hello! this might be too specific but could you make something about finally admitting to yourself that the person you love is indifferent to you after being in denial for avery ling time? i'm going through a bit of heartache rn if you couldn't tell 😞
natalie diaz postcolonial love poem: "isn't the air also a body, moving?" (via @liriostigre) \\ marge piercy the moon is always female: "intimacy" (via @liriostigre) \\ marylin hacker love, death and the changing of the seasons: "didn't sappho say her guts clutched up like this?" \\ rebecca hazelton vow: "you are the penultimate love of my life" \\ deborah pendell shattered heart blue bullet \\ deborah pendell shattered bleeding heart
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One bone, the lunate bone, is named
for its crescent outline. Lunatus. Luna.
Some nights she rises like that in me,
like trouble—a slow luminous flux.
Natalie Diaz, excerpt from “Manhattan is a Lenape Word“
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Maenad tongue—
come-drunk hum-tranced honey-puller—for her hips,
I am—strummed-song and succubus.
Natalie Diaz, from Postcolonial Love Poem
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There are wildflowers in my desert
which take up to twenty years to bloom.
The seeds sleep like geodes beneath hot feldspar sand
until a flash flood bolts the arroyo, lifting them
in its copper current, opens them with memory –
they remember what their god whispered
into their ribs: Wake up and ache for your life.
Natalie Diaz, from Postcolonial Love Poem
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If I Should Come Upon Your House Lonely in the West Texas Desert, Natalie Diaz
[text ID: I will swing my lasso of headlights
across your front porch,
let it drop like a rope of knotted
light at your feet.
While I put the car in park,
you will tie and tighten the loop
of light around your waist—
and I will be there with the other end
wrapped three times
around my hips horned with loneliness.
Reel me in across the glow-
throbbing sea of greenthread,
bluestem prickly poppy,
the white inflorescence of yucca
bells, up the dust-lit stairs into your
arms.
If you say to me, This is not your new
house but I am your new home,
I will enter the door of your throat,
hang my last lariat in the hallway,
build my altar of best books on your bedside
table, turn the lamp on and off, on and off, on
and off.
I will lie down in you.
Eat my meals at the red table of your heart.
Each steaming bowl will be, Just
right. I will eat it all up,
break all your chairs to pieces.
If I try running off into the deep-purpling scrub brush,
you will remind me,
There is nowhere to go if you are already here,
and pat your hand on your lap lighted
by the topazion lux of the moon through the window,
say, Here, Love, sit here—when
I do, I will say, And here I still
am.
Until then, Where are you? What is your address?
I am hurting. I am riding the night
on a full tank of gas and my
headlights are reaching out for
something.]
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