#recovering bastard

[puppyeared]

Remember how they pointed out that Palistrom wood was becoming rarer? Because Belos kept over harvesting it and not giving it time to grow back?

The University’s tree is blue. Its a big ass Palistrom tree

#I THINK. PROBABLY #I haven’t seen any other trees in the show coloured blue. but it has the swirls like Luz’s log #ALSO THE LIGHT GLYPH CARVED ABOVE EDAS OFFICE SNIFFLE #I’ve been seeing a lot of posts abt how the isles are recovering from Belos like removing the coven tattoos and #eda raine and king stomping on Belos. but I thought this was a nice callback #Belos didnt just hurt the people on the isles. he also destroyed a lot of stuff that was culturally important #palistrom makes companions and tools for people on the isles and Belos took all of it for himself. greedy bastard #ALSO if u notice on the banner above the University’s entrance theres a symbol shaped like a titan skull #and if you look at the scene with raine ever wolf and Darius you can see they have the same symbol as a badge or on Darius’ belt #so I assume that means the Isles also formed a new government after Belos died. the fact its shaped like the titan is also cool cause they #dont need to rely on some puritan to lead them pretending tk have their best interests in mind #the Emperors sigil doesn’t even have anything associated with the Isles in the first place either. its Belos imposing his own beliefs #yapping #the owl house #the owl house spoilers #toh #toh spoilers #toh watching and dreaming #watching and dreaming spoilers

[stevieharringtonwifeguy]

mtf omega stevie where everyone's like why bother transitioning you've already got the vagina and the uterus and everything. but stevies like listen. it's the principle of the thing. also sue me for wanting big naturals

meanwhile alpha eddie's losing his mind bc estrogen makes stevie smell so much sweeter, like honey and caramel, and he's trying not to be a total knothead about it but the 'big naturals' are. ho boy. they're there alright. and stevie already had 'childbearing hips' according to her mother, but the fat redistribution has basically turned her into some kind of fertility goddess, and eddie is so ready to get started on those six nuggets

#they actually end up having like. seven kids. and everyone is like oh poor stevie her alpha can't keep it in his pants #little do they know basically the second she recovers from labour she's giving eddie The Eyes #poor bastard can't say no to her she's so beautiful all knocked up #steddie #transfem steve harrington #steve harrington #eddie munson #abo #honestly transfem omega seems like a cop out cisswap and i don't really like doing those #but i also have a deep sympathy for stevies breeding kink and i need her to get pregnant SOMEHOW #ooh mtf ALPHA stevie who's doing hrt and now needs to get bitched #oho. ohohoho

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Link to The Terror, which u should watch (x)

#my head hurts but i love the terror. for me the 1st 3 episodes r so so good #but i choose episode one as the best. just gives u that terrible sinking feeling in ur gut #the last 4 episodes lose me a bit. like i lov the thematic stuff but its more fun to watch thr drama on thr boats #poor bastards. ugh god. im so tired. y do i feel worse when i get more sleep? 8hrs of sleep and i feel like garbage. my sleep debt is too #high. ill never recover. i dont even have trouble sleeping i just hate it lol #amc the terror #the terror #poll #polls

[scripted-downfall]

I made the mistake of thinking about The Implications and... If we take as fact that Pokey is having fun with his toys throughout all of TGWDLM by using their Infected!selves to reenact a story that already happened (since Emma is shown singing in the intro song but got infected after Paul/the conclusion of the musical), that implies that Ted is once again trapped in a loop of watching the woman he clearly cares about dying, which just kinda hurts a little so I'm cursing y'all with it

#i don't even know if this fandom is popular on here #here's hoping ig #i'm fully fixated tho #i discovered them a week ago and have not recovered #starkid #team starkid #hatchetverse #tgwdlm #the guy who didn't like musicals #time bastard #ted spankoffski #charlotte sweetly #idk what jenny's name is #jenny starkid

[doodlesdreaming]

When the world becomes too much to handle…

And to un-rust myself after a week of nothing. ^^’

(King headcanon: @yore-donatsu )

#going back to comfortable fandoms in order to recover from a loooooonnnnnnng week #which means gooby blobby and bastard kings #with self indulgence sprinkled on top #maybe #idk #just gonna go with the flow #anyhoot #dead cells #the king #King Conrard #ocs #oc art #Theo #headcanons #quick sketch #self indulgent #fanart #digital art #video games #indie games #my art #artists on tumblr

[transboykirito]

ALRIGHT Y’ALL ‼️‼️ if you’ve read the sao novels please reblog and tag the character(s) you think were done dirty by the anime adaptation - bonus points if you explain your thoughts, rambling is encouraged!!

#sword art online #sao #please. i am so nosy. i want to see the thoughts and opinions. #kazuto and asuna obviously their trauma is so neglected in the anime and their personalities are completely different #SUGU MY BABY they destroyed her in the anime and i fear she’s yet to recover #she was like finally getting back into favour with fans and then wou added That. god. #AGIL AGIL AGIL AGIL AGIL AGIL STOP FORGETTING HIM #like any villain lmao but you know i have to defend my bastard children sugou and quinella. they deserve to be hated for the RIGHT reasons.

[ailius-suffers-through-art]

since my art has been blocked by artblock recently, have some more layton doodles

#original art #still recovering from artfight sadly #also trying to wrangle another series obsession that's returned from the grave so that's fun #hhhhhhgghhh free me from the eternal cycle #also also i firmly believe that nwos luke is a brat #there's no way that he went to the U.S without the good(?) influence of layton and flora and DIDNT become a little bastard #bring back his edgy emo phase from last spectre!!!!! #make the smol man unsettling!!!! #its the least he deserves #also if anyone can guess what series ive been brainrotting over for the millionth time in the reblogs i will make you a drawing #professor layton #luke triton #hershel layton #new world of steam #nwos #professor layton and the azran legacy #desmond sycamore

[loomingtwilight]

i am once again thinking about time bastard (for the 76th time this week)

#i have never recovered from that fucking episode. #TED IS THE HOMELESS MAN HE TRIED TO SAVE PAUL DURING HIS AND ROBOT FROM THE FUTURE EMMA #HES THE HOMELESS GUY FROM DOWNTOWN THAT RICHIE IS AFRAID OF #HE RECOGNIZES PETER BUT PETER DOESNT RECOGNIZE HIM BACK #YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DISTRAUGHT I AM ABOUT THIS #time bastard #starkid #hatchetfield #ted spankoffski #peter spankoffski #spankoffski bros #they are precious guys

[telekitnetic-art]

One formline related project I wanna do in particular is an illustration or even a PMV (picture music video) that incorporates formline in a way of resilience and recovery. I also want to use the imagery of father morice so that he can be spitting mad wherever he is down in hell

#any kind of wet'suwet'en culture and art surviving and thriving in this day and age would have him reeling #but I need to invoke him specifically as a huge middle figure to that bastard and all he stood for #how's it feel knowing you tried to convert an entire nation to the point where you forced them to burn their regalia and drums #only for the culture to still be alive and recovering over 80 years later? #and his writing/documentation is also being used to help revive it <3 #he'll have been dead for 85 glorious years this year <3 #telekitnetic's silly mind box

[moongothic]

do you have favourite Crocodile face?

the one he makes at the end of chapter 540, vol. 55 is seared straight into my soul. he almost went }:3 and I cannot deal with it like a normal human being. I love his facial expressions, those sad eyebrows are *chef's kiss* 💚🐊

Ah yes, this one, right?

It's a hilarious expression and definitely an underrated one kjshdfjgkghf Like we've seen him smiling plenty of times before this, with that classic evil grin we all know and love, so something about this panel is so funny to me, like if it wasn't for the hollow look in his eyes he'd look almost mischievous here and I love that. He's up to no good and he knows it dsjkfhgshdfghkdjf

IDK if I have a favorite expression from Crocodile, typically my favorites are just the really meme'able, funny expressions and this man does not have any of those to offer (which is fine really), and really every panel he appears in during Impel Down + Marineford are fantastic, Oda kept us so well-fed

I think I'll give a shout-out to this panel though, because while I think this man was already irreversibly changing my brain chemistry (while I was falling down the Crocodad Rabbithole and re-reading Marineford obsessively), I think this is the panel that finally kind of broke me

Like I think it was this panel (from chapter 577) that finally made me go "wait, am I losing it or is Crocodile kinda handsome" lmfao

#Moon posting #Asks #Sir Crocodile #Breaking my ''one ask per day'' rule because I can't be bothered to post something proper today #Similar shout out to chapter 566 when Croc stops Ace's execution #That fucking close-up panel of his face is just. Oh no #It's just so funny though because like. Frankly Alabasta Crocodile could be so fucking ugly sometimes #And Toei REALLY DID NOT DO THIS MAN ANY JUSTICE EVER #John Toei looked at Crocodile and decided they were going to make him the ugliest motherfucker on the fucking planet #Literally Ep 1086 is the first time Toei actually did this poor bastard justice. He looks more like Marineford Croc than current Manga Croc #Meanwhile Oda decided to make him the most handsome man on the planet in Marineford for no reason other than he could #And while I've rewatched Summit War a few times I had NEVER gone back to re-READ the arc #You think 13-year old me in the year 2008 had any interest in this middle aged man? OF COURSE NOT #I'm just saying. I think the whiplash of ''Sir Crocodile Handsome?'' that I'm still recovering from is justified

[talentforlying]

don't know why i started thinking about it, but i've decided that constantine's sleep habits should be clinically studied, i think.

on average, he's running on maybe 3-4 hours of sleep, 6-8 if he's with someone. he's got a nasty habit of trying to delay the morning/use every hour available to do shit he didn't have time for during the day, even when his insomnia isn't actively plaguing him. he's also been known to flat-out dissociate and/or micro-sleep his way to daylight on multiple occasions.

re: "6-8 hours if he's with someone", he doesn't like sleeping alone. he's done it plenty, he's used to it, but he truly sleeps better with someone else next to him, be it a partner, a lover, or a friend.

a fairly deep, if restless, sleeper in general (if he manages to sleep at all), but a sound, sound car-and-public-transit-sleeper. will miss every stop on the tube if he makes the mistake of closing his eyes, and he can knock out in the back of chas's cab practically on command. he mostly chooses to try and stay awake for the latter, because any stretch of uninterruptible time with his best mate is something he will take full and complete advantage of, but if chas starts to get gossip-y about people he doesn't know/care about, or complain about work? night-night, out like a light.

re: above, he's pretty easy to wake up normally, but it is impossible to wake him up from a sound car-sleep, and even if you manage, his brain will not come online for a very long time afterwards. shake him awake during a car ride and ask him to get you something from the gas station, he will slog around like a zombie, not get what you asked for, throw something else at you instead, and promptly pass out again as soon his head hits the backseat.

surprisingly early riser when his mental health isn't flooring him, but always and without fail is so, so grumpy about waking up at all. he's not a morning person, yet he's saddled with a morning person's schedule. it's hell.

with his wombo-combo of extended manic periods and chronic insomnia, he can be prone to bouts of micro-sleeping, which for him just looks like abruptly losing focus, staring off into space, and full-body twitching out of nowhere. his eyes almost never close when he's dozed off, but they do glaze over and his pupils dilate. all of this can be very fucking freaky when you've hung around him long enough to recognize the early warning signs of certain kinds of possession, and he's been panic-decked by jumpy occultists several times.

he sleeps either fully on his front or fully on his back, and prefers to sleep naked, so if you wake him up in the middle of the night, you are almost guaranteed to see either the pine tree ass tattoo or full frontal. if he's living with other people, he trades in preference for outrageously gaudy floral boxers, because he thinks they're funny enough and amuse other people enough for him to keep buying them.

he has so many nightmares, but it's usually almost impossible to tell he's having one until he wakes up; most of the time, he's quiet as a lamb and then just sits bolt upright from a dead sleep, sometimes with a yell, other times gasping for air. he usually smokes afterwards, and then keeps a light on whether he's able to sleep again or not. (usually not.)

#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE. #i used to hc him as a really light sleeper but i have since changed my tune #this man is 70 and he is fuucking exhausted his body will take him tf out when he needs to recover #he'll still wake up on a dime! can't be caught off-kilter at a critical moment! but he goes down hard #ask to tag / #sched.

[themyscirah]

Get out of my life, Hal Jordan, while I'm still sorry I killed you!!!!!

#THIS LINE GOES INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #absolutely LOSING IT AYDUANDJAHDHASUQGSHWGDG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #bro. bro. brooooooo #also the connor bastard joke right before that lmao #but BROOOOOOOOOOOOO #sorry i just- error 404 swishy.exe is not responding #bro. bro. bro. #i just- ehriahsqjsuegshsj #the keysmashes there are like crunching noises to me actually. im literally just as fjahdaidhashshdh like a dog w a bone #BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #also we are 100% going to pretend im here for hal and that i didn't somehow get distracted again and am now reading the connor origin arc <3 #BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #also i have read a lot of comics today so yay. i have done absolutely 0 homework though which is a little 😅 butttt #its friday though. yeah im gonna be busy all day tmrw but who cares. we're reading green arrow comics #ANYWAYS I JUST- GET OUT OF MY LIFE WHILE IM STILL SORRY I KILLED YOU GOES INSANE #never going to emotionally recover from this. .........anyways #hal jordan #oliver queen #dc comics #swishy liveblogs #anyways something something if anyone cares ill post some of the panels i saved from this issue but im nuetral on the idea so only if #someone wants me to #WHILE IM STILL SORRY I KILLED YOU!!!!!!!!!! BROOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! #sorry sorry okay i think i have it out of my system now #<<<<liar #blah

[brothersgrim]

it's ten at night and im sitting here thinking about how the brothers' story canonically ends with them hugging in the ring for maybe the first time on camera

#&& reburied; ooc #I WAITED THIRTY YEARS FOR THAT HUG #spiritually #but the way mark and glenn put together the most realistic story of long-term abuse and how to recover from it #the way they said in the last ride documentary that the brothers are intrinsically connected #the way they were best friends as babies and then torn apart #and every time they tried to come together again something always got in the way #but after thirty years of fighting #each other; other people; whatever #they finally get to have their best friend back for good #and fucking V*NCE MCM*HON THE BASTARD #DIDNT EVEN PUT IT ON THE MAIN SHOW #I HAD TO GET THE FOOTAGE #FROM A CELL PHONE RECORDING #FUCK YOU

[ghostnorm]

just finished ep 115, maybe I've completely lost the plot, but like the ending was implying that chip was the nameless prince right?

#i would actually never recover if he is though #hahahha 2 more months to wait i guess !! teeheee i will totally survive not knowing <33 #<< WILL NOT #chip bastard my beloved #jrwi riptide

[that-ineffable-devil]

Finally finished Staged.

Terrible shame I had been on the path to emotional recovery after rewatching Good Omens 600 times.

Guess it's time to accept that I am, in fact, Michael's and David's emotional bitch.

#It's like they took my already shattered heart #Then river danced all over the broken pieces #Until they were a fine dust #And they mixed that dust with molten glass and poured it into a heart-shaped mold #Then drop-kicked the solidified product #Starting the process all over again #Good thing I don't go back to work until Monday #And that there's Critical Role tonight #I swear if the cast makes me cry tonight I will never emotionally recover from this month #This isn't even a parasocial thing they're just so fucking good at making you CARE #bastards (affectionate) #michael sheen #david tennant #staged

[jackdup]

/ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\ . . . pokes head around corner like the most uncertain and nervous cat you've ever seen— bienvenue !! (。･∀･)ﾉ

just wanted to pop in quick and thank the folks who have decided to follow back (you all know me from my other disaster blogs, so bless you for willingly following this one, too . . . you're the MVPs)

i'm still kinda dippin' my toes in and gradually getting interactions going while i recover from casi's absence after her visit [blows her a quick kiss (ﾉ∀`♥)], so thanks for your patience in the meantime!

excited to get to write someone else who's been personally victimized by h/andsome ja/ck (me 🤝 timmy), and i look forward to exploring things with you talented folks! (´◡`)

#ミ★ « ooc » #super stoked to get things going! <3 just kinda wading in at a leisurely pace #timtam is also a new muse for me; my only other BL muse from YEARS ago was the handsome bastard himself #until he literally almost drove me insane so :D #timmy and i are learning to cope with his tyranny together u.u #this is as much a “recover from parting ways with my gf” blog as it is a “recover from trauma caused by jack” blog #(jkjk i still heckin adore handsome jack but man he does something to your psyche i'll tell ya that much) #bear with me as i get my footing here ! ;w; thanks again for the follows and support!