#personally i’m cuban so that’s spanish (based on the tone of the my skin i’m hazarding a guess at i’m a double colonizer)

[nolantalks]

SO WHY DOES ENVIOUSGLORY KEEP BRINGING UP CONVOS OTHER PEOPLE HAD CLAIMING ITS YOU?

Because she dumb as hell. This has been known since she slithered into this little drama. I mean she makes up people involved, makes new accounts to talk to herself pretending to be people that were supposedly involved that no one remembers existed, and wants to be with us or wear our skins we’re not really sure which is true but one of them is. In a nutshell shell, she thinks I’m like eight other people. Basically, anyone who has anything remotely in common with me, is a friend of mine, or is seen supporting me or plain not openly bashing me apparently is me with that delulu master. The other stalkers hop on this when they need to but quite a few of them know not only do I *gasps* have friends, supports, and people who just don’t care but enjoy posting with me. They do default to this idea when needed.

Right now she’s only going hard one me, the one she’s helping dox, and our mutual buddy Jacob. It’s only us because she can’t track the others at all and honestly, can’t even track Jacob since he just switched to his older discord account and that idiot can’t find him anymore.

Now, we noticed this trend and did play into it with the Doxie telling me to change my ‘personal info’ to his since it got doxxed years ago and proving they will do it again has helped him immensely on his reputation. And I let him use the discord account they primary stalk when he went back to jcink roleplays so that they didn’t get his actual one which he’s been using to safely join servers and advertise his current site with. So maybe that helped feed the delulu the envious one has but I’ll break down the only things we had in common originally that got her on this train.

SIMILARITIES

The doxie and I are both Latino, Mexican to be specific.

We’re both bisexual

We both have something with mental health. I have disorders, he has struggles from when he was sexually assaulted as a child and his pedophile stalker reinforcing the trauma for almost two decades now.

We both were sexually assaulted. He by a cousin and I by a caretaker and an ex.

We both came from jcink to tumblr

We both like supernatural roleplays

We both know how to code

We both at one point lived in California.

We both used Steven R. McQueen back when he was hot and buff in The Vampire Diaries (like a hundred other gay and bisexual people did)

We both know Jacob. But knew him by different names.

Now, the parts thats are ‘contradictions’ and that she thinks work as ‘gotcha bitch’ moments despite comparing the lives of two or three completely different people.

‘CONTRADICTIONS’

Doxie is light skinned from his small amount of Spaniard blood overpowering his Mexican genetics and looks vaguely Italian.

I am more caramel not really dark skinned but definitely not light either. Also have Cuban ancestors.

Jacob….. is white.

Doxie is a second generation Mexican American and was kept from learning Spanish so his parents could use it as a ‘coded language’ growing up. He also experience racism and shaming from his extended family for not being ‘real Mexican’ for this and his skin tone.

I am what was called an ‘anchor baby’. Spanish was my first language and I didn’t learn to speak, read, or write it well enough til I was like 10 through various ‘special learning’ classes. I was then used as the one to translate for family.

Jacob ….. is white.

Doxie is really into fandom roleplays and he shares an unhealthy amount of fandoms with the pedophile stalking him. He was heavily involved in the X-men then marvel and marvel and dc groups.

I completely despise fandom groups, think they are nothing but trouble and drama. I was however I to ability roleplays and had some experience with DC groups but stopped after like two when I say how toxic they were. Original abilities type role plays are my jam. I also like to base some groups of aspects of various things I like and make them in a way that fits my roleplays.

Jacob…… is white. However, he was a fan of X-men groups and original abilities type ones which is how we both met him.

Doxie is one of those happier single types of people. Raised catholic like a lot of Mexican Americans are.

I’m engaged and currently telling my fiancée that our song to dance to will be in Spanish and I will in exchange keep the large Santeria practicing side of my family from upsetting his white Christian family. And if anyone was wondering, raise catholic but was always watched by my Santeria practicing family members and made to take part in both secretly/not so secretly. so I’m familiar with both religions.

Jacob….. is white and I think atheist I dunno really.

Doxie goes by he/him

I go by they/them

Jacob ….. is white and He/him

Doxie is exclusively jcink based now and was joining any place that would have him til now that he has a lot more people welcoming him.

I am almost exclusively tumblr based but did join my first discord group a little while ago.

Jacob is primarily discord based but does dabble in tumblr when convinced but will join jcink groups he thinks are good.

That…… kind of sums it up so far. I mean there are a lot more differences between us but I don’t think they’ve been brought up at all.

IF IM ENGAGED WHY DON’T I TALK ABOUT IT MORE AND SEEM SUPER EXCITED?

It’s because there is a believed curse on both sides of my family. For multiple generations now, absolutely no one on either side has ever had a successful first marriage. Sometimes it’s instantly other times it takes decades but everyone always divorces or annuls the first marriage. I always said I’d get hammered in Vegas and marry some stranger only to annul it in 24 hours to get one over on this ‘curse’ but never did that and don’t live in California anymore so it’s not an 8 hour drive anymore. And I waited too long to enact my little idea. I’m also the type that refuses to tell anyone I love them unless I 100% mean it even to family. I’m also highly protective of my emotions that I have zero control over if I’m not medicated and even then it’s not a sure thing. So having that always in the back of my mind when we talk about it and plan stuff always dampers it.

WILL I EVER CALL OUT THE LIARS FOR THEIR FAKE STORIES AND LIES?

I mean I could. But honestly, I grew up with telenovelas almost permanently on my house’s TVs. Drama, horrible storylines, lies that only the plot has the power to make people believe are just entertainment to me. Admittedly they did make me attempt to end myself in the past but these days, it’s literally me grabbing my popcorn, a Red Bull, and my favorite lounger and demanding the next episode.

Which is another thing that makes me laugh that the sexist thing keeps coming up. You idiots do realize I grew up with nothing but powerful fiery women in my life and on my tv right? And macho but emotionally unstable men. I mean, it was my momma that taught me how to throw a punch originally, not take anyone’s shit, and if I had to resort to violence, to be the last bitch standing. You people are weird and things seem more your problem than mine.

[gnfkitten]

the trauma they were talking about was being italian

the anti-italian sentiment on social media today is really starting to get to me :/

not okay guys not okay

#it’s probably incredibly traumatic #all the white people who don’t know their origin hate the irish and italian ones because it’s literally their entire personality sometimes #it’s like kin wars but instead of dangonropa characters it’s european nations #personally i’m cuban so that’s spanish (based on the tone of the my skin i’m hazarding a guess at i’m a double colonizer) #and there really aren’t enough of us to start being pretentious #but on the bright side at least i’m not italian #so so very sorry italians

[the-eldritch-it-gay]

Hi hello I have a question! I'm a quarter Mexican, my dad is half-Mexican and half-white, and my grandfather is full. I grew up near my grandpa's fam so I grew up with Hispanic culture, Mexican food, some traditions, I can speak and understand Spanish pretty well, etc. I pass as completely white, I'm not even sure a quarter is enough to consider yourself Hispanic? My friends say I'm not Hispanic enough?? Idek the point of this ask except for? Your opinion? How Hispanic is 'Not-Hispanic-Enough?'

Hello anon! óvò

In short, I think you’re Hispanic enough-- because Hispanic isn’t really a sliding scale in my opinion. It’s not a performative thing, really. I have plenty of Latine friends who don’t speak Spanish and only started learning about their culture as an adult, they’re still Hispanic/Latine, just as much as my friends who are fluent in Spanish and have always been following traditions and culture. From what you’ve told me, you definitely sound Hispanic. It can be really easy to fall down the rabbit hole of asking yourself if you’re Hispanic enough (it’s something I do too!), but it’s not healthy to do. I know it can be almost like impostor syndrome- at least in my case- where I feel I’m not really Latine, or Hispanic enough. But in the end, someone who’s not Hispanic wouldn’t worry about whether they are or not.

Identity can be hard, especially when you’re mixed, but it really just comes down to how you identify. I’ve never met any Hispanic/Latine people that need to know how Hispanic I am before seeing me as Hispanic. Nor do I meet anyone and feel the need to gauge if they’re “Hispanic enough”. The only part that usually comes up is what culture they’re from- whether it be Mexican, Puerto Rican, Guatemalan, Argentinian, Spanish, etc. It’s really terrible that your friends have said you’re not Hispanic enough- that’s something incredibly harmful and it’s out of line for them to decide whether or not you’re Hispanic.

As for being white-passing, the labels of Hispanic and Latine don’t have to do with skin tone or race. It’s an ethnicity, and if you want to go by what the U.S. Census defines Hispanic/Latine: "a person of Cuban, Mexican, Puerto Rican, South or Central American or other Spanish culture or origin regardless of race.". I’ve never judged or met anyone who judged whether someone was Hispanic or not based on their skin tone or race.

I hope this has helped you (apologies if it’s a bit disjointed), do feel free to come back to my inbox and talk to me if you need any more help or want to talk óvò

#Eldritch IT Speaks #Eldritch IT Anons #Eldritch IT Answers #I really feel you though I've had similar issues #but eventually I've started to just embrace my culture and it's really improved my life to not question if I'm hispanic/latine enough #I hope you get there too anon óvò #Anonymous

[caricatlc]

BASICS –

full name: alice marisol romero

nicknames: none

birthdate: 4 august 2025

birthplace: plattsburgh, new york

ethnicity: columbian, cuban, and caucasian

nationality: american, english 

languages: english, spanish

accent: slight bronx accent

APPEARANCE –

hair color & style: dark brown, usually kept waist-length and wavy, with green tips after breaking up with nigel

eye color: dark brown

height: five feet five inches

build: thicc. muscular but also hyper-feminine

skin tone: olive skin that rarely burns and tans well

personal style: 

grunge lite. alice prefers to be comfortable above all else, so soft fabrics and denim are her go-tos. when she dates nigel she adopts a more instagram ho aesthetic to match his, but her heart isn’t really into bodycon dresses if she cant accessorize them with doc martens and a flannel. 

distinguishing marks: expressive face

tattoos: ‘esforzada’ on back of neck ( x ), ivy on left wrist ( x )

piercings: two piercings in both lobes, helix piercing in left ear, daith and industrial in right ear, belly button

FAMILY –

parents: noah romero and lia villace

parental relationships:

while seth is more gregarious, alice is a quiet reflection of noah. as a result, their relationship deals largely in companionable silence. he’s not one to gossip with but always good help for moral quandaries. he’s also more likely to catch alice in the middle of doing something wrong,  but mostly just offers gentle advice and hopes for the best. alice really hates to disappoint her father.

lia is a fun parent. alice almost always has fun with her mother, even if the interaction ends on a sour note. she can run a lot of day-to-day thoughts past her mother-- lia is kept mostly in the loop about the goings on in her daughter’s life. however, some compulsion leads alice to remain silent about her love life as it seems like it would be much easier to let her mother believe that everything is going fine.

siblings: rex, seth, and michael romero

sibling relationships:

when rex came into their lives, alice understood the difference between her twin and an actually older brother immediately. she enjoys spending time with rex, and ever since she was young she was always content to tag along with her ‘fun’ brother.

what can alice say about seth? they know each other better than anyone else, and speak almost exclusively in snark. but opposites don’t always attract, and their very big, drastically different personalities clash and erupt frequently. when times are good, though, they’re each other’s biggest hype-man as they snap another selfie.

michael is a strange one, but alice will always hold a tenderness for her little brother. she’s helped house dozens of wild animals and filmed a vine or two in her time. while she’s not keen on him bringing insects into the house it’d certainly be difficult for her to turn him down for anything.

birth order: only girl, younger twin, middle child

status in family:

alice likes to think that she’s practically invisible in her family. she’s not as rebellious as rex, or as obnoxious as seth, or as rambunctious as michael. but alice is a quiet ride-along for almost everyone in her family-- she really holds good relationships with everyone in the house. for the most part, it really seems like her parents and brother just want the best for her.

distant relations: bash romero, second cousin

pets:

wells and bilbo, the dogs, are always happy to see her, but she’s also conditioned them to remain quiet if they want a treat from her nightly comings and goings. felix, the cat, is a good companion on a gloomy day, with alice finding comfort in his rumbling, sleepy purr.

FRIENDS –

close friends:

alice has known ellie albright since birth. or even before that since ellie’s parents attended the same birthing classes as alice’s. the albrights returned to italy for a few years shortly after ellie’s birth but the two girls were paired up again before they could even tie their shoes. they’ve been best friends ever since. ellie brightens alice up to draw out a softer side than alice rarely presents alone. alice makes ellie more assertive, unafraid to stand up for her friend if she thinks ellie needs help.

it took rumi thatcher a bit longer to enter the picture, but she’s not going anywhere. rumi’s dead-pan sense of humor endeared her to alice immediately after she moved into town in the forth grade. ever the calm logician, rumi finds great amusement in tempering alice’s hot temper. they share a mutual love of nature that often leads them to dreamy afternoons surrounded by beautiful woods.

technically considered a cousin through brotherly love, dallas hong is probably the only boy that alice can completely get along with. he’s certainly the easiest to get along with out of her brother’s crew, with his laidback guy’s guy charm. while she’s annoyed at how tall he’s gotten as they age, she knows that his easygoing personality won’t ever change on her.

tensions:

adam hudson has been seth’s best friend for years, but his and alice’s interactions have always been tentative. he has a way of confronting her with the truth when she’s least likely to accept it. their relationship is hard to define, atleast on alice’s part.

alice and dapne newcomb used to be friends, much to the chagrin of ellie and rumi. the brash blonde wasn’t  always a good influence, and they tended to clash over their many differences in opinion. it wasn’t until alice supposedly ‘stole’ nigel chadwick-wembley from daphne that their relationship fractured completely. daphne is the root cause for much of the suffering alice experienced in high school, so she’s not at all keen to rekindle the friendship.

if there’s one person that alice could do without ever seeing again, it’s nigel chadwick-wembley. he was her first real boyfriend, but the supposed fairytale beginning led to nothing but trouble, even if alice did her best to keep anyone from finding out about the more controlling aspects of his personality. they were on-again off-again for so long, but alice finally broke it off for good and never looked back.

there’s nothing wrong with ruby robbins-- in fact, she’s perfect. alice has always felt like she was competing with the other girl, even if that’s hardly true. they share similar interests but ruby’s easygoing demeanor makes everything seem so effortless in a way that alice can’t help but envy. she does consider ruby a friend, though, and would do anything for her if she asked.

crushes:

so much of the tension in alice’s relationship with adam hudson stems entirely from their mutual attraction. when they were much younger she was aware of it but content to ignore it, but as they’ve grown older things have changed. alice finds herself at odds with his ill-suited girlfriend and with him over it. ever since she kissed him on christmas, the muddled emotions there have only gotten worse.

the first boy that ever had alice truly starstruck was leo robbins. the definition of a cool, older boy, leo’s appeal quickly passed but she remained impressed by his sense of style and teenage rebellion. in fact, alice was quick to take up his mantle selling weed to a few of their acquaintances when leo decided to move on from the business. 

as a friend:

alice is a friend like batman-- she’ll come if you send out the signal. anytime anywhere, alice will be by your side if you’d let her. she’s fiercely protective of them and will want to help them achieve their goals no matter how trivial. she can be too blunt at times, which tends to rub people the wrong way if it’s not quite what they want or expect to hear. but she’ll have your back until the end, without saying ‘i told you so’ to anyone but seth.

PERSONALITY –

positive traits: enterprising, candid, empathetic 

neutral traits: self-sufficient, meticulous, noncommittal

negative traits: volatile, withdrawn, self-involved

astrology sign: leo sun / gemini moon, the confidence man ( x )

mbti: istp-t, the virtuoso

theme songs: i’m not okay (i promise) by my chemical romance / agnes by glass animals

aesthetic:

dyeing your hair in the bathroom, guitar calluses, jumping off the porch roof, lilac bushes, the solitary silence of 4 am, soil between your fingers and toes

LIFESTYLE –

partying habits:

a stoner to the max, alice deals quite literally in weed, inheriting a small client base from leo robbins. when she first started dating nigel, alice found she didn’t mind the party scene. there’s always fun to be had, and she can handle her alcohol. she’s also not necessarily opposed to experimenting at parties-- if there’s a good time to be had, alice will try a sporadic drug or two without feeling particularly inclined to do these things later on her own.  

smoking habits:

directly inherited from her father, alice took up smoking as an act of teenage rebellion and favors menthol cigarettes. she finds it calming to smoke late at night when no one is around, or whenever she is overwhelmed by the situation at hand. finds it to be a handy tool to escape social situations if things aren’t going well.

eating habits:

growing up in a four-child household has definitely made alice a bit food aggressive. she eats when the opportunity presents itself but doesn’t pig out very often. snacks usually seem like a good idea, and alice is content to bring healthy options when she can. late-night meals are a staple in her diet. salty-sweet combinations are her usual favorite.

excercise habits:

alice has been practicing aikido and tae kwon do since she was young, and as a result has adopted a fair amount of exercise and weight training into her daily routine. mostly she just works to maintain equilibrium and not lose any muscle mass or physical ability, but if she’s feeling particularly stressed or upset she’ll throw herself into her workouts.

work ethic:

it’s alice’s belief that she can work hard and play hard, so long as she meets the deadlines set out for her. she’s got decent time management skills and works best with a loose schedule where she can make the decisions about what to do, when. when it comes to school work, alice is content to maintain her good grades in order to fly under the radar with her parents. 

sleeping habits:

when alice feels tired she can fall asleep anywhere, but her penchant for the peace of nighttime usually finds her awake well into the early mornings. she is a deep sleeper, but an agreeable one. sharing a bed with her is not a bad experience as she’ll typically move wherever she is prodded without much fuss. she usually prefers to sleep with a loose comforter and top sheet and will cocoon inside. waking up outside of her typical routine can be a challenge, but once alice wakes up she is awake for good.

ideal living space:

alice’s bedroom at home is well-lit and cozy, with an abundance of houseplants in any available spot of sunlight. her walls are filled with things she likes looking at: posters of her favorite bands, watercolor prints she and ellie made, and endless photos of herself and her friends. she usually takes time once a week to clean up, as she has a tendency to drop clothes or books wherever they lay as she moves onto something else.

quirks:

despite being a fan of all things spooky, jump scares always get her good. she’s usually the middle person in the haunted house group, and subsequently is always getting picked on. she will let you borrow anything she owns, but it’s of utmost importance that you ask first.

INTERESTS –

hobbies:

alice has been playing guitar and practicing martial arts since she was very small. her love for plants wasn’t fostered until later in life, but she prides herself on rehabilitating various wilted houseplants she happens upon. she loves a good smoke session and will make a whole event out of some rolling papers and a gram of fresh weed. she’s usually a pretty willing participant in any photoshoots that ellie cooks up.

best school subject:

science has always been a passion of alice’s. she’s a stem student through and through, excelling in maths and sciences from a very young age. through high school she took college level chemistry and biology courses.

worst school subject:

history always presented its challenges, but as alice grew older and her inability to learn much hands on coupled with the fact that most schooling was a little on the white supremacist side of the situation, alice tended to skip these classes as much as possible or spend as long as she could backtalking a teacher just trying to stick to curriculum. 

opinion of education:

alice doesn’t mind school itself-- college classes are perfectly designed to give alice all the free space she needed in a high school curriculum. but her not-so-stellar experience with the allegedly popular social scene made her more than ready to finally be free of high school.

career aspirations / achievements:

a perfect overlap of her loves of science and nature, alice dreams of becoming a bioengineer. she’s well on her way to it, quickly showing aptitude for higher-level stem courses from an early age.

favorite things:

her guitar, family breakfasts, american beauty, ellie & rumi, pop punk music, hand-rolled joints, ghost adventures,  her freshly-made bed, chocolate covered pretzels, restarting the bell jar,  when plants grow new leaves, her led zeppelin shirt ( x ), god of high school

boredom cure:

driving then walking, or just walking, as far as you can in silence, discovering a beautiful spot to watch the sun set, or rise, depending on when the urge strikes.

#character sheet #alice romero