#pls why am i like this

[colalikescomfortcharacters]

Thomas being wholesome❤ Thomas hugging the virgil and patton is s cuteee

#thomas sanders #patton sanders #sanders sides virgil #remus sanders #roman sanders #virgil sanders #sanders sides #thomas wholesome #sanders sides plushies #wholesome gay man #i want a virgil plush #pls why am i like this #comfort youtubers #plushies

[catladyoftheyr]

I’m writing twilight fanfic but tell me why I am so embarrassed just typing that shit as if google docs can judge me 😭

#pls why am I like this #I have nothing to be ashamed of and YET

[maipareshaan]

Psychosexual

#Melore #Pls why am i like this #Bdhdh

[katherine-mcnamara]

someone please take jdownloader away from me. I don’t have the time rn to be giffing this many dizis

#dev talks #pls why am i like this

[haoreo]

tinotopak na naman yung beshy nyo 🤸‍♀️

#pls why am i like this #lea shut up 🔇

[ashleyloob]

this can't just be me but do you ever hear a YouTubers voice and immediately click off because you just can't stand how they sound and don't know why. even if the content itself is fine

#theres so many good video essays i absolutely can not watch bc their voice just drives me insane #idk why im like this omg #i think if any voice sounds 'fake' it makes me feel super unsettled #i am begging YouTubers to pls use their normal talking voice 😭

[milk-lover]

Sobbing uncontrollably reading through a dissertation about the college experience of students with ADHD. It is like reading a report about my life that just says over and over "My experiences are real. My hardships are real. I am not lazy, I am not dumb. My struggles were not my fault, and they were not a moral failing. The failure was with the system, not with me."

Here's a line that got me in particular:

"Hotez et al.(2022) compared the health, academic, and non-academic capacities of a nationally representative sample of U.S. first-year college students with ADHD and without ADHD. Students with ADHD self-reported lower academic aspirations and more feelings of depression and overwhelm, ranking themselves lower in their general emotional health. The fact that students with ADHD scored in the highest 10th percentile for many non-academic traits, such as artistic ability, computer skills, creativity, public speaking, social confidence, self-understanding and understanding of others, compassion, and risk-tasking, suggests that this population has strengths that are frequently underappreciated in academia."

(the paper is a thesis called "Understanding the Collegiate Experience for Students With ADHD" by Gia Long, 2022)

#adhd #actually adhd #i often hyperbolize but i am dead serious when i say sobbing uncontrollably. this is why i was putting off this assignment. #1000 years of hell to professors who assign self-reflection papers /hj #i dont feel comfy posting the pdf bc its not mine butttt.. i will share it to people who dm me. #edit: pages 80-85 #edit: thank you to everyone who reached out and asked for the pdf!! i wasn’t expecting this reaction #keep reaching out I’ll keep sending it #if anyone is interested but struggles to read academic papers pls ask me for help bc I’ve gotten a lot of practice with them and am Glad to #expand someone’s access to a paper like this

[emerald-evans]

so angry that I wrote an enemies to lovers one shot 😭

#pls why am I like this #just girly things 💅🏻 #idk who with tho

[beholdthemuffin]

me interacting with anyone: i'm annoying and they hate me

#pls why am i like this

[enduracarrotchips]

encounter

#I am so normal abt these 2 characters who have never met #anyway don’t question what’s going on in this piece cause idk. like. yea idk #why r they here…? idk MBBB #pls lmk if u have any ideas #I’m thinking it’s their ‘fated duel’ or however it’s been hyped up by irodori/wanderer quest #genshin impact #kazuscara #kaedehara kazuha #scaramouche #wanderer #kazuha #consistency? i don’t know her #btw once this is cleaned up more I will print it!! for con

[ryllen]

When he saved me on Glorious Masquerade, I finally understand why people like him (so thoughtful huhu .. TT TT)

#u're not proving anything sebek FSFGDH seriously tho pls stop being the most insane person in NRC and live for urself a lil' #twisted wonderland #twst #malleus draconia #sebek zigvolt #twst yuu #twst mc #glorious masquerade #fanart #fsdsh honestly tho i always think that i like diasomnia the least from all the other dormitories #but here i am making fanarts of them instead #life works in a mysterious way #and sebek was the last character i ever get to think of fshdshd #then i pulled him on the masquerade gacha #and everything went so fast after that #FSHDH SERIOUSLY THO HE ASKING FOR SOMEONE TO LET HIM SIT ON THEIR LAP FSHD #i just thought he said that meaning azul should have let grim sit on yuu's lap sooner #WHY DID HE MEAN SOMEONE SHOULD GIVE HIM A LAP SEAT AS WELL FHSDH #NRC full of bois with wonky thoughts fhs #seriously tho i thought malleus saved me because i am the mc but he actually thought of me not being able to use magic that's why #he saved me he's gonna make me c r y

[cheruib]

in early spring

#the other one had a typo pls why am i like this........... anyway #omg the way i wrote the two times TWICE. i need to sleep #im not fixing that ignore it <3 #my writing

[toytulini]

listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.

yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?

maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".

get a better joke

#toy txt post #god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones #let it flop..........pls #internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop #i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having #1 million bajillion disclaimers #virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word #disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word #grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used #to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023 #and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like #im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild #i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good' #like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you #but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches' #'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay #god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil #but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful #and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like #hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine #and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr #and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like #and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay #its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat #? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty? #you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right #stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny #whatever #if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll #i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.

[gayrika]

i lost my mind last night apparently

#why did i only draw ingo good once then fuck up every ones shit like that 😭 #pkmn #submas #autoposting #PLEASE plspls upload this time i am beggggging you pls

[pheoflame]

Them making my heart go 😩🤌💘

#my adventures with superman #clois #maws #superman and lois #lois lane #clark kent #lois and clark #NAAAHHH CUZ WHY AM I CHANGING BETWEEN 2 STYLES YOU GUYS IF YALL READ MY TAGS PLS TELL MY WHAT STYLE YALL LIKE MORE AHAHA 😭 #I FLIPPING LOVE EM #IIIIIII.... #🥴 #CLOIS GOT ME FU CKNED UP YALL #bye

[quibysgettingtired]

The urge to tear out every organ from my torso and cry or scream in agony in hopes of feeling like you deserve to actually be called ill :3

#tw s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #self h@rm #depressing shit #actually mentally ill #am i actually ill? #validate my emotions pls #desperate #cvtaddict #i want to cvt #cvtt!ng #cutt1ng #cvt addict #self h@te #am i mentally ill? #what is wrong with me #why do i do this to myself #why do i feel like this