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cosmic-kaden · 1 month

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Beep Boop someone went nuts in my inbox and none of it is good. They're blocked but damn am I ever

✨ F E E L I N G I T ✨

Not in a good way.

This is negative.

They pulled out all the stops which leads me to believe it might be someone who follows me or had followed me at one point.

So thanks for kicking me down and playing on my fears whilst also hurting me about my ships with Kylo and Mills(mean f/o letters).

Feels really fucking good /sarcasm.

Just leave me be(?) it's not a hard fucking concept to grasp. I'm just living my life in my own corner.. leave me be.

#The only reason I suspect they follow(ed) me is because they knew shit from a couple years ago. nothing bad on my part but they knew it and #(*context from years ago it was about someone I dated long distance)#said some really cruel things to me and the hate letters from my f/o really fucking hurt me....#I'm not doing okay if I'm being completely honest. usually hate mail doesn't bother me. I've grown pretty thick skin when it comes to that #but these ones hurt. I've blocked every single one just to be safe but I'm hurt... I feel sick to my stomach-#it's mainly those f/o hate letters that's really dragging me ....#don't rb.

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doku-no-bi · 7 months

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Behold,

A fugly haircut

I'm not wrong. I'm sure Rook sent you a picture of this person's haircut already, but it must be seen again

(It is ugly and I wanna torment Vill knowing this exists)

...Who would even think that this is a good idea?

And more than his hair, his eyes look like he hasn't slept in months. Every person needs their rest - and clearly, he is not getting it.

I do believe Rook sent me a picture, yes. I can't quite remember what it was he was going on about at that moment, though.

I would appreciate it if you did not torment me, though.

#kazumi speaks: omg his eye bags are almost as bad as mine #kazumi speaks: this is doubly funny because 1) i cut my own hair and so it looks messy 2) i don't sleep enough 3) i have no fashion sense #kazumi speaks: i know nothing about rollo but from what i see here we're pretty similar LMFAO #kazumi speaks: fr need sleep though #kazumi speaks: I AM going to go sleep now though dw #kazumi speaks: if i'm being completely honest rollo's haircut would be something i probably would do #kazumi speaks: like not as straight but like. still #kazumi speaks: this says that vil would be disappointed in me (he already is because i don't listen to what he says because it's annoying)#twisted wonderland #disney twisted wonderland #twst #twst wonderland #vil schoenheit #roleplay #rp #twisted wonderland roleplay #twisted wonderland rp #disney twisted wonderland rp #vil replies

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qsmprambling · 8 months

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Admins please give Bad some lore he's so bored he's gonna literally join the Federation 😆

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pepsi-maxwell · 9 months

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will try to be around for liveblogging but probably not much else </3 peace out

#this may change i may just be having a bad day but tumblr's pretty fucking shit for my mental space right now if i'm being honest

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johnmulaneys · 1 year

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back from the dead to say: i watched it 2x now and that was some of his best material, he is one of the best storytellers of this generation and although this is a much more “thematic” special (which might have left some critics displeased), his style remained the same. he was honest about his struggles but didn’t go down a style of misery-comedy that was never his (he didn’t try to please the kids by being bo burham). he is still at the top of his game when it comes to being a performer, he owns the stage and controls the crowd brilliantly like he’s always done. i’m very very pleased

#i'm glad he doesn't go down the divorce path because What could he say that would benefit ANYONE who is (and isn't) involved #i'm also excited that that 'pristine' image he had is gone because i think.. anyone who's listened to this man #(even before 2020) talk about his addiction should've known that that image would never fit him #like. yes he was the most honest he ever was in this special but... he was PRETTY honest before #he wasn't hiding the fact that Not Being Sober made him kind of a shit person. he talked about that before #but anyway. the ch*pelle thing aside (that was Bad for real) not letting public opinion lead his life really suits him

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tianhai03 · 2 years

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Tbh!!! I don't understand the inherent strong hatred for DMC2!!! Everyone who worked on it did the best they could after they kicked Kamiya off and Itsuno did his best to fix everything up as well as he could! Especially considering the game was made by people who never created a console game before, and had only made arcade games. With all of the stuff that went on in the background, and having the previous director who HATED Dante's character try to change so much, they honestly did the best they could to make an enjoyable game that still resembled Dante. For everything that went on, it's not NEARLY as bad as it could have been. Is it the best? No. But I definitely wouldn't call it the worst. Considering everything, I think it turned out okay.

Yeah exactly!! I'm not trying to say it's a great game, I'm just saying it's still a pretty enjoyable game and it's not as bad as people say it is.

Everyone only says that bc they only went through the combat with just their guns. The combat IS clunky, yes, but it's playable. I actually uncovered some cool combat mechanics yesterday that wasn't documented in the game as far as I know, it's clear that the people who did work on the game wanted to make something cool, but they just weren't given enough time and leadership (?) to make it good.

It's fine if people think dmc2 is boring and uninteresting, not everyone has the same patience as i do to sit through an unpolished game just because they like the main character, I get that, but I just wish people actually gave it a chance or even just respected the game for what it is.

#if I'm being honest i think the only big issue that dmc2 has is just some lf the boss and enemy designs #combat wise not. yknow. the character models?#bc some enemies and bosses can only be beaten with your guns you literally cant melee them or it takes a long time to do that #*coughcough the eagles; infected tanks and helicopters and that one three faced boss coughcough*#and every boss has something unbalanced about them that makes them frustrating to fight #but thats literally the only thing that made me go 'man this is not fun at all' i had a pretty good time other than that #yeah you can argue that bosses are one of the most important things in a dmc game but. once again.#im not saying dmc2 is a great game. im just saying is an okay game that can be fun if you let it be.#ask #allyanswers #anonymous #anyway capcom since you guys are on a roll with the remakes lately #could you. mayhaps. yknow. remake dmc2 and give it a chance at being good???? please?????? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#the re franchise is doing well rn you can yknow. direct some of the money you put in them to dmc and make smth new outside of merch right??#capcom?????? please???????? im begging on my knees dmc2 needs a proper remake so bad

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rainparadefromhell · 1 year

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had a really bad anxiety attack earlier today then it went away and i was fine and now i've gone back to feeling anxious and i'm trying to calm myself down.

anxiety is the worst feeling in the world and for me when i feel like there was no trigger or if the trigger was subconscious, it's exceptionally cruel. you just end up wanting so desperately to blame it on something and not feel crazy bc your brain is acting up and can't process stress.

my heart goes out to everyone struggling with this shit, no one knows how painful it is especially if it's severe. i'm really passionate abt this bc i've struggled/still struggle so much and i want this to be a place where ppl with similar experiences can feel understood and seen. a lot of ppl are not understanding bc they can't imagine how we feel. you do not need to just "get over it". it's not how it works.

pls remember you are also not your anxiety, even if it takes up so much of your life.

you're not broken. you're not less than. you're not a burden.

take care of yourselves ♥

#i think i've mention having #anxiety #before but i never really spoke abt how severe my anxiety is #i'm not officially diagnosed but it's something i've been struggling with since i was 16ish #i am 20 now for context #i've had a couple panic attacks before which are actual evil #like the devil himself #but mostly i've dealt with anxiety/severe anxiety attacks #my last year of high school was the worst my mental health has been #i was really depressed wanting to be done with school so badly #idk how i got out of that situation if i'm being honest #mentioned* oops #the attacks were so bad i remember having to step out of class and go to the bathroom multiple times a day to calm myself down #this went on for pretty much the whole year.#my depression only got worse from it #i'm much better now as i'm not depressed anymore and although anxiety is something i think i will always have #it's been sooo much better lately #today was a minor stepback #it just really upset me and i felt the need to vent #i hope this helps someone feel not as alone #it's important for me to talk abt this bc i feel like i get better from talking abt it #and yeah yeah i know i need therapy i'm working on it #until then #xx

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reiderwriter · 11 days

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Isn't She Pretty, Daddy?

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Teacher f!Reader

Summary: You're a little bit worried about one of your brightest students recently, so you call her Dad to come in for a meeting. Her absolutely adorable - and single - Dad.

Warnings: the birds and the bees as explained by a kindergardener. Some angst about being a single parent.

A/N: Here's another entry for @imagining-in-the-margins Kid Fic Challenge! Dad Spencer has my heart, and I've been in a really fluff forward mood this weekend, evidently! I think I have one more Kid Fic left to go before the end of the challenge, but we'll see what the will of the fanfiction gods is...

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If you were to be asked what the hardest part of being a teacher was, you would, without question or even a second to think, have an answer. Parents. The worst part of teaching is talking to parents.

Little kids were easy to talk to. They asked questions if they didn't understand things clearly, and they didn't typically say things they didn't mean. Adults were the opposite, and it just so happened that all of your kids' parents were adults.

Including your most recent problem child.

You were used to the kids in your class having some behavior issues - for one, they were kids, it was to be expected that their little bodies couldn't quite handle all of the emotions they were feeling at once. But you were doubly struck by your school area being close to Quantico, meaning half the kids in your care had families with law enforcement backgrounds.

Absent parents plus growing bodies plus normal kid stress equalled attachment issues, and your problem child Harper Reid was one of your more worrying cases.

You really hoped everything was okay in the Reid household, so you'd called the little girls parents. She was lovely - honest to god - one of the sweetest little kids you'd ever met.

Every day she came to school with some older kids and their mom, carpooling on the way in, so you had yet to meet her parents, but you thought that anyone who could produce something that sweet and cute and brilliant couldn't possibly be a bad person.

You didn't know what to expect, so when her little pigtails peaked around the corner and she came running in, you were momentarily filled with anxiety.

“MOMMY!” The little girl yelled, launching herself into your arms as soon as she spotted you behind your desk.

“Hi, Harper! Hi, you must be, Mr. Reid-”

“Doctor, actually, um, but that doesn't really matter. I'm so sorry about this, Harper doesn't usually tackle people.”

The 3ft tall ball of energy had managed to crawl into your lap and wrap her arms around your neck, so you had to pick her up when you stood to greet her dad.

“Will your wife be joining us for the meeting today?” You asked, already used to Harper's hugs and general closeness.

“Oh, no. No, she's not coming. She, uh, doesn't exist. Single father.”

“Oh my god, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to assume, it's just not on my files-”

“It's okay, it's a …bit complicated.”

You took your seat at the desk and gestured to the man to do the same. Finally, looking at him for the first time now that some of your anxiety had died down, you couldn't help but think that Doctor Reid was incredibly attractive. It wasn't one part of his face that stuck out to you as being particularly pretty, just the entire ensemble of it together that took your breath away. Either that of Harper was gripping you so tight she was restricting your ability to breathe, and considering a five year old is not a boa constrictor, this was all dad's fault.

“So, you said on the phone Harper's been having some problems at school?”

You snapped your attention back to the issue at hand, searching for the relevant files and pictures you wanted to show the man. Harper turned herself around in your lap and looped her arms around your arm, pulling it in close to use as a pillow.

“Isn't Miss Y/N so pretty, Daddy?” You froze and flushed in an instant, suddenly so aware of the man's eyes on you. You weren't sure if you were thankful or even more embarrassed that Harper's dad seemed to be even more flushed than you.

“Daddy? Isn't she pretty?” Harper insisted, and you realized that you both weren't going to get out of this without him answering.

“Yes, angel. Miss Y/N is very pretty.” The little girl smiled in triumph and nuzzled into your arm even more, happily curled up into your lap like a cat.

“Hey, Harper. We got a new puzzle delivered yesterday. It's got My Melody and Cinnamaroll on it. They're your favorites, right?”

The little girl nodded in glee, eyes shining as she hung on your every word.

“How about you go over to the play area and get it started, and then me and your daddy will come over and help you finish it?”

In a flash, she'd hopped up out of your lap and wriggled away, shouting a quick “You promised, right?” behind her as she went.

“I'm so sorry about that, I don't know what's gotten into her, she's usually very shy and-”

“Doctor Reid, it's fine. That's just why I called you in today. Teachers and parents are a team, right, we work together to make sure the kids grow up well, you don't need to apologize to me for that.”

The man seemed to take a deep breath and nod, to regain his wits about him for a second.

“Is she… this attached in her regular classes?”

“Well honestly, she was a bit like that at the beginning of the semester, but she grew out of it after a while. In the last week or so, she fell back into it, and now she's calling me ‘Mommy,’ too. I was wondering if anything happened recently at home that could've led her in this direction, or…”

The man looked a little bashful, but there was a twinge of sadness in his expression that you recognised all too well.

“Harper, uh, doesn't have a Mom. I adopted her, and it's a long story, but... She's been asking me to get her one recently, because she doesn't really understand all that well? I'm sorry, I didn't know she'd do something like this. I should've done a better job at home-”

“Doctor Reid, raising a child is hard. It's so hard that humans usually do it in communities, or at least in couples. You're doing it alone, and Harper is already one of the smartest and most empathetic little girls I know. You're doing your job as Dad just fine.”

The man smiled at you and looked down, quickly wiping away a tear as you gave him a moment of privacy.

“So. If nothing at home set Harper off, we should probably go and ask her why she's calling me mommy, right?”

You stood, and he stood with you, leaving his satchel next to his chair and unbuttoning his jacket.

“Great. Sure, let's go see.”

Walking to the back of the room, you both smiled quietly, looking at the small girl. The 100 piece puzzle you'd guided her to was neatly arranged on the desk, pieces split into edges and centre pieces as she slowly looked at each one with a quietly focused face. Each time she found the piece she was looking for, her smile was bright as she connected it to the small part she was working on.

“Mommy! Daddy! I can't find the melody's face, can you help me?”

“Sure, Harper, we'll help you.” You moved to sit beside her at the tiny desks, giggling when the older Reid on Harper's other side struggled to fit himself in the toddler sized chairs.

Harper assigned you roles, and you all started quietly doing your jobs, waiting for Harper to focus again so you could ask her questions without agitating her.

“Harper, can you tell your Daddy why you call me Mommy?”

“Sure! You're Mommy because I want you to marry with Daddy.”

If you weren't already still flushed from her earlier comments, you certainly were lightheaded with embarrassment now.

“Harper, that's not how it works-”

“Yes, it is, Daddy! Henry said so. He said his mommy and daddy were sad one day, but then they were together again and they had a big party called a wedding and now they're happy, and that's why we have Michael.” You didn't quite follow from all the names and the story events, but it was evident that Reid did, so you waited quietly for his explanation.

“My friend. Her son was at her wedding a few years back. They have another son who is a couple years older than Harper, they come to school together?”

Your mouth made a small ‘o’ as you slowly filled in the blanks.

“Harper, you want daddy to have a wedding so he isn't sad anymore?”

The little girl gave a big nod and a smile, like she was so happy that she was finally being understood.

“Miss Y/N should marry daddy because he thinks she's pretty. Henry said that was important for a wedding, your mommy has to look beautiful.” You made eye contact with Doctor Reid awkwardly as she spoke, both of you looking away for fear of seeing the embarrassment on each others faces.

“And Miss Y/N wants a baby. So I will be Miss Y/N's baby, so everyone can be happy!” Harper's kid logic was a little hard to find fault with, but you still had to push back a little.

“Harper, why do you think I want a baby?”

“Angie asked you, and you said," the girl pouted, almost frustrated woth habing to answer all these silly questions.

"She asked you why you don't have a baby, and you said that you can only have a baby if you're married and that you wanted to have a baby when you were married. So marry my dad, and I'll be your baby!”

Harper's smile was so happy and content that you really didn't want to spoil her dream just yet. You continued putting the puzzle together for a few minutes in silence, the full picture nearly being complete now. Harper seemed to fidget a little in her seat next to you, pushing closer and closer to you before tugging on your sleeve.

You leaned down and she whispered in your ear - though you didn't doubt that her dad heard every word.

“If you really want, I'm sure we can get another baby like Henry got Michael. I'll ask my dad, but I think it's allowed.”

The poor man on the other side of the desk had to cover his face with his hands to stop the blush from showing, devolving to just straight up resting his head on the desk when his daughter kept going.

“A boy is okay, but my dad doesn't really know about boy stuff. Uncle Derek says that my daddy is just a pretty boy with a book brain. We should get another girl, so daddy can be not worry.”

The more you listened to Harper's adorable family plan, the more you just wanted to squeeze her tight and say yes and give her everything she wanted.

“Miss Y/N, once again, I'm so sorry for everything, I'll talk with Harper at home about this.”

“It's okay, I actually find it all very sweet,” you laughed a little and smiled back at him.

“No, I'm sure your boyfriend would be so uncomfortable if he knew that she was trying to marry you off-”

“Doctor Reid, are you trying to ask me if I'm single?”

The small grin that quirked his lips up was nothing if not unfair. He really was a very pretty boy.

“It was that obvious?”

“Yep.” You made sure the ‘p’ popped a lot as you both shared a small laugh. Harper looked up between you and smiled, too.

“So, can you get married now? Henry said you can do it really quickly, like in Grandpa Rossi's garden, and then you can go and do the secret part at home while Auntie Penny looks after me.”

“Secret part?”

“To make the other baby, silly!”

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