Tumgik
#poem about life
poetrybynoone · 1 month
Text
Tumblr media
18 notes · View notes
Text
Tumblr media
Trashy poems that are relatable part 2
14 notes · View notes
i-indigo · 20 days
Text
The Girlhood of Hating Yourself
Oh how I miss my only problem being
The mirror;
Those days
I counted with your love.
I couldn't stand
To look at myself,
Like how now you can't stand
Me.
And while I'm now glad
To look at my reflection,
I can't
Stand,
Not counting with your love.
I guess I now look
How I always wanted,
But I still hate my body
Because it is not close
To yours.
I hate it:
Why would I be comfortable with this version
That you hate?
I suppose I look good naked,
But it is nothing
Compared to the nude
That my heart is in
Your hands.
I look better in reflections now,
But the problem is still the mirror;
It doesn't reflect you
By my side.
My younger self
Would have given everything to look like I do.
And I
Would give anything
To be that young again;
I would choose
To hate my body again
If that meant
I could love you.
X.
8 notes · View notes
floweunoia · 5 months
Text
I'm well used to people leaving my life
I'm always the one holding the door
And You decide whether you want to walk in or walk out
But don't be surprised that when you want to come back, they will be closed.
Happier, 2023
18 notes · View notes
love-dah-lia · 4 months
Text
I hate him...
I hate him for making me sad...
It's not like he did something, but sometimes not doing anything is even worse.
Why did he leave? Did I do something wrong?
I wouldn't know... I was just a child... his child... But he doesn't seem to care. Why do I care?
I hate him...
I hate him and every single parent who doesn't act like one.
I tell myself that I don't care.
I tell myself that I don't need him.
He doesn't deserve me crying over him, and I wish I could stop... I wish I could actually just stop caring... but it's hard.
It's hard~ when people ask if he wished me a happy birthday and the answer is no.
It's hard~ when I see other children with their fathers. Why can they love their children, but he can't?
I hate myself...
I hate myself for missing him.
He never did anything that should make me miss him, but I still do. Stop missing him!
I wonder what he thinks of me.
Does he ever miss me? Maybe regret leaving? Is he ever wishing for me to be a part of his life again?
Did he ever even love me? Or care for me?
I look at pictures of him holding me as a baby-
Did this mean nothing to him? Did he just forget about me?
I hate him...
I hate him for hurting his child!
Is he happy with his new family? Does he even realize that he hurt me?
I wouldn't admit to him that he did... I can't even say it out loud to myself.
What would my younger self think after finding out that we don't have any contact anymore?
It would probably be hurting...
I think it's the child in me that cries over him and can't let him go.
While my older self wants to forget him so desperately. Wants to believe that I don't care.
Wants to hate him...
I hate him...
I hate him for letting me hate him.
by me
10 notes · View notes
memoriesplastic · 2 years
Text
Sí el yo de hace unos años observara en que me he convertido, estoy seguro que nunca habría deseado ser un adulto.
150 notes · View notes
senderodeversos · 1 month
Text
Tumblr media
En el infinito📝
4 notes · View notes
ladymacbeeth · 11 months
Text
Tumblr media
19 notes · View notes
allmothsdied · 5 months
Text
I know only broken kinds of love
I know love that can't even physically touch you
And is pulling away with disgust and old pain
The words of love just and only right before you're hit by their hand
I know love that promised to stay, to fucking be here
And disappeared after few months in time when you need her closest
Leaving you with just a memories and questions without answers
I know love that was supposed to be of the strongest kind here on earth
Purest and unconditional, strongest of them all
That proven to be the biggest lie of them all
I know love that just take from you and take and take
Until there's nothing less to take
And that's the moment when it became a ghost
I know love that makes you feel desperate, that makes you cry your heart out
I know love that's agrresive and hurtful and nothing more
I know love that leave you think you're unlovable
That leave you even more empty, more starved
The one that's little bit cold and taste bittersweet
I know love that doesn't even notice you're no longer in it's life
That doesn't notice you've kinda stopped talking years ago
And no one really knows why, they called it growing apart, but it's hella bullshit
I know love, so proud and holy
That's the biggest hypocrite
Cause you're just another one in their long list of their achievement all in Gods name
I know love that only wants your body
Have hungry eyes that only see skin they want to own for a while until they lose interest
And then you're less than nothing
I know love that tries to help you, heal you, make u alright
But just fuck you up about thousand times more
And make it your fault
I know love that never cares, never listen, never notice, never know, but never asks
Love that make you listen and listen and fucking listen until you lose your hearing
I know love, that wants to fuck you, fuck like lovers
But wanting only be friends, friends just having fun
Looking serious, sending mixed signals just so you're tearing apart and choking with tears
I know love that ripped you apart, ripped into piecies
By giving you hope and dreams, by making you want something for fucking once
Just to burn it all to the ground and repeat it until you're unrepairable crushed
I know love that doesn't care losing you
That doesn't really need and come back just when needing something from you and then
Send you to fuck yourself again
I know love that hurts like fucking hell, that physically feels like drowning, that's pure agony
That puts you in pain and choke you to death
I know love that feels like five lions eating your insides
While bisons run over you and all you want
Is to finally close your eyes
I know love that kills
I know all the kinds of broken love
And I want none of them
So when you told me you love, be specific, tell me what it's gonna be this time
7 notes · View notes
atlaswritespoetry · 12 hours
Text
Tumblr media
"your body is a temple"
My body is not a temple in the way of beauty and glorious art
It crumbles against the wind
Creaks and groans with any pressure
My body is the temple of a forgotten god
One that has not known love or piety in many days.
In a forgotten corner, covered in dust and cob webs sits a mural
Stained glass and paint come together
In beautiful hues of blue and purple
To create the meaning of man
Unseen forces hold it together
Maybe forces of religious miracles untold
2 notes · View notes
poetrybynoone · 8 days
Text
Tumblr media
12 notes · View notes
itstimetofall · 1 year
Text
I thought I found a friend so true,
Someone to trust and talk to,
But as time went on, I began to see,
That she was only using me.
I was just the second option,
A place to vent without caution,
She only talked about her own needs,
Expecting me to answer and feed.
With her other friends, she was more loud,
And when I asked her to hangout,
She always had an excuse to give,
And with her other friends, she'd rather live.
It hurts so much to be used this way,
It's like my heart is thrown away,
I thought she was different, but now I know,
She's just like my past friends, ready to go.
She told me once that she was lucky to meet,
But now I doubt if she was being neat,
Or if she just wanted something from me,
And pretended to care to get it for free.
I feel so stupid to have easily believed,
And now I'm feeling so deceived,
I don't know if she thinks we're friends,
Or if she's just being polite until the end.
I thought I found a friend so great,
But now my heart feels heavy with weight,
I must learn from this painful lesson,
And only keep friends who are true and stand.
13 notes · View notes
michelleinnisss · 17 days
Text
Tumblr media
2 notes · View notes
floweunoia · 5 months
Text
I don't care anymore.
Yes, you can hear me perfectly. I do not care. About all things. First of all, I am no longer trapped in these thin walls of hate and lies. I do not care. Write it down the right way. Today is a new day. Enjoy the rest of your day.
Happier, 2023
8 notes · View notes
whycolorsfade · 1 year
Text
The blood is dark red But her skin is almost as pale as the clouds When she cuts her skin off She feels such freedom She spent her whole life stuck inside of a box she made herself She made every inch of the box Painting it's cover of the most beautiful shade of pink When she cuts her skin She cuts the box And finally gets free How could so much love Result in so much pain? She reminds herself she's still alive while cutting her own veins The pain and the suffering no longer matters Her feet makes contact with the real world Her eyes finally see what is in front of them That's a peaceful world Where everyone's soul is pure and kind
Soso, 2023
20 notes · View notes
love-dah-lia · 4 months
Text
¿best friends?
we used to be best friends
for many, many years
but suddenly it ends
I lost so many tears
we barely see each other
and you don't seem to bother
you like your new friend more
like you liked me before
we used to be best friends
always had much fun
but suddenly it ends
and now the fun is gone
let's go back in time
some years ago, maybe nine
and be best friends again
like we were back then
we used to be best friends
texting hours every day
but suddenly it ends
no texts on my display
I'm just some friend now, Ow
but in the end
you're still my best friend
and I pretend
that I'm yours too
but that's not true
well, not to you
by me
7 notes · View notes