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fictionkinfessions12 days ago
it's kind of funny, except it's not funny at all. i'm wei wuxian and i'm here to complain about cql again! i have no beef with the actors, but these days when i see art of myself and lan zhan where we look like them, i just feel really uncomfortable. it's partially because we didn't really look like that, and partially because i don't like being associated with cql's wei wuxian at all. we are Not the same. i hardly see myself in him. i was arrogant, i was bitter, i did not have a heart of gold. i created demonic cultivation completely on my own and then i went and forced that to be my only personality trait, because if the cultivation world found out i still had feelings, they would have used it against me.
not to mention i did not fall off of a stupid cliff. i was torn apart by my own fierce corpses. of course there wasn't any piece of my body left to mourn - i'd been fucking eaten!
i know this sounds harsh but i really don't hate cql's wei wuxian. i just hate that we are seen as the same person when we're not. he is a sanitized version of me who has experienced about half the trauma and has a quarter of the flair. - 馃崷馃悋
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fictionkinfessions13 days ago
Ok so 2am in the goddamn morning and I submitted a lot of Molly kinfessions lately but critrole just ended and I must say fuck whoever that Kingsley guy was. I woke up, immediately smooched Caleb and we lived happily ever after in a polycule with Essek. No I will not be taking criticism. ~Mollymauk fuckin Teafleaf #馃挏馃枻馃挏
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fictionkinfessions14 days ago
My source stuck in a lot of weird out-of-place shiptease moments with my girlfriend in an apparent attempt to no-homo everything with me and my boyfriend and I'm just out here like JOKE'S ON YOU LOVING HER DID NOT MAKE ME ANY LESS GAY FOR HIM and in fact she was the one who helped me find my way back to him in the end. Yes I loved her. Yes she was our biggest supporter (when he wasn't inviting disaster at least). This is a shameless love post for both of them.
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fictionkinfessions18 days ago
yes my kins are "problematic" and im going to be even more problematic just to spite you
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fictionkinfessions18 days ago
if i don't think about my kin source then usually this shift is fine its just a bit of chaos and heehoo gender snake :] but the times when i Do Infact Think about my source it's literally just massive waves of guilt and "i wonder if a kin from my source met me if they'd hate me" and then there's also the occasional kin mems which are even worse than the previous
- saeru hebi
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fictionkinfessions22 days ago
having multiple ppl say ur source or chara is problematic to kin is so... ????? yeah i KNOW ive heard it a million times, ur just regurgitating old news to me, say smthing new. theres so much other stuff to be worried abt than who i kin. like what are u gonna do?? stop me from kinning????? bully me out of kinning?? u think i control that shit? wild. just needed to vent, srry if this is a lot
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
oh god oh fuck im gonna lose it. Im excited for owl house season two i am!! Im excited to see cannon me, as im not super cannon divergent but for the most part i am. The only difference was that i was there to see Eda and my mentor fight. But seeing that one of the synopsis for the 6/19 episode involves A. my shit hole parents and 2. Luz making a deal with them worries me really badly.
Because they were toxic and i don鈥檛 remember them as the greatest most accepting people! Or nice any in anyway at all, unless they wanted something. And I dont think they鈥檒l take lightly to a HUMAN.
Please,, be safe Luz. I trust you i do, but you get very in over your head sometimes and im worried you鈥檒l get hurt. Again.
-a very very worried Amity Blight fictive
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
Man. Really hating canon me's treatment of Jack. He's just a kid, and in my canon I latched onto him pretty quickly, though that made his later mistakes all the more heart wrenching. But I would've NEVER in my right mind done that. To any Jack Kline/Winchesters out there, I'm so, so sorry that you went through that. That's horrid. - Dean Winchester (tag as fictive, please.)
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
one of my dear and beloved friends is a fan of........ a character i have a deeply complicated and personal relationship with and recently named an oc after her, and /of course/ it has to go and make me uncomfortable. sigh. (#馃寫鈽侊笍)
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
Why does my source have to have such shit writing? Can鈥檛 me and my brother and Feather and Hover just be happy? And can鈥檛 P*werstrike just die -Nothing
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
watch this!!! [has a two hour breakdown, crying to the point of nausea and hardly able to breath due to wilbur soot dropping new ghostbur lore on reddit saying that i鈥檓 completely alone in limbo and that it鈥檚 already been half a year and that i鈥檓 forced to hear how everyone鈥檚 happy that i鈥檓 gone constantly and that he鈥檚 done with me and i鈥檓 stuck like this forever] 鈥 a ghostbur fictive 馃數馃挋馃數
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
me: wakes up / everyone: bakugou is awful / me: understandable have a good day | like i get it guys, we get it, i guarantee you that like 90% of the bakugous here get it and hate ourselves as much as you hate us I GET IT i was awful thanks for the reminder im glad you're staying as far away from me as possible yep thanks. im not making excuses, canon me was AWFUL and even in my canon i was AWFUL and midoriya never spoke to me again but like??? I GET IT PLEASE #馃挱
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
Please @ kin gods I don't ever wanna kinfirm T**** Toby, please, I'm begging, I don't wanna be a character that's a horrible ableist sterotype
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
mmmmmmmh. having a source creator who's so lighthearted and willy-nilly with their story is all fun and games until you, the voice of reason in your family, get killed off, get made noncanon, and then get replaced with a morally reprehensible garbage fire of a being. they were so eager to get rid of and replace me and. wow. ouch. that helps my self-esteem. /s -馃尃馃捑(#fictive)
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
Love having a past life as Antarcticite and just being. Utterly disturbed by what's going on in the manga. Just. A huge "WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING DOING" @ EVERYONE. everyone. NOONE is excluded. EVERYONE has done some grave mistake. Godddd. I hope Phosphophyllite is having a better life now, they didn't deserve all of THAT. - Antarcticite (Land of the Lustrous) (#馃寣馃獝馃徆)
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fictionkinfessionsa month ago
Best part about kinning Nightmare from DreamTale is being told by your source鈥檚 creator that you鈥檙e a bigot because it creates the despair you feed on. Yeah, bullshit. Sorry, 鈥渃reator鈥, but you鈥檙e turning my tale so you can spew your bigoted view points and pretend it makes sense. Why don鈥檛 ya leave my brother and I out of your hate, since you want to moralize emotion? Joy can be just as 鈥渆vil鈥 as despair, and grief can be just as freeing and 鈥済ood鈥 as joy. Do better!
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fictionkinfessions2 months ago
(Tag as fictive) I recently came out of dormancy, and finally feel safe enough to interact with my source/fandom, its been basically forgotten nowadays. However, some newer members are having the same issues with bad fans and weird interactions. I cant really help them, since I just waited years for my source to go out of style, and it kinda sucks. People really can just leave kin/introjects alone, huh? Its not like I handpicked my source smh. Anyways fck r/bornica, and fck vincent. Bstard.
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fictionkinfessions2 months ago
i kin somebody from the umbrella academy and i don鈥檛 wanna say who just in case i upset anybody by knowing i鈥檓 Around but just like. i don鈥檛 know. i kin a weird au in which everything is very very different and i had a much less uncomfortable relationship with everybody else in my canon because i wasn鈥檛 such a piece of shit in the same way and i miss people who i probably would鈥檝e considered my friends and i know i鈥檒l probably never find them again but i hope they鈥檙e all doing well now <3 i wanna interact with people but the last thing i wanna do is make anybody uncomfortable or upset because they feel bad being around me + like i said, strange obscure crossover au so it鈥檚 very likely nothing is gonna come of it ever :鈥)
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fictionkinfessions2 months ago
i just want to be loved but i'm a character who isn't really given much thought or attention in my source and it stings so much. even my own canonmate says they wouldn't be interested in me anymore if i was in this timeline. it hurts, i just want to go home
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fictionkinfessions2 months ago
My highest kin is a problematic trash bag and I know plenty of people who wouldn鈥檛 even interact with me if I was open and honest about it so I have to hide it.
I just miss my fanboy boyfriend and my daughter and I screwed up both relationships and now everyone hates me.
No second chances, eh?
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