#probably just broke down

[matenr0u]

Very normal about this Belle/Beast parallel in particular:

I came to fight for Belle.

And though I am on my own, I will fight.

I won’t leave without her.

That’s why I’m here.

#kingdom hearts #soriku #everything about this scene actually #You made a promise. With a toy sword #the way this memory made roxas cry and gave xion flashbacks #Convinced that sora saw the forgotten meteor shower memory in the tunnel scene bc #riku’s sacrifice so obviously parallels the moment he broke that promise to protect him #Which was such a painful core memory for sora #Riku isn’t stupid. he’s aware he is probably going to die here #but when he looks down at his best friend There on his knees just like that day in hollow bastion #he understands that he has to do this #“Everything— is for Sora.”

[qbebou]

i understand why ppl don’t believe quackity rlly didnt know abt the working conditions with the admins, it’s his server, he should be overseeing everything, etc etc. but i think many ppl aren’t taking into consideration how massive of a project the qsmp is and how big the team is. on top of the roleplaying admins (eggs, capys, bunnies) there’s likely lots of offscreen admins, builders, mod devs, writers, artists working on the project as well. it makes total sense to me for q to have hired and trusted ppl to handle parts of quackity studios that he a. didn’t have time for b. didn’t have the experience to make the best decisions for or c. that he just didn’t want to do. at the end of the day q is a content creator and yes that means he also is a businessman and yes he owns quackity studios but he’s also shown himself to be INCREDIBLY busy and things like managing finances, vetting, hiring, and paying out employees takes a lot of time and can go super wrong if he didn’t have the knowledge or experience regarding how to do such things. he’s also shown himself to be pretty hands off with a lot of the server administration stuff, afaik he still isn’t op’d on his own server which makes sense bc he does have a team running things behind the scenes. i worked administration in a small office a while back and we had plenty of miscommunication issues bc my boss didn’t handle every part of his business. he didn’t even know how much i was being paid bc he had hired someone else to do the onboarding, offboarding, and payment for employees. even tho our team consisted of like 13 ppl at any given time, there were still miscommunications. and we were all seeing each other in person! we weren’t even dealing with differing time zones or different languages.

at the end of the day, q is young and inexperienced. he trusted the wrong ppl to handle parts of his business. all we can hope for is that things change for the better, the whole quackity studios team gets paid fair wages, have stress loads taken off of them, and feel safe and comfortable continuing with the project. i rlly hope pommes admin comes back bc the qsmp wouldn’t be the same without her even if another admin took the place of pommes character. idk if lea would want to come back but i feel like the door should be open for her too and she still deserves compensation for the work she did in her time working on the team. i have high hopes that things will get taken care of and some restructuring happens within the company

#qsmp #lex.txt #idk i just feel like ppl rlly jumped down his throat when the news first broke #and a lot of ppl have called him stupid or incompetent or what have u for not knowing what was happening but also have likely never worked #on an administration team or dealt with situations that would make him not knowing make complete sense #hell if i hadn’t had experience i probably would’ve also thought the same thing #but obv the qsmp is a major passion project and has had so much time money and care put into it #i don’t see q actively making the decision to jeopardize something he has dreamed abt for ages over something like this #or rlly anything at all #do i tag this as discourse????? idk wth #qsmp discourse #quackity

[xenocorner]

Small sketch page of some of my marvel blorbos ;; Couldn't fit all of them in it nor had the time but hey I got the itch scratched kinda

#I AM a Howard Stark simp in spite of his horrible parenting #Just look at that man MH Tony had to get his looks from somewhere godamn #Also I just now realised that the way I laid them out makes Stephen seemed annoyed at the two hot af men staring at him #or Loki n Stark having a stare down to see who keeps the wizard #that was actually unintentional #My hand probably knows what I want better than I do myself #also Wanda my fierce momma plz I love her so much I wanna hug and cuddle her she deserved so much better my bby #so did Nat UGH my heart broke when drawing her I miss her ;; #WHY ARE MOST OF MY FAVES DEAD NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT LIKE??? FUCK OFF ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; #anyway #tony stark #iron man #stephen strange #doctor strange #loki laufeyson #loki #howard stark #wanda maximoff #scarlet witch #natasha romanoff #black widow #mcu #marvel #marvel fanart

[the-meme-monarch]

i broke my favorite mug 😔i’m going shave my head again

#first I dropped another cup on it and the handle broke off but I fixed it that shit is Not coming off again thank you jb weld #that was a few days ago and so now just a bit ago I dropped it in the sink trying to wash it out bc the dishwasher didnt do it’s fuckin job #and now there’s a hairline fracture all down the cup itself. i only noticed bc it dripped my coffee on me #so i don’t think there’s any fixing it now #will probably never find an exact replacement bc it was like. a bargain bin ass mug. it was on sale and it was the only one there like that

[imlackingcreativityrightnow]

I've had this idea in my head of what would be a great scene for Daredevil Born Again

I doubt we'll get anything even remotely similar, but I still can't get over the idea:

So something crazy happens as usual and Karen ends up in danger (again, as usual) and Matt saves her but then afterwords we get a conversation along these lines:

Foggy: Karen, can you at least TRY to stop getting in life threatening situations? I have enough to worry about with Matt's... nightly activities

Matt: Yeah this is worse than the time you almost got killed by fake me

Frank Castle, walking up behind them with a coffee: the time you alMoST WHAT

Foggy: Yeah but not worse than the time she tried to goad Fisk into killing her

Frank: *doing that sad but adorable thing where he has trouble speaking when thinking about Karen in danger*

Matt: I mean technically he only went after her as a result of her trying to goad Fisk into killing her. And Dex got a lot closer to killing her than Fisk did

Frank: *literally hyperventilating*

#bonus points if Karen is the one to calm him down #and then after Frank's just like whoever Dex is he's a dead man #and then Matts like “Fisk broke his back so its probably fine” #Foggy: “but it won't really matter if SOMEONE won't even try to stay out of danger” #frank castle #karen page #matt murdock #foggy nelson #daredevil born again

[thegrimreaperisanerd]

month-long chronic insomnia flareup got me acting a BIT too HDB-esk so I drew myself some Kims. I have cracked it! (The case of 'how to draw this MF')

feat one Harry, ECHEM, and Kineema that I fucking made up from memory because im not studying that beast

#broke my 5+ year sobriety streak w class As last Thursday. Sigh. #if you got on ave >4 sleep a day for a month you'd probably also go insane #my stupid neighbour's workmen decided to start taking the scaffolding down at HALF SEVEN. AND I WORK NIGHTS!!!! AHHH!!! #anyway....... kim Kitsuragi save me #draw him balding 2k24 #also i am fucking working on DUCKLINGS i promise but the lack of sleep giving me migranes i dont wanna look at a screen too long #im a writer before an artists but im actually rly proud of these- borrowed my GFs brush pens and they're so good holy shit #my hands shaking doesnt matter cos the lines get thicker if i press harder!!!! wow!!! #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #coupris kineema #breakthrough imminent: post of mine #ignore my tags im losing my fucking marbles fr #anyway this is all in prep because i ACTUALLY wanna draw younger Kim from my fic. like. properly #not just at a safely vague distance lmao

[carpathiians]

the thing about javier. at some point I think he really just couldn't live with himself. at some point he had to get rid of everything that reminded him of the past and maybe he stopped caring about his appearance as much because it seemed to have no point anymore maybe he was simply too tired maybe he felt he didn't deserve to be like that anymore ... maybe he felt he didn't deserve to pretend to be the man he thought he was.

#anyway i think what happened at the end of rdr2 broke him #i mean maybe you could argue he was just an asshole all along and hiding it but i dont think that makes much sense #i feel like. maybe even JUST after everything went down he realized #but before that. he couldnt handle the idea that this was the end.. #that what he regarded as his family was never going to be what it was before #dutch loves us so well be alright #or whatwver he said #i think he knew that was bullshit. but he had to pretend it wasnt #FOR HIMSELF #this is probably incoherenr and bad english #thats why i shouldnt write long posts #and theres so much more that could be said... theres so much missing herw #anyway #sorry for unleashing this upon you feelinf some type of way #carpathians.txt #BUT MAYBE IM WRONG IDK IM BAD AT KNOWING PEOPLE AND CHARACTEESF

[everymeloneveryday]

chapter 162 page 18

#beastars #melon beastars #beastars melon #melon #chapter 162 #what always gets me is that she lets him do this #she lets her son kill her #like there is absolutely no doubt that she abused him #she loved his papa so much something broke in her when he left and instead of learning to cope like a normal person she... #i have sympathy for a woman who clearly needed a lot of help and in the absence of that ended up abusing her child #but thats about where it ends #she deserved to die for what she did as much as she deserved to be helped #anyway unrelated to melomama sometimes i think about what happened to him after this #like chances are they wouldve tried to find the next of kin to dump him on #but considering how hybrids are viewed by society and how isolated melomama is AND how hard he was to track down by the police #chances are he just got lost in the foster system #having a fully fledged PhD by 23/24 is fuckin INSANE btw he wouldve had to skip grades n get into college courses by 12 at the latest #which means btw on pretty much all his legal documentation hes probably JUST marked as a gazelle #lol. melon. i think about him every day

[greatbigbellies]

Pregnancy,

God you're so right.

#I know this was probably sent on accident before it was finished but it's so funny #just... damn bro you broke this blog down to it's main ingredient #ask #anon #not bellies

[transhitman]

The Tickster mts* transition timeline

*masochist to sadist

#for a person who's lived a hundred years they have surprisingly few looks #i like to imagine in their revengequest they actually managed to down the party wizard by taking him by surprise in his sleep #hence the bloody claw hammer lol #failed immediately after that though after getting shot point-blank by the world's first gun #they hired them as their janitor because the wizard respected the fuck out of them and thought there might be something weird and arcane #going on with them (true). But Ticky thinks it was out of pity (also true) and they probably should have just killed them #(Not true but honestly a reasonable thing to think after they broke into their house and beat the shit out of one of them)

[mister13eyond]

honestly i love this stupid kirby meme for the dumbest reason:

which is that "i want to dead" has lodged itself as permanent echolalia in my brain, so when i'm Spiraling it becomes the despair mantra my mind is chanting, which like

WOULD be harrowing, but i keep picturing this sad little low poly kirby saying it and i'm just patting his angular little head like "i know kirby, i know, but the horrors persist and so must my juicy ass"

#externalizing my impulsive spiral thoughts as a separate entity was only step one #step two was making that entity a charmingly pathetic little guy who must be treated with compassion #broke: yelling at the imaginary personification of your suicidal thoughts for being a loud dick #woke: seeing this sad little kirby and sagely comforting him #tw sui ideation #mental health #also it's worth noting that like #i've come far enough that these days 'i want to dead' doesnt carry nearly the weight it used to #like yeah it's bouncing around my brain like a frantic echolalia every time i'm upset and overwhelmed #but i know low poly kirby doesnt ACTUALLY want to dead #he want to turn down the volume of everything happening and it's the only way he knows to express it #the kneejerk impulse will probably never go away #i spent too long with my immediate reaction to every struggle being 'i wanna die' for the habit to ever fully vanish #but i can't get mad at my brain for saying it #it's just a sad little low poly kirby ok #be nice to him. he's so low poly

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

when it's going to turn out that it's not inherently the wanting of different things that irrevocably breaks a relationship but condemning the things the person wants that you find beneath you that does 👀

#i'm not going to tag this with the album name yet #but like Im' going to bet that is what is going to be the most painful part #because I've seen it happen to my friends in ltr that broke down #and those are just the vibes I'm getting here!!!!! #it's not that t wanted to be famous and j didn't #it's that j made her feel bad for wanting to pursue things that in turn made her famous #i would bet my imaginary tumblr money on it #like he could have been a hermit and she a superstar if that worked for them #but it's probably that she didn't feel supported in pursuing the things that make that possible #the way she supported the ways that made his life possible as well #im' parasocializing on main i know #i'm just saying it's just like tale as olda s time and i'd be surprised if there isn't an element of this #(I hope i'm wrong because it sucks but like... again #super super common) #(also yes i know my keyboard is broken idc)

[captainsparklefingers]

LAUDNA NO!!

I mean I respect you leaning into these darker aspects of yourself but we do NOT NEED TO DEAL WITH DELILAH (AGAIN) AT THIS EXACT MOMENT.

WE GOT MOON SHIT TO DEAL WITH WE AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THE CONTINUING BULLSHIT SHENANIGANS OF ONE DELILAH BRIARWOOD.

#critical role #cr spoilers #HEY REMEMBER WHEN YOUR FORM OF DREAD WAS A SPOOKY TREE #AND NOT YOU SLOWLY TURNING INTO AN INFAMOUSLY UNKILLABE NECROMANCY ARCHMAGE OF ANTIQUITY #THAT WAS FUN WASN'T IT? WANNA GO BACK TO THAT? #I respect the character choices being made and what went down with bor'dor having long term consequences #but also GOD DAMMIT DELILAH CAN YOU JUST STAY DEAD AND GONE #FOR FIVE MINUTES?? #Christ Sylas is probably waiting in hell for you to show up and you're just up there doing shit #you broke the world for him but you just ditched him to do all of this shit? FOR SHAME. #(laudna hon I'm sorry you have to deal with this again)

[doodledex-project]

Doodledex - #503-A Hisuian Samurott

Oshawott wound up being the Water-type starter for Legends: Arceus, and this is a choice that definitely makes a lot of sense! Despite being the starter of a region based on New York City (and the surrounding area), Samurott is pretty darn Japanese... I mean, "samurai" is literally in its English name! (Of course, this was done on purpose as part of Gen 5's starter theming showing off the diversity of the region, but still.)

Of course, there's no good way to make a Hisuian Samurott more historically Japanese as a result... so it winds up living up more to its Japanese name (Daikenki, which is either "great sword demon" or "great devilish swordsman" depending on how you read it) and has the Dark type added to it! This means that Samurott from Hisui are a lot less bound to honor than Unovan ones, and will often resort to dirty tricks and surprise attacks to win battles! (And this isn't exactly fun to be on the receiving end of... a Hisuian Samurott's attacks are compared to the ceaseless crashing of waves!)

#pokemon #doodledex #samurott #hisuian samurott #since hisuian samurott is supposed to be a more despicable samurott #it's pretty likely these guys are supposed to be ronin: samurai without a master to serve #(there's supposed to be a mark over that o btw. i have no idea how to do that on my computer) #ronin were looked down upon because apparently if you were a samurai and your master died you were supposed to commit seppuku #and if you didn't do that (probably for the understandable reason of NOT WANTING TO DIE) you broke the code and were pretty much an outcast #samurai also apparently weren't allowed to change jobs so ronin had to find something to do with their swords... #this lead to them either becoming mercenaries trying to find some other guy to serve... or just straight-up becoming criminals #in fact the ones who became criminals... didn't exactly help the reputation of ronin at all #...hence hisuian samurott's dark-typing and cruel nature

[hawkeyeslaughter]

i think the really interesting thing about frank burns is that he isn’t all bad . he’s insufferable and annoying and most of the things that happen to him he brings upon himself but deep down , really , he isn’t a bad person . in germ warfare when they get the korean p.o.w and frank’s all snotty about it , but at the end he’s playing cards or something ( ? ) with him . in chief surgeon , who ? he humbles himself enough to ask hawkeye for help at the end . in sticky wicket he concedes that “ anyone could have missed that “ . in carry on , hawkeye , he comes with henry and margaret to check on flu - stricken hawkeye and says “ good work , buddy “ ( in a genuine fashion it seems to me ) . so like , it’s not like frank is above a lesson learned . i think the worst thing about him is his ignorance , in which hawkeye and trapper ( and at times , margaret ) have to help him with . and while he may be resistant at first , he never rejects a lesson learned .

i think the other thing is that frank is very much of the “ if you can’t be liked be feared “ mindset . from what we know of his home life and his past it wasn’t like he was treated nicely a lot of the time and it doesn’t seem like a whole lot of people like him there , either . being feared / respected is the next best thing , so frank goes about that except he’s not very good at that , either . but it’s not like he doesn’t want to be liked ! i think a big thing is that he does want hawkeye and trapper ( and later bj ) to like him because they’re so effortlessly likable . and he’s jealous that they are because they shouldn’t be by every rule in the book . see , in frank’s eyes they do nothing but break rules and they’re beloved for it , while he follows the rules and is hated . it’s unfair . so i think that just adds to his struggle with them because , like i said , he wants to be liked by the it girls of camp but at the same time they go against every single one of his own principles .

hawkeye and trapper ( and again , later bj ) sort of do like him in a frenemies sort of way . like , there are instances of hawkeye and trapper sort of looking out for him and noticing when something’s wrong with him and margaret ( even if they tease him for it ) and even at times , though very rarely , acknowledging his medical skills . i think they regard him as someone mostly harmless and someone easy to pick on but at the end of the day they’ll have his back if they need to . and honestly they’re not even really that mean to him , they just point out when he’s being ridiculous and the pranks aren’t even really that bad ( with a few exceptions even i can admit were crossing a line or two ) .

hawkeye/trapper/bj’s begrudging bit of fondness , however little they ( and we ) have have for him , circles back to the fact that he does have at least some good in him . frank’s values , however misguided , are overall well - intentioned . he believes to be good he must be a good officer and serve his country , he must be a good christian ( although his interpretation of being a good christian is somewhat skewed as well ) . but i have to believe , because frank genuinely does have his moments as aforementioned , that his skewed ideology is very much a product of his time and place .

for their time and place hawkeye and trapper and bj are pretty progressively written ( not perfect , mind you ) , and next to them frank is ridiculous . why ? well , think of colonel flagg . colonel flagg is so ridiculous he makes even frank look normal , but colonel flagg is very obviously a comical and satirical interpretation of people’s paranoia over communism and foreign affairs etc etc . he’s frank if you multiplied his frank - ness by ten . so we have flagg as a comical interpretation compared to frank and we have frank as a comical interpretation compared to hawkeye and co .

yet the audience can’t help but feel a little sorry for frank … have a little soft spot for him … because , like i mentioned before . the reason we have sympathy for frank and not flagg is ( 1 ) flagg is very obviously just there for comedic purposes and ( 2 ) i think it just boils down to the fact that frank is a product of a much less progressive place and time and because of his desire to fit in , like i talked about before , he doesn’t go out of his way to adopt progressive ideologies . why ? because he just doesn’t interact with anyone who has them until he meets hawkeye and trapper , and like i talked about before he already has a whole other problem with them and even if he didn’t he’s too set in his ways . i don’t know . it’s just really interesting to think about frank because i genuinely think he’s a lot more complicated of a character than we give him credit for

anyways idk thanks for listening to my frank burns character analysis and i’m sorry

#the film major and four - year theater kid REALLY came out with this one you guys #i don’t think i could break down hawkeye the way i just broke down frank #actually i probably could it would just take half an hour to scroll through #be grateful mashblr . be grateful . #m*a*s*h #mash #mashposting #mashblr #mash 4077 #frank burns #major burns #lgbt #lgbtq

[silvermars]

was thinking about william and 'fool for love' and buffy breaking up with spike and............ do you think spike cried after she left?

.

i mean she comes into his crypt and finally asks him to tell her "i love you", they fuck, fall asleep next to each other (which she never allows). but then her ex shows up and she punches spike, tells him to shut up/doesn't let him explain himself, and blows up his home. then she comes back a little later and breaks up with him.

i mean talk about whiplash.

and i feel like based off of william's reaction to being rejected (and spike's for that matter)... i think spike probably stood in the wreck of his home and at some point his cheeks were wet with tears as he finally realized what just happened, as it set in.

i think he cried a lot.

#and then i just think about him probably not having any clothes or bedding or anything that wasn't safe upstairs.... #so he was back to sleeping on the cold sarcophagus like the dead thing he is -- that buffy says he is #and maybe that thought makes him cry more #bc that is why she broke up with him. why she won't love him. #(at least from spike's pov) #or maybe he stayed down in the hollowed out char of his former bedroom #bc it's safer down there.. where no one would see him #where it's dark and black #a symbol of how every part of buffy and him is dust #spike btvs #btvs