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lostmf · 5 months

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mi-i-zori · 8 days

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Breathe

Cod - Nikto x GN!Reader

SYNOPSIS : Nikto drinks blood like a starved beast.

WARNINGS : NSFW - 18+. Beware, this is kind of unhinged. Canon-typical violence, blood (Reader has periods - emphasis on period blood), Nikto (a warning in himself), blood/period kink (?), poetic smut, fluff.

Author’s Note : I have no idea why I keep using poetic sentences whenever I try to write smut, but hey. Guess its just how I am. A filthy romantic at heart.

I do not give anyone permission to re-publish, re-use and/or translate my work, be it here or on any other platform.

Nikto licks blood off his fingers on the daily like a starved beast, savouring a taste he knows will never fully satiate his hunger.

It does not matter if the crimson nectar is his or not ; he keeps engraving its flavour deep into his mind. It leaves a warm, metallic feeling in the back of his throat - one similar to the one lining the surface of the gun that was repeatedly shoved past his teeth after its bullets were lodged in-between his ribs, the thick ropes circling his wrists harvesting his own, personal flavour directly from his veins.

Both life and death flow past his tongue, carving countless nightmares in the few hours of sleep weighing heavy on his subconscious - dragging a never ending series of shuddering breaths up his oesophagus whenever he wakes.

He can never escape them, for reality is just as bitter as his dreams. So he drowns it it blood, gunpowder and alcohol, turning away from the shredded screams coming from his reflection in the mirror.

Until that moment.

Your face is pulled into a grimace as you tell him about the way one of your stupid coworkers shamelessly blabbered about how dirty he thinks period blood is, filling your head with somber thoughts at the idea that yours is quickly approaching.

You don’t see how his eyes light up when they fall upon the date circled in red on the calendar of your phone.

And it is only when his lips meet your bleeding walls for the first time, lapping at the tears running down the inside of your thighs with a newfound reverence blossoming on his tongue, that the spectre in his head finally goes silent.

You look like divine absolution, he thinks, watching with rapt attention as moans flow from your lips like a holy river. Lust fills his mind, body and soul as he wonders if edging you further would allow him to taste the stars running through your veins. Would the world end up falling apart with you ?

The thought of the Earth shattering like glass against the echo of your climax fuels the fire burning in his stomach.

So he keeps staining his mouth red with your blood and slick. War-torn hands hold your legs still around his head as his fingers pull at your flesh, moulding it to his will - and he growls loudly against your core, the waves of a supernova bursting through your entire body as a new orgasm shakes the very foundations of your universe.

Is it the third ? The fourth ? The fifth ? You stopped counting a few seconds after his mouth first latched on the sacred flower blooming between your legs, too lost in the song of your own pleasure.

Nikto doesn’t need anything more to find his own release. He then crashes on top of you as you both fall from your high, lips sharing the last remnants of your erratic, scorching breaths.

He lays there for the rest of the night, lulled to sleep by the steady rhythm of your heartbeat - your divinity dancing on the back of his tongue.

The constellations lining your mind call out to him as he sleeps, flickering with the promise of finally carrying him away from the ruins of his heart. They light up his bones from below the thorns, and he would gladly sacrifice what is left of himself if it meant you could cradle them against your breast.

The warm softness of your skin soothes the pain still lingering in his scars, and he subconsciously cages your bare form in his arms as he drifts to the world of dreams.

He can finally breathe.

#cod nikto #call of duty nikto #mwii nikto #nikto #nikto x reader #cod x reader #call of duty x reader #cod mw2 #x reader #call of duty #call of duty modern warfare #smut #cod smut #i usually struggle when writing smut #but i wrote this so quickly #idk what possessed me #i enjoy poetic filth

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yudol-skorbi · 2 years

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Быть хочу песчинкой отныне, каплей дождя в пустыне, Без имени и без масти, огромного мира частью. Растекаюсь в расслабленной позе по поверхности горного озера, Смотрю в темноту звёздным светом, дышу обжигающим ветром.

-Магия by Flëur

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dipplinduo · 2 months

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Ladies, Gentlemen, & Folks, May I Present:

THE NEXT INSTALLATION OF SWEET & SOUR DIPPLINS - "WHAT IF" SERIES: What if we had Drayton's POV?

This is a special edition chapter for a few reasons:

1 - Drayton x iconic, obv. B)

2 - I accidentally basically wrote a double chapter's worth because I had fun and also literally pulled from 4 different chapters for content.

3- Unlike other "What If" spinoffs, this particular chapter can be considered CANON, as you are reading a different POV on unchanged events. And you may find some important information that has yet to be addressed in S&S D or will never be addressed again S&S D, but is canon! LOL.

Important complimentary pictures to accompany this special occession:

Hope you enjoy! B)

#my fics #dipplinshipping #kieran pokemon #kieran x juliana pokemon #juliana x kieran pokemon #juliana pokemon #kieran x juliana #juliana x kieran #drayton pokemon #drayton being iconic #your honor this character has a chokehold on me with his strategies and moral greyness #it terrifies me how easily writing him came to me #my struggle with Juliana often revolves around flushing things out #my struggle with Kieran often revolves around the tediousness of depicting his oddly poetic brain #my struggle with drayton?#nonexistant #LOL

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donniesexceptionalmind · 4 months

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Today, I did a thing: For the first time in six months, I tried my once favourite same food that was inedible for me.

I said, "I have to try it again."

Mikey got my "favourite" brand of joghurt for me a few days ago from the store. I didn't dare to touch it & every time I opened the fridge, it smiled at me.

"I know you want to, Donatello."

It's a plant-based vanilla joghurt. The best there is according to my autistic brain.

I took a deep breath, took the joghurt out of the fridge & opened it.

The same smell, the same look, the same texture.

I acquired my favourite spoon from a drawer & stirred around in it.

"Will I be able to eat it?"

I did want to. That's why it is here, in our kitchen.

I swallowed my fear & put a tiny amount of joghurt in my mouth.

The vanilla flavour exploded in my brain, a pleasant surprise, since the taste & texture of joghurt had left me gagging & crying months ago. The pure scent of it had scared & disgusted me.

And now my brain vibrated happily, yet it was still concerned about it.

With reason.

What if it turns out to have a sudden icky texture or flavour? What if I'll get sick?

I tasted every part that made up the flavour.

The vanilla. The soy. The sugar.

"I knew you'd love me again."

The first impression made me feel like a hero.

I was confronted with a decision. Will I try to add things to it? Just like I used to do it?

My brain hissed at the thought of it.

'No, I can't.'

So I ate an apple & some nuts & a tiny amount of joghurt all separated from each other in a row: first the nuts, then the apple, then the joghurt. In that exact other, any deviance is forbidden.

And in this moment, all by myself in our kitchen, I happily jumped up & down, crying tears of relief.

I feel like I've made a big accomplishment.

TINY SMILING FACE EMOJI.

#I am feeling very poetic today #donnies exceptional mind #turtle net #rottmnt #autistic spectrum #arfid struggles #tw arfid #food sensitivities #autistic experiences #autism awareness #sensory issues #autistic donatello #rottmnt autistic donnie #rise autistic donnie

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wejustvibing · 6 months

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his mindset needs to be studied

#there's no disillusion or delusion i like it #no use screaming crying throwing up at this stage just no use #what a weekend #full of fan love and poetic justice #to remember in more ways than one #lewis hamilton #f1 #brazilian gp 2023 #ps the same weekend he talked about mental health struggles too btw

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landlordevil · 7 months

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If he had the exact same story and writing but had astarion's character model he'd be everyone's favorite. I know this because people will literally mod him out of his own romance route so that astarion can play the charming romantic- pathetic! And people belittle his trauma by joking about mizora being his "dommy mommy"- HELLO? She calls a man she manipulated into a contract at 17 her DOG, forces him thru excruciating pain when he disobeys her, and is constantly right behind him waiting to strike. He isn't safe anywhere. He has no home to go back to. Do you understand?

#i also know he'd be everyone's favorite because his story is SO closely linked w astarion's and gale's #and everyone loves waxing poetic about their struggles... FUNNY #anyways i love my good friend block button #if you cut wyll content out of your fanworks- dead 2 me. if you whiten him or mod him out of his own goddamn scenes... ur dead 2 me

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andorerso · 11 months

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I know nothing about the law but Rebelcaptain rival divorce lawyers au where one of them represents one of the spouses and the other represents the other spouse and they're both actively trying to sabotage each other to get the best deal for their respective client while also having passionate hate sex on the side because they may hate each other but they're also really attracted to each other

(bonus points if the couple is Han and Leia, Cassian represents Leia, Jyn represents Han, and they don't end up divorcing in the end)

#shut up sissi #idk idk im feeling it #smg smg divorce lawyers who constantly deal with the end of relationships and bitter exes still finding love #and realizing it's worth the struggle #and how it's kinda poetic #smg smg #rebelcaptain #divorce lawyers au

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semperrgumby · 1 year

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katya goncharova // shiv roy parallels

#goncharov #goncharov (1973)#succession #shiv roy #katya goncharova #listen i know goncharov is kendall-coded in his motivations and overall character arc #but after rewatching i just saw so much of shiv in katya #the way she carves her path in an inherently patriarchal hierarchy #a world where she struggles to be seen as something other than just a means to an end #and how poetic would it be if s04 shiv’s arc somehow mirrors katya’s ultimate betrayal?

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trushe3 · 4 months

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For all those who have been fighting silent battles this year 🧡

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gregkinz · 1 year

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Greg looks in the ‘logistics’ folder before he deletes it obviously but the only thing inside is several long and poetic love letters addressed to Greg from Tom confessing his feelings for Greg

#is this anything #succession spoilers #tomgreg #succession season 4 #he writes them at work when greg is being dumb around him #he’s sitting at his desk waxing poetic about him while greg is struggling with xcell #there’s like 20 letters just sitting in there #girl michael

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lostmf · 6 months

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I think I made you up

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la-cocotte-de-paris · 1 year

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Do you like my double necklace? ♡

#NDJDKZKZOD NOT EDWIGE'S MEMOIR SNEAKING INTO THE FIRST PIC 😭😭😭😭#I'm re-reading parts for research 😭#anyway i just wanted to show off my necklace bc i think it's pretty ♡#also for those wondering NO i have NOT finished Partage de midi I have NO idea what's going on in it #I'm trying my best and i am Struggling lol #ik what it's about just linguistically I'm in over my head bc it's very beautiful and poetic i just am not at that level yet ig 😭💔#c'est moi!#portraits of a cruel mistress #portraits of the siren #wlw #sapphic #queer #lesbian #bisexual #selfie #(sorta i guess lmaoo)#omg maybe i should have posed with Edwige's book hahaha oh well nevermind! :P #femme #high femme

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pastafossa · 8 months

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hello! if u have not heard "two" by sleeping at last, i BEG u to listen to it. its our penguins' love in 4 and a half minutes, u would think they wrote it specifically for TRT 💛

I HAVE, IT ABSOLUTELY IS A PENGUIN SONG! I've got Two on the official TRT playlist for them cause holy shit that feels right all the way down to sweetheart, and the line about 'I just want to love you, to love you, to love you well. I just want to learn how, somehow, to be loved myself' gets me emotional every gd time. It reads like TRT from start to finish, is this guy reading trt orrr For anyone who hasn't heard Two (or any of his other enneagram songs, all of which are built with different tempos and melodies based on the personality types), I highly recommend giving it a listen cause it is totally a song for TRT's romance, and is one of my favorites for them.

Side note, some of his other songs I have on the TRT playlist:

One: a sorta sad song for Matt, since I headcanon his enneagram type is 1 or 2.

Two: obviously - this fits for both of them.

Six: a song for Jane, since I'll confirm this is her enneagram type.

Eight: this one's for both of them thanks to their backstories and the song's grown on me with time. It's so sharp and closed off at the beginning before becoming more vulnerable and gentle. Absolutely perfect for both of them.

Nine: a song for both of them; just fits I think.

Mercury: this one feels just so tragically, painfully about Matt.

Earth: a tragic Jane song, works sadly well for her backstory and her struggle with the boar.

Neptune: a song from Jane to Matt, works well for before she tells him about Los Angeles.

Pluto: a song from Jane to Matt as she learns to trust and eventually love him.

I'll Keep You Safe: A hopeful song from Matt to Jane about how he'll keep her safe as she discovers who she is.

You Are Enough: a song for both of them to the other as they build each other up.

(Bonus if you want to ugly cry, since it's not on my TRT playlist: Saturn, written from the perspective of Galileo's children after he passes, is what I hear for Jane to Ciro after he eventually passes away. You taught me the courage of stars before you left How light carries on endlessly even after death With shortness of breath you explained the infinite How rare and beautiful it is to even exist)

#the red thread #sleeping at last #i LOVE this guy's songs so much and have a ton more non-trt ones on my other playlist but these are the TRT ones #so you are ABSOLUTELY CORRECT IN THAT TWO FITS THEM CAUSE THAT'S WHAT I SAID #eight was a song i wasn't sure about musically at first but now i'm in love with it cause it fits the narrative of the song #neptune is 100% jane's struggle with the truth and wanting to tell matt #and 'i'll keep you safe' is absolutely matt promising to keep her safe and hold her heart as she explores and grows #i love his songs so much #they work SO WELL FOR STORIES #and if you ever want to fucking WEEP #listen to saturn #i ALWAYS cry hard when I hear it #it's so beautiful and tragic and poetic and gentle

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steveyockey · 8 months

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I truly have no idea how the ari and dante film will play to you if you haven’t read the book but for ME as someone who loved it dearly as a teen the movie is like a letter from an old friend 💗 it’s very special to be able to reconnect with something previously important to you that makes you thankful for everything you have experienced since that point and I feel like aitch alberto created a faithful adaptation best appreciated by the people familiar with this story

#like mayyyyybe it doesn’t work as well if you haven’t had Ari’s full internal monologue addressing his struggle with anger and shame but !#I think the craft is good enough that I’m not too pressed on that issue #aristotle and dante #aristotle and dante discover the universe #I know I know I complain about twee media for teens being big on here. and now I stand in front of all of you waxing poetic about twee media #for teens. BUT! Ari and Dante is very special to meeeeeeee so. well. I feel very blessed and want other people to get that experience also

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iwantsnuggles · 29 days

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Oblivion

Day 1

The lives I will never live, the words I will never say, the eyes I will never meet, can they knock another day?

Today is weighed by enough guilt, too formidable is the existing debris, for now, I only crave oblivion and the nothing it demands of me

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