#please don't worry

[blackash]

Just a frog makin his way through a spooky forest

#my art #frog #spooky forest #he made it home safely #please don't worry #ArtbyAsh

[bupia]

Hello, Hi.

First, I will start this post apologizing.

I'm sorry, but I won't be posting the Secondo's fic this week.

My best friend, my cat, sadly passed away yesterday and I'm not on my best moments to be here. I know I could just post it and let it be but I really want to have this time to process.

We spent 13 years together and Chi was my everything.

As I said I'd post this week, don't worry, I'll be posting on Monday 12th. I just need some days off.

Thank you all for understanding.

#im sorry #please don't worry #i won't let anyone without content

[vaxxy-the-raven]

14 year old me deserved better

we shouldn't have been bullied, our parents shouldn't have emotionally neglected us, we shouldn't have been allowed free reign on the internet

i have irreversible trauma all because my parents didn't understand the difference between giving shelter & food to someone and real parenting

i felt abandoned and unloved and pushed away and hated

i felt utterly worthless to, and unwanted by, the very people who had fought to have me

my parents went through IVF to have me, you know, and yet my whole life I've never really felt loved or wanted by them

i ended up so alone and scared i fell into an older person's trap and was hurt in ways that i didn't understand back then

i felt so broken and discarded, like i truly had nothing left to give to anyone else

it really fucked me up

i understand how this all happened and it sickens me

i hate that some parents hate their children and hurt them internationally, i hate that some parents don't know love and therefore can't give it to their own children in the future

i hate that people refuse to accept that girls can be evil and predatory, i hate that we treat victims as criminals even if they "followed every rule"

its no wonder i gave up on my education in the end

its no wonder i stopped living

im stuck and I feel helpless

i was talking to people, I was getting help, I was making progress (and technically i still am but not in ways that truly help in the long run) but it got too overwhelming and i just fucking shut down again

i feel trapped in a body that doesn't belong to me

it never did and never will

i feel trapped in a cycle of anger and sadness and sickness and exhaustion

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i feel so fucking stuck

so fucking done

i woke up at 6am today and i couldn't fall back asleep

i trued writing it off, literally by writing fanfiction, and I've refreshed tumblr and twitter so many times since I woke up that in kind of sick of them

its now 8am and I feel dead

but not energy wise

just emotionally unwound

I'll probably feel better after i have some water and talk to my boyfriend, knowing me

but i wanted to talk about how just fucked everything feels

i feel like a vase someone smashed into smithereens and that was put back together with paper mache and string

her name kills me almost every time I see or hear it now

i think i might hate myself less than her these days, honestly

she stole my innocence and my trust and my childish love

she robbed me of a colour, of a book series, of a movie, of a flower and of so much more

she probably doesn't even remember me anymore, if she's still alive after everything

i don't know what I'd prefer

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would i rather she got help and found love and happiness?

would i rather the opposite?

i feel too tired to care

she's not the last, nor am i certain she was truly the first

but she ruined me in ways nobody else could dream to

she left a sickness in my veins that i cant get rid of

its almost become lovely

i would miss it if it were gone

the hate is ugly and hisses, but i take comfort in its heat

maybe i am broken, maybe she broke me, maybe

i woke up today with terrible thoughts of things i dont want to do to myself or to others

thats fucked up

i can't remember if i was always like this or if she did this

maybe its both

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all i know is that im tired

i want to stop hurting

i want to stop being scared

i want to stop being angry

i want to stop being sad

i want to stop being so tired

i just want to live and love

i love people, i do

i hate feeling such strong hatred that im not so sure is even really my own

i just want to be happy

i feel sick

#im safe #i just need to vent #already calling my boyfriend #please don't worry #just brain busy must yell #cw whatever the fuck this is #how do i tag this shit #triggering content #is this the ocd or the trauma? is it both? (: #vent #aaaaaaaaaa #cw child neglect #cw intrusive thoughts #cw grooming #i guess??? feels wrong to me but i think?? #im so fucking tired #will probably delete later

[meow-and-ink-demon]

"sometimes... I feel... like I'm not... alive... like... I'm dying..."

(please read the tags)

#I draw it to try to get rid of artist block #Please don't worry #Everything is fine #:) #Bendy #Ink bendy #Ink demon #Batim #Batdr #Art #Drawing #ibis paint

[hyrulean-evalink]

Where the FUCK have I been !?

Hi, yeah hi hello.

So I guess you noticed my absence and uhh yeah to make it short and without too much detail:

my, now ex, boyfriend dumped me and kicked me out in the streets. So I had to call in urgency my brother and it was a long and painful process but woooo I'm at his place, fine and safe. I manged to take with me most of my stuff but yeah it was quite scary and I just hope it doesn't leave a lingering trauma.

I'm still settling at my brother's place and I need to get used to a new lifestyle... A G A I N

Anyway I'm safe and that's all what counts ! Please stay safe and don't date assholes that manages to hide their true colors for more than a year !

#art #artists on tumblr #i'm fine #breakup #moving #new life #new me #dw I'm safe #please don't worry

[roses-dreams-andthorns]

Hi. Trey will be absent for a while. Something happened.

#i'll be okay #family things #please don't worry

[justsasuke]

I have contracted C*VID and now I'm sick in bed thinking of all these team taka (read that juusasu) sick headcanons and all the other writing projects I was working on and I have tons of ideas but I'm way too tired to write anything. 😷🤒

I'm still planing on putting out the Team Taka Matsuri prompts next week though, if all goes well

#I'm ok though #It's just been like a really really crappy cold #Please don't worry #And please stay safe #Personal #Delete later

[duelcafe]

😭merry christmas to you too! I do hope your mother gets the help she needs and I am praying for your family. I understand this may be a very trying time for you.

stay strong, but if you need to let go I'm here!

Thank you- for both sending me this and for keeping my family in your thoughts!  As well as for your offer.  It means a lot, truly. ♥

#✰ — 𝒊 𝒏 𝒃 𝒐 𝒙 ， #✰ — 𝒉 𝒐 𝒔 𝒕 𝒆 𝒔 𝒔 ， #lacunasbalustrade #𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴(𝘀): #christmas mention #mother mention #[ #i'll admit that i'm not the best at leaning on people #when i should #but #i'm doing my best to keep together though i promise #please don't worry #<3 #btw #i also hope you had a good christmas! #]

[memoonthemove]

Are you alright?! There are rumors that one of the council's guard was killed by a slayer, but the slayer was injured. Was it you, joonam? I tried to call you through the ether but you did not answer. Please tell me you are okay.

Ha, they're really saying it was just one? It was more than one.

But no, I'm okay. It was barely a scratch, I promise. Sorry I didn't answer, I was trying to shake a straggler from the warehouse and needed to focus. I'll call you tonight. ❤️

#asks #for ntr #really it's no big deal it wasn't even a vampire #i fell off a rafter and caught myself on a piece of metal #cut my hand #it doesn't even need stitches though #i really am okay #please don't worry

[mama-sunni]

MOTHER!

RORAN IS GETTING HATE ABOUT BULLSHIT!

im worried for them

🔆

Yes, I am aware, I can't do much other than provide emotional support and try to help them deal with the haters, but I am trying, I'm sure they'll be grateful for your concern though, they are taking a break for the night, so please don't worry my dear anon

@whydoihacefriends

#sunni posts #sunni post #sunni answers #please don't worry #im sure it'll be fine

[chaos-bringer-13]

I've seen a lot of people writing Danny as a space ancient and Dan and Dani as ghosts with moon and sun cores, being sort of parts, versions of Danny and therefore weaker. Now, consider: Dan and Dani are both powerful ghosts with really cool cores and stuff but Danny is just some guy™

Dan, who came from an alternate timeline and is kind of from the future but also not, is Clockwork's apprentice and will eventually become an ancient of time. He probably only agreed to have some lessons with Clockwork to understand better what happened to him, but he enjoys his apprenticeship now.

Dani, with her love of travelling, loves seeing all the different places the world offers to her, and that includes space and different planets and maybe even parallel universes, and she accidentally ends up being an apprentice of the space ancient. For now she's probably a baby ancient of freedom or something like that, but she might become an ancient of space in the future.

We can also have something like Dan having a core of destruction or Dani being the Speed Force if you want it to be dcxdp, or any headcanon of yours about their cool powers.

And then there's Danny. And yeah, everyone knows that he's super powerful, but also he's just some guy.

It can go different routes. Does everyone know that Danny is just Danny? Or do they think that with siblings (well, technically a clone and an alternate version, but whatever) so powerful, he must be even stronger? Is Danny actually something terrifyingly eldritch and ancient and strong, almost a god, but he just doesn't know himself? Or is he just really some guy?

Now, because it's obvious that I have a dcxdp brainrot, have a regular "JL summons/meets a powerful ghost" but its Dan and Dani, and they keep mentioning their original/brother who won a fight against them at some point. The JL is very concerned about Dan and Dani's godlike powers, and they can't imagine what Danny is like. And then they meet him (in his human form), and it's just a young adult in casual clothes, very friendly and helpful, with no evident powers. Imagine the confusion. Imagine Dan and Dani, radiating power, in their eldritch ghost forms, admitting that fighting Danny for real is the dumbest thing to do and not even they would succeed... And then there's Danny is jeans and silly t-shirt, waving shyly.

#DO YOU SEE MY VISION #please #I'm not getting enough sleep #my brain is obsessed with weird stuff #I want Sam who barely looks human because she's one with nature #I want Tucker who looks regal and dangerous in his pharaoh clothes #I want Dan look like he can destruct the Earth with a wave of his hand #I want Dani who is everything there is in the world and you feel it in your bones #I want Jazz who sees your soul and your mind and you know it and there's nowhere to run #I want JL to meet all of them before meeting Danny #I want all of them to admit in their different ways that Danny is the greatest of them #I want JL to be VERY worried about meeting Danny #and then I want Danny to be as normal and friendly as possible #and I want him to treat all those eldritch creatures (his family and friends) as they're regular humans and nothing is weird about them #just hugs and love and praises #because it would cause so much confusion #this is NOT ghost king Danny #unless it is but he doesn't know (and either no one knows or no one told him because it's funnier this way and he's super oblivious) #dpxdc #dcxdp #dp x dc #dc x dp #DPxDC #DCxDP #danny phantom #isn't a crossover if you don't want it to be #could be any crossover if you do want it to be

[v-67]

(sad rant) (don't read, its sad) (Tumblr has become my personal blog 😮‍💨)

I usually listen to songs while taking a shower

So a certain song came up

I was feeling down and i didn't understand why, honestly I don't even think i had known i was feeling down.

I just sat down, and started crying.

I felt like i was pretending, but i just cried out silently, I couldn't stop, yet i felt like an impostor.

But i am not. (This is for myself, to let myself know in physical words that I'm not)

I just kept feeling anxious, but in reality, I keep feeling like I'm trapped.

I just want to feel free,

I want to just be.

I don't want to cook for someone, I don't want to work a 9 to 5 forever until the end of my life.

I don't want to end up in something for the sake of it, I don't want to pretend to be happy and smiles for something I donot agree with.

I don't want to fucking exist for the sake of it

I want to exist because I want to.

I don't want to pretend to be an adult when I'm fucking not, mentally I'm a small kid who's fucking discovering emotions, trauma response, and is getting therapy from watching anime.

Just, i wish, i could.

Someday I hope everyone in this world will get over the tags of specific criterias.

Someday I really hope this world isn't as broken as it is.

Someday I hope the people understand.

Someday I hope the people who blamed my cousins for what they did realise their words and cry their heart out knowing how wrong they were.

Someday I hope people realise the trauma they set up for further people and i hope they stop. Or improve.

Someday I hope people don't just have kids to force their thoughts on them.

Someday I just hope i disappear.

And this world too.

Someone, make it all go away.

Someone come and hug me like a small kid, tell me it's gonna be okay because I'm too scared to speak out.

#writeblr #random #tumblr #goodnight #sad #just ugh #please don't worry #its okay #trauma #people #idiots #mentally fucked #lets hope #hope

[patchyourbrokenwings]

♡.

#to those who happen to stumble upon my posts from earlier this evening #i am okay now #or i will be #i am not in immediate danger at the moment #please don't worry #i'm not deleting the posts cause it's important for my future self #okay thanks for listening #bye

[starshine-hockey-girl]

#i'm fine #everything's fine #screaming into the void #please don't worry #fucking tumblr fake ass bullshit #what is the opposite of popular? #nobody reads the damn tags #my friends must by lying to me #it is the only thing that make sense #thanks to the two of you that encourage my delusion of talent

[hehearse]

got another silly little comics for you <3

part [1] - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6

btw you can get the full pdf for free or if you feel generous get it for a few coins here ^^

i will however post it all gradually here <3 it's just that it will take a bit of time

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv #lee gilyoung #yoo sangah #yoo joonghyuk #han sooyoung #my art #id in alt #i spent so long on it please enjoy while i post it every other few days or something #it's only 71 pages so it'll be fast don't worry about it ^^

[the-habitat-sysblog]

"none of my alters have fronted recently, does that mean i'm faking?"

hey. you're an alter too, remember? you are as much a part in this team as any other part. you're important. just because other alters haven't fronted recently doesn't automatically mean you were wrong, or "faking". parts get front stuck; it happens! switching slows down; it happens! the rest of the system quiets down for a while; it happens! especially if you are newly-discovered.

be patient. be kind to yourself. you are the only alter that needs to front right now in order to be "valid". you know what you've experienced, you know you aren't trying to fake this, so know that fronting alone for a while will not take these experiences away from you.

good luck & take care. 🤍

#finn🍄.txt #mrcollins🎣.txt #; #💬 #🤍 #i struggled with my words a bit here #but i hope my message came across #did is difficult #please don't give yourself added worries! #[ #traumagenic system #endos dni #did system #did community #system #sysblr #actually traumagenic #traumagenic did #parts language #system parts #traumagenic #system things #system stuff #system community #did positivity #system positivity #]