#quite frankly i dont think i could do that today i fucking hate being barefoot. awful

[toytulini]

imagine how powerful id be if i was simply allowed to climb shit as much as i wanted as a child smh

#toy txt post #i used to try to climb and want to climb EVERYTHING i was Decent at it and imagine if instead of being scolded #for climbing things i was instead. allowed to go feral. maybe i would still be able to fucking climb things #on the one hand i understand that the adults around me didnt want me to get hurt. its completely valid in that respect #but on the other hand @ the afterschool program person pls let me dangle from the geometric dome with only 2 points of contact instead of 3! #i know i fell on my head last time and that wasnt fun but it was a very short fall (like maybe an inch off the ground) and i was fine!! #AND i figured out what i was doing wrong and have since adjusted my methods pls stop yelling at me to use my hands!!! i learned how to lock #my feet around the other bars so i wouldnt fall its fine now!! if other kids are doing it too why dont yoy just let me teach them how to do #it right now that i have it figured out!! smh. also maybe. i shouldnt have climbed on top of the swingset and the roof of the playground at #the neighborhood park like okay that was admittedly not the safest but LISTEN it was FUN and i was FINE. #unfortunately my method of doing that at the park was basically to take my shoes off to get a grip on the smooth metal part and. #quite frankly i dont think i could do that today i fucking hate being barefoot. awful #maybe if i brought my shoes up with me lmao #god i want...to climb something #not...a tree. there are always bugs in trees and i have a Bad Time #brb gonna go fucking. stand on the halfwall or smth :( #anyway i could be so powerful. yall i was climbing shit before i could walk!!! i used to escape my crib by climbing over the side and #kicking the thingy to make the gate drop while i was clinging to it and ride it down and then crawl all over. i was a menace #my first real bed was a bunk bed but parents took the ladder off bc they were worried about me climbing it bc they didnt want me to fall but #unfortunately i learned how to climb it without the ladder which was WORSE so then they had to put the ladder back on and convince me to use #it instead of the more fun way that i had found. i distinctly remember one time when i was sleeping on the top bunk regularly i injured my #leg somehow and i still climbed it every night bc i was a fucking goblin? anyway i miss having smth to climb #even if i hated how dark it made my bedroom by looming over everything and blocking out the light #cant have one now even if i wanted. ceiling is too low and i have a fan and it would be a Problem