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mc-park · 2 years
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xiao fanfic idea (based on the 2.7 chasm quest)
REQUESTING FOR ANY BORED GENSHIN WRITERS TO WRITE THIS!!!
hello i dont have any energy to rewrite all my fanfiction ideas for this quest bc i made this long ass post abt it in detail but it didnt save and now i feel so hollow and numb. im going through every stage of grief right now, currently at stage 4, depressed.
all i ask is for xiao chasm content. please. i beg. SOMEONE, LITERALLY ANYONE PLEASE MAKE XIAO FOUND FAMILY CONTENT
and then put him through an indescribable amount of pain and turmoil as he fails to accept his yaksha friends are dead and faces the slow realization he has no family, other than zhongli, left.
please help me relieve some of this pain by reblogging or tagging your favorite writers in the comments and writing down your xiao x reader chasm ideas (also in the comments) for their inspiration ...ill join too once im done crying over all of my work disappearing
for now i'll just share a few of my daydreams at its most basic level and hope to god somewhere in the world a genshin writer will take this idea and bring it to life
(2.7 spoilers utc)
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yaksha found family + reader witnessing all of it, being an outsider as another weaker yaksha.
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where you, unaware of the suffering and pain that comes with the responsibility of being one of the five yakshas, hope to get an ounce of understanding for them like they do with one another, hoping to be part of what seems like a "family."
yearning to gain even a bit of that familial warmth, you glance over to observe them on the sidelines and smile at the sounds of their contagious laughter directed at xiao's now fully-painted face.
as years pass by, you watch in horror as each yaksha slowly succumbs to the darkness of their karma one by one, never returning to that bright family dynamic they forgot about.
finally, when xiao, the youngest of all of them, the only one remaining, tries to recover from the loss of valiant warriors he considered his siblings, you console him, experiencing a pain similar to his. both of you support one another awaiting the day you can reunite with the rest of the yakshas again.
this can really extend as much as it wants to starting off w wholesome shenanigans and then angst to possible hurt comfort or just you and xiao wailing in pain together. i love a good slow burn so thats my personal request, like each paragraph written above can be extended to a whole post and split up into a whole series, but really its up to whoever wants to take up my challenge to make it however they want.
xiao and reader dynamic:
in this case i feel like xiao bonds with reader where they feel this mutual emptiness but in different kinds of ways.
you feel alone in the world, you feel excluded from the rest of the yakshas, you long for something you don't have and haven't had in a long time, for that bond that effortlessly ties the five yakshas together. despite being surrounded by so many people you constantly feel like not one of them understands.
you want to be with anyone as long as it's someone. but you have no one. there are so many thoughts, feelings and emotions but there's no one to share them with no one who cares enough to listen. you wish for what the yaksha's have, the family they built on their mutual suffering and joys, where they all understand each others pain because they all share the same experiences.
you feel like no matter how kind or nice or strong and heroic you are or can train to be nobody thinks to call or ask anything of you, its this numbing feeling that prods in your chest at the loneliest and quietest of days, it's not like they're outwardly avoiding you, quite the opposite. they tell you to join, but however close you are to them you still feel distant, and when you part for your more meagre duties compared to their wider scale dangerous tasks, the rift between you and the family increases.
you don't feel upset, nor do you feel hurt, if anything you feel acceptance. it's normal. at times you feel gratitude; a warm feeling bubbling inside whenever they come to talk to you. happiness; whenever you see their doting towards one another, their dumb pranks and stupid jokes.
as an outsider, a weaker yaksha, you watch the adepti you've looked up to for so long from a distance and internally relish in the joy of their shared happiness.
whereas xiao is longing for something he's had before but can't do anything to get back, its this feeling of hopelessness and this agonizing need to go back to how things were, how he was before. he's distraught with the frustration and regret of not being able to get back what was lost and never being able to experience anything similar to it again. its sporadic. sudden. when the yaksha's slowly disappear, after years of investing in them from afar you end up feeling this way too, this same hole in your chest, this unshakable itch at the back of your mind that won't go away. the bond that you hoped to join, the joy you've observed for so long and the happiness you secretly chewed off of no longer exists.
now that you and xiao are the last yaksha left, perhaps you can form a new bond over your losses together.
THIS IS JUST FOR INSPO ON HOW TO WRITE THEM BTW!! do it literally however u want i just thought this would be really cool and emotional to write cuz like theres readers loneliness built up over the years and then theres xiaos mourning and that sudden period of grief and then the awkward sort of mutual sadness they feel in the end
family dynamic inspo:
xiao being the temperamental, more self centered youngest and bosacius acting as the more protective self-sacrificing eldest brother. followed by indarius (pyro yaksha) the second oldest almost mom-like, bubbly and loud friend, the walmart zhongli as the mediator, calm middle child and bonanus (hydro yaksha) as the second youngest, possessing a more timid, polite and shy aura.
a sample of how he may feel:
and when xiao is left alone, he tries to remember all his happiest memories with each of his friends. he longs for them, he longs for the past so much that it hurts. he wants to be his old self, to get rid of this aching loneliness but as each happy memory flashes by, he spirals into a deeper pit of sadness and activates this haunting feeling in his heart that feels like something is missing. recounting the memories of his loved ones, he swears that this will never happen to anyone close to him again. even at the cost of his own life. in the midst of his vulnerability, he unknowingly engrains that very same savior complex his leader, no, his brother bosacius once had.
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im sorry if there are grammar mistakes and stuff i rushed this really short idea bc i was busy trying to remember what i wrote before tumblr decided to reload and DELETE all of my work just bc it was in a silly goofy mood
ANYWAY SOMEONE PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD MAKE A FIC ABT THIS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I WANT SOME OF THAT JUICY JUICY JUICY DELICIOUS LORE
STARVED XIAO LOVERS UNITE! PLEASE TAG ALL OF THE GENSHIN WRITERS YOU LOVE AND BOUNCE OFF OTHER IDEAS, NOT JUST THIS ONE, IN THE COMMENTS!!
or reblog if you want to see someone make this themselves.
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vampirecorset · 3 months
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🕸️⋆˖⁺‧₊☽𝕵𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖑𝖞 𝖓𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖇𝖔𝖗𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖐𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖍 𝖛𝖆𝖒𝖕𝖎𝖗𝖊☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ 🕸️
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So I guess I should probably do an intro- (read this then scroll for my t-word info)
HIIII!!
Im Not new here… like at all
Been on tumblr for a couple of years now
Butttt I dooo need to explain what I’m about on this blog, and why not with an intro post!!
So hi my name is Chloe, not bedda that’s just the word for pretty in Sicilian
I’m mostly Sicilian and native but I’m also Irish and German so ye
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Tickling for this blog is completely… erhh drum roll please-
SFW
And please understand by that I just don’t allow nudity or sexual content, like I’m perfectly fine with t-word torture and intensity but if it’s pörn then nah no thanks.
Also another big bullet point, uh guys-
I AM A MINOR
*surprised picachu face*
I’m a 16 year old, and I have my birthday in said bio.
Btw,
ANYONE CAN INTERACT EXCEPT PÖRN BOTS AND BLOGS WITH NUDITY BUT DO NOT REBLOG MY POST AND PUT KINKY TAGS OR TAGS YOU WOULDNT WANT AN MINOR TO INTERACT WITH
And do NOT MESSAGE ME IF YOU ARE ABOVE 18 THATS WEIRDDD
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Fun facts about me, let’s goooo!
IM TAKEN BY @fillibusterbuddy THEYRE LITERALLY SO AWESOME GSIXNSKJSGZKS :3
I’m a Roman Catholic! Please don’t worry, I really do keep in mind to respect others no matter who they are or believe in so don’t be worried hun I won’t harass you lmao
Mm I’d say my style is more vampire romantic goth, kinda 90s goth if you will
I speak a Little German and I’m learning Sicilian and Cherokee as of rn!! So if I say any of those languages on there and I say some thing wrong please inform me :)
My favorite animal is a Siberian tiger 🐅
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I WILL BE SUPPORTING PALESTINE ON HERE AND SHARING INFORMATION ON THAT AND MISSING INDIGENOUS WOMEN
Those are the genocides I worry about the most, however I will reblog what information I find about others
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MY TWORD INFORMATIONNN WHOOP WHOOP
I’m 10000000% lee, I’m not gonna be your ler so sorry pfft
I’m don’t mind teases dm to me or in asks, in fact please please PLEASE send me asks and fic recommendations!!
I’ve never been tickled in real life sooo I have no idea where I’m the most ticklish at 🧍🏼‍♀️
I think my fav tool with have to be a good old fashioned feather
And honestly if I had to guess I feel like I’m the type of person to have a ticklish belly button so…
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I DO ROLE PLAY!!
But I’m always gonna be the lee cause your girl is a horrible ler
Btw when it comes to messages, I’m very  inconsistent with responding cause I’m a busy Highschooler in all honors classes
So please don’t take offense if I don’t answer, sometimes I’m not ready to reply and sometimes I get nervous so please be patient
Id consider myself a shy person too so don’t be surprised when you gotta tease first or make the first move cause Yeahh 😭
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I WILL ALSO POST AGE REGRESSION CONTENT SO IF YOU DONT SUPPORT THEN LEAVEEEE
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My fandoms‼️‼️
•Heathers (the movie and musical)
•Fire Emblem Warriors
•Pokémon
•Seraph of the End
•Vampire Knight
•The Case study of Vanitas
•Nintendo
•Slashers
•Monster High
•Avril Lavigne
•Welcome Home
•Demon Slayer
•Obey Me!
•Ouran High School Host Club
•SpongeBob Musical
•Hamilton
•Legally Blonde
•Aladdin
•Hercules
IF YOU LOVE THESE FOLLOW ME AND REQUEST FICS PLEASE!! TALK TO ME ABOUT THEM I BEG OF YOU I LOVE MY FANDOMS AS IF THEY WERE MY OWN CHILDREN 😭
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THATS ALL I HAVE THANK YOU ALL SM FOR READING!!
DONADAGOHVI ‼️🫶🏼
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January, 26th, 2024
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blossomheart · 3 years
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don't let me give you my light, it will blind you
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mickadamz · 6 years
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just a warcats onion
i dont ship mot/hpool (not because i hate lesbians i just don't personally see it as anything more than a crack ship or a school girl crush thing) but that's probably because i havent read 2/3 of the new prophecy but no hate against people who do. this is just my opinion that im.. putting out here for some reason
everyone's gonna go fucking nuts over this i swear
edit: my wording seems to have pissed somebody off unintentionally. i apologize for that, but i do not apologize for sharing my personal thoughts on something.
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3 and 25? 😁💗
omg...asks...i have ASKS!!! XD thank you so much awkward! ilysm! XD
favorite line/scene you wrote this year
hmm...that ones hard most of the scene that come to mind i haven't written out yet ^^'''
but on that note i can tell you a scene from my audio story thats like a fanfic but spoken aloud XD
-also a shameless plug XD im trying to get it noticed XD i worked so hard on it >~< -
anyway my favorite scene in my "Pure of Heart" series one that i wrote in my head and acted out. in Chapter 7 Carnival date....honestly that whole chapter. XD
the whole imagery of Nick and Nate going on a carnival date then, going to play pool Nate complaining cause Nick is kicking his ass, and then the end where Nate passes out and nick takes him home...
now i know the last one sounds bad but hear me out DX
like up to this point Nick has had feelings for Nate but has not shown it, when he realizes Nate is in danger he shows the first form of care for him and its a turning point for the both of them.
i love those two so fucking much XD
if you wanna know more, listen to my audio story? please im begging at this point DX i want feedback DX LINK
a fic you read this year you would recommend everyone read
oh uhh...eh whoo...there SO many! DX so many good ones ive read from friends and non friends this year DX
however....
ive never had the chance to talk about this fic before and i think im going to take it...because i read it aloud to my wife this year and it counts! XD
but if you haven't heard of the Fic "Louder than Words"...
heres the link GO READ IT NOW!
i mean if you want ^^;;;
but LISTEN! like if you love attack on titan im pretty sure you will like this series! its written so well, all the characters are accurate in their own right. and even if you dont agree with some of the ships in this series (example: erenxlevi, reinerxbertolt, mikasaxjean etc.) the story is written so well and the DYNAMICS of all the ships in this series is accurate to me. this woman DID HER RESERCH! the detail in this thing is finamilal! foreshadowing checkoffs gun all of it!
you want angst? check
you want fluff? check
you want freindship encounters? check
you want smut? check~
you want a story that will make you cry, laugh, rage, and go all ALL the way through!? CHECK!!!
this thing reads like a book, im only sad that this is the only thing i can find of her work or of her in general she did such a good fucking job on this thing and i could go on forever but PLEASE i imploooore you to give it a shot if you like attack on titan please!
i will warn you there are dark themes in this fic so pay attention to the tags okay? just in case ^^;;;
BUT
here are the honorable mentions as even if i didnt talk about Louder than Words i would have said these ones anyway XD
@verratensduo = Special Day LINK
this made me so soft and that is a secret ship of mine i see working between them if they decided. it was written so sweet and i just UGH! so cute.
@mindninjax = What Once was Mine LINK
i lost my MIND for this one. if i hadnt found this gem i never would have met Min Min and more of her work that follows. this one started it all for me. it written so well and she has an uncanny talent for details ^^
@reiner69er = The Warrior and the Champion LINK
she is a dear freind of mine and if it wernt for this one person i wouldnt be RPing or writing again! i have so much to thank her for. but really even though im not done with this series and im being very slow the few chapters ive read are so good! i feel like im watching this from the anime itself. the atmosphere is so good ^^ and i love addie XD
@tipsyangels = Heavy Breathing LINK
oh Tipsy...tipsy...what else can i say lol you have a talent for writing stories that pull other in by the hair and never let go XD there is a tone to her writing that i adore and she is such a great freind ^^
@touyaspeach = Loverboy LINK
OMG! this is easily my favorite kaminari fic ever, it was sweet, just like him and the reader did a lot of the things that i knew i would do given the situation ;) i also like how much care they take in making her works, and it shows ^^
@sparklekitteh = Ravenous LINK
ooooooo baby this one was great! it sent me chills in more than one way and i loved that XD plus i also know if Jean were a werewolf...thats how he would act XD i enjoyed this a heck of a lot and your other works too ^^
some of these are spicy so be warned but GIVE THEM YOU ATTENTION! they deserve it ^^
@xawkwardxderpx
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thenorsequeen · 6 years
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Ivar Part 4 
(I hope you enjoy. The next part i am doing will also involve the war for Kattegat. I will most likely post a preview after Hvitserk part 3, so probably later tonight. ;P 
Im sorry im lagging on that one by the way. Ive rewritten it like 5 times and am almost done with it now. It will be out by the end of this day.
And I apologize if things seem quite lost in this story itself. Or as if things dont seem they should be. I am attempting to put more depth into the next part.
Thank you guys!)
tags: @lisinfleur @manuugxlvis
Ivar woke the next morning to Y/N still with her head laying on his chest. His hand laid on her back before stroking up and caressing her long and silky hair. Her eyes fluttered lightly before she turned her head to see him. “Good morning” he spoke softly to her whilst looking into her eyes. She smiled with a light smile before placing a gentle kiss on Ivar’s own lips. “Good morning” she whispered against him. A smile formed as Ivar gripped her hips, pressing her firmly into him. “We must leave today… Are you sure you want to do this?” he asked her once. She only nodded, “I have to. My warriors are wandering Kattegat, lost without me. And I must do what I can to lawfully break my oath to Lagertha…” she explained to him. He nodded before their eyes shifted from each other and they laid together for a few more minutes.
  Ivar let Y/N braid his hair before he went to have the ships prepared. He had six ships sailing with him, but they would return with a fleet of fourteen when Y/N had finally gathered her warriors. Y/N had two thralls come in and do her hair like always. She was then readied into an extravagant and beautiful queen-like gown of dark red and leather sleeves. She wore her gold and silver jewels before picking up her Freyja pendant and  putting it on. She then went to meet with Ivar and Hvitserk whom sat on the dock and watched the ships still. Ivar looked to her in awe and then gestured for her onto their shared longship. They each got on board and left within the next ten minutes. 
   The trip to Kattegat would take about a day and a half if they had a larger fleet. As of now, they would be there by early next morning. Y/N had remained by Ivar’s side the entire time, from morning until the night. They ate nothing but bread and drank ale for supper. “How do you plan to break an oath ‘lawfully’?” Ivar looked to Y/N questioningly. She shrugged, “I shall explain to her that I wish no ill will against her” her explanation was so simple, too simple at that. Hvitserk held a questioning look in his own eyes, “And you expect her to believe that?” he asked next. Y/N smirked, “Marriage is a greater oath in my recent opinion. I may betray her but I do not intend to go against her afterwards. I admire Lagertha, mainly because of the love she bore for Ragnar. If she is indeed as passionate and wise as the sagas say, I feel she will understand” she held nothing back. Her words somewhat burned the both of the younger Ragnarssons as well. “You believe she is passionate and wise?” Ivar gave her an intense stare. Y/N took a sip from her ale cup whilst returning the look, “I do. I understand your feelings of her but I must admit, if we are to marry and you ever let another woman steal you away, I would not only kill her but I would give you more of a reason to call yourself a ‘cripple’ ” she tipped her cup to him before sipping it again.
  Ivar’s expression darkened a bit, “So you think my mother stole my father away?” he asked again. Y/N rolled her eyes a bit, “No, your father made the choice” she stated firmly. “But I cannot say I admire your mother for her part in it all” her gaze at Ivar was almost bitter. Hvitserk only watched their exchanged expressions at one another before he gulped his ale down and grabbed his furs to lay down. “So what is it that you think my mother did? Do you feel she deserved to die?” his voice was as dark as his stare. The sky seemed to darken with him almost. “Fate is fate, Ivar. I do not believe she deserved it, but I believe that it was meant to happen.” her voice was soothed compared to the previous moments. Ivar looked down and then back up before he decided to crawl over next to her. Their eyes only burned into each other as he took his seat next to her. “Do you believe we are fated?” Ivar asked as he settled with her. She laid her head on his shoulder before speaking, “I do. I may not know what the entirety of it will lead to, but I know I am meant to be here, with you” 
   The two continued on with their conversation until they fell asleep. The next morning, Y/N woke to the sounds of the horns of Kattegat. Ivar had already awoke and was sitting above her, watching as they approached. Y/N stood quickly and saw the giant crowd of people gathering, not seeing Queen Lagertha but everyone else, including her own warriors. “Shall I come with you?” Ivar looked to her receiving a nod in disagreement. “I will go. I feel it would only inflate tension as of now...” she told him. His eyes bore into that of his older brothers Bjorn and Ubbe, giving off a deadly glare. Y/N gripped his shoulder causing him to look to her, his glare dissipating into a small smile. The ships finally docked and Ivar ordered a few men to go with her. She gave a light kiss before she docked off the ship and greeted both Bjorn and Ubbe. “So I guess the messenger was truthful” Bjorn stated, standing firmly next to his brother. Y/N nodded with a blank face, “I mean no harm. I have only come to speak with your mother and gather my own warriors” 
   Bjorn, Torvi, Ubbe, and Margarethe all watched her like she was plotting something before Bjorn nodded and gestured her towards the Great Hall. A group of her own warriors came to greet her as well, “So, you were captured?” one spoke as they all walked. Y/N only nodded, “Yes, but I have made the official choice” she spoke once. “We will leave with Ivar. Those whom do not wish to may stay here” she spoke for the most of them to hear. They then approached the Great Hall and the two main doors swung open. With the two oldest Ragnarssons by her side, she walked to Queen Lagertha whom sat upon her throne. “Welcome back, Princess Y/N” she stood from her chair with her owl perched on her arm. “I thought you had been killed, but instead, you return to betray me” Lagertha’s voice held a depth of anger. Y/N stood her own ground however, “I have, yes. But not in any way you may assume” she spoke. “Then what way?” Lagertha sneered. “You come here with Ivar and expect me to believe you?” she stepped closer. Y/N shook her head, “I do not wish any harm on you. I have come to break my oath as lawfully as the gods may deem. I make no promises on behalf of Ivar, but I will not fight against you” she explained, causing Lagertha to calm herself a bit. “What is this alliance with Ivar for then?” she inquired. 
   Y/N took a deep breath before continuing, “He has proposed that I become his wife” her words spilled out causing the room to break out in numerous discussions. Lagertha held her hand up to silence the room, “And you do not expect to fight against me? When your future husband seeks to usurp my kingdom?” her question burned. Y/N looked to her again, “I told you I cannot speak for him, but I have a mind for myself and no, I will not fight against you” her posture firmed once more as her stare with Lagertha continued before she deemed them free to go. From then, Y/N ordered most of her warriors to prepare their own ships before she went off to find the seer. Finally she came to the small place where the seer remained. She walked into the familiar chamber once more, looking to see the seer where he was before only weeks ago. He didnt look, but he knew her presence. “Princess Y/N, you come again so soon” He cackled before gesturing her to sit once again, “Come, what have you come to ask the gods on this occasion?” She took a breath before sitting, “I need an answer, wise one. Your vision was true of the battle, and I have attempted to sway the direction of betrayal.”
    The seer stopped her, “You cannot altar destiny. Only the völva are capable of attempting so and their Magic’s can only work as the gods will allow… But I see you have already made a choice and the consequences are already to be dealt”She grabbed his hand tightly before continuing, “Then please, tell me what I must do, or tell me what I may expect of what is to come now?” She begged causing him to laugh again. “I see the gods desire you to have a glorious future, it is true. But your glories come with many sorrows…” he picked up the bones engraved with runes and shook his hand before letting them fall on the surface underneath, “I see you will give birth to a son of much fame as his own father” he explained to her, grinning with his ancient voice as if he knew everything.    Y/N looked to him with a staggered look in her eyes, “A son?” her voice seemed almost hesitant to ask before her hand fell to touch her stomach. “Go now Princess Y/N, I can say no more than I already have… Not at this time” the seer spoke almost with a warning tone. She stood once and bowed her head before exiting and being followed by her warriors, all leaving back for Ivar’s fleet, now joined with Y/N’s own. She had no clue what to think of any of this. It had all seemed so much… She had only just spent her first few nights in Ivar’s arms, and now she had been told she would bare a son… Her mind was drowning in thoughts and fears as she boarded the ships once more. 
   Ivar watched as she arrived again, a warm smile appearing on his lips. The rest of the ships were now readied and the fleet hurried to sail back to their current stronghold near Vestfold. Y/N grabbed Ivar’s hand as she boarded, letting him examine her uneasy features. “What is wrong?” he asked her with a concerned tone. She looked to him and smiled slightly, attempting to hide it. “Nothing. Let us leave her” she kissed him before he pulled her to his side, her hip resting against him and his hand wrapped around her waist. He waved his hand up ordering the ships off once more. “Sail!” his voice echoed out and they all began to drift off. Ivar’s eyes burned at Kattegat. He knew she may not join him when it came to it, but he seemed to have more ambition than ever. 
(two months later in Vestfold)
   Y/N walked through the woods with Hvitserk, speaking of his brother and soon to be plans of war. “So, you two have begun preparing for the wedding” Hvitserk spoke somewhat happy. Y/N smiled before turning to another thought, “Yes, and King Harald is supposed to be a guest..” she snarled a bit at the thought of the man whom killed her family. “Yes, I am sure Ivar wants to pay attention to him. A marriage to you smells of ambition, considering Ivar’s deal with him was that he should be King after him” Hvitserk told before watching Y/N stop in her tracks and walk over, clinging to a tree. “Y/N, are you alr...” his words were cut off as she threw up. “Are you alright?!? Should I go get help or take you back to your room?” Hvitserk asked concerned. She shook her head as she stood once more, “It has been happening of recent... Im fine now” she explained as she gripped her stomach. Hvitserk looked to her with a smirk, “You are with child then?” he asked another question. Y/N looked to him before speaking, “I think so... It seems so soon, but I cannot deny its possible... Do not tell Ivar, not yet.” her tone somewhat demanding at the end. Hvitserk laughed, “I suppose we should at least tell him to get on the wedding before any more war plans” Y/N sighed playfully before they made way back to the longhouse with Ivar.
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hoetron · 7 years
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okay christ i got tagged in htis massive tag game by @mothable but i love a good ol challenge lets do this buckfucks
RULES: ANSWER THESE 88, THEN TAG SOME PEOPLE
BASICS:
a. NAME AND PRONOUNS: Rae, she/her
b. AGE (and birthday!): 13, Aug 28th :3c im a fucking fetus ny’all
c. SEXUALITY: am i bi? am i lesbian? am i just craving existential death 24/7? i dont fucking know a thing my guy
d. GENDER: cis female hooooh
e. COUNTRY: AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE OI OI OI
f. FAVORITE AESTHETIC: pastel colours and really nice fashion i guess..??? (also smoking is kind of aesthetic eyes emoji eyes emoji)
TRIGGERS/MENTAL ILLNESSES: i’m not actually sure :x
THE LAST:
1. DRINK: salt water hah normal water is for the WEAK (dont drink salt water please im begging y
2. PHONE CALL: my brother asking what kind of pizza i wanted
3. TEXT MESSAGE: “:3c” im such a fufcking furry...fuckck,,,,
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Daydream warriors by Aquors listen nyall im reconnecting with my hidden buried weebass side of me okay im crying
5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: i dont actually remember? probably like last year unless you count me having tears from laughing too hard as cryng then thats yesterday during the meme aka now called lightning mcqueen server
HAVE YOU:
6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: nahh
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: dont think ive ever kissed someone thats not my family before im #Pure
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope lmao
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: my grandfather i guess? but he died when i was really young so at that time i didnt really undersyand the feeling of loss and mourn so ksdjfk but we had some goodass memories together
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: they ask you how you are and you just have to say that you’re fine when you’re not really fine but you just cant get into it because they would never understa
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: im severely underaged please
TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS
12. red
13. yellow
14. either black or lavendar,,
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yis
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: ya,,
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: okay im known as the most giggly person in class i laugh so easily that i easily have tears over everything
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: nahh dont think i wanna know if its like in a bad way :x
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: aw y e s
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: ya :,) (Thanks em, lily, mae and imogen for making this year truly greater than last year and for being the best friends i could ever ask for)
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: facebook is dead to me
GENERAL
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: serious facebook is dead to me i roasted above the flames of negligence (also because i have like two facebook accounts one using my pesonal email and the other using my more general email , the one using my more general email keeps recommending to me my OWN personal account and its personally so hilarious)
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: a cat called lucky! (i love him even though im p sure he hates me)
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: i guess my irl name uhhh im 50-50 with it? but granted on the internet i waaay prefer using the name Rae over my irl one because its short and simple and nice-
25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: just want to a chinese resturant with my fam and my uncle because we’re simple that way and like. back then i didnt had that much friends so uh l m a o (but vidhi gave me a nerf gun so that was Really Cool and i love her)
26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 9 oclocK BECAUSE A HOUSING AGENT WAS COMING OVER (but then i fell back to sleep and woke up at 12 so lmao)
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching a video on why ‘anime art isnt technically allowed in art school’ because i was just curious and then drawing 
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: VOLTRON LEGENDARY FUCKNG DEFENDERS SEASON 3 SHIT BABES IM REA LLY FUCKING PREPARED AND NEAR END OF MONTH AVCON BECAUSE EYES EMOJI
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: an hour ago lmao shes like just outside my room 
30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: sighs my shyness and social anxiety and awkwardness (all three of those are counted in a pack right? the pack of “socially inept” people)
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: daydream warriors... by aquors..... (listen im RECONNECTING with my weeb side like said above im actually weeping)
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: uh idk mate
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: i havent brushed my teeth yet but im lazy to move my legs lmao
LOST QUESTIONS
34. MOLE(S): um quite a lot like a few small ones on my arm and like one on my face below my right eye and theres one underneath my boob i think lmao tmi and the rest i cant be bothered to find
35. MARK(S): a kind of burnt scar mark on my left shoulder from like 6/7 years ago when i got too close to someone smoking and their cigarette burnt me oh and a scar on my knee from the time i fell off my bike while playing bike catching in the neighbourhood with a couple of other friends like 4 years ago?
36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: vet (now im eh about that tho im probably just going to pursue some art career)
37. HAIR COLOR: brown eyy
38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long
39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yeah. hopefully its dying down now especially since the person is straight (its hard when she sits next to you in class and you guys are sort of friends now and u somehow feel really satisfied when you make her laugh :,) shit )
40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: im generally kind with people regardless of whether or not i dont like them or i dont know them well or i know them i guess? (at least in my group of friends im probably the most willing to socialise with others) and uhhhh i guess i can make people laugh? im a huge fucking loser meme nyall
41. PIERCINGS: none and personally dont really want to 
42. BLOODTYPE: shit  i think it was either a B or an O i cant remember (i think its B tho)
43. NICKNAME(S): maggie, migi, bela, bob, bobbo
44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single pringle 
45. ZODIAC: virgo
46. PRONOUNS: she/her (lmao yay for repeated question)
47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: fuckngin,,, voltron,,, (probably going to stay my favourite for a long while tho)
48. TATTOOS: none atm (unless you count waterbase tattos then yes stick all the water based tattos on me) but like when im Much Older maybe? just a really small tattoo tho not anything big that covers an entire limb
49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right
50. SURGERY: had a surgery on my foot forgot which side when i was in kindergarten because the skin was *censored for tmi* and yah stitching up your skin fucking hurt babes
51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: nahhh i dont think id dye my hair tho who knows
52. SPORT: im probably going to retake up basketball again eyes emoji eyes emoji
53. VACATION: ooMMF nothing planned so far
54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: like uhhh what kind of sneakers?? just normal canvas sneakers i guess????? im, what.
MORE GENERAL
55. EATING: OXYGEn
56. DRINKING: IN OXYGEN
57. I’M ABOUT TO: complete this fucking 88  questions then chat on discord and scroll tumblr and tell myself “hey finish up your art!” but then 5 hours later im still scrolling tumblr. oh and im watching wonder woman later so :3c
58. WAITING FOR: nothing atm i guess?
59. WANT: my family’s financial situation to be solved and so that money isnt going to be a huge bother anymore...
60. GET MARRIED: sounds nice but probably only marriage idk the idea of kids doesnt really sound v appealing atm
61. CAREER: artist! (i wanna either work in a game development team or an animation studio eyes emoji ) 
62. HUGS OR KISSES: HUGS
63. LIPS OR EYES: lips erally nice to draw really nice to look at
64. SHORTER OR TALLER: buhhh im short so i guess taller would be nice (tall people have such nice legs too im frankly a little jealous)
65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: what is this in regards to
66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms so that dO YOU SEE THESE GUNS
67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: shrug emoji idk man
68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship
69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker pardnyars in crime amirite
HAVE YOUR EVER:
70. KISSED A STRANGER: no
71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nope 
72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yeah p sure i had to go through a whole day of school half blind once without my glasses
73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: nah..
74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nO IM 1 3 
75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: dont think so?
76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: nah babes
77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah
78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: somehow when someone dies i decide to laugh instead of breaking down in tears i guess laugh away the pain?
79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ...shit its a bad idea babes dont do it
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
80. YOURSELF: shrug emoji
81. MIRACLES: sometimes? sometimes no?
82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: even bigger shrug emoji
83. SANTA CLAUS: nah lmao listen i caught my father and mother wheeling in bicycles for my sister and i when i was like what 8? usually i just played along because hey i was a child
84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: ehh depends i guess
85. ANGELS: not really lmao
OTHER
86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): Emily, Mae Shuen and Lily
87. EYECOLOR: dark brown?
88. FAVORITE MOVIE: this changes all the time
only tagging uhhh @pluminkdot (KASJD I FORGOT IF YOU HAD A MAIN REBLOG ACC IM SORRY RACH), @jaspereffect , @blabrabs / @spaceboomerang (it isnt letting me tag ur main boomers skldfjksd) and uh im too lazy for the rest
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