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coffeeduke · 1 year

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I hope you're doing well

i miss you

#abandonment issues running rampant #ptsd sucks ass #i just hope they're safe #keep hoping today's the day I'll hear from them again #but it never comes #personal

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mamaemoemu · 4 months

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I literally hate PTSD so much! Like bitch I am not going to be hurt because I’m cleaning the bathroom with my BROTHER in the OPEN doorway!! But does my brain or heart listen NAH!! Perfect time for a panic attack

#living with ptsd #tw ptsd #childhood ptsd #ptsd vent #PTSD sucks ass #vent post #tw vent #i need chocolate

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redneckangelsdrinkmoonshine · 9 months

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Walking past a church after having a panic attack to go buy alcohol and crossing paths with a lesbian family really made me have a Dean moment

#italy is something else dude #ptsd sucks ass #dean is me and i am dean #unfortunately im just as dumb

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lovelywingsart · 1 month

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'Don't leave me alone, don't leave me alone Don't leave me alone here with myself 'Cause this ain't a home, this cage made of bones And my head's a prison cell Every day a living hell that no-one sees I would rather be with anyone but me Don't leave me here alone with myself'

'Alone With Myself' - Citizen Soldier

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Not sure how I feel about this one tbh Couldn't get it to look how I wanted but it's been in WIP hell since last year so oh well...

When your partner also doubles (triples??) as an emotional support animal

//Had a... not so great day with a pretty massive trigger basically rendering me useless at work for about 2 hours, and had this kinda sitting around so I decided to finish it to calm down a bit more.

... C-PTSD fucking sucks, man//

#just. fuckin love having someone trigger the C-PTSD panic #spent a good time in a room hyperventilating and nearly crying #then got a half-assed apology that wasn't even directed towards me when it should have been so that's great #once again C-PTSD sucks ass #oc #resident evil #resident evil village #re8 #resident evil oc #resident evil village oc #re8 oc #karl heisenberg #heisenberg #lord heisenberg #re8 heisenberg #heisenberg x oc #karl heisenberg x oc #lovelywingsocs #lovelywingsart

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callmebrutus · 4 months

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oi, brutus here. this is my sideblog dedicated to mcyt, qsmp, morning crew and obviously fitpac. some hermitcraft/life series here and there.

MAIN INFO

english is not my primary language so i can and *will* make mistakes esp if it's like 5am. so be patient with me

i'm not a minor and that's all i'm saying (internet safety or whatever)

if you are a minor with an unrestricted internet access this is a You problem. or your parent's

i can use explicit or suggestive language here so be aware and careful

you can always block my blog for your own comfort, i don't really care. everything that lets you sleep better at night pookie

i'm neurodivergent and severely insane

follow if you're interested

#back from the dead #tumblr sucks ass #not even kidding i was so active they thought im a bot #let's hope it won't happen again smile #fitpac #pspspsps #my people i missed you #hideduo #you too guys #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #using this tag again gives me ptsd

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celtic-crossbow · 3 months

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Bad mental health day.

#murda thoughts #mental illness sucks balls #ptsd can suck my dick #major depressive disorder can eat my ass #bipolar 2 can talk a long walk off a short cliff #anxiety disorder can fall in a gopher hole

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theomenscouncil666 · 1 month

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I wish I was treated like a kid, not in the belittling way that makes me feel stupid, the way that when I break down crying because I’m deathly afraid of my grandma’s 92 year old cousin who’s staying with us isn’t met with “well you have to work on facing your fears, he cant hurt you just calm down” and is instead met with “oh sweetheart I’m so sorry you’re scared, those are some big feelings huh? It’s gonna be okay, let’s go get ice cream to cheer you up okay?” I wish I wasn’t pressured to get a job, I miss when that wasn’t something I had to worry about, I wish when asking for something I’m not met with “you have to do (blank) (blank) and (blank) for me in return”, I miss when my feelings didn’t feel like a burden on others, I wish that when I use things like pacis and diaps and act like a child it isn’t viewed as a sex thing, it’s just viewed as normal, like it’s not weird, I wish my family understood me

#age regression #age regressor #padded agere #sfw agere #ptsd awareness #vent post #personal vent #my brain sucks ass

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nonuggetshere · 11 months

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New HK boss just dropped

#asks #thylacines can talk #also sorry for not being very active lmao yesterday was busy and im exhausted today #plus theres still that lingering fear over That Anon. I tend to get fucked up mildly for a long period of time when I'm triggered #PTSD sucks ass but I'll be fine eventually. I hate having weird triggers but oh well. such is life.

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morgynemberisagenderfluiddaddy · 8 months

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I have a migraine 🤪

#incoming vent sorry about it #¯\_(ツ)_/¯#life sucks and im so over all this shit #it's literally been the what like year from hell #so my mom almost died this time last year and there's been all kinds of fun ptsd like symptoms from that and then my dog died and then #everyone got covid and then i got a sinus infection because i can't do anything normal #now last week i was thinking about what i need to talk to my doctor about and I'm thinking about my symptoms and mom's like that sounds like #lupus which is what my mom has and now I've been so super stress sick and I'm just trying to chill and relax and my estranged family member #is trying to work their way back into our lives and throwing a fit cause we won't let them because they've threatened and tried to kill us #all on multiple occasions and i know the threats are going to start up again and I'm worried that this time they're serious #i know this is either going to go one of two ways and they're going to try to kill us or themselves and i just i don't know #i don't know what to do about it because we don't have any proof of these threats written down because they've all been verbal #my family doesn't really know what to do either but i know the getting a gun conversation is going to come up again #and then I'm going to have to outwardly admit that I'm not stable enough for that shit and then everyone's going to freak the fuck out and #ughhh god i just can't deal with this shit anymore it's all bad and it all fucking sucks ass #oh and I'm trying to give up for the day and go to bed so I'm looking for YouTube videos to keep my mind busy and someone i follow #is having to live post that they're trying to keep their friend from committing suicide because the friend turned it into a public thing and #the yt is trying to reassure everyone and it's just all too much #I'm too on edge I'm too triggered or whatever i don't know what the fuck to do anymore i just want to go to bed and sleep until everything #is magically better. also i have three publishers breathing down my neck for this book but i haven't been able to write in months because of #all of this shit and then i had the bright idea of starting a writing blog i have NO CONTENT for and just FUCK fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck #i just want to go be a fucking snap under the ocean im done fuck all of this being a human fucking sucks and I'm exhausted #oh and also my brother for randomly offered a job I've been trying to get for fucking years so ✌🏽😁✌🏽 that's also doing great things for #me i am super proud of him though cause he's working his fucking ass off i hope he takes it cause if not i will punt him into the sun #but anyway I've had it officially! so good night tumblr stay classy #izzy speaks but i really shouldn't

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katthebutterfly · 11 months

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TW: child abuse

I have 3 older siblings.We all used to live with my abusive mother before my dad managed to get custody of us after YEARS of fighting to get us out of her house. Obviously,we were all affected in some way.But its different for me.I don't know how to explain it.None of my siblings feel this way.They're all moving on,brushing off years of abuse like its nothing.But I'm stuck.And I can't say anything,because they don't have this problem,so they wouldn't understand or believe me.Not just that,but I'm the youngest.Which means that I've lived with her for a shorter amount of time compared to my siblings.But at the same time,I grew up with her, and they had to deal with her as teenagers.Yes,that's also horrible.But it was horrible to not understand what was happening as my family was falling apart because no one would explain these things to me,especially because at the same time I was also getting abused by a complete narcissist.Because I was so young.To put things into perspective,I lived with her for the first 12 years of my life.

Being like this when no one else is makes me feel like a freak.I have no right to feel like this way.Not to mention that I deserved some of the stuff she's done to me.I'm a terrible person.No one should be burdened with having me as their daughter.In fact,I feel guilty that I'm affected at all,let alone like this.

Please don't hate on or report me,I just need somewhere to put my angsty stuff.

#child abuse #vent #long ass rant #youngest child syndrome #ptsd/cptsd #conditioned to hide trauma #my mom sucks #mommy issues #narcissistic mother #wtf is wrong w me #✨trauma✨

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pantherafool · 10 months

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Honestly, the 4th of July this year wasn't it for me. Again.

I have a lot of problems with the 4th of July. I don't like that we as Americans like to celebrate how we stole land from the Indigenous peoples that lived here for hundreds of years before us. I don't like how nobody even talks about natives overall, not even during National Native American Heritage Month (November) and all the other weeks and days dedicated to Native Americans. I feel like people only talk about Native Americans when it's some sort of "trend." I saw so many people talking about natives when ICWA was in danger of being overturned, and now everyone's silent again. I may be the only one observing this, but it's like no one cares. I have barely seen anyone talking about how a lot of tribes don't have access to clean water. The government is and has been neglecting Native nations, and I have seen nobody but natives talking about it. I've SEEN people say that "it isn't a big deal" which is so fucking crazy because hello??? Natives are human beings who need to consume water to LIVE?? But of course, some people don't consider natives human and some just don't want them to live at all. It's fucking performative if you're just talking about native issues to seem like a good person. It is performative to just talk about issues like these when they're "popular."

I also have issues with the 4th of July because of... you guessed it, fucking fireworks! I will preface this by saying I am an American teenager who lives in the south and has C-PTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and asthma and is overall disabled. Fireworks. Fucking. Freak. Me. Out. They freak me out so bad. People started setting off fireworks a few days ago, and I have been physically and mentally SICK ever since then. As I'm writing this, I am nursing a major fucking headache. I feel like throwing up. Up until recently, I could not breathe properly because of my asthma. People have stopped setting off fireworks and other annoying "bang" and "pop" and "sshrr!" sound-noise making things because it is 3 AM right now, but. Holy SHIT. The fireworks caused me to have a mental breakdown because of how eerily similar they sound to gunfire. I'm aware that gunfire doesn't echo/linger the same way fireworks do, but it still freaks me out. The fireworks have caused me to have emotional rollercoasters continuously since July 1st/around then. My mental health has literally reached a low point because of fireworks. I'm not kidding.

And you can laugh at that all you want and think of how stupid it is, but I would also like you to take a moment to think about the animals. The animals that freak out every single year because of fireworks. I would like you to think of your dog or your neighbor's dog that cowers under a coffee table or a bed. I would like you to think about how fireworks release smoke and greenhouse gases such as carbon dioxide, carbon monoxide, and nitrogen, which harm the environment. I would like you to think of the metal and the dangerous toxins and chemicals that linger for days. I would like you to think of the fact that fireworks harm the environment in the same way wildfire smoke does. I would like you to think of the veterans who fought to protect this country that have traumatic flashbacks due to loud noises.

But who cares, haha!! 'Murica is more important than all that! 🤪 🎆💥

#fourth of july #4th of july #america #native americans #pollution #global warming #complex ptsd #ptsd #cptsd #cptsdsurvivor #veterans #fireworks #i hate fireworks #fireworks are bad #fireworks suck #fuck you america #i hate america #america sucks ass dude wtf

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curiosity-killed · 1 year

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Veria and Callebero: knights traumatized by their respective death gods

also Veria and Callebero: approach their respective death god with very different feelings

[ALT ID: A sketchy comic in two panels. The first shows a small woman with pale grey hair and a purple t-shirt squinting up at a man in colorful robes. The woman asks, “Wait, you’re the living incarnation of Death in this world?” to which the man replies, “Uh...theoretically? (metaphorically? symbolically?).”

The second panel is titled “Meanwhile:” and shows two entities standing together talking. The one on the left is various shades of blue with stars speckled across their skin and glowing orange eyes. They say, “So, you also protect your favored people?” while the other, a jackal skull on amorphous black robes, replies, “Protect? LOL. l-o-fuckin-l.” In the background, the small woman from the first panel is screaming “Asshole!” and chasing the man with a halberd.]

#death in the overworld: all that is must someday end but let it be a gentle end after a life rich in wonder #death in tcp: lol what if we give the mortals ptsd #so much of tcp is about faith and the narratives we craft #and then veria's over here like i've met the gods personally and they all suck ass and better be ready to catch these hands (and this axe)#my doodles #my art #???#ch: veria #ch: callebero

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futureless · 1 year

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🎶 row row row your boat

the fuck away from me 🎶