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#petco or smart or whatever. its frustrating. like i know they sell purina but they dont have the one thats for urinary tract health and like
toytulini · 3 years
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wrote out the to do list breaking down the task of cleaning my filters and Woof
#toy txt post#its like so much but also not that much?#mostly im dreading. trying to figure out how much water conditioner to add to a 5g bucket bc i Struggle w that#and also. moving 5g buckets of water multiple times. i rly dont want to have to go all the way downstairs for this. might try to just do it#in the bathroom but that could get me yelled at if it makes a mess..#also dreading the awkwardness of messaging the manager of the local fish store again to ask about him ordering 2 blue acaras for me AGAIN#1) after i already inquired abt this once before and he misinterpreted me as saying i specifically was looking for a breeding pair when i#just want like. any 2. and would actually like it if they didnt breed. and 2) messaging him this Again So Long After the first message#just feels so awk but im still like well i might as well support the local fish store over the fucking petco or whatever#i guess i should also test my water again..rly hoping it hasnt gotten un cycled but its been a long time now so its...possible huh. hhhh i#really dont want to have to cycle it thats going to be such a pain. ive been spoiled by my ability to seed media from a cycled tank everytim#also i feel like we should see if the local place will start carrying the catfood we've been buying so we can buy it from them instead of#petco or smart or whatever. its frustrating. like i know they sell purina but they dont have the one thats for urinary tract health and like#god i dont ever wanna deal with that again#there is so much stuff i need want should gotta do. i should also buy one of those weird half balls to balance on that they have at physical#therapy. i just didnt know theyd be so expensive. i should check my voicemail. i should brush my teeth#i should gET OFF FUCKING TUMBLR. god i cant even focus on my podcast episode but my brother is using the spotifyy#maybe j should turn my wifi off again but then i cant necessarily focus from the spotify eifher and it makes me want to draw...#i should...drain the water in my tank again a little enough to reach the back corner and fix that mess with the skull cos its kinda ugly but#i cant do much about it rn cos i cant FUCKING REACH. have i mentioned that i Hate tall tanks#oh i should post a pic of my updated scape tho bc i am proud of the little cave i made. had to get good pics tho#wish i could get a good pic of how it looks w the hinta of pink growlight but the growlight is so bright that its impossible to take pics of#the tank without ugly annoying reflections everywhere. need like a big black curtain around me to cancel out the reflections and get a good#pic cos even at night it reflects#god im All Over The Place today i need tk get the Fuck off this timesink app#i need to go to bed early too so i dont miss this fucking physical therapy appt tomorrow!! i missed the last one cos i just Forgot about it#and overslept so now im Stressed about that. ......fuck i need to message my doctor back too#last thing i sent was last friday in the middle of an anxiety attack at midnight that i needed to stop that medication. and then ive just#been Silent OOPS. week went by so fast???
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