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thestargirlfromoon · 2 years

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Saeran Choi x Reader

It was supposed to be a picnic

but now we're kissing in the rain.

One shot

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Summary:

After AE, Saeran invites mc to their first date but when they do the picnic starts to rain,that gives them a chance to make a memory dancing and kissing in the rain.

I was agitated looking in my reflex in the mirror, Saeran had invited me on a date in the park at 8 pm, that is half an hour from now.I checked my appearance in the mirror for the thousandth time, i chose a jeans, a black t-shirt and a jacket because was a little cold as we were little closer to winter.

It didn't take long for Saeran to knock on the door and i walked to the door for open the handle.

-Hi my angel.Saeran said with a small smile and I saw him blush as he looked at me.

-Saeran hi. i returned the smile.

I locked the door and we drove to our destination. When we arrived Saeran came out and opened the door for me, extending his hand, which I held and stood up.

As soon as I left, I observed the lights and the illuminated poles with a small smile, just looking through the entrance I could see that there was a lot of grass and flowers in the park and the night only made the place more surreal.

I turned my gaze to Saeran who was going to the trunk of the car, i blink surprised when he picked up a beautiful huge basket decorated with flowers around it.

I stared curiously at what was in the basket and what he was planning but it all became clear when he pulled out a picnic blanket.

-Uh well...when we were in Magenta I imagined a lot us having a picnic together, enjoying the sky and eating together. Saeran said a little insecure looking at me like he was looking for some disappointed expression on my face.

-Saeran this is perfect! I smiled and took the blanket from his hand to help him as he seemed to be struggling to hold the basket with just one hand, although he currently eats more often, physical strength is not his strong point.

-You don't have to do anything, let me carry it. He said gently and tried to take the blanket out of my hand, failing miserably as I ran away and he followed me smiling.

We organized everything close to where there were more flowers. I spread the blanket and sat down. Saeran followed me and started to take the food out of the basket and organize it.

There was a lot of food, including cake, cookies, ice cream, pudding, sandwich, fruits, juices and various other goodies. All this food can feed easily the entire rfa.

-Wow,how much food!did you cook them? I asked curiously, it was nothing new that Saeran likes cooking.

-Yes I did my best and used some new recipes I hope it's to your liking. And there was his angelic smile again.

-I'm sure it's delicious! I licked my lips eager to taste.

Saeran lit a candle in the center to lighten it better and decorated it with some flowers he brought, After we organized everything we started to eat, I took a piece of the cake and Saeran started with a strawberry ice cream, I laugh while enjoying the cake because it was amazing .

-Saeran, are you sure you're not a professional chef?" I took more cake.

-Hahaha the food won't run away my love. Saeran joked and wiped the corner of my mouth that was smeared with whipped cream.

I blushed in embarrassment with my such ambition to eat that I ended up getting dirty.

-I can't help, your food is amazing!

-It's good to hear that. He laughed as he ate another scoop of ice cream.

Saeran brought a spoon to my mouth with some of his ice cream, which I gladly accepted. I did the same and fed him with some of my cake, we both blushed and smile like fools.

When I least noticed it, I felt drops of water touching my skin and soon it started to rain heavily.

Saeran and I quickly put the food in the basket and we ran under one of the trees for cover from the sudden rain.

-Well, I didn't expect that one. Saeran broke the silence.

-Much less me, it was so sudden.I said and shook his rain-soaked hair.

"Let me-" Saeran took off his coat and put it on me.

-That way you'll feel cold, I already have one. After i insisted so much and confirming that I was fine, he accepted back his coat.

-It looks like the rain won't stop anytime soon. Saeran reflected looking at the sky, I followed his gaze and agreed.

"It's a pity, I wish our date would last much longer." He added.

-Well and who said it needs to end because it's raining a lot? With that I took a step forward and went to stay in the rain.

-Mc come back here you can catch a cold!Saeran protested worriedly, I hold his hand and pulled him.

"It's okay Saeran, have you have a rain shower before? I mean, for fun?" I asked holding his hand as raindrops fell on us.

-No...but it's nice, everything with you is nice. He closed his eyes for a moment and smiled genuinely when he opened them to look at me.

-I feel the same way. I said and he bowed.

-Well since we're soaked, will my lady grant me this dance? Saeran spoke in embarrassment as he awkwardly extended his hand.

-It's an honor my prince. I laughed and we started dancing together in the rain, it was a dance a little awkward since we didn't know how to dance.After the dance our lips connected in a gentle and passionate kiss.

-I love you my love.Saeran said as he tucked my wet hair behind my ear.

-My love for you is stronger than this rain. He continued and we exchanged amused looks.

-I love you too. I gave a kiss on his forehead and we spent a while just looking at each other and enjoying this moment together.

After a long time in the rain we started to feel cold and we decided that was time to go back.

-Hey, Saeyoung is traveling and I thought if we could continue our date at my house? We can eat what I prepared for the picnic and I will also make some hot chocolate to warm us up.

-That's a great idea! can we watch movies together too? I asked excited as he guided me to the car and opened the door for me to get in.

-Of course we can. He said as he went to put the basket and blanket in the trunk and go into the car.

-This date was perfect, Saeran.Thank you very much it was very beautiful, i really love you.I stated as he made sure my seat belt was securely fastened, after I said that, tears start fall from his eyes.

-Saeran dear are you okay? I asked worried.

-Sorry, it's just that i'm just so happy, a while ago i never imagined that i would be here now being able to spend so much time with you, being loved and having such precious moments like this. He sobbed trying to stop the tears.

-Saeran...I felt emotional, I was happy that he and I could finally enjoy our freedom and show how much he is loved, have so many new things I want to experience with him just to be able to see his smile, seeying him crying like that made me cry too.He is so precious and lovely.

I gently held his face and kissed his tears.

-Well we will have many moments like this from now on. I smiled tearfully and he leaned his forehead on mine.

After we calmed down we headed towards his house to experience more precious memories.

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asterjennifer · 2 years

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Do you remember that VN on day 9 where Suit Saeran burst into our room to ask for a kiss, only for him to have a breakdown and Ray suddenly emerged in the middle of that moment? My heart aches when I see both of them like that :'(

Perhaps you could write that scene with Ray's POV? His feelings, his reaction when he saw MC for the first time since his cleansing, maybe some of his thoughts when he calls MC for the last time before Suit Saeran comes back?

I'm just hungry for some heavy angst right now

🎀 Your wish is my command, princess~ 🎀

Long Gone

Fandom: Mystic Messenger

Pairing: Ray & Reader

Category: Angst

Warnings: Breakdown, puke, self-harm, hallucinations, referenced child abuse

Word count: 2066

Author's Note: Of course I know the scene.. It's one of the most painful shit you can show me. I'll cry either way TT

Summary: (Based on: Ray Route Day 9)

He didn't mean it. He swears he didn't mean to let it end like this.

Hearing your voice on the other line's a reminder of both his happiness and pain.

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Cherish yourself...! He pleaded in his head, pounding against his skull, painful enough to tempt him to knock himself out by hitting it against the hard wall of his room until he's unconscious. You shouldn't stay here...! Ray sobbed out, both hands flying into his white hair, grabbing the strands with vigor.

You couldn't have meant it, there's no way you meant it when proclaiming to stay here regardless. Despite his hands leaving marks on your skin, your body becoming weak due to the lack of sleep and food. You couldn't possibly be true when saying you wouldn't leave this place without him. He'd told you in a begging, desperate tone to just go since he's an abandoned personality either way. Ray panted out the shot of pain, crashing down into the voices mocking him somewhere in the depths.

Didn't you care about yourself? Being well-groomed and caring before arriving, this could in no way even remotely be a habit for you. Not when looking healthy at first. Not when smiling so bright, filled with inexplicable energy the hacker struggled to understand to this day.

Why did this happen? He prayed day and night you'll never meet Saeran. He hoped so intensely that things work out for once, if not for his happiness, then for your safety. Which's not just on the line anymore. He's aware it's all far beyond simple warnings and fears. He put you in danger. I am the danger, he thought bitter between all the whimpers caused by unbearable pain. It's like someone hit his head with a baseball bat, trying to crack the bones and force his brain apart. And yet, it's nothing in comparison to the horror he'd faced when returning.

The mess he got you into's something he's unable to make up for ever again. He couldn't believe it at first. However, your thin face so pale without enough sleep spoke walls. Ray shook his head while tugging on the beached hair like it's going to stop if he just pulled it out. No.. no, no no no.. How did he end up being the one putting you through pain? When you're the first person in his worthless life who treated him with kindness. The angel that wouldn't hurt a fly, he couldn't take it.

Why wasn't there a time where he’s capable of doing something right? Especially this situation. Especially treating the only person he felt warm around the same way. Instead he's got dragged into the abyss, unable to change anything in this world. Seeing your tear-stained face's one of the worse sights he'd seen in his life. Your smile's much brighter, much more beautiful when being happy about the smallest things.

Why was he so weak? So useless he couldn't protect the person he'd come to cherish in these short moments? They never seemed to last, last time Ray looked you in the eye he ran away from the kiss. He couldn't do that right either, you must've been disappointed in him for acting like a coward. But that's all Ray was. A stupid, worthless coward.

“Ngh..! Argh..” The strings of elixir hit him irregularly, almost knocking him over multiple times. The room spun as his stomach began to wretch in disgust. He needed to get you out of this place. You weren't meant to live here from the beginning. Ray knew, even if only subconsciously. Not changing a thing considering he could tell it's a bad idea. You belonged in the light, to the happy side of life.

What was he thinking? Keeping you here because he's too weak without your warmth. He longed for your praise and comfort back then, how did he put your life on the line just to greedily take that from you? He should've let you live your life in peace, with people who made you feel good. Who properly cared for your well-being and made you laugh with funny jokes. Ray wheezed out the fever running down disguised as sweat, this black suit's much more uncomfortable than his magenta coat.

How dare he acting arrogant to the point it's costing you health. Ray never wanted this to escalate, on the contrary, he wished to make your life a lot better in the future. Forget that wish... His clouded eyes scanned the pattern of the floor, his usual cool computer room a sauna he wanted to escape from. Forget ever thinking you could make her happy... Ray pressed his lips into a thin line because he's afraid to throw up by the imprecations. Had you ever been happy since arriving here?

Now he saw, you're too good for him. Much more than he first suspected and he's ashamed for thinking about holding you close this brief time together. He didn't deserve it, not like this. Not when tormenting you although you've never done anything wrong. It's him who constantly messed up all the precious opportunities given regardless.

How could he come to the terms with the cruel reality where he made you shiver and cry? Where he scared and taunted you? How could Ray accept the fact he'd destroyed many parts of your light without any right? The traitor deserved it for tearing his family apart. The redhead deserved it for discharging him like he belonged in the trash underneath the earth. But not you. You were soft, comfortable, sweet, kind, charming, open, true.. You're everything Ray couldn't dream of becoming. Wanted to hold gently in his hands.

His prospects for a better future were long gone, he couldn't justify doing the exact same, cruel thing to you. He deserved the treatment of a disobedient dog but you're nothing like that. You deserved pretty clothes and good food. Ray's gut wrenched again, making him fall forward to his hands in agony. He's about to pass out when he could feel his pulse start to mix up with adrenaline to get him there quicker. He had to secure the escape route he shortly mentioned while stumbling over his own tears at the phone.

You called him after busting out of the room, asking if he's fine. Ray felt his heart break when realizing even though you're the victim and he's the culprit, you're still spilling with such big amount of kindness. Looking out for him when you're the one starved and tortured in that little room all day. He spit inside his own mind, how it would’ve been better if you'd never met him in the first place. How your life would've been great without a nuisance like him ruining it. Ray couldn't begin to describe how ashamed and sorry he was. But that's pointless.

You're hurt, apologizing wouldn't make any abuse undone. I hate you... He spoke to himself, to his other half? Ray wasn't any better than Saeran, they're simply bad in different ways. He was and always will be a pest for others around him. As his tears streamed down his cheeks, he gritted his teeth in pure anger. I hate you so much... He said again with as much venom he could muster in that unstable state.

He tore on his hair again, registering only half of the pain when tearing some out. A shame, really. He should've felt all the hurt like you'd done these past few days. Ray couldn't live with the memory of your attempts of soothing him, hushing his rage to take away the torment. You not once returned the pain to him, instead you took it all like that's just something to deal with. Like you were obligated to bear his presence. Ray ignored the blood running down alongside the tears and sweat.

Bug.. dirt.. He cursed himself, scratching his other hand against the floor. The tips of his fingers slowly getting numb. Stupid, worthless idiot..!! Can't you see your existence is a waste of time!? Ray frowned by the words; they're not coming from himself. His fuzzy state made the furniture around the room turn into blurs of color. But even with that, he's able to make out who these shoes in front of his crouched body belonged to. An ice-cold shower ran down his back in panic.

She kicked him in the chest, hearing his pathetic coughing. “You're better off dead!!” The yelling lingered inside his ears hopelessly, having him gasp only to find his throat narrowed by the fear. “That's why your brother's so much better than you. You are too stupid!” She spat the words, knowing how they're making him cry harder.

“The girl would've been happier in a prison than being with you..” Ray wrenched again, this time the contents made out of elixir and small meals landed on the floor. The smell rose into his nose, sickening the last few blank spaces inside his head. She kicked again and with her heels on, it stabbed like knifes through his skin. Another load of puking coming over his lips.

Her voice's rough like he remembered, just as pissed off as well. That's not the first time she'd kicked him with such sharp shoes, it's not the first time she attacked the only things he considered good in his otherwise pathetic life. “You not only tire her like you do to me, you're worse to her!” She screamed in furious manner. “Saeyoung would've been so much better for her.. than a good-for-nothing like you.”

“Stop.. p-please..” He managed to choke out, of course she'd say that. But if it's the obvious truth, was it her fault for it to burn down his veins like a cold fire? “You're killing her.. And you kill my nerves as well! I should lock you back into the closet and let you stave for good this time..” Ray could tell his heart's contracting by the threat. Another silent sob tore from his lunges.

She growled as he cried, seeing him do his best to stifle the sound the way he did in younger years. “Nothing but scum.. You think she ever liked you!? Are you stupid?” She asked in a mocking tone, seeing him press his forehead to the ground further away to avoid the puke. “You know why you're like this? Because you're worth nothing. You live like a bug and you will die like one.” Ray pressed his hands over his ears.

But also then, she found her methods to reach inside. Please stop.. stop stop stop..! He wanted it to stop, to forget and pass out. She just continued, ignoring his begging skillfully. “You can't keep her and you can't do anything right. It's no wonder she waits for you to vanish!”

“SHUT UP–!” He screamed back for the first time at her, throwing his arm to lash out at whatever he's able to hit. The nerves slammed the edge of the chair which forced him to hiss out. A sharp intake of air filled the walls, his bright eyes snapping back open. The sweat let his hair stick to his forehead, even after trying to brush through it.

Another hiss as he came in contact with the wound that moron just make. Saeran groaned, about to wrench once again because of the disgusting smell in front of him. He looked around, yet there's no soul to be detected. For a moment he sighed, letting his body find the calm to relax. This is your fault! He swallowed the bitter taste that etched his tongue. Closing his eyes afterwards.

Saeran clenched a fist by the boiled-up blood running through his arms, tightening the strength with which he held the fists to the floor. Idiot Ray... He thought annoyed. Great. Now he looked like the clown, must've pleased you, didn't it. Letting a long-time pass, he's steady enough on his feet. Saeran brushed his suit right. Trying to fix at least a bit of the chaos. “Shower..”

He mumbled, unable to shake the shiver of madness. How dare you tricking him like he's the plaything. He'd make you pay for embarrassing him like this, like he's the weakling you wanted to have back so badly. Saeran snapped his head towards the phone on the table by the buzz, seeing you opened a chatroom. Addressing him with name as if nothing happened. His frown twisted by all these conflicting feelings, so he figured he's going to make you regret testing him right this instant.

“Saeran... ”

“What have you done to me!? ”

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classydreamthing · 8 months

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JUST SAY "YES"

ᰍ ִ ױ ࣪ 🪷⃝⃝ ݂ ๑ 𝆬 𔒌 ⬞

https://youtu.be/OHVIhbgU9p4

- Ray route Day 8

🌻- Sun Hee

🥀- Saeran

𓈃 ׂ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) - Sᴜɴ ʜᴇᴇೃ/ੈː͡➘

[The blonde would find herself sitting on the bed with one hand resting on her stomach, she certainly didn't feel like eating after everything that was happening but she could feel from time to time how her stomach demanded something to eat. Sighing heavily, she closed her eyes for a moment while in her head she kept thinking about Ray, that he should still be there and that she was going to do everything in her power to help him.]

🌻-Ray...

[She couldn't say much more than the door opened, quickly standing up and raising her guard when she perceived that black suit on the young man that she had, just one day ago, kissed on the cheek.]

🌻-Saeran.

🥀-You're not going to stop looking for that fool because you haven't eaten anything for a day, are you?

🥀- If you change your mind too quickly, poor Ray...

🌻- I have faith that Ray will return, do not want to disturb my heart because you will not make it.

🥀- "My precious Sun Hee . . . I'll do everything you want, but please don't abandon me..."

🌻- !? Hey!

🥀- Hehe... he's really an idiot. If he acts like this there is really no reason to abandon him.

🌻- I didn't stay with Ray for that, I really care about him and he would know that. He doesn't have to do anything for me to love him.

🥀- I'm sure Ray also wanted to lock you up like this. But.. he didn't do it because he is a coward .

🌻- ... He didn't do it because he respects me in the same way I respect him.

🥀- Huh..anyways. I feel in a bad mood because the RFA attacks are very boring.

🥀- My savior has told me that it's not time yet, and that's why I'm holding on, because otherwise I could launch a great attack that would end everything...

[At that moment the blonde girl only took her cell phone and she hid it, she couldn't quite believe what she was hearing but she was terrified of the idea that he was telling her the truth.]

🥀-Why are they so lazy on the other side? They don't even want to fight. I am in a very bad mood.

Are they thinking that I am nothing? How dare they?

🌻- I think you're going too far... they don't even know you-

🥀-Who told you to say that? I have not authorized you.

🌻- Do you have to authorize me?

🥀- Hah? Is your mouth the problem? .... Or is it your head..?

Don't think for yourself, I never told you to!

[The young girl did not have time to react as she was forcefully taken by her wrist and thrown to the ground, falling on her back and groaning at the pain of the blow that had taken her breath away for a second.]

🥀-Do you regret it now? You alone have come to this strange place. Your curiosity has brought you here.

🌻- !

[Her blue eyes fixed on other mint eyes, a haughty and creepy look is what she had on her, the boy's body cornering her on the ground and preventing her from any kind of mobility in her hands to get out of that situation.

Again that feeling of panic took over her, breathing somewhat agitated but keeping her body still from her, she could not allow herself to cry or panic, she would not tolerate it and she did not know what reaction he could have. She still remembered the words from last night.]

🥀-You are a prey that I have caught. I have caught you because you are very dumb and slow.

🌻- I'm not going to let you disrespect me-

🥀- The world has given you a chance but you have made a foolish choice! You're not thinking you've lived a good life so far, are you?

[The words of her father returned to the blonde's girl mind, feeling a lump in her throat as her fists clenched tightly due to impotence. A hot person would send him to hell but she had already heard insults like that from a former college classmate who she thought was her friend. She knew that people made comments like that to bring you down and the smart thing to do was to take it with a grain of salt even if her chest burned with anger.

She, Unfortunately, was inferior in that place but there were many ways to defend her honor and her pride, at least with less cruel ways.]

🌻- A good life doesn't exist, it will always have its flaws and difficulties... my life was neutral and you will not be able to disturb me by saying that, Saeran.

🥀-Haha! How arrogant. In your situation, you don't deserve to believe that.

🌻- Do you think I haven't reconsidered what you say? I have, many times. But I learned that in life you have to move on, I shouldn't stagnate.

🥀- Please... I can see many things that have been ruined because of you. You're nothing but a bag of bugs. Did you think I wouldn't notice, Sun Hee?

🌻- I've been doing my best not to make mistakes and do things right, in fact... I shouldn't even explain this to you. You can believe what you want but that doesn't mean it's the truth, my truth.

🥀- HAHA! Just because you've done a couple of things right doesn't mean you're not a disaster! You thought that if no one said it would disappear, right? Is that your truth? you are really stupid haha

🌻- ...

🥀-It is very vile from you to try to avoid it by covering it with excuses. Such a vile person has no right to think for herself.

🌻- Explain, please.

🥀-You know very well that thanks to your stupidity you have dragged yourself into the abyss... But in reality you deserve to be lower than that abyss.

🌻- Ah...

🥀-Your reality is nothing more than that. What, are you surprised? You thought it was more than what you are, right?

🌻- No. I just believe in myself. And do you know what I tried to do all these days? I tried to let Ray learn to trust himself. No one can tell you how much are you worth , only YOU know that.

🥀-You are the worst. You not only overestimate yourself, but you think you are a princess. Who in the world is going to love you? Nobody wants you in this world. Nobody!

🌻- Ray does it.

🥀- Listen to me well. I am going to tell you about a game that is just for you.

🌻- Go ahead.

🥀- Now you can only said to me one thing. You can only answer "Yes"

🌻-!

🥀-Okay, answer me.

[The golden-haired girl kept her lips sealed, looking nonchalantly at the man before her. All her life she had said yes to things that made her feel bad, putting aside her own feelings and desires, but this was the limit. She wasn't going to give in that easily. ]

🥀-You say it very low. I can't hear you... What do you say? I can not hear you.

🌻-....

🥀- I DON'T HEAR YOU!

[At that moment, the sapphire-eyed girl shrugged her shoulders a little, barely closing her eyes while she returned to taking that firm and annoying posture. She was not going to return violence with more violence but letting herself be stepped on was not in her ideals.]

🥀-Are you that stupid? You are nothing but arrogance! You don't even deserve to be purified. You are so foolish that you don't deserve to even rebel.

🌻-....

🥀-Your hopes are useless. Only hell will get closer. Remember well the rule that I just told you.

Since you are of no use, at least you have to entertain me in my spare time.

🌻- Ray wouldn't want that and neither would I, I won't.

🥀- ... Ah, I'm going to have to shut your mouth or something. When you become more docile and obedient, only then will I let you speak. By the way, didn't I tell you, that I hate the way you smell?

🌻- You said it.

🥀-And you still smell like this?

🌻- It's perfume, I'm not going to stop getting perfumed-

🥀- You don't know how to wash yourself properly? You haven't just poured water on yourself like up to now, right?

🌻-...!? EXCUSE ME?

[The young girl asked with some indignation, ironic that of everything said by the white-haired boy that was the only thing that really offended her severely.]

🥀- I'm going to tell you how and how much you need to wash before meeting me-

🌻- Hey, hey, that's already too intimate. I don't smell dirty, it's perfume I'm wearing-

(KNOCK KNOCK)

🥀-What's up? Don't interrupt me!

(KNOCK KNOCK)

[In a blink, that boy was standing up leaving the blonde on that cold ceramic floor.]

🥀-Consider that you are lucky.... No, forget about it. Because next time you're going to pay me double.

Enter!

?- Mr. Ray. The Savior..

🥀-... What?

🌻- !?-

?- Ah, sorry. Mr Saeran. The savior is looking for you.

🥀-Someone who can't even memorize a name doesn't deserve to talk about the Savior. I'm going to have to check the system here.

?- My apologies...

🥀-Once you find yourself in the basement, you'll realize you didn't need to apologize.

[Sun Hee slowly sat down, looking at the scene and coming to feel sorry for that stranger who had made a mistake, unfortunately for people with DID, expected.]

[Deep down she felt terrible, all her life she had been extremely submissive to that kind of treatment and suddenly starting to defend herself was not something that made her feel safe about her actions. She wanted to think that she was acting well but she didn't know it, she was trying to stay calm so as not to worry anyone but the weight of her emotions and Saeran's dealings were driving her crazy.]

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