good at dealing with crushes and will usually string the person along because she likes the attention. alina doesn’t think she’s doing it and will justify it to herself by saying that it’s better than breaking their heart
basic physical description:
height: 5′2, 157 cm
build: thick, but delicate, wide hips, and a full chest. developed when she was relatively young and struggles with her body image because of that.
complexion: tawny, bronze. she has rosy cheeks and freckles all across her nose and cheeks. 1ro7
eye color: deep blue
hair color: naturally jet black, occasionally dyed depending on her mood. at this moment it is ombre-dyed dark blue with the ends of her hair being dark blue.
hair type: incredibly curly and thick. tends to not be maintained very well but she makes it work. falls down to her chest when its loose  ref
hairstyle: when out of combat she keeps it down or in a loose side braid or ponytail. she has a variety of cloth headbands and baseball caps that she loves to wear. when she’s superhero-ing she keeps her hair out of her face.
piercings: none. she’s a superhero. she doesn’t wear much jewelry
tattoos: she has various tattoos of birds wings on her left arm, and a tattoo of the moon on the back of her neck.
modifications: cybernetic black arm.
fashion choices: goth-hippie, cloth headbands, loose flannel, t-shirts supporting various left wing political causes. a tomboy at heart who doesn’t have dresses or skirts in her closet. headscarves, chokers. various space themed shirts, pants and skirts. always eating blue food.
vibe she gives off: brown goth taylor swift. beautiful in that ‘edgy not like other girls way’ has a wild look about her due to her lack of care of her appearance. tends to look younger than she is due to a round face and dimples.  every arctic monkey’s fan manic pixie dream girl fantasy. boho goth. has that kind of infectious laugh that warms people up to her.
backstory:
born in paris, france. her mother, anais, was an artist and college professor and her father, steve, was a retired american soldier. they decided to live in paris because anais wanted to watch her grandparents, but anais was also a part of a criminal gang of people who abused their powers and anais didn’t think it was time for her to leave paris yet.
alina’s childhood was mostly that of a nice jewish girl, she spent her saturdays with her grandmother and her life-partner, spent her days as a figure skater. she was your typical tomboyish child and had a lot of male friends.
she saw her powers on her twelfth birthday when she could move things with her brain and feel people’s emotions. she hated it, and had trouble controlling it. her mother revealed her own powers and made alina feel better with herself.
she got her ‘curse’ six months later. she was snuck out of her house to meet a friend so they could visit a haunted location without their parents knowing. they walked down the street hand in hand terrified of the dark but excited. however, her friend got hit by a drunk driver and alina could hear was a ‘thump’
understandably, alina was emotionally devastated and tried to use her powers to keep him with her, but he died and alina was attempting to bring him back but she couldn’t. another magi happened to see her, or sense her, and asked if she wanted to be able to help him. alina said yes, and the next thing she knew, she woke up in a hospital, her parents were furious (but happy she’s okay) and she learned her friend was in critical condition.
when alina visited him, she could hear his emotions and all she could feel was him hating her because of the fact that she put him in pain. he later died due to ending life support and alina felt guilty.
in general alina wanted everyone to think she was cool, and became a popular girl in high school. she was not a mean girl but she was one of those people who hung out with a lot of people both out of a genuine care and out of a ‘look at how cool and nice i am, i’m hanging out with nerds !! ‘ she got into acting in fourteen and her first role was as a younger sister in an indie movie.
her mom left when she was fifteen and left them a note explaining her past and saying bad people caught up with her and that she would either be dead or arrested. her mom leaving devastated alina and her father and her father turned to drinking and eventually left to go back to america, leaving alina to live with her grandmother.
alina was depressed and angry and that left her in a vulnerable position. when she was sixteen she met a twenty-one year old musician who complimented her on her musical taste and that was enough for alina to fall in love. in a few weeks alina showed him her winged form and he didn’t leave her and loved her for it. showing that he had the ability to manipulate blood. at the time alina was trying to be a good quiet girl for her grandmother and the perfect dream girl for everyone else and hayden wsa a chance for alina to feel herself. and after six months she moved in with him.
originally their crimes were just minor vandalization and armed robbery, alina was angry about what happened to her mother that she thought that humans in general, but more specifically ‘authority figures’ deserved it. she also wanted to impress her boyfriend.
because they gained a bit of a reputation in the criminal underworld they became closer to guns for hire.
alina started to lose faith when she saw an innocent witness killed in front of her and ended up staying out of fear rather than belief.
a few months ago, hayden thought she was going to the police so he killed her by poisoning her and put her body in a box and put a box in the river, but she was still alive. when she was eventually found and put in the hospital the headlines was ‘young actress suffers horrific assault’ she got a job offer in new york and she’s going there. she’s thinking about going to college but doesn’t see the point.
mundane info
name: bambi !
age: 20
pronouns: she/her
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