This KOSA bill thing is scaring me. If it goes through.... I may not be able to live without it. Tumblr is where all of my friends are. This is the only place where I feel like people understand me. Everyone on here, especially all of my moots, is so supportive and kind.
It feels like home to me now. A kid who has went through their whole life was searching for a place to be accepted. And they found it here. That kid is me.
I cannot imagine how much worse my mental health would be if I did not have all of you supporting me. To take you guys away from me, would be like taking away love itself. This place is the only place that I have ever been fully accepted for who I am. There are people who send random hugs for no reason. People who share my interests and roleplay with me. People who check in through DMs if I seem to be in distress. People who seem to be defined by their kindness.
We need to stop KOSA!!!! There are people like me out there, for whom Tumblr is their home! We need our safe space, to protect it at all costs! Reblog if you are with me....
I know technically when I put my characters out there they are out of my control. I also know that people will see a guy with a mullet and assign him as whatever guy with a mullet is popular that month. But I really need to make a character sheet and draw Lucky properly or else she's going to keep being compared to Dream and I don't think I can handle it any longer.
If something really does happen to Tumblr, what am I going to do? My moots are the only people who completely understand and love me for who I am.
I live in a conservative place, where no one would ever want to be friends with me if they knew the real, whole, proudly queer me. They were raised to discriminate, and that is all they know and do.
So without Tumblr, I would be isolated, and I would feel so alone. And if I find myself alone, then.... my depression is going to spiral worse than ever.
I came onto this site to post fandom stuff.... and through that I found my moots, the kindest people that I have ever met. People that I am around irl would be so mean and cold to me if I was real with them.... how can I feel a connection with someone if I cannot even be myself around them?
I do not even want to think about this anymore. I just want to stay on Tumblr forever, and always be around nice, positive people who actually care about me, the real me.
I want people to laugh with and rp with and be affectionate with, even if it is virtual.
UHM SCARY THING but am I the only one here who searched up Cale & Sophie, to find that Cale Dietrich IS A URL? COULD HE BE HERE ???
( Also before anyone panics the last posted/reblogged thing is from 2015 I think we're safe, but he could still be reading things and not interacting or reblogging which MAKES ME SCARED )
i dont voice it a lot. but i will actually riot if atleast all of the hexenzirel aren't at the least like. 40+ - preferably all way older, actually. because if i see that hexenzirkel teaser drop and they're all baby faced and appearing their early to late 20s ; the metal in my spine will melt and i will become one witht he ground.