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#pls i’m so sad and this made me so soft i rlly love you and cherish you okay x
remspace · 2 years
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★ pairing: toji x f!reader
☾ summary: toji falls in love with you even though you’re unavailable
★ warnings: cheating; curse words; heavy tension at times; mentions of blood, body parts, etc.
☾ genre: forbidden lovers, modern! au, angst w some fluff <3
★ wc: 5705k (sorry)
☾ a/n: hi! this is my first fic on here and i’m extremely nervous but also rlly excited :)) i’ve been thinking ab this idea for months it seems and i just rlly wanted to write it because i barely see any soft, lovesick toji anywhere and it makes me so sad :( the breakers between each section of the fic are the names of songs that i feel explain the tone and feel of their love. also helps kinda explain the way both of the characters are feeling at the time :) (i wanted to explain just in case lmfao). anyways, i hope u guys enjoy simp toji cause he brings out the absolute best in me <3 pls leave ur thoughts and comments and if u have any criticism (that’s fine i’m rlly open to it) just pls be nice about it!! enjoy :)
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it’s always the same. days start out just as they end – long and tiresome with streaks of short-lived joy throughout. it’s hard to grasp the reality that’s been bestowed upon him.
toji works. he works for himself. for his boss. for his son. for his wife. for god. and he tries not to ask for anything in return. to be a selfless man that fears the concept of loneliness, only to be surrounded by warmth, but toji’s tolerance for a life of tranquility has started to shrivel like a rose in need of water. his patience has run thinner than his blood and he can’t seem to figure out where exactly he went wrong.
he asks the question: where did i lose myself? and the answer, he knows, is always the same.
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despite what he wants, toji finds himself thinking of you and what you could possibly be doing. he thinks of all the times you sat beside him, wishing for the same things that he could never voice because you had always taken his thoughts out of his mind and his words out of his mouth and held them in your hands for him to take. you’d always speak up to him, looking up at him in admiration as if you were waiting for him to tell you just how much you had truly affected him.
he finds himself smirking at that thought. even when you weren’t around, your presence still lingered subtly through the atmosphere that sometimes he felt as if he could reach out into the space before him and find you reaching for him there, too.
he found that you had always adored him; always looked up to him. even when he had bared all for you to see. let you crawl into the trap spaces of his mind and hear just how much turmoil he was actually in. let you in his heart, let you touch the ridges of ripped flesh and vibrant blood that seeped through out him. even when he let you see his tears, his fears, his regrets, you still smiled at him and showed him that he could never be less than a man to you. even when you saw that he was nothing but a man with scars. a man with nothing but chaos. a man with absolutely nothing; it still seemed as if you lived for his praise and his approval.
you were truly irreplaceable, and he had tried everything to rid himself of your being. to rid himself of everything that made you, you. but as he expected, he had failed. time and time again. he tried drinking, despite his hatred for alcohol; the bitter taste did nothing but intensify his want, his need, his craving for you. he tried smoking (a habit he still carries in his left pocket now). and he even tried pleasure, indulging in feeling-less acts with strangers who didn’t know about the sins he carried underneath his scars. but none of it could ever – ever – cleanse him of you.
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the first time toji met you felt like an unbelievable scene in one of those cringe romance movies he absolutely despised. it had been a stormy, grey night. the busses had been running so behind schedule that it made more sense to walk in the pouring rain rather than wait for one at the bus stop, but he had chosen to wait anyway despite the fact that his legs were aching and his arm was bruised beneath his black hoodie.
you had been standing beside him, foot tapping impatiently against the milky puddles as you continuously glanced down at your watch. your purple long-sleeved shirt was drenched in water and your pants were stuck to your figure like a second skin. you were stiff and obviously uncomfortable, but you were also so incredibly amusing.
you kept huffing and puffing about the late busses every single chance you got. with just a glance down at your watch every so often you’d start to slowly, but surely, throw a temper tantrum. groans and growls about the time kept falling out of your mouth every second it seemed. and toji tried to contain his laughter but when you slammed your foot down into the puddle beneath you and stumbled back in shock, he couldn’t hold it in.
his laughter came tumbling out of his mouth without any resistance. he looked away from you, chuckles flying out of his mouth as he laughed about your attitude and you acting like you were a six year old child over nothing but rain.
at the sound of his giggles you stood straight up, eyes narrowing into slits as you carefully eyed him and his outburst of amusement.
“what’s so funny?” you asked a second later, hands clasped together in front of you and your eyebrows raised.
toji cleared his throat before looking you in your face. “you.”
he had said that so boldly, not even caring about how you could have possibly reacted to what he had just said. the most he was expecting was an eye-roll. but you completely rendered him. with a singular blink and tick of your jaw, you turned your body towards him, lifted your right leg behind you, and then swung it with all your might through the puddle in front of him.
within seconds toji had become drenched. his hoodie immediately clinging tighter against his chest and his jeans starting to fade into a lighter, gray color that did not look black like they had previously been. toji stood still. the scar on his lip twitching in shock and aggravation. his words seemingly never coming.
with that, you blew out a breath, giggled to yourself, and turned on your heels. you swiftly opened up your umbrella before the sky could sob down upon your head and you walked away. with what seemed to be a pep in your step.
the anger that had started to brew inside of his stomach suddenly stopped and an all too resistant smile spread across toji’s face like butter.
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“toji you’ve gotta stop picking at your nails,” you spoke between bites of chicken nuggets, looking down at his hands. “you look like you’ve gotten tore up by a dog or something.”
toji blew out a breath before patting your hand that sat limply in front of him. a chagrin frown plaguing your plush lips as you realized that you had run out of honey mustard.
“why the fuck do they never give you enough sauce with the nuggets? i ordered a twenty piece…in what world does that mean give me one honey mustard?” you groaned, eyes rolling as you sat back into your seat. you chewed uninterestingly on your food as you turned your attention back to toji. his viridian eyes softening at your annoyance.
“i know,” he said, plainly. “i c’n go get you another one, kid.”
you held up a hand. “there’s no need for that. i’ll just use my spit as sauce, i guess.”
at that, he let out a short laugh. always finding your disappointment somewhat amusing. it was funny how just small, little things could dampen your mood all the way. you went from being content to being unhappy all too fast. he never could seem to keep up but nevertheless, it still entertained him to no end.
toji’s thumb mindlessly caressed yours, and you froze; finally realizing that he had been touching you. your face started to heat up at the contact, making you feel inherently guilty. guilty for speaking to such a man that you knew you could not ignore. guilty for letting him trick you into small, affectionate touches that made you feel as if time had stopped. guilty for liking his attention.
what were you thinking? indulging a man when you knew you had another waiting for you at home? you were truly selfish, you thought. selfish in the way his touch always left a chill running down your spine and selfish in the way that you wanted more. way more.
at your tensing muscles, toji retracted his hand once he realized what he had done. his eyes widened apologetically before he let his hand fall limply into his lap.
he cleared his throat.
“so…what ya got planned f’r today?” he asked next, eyes falling to where your fingers tapped skittishly against the wooden table.
“uh–after we finish this tutoring session, i’m going to the market.”
oh yeah, toji remembered, this was supposed to be a tutoring session. you had to forgive him for forgetting for the umpteenth time. he couldn’t help himself whenever you got near him. he would fall victim to your voice and your words and your dramatics. you were addicting. to put it simply.
he was supposed to be tutoring you in math – specifically calculus. toji had always been a bit of a whiz with numbers, but he’d always hide that side of him with his actions. college had never been in the works for him. he just couldn’t see himself living a domestic life that was simple and somewhat easy.
so instead he decided to do what he did best.
corrupt.
the only reason why he decided to tutor you was to at least be in your presence. if he couldn’t have you, he’d be yours instead. he knew that this situation he had put the both of you in was terrible and inconsiderate of him, but he found it hard to care in the peak of his obsession. but now? the decision had proven to be so detrimental that even the thought of you hurt him. it squeezed him dry of all reasonable sense and instead replaced it with a thumping heart and red cheeks.
he hated himself.
he regrets how this came to be. he had seen you again after the rain incident at his favorite cafe. you had been sitting near a corner, big textbook turned to a page, and a grimace on your face as you ran a hand over your face.
for some odd reason he felt comfortable enough with you — well really the memory of you — to approach you. so he did.
“this seat taken?” he asked, watching you closely as your attention immediately switched to him.
you frowned, immediately recognizing him.
“i’m sorr-,” you started.
“save it,” toji insisted, completely disregarding you and choosing to sit down in front of you anyway. “already forgiven.”
your eyebrow arched before you hesitantly nodded your head, immediately getting back to your work.
it was peacefully awkward for the next few minutes. you pretending like he wasn’t there in front of you while you reworked problem after problem and him trying not to stare at your face. you were beautiful. gorgeous. so utterly uniquely beautiful in a way that had truly stunted him.
he cleared his throat after minutes of silence; he was starting to feel nervous around you. you had practically ignored him and he wasn’t particularly used to that happening. he was a pretty big man, standing 6’3 with a pretty broad physique, but you acted as if you weren’t phased. and maybe it hadn’t been acting. but that’s what drew him closer to you. while the rest of the world feared and avoided him, you didn’t.
brushing off his nerves, he shifted in his seat. “what ya’ workin’ on?”
“calculus,” you responded, looking up at him to hold eye-contact. he saw you gulp. “…’s hard as hell. but i’m managing. i think.”
toji grunted in understanding before leaning closer to see the problem on your paper. “ah. i used to be a fuckin’ genius at this shit. wasn’t too bad.”
you glared at him, eyes narrowing in irritation. “well instead of bragging about your big brain, d’ya mind helping me out? i lied, i’m not managing. i’m drowning. i don’t know how to do anything! and my professor — ugh — he’s such an asshole. i swear to you he can’t teach-”
toji narrowed his eyes at your words before leaning back in his chair. “no.”
your mouth fell open. “what do you mean no? you literally just saw me struggling! do you want me to fail? y’know my life will be ruined and it’ll be all your fault-”
toji cocked his head. “you always talk this much?”
your mouth slapped shut and you rolled your eyes. you huffed a little before you maneuvered your book back into your bag and you began to stand up.
“i’ll help you,” toji said after seeing you were seriously going to leave, cutting off your decent. you smiled brightly, getting ready to open your mouth but toji held his hand up, pausing you. “if — you promise to not talk my fuckin’ head off.”
and with a roll of your eyes and a quirk of his lips, a deadly deal between hearts had been signed with blood.
toji snapped back into reality when he caught you standing up, slipping your bag on your shoulder. his eyebrows furrowed in confusion and he reached a hand out to grab your arm gently, halting your motions.
your eyes locked into his, and he swear he saw nothing but endearment. for him.
toji called your name.
you looked down at his thick fingers that wrapped around your arm, the skin rough but his hold gentle as he questioned you with his eyes. your eyes scanned over his face, watching the crease of his eyebrows and how his tongue swiped so subtly over the scar on his lip that made your breathing increase.
you broke eye contact when your boyfriend that stood by the cafe entrance called your name once again. you gulped, shaking toji’s hand off as he also turned his attention to the front door, his eyes immediately finding your boyfriend’s.
his name wasn’t important, seeming as to how you’ve never mentioned it to toji even when you told him you had been dating someone. you never really spoke about your boyfriend at all when you were with him. a coincidence? he didn’t think so.
“i’ve gotta go, toji,” you said a second later, shrugging your bag back onto your shoulder.
“alright, kid.”
“uh…i’ll give you the money the next time we meet up? i’m kind of broke right now, haha…um. is that okay? i know it’s so last minute and i’m sorry-”
“shut up,” toji cut you off. “i never take your money, ‘n i won’t take it this time. so go ahead ‘n get out of here.”
you smiled slightly. “um toji i-"
you were interrupted again by your boyfriend calling your name once more and you could hear he was getting a bit impatient. you looked at him and held up a finger.
“toji i-”
“kid,” toji sighed, knowing you were going to apologize. “stop apologizin’ and leave already. i promise ya that i’m not mad. could never be mad at you. so go on.”
you poked your bottom lip out, trying to stop a wry smile from appearing on your face. “okay. see you next time, toji!” and as you passed, you placed your hand against his back, giving a small pat, before you caught up with your boyfriend.
toji watched like a dejected puppy as you kissed him on his cheek, watching as his face literally brightened now that your attention was on him. you linked your elbow with him and then you disappeared with someone that wasn’t toji down the street.
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“what do you want your final words to be?” you questioned, feet kicking little rocks as you walked with toji on the moon-lit sidewalk.
a breeze had come and drifted quietly between the two of you, flowing throughout your hair and your clothes, making you feel as if you were walking on air.
much to his dismay, the weekly tutoring sessions had sort of turned into little dates. you didn’t even bring your book anymore whenever you met up. something different had flourished between the two of you and even though you both knew it was foolish to explore it, you still found yourselves together despite the signs that you shouldn’t be.
it was like signing a death wish. toji could predict the future if he wanted to because he had already known from the start how this would end between the two of you. he decided to remain falsely ignorant, however. he kept laughing at your silly jokes, kept patting your head whenever you weren’t looking, kept whispering tiny words of affection to you when you pretended to be busy with something, but you had always heard him loud and clear.
you kept trying to convince yourself that what you and toji had was merely just a platonic friendship. but even you couldn’t deny the way his touch would make you feel, make you want to submit into the persuasive tune of his breathing and heartbeat. you were in such strong denial that you had become slightly delusional. trying to downplay toji’s actions and his words, but you knew as well as anybody else that what you had with him was more difficult than you could comprehend.
so you ignored it.
“my last words, huh? hm…” he grumbled. “they’d probably be ‘fuck you.’”
toji stared at the side of your face as you smiled at his response, in love with the curve of your cheek and the line of your jaw. the way you spoke was so fluent and airy, like you were casting a spell to keep him chained to you forever. and if you were, toji didn’t mind. in fact he felt as if he could stay under your spell forever.
your eyes were so soft whenever you looked up at the sky. it was almost as if you longed to be up there with the stars. he couldn’t help but to admire you in this state. you never stopped talking except at night. your rampant thoughts slowed down and you listened more intently to him. hanging onto toji’s every word as you followed behind him.
toji blew out a breath once before facing forwards again, face turning red.
you giggled quietly. “you want your last words to be fuck you? i don’t know why i was expecting different.”
toji shrugged. “what would yours be?”
you sighed, looking up again towards the sky. “i think…maybe i’d want to be quiet. i’ve talked my entire life, yknow? talked so much about everything – well mostly greek mythology – but still my mouth runs like a fucking faucet sometimes. so i think when it’s my time to go i’ll shut up ‘n listen to the white noise fade out and watch as the world turns black and swallows me whole…maybe then i’ll appreciate the silence more.”
toji grinned. you were poetic like that. you talked so much that sometimes your words tended to blend into beautiful stories that stunned him.
“yeah?” toji spoke after a while. “death would be the one thing that shuts ya up?”
you rolled your eyes. “i guess so.”
despite knowing he shouldn’t, he wrapped his arm around your shoulder anyway. he expected you to freeze up and push him away, but you melted. it felt as if you had finally stopped pushing him away and instead let him wrap you up in bliss. your head fell against his shoulder and you intwined your hand with his hand that was hanging off your shoulder.
toji inhaled sharply, the soft pads of your fingers slipping between his. you probably didn’t know, but his heart was actively breaking with every shared look and touch. he was in so much pain that he didn’t know what to do with himself besides be by your side. he wanted you, so bad, and only for himself.
but if he had to share you for the rest of his life, he’d gladly do it all the same. it was amazing just how strongly your essence had been wrapped around his throat in such a harsh way. you were suffocating him, stealing every lingering breath from him when you looked at him. it’d been almost a year since this had started, and with every passing day his condition had worsened each morning. every day he woke up without you by his side he felt himself die a little more inside. you were killing him, and by how tightly you were squeezing his hand he figured he was killing you, too.
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toji didn’t know anything about greek mythology until he met you. you were so interested in the gods and goddesses, pointing out your favorites at times whenever the situation called for it, but toji couldn’t entirely understand how there was a relation between him and the gods of the skies until he started falling in love with you.
when he first learned about the story of icarus and the sun, he thought it was stupid. “did the fucker not know the sun was fuckin’ hot,” he grunted when you finished telling the story. he had downplayed it and thrown it into the back of his mind to make more space for you, but when toji stood before you with his palms covered in blood as he held his heart out for you to break; he realized.
he was icarus.
you stood as still as a tree as you stared at him with glassy eyes. your breathing was so harsh that your chest heaved up and down each time you took a breath. your eyes were blown out and shining back at him with something akin to desperation but not quite. it was like he was witnessing your fall from grace; your return to noble land as you stared back at him like he was a monster.
the first one to move after his confession had been you. you shook your head slowly, tears starting to fall so softly against your cheeks. toji thought you looked like an absolute angel like this. raw, unfiltered emotion running rampant throughout your entire being, and it was just for him to see. toji knew the end of this love affair was nearing, but he couldn’t entirely focus on it when you looked just like the goddesses you rambled on and on about.
“toji,” you croaked, your voice sounding like your throat was scraping against itself, leaving blooded trails down your esophagus. “we can’t.”
toji nodded his head once. “i know.”
the sound of your breathing and the heavy rain beating down against the windows of toji’s living room were the only sounds that could be heard in the room. everything else seemed to vanish. it was like you had been transported to another reality, another world where you only felt heartbreak. you were so broken already and toji cursed himself infinitely for wanting to see how much, how far you could go before you shattered and let him pick up the fragments of you. would this really be the end for the both of you? would you really not choose him? or was this just another beginning? a new time where the love that had bloomed between you would fully grow?
he had given you an ultimatum. either you choose to be with him or your lover, no in between and no slick bets. at first toji had accepted his fate, but over time he became greedy. greedy in the way he touched you, greedy in the way he had loved you. he couldn’t hold himself back anymore because his obsession had started to turn physical, his body reacting differently whenever you had sauntered near him.
he couldn’t take it anymore. not when he still hadn’t had all of you after he had given you every part of himself. it was unfair, selfish, and downright sinful. you had consumed all of him. you had stuck your hand into his chest, breaking his ribs and draining him of his blood until you had grabbed hold of his heart and ripped it out of him at once.
it was so painfully obvious that toji had fallen victim to your light. you burned so brightly that toji couldn’t help but feel drawn to you; as if you could somehow overcome the darkness that shadowed his heart. he kept coming closer and closer knowing that if he got too close he’d burst into flames and turn into ash, but toji was too far gone. he’d gladly parish in your flames if that meant you’d be tied to him forever. for you to take his life would be an honor that he would gladly die for. he’d suffer at the hands of you and he felt like you knew it.
it made him insane how you acted as if you couldn’t fathom the idea of him loving someone as pure as you. whenever he was with you, you stole the teeth and tongue right out of his mouth and held them in your own, speaking for him. you saw the way he looked at you. saw the way he touched you. you knew he loved you and you knew you loved him, but sanity had never been your best friend. your mind was lost and you had decided to avoid it all.
“toji,” you cried out. “i-i already have someone that i’m happy with. as much as he means to me, i just…i can’t. i don’t want to hurt you, toji. god knows it’s killing me now but i just - i can’t. i’m sorry.
“i’m so sorry for…doing this to us. knowing that i…i don’t think that i can leave him right now. i’m fucking sorry, toji, fuck.”
toji nodded again. understanding lacing his gentle gaze as he kept his eye contact with you. everything you were saying was right. he was an ever selfish man that took way more than he gave, but what you didn’t realize was that toji would give you anything. if you wanted to walk away, you could have. he wouldn’t chase you. he’d open the door and watch you walk out even though it’d break him into pieces, but you weren’t moving.
he didn’t even think you had realized yet. you were still standing in his living room, crying, trying to explain to him why your love couldn’t continue and yet you still stood planted right in front of him. he saw your fingers twitch as you looked at him, almost as if you were trying to convince yourself, trying to make rational sense so that you didn’t fuck up something you already had, that you felt safe with.
how does one choose in such a situation? you have the best of both worlds and you couldn’t seem to even wrap your mind around the fact that toji confronted you about his overbearing love for you, despite knowing that you had already been tied to someone else, and that had to mean something, right? right?
“i know you’ve got another man, kid,” toji whispered as he took cautious steps towards you, to comfort you despite feeling as if he could die right then and there. “you know you’ve got another man, but, that’s not gonna stop me from lovin’ you.”
you shook your head, angry tears falling now as you prepared yourself to confess too. “i know i shouldn’t say this but toji – i, um, i love you. i love you even though i know i shouldn’t and it wouldn’t be fair if i left you without telling you that. ‘cause then you’d think i was just fuckin’ lying to you and faking but i swear i wasn’t.
“i don’t expect you to understand why i’m not…choosing you right now but one day, i’ll find you again and i swear i’ll tell you everything. and explain to you why. i swear to you, toji.”
he had reached you now. you looked up at him with sad eyes, knowing that when you walked out and back into the arms of your current lover, nothing would ever be the same. and you wouldn’t let it be.
you were in so much mental anguish that it felt as if a furnace sat ablaze in the darkest, deepest corners of your mind. you were arguing with yourself, with your morals, with everything you had ever believed in. was this the ultimate test? having to choose between a new, fresh faced love with promises of sweet kisses and words or an old, comfortable love? a love that has always felt right and that you’ve always wanted? you shut your eyes, beginning to get overwhelmed even when you had told him you couldn’t be with him and he had nodded his head like he understood but you knew he didn’t. your chest was still heaving, only inches away from toji’s own chest. you felt his warmth. his big hands hovering at his sides just itching to actually touch you for the first time.
“toji,” you sobbed, hands shaking. “toji i’m-”
toji shook his head. “i love you.”
“stop,” you gritted, fingers balling into fists as you started to instead feel a type of regretful rage. you couldn’t deny him and his intoxicating presence. you couldn’t ignore it and you knew that he knew that. “toji we can’t.”
“i know,” toji whispered again, looking down at your irises that were glowing with trepidation and exhaustion. but most of all, guilt. he knew you were regretful and on the verge of having a mental breakdown.
toji poked his cheek with his tongue, trying not to bite down into his cheek. he was losing you. and he had promised himself he wouldn’t intervene.
he watched you intently as you lifted your hands and slowly began to cradle his face in your palms, ignoring the throbbing thought that you should leave now while you still have some shred of hope for his and your future. at the feeling of your soft hands caressing his face, his eyes shut on their own accord and he leaned into you more. trying to take more. his lips hovered over yours, both of you softly breathing into each others mouths. it felt right being close to him, sharing the same space and air, breathing each others heartbreak in. you were basking in the sorrow that had overcome you and before you could think about your actions, his magnetic pull urged you and you pressed up on your toes and connected your mouths together.
the kiss ignited a spark inside of your stomach that made tiny little explosions start everywhere inside you. his lips were plush and soft, immediately molding into yours as you kissed softly before he took hold of the back of your head, kissing you harder.
you gasped, allowing his tongue to slowly push into your mouth and intertwine with yours. the feeling of his tongue sliding against yours, lightly touching and teasing as he lured you closer towards the edge. you moaned. at the sound of your expression, toji’s body started to heat up even more. his hands itching to touch more of you as they slid from the base of your neck to your waist. he made you open your mouth wider, angling his head to suck your tongue into his mouth.
he knew this was bad. he knew it was like willingly selling his soul into slavery, the impact sure to take his breath away once he pulled away but you tasted so good. like peaches. you smelled delectable and felt even better. he didn’t know how he was going to bare with losing you after tasting you, touching you, but before he could do anything to show you how much he truly wanted you, your nails dug into his back and you bit his lip.
with the power of god in your hands, you pulled away, eyes narrowing as he chased your lips. you put both hands on his shoulders and used all the self control you could muster within yourself to still him.
he called out to you, head hanging as he panted.
“‘m sorry, toji” you spoke meekly, hands shaking as they come up to swipe at the scar on his lip. “i have to go now.”
and then you were gone.
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right person, wrong time is what toji explains to himself when he asks the question where did it all go wrong. it’s verbatim, he knows. your love story was supposed to be flawless and victorious. easy. you were supposed to be the mother of his son, the woman he came home to every night and made love to whenever his heart felt thawed enough to beat for someone else. it was supposed to be perfect.
but, perhaps, that’s what made it great.
deep down toji knows he’s delusional. no matter which way you look at it, your love was doomed from the start. there was nothing that could have been done to salvage both hearts and somehow fix them. your love hadn’t been supported from the start and toji was the only one truly fighting. fighting to have a new beginning with you, but you, you didn’t have as much to lose as he did. and he knew that when he chose to corrupt you and him at the same time.
the day you left him was the day he died. everything that he had given you had been taken with you when you left his apartment. he couldn’t give his wife his heart when you still had it, and even then, he wanted you to keep it. as a reminder of the love that he gave you. as a reminder that he always would see you, feel you, and want you. as long as you were here on this earth there is nothing he wouldn’t give just to see you again.
toji let out a small sigh before he slid further into his bed sheets, shifting in his bed before pulling the body of his wife closer to him. he closed his eyes, pretending that it was you he was holding and not her. but it would suffice, it had to, cause if it didn’t toji knew he would have been dead by now. so with the taste of your lips and the ghost of your love caressing his skin, toji finally drifted into sleep, with a dying wish that he won’t wake up next time.
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summer child
steve harrington x fem!reader
word count - idk, a lot ?
summary - it’s rlly sad, if u listen to summer child then you’ll know but steve is summer child and there’s no arguments about it (kinda hate this so if u hate it too do not tell me bc I will CRY)
inspired by summer child by conan gray (pls pls pls listen to the song as u read, ily)
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Steve Harrington didn’t know how to care for himself, not because he never learned how to but because there was always someone above himself. There was always someone who needed a hug more than he did, who needed a ride somewhere more than he needed rest, who needed advice on anything more than he needed it.
Steve was by far the most selfless person you knew, it was one of your favourite things about him. However, on the opposite end of the spectrum, it was also one of your least favourite things about him- all at once.
His love for others greatly outweighed his love and care for himself. All you wanted was for him to start taking care of himself the way he took care of everyone around him.
It started off with small things, you think it started when you first spent a night as his place.
The night was all soft kisses, dancing in the refrigerator light, and legs draped over each other under blankets. It was everything you could’ve wanted and more; pure and domestic, teenage love.
But when the time came to finally climb into Steve’s bed, you slipped his yellow jumper over your body and pulled him into bed with you. Just before Steve could pull you to lay on top of him, you leaned across his bed to shut off the lamp on your side to blanket the room in darkness.
With your head resting on Steve’s chest, you felt him tense up underneath you once the light switched off. After a few minutes passes by, seemingly without him relaxing, you lifted your head up to look at him.
“Are you alright with the lamp being off?” You couldn’t think of what else could have caused the sudden shift in Steve’s mood besides the light going out, especially considering the great mood he had been in all night.
“Yeah, no, it’s fine,” He shook his head and smiled, assuring you it was okay even if it really wasn’t. “I just forget to turn that light off sometimes, sweetheart.”
It was a lie, you weren’t sure why, but you and Steve both knew he was lying. Sleeping in the dark wasn’t the same for Steve as it was for you, he didn’t find the same peace and relaxation as you did- especially not since battling demogorgons. He hated to admit it, even to himself, but really he could only put it down to a fear of the dark. Well, maybe not a fear of the dark specifically, but rather what lurked in the dark when his guard was down.
So, his bedroom lamp stayed on when he slept.
“Are you sure? We can keep it on if you want.” You were in no place to judge Steve as to why he maybe wanted the extra light in the room. It was still early days in your relationship so you didn’t want to step on his toes in any way.
“I’m fine, honestly,” He pressed a kiss to your forehead and pulled the blanket up to cover both of you, finding comfort in having you that close to him rather than finding it from the light in his room. “Get some sleep, I know you’re tired.”
And just like that, you and Steve never spoke about leaving a light on in bed again. When you were with him, Steve didn’t mind having the light off - he would’ve preferred it being on but it wasn’t the end of the world - but when he was alone it was an entirely different story. His house was always empty, his parents always in Michigan or New York or anywhere but Hawkins, so he always kept a light or two on in his house when you weren’t with him.
For as long as you’d known Steve, his parents were rarely around. You’d never met them nor had Steve ever made any effort in trying to get you to meet them. Instead, you just accepted the fact that his home was always empty of people besides you and him.
No one was there to give him a home cooked meal after coming home, no one was there to ask him about his day, and no one was there to just speak to him.
You always made the effort to call him before bed, or ask if he wanted to come over on a Friday night for a movie night, because you could only guess how isolating a big house like his own could be.
But really, you had to weigh up the pros and cons because you couldn’t decide what was worse: when his parents were away or when they were home?
Because when his parents were away; Steve was happy, there was always a smile on his face, and that only rubbed off on you. A mirroring smile painted your own face, joy bubbling inside of you because of your small world with Steve in his home. Your small world that you could play make believe in, pretending you had grown up with no responsibilities, and make dinner for the two of you, lounge around his pool, shower together- filled with love.
But you rarely saw Steve when his parents were home, and you could only assume why, because when you would see him he would appear with a cut under his lip or an eye covered in purple and blue tones.
You worried about him and his home life when his parents were around, trying to question as much as you could without irritating him because god knows he didn’t need anymore stress. But every time you asked if he was okay, he would give you the same response.
“Yeah, I’m fine, babe,” A smile crept up onto his face, the cut on his lip stretching in a way you knew had to be painful. “Just been missing you, that’s all.”
He brushed off your worries every single time and it near enough broke your heart. You wanted him to want to be cared for, to want that love and worry you wanted to give him, but he pushed it away before you could even offer it to him.
But soon enough, he would go back to the Steve you knew and loved. His house was suddenly filled with laughter and love of his friends as he threw pool parties for them, trying to distract them from the fact their world was crumbling around them.
“I can’t cook,” Steve laughed as you pulled out ingredients - that you had stocked - from his fridge so you could make everyone a meal before they had to go home. “I’m not gonna be much help.”
“You can always be my sous chef.” You handed him a chopping board and a knife, knowing he would manage well enough.
Your head swam with thoughts of Steve being alone in his house without the ability to cook. He lived alone without any skill, and you could only help but wonder how he managed to sustain himself.
“Steve, baby,” You didn’t want to push, you knew he hated that, but you couldn’t keep ignoring your nagging anxieties about him. “What do you mean, you can’t cook?”
“Like, I tried to make pasta once and I set the smoke alarm off.” Again, he played it off as a joke but it only worsened your worries for him.
After that, you tried to make sure the cooking channel was on his TV before you left his house and always offered to make dinner when you stayed, hoping that he would pick something up from it to ensure he wasn’t relying solely on takeout and microwave meals.
Nothing was ever as bad as the Starcourt Mall incident. Up until that point, Steve may have believed that he was deceiving you into thinking he was fine but that night was the end of it all.
It was a fire, they said. Everyone told you that the mall went on fire, and as soon as you heard you rushed towards the mall because you knew Steve had been working that night. But after taking one look at him, sitting on the concrete sidewalk beside Robin with sirens sounding around him, you knew it was more than a fire.
His entire face was broken and bloodied without any hint of emotion. Whenever he and Robin were together, the air was light and filled with laughter but now there was nothing of the sort.
You drove him home as quick as you could, most certainly breaking some road laws on the way, but it didn’t matter when the love of your life sat beside you and looked like they had been dragged through hell and back.
His hand slipped into your own, finger tips doused in blood laced through your own but you didn’t care as you pulled him upstairs to the bathroom.
As per usual, Steve was stubborn as you tried to sit him down on the edge of the bathtub, saying that he would be fine and he just needed a shower. You were at your limit, though, and were truly sick of him saying he was okay.
Ignoring his protests, you pulled out an unopened first aid kit from under his sink and used whatever you could inside of it to bring a bit of life back to your boy.
“It wasn’t a fire.” He murmured as you dabbed at the gore surrounding his eye, trying to be as gentle as possible.
“I guessed that.” Your hand snakes under his chin, tilting his head up to look at you. However, one look into his glossy eyes and you wished you hadn’t.
“I can’t keep doing this, I can’t keep pretending it’s all okay when none of this is,” Steve shook his head, biting down on his lip to help prevent the tears from spilling from his eyes but it was no use. “God, you should’ve seen what they done to Robin- it was- I can’t forget that.”
Whilst you loved Robin as much as the next person, your heart ached that Steve was still thinking about someone else rather than himself, even when he was in such a state.
“Steve, I can see what they’ve done to you.” Once the cuts on his face were cleaned, you pressed plasters anywhere you could, trying to help Steve feel better.
“I don’t know how much more of this I can take.” He dropped his head so it hit your chest and instantly your arms wrapped around him, trying to pull him as close to you as possible as you felt the tears from his eyes hit your skin.
“You don’t have to deal with any of it, it’s over now, you’re okay.” His sobs wracked through your body, never once had you heard him cry or even complain about anything that upset him.
“I’m not.” Steve lifted his head from your chest, rubbing his eyes clear of any tears and trying to pull himself together.
“Don’t do that, just let it out.” You pulled his hands away from his eyes, trying to fix the plaster he had moved in the process.
You sat in the bathroom as he showered, trying to pretend you were focused on tidying up rather than his sobs that filled the room. But it didn’t matter, because he asked you to stay. He wasn’t pretending he was fine anymore. You knew that now he had opened up, he would only help himself rather than bottling everything he felt. And that night, you two slept with the big light on, as per Steve’s request.
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delirious-donna · 2 years
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MISS MA'AM U RLLY POPPED OF WITH UR LATEST KAKASHI WORK, GOT ME SWEATIN' SHIIIIII 🥵🥵
like, i know it was all like, rlly fluffy and cute soft sex and stuff, but like sometimes thats the hottest shit like, i really like it okay?
also, i have the sense of humor of a five year old, so you really got me giggling at the word "butt"
Potty humor? pls, it's the best humor.
Like, one sec i'm reading this heartfelt sentence by y/n telling kakashi that he doesn't have to walk this path alone anymore,
and then it's followed by, "His palms cupped ur butt" and i just,,,
cue the uncontrollable giggles.
but my terrible humor aside, i just wanted to let u know that Bathe Me was an immaculate masterpiece (as is everything u write tbh) and i was kind of having a shitty day so it really really really made me happy. so thank you for giving us the gift of ur writing, donna. even if all it is is filthy smut, it touches a lot more people than you think
(and i mean that in a heartfelt way but i mean...)
—Miyu☁️
Sweetie, this was the absolute best thing to wake up to.
You’re so unbelievably kind, and it means a lot to hear such lovely feedback about my stories. Yeah, you’re right, sometimes the soft and intimate sex is a lot hotter than the ‘fucking like bunnies’ stuff!
As for potty humour - ha, this made me laugh so much. Really reminded me of the bit in Finding Nemo when they are talking about ‘touching the butt’. Just too funny and I’m glad that I could make you laugh even when it might not have been intended! ^^
I’m so sorry you were having a shitty day, that makes me sad, but I’m beyond delighted that I could brighten it up for you.
As for touching people… I’ll happily touch away, as long as there is consent! 😉 I kid, or do I? But yeah, it makes me super happy and fuzzy inside to know that people can get such joy from my crazy rambling mind!
Thank you again for sharing this with me! Ilysm ^^ <3 <3
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jungxk · 3 years
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Oh no! What happened? It’s ok! Doesn’t matter. It’s perfect timing actually coz now I can take both you and anon on a date ... *rolls up to you & anon in my convertible* 🗣🗣🗣 “Get in ladies. We’re getting chicken nuggets .... the BTS set ... coz it’s available in my country. It’s a lot to explain. Just ... just GET IN!!!”
🚘🚗💨
😭😭i’m literally going to cry i can’t believe how lucky i am to have someone so sweet send this!!!! i love you forever and ever!!! me and anon are just finishing getting ready ,,, is there a gochujang dipping sauce for the nuggets or shall i bring some
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rrazor · 3 years
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hq boys post wisdom teeth extraction
tags: fluff, soft boyfies lol
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kuroo tetsurou wakes up and immediately the first thing he tells the professionals around him is that he wants to see his girlfriend because he knows you’re waiting for him and “i love her so much 🥺🥰" he says it a few more times and everyone laughs at how doped up he is both from the drugs and you. when you walk in to take notes on how to take care of him afterwards, he just stares at you as he holds you hand with the SOFTEST LOOK on his face like 🥺😍☺️❤️💕💖💝🥺🥰💖💝☺️
tetsu cannot stop looking at you and u almost have to plead with him to watch where’s he walking like tetsu pls we don’t wanna have to come back to get your front teeth done sweetie 🅱️lease!!!!!! other than that he is pretty easy to reason with it as long as you promise to kiss every part of his face once in a particular order and if u mess up, unfortunately, you’ll just have to start over again sigh it makes his heart go 💥💥💥
bokuto kuroo offers to drive him back home and brings you along to support and comfort him. he helps kou get into the back with you but he refuses and goes “kuroooooo, she’s too pretty, I dun wanna sit next to her ☹️” LMFAO kuroo rolls his eyes and just sits him down and buckles him in despite his protests HA
kou is super nervous and keeps looking over you when he thinks you aren’t looking like 🥺😊 and you decide to play along and ask him how he’s feeling and if he’s in pain and he shakes his head and goes “‘m okay, you’re really pretty though 🥺😍” kuroo snorts in the front seat and you’re trying rlly hard to not laugh at how cute he is so you take his hand and kou lit rally thinks he’s gonna pass out when you call him handsome and ask him out before kissing his cheek. he starts crying as he says things like “kuroo!!!! the pretty girl is my girlfriend now!! 🥺❤️😭💖💕😭😭🥳”
akaashi you’re already by his side by the time he wakes up but he doesn’t remember jack so he goes “hello, have u seen my girlfriend? she looks just like you. can u tell me if u see her? I would like to see her—she’s my everything 😊🥰” UGGHH KISS HIIMMM
he doesn’t remember who you are until the medication wears off but you manage to convince him that you’re gonna take him to his girlfriend so you can take him home 💀 and he spends the whole car ride really pretty quiet until you ask him why he’s so fidgety and then he softly tells you “i… can’t wait to see my girlfriend 🥺🥰💕 she said we’d go on an ice-cream date after🍦i hope she’s not mad that it’s been so long 🥺❤️💗” AHDHJANAA like a little happy babyyyy 🥺😭
oikawa tooru’s procedure finishes earlier than expected and has a dental hygienist watching over him as they wait for you and for some reason he starts to sing, but it’s really out of tune because of all the cotton in his mouth and the dental hygienist is just standing there, taking it. you can hear him down the hall as you walk into his room and he’s so excited to see you!!! “did you hear me sing for you, babe? i didn’t want you to get lost in this maze 🥺🥰” “yes, i did, tooru, tysm you don’t have to sing anymore 😊😇💕”
tries to pull you into his lap as the dentist goes through the aftercare procedures and whines “pleasssseeeee, it huuurrrrrttttts i just want cuddddlllleesssss 😭☹️🥺💕” you opt to sit on the edge of the chair as he buries his head in your back 🥰
iwaizumi YOU try to flirt with hajime because he doesn’t remember that you’re his girlfriend and he’s all like stop!!! i have a girlfriend! 😡 AHAHA so you decide to ask him about his lovely girlfriend and he gets the softest smile on his face omggg and he starts going on about how hardworking you are ❤️, determined 💘, beautiful 💖, how nice you smell 😳
when you tell him its you he doesn’t believe you!!! like stop u r trying too hard, stranger!!! 😠 It’s not until you bring up a photo of yourselves and stick it next to your face does he go all soft again like babe i missed you 🥺 there was this weirdo trying to flirt with me, i’m so glad you’re here 🥰 and you tell him that the weirdo was you and he’s like “no, you’re better than that” LMFAAOO THANKS HAJIME 😭
matsukawa his mom is there to pick the two of you up and he’s holding your hand as he turns to you, super concerned and goes “babe, we forgot my teeth 😞” HWJJCKWJSJEF 💀 he’s all pouty and its sooooooo cute LMFAO WHAT DID HE THINK A REMOVAL WAS??? but you play it cool and squeeze his hand and say “i didnt forget you though 😊” he nods like a little kid and says “yeah” and tries to pull you into his lap so that you can cuddle but his mom is right there and you’re tryna be a good passenger and stop him from unbuckling your seatbelt: issei, we can cuddle when we get home!!!!
this giant dude just looks at you all 🥺 and BEGS like “babe please, just a little, i just want to hold you 🥺💕” he tries to guilt trip you like “c’mon, babe, you forgot my teeth” 😭😭😭 STFU u somehow make it back to his place and he tackles you into the couch and promptly falls asleep in 2 minutes flat 😴 his mom thinks its hilarious and thanks u for taking care of him ☺️❤️
hanamaki straight up asks you if you have a boyfriend. you say yes and he gets REALLY SAD OH MY GOD and is all “oh ☹️🥺” but then you cup his cheek and hold one of his hands and start telling him what your boyfriend looks like and how he has cute strawberry hair and pretty eyes and how handsome he is and talking about his cute little eyebrows and how good he is at volleyball and takahiro is like…. 🧐🤨 is that…… me??? but then he’s like wait it couldn’t be and gets all sad again 😭
you can’t take how sad he is and tell him it’s him!!!!! you give him some kisses as an apology 😭🥺💖❤️ and he’s all really?!!? 🥰💖💕💝🥳💕as he pulls you close to rest his head on your chest. he asks you to talk about how much you love him again 😭🥰🥺 refuses to remove himself from you
kyoutani he’s got this super angry expression on his face and everyone stays a good ways away from him 😬 when you come in, you get the same 😡 but then he chills because you’re wearing that one dress he went out of his way to buy for you when you were window shopping together that one time and he’s like …..suspicious why is she wearing her dress 😒 HAJFKAKSW KENTAROU
but THEN he sees the bracelet he got you for your one year anniversary and takes a whiff of you (um 😷) and NOW he’s all WAIT…… connections r being made—he gets super handsy 😳💕 really likes it when you kiss his forehead 🥺 and glares daggers at the dentist with his head on your chest, arms around your waist as you stand next to him and listen to what the aftercare instructions are because he’s all like grrr my girlfriend!! no touch!!! 😡🤬
daichi omg daichi is SO SHY and BASHFUL like he looks at you all 🥺🥰 and when you look towards him he immediately looks away but it’s so obvious because his ears are red and you can see his blush high on his cheekbones 😭🥺💕 you ask him what’s wrong and he’s stuttering trying to ask if you have a boyfriend and you’re like yes 💔
his face FALLS and it hurts but then you show him your matching engagement rings 💍 like “we’re fiancés, dai 🥰❤️” and he almost cries as hard as when he heard you say yes 😭💖💕 he’s so EMBARRASSED when you show the video back to him 😭 suga and asahi clown him 🤧
sugawara fella wakes up, looks you in the eye and is like “they’ve rebuilt me, babe✨” what? “the technology!!!” ??? “they made me better than i was before: better, stronger, faster 🤖💪🧠" LMFAO thinks he underwent some experiment like no we just fixed your teeth 😌
when you tell him so he gets a little dejected and asks you if you’d still love him without any upgrades with his lips pursed and his cheeks pink as he plays with your hands 🥺💗 like OFC KOUSHI!!! 🥰🥺❤️ really sweet and giggly on the bus ride home—holds you close and draws circles on your skin as he talks about the strangest things 🙈💖
kageyama no inhibitions so tobio is very attached to you!!! when he wakes up to see you next to him, he grabs you in his half-asleep state to leave slobbery kisses all over you like some dog before he falls back asleep again 💀 he wakes up twenty minutes later to see that you’re gone (had to wash off his spit 😬) and he panics when he doesn’t see you 😭🥺
he gets up to try to look for you and the second you come back, he hugs you and is all ☹️ telling you “don’t go too far, i wanna always be able to find you 😠🥺” you rub his back and pinky promise to stay close by and he’s so relieved he falls asleep standing 😴💕 like …..thanks 🤧 asks if he can play volleyball and pouts rlly hard when the dentist says no 😭💔
atsumu atsumu is loopy af and he wanted to go to the washroom so the poor staff had to hull around this 6’2”, 80kg man around but then you walk in just as they’re about to turn the corner and the moment he sees you, he’s goes “BABIEEEEE, I loOoove yoU! 😍” in this super adorable, high pitched sing-songy voice and makes OBNOXIOUS kissy faces at you but it looks so funny because his mouth is full of cotton 😭😭🤧🥴 the nurses tell you he’s a keeper but then he promptly slips and nearly falls on his face trying to walk over to you unassisted 🙄
the walk to the car is SO HARD because he clings to you like a baby koala and whines when you try to get him to loosen up so that you can get better leverage to support his weight like atsumu pls we’re almost there, just let go for a bit and he’s all puppy eyed like “don’t 🥺 ya 🥺 love 🥺 me 🥺 baby???????? i jus’ wanna be close to ya 💔💔💔” JAJCJJWNCMS he denies all of it when he sobers up
osamu all this fool remembers is that he has a girlfriend and that she looks EXACTLY like you but his brain synapses aren’t working like they used to 😔 so he doesn’t remember that YOU are literally his girlfriend so he just sits there and goes all “you look so much like her….. i miss her sm 😢🤕😞” with this faraway look in his eyes AS IF YOU WERE DEAD 💀 THE DISRESPECT
he rlly wants to hold your hand and touch you but like u aren’t his girlfriend right??? but you tell him u are after rolling ur eyes and show him some photos of the two of you as proof and he’s all “oh!” 😳 and he smiles so broad you can see his little dimple on his left cheek 😭💖 because he can FINALLY hold your hand 🥰 no filter so he whisper-begs for kisses throughout the entire time the dentist talks you through his surgery and how to care for him and you’re so embarrassed JAJCJKAKDSS “pls, pls can i have a kiss” you give him one “can i have one here now” “what about here” “pls another one pls” 🥺🥺🥺 at least he’s polite JAJCNKAFB
suna rin remembers you and right when he wakes up to see you next to him he says, “hello, wife 💖" and waits for your response but like wtf do u SAY like you’ve only ever heard him tell you he loves you that ONE time he thought u were ASLEEP!!! and you haven’t even talked about anything beyond dating yet!!! is it the anaesthetic that’s making him say this or is he just fooling you??? 💀😵 a few minutes later, he sighs and goes “you’re supposed to say ‘hello, husband ❤️’….” 🙄🥱
show him the video after the anaesthetic wears off and he’ll sit there looking at you like “….well? i’m still waiting? 😐” ugH modern romance am i right HAHDJKAKSKAA
ushijima wakatoshi thinks you’re another nurse even though you’re dressed nothing like them and he asks you when his girlfriend is coming and if she knows he’s done with the procedure and also “have you met my girlfriend? she is very beautiful and very kind. you must meet her ☺️” he asks the same questions to the dentist who comes in to talk to you afterwards and they’re looking at him like ?????? “isn’t this your girlfriend, ushijima-san?”
wakatoshi just goes 😯, looks at you and says your name so softly and in the sweetest way possible and tells you he missed you and he loves you and he wants to go get curry from that one restaurant later and the dentist tells you they’ll be back later as you sob 😭😭❤️💕❤️😭💖
semi eita thinks you’re one of the office receptionists when you walk in and asks you if you, his girlfriend 💕, had been notified that the procedure was done and you’re all uh yes she does, she’s coming soon!! he nods very cutely and thanks you, handsome smile on his face at the thought of seeing you 🥰 he turns around to look at the window and you just stand there all 😶 he HUMS softly as he waits and it’s that one song he played for you on his guitar HAJXNJSW 😭🥺💘❤️
he turns back around thirty seconds later like “babe?? is that you?? you got here so fast 😍🥺💖😚” as if it wasn’t you THE WHOLE TIME 💀 melts when you kiss his cheeks tenderly 🥰 plays with your fingers as he softly looks into your eyes!! 😍
tendou really wants to get his wisdom teeth back like just because you pulled them out doesn’t make them yours, sensei 🙄 LMFAO the dentist gives him his teeth afterwards and he holds them out for you and you’re like “tysm for your bloody, gross teeth, satori 🥰😬” “AWWW you’re welcome 😊 aren’t they cute? ya think our kids will be this cute? 💖”
many thoughts: 1) oh god oh GOD he wants to have KIDS WITH YOU!! MARRIAGE??!? 😵❤️ 2) y does he think his molars r cute and y does he hope your kids will look like nasty teeth 😭💀 he’s rlly adamant about you lazing around with him. keeps showing u his teeth for some reason but gives the cutest smiles and hums when you feed him his fav chocolate ice cream 💗💗💗
goshiki he tries to flirt with you but its so funny and endearingly awkward because he’s got all the gauze in his mouth and he isn’t that good at it and he’s on the verge of tears half the time and you dont know why??? you ask him and his brows are all furrowed, pout on his lips and says “just wanna be your boyfriend pls 🥺💕” “yeah?” “yeah,” he nods. “i promise to do my best 🥺”
when you tell him you’re already dating, he starts to cry and is all like i have to tell all my friends 😭 tsutomu cries to the dentist like “sensei, y’know, we’re boyfriend and girlfriend 😭❤️” he quiets down when you brush through his hair with your hands ☺️
terushima you walk into his room after he’s done and ask the dental hygienists how he’s doing and he looks at you all confused like 🤨 and asks the hygienists who you are. they think you’re married for some reason and say “that’s your wife!” and you’re so EMBARRASSED but also super happy on the inside HAHA he straight up goes “DAAAMMNNN, I did alright, huh?! when we bustin’ outta here?!” 🤪😜🥴😘 as if he could actually differentiate between left and right, up and down 😔
just in case, he asks you if you’re his wife at the same time the dentist asks if the two of you will be okay from here on out and you nod to the dentist’s question but yuuji thinks it’s for him so he lays back down with this satisfied look on his face like HELL YEAH alright, alright, alright 😌🥰🥴 and does those little nods SIDJAJJDJSJFJR HAHAHAHA
sakusa omi lets you play with his bangs and hands as you wait for the dentist and he LOVES IT softest smile on his face!! RIDICULOUSLY CLINGY!!!! he does NOT want you to leave him at all, will not let you go to the bathroom even though you’re like “omi, please, the dentist is busy with another patient right now, i’ll be back soon before we go through the aftercare stuff” “no” “omi, i have to pee” “do it here” and now it’s you who’s all 🤢
gets really defensive and protective when the dentist comes in and just shoves his head in your chest because he doesn’t want to look at them LMFAO death grip around your waist 🤧 when you show him what he said about you going to the bathroom he demands you delete it “omi, i didn’t know u loved me that much 🥰🥺💕” “…………..🤐”
hoshiumi kourai insisted he was fine on his own “nothing is impossible for hoshiumi kourai, national athlete 😤” when the dentist asked if he needed someone to watch over him and the dentist is 🤨 ok sir and leaves after he falls asleep. when he wakes up, no one’s in his room and he has to use the washroom and he’s like i’ll do just it myself 🙄 he tries to stand and promptly collapses to the floor. he CRAWLS around on his stomach and makes it out of his room just as you walk in and you’re like KOU whY are you on the FLOOR like a ROACH 😭😭😭
it’s like you’re reenacting some dramatic romance movie as kou groans around the gauze and makes poor attempts to stand up, holding onto you LAKDSHLASKAHD 💀💀💀 asks you to get on the floor with him because he honest to god can’t get UP so that he can cuddle with you as the dentist and his assistants stand two feet away 🥰💕 tries to fight the staff when they get too close to you trying to help him get back to his bed HAJJFKAKDMAD
extra: kita shinsuke (lol) when kita finishes his wisdom tooth extraction, he looks at you like this and doesnt remember who you are; he thinks you’re here for another patient and doesn’t say a word to you because his grandma taught him not to talk to strangers.
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salazarslytherin · 3 years
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full (r.l x y/n)
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cw/tw: tiny bit of angst at the beginning, insecurities?, breeding!kink, slight degradation, fem!reader, handjob, fingering etc. just SMUT.
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Remus had been avoiding you for the past three days. Three days since you’d spoken to your boyfriend, two and half since you’d even seen him. It sucked.
The reasoning behind it was somehow worse - you’d tried to tell him you wanted to sleep with him, and he had literally run away.
So you were set on finding the boy and talking it out , and if it came to it, breaking up with him.
You didn’t want to be with someone who didn’t want you, especially to the extent of intentional avoidance.
You were in a relationship, not an extended game of hide and seek.
So you’d concocted a plan - Tuesdays were when the other boys had quidditch practice, and Remus would be in his dorm on his own for at least three hours, studying, doing homework, or whatever it was that he would do on his own.
Now, today was Tuesday, which meant that tomorrow morning you’d either be very satisfied, or very single.
You weren't even quite certain what you'd expected to come out of the confrontation – a screaming match where you found out all the reasons why he didn't want you? A startling confession where you found out that your boyfriend was a virgin?
Nevertheless, you stalked towards the Marauders' dorm room, intent on confronting him, only to falter as you reached the heavy doors, hearing sounds coming from the other side.
Registering what the noises were, you ground your teeth loudly, clenching your jaw as you gripped the doorknob.
"Oh fuck off."
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You slammed the door open, Remus rolling off his bed in shock at the sound.
"Are you joking?!"
Remus looked at you in confusion and fear, kneeling beside the bed with his head peeking over the side, a sheepish blush coating his cheeks.
"Um, Y/N, do you mind? I was kind of in the middle of something..."
You let out a laugh of exasperation, throwing your schoolbag on the ground in frustration.
"Yeah, I know. I could hear you outside. Am I just so unattractive to you, that I basically tell you to fuck me and you had to run away from me? You'd rather fuck your own hand than me?!"
Bending over to pick up your bag, you could practically your heart breaking as Remus scrambled to put on his pants.
Your fears had been confirmed – he didn't find you as attractive as you found him, and it hurt. You just wanted to run far, far away from him, to hide yourself away and be able to release the tears that were threatening to escape.
But as you turned to run from the room, that familiar grasp landed on your wrist, stopping you from leaving the dreaded place.
"Y/N, wait–"
"No, I get it, okay? I don't need to hear you say it out loud."
Your voice cracked as you tried to wrench your hand out of the werewolf's grip, unable to hide your sadness and hurt as you were turned to face the boy.
"Y/N! Please, let me explain myself, please. If you want to leave afterwards, you can. I just, please?"
You didn't really want to hear his explanations, but some masochistic, yet hopeful, part of you wanted to know just why he didn't want you.
Maybe you could change for him?
You relaxed in his arms, still not quite looking into Remus' arms as you no longer made any attempts to run away.
"You're right, I did run away from you when you said you were ready to sleep with me."
Your eyes squeezed shut, not wanting to hear the rest of his words.
"But that's just because I was afraid you wouldn't want to be with me anymore if I told you what I wanted."
Your eyes opened slowly as you lifted your head to look at the boy, your brows furrowed in confusion as you peered at him.
"What d'you mean?"
It was Remus' turn to become flustered now, his hands moving from your side to cover his face in embarrassment.
"I–okay. You know how you thought I ran away from you because I didn't find you attractive?"
You nodded, still half-convinced that was the truth, the reason why he'd avoided you for so long.
"It, it was the opposite."
You raised a brow in disbelief, unable to stop a skeptical laugh from escaping your mouth, Remus' hands falling away from his face so he could look into your eyes.
"It's true! I, fuck this is embarrassing, and you're probably going to run away from me if I tell you the truth."
You crossed your arms with a huff.
"Well right now I'm not quite certain there is a 'truth' that you speak of! I'm quite certain you're just making it all up, trying to hide the fact that you think I'm unattractive."
Remus grit his teeth, his hands gripping your shoulders firmly as if to shake you awake.
"No! That's absurd. I, I find you so bloody attractive, and, fuck it I'm just going to say it and if you break up with me I won't even blame you. I've been having dreams of you and I, but in those dreams," Remus' hands relaxed from your shoulders, falling to his side in embarrassment, "I would, um, cum inside of you, and uh, fill you with my pups."
Your jaw fell open at the boy's admission, his right hand rubbing the back of his neck uncomfortably before continuing to speak.
"And I've never even thought of that before! I think you're just so bloody hot that you've awoken some sort of primal instinct inside me, I just want to ruin you, and–and breed you. Fuck this sounds so creepy doesn't it."
You were incapable of shutting your jaw at this point. This was far from what you thought you'd hear from your boyfriend's mouth today.
"Y/N... I've scared you away, haven't I? I mean, of course you'd be freaked out..."
The boy continued to mumble to himself, terrified that he'd ruined your relationship, certain that you'd break up with him.
Contrary to what he thought though, you found his words incredibly hot.
And you'd be damned if you didn't make that a reality.
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In the middle of Remus' ramblings, he was barely able to register that you'd moved towards him, placing your hands onto his cheeks until your soft voice rang in his ears.
"Remus?"
The brunette's eyes snapped to meet yours, gaze darting between each of your eyes as he awaited your words.
"Fucking ruin me, please."
Before the last word even left your mouth fully, Remus was already on top of you, his lips capturing yours hungrily, like you were his first meal in weeks and he was dying to have you.
As Remus devoured you, he backed the two of you onto his bed, his legs lodged between yours as you gripped onto his neck, eager to have him.
You arched your back as you were overcome with need, trying desperately to grind your clothed cunt onto his hard-on, but the boy only tutted at you, moving away from your lips to push your hips down on the bed.
"Such a desperate little slut, hmm?"
You only whined in return, trying to grind into his legs that were between you, Remus smirking down at you.
"Take your clothes off love."
Your hands moved to unbutton your school shirt without a second word, fingers moving in a flurry to throw it off before tossing your bra across the room, Remus moving at very much the same speed as he removed his clothes.
You both quickly found yourselves naked, admiring each other through lust-filled eyes as the boy lowered himself slowly towards you, his lips ghosting over yours as you laid yourself back down.
"So beautiful."
His lips quickly captured yours, both your hands exploring each other's bodies for the first time – tingles of excitement running through your bodies.
Your hands traced his scars as his ran down your curves, him stopping to suck in a breath as you cupped his cock, fully hardened under your fingers.
"Fuck, don't tease me Y/N."
You only licked the boy's lips in return, but was treated with a taste of your own medicine as his hand brushed your lower lips softly, tracing your slit teasingly slowly.
"Remus... Please."
Your cupped hand became a grip – encircling the werewolf's member as you began to pump up and down his shaft slowly, eliciting a low moan from Remus.
He responded by slipping a finger into you, the kiss broken as both your lips were preoccupied with a mixture of swears and moans, asking the other to hasten their pace as you two built up your orgasms.
"Wait, fuck stop. Stop Y/N."
Remus' other hand came to stop your hand as he kept himself up on his knees, pulling away from your close contact to look into your eyes.
"'m too fucking close, wanna cum inside you."
You swore you could feel your eyes darken at the boy's words, and so did his.
"Then fuck me."
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Remus gripped your thighs tightly as he kissed down your body, spreading your legs and leaving a kiss on your soaking centre. You let out a shaky moan as he planted his tongue against it, licking a stripe up your lips.
"For next time."
The boy moved back up your body, his head hovering over yours as he looked down at his cock, pumping the already erect shaft before tracing his head along your lips.
"R-Remus, please. Want to feel you inside me."
The boy tutted at you mockingly, before sinking himself inside you slowly, moaning at the feeling of your walls stretching around him.
"Fuck, you're so tight baby."
You moaned around him in a mix of pain and pleasure – his fingers not at all preparing you for his cock, stretching you in a way that none of your exes could ever compete with.
"You're so big Re, please, fuck."
Remus pressed a wet kiss to your forehead, his face contorted in pleasure as he awaited your green light to start moving.
After a moment, you nodded as the feeling of being full sent tingles down your spine, letting out a loud moan as the boy began moving out of you slowly, shifting himself so he could grip your hips more firmly for support.
"F-faster."
You muttered out as you clenched your walls around Remus, your orgasm already building from when he prepared you.
"Yeah, my desperate little slut wants me to go faster?"
His hips hastened the speed as his words made you whine loudly, his head lowering to leave kisses on your neck, marking you for the world to see.
“I’m close Re, fuck.”
“Me too princess.”
The boy buried his face into your neck as he began twitching inside of you, his speed faltering for a second as he let out a moan that could border on animalistic, cumming inside you.
The feeling of being filled more than you knew possible pushed you over the edge as Remus continued thrusting his seed deeper into you, moaning as your walls fluttered around him, cumming at the feeling of your boyfriend inside you.
"You look so fucking gorgeous right now love, such a good little cumslut for me, hmm?"
You could only whine in response as Remus continued fucking into you, his cock hardening yet again at the thought of you full of him.
"Gonna look so pretty filled with m'pups, love. Going to fill you up over and over and over again, watch my cum leak out of you because of how full you are."
You moaned at Remus' filthy words, turning to kiss his neck, softly nibbling on his earlobe as you gripped onto his shoulders.
"Yes Re, fuck. Fill me up, feel so good with you inside me. Making me feel so full. Wanna have your pups, want you to cum inside me. Make me yours Re."
It didn't take long for a second orgasm to start building, and it definitely didn't help that Remus had moved one hand to start rubbing at your clit, making you moan at the overstimulation.
"Feel good, hmm, love?"
You nodded into the boy's neck, your eyes squeezed shut as pleasure coursed throughout your body, unable to process proper words. The only sounds that filled the room were the sinful slaps of skin against skin, and a faint noise that made you blush.
It was the sound of Remus' cock slipping in and out of you, slick with the combination of both of your cum.
"Re, I-, fuck, close, again."
Unable to string together a proper sentence, your walls began fluttering around Remus yet again.
"So am I love. You feel so good, making me lose control. Wait for me, we'll cum together."
Your eyes rolled backwards, waiting for Remus. The task seemed impossible as pleasure pulsed throughout your body, your toes curling and legs shaking at the feelings.
"Re, please, I need to cum so badly. You feel so good."
Your nails dug into Remus' back, the feeling burning into him and making him groan into your neck.
"Yes, fuck Y/N. Cum with me love."
Finally able to release, you let out a moan that bordered on pornographic, seeing stars as your eyes squeezed shut much harder than before. You felt ropes of Remus' cum hit your walls, another animalistic groan reaching your ears as he bit into your neck, making you moan softly in the midst of a post-orgasmic bliss.
Panting, your chests rose and fall in tandem as Remus fell on top of you, his cock limp inside you. After a moment, he spoke up.
"Y'know you squirted?"
Your eyes shot open, staring at the boy who craned his neck to look down at you.
"I-, what?"
The werewolf let out a boyish smile, tongue running over his teeth as he stared down at you.
"It was hot."
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could i pls request one where the reader is having trouble eating consistently throughout the day and doesn't rlly eat much and this is where levi starts to notice and helps and comforts her? it's been hard for me to eat these last several weeks, also if you're not comfortable writing ab this you don't have to do this!
𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲 (𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐀𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)
→ Text: Hello there Anon! Thank you for sending a request to me and of course I will be glad to write this for you! And, sorry this took a while but I really do hope you see this as I tried my best with it! Also, I am sorry to hear that you are having trouble eating. Since it has been awhile I hope you are doing better now?🥺 ♡♡♡  It must be difficult but don’t forget that you are strong enough to make it this far and I am proud of you! Hang in there, things will get better soon, trust in yourself <3 
Synopsis: Levi was quick to notice the person he loves most which is Y/N for a while that they were struggling with something. So, Levi observed them for a while and then noticed how Y/N was actually having trouble not eating much. And, it was just an instinct that Levi went out to comfort and help Y/N in his own way. Which made you realize his love for you, and you only, and how soft/sweet Levi Ackerman is towards Y/N. Find out what are the things he does and says!
Trigger Warning, some mentions of eating disorder (but focusing more on levi comforting them), angst, cute fluff, modern au, headcanons imagine♡ —
It was hard, extremely hard, and you tried your best to eat consistently throughout the day, whenever you went out hanging out with Levi, and whenever you were alone. You really did. But, all alone and not letting anyone know about it because you were quite worried and concerned to even mention it, especially to Levi, you found it hard to manage this by yourself.
Whenever Levi came over to your place, or has taken you out for lunch/dinner he noticed you won’t eat much and even skipping it, and he started to wonder if it was because you hated the choices he picked and took you or you had enough of outside food with him. But, he later observed you and had noticed you were actually struggling to eat nowadays and he wanted to talk to you, to be of use and support you. After all, you are someone to him he cared and loved.
So, he decided to come over to your place and have a chat with you, because Levi was slowly starting to be worried for you.
“Hey, Y/N. I want to talk to you about something. Come sit with me?” Levi said as he sat down on your couch, leaning forward while he rested his elbows on his thighs. He looked towards you, at your eyes which had a surprised look.
“S-Sure.” Y/N said nervously and sat from the opposite side, not sure if Levi was mad at something.
“I...have been noticing that you aren’t enjoying our lunch and dinner hangouts recently, and I also noticed you usually reject my hangouts whenever we go out to eat. Did I...do something?” He sounded quite sad and also concerned. He wanted to make sure the relationship you both had was still going good, because he loved hanging out with you and spending every minute with you. To Levi, you were his everything and he wanted to progress with this relationship and bond but to do that, he had to also make sure you were comfortable and he wanted to really help you out and be there for you!
You were taken aback from his comment, surely he misunderstood the situation, Levi started talking about how he was feeling worried  if he might have done something wrong and he had also personally observed the way you were behaving different nowadays towards him.
“No Levi...You never did anything. It’s just that...” You looked away from him and looked down towards your hands that you rested on your lap, you wanted to tell him, but you were not sure how.
But then, you felt his both hands on top of yours and he held it tightly when he bent forward, and looked at you filled with love and concern. “Just what?” He was paying close attention to what you were saying, and Levi sat there patiently and calmly, waiting whenever you wanted to respond or not.
You let out a sigh and with his touch, him caressing your hands, you held his hand back and relaxed. You decided to say instead what was on your mind to Levi. “Just, I am kind of struggling to eat nowadays Levi. It’s been hard for me to eat the past few weeks and...I am trying to but it’s kind of hard.” You said, with such a sad tone it broke Levi’s heart to hear that from someone he loved. 
But, he was glad. Levi was glad and relieved to hear that you were finally telling him what was on your mind, and how you were feeling because that was important to him. And, the fact that how Levi started the conversation in a gently and safe environment and both talked about how Y/N and Levi were feeling made it much easier for Y/N to see that Levi just actually cared for them and decided to let him know. 
Ever since you had let him know about this, Levi takes account to this and starts to help you in his own way which is filled with love with every act he does.
Levi kind of understood you as he himself, is insomniac, and he struggled to sleep but ever since with your presence and whenever you both had sleepovers, it has helped him had some extra hours of sleep and he was glad he told you and shared that with you ever since you both got close. Him letting you know about it made it less harder for him and easier for him to accept it as he didn't feel all alone anymore. Levi felt really lucky to have you. And now, he wants to give that back to you but x2, he wanted the same thing for you. “Let’s do this together.” Levi would say and he held on your hand, meaning every word he is saying.
Once you have told him you don’t really eat much, Levi gave you space to talk about how they’re feeling and what was going on for them. Levi would be very patient and would honestly listen to every word you say and keep a note of it. He would never and not even think of being annoyed about their eating habit’s as he knew it was something difficult for you and honestly, he was proud of you to have made it everyday all by yourself. He found you even stronger than him.
“Hey, I’m not good with words but, I want you to know I care about you brat. And...I am always there to help, so don’t you dare hesitate with me.” He said and ruffled your hair with a slight blush on his cheeks.
After you were slowly trying to recover, once Levi surprised you and decided to break the routine and made you light homemade food instead to encourage you a bit to eat something if you wanted to. He came over for a movie night and made food for the both of you. And, if you tried or tasted his food even just a little bit, he would smile at you and lean in to give you a soft kiss on your cheek. “I’m proud of you sweetheart.” 
‘s-sweetheart?!’ you thought as your cheeks felt hot and you looked away feeling really shy. Y/N was surprised to how Levi was being too soft and sweet, and you actually found it so cute that you both ended up cuddling each other on the couch. “Tch, you really are clingy huh?” Levi said with a smirk and joked. He made you give out a small laugh as it was ironic coming from him, and that, really really, warmed his heart. Tonight was just special for the both of you and he made you feel so special that evening. You really loved him.
Although, Levi would constantly tell you that if you ever needed his help in anyway, or to even hear you out, he was so ready for that. It was his most effective way of showing you his full support, just for you. And, it all came from his heart. 
Levi would also research and read more about how to help ‘a loved one who struggles to eat’ and ask for tips from Hanji and Armin, because he really wanted all the best for you. Your happiness is his happiness too.
Whenever Levi goes out to see his old friends, he would still ask if you would like to join. He knows that even if they do not join him, he would still ask you, making Y/N feel valued as a person and always Levi trying to include them in things. Once, Y/N went out to see Mikasa, Historia and Armin to a dessert place and Levi tagged along with Y/N. He would order for himself black tea and Y/N hot chocolate while the others would get themselves some ice cream, waffles and cakes. 
While everyone is eating and chatting, Levi would put his hand on top of your lap and caress it. Making sure you are feeling alright and he is there for you no matter what. While you saw the desserts being sweet, you thought Levi’s act was even sweeter to you and it warmed your heart. He then would lean in and whisper to your ear as the others were chatting, “I know this can be hard, and there seem to be lots of food around, but you don’t have to eat it all alright?” Levi said calmly and held your hand, he understood you so well and he knew you were still in recovery so it was a great reminder for Y/N to help them feel in control again. He really helped you out and you felt so happy sharing this with him now.
One night, you got so fed up and felt really overwhelmed. So, you decided to call Levi to come over to your place while sobbing. He came so fast, you have no idea. Hearing you tear up during the phone call, broke his heart and he wanted to hold you right now. As he entered your flat, you quickly got up, eyes swollen from your tears, “I-I..” but you suddenly got pulled towards him and Levi hugged you so tightly. That simple hug, you felt all his love towards you, and it really calmed you down and warmed your heart instead of your body. “Shhh, It’s okay. I got you.”
Levi would definitely build up your self-esteem, after all you were such a great and strong person, not everyone can handle this and it was hard. So, the fact you were for several weeks, along dealing with it, Levi would let Y/N know how strong they are, and he would tell them what a great person they are and how much Levi appreciated having Y/N in his life.  “Y/N. I know this is difficult, but I am proud of you.”
The fact that Levi was constantly trying to find out more about eating disorders and how to support them, with that act itself shows that Levi actually really cared and it helped him understand how they might be feeling. So, he would always during nights you both slept together during the weekends, he would whisper soft and gentle things to you, making you feel so much good. “Y/N...You are doing really well.” He would say as he softly caressed your cheeks with his thumb as you both laid on the bed, while you hugged around his waist. “Thanks, Levi. That means a lot.” You said and softly teared up, finally feeling so much better after a long time. “Don't thank me, I want to be here for you if you ever need me.”  Those simple words, made you tear up even more, it was just the way he said it, and how he focused on your eyes, his love is real for you. That evening, you shared a lot of love together <3 It made the both of you feel amazing!
And, when you started to eat something little by little and you told him about it or he has seen it, he would give you a smile which was quite rare to see sometimes but he has become softer with you, showing you a side only you see and no one else. “See? I believe in you. You look really happy.” and he meant it. Levi has always been honest to you and that is a strong factor of his as he does not say that easily. With all of his small comments and encouragements he has given you, it made you feel so amazing whenever you ate something even small and he made sure to make you feel good about it.
If you perhaps eat something and it made you feel down about it, Levi would be sure to cheer you up about it and try to joke around to make you laugh. Doing that to make you forget your negative thoughts and he would shower you with love too, by kissing your forehead and saying “It’s going to be okay Y/N, really.”
You won’t miss a day of Levi not sending you a text, you are after all always in his mind because he is in love with you. So he would text or call you and say “How are you doing?” He wants to know if you are doing well and what you were up to so he can see you later on the day <3
Levi one day surprised you and you got a delivery from him, it was a bouquet of roses with a box of chocolate and he left you a handwritten note saying “You look amazing. -Levi.” and that simple note, made you not stop smiling throughout the whole day and squealing about it to Hanji.
After a while, Levi finally took his chance and with time he finally confessed his love to you and how much he deeply cared and cherished you. “I love you, and I don’t think of you any differently.” Levi would say to you under the beautiful nightsky. Levi then reassure them that they are worthy and loved, and nothing they say or do will change that to him.
Ahh anon I really hope you liked this and if anyone read this I hope you did too! This came out so soft and fluff to be honest, and I really see Levi being really understandable and all because he also struggles with something else, such as not getting enough of sleep, and he would shower you with comfort, making you also feel so amazing and good? Like imagine Levi saying what I mentioned above, to you! Anyways, if you did like this please then leave a like, a reblog or leaving me message about it! Thank you all <3
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ichorai · 3 years
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i just wanna say thank you to every single one of you !! the mutuals i talk to, the ppl i see on my dashboard, the ppl who like my fics / posts, and the 3.7k that follow me omg :(( i love yall sm i rlly dont deserve you guys
2021 may not be the blessing that all of us want, but we can try to survive through it together !! pls pls pls stay safe and healthy and my messages + inbox are always open for anybody who wants to talk or just needs a friend ♡
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tumblr crushes.  everybody listed below are all the blogs i’ve had massive crushes on (dkjdf im rlly exposing myself huh) bolded are the crushes that follow me back aka my moots !! whether we talk every day or not at all, i love all of u sm :3
# - e ; 
@127-mile​, @1oserjk​, @3riberri​, @4-sun, @429hj, @99yh, @9uk, @aasthrielle, @agustdiv1ne, @angeliicmin, @angelinanamoo, @annawritesnct, @army-author, @ashisparanoid, @asteriaguk, @atbzkingdom, @ateez-little-star, @ateez-svt, @ateezinmymind, @ateezsunrise, @ateezthings, @atiny-ahgase, @atiny-baby, @atinybitofau, @atinybrew, @atinyfeels, @atinykidult, @atzgiggle, @aurorhwa, @ayyysweetcreature, @baehyukng, @baekhvuns, @baekhyunl, @baekonbaek, @baekwell--tart, @bangtantaegi, @barsformars, @beyond-gethsemane, @binnies, @blueish-sun, @bluelotuss, @bluemiinn, @bluumin, @brathyuck, @burgerkang000, @btsbed, @bubyjong, @butterflyjoong, @by-moonflower, @byeoltoyuki, @c-sanshine, @call-me-bha, @canyounotkaia, @cappujinho, @cchaiart, @ceojongho, @ceruleanskies, @chanbinns, @changsun, @cherryatiny, @cherryhan1386, @cherryjk, @chimtaera, @chittsu, @choi-san, @choijongho, @choisans, @chryzu, @cinanamon, @cinnaminsvga, @closer-stars, @cometoceantrenches, @cosmoguk, @cozyjae, @cozyteez, @crustypeppermintcookie, @crvgio, @cuddlyunho, @curanonemu, @daybreakx, @dazzlingkai, @ddaenysus, @ddalgi-yong, @dear-hao, @dearncityy, @dearyongs, @dejvns, @diaryofateez, @dis-easy, @djxiao, @dreamiehrs, @dreamiesdotcom, @dreamingxuxi, @dreamtaehyung, @dylanxmin, @eggyukhei, @elcie-chxn, @emhpathy, @ephemeralkookie, @essenteez, @eternalbulletproof, @ethaeriyeol
f - j ; @faerieth, @fakeleaves, @fandomsonrequests, @feverishdreamdistrict, @fleurateez, @flirtyhyuck, @flowerboyyoonbin, @flowerkth, @flowerseok, @floweryjh, @flvtteringpetals, @foreveryouaremystar, @fortunexkookie, @fqiryaurora, @gaylligator, @gowonhatesyou, @grxceblqckthxrn, @gukssunshine, @guktro, @gukwluv, @gukyi, @gyukult, @haine13, @halahala, @halahalaatme, @hanatiny, @hanavbara, @haotheheckk, @heartyyjeno, @heavenlyhongjoong, @heeseungluvs, @heterotragedies, @hobidreams, @honeybeedaydreams, @honeytae, @hongcultz, @hongism, @hopejanaee, @hoseoksyn, @hoshees, @hquackity, @httpknjoon, @hunjins, @hwaberrykiwi, @hwaddict, @hwanami, @hwaseongsbabie, @hwastreasure, @hyuckles-chuckles, @hyucktapes, @illicit-roses, @imlikechaitea, @imoonstarstuff, @inclebtsmix, @inkigayeo, @interstellix, @jaehyuked, @jaehywn, @jaemericano, @jaeminslatte, @jaeminsorbit, @jamaisjoons, @jamaiswoo, @jamaisvujjk, @jayehope, @jcngkooks, @jcngyeol, @jenojam, @jensungf, @jeogiyall, @jeong-uwu, @jeongyunhoed, @jeonqqin, @jeonsdear, @jeonsweetpea, @jimindelune, @jimineos, @jimlvb, @jinmindeulle, @jinned, @jisungshotfirst, @jjeongukie, @jjoon, @joenns, @johnni, @jonghours, @joonghwas, @jooniescupcakes, @joonsgalore, @joonsinnerchild, @juliaseongjoong, @junghelioseok, @jungkookiebus, @jungkxook, @jungshookz, @junstruly, @justrose-things, @jwyfldr
k - o ; @k-n-e-o, @kayabred, @kim-taehyung, @kimchitae, @kimnjss, @kimtaehyunq, @kingjoong, @kireiwoo, @kitsutaes, @kittae, @knjspjm, @kodabodaa, @kookiesjoonies, @kookiestarlight, @kookmint, @kpophoneybunny, @kqtiny, @kyung-seokie, @kyuscafe, @lafaussejoie, @lavenderkoo, @leebutnot, @leeknowism, @lettersfromaphrodite, @lettersfrompersephonae, @lightgreybg, @lilacwoo, @lostcherryjk, @loveablejeekies, @lovedsweet, @lovely-ateez, @lovelygalaxy333-writes, @lovsoul, @lunarmingi, @luvsjoon, @lvrbun, @lybomb, @m24sail, @mapofbts, @markftmingi, @may-tree, @meiiyue, @melodiamore, @mhirais, @midnightseonghwa, @milkbts, @milkyoonoh, @minflix, @minghaon, @mingi-theestallion, @mingkiii, @mingtopiaa, @minihongjoong, @minsugams, @mintyguk, @minyoongail, @mismatchmark, @mistymark, @mjlkau, @mmmhs, @mmoondance, @monotape, @moonblssm, @moongaera, @moonguk, @moonlightzone, @moonlitmyg, @mountainhearts, @mountainsluna, @ms-starlight, @nakamoto, @namgination, @namkooks, @naryfial, @neo-shitty, @neocitybynight, @neptune-xuxi, @nevio, @nose-bandaid, @nvmguk, @oceanofaurora, @ofcyunho, @oksws, @omot7, @onceatinymoo, @orphicepiphany, @osakkun, @ot7always, @park-seonghwa
p - t ; @peachjaem00, @peaches-writes, @personasintro, @petitemingi, @phattestuwu, @philosopher-of-fandoms, @pinktea99, @pinkyyunho, @pjimns, @pjmsdior, @prdshobi, @punkill, @queereightiesheartthrob, @riajae, @rookiegukie, @rosy-wooyoung, @royaltypark, @saksukei, @san-hwa, @sanhwaflower, @sannieboy, @sanstar, @santastic, @seacottons, @seiiblue, @seokstrivia, @seonghwanotes, @seongwhy, @seongsangies, @seonqwha, @serendipityseulgi, @serendipityunho, @serenityswords-main, @seungyoune, @shangri-woo, @she, @shuhuas, @sichengsbimbo, @sillyseoks, @simphwa, @simpsiren, @sketchguk, @skymoonandstardust, @sleepingrenjun, @sleepyateez, @sleepyjhs, @sleepyyangyang, @smallfrye, @smileysuh, @smoochkooks, @snackhobi, @softjeon, @softyoongina, @solarmingi, @soleilees, @songteez, @spacejaems, @sparklingchan, @starlightjoong, @starryseung, @starsuh, @straypatchkids, @strayssara, @stressed-asian, @stutterfly, @sugarboyuto, @sugarjaee, @sugaxjpg, @sungchans, @sunkissedjk, @superhajimark, @taehyungsjuicybooty, @taeilmeyourw1sh, @taelepathysroom, @taemines, @taerseok, @taeyongleee, @talkbykhalid, @tbhchoi, @tearvantae, @teeniemoarmy, @tenaciousinferno, @tenseoyong, @teote, @thanxxskz​, @the-marionettes-locket​, @the-star-named-dowoon​, @the-wonandonly​, @thespadesinyourhearts​, @thorsdreams​, @timetoresurface​, @tiniesan​, @tinylaelia​, @toffee-hwa​, @treasure-hwa​, @treasurehobi​, @tsukuyomes​, @tvfff​, @twdeadfanfic​
u - z ; @uayv​, @userguk​, @utopianvoices​, @v-hope​, @vante-love​, @vanxbb​, @venusjinnie​, @viastro​, @wabisaba​, @waiyv​, @warmau​, @whimsical-ness​, @wincore​, @wintertae​, @wonglix​, @woojjongs​, @wooyunhwa​, @writearctic​, @wuuyoung​, @xherxx​, @xiaocity​, @xjoonchildx​, @xsandjenos​, @xuxi-rolls​, @yeochikin​, @yeoldontknow​, @yeoldotcom​, @yeosangscupid​, @yeostars​, @yeosvng​, @yessidzuiichi​, @yooaliceee​, @yoondoze​, @yoongicrumbs​, @yoongs-jeontae​, @yoonia​, @yoonohho​, @yunhoiseyecandy​, @yunhoway​, @yunhowhoitiss​, @yuniixoxo​
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follower count + note ; 3.7k ???? why are yall following me omg kdjdkfjd thank you :(( the amount of love i hold for you guys is immeasurable !! a lot of yall tell me that you’re too scared to talk to me but pls do !! i dont bite i swear !! i love making friends here ! and im sorry for not replying to all of your asks :// sometimes i like to keep them private for my eyes but i swear i read every single one !! thank you again and have a great new year !
following count ; 1.3k lmaoo my dashboard is constantly flooded and sometimes it’s really hectic but fr thank you all for filling my tumblr with happiness and positivity with the occasional thirst trap for a kpop idol rip
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2020 fics + upcoming in 2021 recapping all of the fics i wrote this year + lil comments / behind the scenes
- read to me ; kim namjoon ; may 23 - an accident ; johnny seo ; may 23 - chocolates ; jung jaehyun ; may 23 - flash drive ; lee donghyuck ; may 23 - rain ; jeon jungkook ; may 25 - flirts (but no kisses) ; park seonghwa ; may 29
i wrote all of the fics above as part of a short drabble game i made to get out of my writers block !! they weren’t my best works, but i got around 70 requests omg and i only wrote out the first six rip :(( i wanted to write more but i just needed a break for my mental health and couldn’t continue on so i’m sorry to those who requested and didn’t get a fic :(
- rivers over stones ; jeon jungkook ; sept. 12 this huge monster of a fic was what got me out of my writers’ block !! tbh i expected the fic to get like.... 20 notes but it ended up getting far past 3.5k omg thank you so much for all the praise for this fic, it took sooo long for this fic to get out too smh, i can’t believe it was still received so well !!! fyi i read every single review / reblog tags bcs i love reading what yall think :D 
- the day bled away ; park seonghwa ; oct. 16 i wrote this after catching up to the good doctor and i was just in the mood for angst and the idea of hwa being a doctor lol
- mr. sad piano man ; min yoongi ; oct. 29 more fluffy soft angst !! i love writing this genre, especially for yoongi and i’m happy this one was received well !!!
- birthday waffles ; min yoongi ; nov. 14 i was just so soft for yoongi and i wanted to write more for him !! so i made this soft / angsty fic that i’m not particularly proud of, but i’m still glad it’s out there bcs it was sitting in my draft doc for sooo long
- cellmates ; one ; two ; three ; jung wooyoung ; oct. 19 - dec. 23 this is my baby :(( my first long original series !! i’m sooooo excited for this fic to progress and i’m so happy you guys like it as well :3 i love making yall suffer lmaoo 
coming soon in 2021... - future parts of cellmates - king!taehyung x mage!reader (21k written / estimated 40k) - fire!seonghwa x ice!reader (5k written / estimated 20k) - lots and lots more !!!
check out m.list + wips for more info.
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final note.
thank you all :(( i really don’t have any words to say left so pls just stay safe and have a happy new year !!! my inbox and messages are always open !
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thxngam · 3 years
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any new ww fics catch ur eye?
yes!! i surf the “The West Wing” tag like everyday so i’d say i’m up to date on anything posted within the last month ish
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29408082--1968 by mlea7675: a pre-canon (like WAY precanon) fic covering all of the senior staff + abbey and jed!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29450805--The Wedding Cottage by JediAnnieScrambler: a cj/toby, locked in a cabin together fic that is SO sweet
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29073879/chapters/71366562--i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you by annmeredithperkins: an actively updating fic full of folder joshdonna snippets. they’re absolutely wonderful, i adore them so so much, and they cover so many feelings; happy, sad, you name it
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29372133--Omnes Una Manent Nox by Elizabeth_Woodville:  THE BEST FIC. i read this after, but if i hadn’t answered that ask about what fics I consider masterpieces, this would definitely be on it. all the missing moments from ITSOTG
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27918589/chapters/68367832--Starting Over, Never Ending by Iamsherlocked07: an absolutely domestic fic of cj/toby that was posted pretty recently about post-canon.  ( @claudiasjeancregg i am reading up on cj/toby in prep of your ask, I PROMISE i will get into it)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29360451/chapters/72122043--i love being alive at the same time as you by jesustakethewheelo: a recently posted fic about the senior staff in college! i love seeing aus for this fandom, i’m so excited to see where this goes!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29134296/chapters/71523372--you like her better (wish i was heather) by @singingaboutwishingx: i wish i knew more amy/donna (someone pls ask me for rare pairs, i need an excuse lmao) and this one makes me feel all the things. there’s also an absolutely golden sam and donna friendship moment in the second chapter that i have absolutely reread so i highly recommend reading this fic so someone can come gush with me about it
https://archiveofourown.org/works/28660749--Heavy Days in June by Lily_Padd_23: the absolute samjosh queen. a modern (WAY modern) era seaborn admin fic. a slice of life that turns my heart to goo. 
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29274930/chapters/71890809--The Ballad of Mr McGarry’s US Government and Politics AP Class by @hesamatador: another au! this time a highschool au, and i can’t wait to see where this goes! it’s got all the signs of joshdonna pining and also the tags have me excited lol
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29295504--a city made of statues and stories by cookiecrumbl: previously thought to be a 5+1, now just a flash fic of sam losing it in ITSOTG
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29199942--Directive 1304.26 by myrmeraki: i have read this AT LEAST a thousand times. THERE ARE TRIGGER WARNINGS THO READ THE TAGS. if you read nothing else on this list, i will be v v disappointed, but PLEASE god read this
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29167053--(the road not taken looks real good now) by JediAnnieScrambler: as the title suggests, based on ‘tis the damn season by TS. such a good, absolutely heart twisting fic. references to infidelity tho, read at ur own discretion
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29147634--I promise you i did believe, that we would last like evergreens by dogsbreath: HEART BREAKING. GUT WRENCHING.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29131338--laughing over all the noise by cassieholliday: also sad!! but amy/donna. a masterpiece. i love fierce amy but i also love soft amy 
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29149695--Ain’t Nothing But a Family Thing by Iamsherlocked07: after all that angst have a happy fic! a sweet mom!cj fic where toby/cj are dating/married/idk
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29115855/chapters/71474346--Let Me Teach You What Real Love Looks Like by IveDoneMyWaiting: sad! again! a WIP that i hope gets updated bc i rlly want to know what happens next
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29063208--moonrise avenue by myrmeraki: more of this author! this was hard to read bc i might’ve been projecting onto sam but hey, now is still better than 1998. absolutely wonderful! i love precanon stuff :)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29150007--Chianti by @thebreakfastgenie: toby, post canon, but also with rosslyn’s affects. the gang gets back together, but not rlly. wonderful. idk this one made me sad but there’s not technically a reason to be. 
that’s all! (this is a lot of fics, wow) this goes back to things at the beginning of the month (recent lol, maybe you meant like a week or something, but whatever i wanted to gush). don’t forget to leave a comment and kudos!
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sylvie-writes · 4 years
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Chicken Noodle Soup
Request: good day, lovely sylvie. i’m very sick rn. and allllllll i want is andy barber. pls can i request an andy x reader where he looks after them when they’re sick? i love u sm girl!! hope you’re doing okay with the move! xx💘💘 @memissbee
Thanks for the request! I rlly love this one! Please pardon any mistakes, I haven’t had the time to check over this again. (I always make mistakes lol)
Andy checked his wrist watch, curious about the current time.
The two slender metal hands pointed on twelve. It was noon and you weren’t up yet? Clearly something wasn’t right.
Andy pushed himself off the couch, and headed for the stairs. As he rounded the couch, there you were standing, looking at him, bundled up tightly in a large blanket.
You looked a mess, your hair tied up, nose puffy, eyes red, and lips slightly parted in order for you to breathe.
“Hey Honey-.” A fit of coughs interrupted your sentence, while Andy immediately came back with a glass of water.
“C’mon, let’s get you to bed.”
Weakly, you pushed his outstretched arms away, but to no surprise, he didn’t even stir.
“I’m fine!”
Ironically as you expressed your defiance, your nose had other ideas and decided to become the Niagara Falls of snot. You quickly reached into your t-shirt grabbing a very used tissue.
“Sweetheart, you are not fine. You're going to rest whether or not you like it.”
Andy quickly scooped you and your cocoon up into his arms, carrying you up to the bedroom.
Right then and there you fell asleep in his arms, slightly waking when he laid you on the bed.
“I’ll wake you to eat later.” A lingering kiss to your head and he was gone.
Four hours later.
You weren’t sure how long it had been since Andy had left you, but you did know one thing. That was the most sleep you had gotten all day.
The night before it was impossible to get any sleep, of course Andy was gonna be upset that you didn’t wake him up, but he was sleeping so peacefully, why trouble him?
A quick walk from the bed to the bathroom, you turned on the water to the highest setting, creating your own sauna. Not only did it somewhat relieve you aches, but your sinuses opened up for the first time in 24 hours, allowing you to finally breathe and hopefully even taste.
After getting somewhat cleaned up, you felt a tad bit better. You could really care less how you looked, so you threw on a pair of leggings and one of Andy’s sweatshirts.
Finally, you slowly guided yourself down the stairs, careful not to trip on the blanket in your hands. Stopping at the couch, you rid of the blanket before heading into the kitchen, following the smell of an array of spices.
There he was, standing at the stovetop, reading something on his phone. As you got closer, you realized it was the recipe for chicken noodle soup that you had sent him a while back. His small speaker sat beside the stovetop, quietly playing Africa by Toto. You let out a small laugh at your husband’s choice of music, knowing very well he was on the 80’s station.
Tiredly, you plopped down on a barstool at the counter, catching Andy’s attention as the chair scraped the floor. The noise accentuated in your head, making your headache grow.
“Hi Babe, I was just about to come get you.”
He removed the pot from the burner and turned off the stovetop. Right above the stove were the cabinets that held the bowls, which Andy grabbed along with two spoons. You hadn’t eaten anything all day so Andy assumed you’d be more than happy to eat soup, in which he was correct.
Before you started eating, Andy laid his hand across your forehead and grimaced at how high your temperature felt. He then removed his hand but not forgetting to lean forward and press a kiss on your forehead. You patted the chair beside you and he sat in it, scooting a glass of ice water in front of your bowl.
“Oh I forgot to tell you,” Andy set his spoon in the half eaten bowl, and got up to fish around in the plastic bag on the counter, “I got you this at CVS while you were sleeping.”
Andy held up two bottles of cold medicine, DayQuil and Nyquil.
“Hopefully it helps, I hate seeing you like this.”
Andy turned to face you in his seat with a pout on his face. You just smiled and took the bottles from him.
“Thank you, darling. For this and the soup, it’s delicious.” You winked at him before continuing to guzzle down the meal that somewhat boosted your energy and mood.
The two of you finished eating, with the occasional commentary from both Andy and you. As usual, you got up to clean the dishes, when Andy put his arm around your waist, preventing you from reaching the sink.
“No ma’am, go sit down.” Sternly, Andy pointed to the barstool and like a sad puppy, you ambled away.
Andy was putting away the last plate when he got out a pint of mint chip from the freezer.
“You up for this, hon?” He teasingly shook the container with a pleading smile. When you agreed, he excitedly walked to get two more spoons before sitting down with you.
“Remember when you were in law school and I’d study with you? We’d always eat ice cream late at night.”
Your voice was stuffy and nasally, but still music to your husband’s ears.
Andy chuckled at the memory as he reminisced with you.
The radio was still quietly playing in the background. A variety of 80’s songs continued to float in the silence.
Suddenly, Andy got out of his seat and went to his phone, messing around on it till a certain song came on.
“Oh, Andy.”
“C’mere.” Standing beside your chair, he held out a hand, an offer to dance.
“But I don’t wanna get you sick!”
“Honey, I’ve been around you all day, besides I could careless. I’d rather be with you and get sick anyway.”
This perfect man stood in front of you with a hopeful smile on his beautiful face. And to think that he was all yours.
You placed your hand in his while he led you both to the middle of the kitchen.
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Andy put your arms around his neck and you leaned into him, laying your head on shoulder and his face was in the crook of your neck. You both swayed in the kitchen, enjoying the moment.
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
The lips of your husband were up against your ear, gently singing and pressing kisses to it.
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
You peered at your hands that were clasped together, staring at the wedding band sparkling back at you in the low lighting.
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
His soft words in your ears, luled you to sleep. Your head was on his shoulder, arms wrapped around his neck, eyes closed.
By the time the song was over, Andy knew you were finally resting. He grabbed his phone from the counter turning off the song, and then carrying you once again upstairs.
He laid you down on the bed again, but this time wrapping his arms around you, softly laying your head on his chest. Kissing your nose, he closed his own eyes, getting some rest with you, his wife.
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lunatens · 3 years
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ult group(s) tag
tagged by @allegxdly ty storm!! any excuse to talk about my faves is v nice + also reading yours was so interesting and fun!! ehehe apologies in advance if this is super long (i’ll put it under a cut maybe)
gonna tag @ggulovebot @elcie-chxn @cha-lan @uriboogyu @kthpurplesyou @changnuggie of course only if you guys want to, no pressure !! 💖💖 also i’m so sorry if you’ve already done this 🥴
ult group: svt (but i’m also gonna do skz bc why not)
who was your first bias?
svt: minghao!!
skz: felix!!
who is your bias now?
svt: joshuaaaa (but they’re all bias wreckers tbh)
skz: hyunjin hehe
what was the first mv you watched by them?
svt: clap!! i actually first saw it on i think college kids react to kpop? lol i had just started getting into bts/kpop in general + i listened to svt but hadn’t really looked into them more, then i saw the mv and thought it was super cool (but i still wasn’t really a carat til like early 2019)
skz: i remember listening to i am not when it came out but i don’t think i watched the district 9 mv....i wanna say the first mv i watched was i am you!
what’s your favourite mv?
svt: i’m in love with the home;run mv omg i love all the aesthetics and the storytelling ugh it’s so good. but i’m also a really big fan of the pinwheel mv, because it’s just so pretty and soft and makes me feel all warm n fuzzy inside yk? oh wait but also oh my!!!!!!!! and fallin flower skjdbflsdfbsk okay i cannot choose sorry
skz: can i choose maknae on top lmao it’s so cute eheh ok but for real hm i love the side effects mv bc i just really remember when it came out and i watched it a lot! or maybe backdoor bc it’s just fun :>
if you could only listen to one of their songs for the rest of your life, which would it be?
svt: ummm rocket !!!!! because it’s my favourite svt song and i don’t think i could ever get sick of it, plus it always puts me in a good mood like u just can’t be sad while listening to rocket it’s just impossible
skz: probably blueprint!! it’s just such a pretty song i don’t wanna live without it 🥺
who would you want to see them collab with?
svt: bruno mars just bc woozi wants it so bad and i would just rlly love thst for him ok
skz: hm this is a tricky one.. idk why but doja cat is in my head right now?? i only really know a couple songs lmao but i feel like that could be fun!!
what (mv) concept do you want to see them do?
svt: hm i think a like ~elegant~ concept would be really fun!! like i’m kinda thinking blood sweat & tears vibes yk?? like all fancy and artsy and over the top idk i just wanna see something pretty lol i guess similar to fallin flower hehe
skz: fANTASYYY AAAH pls i would love if they did some sort of fantasy concept i feel like it would suit them really well (i mean they’ve already done stuff with like swords and stuff i guess that’s close enough) but like just full on fantasy plsss aaah
have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it?
svt: actually quite a few ??? thank u @ my brain for blessing me with these dreams hehe but yeah too many to talk about, a lot of them involve joshua though and usually it’s just super random stuff (twice i’ve dreamt about joshua + a zombie apocalypse what does it mean)
skz: i think i’ve only dreamt about skz once!! but we were spies on some sort of secret mission in a super fancy hi tech futuristic school and we had to sneak in through the vents and stuff it was really fun !!
if you could spend the day with one member, who would it be and what would you do?
svt: mmmm a surprise to absolutely no one at all lmao i would 100% spend the day with shua!! first of all he speaks english lol but that aside i mean i love him and idk i think we’d get along well 😌😌 hm id probably wanna like go to a beach or something with him!!! and mostly just hang out i think?? probably eat some yummy food, maybe play like mario kart or something together idk!!
skz: aaa this is a hard one !!! i think probably felix though! i just think it’d be super fun to hang out with him and we’re kinda similar hehe so it would be fun!! i’d definitely wanna play board games/video games with him, maybe idk go to a park or something idk i’m bad at thinking of this stuff lol
which member do you think you’d get on with the best?
svt: i mean i do think i’d get along with shua really well lol, and maybe chan too hehe but also hoshi!!! idk we’d get up to some chaos together tho 😼😼 plus oddly enough like the majority of the most important people in my life are geminis and i apparently get along really well with them so 👀
skz: i’m gonna say felix again like idk man i could just see me and lix being besties ya feel ???
which member do you think you’d argue with?
svt: this is really hard because i don’t really argue with anyone lol i’m pretty chill...maybe chan lmao but like in a fun way if that makes sense ?? because i don’t think i’d argue with any of them for real
skz: again i really don’t argue much, but out of all of them probably the most likely would be jisung? even though i actually think we’d get along super well (i considered mentioning him in the previous question lol) but i think i only really argue with people in comfortable with and ik it would just be fun hehe. also to my knowledge jisung is pretty messy?? i think?? don’t ask where i’m getting that from i could be wrong lol but i’m really eat and organized so i’d fight him on that if we for some reason lived together
if you had to let one member scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?
svt: AAAA can i choose death instead LOL okay but for real maybe hoshi ?? i feel like we could laugh about things together and he wouldn’t be super weirded out or anything
skz: i think chan...yeah definitely chan i mean he has a tumble account anyways right?? yeah i just don’t think he’d be judgemental or anything lol 😌
anyways that was super fun!! if anyone actually read this wow that’s some dedication hehe it’s just me talking forever about my fave boys lol so ty if u made it though <3
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neo-shitty · 3 years
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toffee!
ah yeah, i think quarentine has given people some opportunity to actually just sit with the person they are, rather than be rushing around for the person they want to become. its good you got smth good out of isolation! ah thats great! hope you had fun and ur partner in crime speeds back home so you can get out more hehe.
ah yeah ty, good suggestions.
hmm good point, i was sort of putting it separate to the whole not-sexualising thing, but yeah. mmm yeah i totally agree, some of the enhypen fics/imagines *shudder* and even reading innie stuff is just a bit *icky* cos everyone still thinks of him as our agi ppang. yeah def would be good but sadly this just seems to be the world we live in. :(
ah yes the holy masterlist (not sarc) i have actually read in the rain and gladius maximus before, but ill go look for in class! oooh thats good! character development lol. hmmmm yes champagne problems was the angst to end all angst, that shit hurt. it was actually one of the first of your fics i read and i recall almost crying over the whole thing, it was so heartbreaking, i can see how it almost made you want to drop angst. good that youve allowed yourself some lee-way tho :)
hehe thats so cool. okay here we go, ill try not to be mortally offended (/hj)
cheese - yes same, i liked it but that was all there was, it wasnt a super standout track. it was rlly underwhelming for me but some of the hook is super catchy so there is Redemption (tm) in store for cheese maybe
thunderous - mmm, yeah at first i totally agreed, i think they suffer from too much good music syndrome, that all their other tracks are such fucking bops its hard to stay at that level of perfection. the choreo was beautiful tho and tbh, the track has grown on me since ive been watching all the vids abt it. its my brothers favourite track
domino - YES GODAMMIT IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE TITLE TRACK. the raps, the vocals, the vibes, the fucking domino sound in the back? i would have streamed that shit on repeat. but tbh, as good as it is, it doesnt have that sort of grandness/oomph that skz seems to like in their title tracks so i can see why they chose thunderous (tho domino would have been so good) *sigh*
ssick - yeah same, not my fave track by a long mile, the crowd cheering was a ?strange? choice and the chorus was a bit bare/empty, plus like i mentioned earlier, it was kinda funny to me for some reason but ill still play it if im playing thru the whole album
the view - ahh one of those not like other girls (/j) i honestly think its just a good party song, just a bop to play in the background when nobodys rlly paying much attention. its pretty generic pop music but catchy
sorry, i love you - hehe yeah i thought it was going to be sadder as well, but i rlly loved the fact that they all just got to sing, which almost never happens, i dont think ive heard felix sing for a long time, so i enjoyed it. wasnt rlly a standout track but i just casually like it. looking forward to the fic haha
silent cry - this song i swear, some bits are rlly good and then others are just? why?? it does sound like a dance song tho idk. definitely not one of my faves either
secret secret - YES its so good! its such a chill song and i love their vocals in it. the combination of lo-fi/fake strings backup stuff and their heavenly vocals just makes it *chefs kiss* im listening to it rn and just... its so beautiful. it gives me pumped up another day vibes ya know? like my pace is edgy get cool, this one is energetic another day i feel like. overall i love it
STAR LOST - ah thats so cool! i didnt know that! on first listen this song had a similar vibe to secret secret but then the beat came in and ahh its such a good song. i can totally imagine them putting this song to a concert footage vid, this song is so sweet.
red lights - LMAO YES ITS SO AWKWARD WHY DOES IT GO ON FOR SO LONG ah thats good! yeah good point, its quite intense hehe. but that is my fave trope and this is lowkey my favourite track on the album so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ just the combination of hyunjins and chans voices, the backing music, the lyrics ahh red lights my beloved
surfin’ - yes lmao its always a shock, i feel like they should have put gone away in between them, but its such a fun cute song, i cant get rlly mad. yeah, as an aussie i think im contractually obligated to like beaches lol. sand im not such a fan of, but my familys rlly into fishing and my brother loves bodyboarding so we stay at a beach house at least twice a year and we live like 5 mins from 3 different beaches (hehe all aussie cities are on the coast lol) so thats cool. do you like beaches?
gone away - ah gone away my beloved, i love this song sm, its just so pure and showcases their vocals and lyrics so well. yes the pitch change is very out of the blue, i feel liek they went directly from seungmins soft vocals to hans powerful ones which was an interesting choice, but hey, im not complaining
wolfgang - YES IKR ah im so happy he got to be included in that era and song. yeah its such a full on song i cant rlly listen to it if im in a quiet mood but its very motivating :)
hehe mood, i hope they do! ahhh no rest, but at least you wont have to pull a blink and wait a year for any word from the group lol. im not rlly into nct but im excited for them! ah hopefully youll be able to sneak some rest into that chaotic schedule, with enhypen (idk if u stan but yeah) squeezed into it haha
<3 w.a. 🐺
i wheezed at partner in crime, it reminded me of smth. i have a lee know fic in the drafts that i wrote 'in honor' of him (and his departure-ish). i'll tag you when i finish it, if you want. it's a rather hilarious one.
oh my god. based on my experience on the collabs i've joined before, writing explicit shit for '01 & '02 is not accepted (nct's maknaes) but with enha's hyung line '01 & '02 somehow it's okay? i do a double take every time i see fics like those i mean, technically, it's legal but still what the fuck. maybe it's just not for me at the moment. not at us venting our frustration about this. it's just something that's so accepted here that i am (in all honesty) slightly uncomfortable about. but oh well. that's kpop writerblr for you.
man i could've linked all the fics in the ask instead so you wouldn't have to go looking for them! i think i saw you like in class the other day (the fic i renamed into sharp-tongued, god it took me a while to remember the new title). describing champagne problems as an angst to end all angst is one way to put what i was feeling back in december. it just hurt to write and admit?? if that ever happened to me i would prolly cry :d
okay back to the album talk! i love how you answered with more thoughts. i love exchanges like these! i am a victim of the cheese hook and it's now one of my favorite tracks in the album. PLS, TOO MUCH GOOD MUSIC SYNDROME. that's on our self-producing kings 😌💅 also, your brother has taste! as i am typing this, domino's currently playing in my head and i realized that too, that it doesn't have that 'vibe' of a skz title track. honestly, this could be a title track of another group. ssick is starting to grown on me because i found the beats cool kdjsk not the not like other girls 😭 the view is the generic pop that i don't like but i get why a lot of people enjoy it. sorry i love you scratches a certain itch that i find myself singing the first few lines every time i remember it. i too would want to hear felix sing more!
> a mini junction on the album talk bc i got side tracked. on that topic, i want skz to switch positions at some point like i know those allrounders are capable of doing so. specifically, i want to hear seungmin rap!!!! (yk in the recent weekly idol he talked faster than changbin in a challenge and changbin is like the fastest rapper in kpop that's active atm if im not mistaken. my dandy boy has some potential and i want it UNLEASHED.)
back to album talk. silent cry is basically sad music to twerk to. secret secret is definitely one of my favorite tracks :( i loved how you compared the tracks HAJSAH i burst out laughing bc yk what, you're right! i want to make a star lost edit of skz but i simply do not have the time i want to cry. i love the song so much. ok, my dreaded track, red lights. idt i have played the track since we last talked. my friend sent me the lyrics tho and i'm itching to write a twisted au out of it. idk if you're comfortable with yandere but somewhere along those themes. the obsessive type of love that's sweet at first but turns rotten. IMAGINE IF THEY PUT GONE AWAY BETWEEN ASHJA it's like going from 50 shades to the notebook.
i was about to ask if you lived near the coast and you literally mentions it here god im so stupid. yes i LOOOOOOOOOVE beaches so much. living in an archipelago is fun :( i live in a part of the country that's more island than city so every time i want some vitamin sea it's accessible. i heard the waves in australia are great :( anYWHOOO gone away :(( every time it plays im compelled to skip it because it makes me sAD AND NOWADAYS I DONT HAVE THE TIME TO BE SAD. contrary to you, i dislike my quiet moods because i tend to overthink a lot.
i have this little analogy about how there are stays that enjoy songs the generic pop + mellow songs and then there are other stays that enjoy the noisy tracks. in my mind, it's like a perfect balance that makes me feel like all the tracks are loved in the end. just by different people.
PULL A BLINK. bro i fucking hate yg entertainment. they have the biggest kpop girl group LOCKED in their basement when they could be (and i mean this in the most business-like way not morally) milking money of the quad. they're yg's biggest hope at not being bankrupt atm so it's a damn fucking mystery to me as to how they aren't doing anything. (jk i just realized lisa solo album soon, but i still need a ot4 cb hELLO)
i stopped looking forward to the teasers. rest > kpop boys. i don't want to sound like a cult member but have you tried checking out nct? are they just not your thing? (i get it tho, that's one hard group to get into). and yes i do stan enhypen!
wow i love how long these asks are! they're like online penpals. but i also want to ask about you! how have you been lately? are you feeling okay both mentally and physically? how's the weather there? do you have anything that you want to talk about? maybe an interesting book you read? feel free to bring up anything you want to share! i'm getting conscious about talking about myself HAJHSJ
and yet another long answer B) i am sooo sorry T___T should these ask exchanges feel draining to you, feel free to stop sending them in AAAA
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anythingtrxsh · 4 years
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heyy!! could you pls recommend some rlly angsty fic like it makes u bawl your eyes out but has a happy ending? thank you so much 💗
ok so, if we’re getting technical. i cry all the time. everything makes me cry. i’m the biggest cry baby there is. so maybe these fics aren’t really angsty but tags say they are so can you blame me? no you cant. i cried w/ all of these. sue me anon ily
i don’t want you to go (but i want you so) [206k] by kthsv {soulmate au-- she may have sobbed}
Fall Asleep (Fall For You) [149k] by drannie {college au– i didn’t quite cry with this one but it’s one of those fics that are like comfort fics? idk it’s just sad}
truth so loud (you can’t ignore) [72k] by thestarsabove {canon divergeance-- angst extraordinaire}
I Won't Fall (in love with you) [52k] by orphan_account {a walk to remember au-- i was so scared this fic was going to be mcd so throughout the whole fic i was like getting emotionally ready. holding in my tears was never an option}
retrouvailles [42k] by inevitaeble {high school au-- yes this is a hs au. yes shit gets sad. yes i cried}
black versus blue [41k] by shadowsinsounds {soulmate au-- soulmate aus always make me sob its not even funny anymore} 
calla lilies [40k] by merelypretty {post break up au-- stufuffufu}
always meant to be; destiny [37k] by madeliefie {post break up au-- idek why but this one made me soft pls im embarrassing}
(thought you knew) you were in this song [35k] by expplipo {soulmate au-- the first fic that absolutely destroyed me ngl}
the sky is blue and the sun is shining [5k] by astringxnt {soulmate au-- this went from 1 to 3000 in a heartbeat and i havent recovered ever since}
happy reading!! 
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ayyysweetcreature · 4 years
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highschool!boyfriend haechan
mode: fluff, comedy and a lot of bickering! 
haechan x reader! 
p.s.: hii it’s been a long damn time I haven’t written about nct-related kind of things lol anyways I hope you guys would like this one eventhough it’s quite long and I had so much fun writing it! haha I would appreciate it so much! happy birthday to lee donghyuck, our pride, our fullsun haechan! I love you. ♡ (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)
ridin and rollin oh baby 
HELLLLOO MY NAME IS HAECHANN
first of all y all know haechan aka lee donghyuck 
such a pain in the ass jjsjsjs jk 
he would literally annoy you every second, every minute everytime hes with u 
bcus he loves u 
like he finds u cute he loves seeing reactions 
so u guys go to the same highschool and obviously classmates duh 
and imagine him in a smart highschool attire esp with his body proportion  and his hair up showing his forehead omg 
he would wait for u outside the school bcus u’re too slow jsjs
too slow too fasT 
but whenever ure done and is finally outside the school w him, he would hold your hand tightly and kiss ur knuckles as he swings ur arm
when he sees the other guys tryna check u out oof boy he snapped 
“what are u looking at she’s mine u flat ass”
oooFf
u guys aren’t seatmates but he’d literally push ur seatmate mark lee away so he can sit with u 
“get away im lee haechan aka y/n’s boyfriend” 
and whenever it gets cold and u fall asleep in the classroom he’d silently wrap ur body w his sweater or jacket 
hanging out at the canteen with the dreamies!! 
haechan would literally steal your food when you look away 
and out of anger and annoyance you’d pull his hair literally 
you guys would literally chase each other haha 
god hes so annoying 
but i love him 
btw hes such a bad influence 
you guys will be doing the baekhyun’s candy dance challenge in the school’s hallway!!
u’ve never ever skipped ur class in ur entire life until like u guys met and got closer im srs 
“duDe aren’t you bored? this class is so boring i might die lets sneak out together and ill buy u food” 
“shut up im trying to focus here dumbass” 
“u can’t tell me what to do” 
“im gonna get in trouble again if i follow all the things that u said wtf-”
“well u only live once oh come on please pls-” he replied back w his pouty lips and u know that kind of sad cute eyes 
“what food where” 
“um me cus im a snack-” 
“i bet u taste horrible-” 
“oh no i mean im a wholemeal and i bet u taste even more horrible” 
“right now im not even surprised if i have a damn high blood pressure bcus of u”, you replied to him 
“me too bcus u’re old”
the no ending bickering jsjs it’s a MUST 
he loves to pick a fight w u for no reason man I SWEAR TO GOD
no bickering, no haechan
no haechan, no life
bcus he thinks ure cute when ure about to explode and get upset 
omg remember when he talked about renjun being cute whenever they bicker and he makes him feel upset uwu
he be gettin all the attention skrrrttt skrt
but anyways u guys ended up skipping class and went to eat at ur favorite restaurant or whatevahh 
he attac but he also protec 
u guys went to his house after chillin and eating at the restaurant cus why nOt 
it’s normal sometimes u would spend ur time at his house or he’d come to ur house so that u guys can spend ur time together ehe 
spending time at his house with him is so much fun even his parents adore u 
his room would be filled w michael jackson’s songs, ur and his loud laughter, a lot of love and just pure affection uwu 
u guys would study together and help each other whenever one of u have trouble in understanding smthg, eat and even cook together eventho it’d be a mess, play games, listen to the playlist that he made for u, listen to his smooth  honey voice singing to u, dancing w just the two of u together like u guys are just vibin y knoww 
OH AND DOING DANCE COVERS TOGETHER TOO OMGGG
he might be a pain in the ass kind of boyfriend but deep inside his love for u is soooo deep u can’t even see 
he has this special soft spot for u but he doesnt rlly show it but its obvious most of the time lol 
“hi baby”
“im literally sitting beside u haechan” 
“hello my name is haechan” 
you giggled, “what’s up, baby?”
“um nothing but like have u ever thought about your weakness? do you even like exactly know what are some of ur actual weakness is?” he suddenly asked
“honestly yeah i do think about it a lot and yea i know what are some of my main weakness is it’s quite...a lot”
“what is it?” 
haechan pulls u closer into his arms till u guys are like in a cuddling position next to each other on his bed and then he plays w ur fingers w full of love as u continue
“hmm like um failing? like i can’t accept my own failures” u hold his hand while stroking it up and down gently 
he might be annoying and always love to tease u nonstop and like how u guys would bicker and everything 
BUT having a deep heart to heart conversation w him is the best 
he loves it and treasures it so much and so do u 
he’s very attentive and a genuine good listener, like when he listens to u, he ACTUALLY listens 
he knows when to be goofy and tease u and when to actually be serious 
“failures? baby, you’ve been doing great and working so hard especially in your studies! I can’t even do it like you and in fact you’re the smartest person I’ve ever met and known” 
you shrugged, “I mean yeah sure but like I feel like I’ve been lacking a lot especially in my maths! you know how I’ve always dreamed of studying actuarial science for my uni major and it’s rlly deadass tough-”
haechan then holds ur chin up so that u can look at him and he cups ur cheek as he looks at u softly 
“hey, if you fall, I also fall. I’m not letting you give up so come on what do u need help with ur maths? I can help and teach u” 
you chuckled as ur eyes met his eyes and sigh, “hey, thank you for existing, hyuck. really.” 
he smooches ur whole face and coos at u, “no problem, I’m ur fullsun” uwu 
haechan wants to go to the bathroom so he stands up from the bed before making his way 
“hey wait, wait a second, I have something to tell u before u go to the bathroom-”, you said trying to stop him 
he looks at you with a curiosity, “hm, what is it?” 
“your breath...smells kinda bad just now” 
i swear HE CANT STAND U HAHAHA U GUYS CANT EVEN STAND EACH OTHER 
he rolls his eyes showing his disbelieved facial expression, “i swear to god don’t even start you-” 
and thennnn it beginsss 
anyways u guys spent ur time together in his room that day with him teaching u maths in the topic that u had hard time understanding and solving it 
hes so good at teaching and explaining that u can’t help but to stare at him in awe 
“sTop checking me ouT” 
“wtf hyuck i aM noT” 
jamming to love again while studying together!!
after like half an hour, u guys wanna take a break and u wanna eat some snack so u go to the kitchen 
haechan wraps his arms around your waist as he snuggles his face into your neck, “I thought you want a snack” 
“babe, i’m trying to cut these oranges stop bothering me” you replied to him while struggling with cutting the oranges 
to be honest ure not really good with cutting fruits :’) but u love oranges 
ten can’t relate oops 
haechan watches u from behind with his arms still wrapping tightly around ur waist and stops u
“hMm wait hold up, who the heck cuts an orange like that-” 
“I-I actually am not really good at cutting fruits-”, you replied as u look at him
he giggles while shaking his head, “shut up you’re cute” 
he then proceeds to hold your hand and fingers holding the knife carefully as he stands still behind u and shows u the right way to cut the orange at the same time teaching u slowly too
isn’t he lovely made from love 
SOOO LETS MOVE ON WITH MOVIEEEE TIMEEE *drum rolls*
you guys would always end up watching the same movie haha
so the two of u lie beside each other on the couch w some of the snacks that u guys prepared at the kitchen 
cuddling is a must!!! 
he prefers to be the big spoon and u the smol spoon 
but when he doesn’t feel well or stressed out, you’d be the big spoon 
he loves to wrap his arms around your waist and just having your hand in his hand
he would kiss your knuckles and stare at u but as in like lovingly and admiringly 
he loves giving u smooches and lil kisses all over ur face eventho u might act disgusted but u love it too deep inside lol 
“hey, look at me” he whispers to u as he entangled his legs w urs 
“no” 
pls just look at him or else he’d make u suffer with his otteoke otteoke song aegyo 
anyways the movie got boring so u just get closer to him and lay your head on his shoulder while putting ur left arm around his waist tightly 
“hyuck baby, sing me a song”, you telling him 
“you’re my missing puzzle piece”, he starts singing softly in ur ears while playing with your hair gently using his delicate fingers 
you rub his cheek slowly as u admiring his tanned skin, the details on his face and his beautiful honey brown eyes 
then u fell asleep 
he pulls the blanket nearby the couch and wrap the blanket around the two of you tightly so warm like a tortilla 
haechan looks at u w that soft eyes for awhile and smile before closing his eyes
“7 days a week, I’ll always hover by your side”, he whispers lightly 
“hyuck” 
“huh-” 
“I love you”, you mumbled before going back to sleep 
“I love you too, idiot.” 
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shorkbrian · 4 years
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INBOX
SO! I know I hoard asks. It’s a bad habit. Reasons?
I like to go look at them when I’m sad because they cheer me up.
I don’t want anyone to get annoyed that my blog is clogged up with asks, it’s a fear of mine that someone will think I'm annoying.
BUTT! My inbox is so cluttered right now, It’s hard for me to find certain requests. I saw someone else do an mass ask answering like this, and I LEARNED that if I tag it, I can look that tag up on my blog!
ALSO PSA you can also comment on my pics or message me to talk!!!!! I will never turn anyone away!!! I love you all!
ANOTHER PSA - if you want to not have to see this in the future, pls block the tag “shorkbrian answers a lot of asks”
Lets get ready to rumble!!!!!!!
These are in no particular order! Know that if you don’t see an ask you sent, it’s because I plan on writing something for it, probably like a lil Drabble cause those are my favorite (can you tell?)
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Hello! My pronouns are They/Them or He/Him! I want to like give u a big ole hug for this question, You’re super sweet!
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OOP Okay listen I’ve had a couple dreams with very unsavory happenings and each one is awful and so so scary. I hope your dream didn’t make you feel icky or anything dude. I Lub u, stay safe.
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I am speechless. This is.... wow man. This is an amazing, positive review of my work and I feel so blessed and honored that you took the time to message me. I LOVE LOVE LOVE reading what people think of my work, and this one made me just like. I am like so blessed dude. Speechless (in the best way possible)
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AHHHHH Thank you!!!! Look at those emojis!!!! SO bright and colorful and fun!!!!
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As a fellow Hornee person that is dumb, I would like to say...... Why stop at a chefs kiss? are you afraid to kiss me on the mouth, homie? For future reference, I like tongue. (asdaslhjkah sorry I’m stupid but Thank you for these kind words!!!! What nice descriptors man, I’m like wilting under the praise its too much!)
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Yes, reader is NOT going to have a fun time. Thanks for reading! I appreciate your support so so so much!!
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Hey, listen! Requests are “closed” so I can have time to catch up without getting overwhelmed. If one or two slip in, they won’t get deleted :)
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Bro, I recently talked to a friend with a similar experience. I’m so sorry for the things you’ve had to deal with, it sounds awful. The world is big and scary and VERY loud, and you are so amazing for navigating it. Bakugou would give you insane cuddles to help u feel better, remember dat okie?
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Maybe! I’m getting around to things babey, it might take a hot second. But I will try!
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Thank you! I try babey I try lol. I Lub u by the way thank u for msging me
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I accept this wisdom. Thank you for sharing. I pray for a time when I will be able to use it.
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You nailed it. I want this on my tombstone pls and thank u.
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omg omg thank youuuuuuuu!!!!! Honestly, I think Izuku is still so so so shy, even when it comes to doing stuff with his darling.  ugh his poor darling. Ur right tho, no one would ever believe that Izuku was doing bad stuff. But once again!!! Thank YOU for reading and taking the time to send me an ask!!!! Warms my heart
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wait wait okay I LOVE LOVE LOVE Kirishima I am his BIGGEST simp and this compliment? SENT ME TO OUTER SPACE. I squealed so hard I got like liftoff and I made it out of the atmosphere. This is the BEST thing EVER Thank you SO much my heart is POURING out love Grimm I would DIE for u no cap 
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idk? Personally, I hate being touched so I probably would politely be like “Pls dont ahah” but I would hit him with paper airplanes with cute little notes inside.
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I wish I wish with all my heart that I could turn into a small person tonight. Like, I'm crying. I am 6′0 and built like a refrigerator aint nobody able to manhandle me... *sobs in big man syndrome* I will continue to feed u tho bc it is a GIANT fantasy of mine to be manhandled and tossed around. lets goooooo
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I don’t want to be a religion, can we start a cult? I’ll be the sacrifice.
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bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk TOO LATE (Also thank ant the comment abc my humor! Inspires me and tbh enables me)
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no U 
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“hey google?”
“What can I help you with today?”
“Why do I have the SWEEEEEEETEST followers ever? How did this happen? They make me blush I can’t handle it”
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I have a SIMP???????? Come off anon u and I are going to talk and then passionately kiss. (not rlly but I do Lub you, thank you for the kind and gentle words)
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bonk bonk bonk bonk (Also this was sent to me on a Sunday? I live in America bruv)
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Pls don’t I almost peed my pants I was snorting at 2am and trying my hardest not to disturb my cat it was very hard (Repeat I almost PEED my PANST U HEATHEN)
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wait stop stop u always give me such amazing comments skid I want to give u a candle made with wax and tears of love. You are so sweet. Pls never hesitate to reach out for a chat I luv u okei
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BLACK HEART ANON I’m dedicating everything in my will to u, hope you know that. Okay, but seriously - I get being afraid of people. I don’t think you’re being hypocritical, I think you’re being kind and selfless and reaching out a helping hand to a loser like me. Black heart emojis low-key always make me think of you now and it fills my heart with warmth. Thank you for existing dude,
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What have I said about the chefs kiss? Kiss me on the mouth u cowards. Do it.
Also this ask made me SAWFT I want to gibe u like idk a candy heart necklace to show how SOFT and Ugh demonstrate my LUB
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I am glad I found YOU!!! Not everyone bothers to comment or interact or send me nice asks. They make my day man. You rock!
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YYaaaayyyyaa!!! I’m cool with all the canon characters of BNHA except for Bakubro. I adore his fanon personification, but just how he acts in the show..... that aint it chief. I totally get u
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TYSM!!!! Heart heart!! Aizawa has the potential to be so creepy and awful, he’s super interesting to try and write for! I’m glad you like my content, and thank you for telling me such!!!!!!!! LUB U
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GRIMMM STAWWWWWWP I’m like on the verge of like melting into a PUDDLE of goopy admiration how the heck do u even know my blog ur so cool and I still can’t believe I can like.... talk to you. Ur rad dude.
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BLACK HEARTTTTTTT You are never invading my privacy. Your asks are two that I hold very near and dear to my heart. I reread them over and over and they help when I’m having sucky days. Pls pls pls recognize that you’re an amazing person and you lift up my spirits and you are genuinely awesome. I love u Black Heart
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I LOVE Kiri, have I mentioned? He’s my fav. And yes!!! I am VERY open to ideas!!!! Love pretty much everything and anything that comes my way!!! thank u for sending me an ask dude, means a lot :)
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Sensitive anon, my dear dear friend if ur reading this know that I adore talking with u and I like hearing about ur day and You are so sweet and you make the world a better place by being in it
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WE SIMP...... TOGETHER!!!!
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Another beautiful baby that I always see interacting with me!!! I love you so so much and Each time your name pops up in my motifs I get so excited to see what you say!!! I’ve been holding onto this ask FOREVER because the little picture is SO CUTE and it makes me softer than melted butter man.
Okay, we’ve done it lads! I love each and every one of you!!!!!!!
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ezmarie · 3 years
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Hi, hope it's alright for me to drop a matchup request thru here because it's a bit long! I love the way you do your matchups, I can tell by the way you write that you really like writing! That's special :3
Name: Caitlin, sexuality: bi (more attracted to guys), pronouns: she/her
star sign: Virgo sun, cancer rising; mbti type: INFP; hogwarts house: hufflepuff
personailty description/qualities & flaws: i'm usually reserved at first, but once people get to know me, I'm actually a little chaotic. The words my friends always use to describe me are "nurturing, soft, sunshine". I'm pretty detail-oriented and I focused on a lot of org/club work during my time in school. I have anxiety disorder, made me develop habits like fidgeting and isolation, but I've learned to make both of these useful when trying to get out of an episode.
kins: not sure what this is but upon checking urban dictionary, is it a favorite character/character I associate myself with?? if it is, then Chihiro from Spirited Away and Sansa Stark from GoT :D
Hobbies you enjoy or want to do: I am very much involved with music! I come from a family of singers and composers. I am hoping for a career in this field some day
appearance description (only if you want to!!): I am 5'1", asian, dark brown hair with blond highlights, round features (some say I look like a cartoon character lmao)
music taste or favorite songs, fun facts about you, etc. - I'm really into dance-y electro indie or alternative stuff, but I know how to appreciate pop music when it's good. I also have a throwback playlist (60s-90s music) called The Greats lol
please add a couple traits you look for in a partner, it would really help! :) - someone to be silly with, who would take down their walls for me and will make me feel like i can tear down my walls as well
just add anything you think will give you the most accurate results! - i notice i'm attracted to imperfect/somewhat chaotic characters but not too much like a gremlin (basically if it were a scale to measure how chaotic a character is, the lowest being sakusa/kenma to kyoutani/noya, I need it to be somewhere in the middle AFHDSKF i hope this wasn't useless info)
Thank you so much I hope I'm not overwhelming you :((
Hiiii! And OMG THAT BEGINNING PART IS SO SWEET “that’s special :3” like that’s so adorable please 🥺 anyways I ship you withh...tendou!!
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Tendou is very outgoing and extroverted so he’ll naturally be interested in your more reserved nature. He honestly loves the fact that your not necessarily flamboyant like him because it equals you two out. And he loves the challenge of seeing if he can make you sociable, it’s basically his goal to see if you can match his energy or open up, so when he found out you were secretly a little chaotic he was LIVING. Like its nice how youre able to slow him down when he’s going too fast because he definitely needs that sometimes, but it’s just as amazing when you two are just being two little beautifully chaotic messes together. Something about it is so hilarious yet comforting.
You literally make his heart melt every second of everyday, I’m not kidding. The way you’re so nurturing and comforting and just present such happy vibes/feelings makes him swoon over you 24/7. Honestly you said how people use “sunshine” to describe you and seriously that would be his nickname for you (either that or angel or paradise AHJXJA-) He’s never gotten attention nor affection growing up and to this day he’s very starved of both so your caring and soft personality just makes him feel SO loved. The way you care is literally foreign to him and he never knows what to even say because he’s not used to it. All this boy needs is some love and since you can provide that for him he’s gonna make sure you don’t regret it. He will be the best boyfriend you could ever ask for, like seriously he’s 100% loyal, incredibly sweet and understanding, hilarious, loving, and just downright an angel. Your personalities fit like puzzle pieces and what one of you lacks the other can provide. Also, with your anxiety disorder he knows exactly how that feels. He has bad anxiety (from lots of events and just naturally) and has definitely picked up habits because of it, some the same or similar to yours. So he is vv understanding of what you’re going through and knows what to do in order to help you. Trust me, he’s amazing at helping you through, whether you’re having an anxiety attack or your just plain sad he’ll be right there comforting you with chocolate, anime, blankets, and dumb jokes.
I feel like the description of who you want fits tendou very well which is why I sealed the deal on matching you with him. I mean he’s incredibly silly and goofy and he’s always making jokes. He has a barrier blocking the real him but that’s only because he’s never had anyone he could trust with his authentic self before. Once he knows he can trust you he’s going to tear down his walls very quickly and is going to try extremely hard to get you to do the same. And I have a good feeling he’s gonna succeed in doing that, I mean it’s tendou we’re talking about here. And you’re attracted to imperfect and somewhat chaotic characters? You might as well have just said tendou out loud abhsbaajjs jkjk but seriously that’s basically the definition of tendous personality. All of that just added to my conclusion that you two would basically be a picture perfect match.
Scenarios with the two of you:
•one time you were telling him about how you wish to take on a singing career in the future so he asked if you could sing for him because he’s only heard a little bit before. When you sang for him I swear you could see literal hearts in his eyes, I’m not even joking, and you know how talkative he is? He was s i l e n t because he was so mesmerized by how beautiful you are in every aspect (definitely including your voice🥰)
•not rlly a scenario :( but literally he has SO many nicknames for you can’t even keep track of them. Normally it’s stuff like sunshine, paradise, angel, QUEEN (in all caps cus he usually shouts it like “HEY QUEEENNN” ahhsahdh), baby, that kinda stuff. But he also calls you things relating to YOU like “his little cartoon” or “ms anime character” because you have round features (which he find absolutely adorable), kit-Kat and capri sun because of your name, and even Linshinoya because of your name and your dark brown hair and blonde highlights being similar to nishinoyas HAHABDJ
•you two are SUCH music lovers especially of Alt music, you two are seriously always blasting music and people have to tell you to turn it down but do you? Nah (unless they’re nice about it😌🔨). But you two are constantly singing and dancing around with each other Twenty. Four. Seven. and it’s so cute🥰🥺
AHH HI IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG you’re literally so sweet and such an angel pls and don’t worry your definitely not overwhelming me honey I love doing these!! <33😌🥺
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