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author-a-holmes · 1 year

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10 Songs Tag

Thank you for the tag @avrablake

Tagging forward: @faelanvance because you always have fascinating song choices, and an Open Tag to anyone who wants to play

Ten songs I've been listening to a lot lately. This is going to include a large chunk of my Darkling Playlist, but I'll try to throw a couple in that are just me chilling out too :D

Each one's linked to a youtube vid of the song for ease <3

1. Brett Young - Here Tonight

We can just stay here in this minute Lose all track of time Let the world spin on without us for a while

2. Katy Perry - Wide Awake

I wish I knew then, what I know now Wouldn't dive in, wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts, you made it so sweet 'Til I woke up on, on the concrete

3. Tatu - Clowns

All this black and cruel despair This is an emergency Don't you hide your eyes from me Open them and see me now

4. Pink - Trustfall

Are we runnin' out of time? Are we hidin' from the light? Are we just too scared to fight For what we want tonight?

5. Nickelback - Standing In The Dark

The needle on my compass must be busted or bent 'Cause I can't walk straight And I'm feelin' kinda beaten Like the rusted out hinges on the backyard gate

6. Dierks Bentley - Say You Do

Couldn't you mess me up, get in my head, Steal my T-shirt, wreck my bed, All night long like you used to, Even if you don't, couldn't you say you do...

7. Kelsea Ballerini - The Little Things

But it's when we're in a crowded room, put your hand on my back And waiting on me in the morning with my coffee black Back to the basics 'cause they're bigger than they seem, yeah Give me that typical, simple love, it's the little things

8. Dove Cameron - Better In Stereo

You The other half of me, the half I'll never be The half that drives me crazy You The better half of me, the half I'll always need But we both know; We're better in stereo

9. Halestorm - In Your Room

You know every part of me I let you in, I let you see All the dark and every color of my room Let me do that for you

10. Avril Lavigne - I'm A Mess

It hasn't been the same since that night I wish I said I loved you just one more time I try to figure out how to make it right But I don't know where to go from here

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confused-kinnie · 2 years

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[PIN] Egostate Intros n Info

Finally got around to posting this here!!

WHAT ARE EGOSTATES?

“An ego state is a way in which we think, feel and behave, making up our personality at a given time.” -Counselling Tutor (The linked article has a pretty good overview of what they normally are, I highly recommend reading it!)

In all honesty, my therapists and psychologists don’t really know what they truly are. This is just our best guess. My egos are partially separated alternative personalities, splitting off from the base personality like branches of a tree. They’re formed as a coping mechanism and act as a mental crutch for when I/my base personality is incapable of coping with reality, and operate in a hivemind-like structure. We’re all aware of each other and what they’re thinking and doing.

They are not Alters. We are not a system. My disorder is similar in some respects to DID/OSDD, but we do not fit all the required criteria for a diagnosis. My friends and I have created a similar vocabulary to what systems use, but not identical, as we do not wish to have people confuse us for systems, accidentally spread misinformation, or encroach on the system community.

Below is a list of all my egostates and their jobs! They all have special emojis and tags they use to sign off their posts, I, the Pilot, use no emoji and #mod sci! :) Only non-quote posts will have signoffs to keep things clean.

CO-PILOTS

Primary job is to carry the burden of acting as the base personality/the "Pilot” Often have other roles alongside being a Co-Pilot.

📼-Walten (Jack Walten/Bon) Co-pilot, Defender, Trauma Barrier, “Counsil of Dads” Hello, my name is Walten. You may also call me Jack or Bon if you prefer. My preferred pronouns are He/They/It. Please use tone tags when talking to me as I often struggle to understand emotions and message tones! My posts are tagged with #mod walten, while any quotes including me will be tagged #walten

📺-Megs Dreemur Co-Pilot, Caretaker, Defender, Ego Booster, Overseer Howdy! I’m Megs! My preferred pronouns are He/They! I don’t pilot often since I usually just keep the others in line, but I’ll occasionally pop out and say hi! You don’t have to use tone tags around me, but you can if you want! All my posts are tagged with #mod megs and any quotes featuring me is just tagged #megs

🪖/😎-Corporal Damian Lawrence (SCP-106) Co-Pilot, Defender, Trauma Holder, “Counsil of Dads” Hey, I’m Damian. My preferred pronouns are He/They! Please don’t call me “106” or use “It/Its” pronouns for me unless I allow you to! I’m just not comfortable with them. You don’t need to use tone tags around me, though I might occasionally struggle with understanding something and may ask for clarification! My posts are tagged with #mod damian

🐤- Doom Ducky Co-Pilot, Caretaker, Overseer, “Counsil of Dads” Heya! I’m Doom Ducky, but you can just call me Doom! I don’t really care what pronouns you use for me, but I do prefer masculine/gender-neutral ones! I’d prefer you use tone tags around me since I’m not the best at understanding tones sometimes! ^^; Posts are tagged with #mod doom and my quote posts are tagged #doom

👁‍🗨- Black Mirror/Nowhere King Co-Pilot, Defender, Trauma Holder, Trauma Barrier, Overseer Hello. I am Black Mirror. You may also call me the Nowhere King if you’d like. My preferred pronouns are He/They/It/Xe/Un/Rot. Tread lightly if asking me about my memories, it can be triggering. Please use tone tags when speaking to me. Posts are tagged #mod black mirror, and quote posts are simply tagged #black mirror

OVERSEERS

Primary job is to assist Defenders and Co-Pilots by suppressing any divergencies and keeping a low profile so potential threats aren’t aware of the egos.

🔔- Philip Ojomo/The Wraith Overseer, Caretaker, Internal Maintenance, Trauma Holder Uh. Hi. I’m Philip. I go by He/Him or They/Them, but I don’t really care what you call me. I don’t talk often, I prefer to be left alone. But if you want to talk to me for any reason, I’m open to chat. Please don’t ask me about my memories of the Entity or my life prior to becoming a Killer. I don’t like thinking about it. You don’t need to use tone tags around me. You can if you want though- Posts are tagged #mod phil and quote posts are tagged #phil

🎁-Mortemyr (Mortality) Overseer, Trauma Barrier, Internal Maintenance Hello. I am Mortemyr. My preferred pronouns are He/They/Rot. I am not all that social as I’d rather not get in the way of the others, but I am willing to make some exceptions. Please use tone tags around me! All of my poast are tagged #mod mortem and my quote posts are tagged #mortemyr!

DEFENDERS

Primary job is to take control during stressful situations and ensure the Pilot doesn’t suffer any more trauma. They’re often aggressive due to their nature as my protector parts, tread carefully when talking to them.

🌼-Flowey Head of Defenders, Trauma Holder, Overseer Howdy! I’m Flowey! Flowey the flower! ;p I don’t really care what you call me, but I like He/They/It. Don’t expect me to be friendly. I’m not that kind of flower. (Flowey won’t admit it, but he does need help with understanding emotions, so please use tone tags around him!) Posts are tagged #mod flowey and quote posts are tagged #flowey!! :)

🎃-PR (Pumpkin Rabbit) Defender, Trauma holder, Overseer Hello, I am PR. My preferred pronouns are They/He/Xe. I’m basically Flowey but less childish and without a god-complex. (Just like Flowey, he struggles with understanding tones and hates to admit it. Please use tone tags with xem!) Posts are tagged #mod pr and quote post are tagged #pr

🏵️-Frenchiest Fry Defender, Ego Booster, Trauma Holder, Caretaker, Internal Maintenance, Overseer Well howdy darling! I’m Frenchiest Fry, but you can call me Fry for short. ;) My preferred pronouns are They/He, but you can basically call me anything you want except for she/her. I sometimes struggle with message tones, so I’d appreciate it if you use them around me! Thank you darling! Posts are tagged #mod fry and my quote posts are tagged #fry!

🐍-Virgil Jones Defender, Trauma Holder Howdy, the name’s Virgil. I go by He/Him or They/Them. Don’t expect me to be too social. I’m not a people person. Ya don’t need to use tone tags for me. Posts are tagged #mod virgil and quote posts are tagged tagged #virgil

🔪-Chop Chop (Murder Monkey) Defender, Caretaker, Trauma Barrier Hii! Am Chop Chop! Go by It/Its! They/Them ok too! :] Sorry for bad grammar, still learning! Am friendliest of Defenders, always open to talk! ^^ Pleas use tone tags for me, am not good with messages yet! Posts are tagged #mod chopchop n quotes tagged #chopchop

🖋️- Inkwell (Ink Demon) Defender, Trauma Holder

He/They/It - Posts are tagged #mod inkwell

CARETAKERS/INTERNAL MAINTENANCE/EGO BOOSTERS

Work behind the scenes to keep the Pilot and rest of the crew stable and functioning. Often the ones to remind others about the importance of self-care and may force other egos to take breaks if overused.

🍬-Salem (Witch Sheep) Head of Caretakers, Overseer Hello, dear! My name is Salem. I go by She/They/Sie. I’m basically everyone’s mom, and I am always open to lend an ear if you need someone to talk to! Please do use tone tags when talking to me, I haven’t gotten the hang of message tones yet. ^^; All of my posts are tagged #mod salem!

✨-Asriel Dreemurr - Inner Child, Caretaker, Trauma Holder, Trauma Barrier Howdy! I’m Asriel. I prefer He/Him or They/Them pronouns. I’m pretty shy, so I don’t talk a lot. I mostly just sit in the back and keep Flowey on a leash. But if you want to talk to me I can come out and chat for a bit. Please use tone tags with me! My posts are tagged with #mod asriel!

😱-SCP-096 Caretaker, Internal Maintenance, Trauma Holder, Trauma Barrier Uhm. Hi. I’m 096. I prefer They/He pronouns. I’m like Asriel. I don’t really talk much and prefer to stay in the background. But you can talk to me if you want. :) Please use tone tags with me, I struggle understanding things sometimes. Posts are tagged #mod 096!

🍋- Neil (Monster/Lemon Demon) Ego Booster, Trauma Barrier, “Counsil of Dads” Well hello there! I’m Neil, that one lemon-headed demon who sucks ass at rap battles. I usually go by He/They/It but I’m cool with other pronouns too! All of my posts (which are obviously the best) are tagged #mod neil!

🎞️- Bentley (Bendy) - Inner Child, Trauma Holder

He/They - Posts are tagged #mod bentley

🍖- Pink - Unknown Role??

Has typing quirk! Usually replaces ‘s’ with a ‘z’ and often shortens words down

Any Pronouns +neos - Posts are tagged #mod pink

DORMANT

Egostates that have become inactive because other Egos have taken their place.

🖤-Venom Defender, “Counsil of Dads” He/They Posts are tagged #mod venom

☠️-Nightmare Bonnie Overseer, Defender, Trauma Holder He/They/It Posts tagged #mod nightbon

🐺-Carter Afton (Twisted Wolf) Overseer, Defender, Trauma Barrier He/They Posts tagged #mod carter

“COUNSIL OF DADS”

Just a stupid inside joke about me constantly forming egos with fatherly roles. Often make vote on important decisions on the Pilot’s behalf when they can’t do it themself.

ANY QUESTIONS?

Feel free to ask any questions about me, my egos, and my disorder! We’re more than happy to help! I’m a huge advocate for the normalization of mental health discussions and hope shedding light on my own neurodivergencies may help others figure out more about themselves too!

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