#really i do

[lockley-spktr]

God, I am so nervous for when we see the Moon Knight system again and finally get to learn about Jake because they’re either going to mess it up horribly or land it perfectly.

I feel like the writers and directors struggled with Marc based on how they spoke about him in Assembled: The Making of Moon Knight. If they struggled with him, when he’s not all that difficult, I can’t imagine how they view Jake.

I look at how Loki’s story was handled in Season 2 of Loki and I just…we need more women directing and writing because they seem to understand characters with trauma better than men do.

I’m not saying Moon Knight Season 1 was a disaster. Most of it I quite liked, but there are certain things that bug me about it and most of it has to do with how Marc was treated.

I don’t think it helps that the general Marvel audience seems to let things go right over their heads and miss the point.

Since I brought up Loki already, Loki ending up alone when that’s the one thing he didn’t want to happen isn’t an amazing ending. You can tell men were in charge of that season, especially with the way the women, specifically Sylvie, were treated.

What's going to happen to/with Layla? How are they going to handle her relationship whether it remains romantic or shifts to being platonic with the system? Etc.

Let’s just say I have a lot of concerns going forward.

#moon knight #marc spector #steven grant #jake lockley #oscar isaac #i want to have faith #really i do #i’m just nervous #i could go on for HOURS about all of this #i’m not tagging the other show i mentioned because the fandom is scary and messy #there is nothing profound about a traumatized character ending up alone #especially when that’s what they fear the most #anyway #you get my points #hopefully

[zedreh]

Given most of my posts on Tim Drake, I feel compelled to give my opinion on something that I mentioned before, but I didn't go much into it, and apon some reflection I've come to realize something about it.

I think Tim and Stephanie are great as a couple and play off each other well, but... I kinda feel like I only like them out of obligation. Before we continue, I would like to formally apologize to all timsteph fans, but here me out, I have a reason for my opinion (again, it's just my opinion, if I could change it I would).

Again, I think they work, but for some reason, I just don't like them. I mean, I like them, but I don't really 'really' like them, if that makes any sense.

Like, to me, they work great, and it feels natural for them, just look at them...

...but, I don't know, maybe it's just me. I feel like with all of the development and work put into their relationship, it seems odd not to have them together. But that's just it, I think I feel they should be together because a lot was put into them being together, not for anything I actually like about them being together.

Maybe I'm just weird, or maybe I just need to think more about it, or heck, maybe I'm overthinking it.

Although, I will say, I love how this is how they meet.

I just love the fact that if someone asked them how they met, the answer would be that she hit him across the face with a brick. Those are one of my favorite kinds of relationship plotlines.

#comics #dc #dc comics #tim drake #robin #dc red robin #stephanie brown #the spoiler #dc spoiler #timsteph #except not really #i want to like them #really i do #it's just somehow i don't #can someone help me #please?

[seveneyesoup]

shitty james aesthetic. god bless him

#i do feel bad doing all this to him #really i do #he’s just a guy! he didn’t sign up for this! #sorry. you get The Horrors

[thoseboysinblue]

Watching all the Christian interviews, and it was when this one was posted that I just really fell in love with him, without question, no turning back. So many green flags with a man who will talk about his feelings 🥰

#christian pulisic #i love him #really I do #also those curls 😍

[aquadestinyswriting]

@druidx and @blind-the-winds, I hope you're both happy with yourselves. Our little discussion about Selene's role in the found family that rebuilt Toreguarde made this little section of chapter 2 of To Heal A Broken Soul even more heart-breaking than it already was (under a cut to save everyones' dashes):

Selene watched Edwin deflate in front of her. While her own temper had guttered out, the old wound of discovering that Alexis had left without saying anything to her, stung anew, ripped open by the letter she’d just received from Ivan. Finding out now that Edwin knew what had happened, and didn’t say anything either, was simply adding salt to it. It had become increasingly clear that no one truly trusted her, not even those she had considered her closest friends, Edwin now included. Oh, sure, Edwin had told her why, but that was simply an excuse to hide the truth. The wizard huffed out a sigh and stood up, too dejected to notice the sting in her arms at the movement, “Well, thank you for finally telling me the truth, Father Goodwin.” she stated flatly, “If you don’t mind, I need to have some time to myself.” 

Here's what I told Dru:

Sel was kind of estranged from her biological family and then Yastromo, Greydown and Chrackle were the only family she had for a long time after that. Then the adventure happens, she gets close to everyone that's left, half of those that lived leave for one reason or another, and the last few she now has too little time to spend with.

By the time The Wizard's Tale starts, I'm not sure Selene even knows what a family is supposed to be any more. All she knows is that she feels like she's fighting a losing battle to maintain those relationships she cares so much about, so she can't decide whether to retreat further into her work or try to cling to what little is left. It certainly explains her mercurial moods with regards to her relationship with Elowyn.

As far as her fellow wizards, Selene can't bring herself to get too close to them. She's their boss and needs to maintain a certain distance to ensure a professional relationship with them. This is fine as far as Thazaar and Thaddeus are concerned, it's a lot more difficult with Dwena. Despite all her best efforts, Selene can't help but trust the gnome and is closer to her than the other two members of her little Council. Even then, she refuses to consider Dwena as a part of her family until two thirds of the way through the Destiny's New Servants campaign, because she's so afraid that Dwena will end up leaving or dying on her and Selene knows she wouldn't be able to stand that.

By the time we get to the above conversation with Edwin, Selene honestly feels like he's the last member of that original adventuring family that she can truly rely on and trust. Now Edwin's gone and shattered even that. Is it any wonder, then, that she walks away and doesn't want to hear anything he has to say after that?

I know for a fact that Sel did not take Alexis' disappearance well at all at the time, and probably decided that it was for the best to never mention Alexis unless someone else broached the topic first, simply because talking about it hurt too much (It also makes for a handy excuse as to why Selene never mentioned or asked anyone about her when she visited Fangthane to ask about the God Clay).

Now I'm feeling compelled to write a story of Selene's perspective of family, though what point in the timeline that will be set, I'm not entirely sure...

#writing meta #titan fighting fantasy #selene frigidwake #aqua rambles #I love you guys #really I do #but I'm going to utterly break your hearts for making me realise this

[wrixie]

just stopping by to say how much i absolutely adore your tattoo sets!!! they are SO beautiful, and i love the consistency between them, it just makes my game feel more cohesive (i like to imagine there is, like, a tattoo shop called wrixie's or something where everyone is getting these tats lol). Thank you for making them!! ♥

i fucking love you, nonny ;u; thank you so so so so much for your kind words!

#im cryin #i really try to make them cohesive as possible #like a theme for each tattoo kinda #i love making tattoos and i love you nonny #really i do #;u; #ask

[selfconsumerofmywoes]

okay i like the split outfit thing but honestly that’s the only part of that whole bi-generation thing i was into

#doctor who #like okay that bit was fun #but i’m not into the whole 2 doctors thing #i get why people like it though #really i do #just not for me #like there’s 2 doctors and 2 tardis’ now?? #so like if there’s ever danger people don’t need to try and get in contact with 15 and hope he shows up in time #because they know they can just go knock on donna’s door and find 14 there??? #also this ending is very parallel to 10s ending right?? or am i remembering wrong?? #like there was 2 of them and one got to go live a normal life with rose??? #very similar #and i honestly just don’t get how 14 chilling means that 15s all rested and healed #like they spilt before the healing happened??? the memories will be different from then on??? #maybe ?? might be wrong i don’t understand this stuff #also you know if 15 has a tardis he’ll be off doing doctor stuff anyway not just travelling #like shit always happens no matter what right?? that’s the whole thing??? #please do correct me if i’m wrong though #i’m bad at following everything that goes on #i talk and its probably something weird

[kiralena]

I love snow. It feels like a parallel reality covering ours. Fluffy solidness from another universe, because our two worlds are crushing into each other. If you accept the possibility of transdimensional chill floof covering your reality, snow will be your friend and spark joy.

But if you refuse to accept snow as what it is, it will make you slip and bite your ass.

#snow #transdimensional chill floof #I love snow #really I do #so floofy and soft and every noise goes mute

[blue-ravens]

mashblr needs to stop trying convince me bj has any tits to speak of when charles is literally standing right there

#feel like the venn diagram of team 'bj has the best tits' and the 'start at 4.01' brigade is a circle #charles really putting the chest into winchester and you're all just. blind. do not see. #i pity you #really i do #blue's post #mash

[angellayercake]

I love working 12 hour shifts and 6 day weeks

#really i do #especially when it is to make up for someone else's incompetence #i am having a BAD day

[killiru]

Just rewatched all the VegasPete scenes (as you do) and I swear... everytime I think, that I am over them a liiiitle bit more, something (like...you know... a rewatch. Bc I must be a masochist) reminds me that I am totally not.

Holy I miss them so much, season 2 when 😭

#kinnporsche #thai bl #kinnporsche the series #vegas theerapanyakul #pete phongsakorn #i miss them so bad #really i do #their acting is just #perfection #vegaspete #biblebuild #bible wichapas #build jakapan #ep 14 makes me cry every fucking time #my heart man!!!

[sundriedsanctum]

Man I wish Sirius Black was real

#Really I do #wouldn’t everything just be so much better???

[contentioussnake]

Honestly if Dumbledore barged into my room, pointed out all the things I'd stolen, and demanded I take them back, I think I'd hate him forever too

#stealing is such a complicated offense calm down Dumbledore #Tom Riddle #listen I know where he was coming from #really I do #but it's easy to imagine yourself in Riddle's POV here #sucks

[brattybottomdyke]

People really do find you attractive and now I wanna say it as many times it takes for you to accept it <3 lol This Agender thinks you are hott as fuck and cute and I would ramble about it to you if we were face to face because I gush when friends are self-demeaning <3

🥺 thank you, this is very sweet of you, i appreciate it 🩵

#really i do #answered #chaos—themralds

[orion-geminus]

me: oh man i love bees :) black n yellow lil friends hello!!! hello little waspies!!! hope u like the flowers it is getting cold soon better stock up!!! be safe!!!

the hornets that appeared out of thin fucking air about a week ago and have been inspiring a buildings worth of shat bricks in me ever since:

#orion.queue #.txt #orion.txt #look i adore all the funky little pollinators #really i do #and i’m not actively hostile toward hornets #but my fucking god they are TERRIFYINGLY loud #scared shitless n just trying my best

[serostuffsmh]

hey, how have you been !

Last night I made banana bread in tears.

#hope that clears things up #I appreciate the concern #really I do #I’m just having a rough few days #but I had an amazing day on Friday LET ME TELL YA #cute asks #admin jen asks