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aladaylessecondblog · 2 months
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More Fallen Star brainrot
Watching the 'Memoirs of a Geisha' movie again, I've got a new inspiring quote for Sadara, post-death
“The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves. Until one day, there are none. No hopes. Nothing remains.”
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s0urte3th · 11 months
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if you wanna ask anything nows the time to ask, i wont be mad or snything, cmon, you know how i am
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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reading the old stuff i wrote from ages ago n damn these words are still so familiar
#🌙.rambles#'these expectations for myself were forged by me alone—theres no need for them and nothing to gain.'#'disappointment seems to follow me everywhere it seems these days. i want to do better but i'm just so lost inside.'#'where will my future take me?'#'its lonely.' cutting the rest off that sentence bcs oh my god what the fuck#this whole paragraph. no...#the only words that comfort me are the ones i've told myself in the past#'im afraid. trust issues. i dont want to be hurt. i dont want to be drained. i dont want to be judged. anxiety's a pain in the ass.'#'but i can do it'; bcs after all i've already done it before. all the ppl ik in ffxiv... 'i can do it again. i know the confidence in me.'#me complimenting my own self hits different ahaha. n then — 'itll come at the correct time. ill make it happen.'#'its hard. it really is. all the struggles that you keep to yourself because youre afraid of vulnerability. you dont want anyone to worry.'#'all those big dreams you have that seem so impossible and far away.' & 'life is hard but i know youre just as strong.'#'after all even when overwhelmed with emotions—when have you ever given up? when have you ever stopped trying to improve and learn?'#'your passion has always reached the stars. even if you havent quite reached where you want to be at this moment#i know youre always striving for more and working towards your goals. i know youll always look back and be happy with yourself.#you'll never forget the meaning behind it all. you'll never stop loving yourself and know what you want and deserve. you'll never give up';#yeah these words still ring true#'just stay true to yourself and you'll be alright. i promise you.'; i'll stay true to my promise#'it hurts being sentimental / being a slave to the past but it's that very authentic love and care that you have as well as that sensitivity#that makes you such a beautiful human being. so empathetic. so introspective. you truly love nature and life.#i love you so much and i know you'll achieve many great things in life. be kind to yourself ok? i love you.' AAAA#I CAN'T BELIEVE I WROTE THAT TO MYSELF ONCE UPON A TIME#aaaa that's some stuff from what i wrote one day. i have more days here#'theres so much things to do... but i know you can do it all. in time. i'll always believe in you. i'll always love you.'#me using 'you' here hits hard when i read back on these notes i once wrote to myself when i was in a time with similar struggles now#'youre so young my love. so kind so beautiful so deserving. you dont have to stay strong all the time. youre not a monster. youre human—#like the rest of the prople you love. you dont have to shoulder it all alone you know?'#wait this paragraph is so long i cant write it all here#self-love is so special. all these words hurt so much FUCK#i came across more notes. they're all too long to share anymore in tags here but ah they're so beautiful
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satoruhour · 9 months
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IDK IF U WILL SEE THIS OR ANYTHING BUT! is it ok if i request smth small and it starts off with gojo and the reader having a lil bit of banter by text, and the reader then says “satoru ur so pretty u should start a kissing booth for easy money” (as a joke ofc) and he was like “good idea” and went offline, making the reader freak out for the rest of the day until they came back to their apartment….. and found satoru set up a whole kissing booth in their living room
a/n: this is so cute!!! ty for the request anon <3 in this megumi is under satoru’s and reader’s care, tsumiki never went into a coma, and you’re married too / 1.3k
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you loved satoru’s compliance. when you tell him that he should never cook again as a joke, he listens with a wide grin and a face that’s burnt on one side, sweeping the hard charcoal pieces of pancake into a pan. when you tell him you have two left feet, he simply laughs and just plops you onto his own, making you look like a fool waddling around.
a lovesick fool.
you’re left smiling into open space until a notification cuts you out of your daze, smile twisting into a questionable expression as your husband sends a picture of him posing in front of some boba tea shop, a promotional banner stating get spanked by one of our staff and get a free cup of boba tea!
[9:17am, the strongest and handsomest and coolest husband 🩵]: bet i’ll do it
[9:18am, delivered]: satoru. now. youll do it even if i dont bet you???!!?!!?!! 
[9:18am, the strongest and handsomest and coolest husband 🩵]: hmm… compelling argument, i’m afraid you’re correct
a few minutes pass and you are confident it’s him asking for a spank with a blinding smile on his face, probably pointing to one of the male staff because i have a wife at home, y’know? she’s so pretty and hot-headed and hot and—
[9:20am, the strongest and handsomest and coolest husband 🩵]: photo attached
boba acquired 😈😈😈😈
[9:21am, the strongest and handsomest and coolest husband 🩵]: oh yeah, one of the staff called me pretty. was a guy btw. had to flash him one of my peace signs and i just know he swooned
the raise of your eyebrows returned, though you stifle a chuckle.
[9:21am, delivered]: he did not swoon i promise you
and another picture comes in, his face all up in the camera with a comical pout on his face and your laughter comes out more freely this time, basically hearing the looks you’re getting from the commuters in the subway, though your eyes are only focused on satoru, on the curvature of his lips and the peek of his baby blues behind the sunglasses you bought for him.
[9:22am, delivered]: joking. you’re so pretty, you know that right
years ago you would’ve told yourself that it’ll only fuel his ego, but that was long before gojo satoru had decided you were everything and more; where he values everything you say, where you’re all he worships. one compliment from you could shut him up forever.
[9:23am, delivered]: you should totally start a kissing booth for like …. $4 a kiss or something
it’ll be easy money ngl and then we can share the gains 
[9:23am, the strongest and handsomest and coolest husband 🩵]: woah… good idea baby. alright then!
and gojo satoru goes offline immediately, leaving you left out in the cold, confused and perplexed when the satoru??? where the hell did you go??? texts fail to be read. it’s not often he does it, usually sending you a plethora of hearts or some stupid ugly sticker before the conversation ends. on the way to the school, you’re continually texting him, too, looking way more distracted than you would like to be in front of the students.
“sensei? any reason why you keep checking your phone?” yuji asks after lunch in the classroom, both arms tucked under his head.
“hm?” you answer but your eyes are still glued to the screen, the taunting ‘last seen at 9:23am’ taunting you endlessly and megumi looks like he has half a mind to just blurt it out, but he thinks it’s worth seeing your reaction later as he takes one more look at his adoptive father’s updates, sending picture after picture of his progress and he keeps the device tucked under to avoid any suspicion.
[14:09pm, my terrible father figure i guess]: do NOT !!!! SEND THIS TO MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE . i wll literally humiliate you in training later if you do
megumi sighs.
[14:10pm delivered]: don’t you already? also stop texting me loser she’ll find out 
the raven-haired boy later is left to comfort you later when you’re holding onto the phone a little too tightly, and by then you’ve already gone through every possible thought. satoru dying, satoru meeting a curse that’s higher than a special grade, satoru on a rampage to kill the higher-ups, satoru—
“you’re going to die worrying about gojo-sensei like that.” and you roll your eyes, hand fishing around in your bag for the keys to your shared home while your eyes never leave megumi. it’s been like this for as long as you can remember: you being the voice of reason, megumi taking your rambles like he always has, gojo usually just laughs.
“yeah? well? how could i not?” you fumble with your keys and pick out the right one, putting it in the keyhole easily from the many times you’ve done it and you swing open the door, “not when he’s the strongest who has to take care of so many things without any rest! what if he got distracted and took down infinity? what if he—”
and sometimes you hated gojo’s compliance (you’re lying to yourself).
upon opening the door, the living room was full of cardboard boxes and cut out shapes, paint over the floor and on his jujutsu uniform, an all-knowing, but still stunning grin that you wanted to slap off of him. the chaos of the cardboard led to one thing: a small counter completed with a tip jar, his free cup of boba tea and a large sign that said kissing booth: $4 for a smooch!
and a smaller sentence is parenthesis, ‘free for my baby.’ the statement almost, almost gets you but you manage to ask him in a monotonous voice, “what are you doing, gojo satoru?”
“hi…?” megumi smiles secretly to himself before closing the door for you, putting the keys in your outstretched hand and it’s sort of the routine the three of you fall into everyday now. alas, with tsumiki staying in her university’s dorms, it was a little lonely for megumi, but the two of you were enough entertainment for him.
“well i was just listening to you!” gojo gestured to the whole place, which will probably be a pain to clean up, “who can blame my silly little brain for wanting to do a project to make my wife happy?”
you cross your arms in retaliation, but in all honestly, you wanted nothing but to greet the sorcerer with an embrace, something you’ve been meaning to do since your worrisome attitude from the morning. reluctantly, you frown while you make your way to the makeshift counter, immediately leaning forward before satoru puts a finger on your lips with a teasing smile.
“ah! four dollars please!”
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“i was really worried, y’know,” the words are muffled from the way you’re buried in his neck that night, inhaling the scent that you missed all day. it’s summer in japan at the moment, but you find yourself craving his skin more than ever, a hand going up to brush through his stark white hair.
“’m sorry, baby,” satoru pulls away from you, as with you, sending you a small smile before pecking your forehead, “i promise to tell you what i’m up to from now on.”
you lean forward to close the gap, and all the kisses you exchanged earlier were definitely not enough. softly, your arms wrap around his shoulders while a leg goes over his body, gojo sounding out a little surprised hum at your eagerness. smiling into the kiss, satoru only plants more kisses to your nose, your lids, to your eyebrows and your chin, and another gentle one to your lips.
“even if it’s arts and crafts or maybe attempting to make you some strawberry tarts.”
you slap his chest lightly, a faux shocked expression filling your features, “i thought we agreed no more strongest sorcerer in the kitchen?”
“of course, sweet girl,” satoru lands one last deep kiss to show you truly the extent of his love. but even then, he knew it wasn’t enough, so he hoped, at least his words were, “i only ever listen to your voice —  none else matters.”
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stevie-petey · 3 months
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A blurb from Steve's pov when bug started to pull away?
YESSSSS !!! ANGST !! PAIN !! I LOVE IT !!!
comin right up ;)
“what if the rich kid offered to buy you dinner to repay you?” steve isnt quite sure why hes asking you this or why his hands shake a little as he does so. theres a line somewhere that he knows hes just crossed. hes with nancy, hes in love with her and shes great and perfect but youre looking at steve with those eyes hes always found so lovely and warm and fuck.
why do you look so scared right now?
he fucked up.
“i cant.”
and there it is.
steves stomach drops. “oh, alright.”
you wont look at him. steve desperately wants your eyes back on him, with that glint in them that he secretly hopes is only for him, but they never come.
“you should leave.”
“already?” he hates how small his voice sounds. he hates how with just three words, youve reduced steve to the insecure little boy he swore to bury the second he entered middle school.
steve doesnt remember much else from that day. he knows he tried staying around longer, he knows that your eyes became cold when you told him no, he knows you closed yourself off. it happened within a second, but thats all it took.
he drove home in a daze. the books for nancy were thrown haphazardly across his passenger seat. he wished you were sitting there instead.
steve tries again the next day, figuring maybe you just wanted some space. he can annoying sometimes, he knows that. hes spent his whole life being told hes too much. he was wrong to just assume itd be different with you, but steve doesnt blame you whatsoever.
so when he walks into bookstrordinary and your coworker alex tells him to leave, steve crumbles. he goes back to his car and he cries. its humiliating and embarrassing and he hasnt cried like this since he was a stupid kid, but once he starts he cant stop.
he doesnt know what he did wrong.
summer goes by and steve misses you more than he ever thought he would, more than hes ever missed anyone. he knew losing would hurt, but fuck.
it feels like hes dying.
but you? you dont seem fazed at all.
steve sees you around town during the summer, jonathan always by your side, and when school starts he sees you in the halls and yet you never spare him a glance. it hurts. it really fucking hurts.
nancy eventually notices and asks what happened, but what can steve even tell her? that he spent years watching you from afar, admiring your selflessness and sincerity, and when you finally befriended him he became some hopelessly attached idiot?
no. he knows he cant tell nancy that.
“nothing, just some stuff with my dad.” which isnt a lie, but his stomach still twists with guilt.
she comforts him and steve smiles through it, but it isnt the same.
he misses you every day.
when he spins nancy around one day in the hall while shes talking to you and jonathan about some halloween party, steves weak.
youre staring at him and dressed in a pretty blue sweater that makes your eyes shine even more despite the shitty hallway lighting. you look the same as ever, soft and angelic and steve misses you so much that he risks it.
“i missed you,” he tells nancy.
but the words are for you.
you look away when he says it, and for a horrible second steve thinks hes been caught, but instead you grab jonathans hand and walk away and steve feels defeated.
“it’s been like an hour.” nancy teases him, reminding him of where he is and the role he still has to play.
you may be gone now, but hes still steve harrington. the good boyfriend, the popular rich kid. he cant escape that.
he pulls nancy into a kiss. “tell me about it.”
steve has lost you, but he has to keep playing his part. maybe one day youll see hes still trying, still holding onto his promise to be kind like you are.
he hopes you notice it.
maybe then he can make it up to you. have you with him again.
for now, all he can do is wait.
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luffyvace · 4 months
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Zoro x male reader headcanons
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from my list on my profile :)
btw keep in mind there will be no ‘dom’ in this relationship for these headcanons. i have nothing against it as long as it’s still sfw so don’t be afraid to request that :).
zoro wouldn’t stand for a weak s/o
he doesn’t wanna have to worry for you
so if your weak he’ll make you train with him
and if your not ‘great! let’s spar!’
it doesn’t matter if you use swords or a weapons at all
yall gon spar.
y’all prob fight even more than him and sanji at this point
but not actually angry fight—spar fight
he’ll even teach you his no swords style if he has to 😭
also he’s not a huge cuddle bug or anything but he’s always warm
he’ll grunt if you snuggle up to him for warmth but won’t move you or anything
another thing—he always has your back
especially in fights
not really in petty arguments with other people tho
he might join in on it but not on your side
just to tease you
but you know he means no harm
except for with ero cook
then he’ll team up with you
😭
zoros love languages are quality time and acts of service for sure
zoros quality time looks like working out together,
trying to understand whatever hobbies you like
drinking contests
sitting in solidarity silence
and his acts of service is
saving your butt in battle
going shopping together
any little favor you need really
if your carrying something heavy and almost drop it he’s got you
he shows he cares in little ways like that
zoro is the one to tell it like it is in the straw hats
like he did when usopp left
and he won’t be afraid to call you out on your crap if your wrong
hes not trying to alienate your or something
he just wants you to realize what your doing and change to be a better person
youll have to stop him from getting into trouble btw
like the time he almost shanked charlos
and you always makes sure he doesn’t get lost :)
may or may not come of with nick names for you depending on what you look like/do a lot
like with sanji and ero cook
but they’re less insulting
if your a more excitable person he won’t mind same with being a chill person
hes indifferent about a lot of things
hes chill with 90% personalities and 100% of looks
the 10% of personality he doesn’t like is sanji’s
apologies to sanji kinnies :)
you and zoro kinda always end up going wherever the other goes
like y’all are always together but like not on purpose
it’s cute to robin and nami
zoro would open up to you about his past a good amount of months into the relationship
but it won’t be at random
itll probably happen after you open up to him about yours
then he starts thinkin
’should i tell him?’
he decides he’ll take the opportunity when it comes to him
it was a much needed conversation that let him get a lot off his chest
especially about kuina
he never directly told anyone about who she was
he always just says i promised someone
or his childhood friend
but he never went into depth
which is just even more confirmation that he really loves and trusts you
communication with him is actually pretty good
some topics might get skimped though
if he does something you don’t like subconsciously
dont hesitate to come to him about it
it won’t offend him
he’s a tough cookie anyways he’ll be alright
plus he’s all about betterment
so he’s open to criticism as longs as your being genuine and not sarcastic
he’s also most likely to take it if it’s from you
yall trust each other with y’all lives 100% on another note
if you wanna go on dates?
ya mean drinking contests?
nahh jk
but it won’t be anything sappy because he refuses to take any advice from love cook
just chillin somewhere peaceful on an island
hopefully you have navigation skills or at least not his sense of direction so y’all don’t get lost 😭
don’t let him lead btw
he’ll try to and insist he knows where he’s going
no he dont
stop him
you have to be stern or he’s going his way
hes kinda stubborn
you love that part of him too tho
💖
i’m proud with the way these came out!
i hope any guy that reads this enjoys because there is 100% a lack of male content- so here you are! :)
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jewishdainix · 2 hours
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Guys promise me that on the fifth of june 2024 you will not send me anything like "happy birthday" or "mazal tov mina" isntead youll send "happy barricade day" and "it will all be alright mina, you just have to survive this i belive in you" and "you can have sex now"
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Im scared to ask you spmthong cuz i think youll eat me 😖
But i guess its a pretty cool way to die soo…
I LOVE YOUR HAIR!! its my favorite color and i bet it’s really soft! I want to wash it and braid it cuz its just so pretty🥺 so if you dont mind could i please take care of your hair I promise to be soft!
Ugh, fine... I guess that's alright
Just between you and me... I've always wanted braids. I think guys who sport braids look really cool... I wanna be cool too...
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autoandro-meda · 1 month
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already sent this to a couple of blogs that aint answered me yet, need someone to acknowledge and praise a bit. im so desperate to start my medical transition that i lifted a couple bottles of testosterone supplements from my local pharmacy. i hope it does something, anything for me. im hoping.
Hey anon. Kink gloves off im gonna talk to you real serious right now.
Ill just rip the bandaid off: that is not going to do what you want it to do (transition you). Testosterone supplements either do one of two things; decrease estrogen production on a very small level/ridiculously high dosage, or increase existing hormone production. Unfortunately, since we typically dont produce testosterone already, taking a t supplement does not work akin to hrt. Im sorry to tell you.
I was barred from HRT for a good while due to my families rejection of it, my healthcare not covering it, and only having 4 clinics in the state that would actually treat me (despite having branches all over the state.) It was miserable, i was misgendered everyday and mostly gave up on binding or doing anything. Anon if youre not doing good right now doing risky things out of desparation isnt going to help you. At best youll stressed yourself over something you now have to hide and at worst you get caught.
I do not know your situation but here are some broad things i can suggest to hopefully try and help you out/relieve any amount of dysphoria:
-im not sure if youre in the states and if so where but plannedparenthood is the usually referenced for a reason. I got to my HRT appointment and had no insurance and not enough money. So they lied about some stuff to get my fees waived. If it is legal where you are at least google you locations treatment pages/insurance options.
-there are simple forms of voice training you can do that do help lift spirits a bit. Im sure theres tons on youtube but my usual practice was cycling through specific syllables at the lowest pitch i could possible for a bit. So like, for the duration of a shower id be prattling off strings of noises like "Beng Bong, Heng Hong, Seng Song.." or "ka-ku-ki-ka-ku-ke-ka, ha-hu-hi-ha-hu-he-ha" trying tk do it in routine. You can laugh, i hope its funny.
-im not saying go hyperdrive workout routine but if you have the ability to be a bit more active some how i suggest it. I took a hour walk most days before i could start transitioning and it didnt change much but it made me feel more confortable.
-if working out is something you would wanna look into theres a ton of options for high protein foods/drinks that do help with muscle development (i used to be more into em when i started my transition.) Check if theres a place by you that does whey protein smoothies im so goddamn serious they taste so good and are the main reason i have Something Resembling Biceps
-i am behind a screen. I have a sort of idea of how i come off to my followers but take it from me i am 1 year into my hormones and its not been a very massive change at all. I look almost the same in my comparison pics, i hardly have facial hair, you realize quickly this is gonna take time. Which i mention as to say your transition will always be waiting for you and while right now it may seem out of reach or impossible i promise that will someday change.
-tip from me: dont shit where you eat. If youre gonna shoplift dont go to a pharmacy thats local to you, try to go somewheres you dont frequent. But for real stop stealing dick pills bro.
-i am taking this ask in good faith because i dont want to potentially shut this anon out, but if this is a troll or copypasta youre a piece of shit.
-if not, sorry about above, i hope you know you have a place with trans men who would love to support you in this difficult process because we know. Its alright.
-you gotta keep trying. With love.
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mountttmase · 2 months
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Omg after this just 2 chapters left??? 🥺🥺🥺
You didn’t know if the heat was getting to Mason, but he could barely keep his hands off of you as the week went on. WHO KNOWS WHY
It wasn’t just the sex though. He was right, you were his for the week and no matter where you were or what you were doing he was practically glued to your side. You were having the best week with him and all your friends and the little arrangement only made it even better. THSY ARE ALREADY A COUPLE, I CAN'T
You felt good. Better than good, you felt wanted and needed and even though you both promised that the friendship came first and no feelings would be involved you noticed you’d started to slip. AHHAHAHAHAHA NO FEELINGS, YEAH SURE
SHE IS STARTINGTO UNDERSTANDHER FEELINS???? OMG OMG OMG
‘I’ve never done pottery painting, I don’t think I’ll be any good’ you told Mason as you all approached the building. Him holding the door open for you and you smiled as you walked passed him. IM SURE YOULL BE AMAZING, CAUSE YOULL DO IT WITH LOVE🤭🤭🤭
Once she was done you were all allowed to go and pick your pottery, and once again you felt Mason brush up besides you as you looked for something to paint. LINGERING TOUCHES IN PUBLICCCCC 🤭
In the end you picked up a mug, wanting to paint Mason something too and then a mug for yourself before joining the girls. Sitting and gossiping as you let your creative juices flow and even though you were trying your hardest to paint something nice for Mason your lines were all wobbly and you thought it looked silly but you hoped it liked it. SHE MADE A MUG FOR HIM, AND THIS IS GOING TO BECOME HIS FAVOURITE MUG I KNOW THIS
‘That's pretty’ Mason smiled, taking up the seat next to you. ‘The mugs not too bad either’ HE DID NOT🤭🤭🤭🤭
‘Of course not’ you laughed, nodding your head to the side and you watched his eyes light up at the Spider-Man mug you’d painted for him. ‘I know it’s not great but I thought it might look good on your mug tree I got you’ you laughed, referring to the one you’d got him as a house warming gift and you watched his eyes soften as they flickered back between you and the mug. SHE MADE HIM A SPIDERMAN MUG??? DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY NOW?
‘It’s for your bakery. Thought it might look nicer than the coffee jar you’ve got sat by the till’ he laughed and your heart melted instantly. HE DID NOT, OMG THAT'S THE SWEETEST THING IVE EVER READ BABY
‘Oh Mase’ you laughed. Dropping your brush and pulling him in for a hug and he held you back just as tightly. Tucking his head into your neck as he was a little shy and your heart thumped at how lovely he had been. HONESTLY? CRYING
He was still in the kitchen grabbing himself a drink, promising to follow you outside shortly to join you and with a quick, sneaky pinch to his bum you took the few steps from the kitchen to outside. NAUGHTYYYY
I HATE BEN, THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED HER FEAR IN THE POOL SCENE???? OMG PERFECTION
‘It’s okay, you’re safe now. I’ve got you, yeah? I promise it’s alright’ OUR SAVIOUR
‘Y/n I-‘ Ben started from behind you but Mason was quick to cut him off for you. NOT NOW, SHUT UP
‘Can we just go inside’ you whispered through your tears and without so much a look in Bens direction, Mason lead you into the kitchen and away from everyone else before picking you up by your thighs and placing you on the counter. OH MY LITTLE GIRL
Once you were calm again you pulled back to look at him, a soft concerned expression on his face as he placed a soft kiss to your forehead and you couldn’t ignore the goosebumps that traveled over your arms at the gesture. His touch was grounding you more than you thought it would but the feel of his lips on your skin made you feel even better. HIS TOUCH OS CALMING HERRR🚨🚨🚨🚨
‘Y/n’ he sighed, but you could tell there was smile behind his voice as he slightly scolded you. ‘You need to tell me things like that. How am I supposed to look after you if I don’t know?’ I GASPED
‘Good’ he laughed before dropping his head to press a light kiss to your lips. OMG OMG OMG RULES MASONNNNN
You froze, that’s against the rules being your first thought but he didn’t seem to be reacting in any way so you kept your cool and acted like what he’d just done was normal even though it was anything but. IT IS NORMAL 😌😌😌😌
THEY ARE GOING OUTTTT
He was dressed in shorts and a tank, clearly throwing his own outfit together pretty hastily but looking at him still made your knees weak. The fact he’d have his tattoos on show for you today too made your tummy flip so when he held out his hand you took it straight away before he led you outside and thankfully you didn’t see anyone on the way out. Following Mason with your head down and once you were out he steered you towards the main town. I SCREAMED, HE TOOK HER HAND🥺🥺🥺
‘Whenever me and my family go away we get each other a magnet’ he told you, head motioning inside one of the tourist shops at a giant wall of magnets. ‘You go in here, I’ll go into the shop opposite and we can buy each other one. You know, one that reminds us of the other’ he explained but your silence made his face falter. ‘Or if that’s weird we can just-‘ YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT'S NOT A COUPLE CODED THING
OH CARLY 🥺🥺🥺🥺 MY FAVOURITE BESTIE
You met him outside where he was looking at you with a cheeky smile before quickly swapping the little paper bags they were hidden in, both bursting into fits of giggles when you saw you’d bought each other the same one. THEY DID NOT
‘You fancy a walk on the beach? We can stay away from the water if you want’ he smiled but you just laughed and took his outstretched hand. Walking along the shore as he intwinted his fingers with yours. AHHAHAHAH SILLY
It all felt so surreal, getting caught up in the moment even though you know you shouldn’t have, but the way he was acting so soft and caring with you made your heart flutter and you had to remind yourself often that he was still just your friend. JUST, PFF....
He stopped suddenly, pulling his phone out his his pocket before seemingly trying to take a picture of the sand in front of you and you were confused as to what he was doing until he threw a peace sign up in the air, looking down to see his shadow on the sand so you joined in as he took a few more. Both giggling away until he placed his arm around your waist and pulled you flush against his side before popping a kiss on your forehead and snapping a picture. THEY ARE THE CUTEST COUPLE NOT COUPLE IN THIS WORLD OMG
You looked up at him carefully, his bright eyes looking down into yours and the urge to kiss him was stronger than ever. He beat you to it though, planting another illegal kiss on your lips softly before taking your hand again so you could carry on walking. ANOTHER ONEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAA
‘Don’t be silly, I’d rather hang out with you anyway. I was thinking, maybe we could grab some dinner out? Unless you wanna go back, we can do that too’ he told you, rushing at the end like he thought he’d overstepped but you were enjoying your alone time with him so you sent him a reassuring smile. THE FACT THAT HE DOESN'T WANT TO SCARE HER SO HE IMMEDIATELY GAVE HER AN OPTION B
‘I mean I think you look great but whatever you want’ he winked, squeezing your sides playfully. I SCREAMED
THEIR LITTLE MOMENT AT THE BEACH??? OMG
‘You deserve to be happy too’ you told him, moving your shoulders round slightly so you could look at him and you almost melted when his hand came to rest on your cheek so he could stroke it gently. THIS??? HE IS HAPPY WOTH YOUUUU
‘I think so too’ you whispered, your smile mirroring his as he continued to gently stroke your cheek. ‘Though I miss having you around’‘I miss you too’ he smiled THEY MISS EACH OTHER
‘Your cake’s obviously’ he laughed, making you roll your eyes playfully as you looked away from him but he was quick to hold you closer and scatter kisses on top of your head until you looked back. ‘I’m kidding. It’s mostly you’ I WOULD MISS HER CAKES TOO
SHE KISSED HIMMMMMM
Kissing Mason like this made you feel giddy. You were breaking every rule in the book but there was no intent behind it, just two people showing the other how they felt and you hope Mason could tell how much you appreciated him for everything I'M SCREAMING
‘You don’t have to thank me or repay me’🤭🤭🤭🤭
‘Well do you send me cakes a lot’ he winked, ‘and you're always there for my games, good times and bad you're by my side so I appreciate you too. More than you know’ he told you softly. A warm fuzzy feeling spreading over your skin and you didn’t have the confidence to look at him anymore so you faced forward as the pair of you snuggled closer and listened to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore. I'M SO IN LOVE
‘Shall we head back? You’re starting to get cold and I don’t have anything for you’ Mason asked after a little while and even though you were content in his arms you knew it was getting late and you’d have to head back soon so you begrudgingly nodded. THE CARE HE HAS
‘You wanna come in here for a bit?’ He asked, making you raise your brows at him suggestively but he was quick to settle you. ‘Nothing like that, I just thought we could hang out for a bit. Watch a movie before bed?’ OHHHHH
‘Yeah I just… I don’t wanna leave you yet like it feels weird to me’‘It feels weird to me too’ you admitted shyly and your heart stuttered at his soft smile. ‘Listen, I’m just gonna have a quick shower, get changed and run upstairs for a water. You want me to get you anything?’ I FELT THIS IN MY BELLY OMG
After your shower you found one of your nicer sets of pjs and you made your way upstairs but the sight in front of you made guilt rush through you. There was Ben, his face sat propped up on his fists as he leant against the counter and you could see how miserable he looked just from a glance. THERE HE IS😒😒😒😒
Without another word you made your way over to him, touching his shoulder so he’d turn a bit before pulling him into your arms. You felt him relax immediately as he held you tightly and you rubbed his back gently hoping to let him know everything was fine between you. SHE IS CUTE
‘It’s fine I deserved a telling off’ he smiled shyly and you couldn’t help but let out a small laugh. ‘You promise you’re alright?’ ILL FORGIVE HIM
‘Well if you fancy a lesson I can try and teach you. We can call it part of my apology’ he offered and even though you were petrified you wanted to do something to make him feel better. SILLY
‘You too’ you smiled and with a quick kiss to your cheek you both made your separate ways to your rooms. You didn’t bother knocking when you got to Mason's room, walking in so you could drop the snacks and drinks straight onto the bed but after you’d shut the door and finally caught sight of him, your mouth went dry. YEAH JUST A MOVIE
It was a comfortable silence, but then again you were always comfortable around Mason. The pair of you munching your way through your snacks as you absentmindedly watched the film that was on until you felt him reach for his phone. Tapping away for a few minutes before he placed it back on the bed until you felt your own phone buzz on the side table. THE PICSSSS
YOU ALREADY KNOW I LOVE THE PICS YOU CHOSE FOR THE AIRDROP
‘Just some pictures I’ve taken this week that I thought you might like’ he told you. Trying to shrug it off but you knew he knew what he’d done was special to you. ‘I thought maybe you could use some for your daily instagram dumps you seem to love. Do you like them?’ SCREAMINGGGG
‘That's okay. I know the others were constantly asking the boys to take pictures and I didn’t want you left out. I’ve kept a few for myself though’ he teased. Making you laugh as you looked back up at him. OMG AHAHHAHAH
‘Don’t be silly, stay here tonight’ THEY SHARED A BED, AND THEY WERENT IN THE BED CAUSE OF SEX🚨🚨🚨🚨
‘Sorry, Mase. I didn’t mean to wake you’ you whispered, crawling back into his arms but you let him spoon you this time, smiling at the feel of his arms around you and his lips pressed to the base of your neck. I'M NOT FEELING GOOD
THIS WAS SOFT AND LAZY SEX🚨🚨 OMG
The pair of you didn’t move, Mason just feeling heavier and heavier as he sunk into you even more. Falling straight back to sleep so you joined him knowing you’d hadn’t felt this content in the longest time. MY BABIESSSSS
OMG
I'M IN LOVE WITH THEM??? LIKE??? THEY'RE A COUPLE CLEARLY
THE MUGS PART WAS SO SWEET🥺🥺 AND THE FACT THAG THEY MADE SOMETHING THAT REMINDED THEM OF EACH OTHER???
THEN THE MOMENT WITH BEN? OMG I HATED HIM SO MUCHHH
BUT OUR SAVIOUR MOUNT CAME TO SAVE HIS GIRL
THEIR DAY TOGETHER???? BABIESSSSS
AND THEN BEN APOLOGISING 🥺 HE WAS CUTE
THEM SLEEPINGGG IN THE SAME BEDDDDD
AMD THE LAZY SEXXXXX AAAAAAA
THEY BROKE A LOT OF RULES KN THIS ONEEEEE
ALL THOSE KISSES🥺🥺🥺🥺
I LOVED ITTT
OMG
WEDNESDAY IS SOOOO FAR AWAYYYYYY
I CAN'T WAITTT
BUT ILL MISS THEM ONCE ITS DONEEEE
THAT WAS PERFECT BESTIE, I LOVED AND FELT EVERY EMOTION THEY FELT🥺
THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS PERFECT WORLD WITH US🩷🩷🩷🩷 ITS AN HONOUR BEING ABLE TO READ IT
MY FAVOURITE PART ABOUT POSTING
They’re so in love 😭 but all the kisses make up for it I think 🤭
And yes a lot of rules have been broken but it’s okay 😩
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baelikescatsduh · 2 years
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How Different ''The Black Phone'' Characters Play Roblox | Shitpost 💀
pls i had like the best convo ever with @largekidney earlier and i wanted to make a little hc out of it because that was the funniest shit ever 😭
all of the credit goes to @largekidney because he was the one who came up with the idea in the first place <333 hope yall enjoy, just a shitpost so like take it with a grain of salt pls!!
tws: cursing
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• oh lord, how do i even start?
• lets use speed run 4 as an example...
• robin would get so damn pissed, not as bad as vance but swearing in spanish at the top of his lungs whenever he dies 😭
• robin: "maldito coño!" finny: "robin, its okay! youll get it this time, i promise. ill wait for you at the end, okay?"
• finny wouldnt get that angry, but if he did start heating up he'd do breathing exercises to calm down.
• gwen, same as robin, would be screaming, about to snap the phone in half after falling right before finishing the level.
• gwen: "what the actual fuck? i literally pressed the jump button dumbass!"
• bruce is a total pacifist, and is somehow so damn good at the game at the same time. hed only mess up like once or twice throughout the entire time, while making tiny little comments like "patience is the key" and shit like that.
• billy would be pretty chill as well, taking his sweet, sweet time on every level. so like, 7 minutes every level. him, bruce, and griffin would both be chilling in the corner, peacefully playing speed run 4 as vance, robin and gwen complained and whined like little toddlers the entire time.
• finny would be sitting with robin, gwen, and vance and was giving them therapy sessions each time they died.
• finny: "vance, its going to be alright, you can just respawn." vance: "whatever, but if i fall one more damn time everybody here is going to fucking die."
• vance... our sweet vance. his blood pressure would be through the roof while playing this game. like, muttering death threats and punching the wall each time he died. saying one bad word after another, this man has no chill whatsoever. this is why nobody played anything with vance, because if he messed up or died more than once you would see steam literally coming out of his ears.
• vance: "what the fucking god damn hell? this is the most stupidest fucking thing ive ever played in my entire fucking life. this shit sucks ass, im going to strangle the dickweed who made this bullshit game."
• the grabber? oh my god. this man wouldnt even know how to move, pressing the middle of the screen as he just sat there and stared at the phone, wondering how the hell he was going to get through the game when he couldnt even figure out how to walk forward. 💀
• the grabber: "max, max?? how the fuck does this work, im pressing on the screen and im not going anywhere, i thought they said i had to press the button to move? im pressing it, and pretty damn hard too. this is too complicated."
• and lastly, griffin. he wouldnt even pick up the phone, he was more of a 'watch someone play the game' type of person, and would cheer them on as he watched them play. he would mostly watch billy, and both of them would secretly shit on everybody else. (besides bruce lmao, but bruce would refuse to talk shit with them and just minded his own business.)
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urlatibule · 3 months
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alright here it goes. im going to say everything. everything ive been holding back for so so so long.
i love you. i love you so unbelievably much that i dont know what to do with myself. i love you to the point where i find my life so entrenched in you you you you.
but heres the thing. i dont think you love me the same way. or maybe you dont love me at all. because you have hurt me through so many god stupid things that i would have never done to you. sounds like a silly promise when im not in your place and maybe i wouldve acted differently if i was you. but. im struggling too. i try not to tell you about it too much because im afraid itll be like last time and ill become a burden and youll be gone again. but im struggling too. my grades are falling too. my life is crumbling too. yet i will still put you first forever. if you asked me this second to drop out of school i would. i dont care how destructive it would be to my life. my life is thoroughly destroyed anyways. i have torn it apart with my own bare hands for you and i, like an idiot, dont regret it at all. but you keep treating me as a burden you need to bear. i dont think its love. i think its pity. you pity me.
heres the thing. i cant keep waiting for you like some kind of dog. because im not. and despite the way ive nearly contorted myself into a dog for you. in the end i am still a person and i am alive and i am alive and i am alive. and i am not a dead body that will lay peacefully in its grave, waiting for you to come back and whisper to it your pity. i am not some dog you can leash to a pole and expect to come back to. i will bite through the wood of the fence itself, i will splinter my own tongue and be free.
i love you now and later and always and forever. but i cant continue like this. everytime you interacted with me i instantly thought “what if i got too much again. what if you hate me again.” and i cant do that anymore. i need to live too. you know? you cant just decide everything on your own with no warning and just expect me to be okay. you cant expect me to act happy all the time. i cant do that for you no matter how much i want to.
so heres how it needs to be. either you need to be able to talk to me. clearly and honestly and genuinely. i dont think you understand how much it fucking hurts when a second before you would tell me that you love me and then immediately switch on me and say that you love me but we cant talk anymore. i live in constant fear of you leaving. the other way this could work out is if i learned to let go. if i learn how to not care as much. and thats going to take a bit for me to learn. so i think its a good thing you decided to leave for a bit right now.
im so tired of the way the world treats me. im struggling too. but i will always love you and you will always come before me. but i need to survive first to be there for you. i cant beg at your feet forever for your love. if you come back ill be standing there waiting. ill stand next to you this time. and ill look human. i am not a dog.
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moonchildstyles · 1 year
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on that same note I think harry would tease you about how big he is 🤕 he's always like "i don't know, i think you might be too small to take me... you get so whiny when i use my fingers so how are you gonna take all of me?" and you're begging with your eyes and saying "I can, i promise I can, I'll be so good and I'll take it all I will please 🥺" and he knows he's gonna give you what you both want but he likes to tease a little first so he says "I'm not sure... you'll feel me, all the way in your tummy, you know that?" and he would rub his hand over your lower stomach and murmur "right here, I'll be so deep you'll feel me all the way here" and you clutch at his wrist and say "I know, i want it so bad please let me feel it" and he would smirk at how needy you are 🤕 he would say "alright, I'm gonna give my pretty baby what she wants then" and he would work your panties down your legs 🤕 they're already soaked through from when he fingered you but he doesn't seem to mind 🤕 he says "think you're wet enough for me?maybe i should make you touch yourself, make yourself cum again before you get what you want" and you shake your head saying "I am, I'm already wet enough I promise, just please 🥺" so he runs his fingers against you and says "you weren't kidding, you really made a mess didn't you?" and he's so mean bc he knows you like it 🤕 finally he decides he's done teasing so he positions himself over you so he can cage you in and make you feel even smaller and he starts to push inside 🤕 he goes soooo slow to make sure you feel every inch 🤕 your eyes are closed because it feels so good but he doesn't like that, he taps his fingers on your jaw and says "look at me when I'm touching you" in a stern voice 🤕 you manage to open your eyes for a little bit but having him meet your stare on top of everything else you're feeling is too much so they slip closed again and you shake your head saying "i can't, it's too much i just-" and you cut yourself off with a sharp gasp when he thrusts the rest of the way in 🤕 he would say "that's okay baby, just feeling too good you can't even look at me, hm? I knew you'd get like this, knew it'd be too much for my pretty baby" and you nod and clutch at his arm 🤕 he gets soft for a minute and says "feeling okay sweet girl? you have to tell me if it's too much or if it's hurting" and you nod, you say "it feels so so good, just need a minute then you can- you can move" and he nods, running his fingers along your chest and collarbones to help calm you 🤕 when you finally breathe out that you're ready he would be so mean again 🤕 he would pull out so slow and tease you the whole time for how much you're moaning, but he wouldn't be able to help but moan a little too bc you're clenching him so tightly 🤕 when he pushes back in he would for sure use one hand to press down on your tummy and he would smirk when you gasp, he would say "what did I tell you? said you were gonna feel it in your tummy, I was right wasn't i?" and you nod, grabbing his arm to hold him there 🤕he would reach down to rub over your clit just the way you like and he would lean closer to whisper in your ear "want you to cum for me pretty girl" 🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕
I need to go to the vet to be put down because oh my GOD????????
bestie i.....I don't even know what to add just the idea f him teasing you like idk if im gonna fit are you sure you can handle ti???? like....maybe even measuring like putting his c*ck down on your lower tummy showing you jsut where youll feel him and "are you sure baby? right under your belly button, you really think you can handle that?" and HFSIUFGHOSUHFSUF LAYING OVE YOU RO MAKE YOUR FEEL EVEN MORE LIKE......JUST........UBNDER HUM DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN??????? AND GETTING TO TOUCH HIS SHOULDERS AND NAIKS DOWN HIS TUMMY SHFUSHFOAH SICK SICK SICK SICK !!!!! nad.....I need to be so normal rn but......I really.......the idea of closing your eyes because it's jsut so much and he was right like it really is in your tummy like moving shit around but he needs to see your eyes he needs to see how you looked hone youre getting fucked by him and TAPPING YOUR JAW??? GETTING YOUR ATTENTION????? yeah okay......and getting soft waiting for the go ahead to move and really start giving it to you only after he knows that youre feeling good and happy and safe and loved but then its back to playing and hes teasing you im.........so clinically insane
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impossibletruths · 6 months
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I cannot fucking believe ive actually found your blog holy fucking shit i dont even know whether you still like really use it anymore or not but i really hope youll see this ask at some point and i know this makes no sense right now but i promise i shall explain
so i would like to begin by saying that the last time ive seen your blog was like 3 whole fucking years ago or 4 or smth like that and you were one of my favourite fanfic writers when i was into the goddamned fucking magicians (yes big yikes i know) your haircutting fic with eliot and quentin post monster unironically still lives in my head rent free years later whenever i remember that the magicians existed at some point like that one fic changed my brain fucking chemistry at the time i read it i fucking swear
anyway anyway moving on with the explanation back then you were also into mdzs which i had NO idea what it was nor did i really care to find out cause i was deep as fuck in my hyperfixation and THEN a bit later after my magicians hyperfixation went down the drain it just so happened that a shitload of the people i was following or mutuals of mine got really into mdzs in that period of time (might have been popular during that period i dunno) so i looked into it a bit right and i saw that its complicated as fuck and theres books tv series manhua donghua movies and so many fucking things i was like hell fucking no god thats a lot
so ANYWAY FLASH FORWARD YEARS FUCKING LATER yesterday i was looking for something to watch right and guess fucking what unironically out of the goddamned motherfucking depths of my subconscious comes out "mdzs" now i didnt even fucking remember what that was at this point in time so i looked it up AGAIN found out about it AGAIN and then STARTED FUCKING WATCHING IT and NOW literally RIGHT NOW im on the last fucking episode of the first season of the donghua and out of absolutely nowhere it just hit me over the head that YOU PERSONALLY are literally the sole reason why i got into this fucking thing YEARS LATER you somehow got a stranger into a new hyperfixation YEARS after they had last even seen your blog
so anyway ive been literally tracking down your blog for thr past HOUR i tried searching for you on tumblr ao3 AND google and i was just gonna give up and then somehow i actually FOUND YOU and again i have no idea whether youll even see or read this but i literally just wanted you to know that you SOMEHOW gave someone from years into the future a fucking hyperfixation which is wild and very very funny and that i am personally fucking victimised by you because my heart cannot fucking take this shit like god fucking damn
anyway god this was long if you ever see this i hope youre doing alright i dont know whether youre still writing or nah but please know that i always highly enjoyed your works when i read them and i still hold the same opinion about how amazing your writing is even now years later and yeah hope youre fine and your life is good cheers take care of yourself
omgggggggg honestly congrats on the sleuthing and I'm honored you remember the haircut fic (fuckin' rip the magicians pour one tf out). Sorry to snipe you multiple years into the future with the MDZS bug but I hope you enjoy it!!
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carehounds · 1 year
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WHs popularity is honestly so so scary and has driven me to not want to share my creations because of fear of what people will do against my wishes (nsfw, hcs/ships that go against my wishes/canon, etc)
Alright, I know it seems that the things happening are distressing, and it is! I feel that way too, but it would kill me to hear that a handful of people were driven away from their own creations because of it.
Please dont let whatever happening to ever deter you from your own characters! Its a very reasonable fear knowing we really cant assure what people will do and what they will think. Alot of people have a similar worry over things like that and it is very terrifying! Its perfectly fine to feel that way but i hope that anxiety doesn't worry you to the point of fearing getting them out there.
take a well meaning break, play some games! It may seem scary but one thing i can assure is the risk is definitely worth taking to get them out there and forming a community! Thats the joy of it all! Youll be fine, I promise.
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flowerslut · 4 months
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ROOTS WHERE I FEEL RABID
LMFAOOO LISTENNNN YOULL GET SOME ROOTS SOON I SWEAR ALRIGHT I KNOW I KNOW 💀
but ok just to update y’all on my life real quick: i’m currently on day 3 of a 7 day work week (three different jobs) and on hour 13 of my individual workday and I’m in ALSO the middle of moving (we signed the lease friday night and I am literally getting off work in an hour to drive across town and drop off boxes only to head home for a handful of hours of sleep) and the fall semester just ended TWO nights ago and also I haven’t been able to write/edit ANYTHING that isn’t just the same budget redone 17 ways and I have Many podcast episodes I have to edit over the next few weeks before the new year starts and my accelerated winter class begins also have I mentioned that i’m sooooooooo sleepy. not that i’m complaining here this message made me laugh and i love you so sosososo terribly anon but it might provide context for my relentless girlgrinding (😏) that I must do to survive (pay for bills and moving expenses) and in order to make my new lifestyle with @lambdarubisco and @perihelions-crew possible. anyways I love you and I promise you you’ll get roots soon. maybe tomorrow. hopefully. fingers crossed bestie 🤪
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