#personal feelings

[blanked007]

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#dairies #personal memories #my favourites #personal feelings #personal thoughts #24 Apr 2024

[archaicsymbols]

Sorry, I don't post a lot, I have horrific social anxiety and just anxiety in general. I don't want people to think that I am weird.

I apologize, as this will happen often, but just know that if I like or reblog something of yours, I think you are cool. :)

TLDR: Anxiety stops me from talking to calm people, and it makes me sad :((((

#Anxiety #sorry about that #personal post #Personal feelings #this isn't directed at yall #yall are doing great

[kingofkingsschizo]

You know I think about stigma and the bearing placed on people who suffer from severe psychosis and try to do there best to treat their diagnosis like schizophrenia and bipolar illnesses. In Most instances they are genuinely good people .Yes we are viewed as monsters to the people who perpetuate stigma through ignorance or just plain callousness. I think about like school shooting and the souls that are neglected because of ignorance,and they suffer from mental illness and there’s no concrete mechanism in place to help families in crisis. They fall between the cracks and end up shooting people and as the majority of the public sees it they should pay. For what, for being born with mental illness and neglected. It’s really not their fault. I just feel there should be consideration on how people view shootings. It’s hard to to find compassion from a world of ignorance and callousness. People draw conclusions from their ass..

#kingofkingsschizo #mental illness #school shooters #stigma #personal feelings #go viral

[crewdog810971]

#joe bonamassa #personal feelings #SoundCloud

[elficially-done-with-life]

Hey, I haven't postet anything in a while and I wanted to briefly explain why. This is going to get a little personal, so if you don't care don't read it. Thats fine.

I started an apprenticeship a few days ago and it's pretty damn stressful now. Especially because I'm not sure yet if that's what I really want to do, as I mainly applied because I didn't want to disappoint my mum by waiting for something I wouldn't be able to do anyway (I originally wanted to be a teacher, and maybe a writer at some point, but I'm really afraid of failure which is why I'm to afraid to try.).

So there's a lot going on in my head at the moment and I can't really concentrate on fanfictions and fanarts anymore (especially because I always have the feeling they're not good enough anyway).

On top of that, I'm struggling with my sexuality again (it's been going on for a few years now, but right now it is really bad again).

In other words, I'm not doing so well at the moment and I'm not really getting around to writing. Also, I think my bad feelings would have a negative effect on my fanfics right now.

I don't know if anyone even wanted to hear all this information, but it was important to me to explain exactly why I'm not able to be as active as usual right now. Because I love this fandom and I love to write for Tolkiens works.

I hope you understand🥰

#personal feelings #not a fic

[crappy-danganronpa-confessions]

I've been working hard at creating a fangan for a few years now. But recently I started to really focus on it and began hiring people.

I've been speaking with some editors and I'm grateful for them. I'm noticing small flaws I didn't catch while I was still developing the early stages.

As development continues quickly, I'm realizing I'm actually really scared. What if people hate it? What if I mess up? What if it dies out? What if my writing isn't good enough?

Then I look at all the assets I have, the VAs that are putting their faith in me, the characters I put all my heart into, and I just forget to feel nervous. Im sure some people will hate it, there always will be those people, but I know the people that love it will support me.

It makes me motivated to continue.

#danganronpa #mod komaeda #danganronpa confession #Personal feelings

[injuries-in-dust]

I haven't had a haircut since 2012.

I love my long hair, which, about now, reaches down to my waist.

But I have to admit that my hair is thin.

Sides are okay, but most hair coming from the scalp... it is thin.

My transition hasn't started yet, and may not for several more years, damn waiting list. Minimum three (which i reached this year,) but up to six years at this point.

Fuck the tories.

I always promised myself (long before I figured I was trans) that I wouldn't be one of those men (now, one of those people,) who would have a bald scalp and weak comb-over to try (and fail) ar maintaining the Illusion that I still have long hair.

I just wish I could look in the mirror and like what I see.

I wish I didn't have to deal with the problems of aging men.

I am a woman in my heart but nature gave me all of mens problems.

(Probably made worse because I didn't figure myself out until I was approaching my mid-30s)

Tall and broad body

Barrel chested

Thinning hair.

I think I have a widows peak at this point.

Hairy body. Chest, legs, arms. You name it.

I am in the wrong body for me.

I really feel I have to wait until I start taking hormones, and seeing the effects they have on me before I can even socially transition.

Because there is nothing about me that could pass as female at the moment.

And I know I've been losing hair since my mid thirties, but now I'm entering my late thirties it seems to be speeding up.

I swear I see more scalp through the follicles these days.

It's getting harder and harder to cover with volumizing products, styling, and so on.

This has mostly been a rant to just vent my feelings.

But I know a lot of ladies have short hair and are still very feminine.

Maybe I can try short hair instead of an ever growing comb-over.

Even though long hair does seem to be tied to femininity.

Most trans women in media have, at least, shoulder length hair.

Only cis-women can get away with short hair, it seems.

Maybe that's not to right way to think but it's the way I do.

I can only hope that hormones, whenever I get them, can retore some activity to the follicles of my scalp.

If nothing else, I hope that people will recommend different types of hair cuts and hair styles for me to try.

I can use an app to get a vague idea of what I would look like before I commit to the work of a stylist.

Any style that works with a person who has plus-sized features would be welcome right now.

A pixie cut is the only one I could think of right now. And I'm not totally convinced that I could pull that off.

If anyone has any other suggestions, I'd love to hear them.

#personal thoughts #personal #personal feelings #hair #thinninghair #thin hairs #trans #trans problems #trans rights #trans representation #trans pride #trans is beautiful #trans issues

[iacyper9]

In the rut of I want to write and ramble on about my legacy characters but also I don't want to come off as weird for rambling.

#personal thoughts #swtor #the raginis legacy #swtor oc's #personal feelings

[blanked007]

يقولون إن الحب هو ما يدفع العالم إلى الاستمرار

لكن، لم يترك لنا أحد ملاحظة في الرحم

ولا دليل تعليمات حول الطريقة السليمة للسقوط

أو آخر عن كيفية مقايضة بعض منك

دون أن تضيع إلى الأبد في روح أخرى

أخشى أن هذا هو سبب ضلالي دائمًا

كنت عاشقة

وكنت معشوقة

غير أني لم أتعلم أبدًا

كيف - بخفة - أحتمل الثمن.

نيكيتا جيل - ترجمة ضي رحمي

#dairies #personal feelings #personal thoughts #my favourites #ترجمة ضي رحمي

[edenfenixblogs]

Man it’s so good to be near family.

It’s giving me some pretty strong feelings and making me reassess a lot of aspects of my life.

Sometimes I feel like those who love me most live farthest from me.

I live in a great city but feel so alone. There’s so much to do but it’s all so hard to get to and very few people to do any of it with who I’m close to. Everything is so expensive.

But mostly, I feel like everyone in my city just tolerates me. And only one person in my actual daily life is actually there for me during this horrific, terrifying time.

People back home are literally begging me to move back and they all keep asking me to do things at every free moment. People want to spend time with me here—family and friends. People are generally overjoyed to see me here. My sister and parents are here. My bff might move back here.

When I have kids I’d want them to be surrounded by this community. What community do I have in my city? One person who I truly feel close to and otherwise a group of people who seem to just tolerate my presence. It’s…exhausting and upsetting and I don’t like missing so much of my little cousins’ lives.

The things I’ve wanted have changed so much. I moved to the city in because it was the only city where I could do what I wanted career wise. But the career has adapted and so has my goal of how I want to participate in it. But I can’t shake the feeling that it looks like I’m giving up.

It’s stupid and I shouldn’t care—especially because it’s not true—but I moved away with big plans and big goals and if I move back I will be doing so without having achieved those goals. But my goals have changed. I know more now. I can be the kind of creative person I want to be anywhere.

I also love my independence in my city. But man… the things that make it worth living there keep disappearing.

Idk. I have a lot to think about. But right now, it’s hard to see any future in my current city.

#personal feelings #life decisions #SMBC journey

[itswhatever-relatable-random]

#personal feelings #tony #mi corazón #Youtube

[itwasrain]

"I just discoverd my life is a Billy Talent song"

#personal feelings #personal #billy talent #mid year feelings #Spotify

[lunaplush]

OK I just need to say it . But dudes. Go to the barber. You can't cut your own hair ....you're not doing right or doing a good job. I know you think getting a hair cut is scam because you went to cost cutters once and paid 30$ for the worst hair cut. But that isn't the reality...I'm sorry your hair cutting experience was at the lamest hair salon chain by someone who barely passed cosmetology school....go to the barber.

#personal post #personal thoughts #personal feelings #personal opinion #barbershop #barber #menshair

[rexthaiv]

I was happier before I knew what being in love and in a relationship felt like. I didn’t crave other people or to be touched or for love. I was not as insecure or unsure about myself or the things I wanted. I had clear direction and what seem like infinite energy. Dating changed me, I used to be just happy being me. I left pieces of me in everybody else but no one ever poured into me like I did them. It’s not there fault tho. It’s me. Just now it feels like alone, Im not enough.

Although the crazy thing is , I love being in love. I love the feelings that come with it learning everything about my SO feels right and it does truly make me happy. But I’m afraid for it to happen again. What if they don’t know how to love and I get hurt again. What do I do when we’ve built so much together and it’s just crumble again.

Idk I want it bad but I don’t wanna feel empty again. I hate when it feels like my heart vacated my chest and they only way to feel things is to think about you. Those thoughts are bittersweet tho. They make me warm momentarily, but it’s right back to the somber. Heavy and darker each time they float through my mind cause I know we’ll never have what we once had. Even worse though , the car , the house the marriage and the family all the plans and dreams we had well never have that either.

#personal feelings #somber #growth

[ct-7731]

The first time I felt good since I started using discord is that one time someone referred to me with a feminine pronouns

And that was the first cracks on my eggshell

I've been chasing that euphoria for years now, no results, possible cause for my dysphoria

#discord #pronouns #personal feelings