#probably will delete this later

[ribbit9]

so we know that whatever’s happening to Simon affects Fiona and cakes world

so when they were in the winter kingdom it began snowing

and when he is with the winter king, Marshall lee and Gary are together

did he think about it too

#adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #ice king #winter king #fionna and cake episode 6 #spoilers #fionna and cake spoilers #but surely it popped into his mind at some point #joking #but really #did he #probably will delete this later #I posted this way too late at night

[detaylor]

Why are you real. You can see our horny non-sense. This is horrifying.

i have been in the deep recesses of fandom communities since before 2010, literally nothing phases me anymore. whatever you're worried about me seeing, i probably just scrolled past it hahahahah

#i wasn't gonna respond to this but fuck it hahah #probably will delete this later #my asks #my post

[felis-rach]

Never really use this account for personal posts but. My dog might not make it. The little adorable pest has been a part of my life for so long. I'm not very ok...

#probably will delete this later

[byrdz-eyebrew]

#i am SO numb after this chapter damn #that send off for osceola... poor osceola... #i actually completely forgot there was a new chapter today and took damage through a post i glimpsed on twitter #read it and now i think im gunna continue marinating in that damage #blue exorcist spoilers #aoex spoilers #probably will delete this later

[pyschologicalrocketgirl]

sometimes i just think about Will for more than a second and i just,, aaaah i cant stomach it. this boy has loved Mike for so long, and that shit HURTS. to love someone you believe you dont have a chance with, to genuinely truly love them for who they are and to see it for years and love them for years and watch as this life you think you’ll never have passes you while everyone you grew up with is moving on and getting in relationships and you just cant be like them, like you’re trapped in a one way mirror.

#will byers #stranger things #i love him so much #very redundant and said a million times but asahdndjeje #i cant wait til hes happy #he better be happy i swear #he LOVES him #I #byler #mike wheeler #crawling in a dirt pile #probably will delete this later

[candy8448]

Im going to stand up to my mum abiut what i want to wear to prom

Right. Now.

Im so scared

Edit: oh my

Im shaking

Im trying to hold in tears

She said okay, like straight away

I was expecting to have to argue and even beg her for ages

On my

I was stood in front of her room for ages and my heart was pouning so hard

Oh my

#probably will delete this later #i do a little ramble

[hiding-in-my-blanket-fort]

.

I can't post this anywhere else because family might find it. I know they're not on this website so I can talk freely here.

I found out last week that my cousin committed suicide. He had a very hard life and struggled from start to finish. And no one helped him.

His mother had trouble with drug addiction and alcohol. His father (my uncle), just abandoned him and left him with his mother until she died. Then my cousin (who was only a teenager) went to live with him and his stepmother (my aunt).

These people are both different flavors of narcissism. My aunt is the golden child and it's disgusting to watch how everyone will practically lie facedown in the dirt so she can walk over them. She is physically incapable of having a conversation about anyone except herself.

My uncle is so delusional that he sees himself as an expert on everything when he has literally no experience at all. But that won't stop him from handing out unsolicited (and bad) advice, and pressuring you to be "mentored" by him.

They didn't help my cousin. At all. He'd been abandoned to live with a mother riddled with drug and alcohol addiction. So of course he had problems with drugs and alcohol himself. When he was caught stealing money from my aunt and uncle, they kicked him out.

They packed his stuff and put him on a bus. "I don't care where you go but you can't stay here." He was 17 years old.

My cousin continued to struggle on and off for his whole life with drugs and alcohol. My uncle hounded him with shitty financial advice that put my cousin in an even worse position. (My uncle doesn't work and relies entirely on my aunt's meager paycheck, but he has no problem buying the latest and most expensive tech gadgets, so this man has no right handing out financial advice).

These people couldn't get over prioritizing themselves in order to help this kid who was drowning for his whole fucking life. When they did "help" him, they only made the situation worse. And they blamed him for his problems.

When he committed suicide, my uncle claimed he knew something was going on, but he didn't tell anyone. So my cousin was just left to rot on his own.

My mother (also a narcissist) says that it's not my aunt and uncle's fault. It was my cousin's decision to end his life. Why should they be held responsible for his death?

Because they never gave a shit about him when he was struggling. He was a child in a very difficult situation and they didn't do a damn thing to help him. He never ever had support.

I think the thing that alarms me the most is that I see a lot of similarities between my situation and my cousin's situation.

I don't have problems with drugs or alcohol, but my mental health has always been on rocky ground. I've been through some pretty dark patches, and my mother just yells at me to get over it.

If I died the way my cousin did, she would blame me. She has never lifted a finger to help me. In fact, she tries her best to beat me down whenever she gets the chance.

But my death wouldn't be her fault in any way.

Narcissists will really push you into the deep end, watch you drown, and say you did it to yourself, washing their hands of the whole ordeal.

#ace talks to herself #narcissistic parents #toxic parents #probably will delete this later #i'm just incensed at how insensitive my mother can be

[noctumbra]

bold of my father to tell me that i should get married and that he's ready to do anything for the wedding when he told me that i'm twenty four years old and couldn't even get a guy to date me yet??? it hurts

#he basically called me incapable #i know lol #i know i couldn't get a guy to date me yet esp when i'm 24 #yes i couldn't #i couldn't because no one is interested in me #no one shows interest #it's just. Anyway #blablabla #probably will delete this later

[misschimotosuwa-blog]

I've been feeling very fat lately... and yeah maybe I could lose a few pounds maybe exercise more and cut some junk food out of my diet... but thinking about it, I'm not that big at all, maybe I'm a good size. Every body is different. Maybe my sister was right that bmi is kind of a lie. Are they also counting in the weight for naturally curvy girls? These boobs and this butt probably pack quite a bit of extra weight.

The only time I've liked my body image in my adulthood was when I was literally living off of one Clif bar a day and then going in for a 10 hour, extremely physically taxing job and getting terrible migraines every day... but I lost a lot of weight. If that's the only way I can lose weight, I'm not here for it. If I'm a little extra chunky for not doing so, so be it. I need to learn that I will never look like an anime/Winx Club/Disney/Ever After High girl. And that's ok.

#probably will delete this later #body image #personal post

[lilworker]

Who am I kidding??? I can finish this??? Highly doubted

#probably will delete this later #if i ever finish it #oh lol send help plz #no actually I just want to talk

[pizzpizzapizzo]

ayo i hope you dont mind but edgy has been trying to make horror pep popular and failing miserably, why not make his day ? supporting the smol artist would be super wholesome instead of most pizza blogs ingoring it .

ok first of all - who's edgy? i might have an idea but not sure

second - if you're really edgy's friend then saying that he is "failing miserably" is quite rude, you know? Also this is not how you make things popular

third - (and this isn't directed only at you) please respect the fact that i'm doing these drawing requests entirely for free, and have the right to draw one whenever i want, or not draw it at all (and this applies to all other artists doing free requests too). i still have 32 requests in my inbox and tbh i'm considering closing the asks, or at least disabling anon

#you want to be 100% sure i draw something? commission me. my gf and i could use some support too #not art #ask response #probably will delete this later #edit: i put second twice whoops

[averydeadshootingstar]

dont know why you guys follow me my blog is so boring

#probably will delete this later

[lucienvanitasabysslll]

all things considered im doing sooo fucking good right now mentally/physically/hobby-wise. i just remember a few months ago feeling like it was all worthless and i'd never be able to write again or start exercising like i wanted to but here i am doing both those things. feeling happy tonight :]

#why am i getting sappy on this blog HELP #anyway aughhh had a really good day today #and its funny bc im not actually doing that well Chronic Illness Wise but everything else is going so well that i'm still feeling #pretty good #idkk just augh #i just distinctly remember crying because i thought i'd never be able to write again in my life like not that long ago #but now im able to write!!! ive set out time for myself each day and im actually consistently creating stuff that i like and!!!! #vent kinda #<- but a good vent #probably will delete this later

[moderndaymadscientist]

vent, ignore please.

i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i used to be good at doing things. now I’m just a fucking failure. Below average. I can’t seem to keep up, either that or everyone’s better at clearing the bar I can’t help but crack my skull open on. Sometimes I just want to dig around in there, see if I can get rid of whatever piece of meat in there hates me. I don’t really feel like myself, anymore. I don’t know who I am anymore, but I think everyone else hates it just as much as I do.

Sometimes I wonder how I’ll make it through life. My life’s not really that hard, apparently. And yet, why do I feel like this? Does everyone? Maybe I’m just bad at getting through it.

I don’t really feel comfortable talking with anyone I know in real life. I feel like I’m living in the body of someone else, someone long dead. Maybe I should join them sometimes, see who has to take over when I’m gone, if that makes sense. I wouldn’t, though. I wouldn’t want to subject anyone else to this.

I wonder what my insides look like, sometimes. Do I look more like myself on the inside? Probably not.

I’ve always envied machines. They do their job reliably, and can always be turned off. I wish I could be like them. That would feel more like me, I think.

I’d like to be useful, I really would.

I wonder why anyone still bothers with me. It’s not easy to put up with me, I’d think. I’m not myself, though. How could I know?

I think it’d be nice to have a day where I don’t have to be myself. Maybe then I could go a day without being yelled at.

I hope things get easier. Or that I’ll have someone to go through it with, at least.

I’d like to stop bashing in my brains on others expectations, at least.

Better to trip over the bar than break my nose on it, after all.

#Vent tw #vent cw #probably will delete this later #Gore tw #[<- kind of I guess?]

[thebookowal]

I made DJ sing a romantical song line for me😳😳✨🤭 (in my native language)✨✨😳😊😊😊✨😳😳😳💕💕💖✨💖✨✨😳FHDHCHCHCCH

I don’t know how to translate in English perfectly but you should know it’s pretty romantical to sing and it’s old and I managed to cut it from the show that started two years ago😇✨⚠️✨💕

#dj music man #I have a lot of free time in my hand of course if you say that I don’t have exams were pacifically I have one after tomorrow 😭 #probably will delete this later

[m1ntted]

"mintt you wanted to draw today" "mintt finish that mugshot trend drawing" "make references of your designs for the new order + hcs" "study anatomy" "make an animatic".

no ill just play minecraft and slime rancher and powerwash simulator and l4d2 for 11 hours with the same expression as on the picture.

#probably will delete this later