Successes, Loyalties, and Laurel Leaves
Coriolanus Snow x Reader
~Description~
“Unfortunately the girl never responded to his love. It was not usual or possible for a nymph or a mortal woman in Greek mythology to resist the love of a god, but Daphne did so and in fact, she lost her life trying to escape this love.” - The Myth of Apollo and Daphne.
~Warnings~
Rape/non-consent, loss of virginity, obsessive behavior, murder
Part 1: The Search
Coriolanus Snow.
Owner of the Plinth fortune.
Future Head Gamemaker.
And most importantly future President of Panem.
Coriolanus was finally home, studying under the wing of his professor Dr. Gaul. He had his ancestral home back in his custody. He had his family and power back.
Snow lands on top as always…
…But he needed one more thing. He didn’t desire it but he knew he would need one.
A wife.
One with good political standing. One that was dumb but not too insipid. He needed one that was interesting enough if he wanted to continue his career.
He first thought of Livia Cardew.
She and her pointed little face would make for a good First Lady. Even if she was a gloating little girl just like now. He watched as she smiled proudly probably at another “accomplishment” she made. He continued to stare at her with a blank expression. Then he saw you and his expression, in the slightest, shifted.
He has never seen you before. He tried to pry his mind but never came up. That’s when he figured out you were new. He would’ve known you because he kept tabs on anyone. He was for sure you’ve never appeared in the capital before.
He made his way towards you, towards Livia who was already brushing you off like a toy she was done playing with.
“Coriolanus Snow,” Livia sighed as he drew close to her.
“Livia Cardew,” he said with a small bow and the most non-threatening smile he could come up with. It was quiet for a few seconds before Livia looked at you and finally remembered you were there.
“Coriolanus, this is my cousin.”
You did a small bow with a shy smile. You obviously weren’t comfortable with the amount of people that were here which made Coriolanus think that you probably weren’t around many people from whatever dwelling you came from.
He looked down at your dress. You wore a modest dress that could’ve been viewed as a hammy down if it was on anyone else. It was still pretty on you and hugged your figure in a good enough way he supposed.
“Did you just come to the Capitol?” Coriolanus asked.
You shook your head and then started talking, more mumbling and stuttering than talking.
“My family has been here we have just been in hiding.”
“You make yourself sound so ominous,” Livia laughed crudely. “Her father thought it would be safer if she stayed home. Away from the troubles of Panem.”
“You must find yourself lucky then,” Coriolanus said with a stiff smile.
“No, not quite. Mother thinks I needed to start meeting kids my own age. It’s been a lot harder than I expected.” You were staring down at your shoes. Barely holding eye contact.
Coriolanus smiled. It was endearing the way you held yourself. Shy and quiet it was refreshing in a way. You were a quiet little bird waiting for something to make you sing. He would make you sing.
“Well, I hoped to see more of you. You’ll have to meet my cousin Tigris. She would honestly love you,” he said.
Finally, did you hold his stare. A smile bloomed on your lips. You were almost excited that someone invited you to something as simple as meeting a cousin.
A woman with a wrinkled face called your name. She looked elegant as she walked towards you. She smiled as she saw Coriolanus.
“Mother,” you said as you kissed both of her cheeks.
“Coriolanus Snow,” the older woman bowed. “I see you’ve met my daughter. It’s a pleasure to meet you.”
He saw the resemblance now. The same sweet smile and the same twinkle in your eyes.
“The pleasure is all mine.”
“I fear we have to go now but please send us a letter. We would love to have you over,” Your mother chirped.
“Of course, have a good night to you both.”
He watched you as you walked off. He bid Livia farewell as well but he couldn’t care to hold her stare. His eyes were on you.
Only you.
. . .
Coriolanus stared at you as you picked up a small budding rose. It was pink with shades of magenta near the top of the petals. He walked closer.
“That’s a nice one,” he said. You jumped at the suddenness of his voice. “I didn’t mean to scare you.”
“No… it’s fine. I do that a lot. What brings you here?” You asked as, what seemed like, a coy smile etched onto your face.
“I like to walk around the gardens here. The roses are always so beautiful this time around…” Coriolanus leaned over a bush and grabbed a white one. No imperfections. It was simple, pure, and perfect. “Here, this one is a nicer one.”
“I couldn’t… pa- my father doesn’t like roses much and you picked it it’s too pretty for me,” you spoke in such a soft tone Coriolanus couldn’t help but smile.
“It’s as pretty as you.” He said quietly but you heard all the same.
You shook your head.
“I-“
Coriolanus was close now. You could feel his hand take yours and then lay the rose on it.
“A beauty deserves to be shared.”
“Of course,” you whispered.
Then he left without saying another word to you.
Part 2: The Hunt
It’s been a couple of weeks since that encounter. Coriolanus couldn’t help but think about how flustered you got when he called you pretty.
It was just too easy. You were going to be wrapped around his slender little finger.
Coriolanus could imagine it now. You on his arm. No, there was no need for Livia Cardew when you were right there. Pristine and perfect.
And Innocent.
He would have to fix that. You were unknowing of what this cruel world has to offer. He would show you slowly. Made sure not to scare you at first. Then he would show you everything you needed to know.
He was abruptly forced out of his little daydream of you when Dr. Gaul asked her question again.
“If we can’t control the districts what would need to be done?”
Coriolanus pondered on that question.
Control.
His mind drifted towards you. If he couldn’t control the districts then he would need to keep them in line. In check. Show them that no disobedience would be tolerated.
“Punishment,” it was all Coriolanus said.
Dr. Gaul smiled before shaking her head.
“A distraction. A moment of confusion. They need a sense of safety. When they feel safe. We pull it away. So they believe that they will need to earn it,” she said as she walked away from him. Her hands were politely behind her back, making her appear taller than she was.
“If we punished them every time they acted out of line. We would have no choice back to exterminate their whole line. They need to be reliant on us for this to work.”
Coriolanus thought about you again and then about what Dr. Gaul said. For this to work for him to own you. He would have to make you believe you were safe and then rip the safety out from under you.
It was a perfect plan.
. . .
You were pretty enough.
Too pretty for any boy around the capitol that’s for sure. He thought as he stared at you. You all were in the garden. You were practicing how to braid on one of your little dolls. While Coriolanus was helping out with your mother tending to the new flowers she was putting in.
Sunflowers.
Your favorite apparently. Coriolanus wasn’t really fond of sunflowers but it would have to do for the time being.
He knew that it was only a matter of time before you were going to be poked and prodded like a toy. You made your societal debut at the little party he first saw you at. He knew that he wasn’t the only one that could’ve had his eyes on you.
Luckily for him, it wasn’t hard for him to work his way into your family. They were grateful that a Snow was even graced in their presence.
He figured out his plan for marriage which wasn’t a difficult one. Your mother practically saw him as a son and your father was adamant about him being at the house. He was already playing house with your family. All he needed to do was add you to the game as well.
He knew that step would involve your father.
Coriolanus stepped into the shade sweat was glistening on his back and his shirt was sticking to him. He could feel your eyes staring at him. You probably haven’t seen any men other than your father. He would be the one to change that.
Because you were his.
No one else’s just his.
He needed you to know that. To understand that. You were going to be his First Lady. The mother to his kids. The perfect, pristine Snow family.
The house of Snow would flourish with you as one of its heads.
He didn’t need to know your personality, your dreams, or whatever aspirations you had because you were already destined to become his.
Yes, he barely knew you now but he will with time of course.
Coriolanus would bring you out. He would show you off to the world and then you wouldn’t have to be learning how to braid on silly little dolls.
He drew closer to you and you shuffled a bit in your chair before huffing. It was quiet but he still heard the little noise come out of your mouth.
“What kind of braid are you practicing?”
You peered up at him.
“I’m practicing a fishtail braid. Livy wanted me to so I could do her hair for one of her parties,” you said as you put your focus back on your braid.
“How sweet. I’m sure she will like it. You’re already quite skilled from what I can tell.”
“Thank you, Mr. Snow.”
He chuckled at your formality. He was at your house often and you were still so formal with him. He smiled down at you before taking a seat in the chair next to you.
“Mr. Snow-“
“Please call me Coriolanus.”
“Coriolanus… what do you want from my family? You’ve been truly helpful but I just… I don’t quite understand what we could even provide you for you want to help,” you said.
You stopped braiding altogether and stared at him. You met his eyes and for the first time, he saw the light in your eyes. You had fire. He smiled at you.
“What can I say? When I see people in need I feel inclined to help them,” that’s all he said and then he left.
. . .
It wasn’t that hard to make your parents love him. He was the best thing that ever happened to your family. He made their lives better while slowly making yours miserable. It seemed like they poured most of their time into him. You were being slowly shoved into the background.
All he needed now was you. To make you think you’re safe as well in his presence but for some reason. He could never find you alone.
Anytime you were out. You would only be there for a few minutes before you went back into the seclusion that was your room.
You kept yourself hidden. It made sense you were never in the presence of people your age, so you making yourself scarce was reasonable. What wasn’t reasonable was not talking to him ever. After your small conversation that day you never spoke to him again.
He didn’t really know why it was that way. He was mad at first. Angry even that you kept yourself hidden away. He was in your home 24/7. He had his own room and his own seat at your dinner table. Practically part of your family because of your trusting parents.
So he made an effort to find you. It was like a game of sorts. The hunt to find you throughout your own home.
Most of the time you were in your room but on the days he was lucky he would find you in the library. In a secluded area. You never figured out how he always seemed to find you. The answer was he was a watcher and you were his favorite thing to watch.
Anytime he did find you he would never speak just mimicked whatever you did until you left. He liked to see your reaction to it. How your face would drop at the sight of him. How your breathing would pick up when you were in the same room as him.
You were like a little bunny, hopping around the forest hoping the big wolf wouldn’t find you. However, he always did because he never stopped the hunt.
He spotted you swiftly going up to the attic. It was perfect because no one would ever think to look up there for you.
He made his ascent to the attic. The place was old and dusty. It smelled of old books.
You were sitting looking out of the window. A small sniffle caught his ears. He smiled before turning it to a frown.
“What’s wrong?”
You suddenly flinched and swiftly turned your head.
“What- why… what do you need?” You got up swiftly. “I’ll leave.”
“Don’t go on my account. Please. I heard sniffling. I just wanted to see if you’re alright.”
You turned your head in a moment of thought.
You shook your head.
“No. I’m not.” You sat back down, pulling your shawl over yourself. You faced the window. It was colder now. The blistering heat was finally over. Snow made its way through the windy streets of Panem.
“What’s bothering you?” He whispered stepping a bit closer in your direction but not too close to scare you away.
“It’s just… I’ve been alone my entire life and then finally the world is opened up to me. I have family outside of this home. A cousin my age. Other people who are my age are now known to me. But I still can’t make friends. I’m still so lonely.”
He was about to speak up but then you opened your mouth again.
“Then you showed up and kept showing up. You live here now. You’re practically a family member, a brother I can’t help but be… jealous, and angry even at the sight of you. My parents, they love me but not in the way they love you.”
He was quiet. You turned your head towards him. Tears were brimming in your eyes. You never notice how close he was now. He held his hand on your cheek causing you to flinch away. Still, he wiped your tears.
“You don’t have to feel like you’re alone now.”
“What…”
A kiss was planted on your lips. He was kneeling and holding your face. Your lips were soft against his. Your cheeks were even softer as he held it.
It was like that for a couple of seconds minutes maybe before he felt a sharp pain on his lower lip that caused him to hiss out.
You were still as he stared at you. There was nothing on your face. No emotion.
You stood up and walked away. Coriolanus was quick to grab your hand but you were even quicker at pulling it out of his grasp.
He smiled as he touched his lips and stared at the blood that coated his fingers. You had a fire.
A fire he would like to restrain.
. . .
If Coriolanus were surprised that your father called him into the office the next day he was proud to say he wasn’t. He expected it but what he didn’t expect was that your father ask him to marry you.
“My daughter… she’s a sweet girl,” he mustered. “And she has such an interesting view of life.”
Coriolanus remained silent as your father took a deep breath. Like he was about to ask something from him that was impossible.
“You’ve shown so many acts of kindness to our family but my wife and I were wondering if you would marry our girl. You wouldn’t have to worry about her dowry.”
And there it was. The groveling. He was going to marry you. You were going to be his. He was going to own you. Coriolanus didn’t smile. He made sure not to. He gave thought to what his next words were going to be.
“Sir, are you sure? I mean it would be an honor but-“
“Please this is the only thing I can give you for being so generous to our family.”
“Then, I graciously accept to wed your daughter she will know nothing but happiness,” Coriolanus smirked as your father brought him into a hug. It was as if the old fool was going to cry.
. . .
You stared at the floor or the attic. You came back for no reason other than to scream. Even then you couldn’t do it.
You were angry that your parents foolishly believed this man who infiltrated your family. Your own home. Now he was coming for you.
You had a small inkling but you didn’t want to believe it. It was a foolish thought, a dumb idea that you thought was self-absorbed. It wasn’t. You were right. Someone out there did want you but in a sense of owning you.
You knew the kind of person Coriolanus Snow was. You didn’t know the world well enough to make sense of why people do the things they do. But even you could read Coriolanus Snow.
You balled your hands into fists. You were leaving tonight.
And no one was stopping you.
You walked down to your room. You made sure to pack some the night before. The night they told you about your marriage to the man who snaked his way into your family.
You started to cry and you got even more upset. You needed to pull yourself together but this was too much. Running away from home. You could possibly go to Livy’s. Hide in her bedroom for a few days then try to get onto a train that left for one of the districts maybe. It was a good plan in your mind. You still had a lot to learn about this new darker world you lived in.
“What are you doing, wife?”
You flinched at the sound of his voice. You wanted to laugh at the word wife but you couldn’t. You couldn’t even move. You turned around and saw the way his eyes stared down at you like you were a spoiled brat not getting her way.
“I… I am leaving. We are not married yet.”
“I mean we practically are married. I played house with your family and they see me as a son.”
“You’re the stranger.”
“But it’s almost like you’re more the stranger than me… barely coming out of your room. Hiding yourself away from your own family. Your own future husband. It’s sad.”
You stared at the ground clutching your sweater to your chest. Tears made their way down your cheeks. Coriolanus was nose to nose to you.
“I thought you said you didn’t like being alone. Now you’re not alone. You have me.”
“No,” you said as you shook your head. “No!”
You pushed him off only for you to shove you down onto your bed. You gasped as he smacked your face when you tried to get up again. You blinked once twice several times before you gained your sight back.
“I’ll scream.”
“Scream then but you may find that no one is home. Lucky for me. Unlucky for you, little bird.”
You started sobbing outright. You couldn’t stop. Coriolanus shoved you back down onto your back every time you made your way up.
“I always wanted to tear you out of one of your dresses. They never quite find your style. We can fix that when we are wedded.” He smiled at you. The toothy grin spooked you. You had never seen this smile before and it terrified you.
He did what he said he wanted to you and tore off your dress. You fought him the hardest you could. But it proved to be in vain. He was strong. Much stronger than you thought.
Buttons flew off your dress as he tore the rest of it off. Your stockings along with your underwear were next. You screamed as he shoved his fingers into you without care.
His fingers felt like sandpaper as they thrust into you. It was excruciating till finally, your entrance was slick enough for his fingers to smoothly slip in and out.
When you saw his fingers you gasped at the small bits of blood that coated them. Fresh tears made their way down your cheeks.
You called out for your mother and Coriolanus laughed. He brought his fingers that coated you to his mouth. He moaned at the taste and smiled.
“Want a taste?”
You shook your head and he chuckled before shoving them into your mouth. His spit and your blood were what you tasted. When you started to choke on his fingers he finally pulled them out.
“So sweet are you not?”
You felt him pull away from you and your body felt light. It didn’t register that he was off of you until you heard his clothes being thrown on the floor and the agonizing zip of his pants. You turned on your stomach and crawled to the other side of the room. He was quick to grab your ankle tightly.
“Where did you think you’re going, little bird?”
“Please. Please I don’t want this,” you cried into your sheets.
“You’ll be okay. You need to get used to this anyway if you’re to be my wife,” he quietly said into your ear.
“Then spare me until the wedding night. I can’t do this now.”
He was quiet like he was considering it.
“No.”
The fight was back on you kicked at him and tried your best to push him off but to no avail.
He was on you now. Legs were placed on either side of your naked thighs. You looked up at him as he held your wrists down.
He smiled softly at you it looked as if it was genuine. You sobbed even harder at it.
Coriolanus opened your thighs wide with his. He placed them on his waist. His eyes demanded that you looked into this as he licked his hand and rubbed the tip of his painful thick cock.
The first thing you felt was a sharpness. It was like someone was stabbing you but it was only him shoving himself into you.
He moaned loudly as he bottomed out in you. He licked the tears that made their way down your face. It made you feel weird. You felt the intrusion become smoother, and easier as he brought himself in and out of you.
His moans were the only thing you could hear and your whimpering. Both of them combined made you want to stay silent. As if you weren’t here.
“You’re being so perfect, little bird,” he said with a grin that you could never forget.
You were in a daze but you found that both of your hands were free you immediately started to slap and scratch at him. He screamed out to you as you tried your hardest to get free. He slapped you hard this time and held his hands around your throat.
You held his hands and tried to pull them off of you. You got too lightheaded and too weak. And as if whatever above was punishing you. You felt the coil turning throughout your stomach. It was setting you on fire. Your whole body got hot. You were overheating. Then in a flash, as he thrusted into you harshly you screamed so loudly you thought your voice cords would burst out of your throat.
You fainted from the loss of air and from whatever you just experienced.
You woke up to find yourself on the bed you looked down to see the mess in between your legs. Blood and sticky white coated your thighs.
You could feel the bile rise in your throat. The next thing you knew was throwing up in the trash next to your bed bits of blood were in your spit. You couldn’t bring yourself to care. You got up you didn’t even know how your legs were holding you up but you were firmly on the ground.
You stared around the room. He wasn’t in there but you felt as if he was still inside you. You rushed over to your closet throwing on whatever you could find and then to your dresser. You grabbed the cash that you hid there long ago.
Shoes were the next thing you put on. You carefully opened the door. You could hear the shower next door. That was your sign to run as fast as you could out of the house and you did just that. Running as fast as you could. As fast as your legs could carry you. When you finally got away from the vicinity of the house you counted the money that was on you. Nearly a thousand dollars was in your possession. You could get onto the next train to anywhere. You didn’t know how the trains worked but you were going to get out of there one way or another.
You didn’t know where you were going you didn’t even know where you were. The place was confusing to you. It all looked the same and yet different.
You felt a shove and you were on the road.
Then a car came and you forgot the rest.
Part 3: The Tree
Coriolanus didn’t mean to kill you. He just wanted to hurt you enough that you wouldn’t try this stupid attempt at escape again. He was angry and wanted you to hurt as much as he was. He was fond of you. Sure he could’ve been more gentle but he was as gentle as he could be.
He stared at you as people made their way to help you.
In a darker light… you look so much more beautiful like this. Dead and silent just as you were basically before. Your eyes had paled some. There was no longer that sad shine in your eyes anymore.
You looked like you were sleeping with your eyes open. Still and unmoving. A part of him hoped you were still there. Still breathing but to be completely honest. It was better this way. Untouched by the harsh reality of Panem. They would’ve eaten you out there.
And if he couldn’t have you then no one could’ve. It’s a wasteful thought yes. But You were just too perfect...
This way only he would be the one to remember you as you were. The girl who refused to be loved. He stared down taking note of what you were wearing.
You were in your mother’s white dress. The color reminded him of the white rose you gave you months ago. The dirt made it so brown and ugly. He wishes to give you a better dress as people pull you from the road. Maybe your parents would let him choose your dress.
He walked back to your home. Getting rid of any evidence that was there. He gave it all to Pluribus. He told him that he would have it done with.
When your parents figured out the news your mother sobbed like there was no tomorrow. Of course, Coriolanus needed to be the one who was the most grief-stricken. He was the one to marry you of course. He knew you for a good several months. Many people believe he loved you. He gained so much sympathy from the citizens of Panem.
Livia Cardew was upset as well. She got closer to Coriolanus. She would be a fit for his wife after all.
He laughed bitterly as he stared at the tree your parents decided to bury you under. A laurel tree. Your father decided on it because it was your supposed favorite tree.
At least you didn’t die like Lucy Gray. Unknown and unloved.
You were loved, just not by Coriolanus Snow…
He smiled as he touched the branches of your tree with Livia on his arm. Livia hugged him close and he could only grin as he stared at your laurel tree. It was snowing, a beautiful flurry, just like the night you ran away.
Snow lands on top. Coriolanus thought.
It most certainly does.
Epilogue.
Coriolanus Snow.
President of Panem.
He stared down at the flag that he wanted to upgrade. The old one was too bland for his new regime. He needed one that showed power and called for obedience.
The designer did well with the new version of the flag but it felt as though it was missing something important.
Snow thought of the Laurel tree your father buried you under.
The laurel leaves, your laurel leaves would be the symbol of Panem and a reminder of what you decided you didn’t want.
He smiled as he thought of you and your leaves.
You were going to look so beautiful on his new flag.
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