#plus it's summer so the air inside is like... warm and muggy and uncomfortable but the air outside is worse. I guess I just don't like

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hgghhhhhhhhhh...............smonk ..............

#I can barely see out the window lol... #With the wildfire smoke making the air quality so hazardous it almost feels claustrophobic like.... normally if you can't breathe well you #can just open a window and get some fresh air - but in this case there's literally nowhere to turn for fresh air #if the air inside your home gets worse or anything then that's it #Like if i burnt toast or something I couldn't air out the place.. I would just have burnt toast in the air forever now #which is a bad example ghghj but you know what I mean #Especially because I think I might be sick and am having slight chest pressure and coughing and congestion #all I want to do is breathe good clean crispy air and feel comfortable but it's like HGHj what am I going to do.. open a WINDOW?? #I hope my symptoms don't get worse or that if they do it's around the time that the smoke clears up and etc. #so far I think they said it should be getting a little better by monday but that feels so far away #plus it's summer so the air inside is like... warm and muggy and uncomfortable but the air outside is worse. I guess I just don't like #feeling trapped lol.. but ANYWAY .. #you know those photos of the surface of mars or whatever where everyhting is all yellow/orange? that's like literally #the view outside of the window. it feels like another planet and is so weird #we also might have to evacuate at some point so I need to take stuff to the car (though my area is not even a level 1 i just want #to be ready? especially if we had to go in the middle of the night like.. I'd rather pack a few things into the car then than now) but I'm #afraid to open the door and also to go outside in general lol.. #I also need to water my poor plants but I don't want to open the door long enough to do so lol... I am so sorry my children.. TuT #(for reference I'm around portland in oregon so that's the specific area out of the list that I'm talking about ) #*'now than then' lol not 'then than now' .. I mixed them up .. whoop