#ps. yes i'm fully aware i take this whole thing way too seriously shut up <3

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hi :] i'll make a proper announcement if/when i decide to go through with it, this is more of a heads up and me thinking out loud but i'm considering leaving my main account and with it my half a dozen sideblogs including this one that go with it and remaking them all as one merged multifandom colour blog. i'll definitely be keeping the url, tracking the same tag etc etc and i'll still be posting tons of tolkien and occasionally making original content, the only difference is that you're going to have to put up with other fandom content as well and my tagging system is probably going to be a little less thorough.

i'll probably make the switch sometime during this week or the next, until then i'll obviously still be around on here and try and catch up on tag games, messages etc, i don't want to leave anything 'unfinished' and after that... see you on the other side!! thanks for understanding 💚

#i didn't want to make the post too long so i'll just explain in more detains in the tags #in case anyone is interested #basically i just feel like my presence on all my accounts but especially on here and my main are incredibly performative and the #persona i've created is very very different from who i actually am and obviously that's always going to be true to a certain extent #on all social media but like with having a tolkien only blog and my main blog being b&w i don't end up rbing a lot of the stuff i like but #instead i focus on catering to other people and rbing stuff i think 'belongs' on my account so like since there isn't tons of b&w content #i'll probably rb things i'm not that into just for the sake of it but it's just not at all representative of who i am and i've grown tired #of that and i want a fresh start and to be able to do whatever the hell i want on my blog without any restrictions and to be able to #connect with people properly instead of either pretending i'm someone i'm not or being like haha yeah actually the things i post about #and the aesthetic i have going isn't even really me but just ignore that i promise i'm a cool person once you get to know me :))) #not that there's anything wrong with the b&w thing i'll probably keep my main as a sideblog because it's fun and really soothing #to scroll through lmao but i just can't express myself though it if that makes sense #and i feel like i put too much effort into appearances instead of my friendships and that's also something i want to change #i keep falling into this cycle of feeling uncomfortable/fake on here → not opening my notifications → not talking to anyone #and i end up feeling so frustrated and lonely AND FOR WHAT why do i feel like i have to please the general public before doing #stuff or talking to the people i actually care about i'm so stupid but hopefully i can get over this and do better next time #ANYWAYS i make it sound bad but i've actually loved being on here and i'll be sorry to lose my followers (not that i have that #many i'm still stuck at a little over 1k) and i'll be sure to follow everyone back straight away from my new blog i love you all 🥰🥰 #angie.txt #ps. yes i'm fully aware i take this whole thing way too seriously shut up <3