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#possibly adhd
moonlightredfern · 2 months
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It’s been a while since I did a posting-everything-I-do-today tumblr thread and I feel like that’s a solid metric to prove my mental health/energy/whatever is actually improving.
It’s just the sunlight coming back tbh.
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irlbop · 10 months
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a-queer-of-color · 5 months
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nospace in a nutshell
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fifthmoon0 · 8 months
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If you are still anywhere between a teen and 25 (anytime honestly, but still)… please get therapy if you can afford it. I grew up with severe brain fog and maladaptive daydreaming and I’m more than likely autistic or neurodivergent in some way. Also, I was abused. So I never was in a good place mentally. I didn’t learn a lot about myself until close to 30. This included learning I was aroace. And by the time I learned I was aroace I was already in my 30s and married. Not a great combo since my partner is the complete opposite. For the longest because I didn’t have a grasp on any part of myself, there was a lot of confusion and pain. This could have been avoided if I just had someone to help me. Unfortunately I didn’t have money growing up and I have always struggled financially for the most part. So getting help wasn’t really an option for me. If you can afford it, please consider it. But avoid better help. I’ve heard horror stories.
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leo-fie · 5 months
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I have meth now! I am unstoppable!
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do any other neurodivergents struggle with disconnects between their thoughts and their words?
sometimes when i'm having a conversation i'll think (word for word) what my reply is going to be, i'll say it and be certain that i have said exactly what was in my brain, only for the other person to tell me i said something entirely different.
example: recently i was talking about minecraft with a friend. i thought of a minecraft related joke and said it. the friend was confused, and told me that when i told the joke i had said "league of legends" instead of "minecraft"... i genuinely had no memory of misspeaking.
this has happened to me for my entire life on a decently regular basis. anyone else?
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pamaizai · 7 months
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Damn my feelings be wild, like, damn
Even i have no idea what is happening to me i just... went to draw also funny faces
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It's not a hyperfixation until you make a playlist for it
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lockwie · 2 years
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shout-out to fictional characters who are superficially perceived as Really Cool ™️ but are actually whole ass dorks and super insecure
and shout-out to the fictional characters who are perceived as Very Uncool ™️ and are definitely dorks but also secretly badass
they're in love
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popcorn-plots · 5 days
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My mom told me that I'm scheduled to get tested for ADHD.
Which, of course, my anxiety and insecurities immediately screamed at because that means my parents are spending money on me (that's a whole complex of trauma that I should probably bring up to my therapist at some point) and they're going out of their way to help me even though I feel like I don't deserve it and all that shit that is the reason I'm in therapy
But on the other hand. It's really helpful because if I do have ADHD and I do get officially diagnosed, than it answers a lot of questions and gives us a starting place for my mental health and my future.
And if I don't have it, then we can cross that off the listen and focus on the anxiety we're 90% sure we have. But. Yeah. That's happening.
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stolenparticles · 6 months
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cassie isn't stupid, but she is a little dumb sometimes
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wholesomelychaotic · 3 months
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Things that I believe might be why I have social anxiety (other than being disagnosed with it):
•Whenever I get excited by socializing "correctly", all of me hurts
•Whenever I "fail" socializing, It makes me big sad
•I fear I might be too weird... despite being pretty average imo
•The usual fear of judgement and being an outcast
•Finally, because I was bullied as a kid (possibly because of my ADHD, possibly because kids are jerks, or various other reasons, idk) despite what my brain tries to gaslight me into thinking that it was just kids being kids
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Wanting to share your special interest/hyperfixation with everyone so much it hurts but also not being able to stand anyone being even a little bit reasonably critical of it because it’s like a rejection of your most inner self, anyone else?
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So like, I love fics. I love ships.
But i ship like one at a time, and I just get so obsessed that I read almost anything or even write for it.
But at some point, it stops working.
In first place I always read to feel, usually joy or just squirm out loud.
That's why I read, for goddamn feelings .
And when they stop working, I still dig for more. It's not the same but I'm trying. And it's sad but I'm trying.
I just feel hopeless.
Why won't they work anymore? Why?
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I am aware of the effect I have on people (jarring conversation shifts no one can track, not even me)
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aheartofdawn · 1 year
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I'm the first two
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